THE COMPLETE WORKS OF Saint Alphonsus de Liguori Doctor of the Church, Eiihof> of Saint Agathay and Founder of the Congregation of the Mott Holy Redeemer, TRANSLATED FROM THE ITALIAN. EDITED BY REV. G- ZR I M F^iest of the Congregation of the Most Holy Redeemer THE ASCETICAL WORKS. Volumes X and XI in One The True Spouse of Jesus Christ SECOND EDITION REVISED THE COMPLETE ASCETICAL WORKS OF ST. ALPHONSUS DE LIGUORI. Each book is completo in /‘Self, and any volume will be sold separately. Volume I. Preparation for Death ; or, Considerations on the Eternal Truths. Maxims of Eternity—Rule of Life. “ IL Way of Salvation and of Perfection : Meditations. Pious Reflections. Spiritual Treatises. «♦ III. Great Means of Salvation and of Perfection; Prayer. Mental Prayer. The Exercises of a Re. treat. Choice of a State of Life, and the Vocation to the Religious State and to the Priesthood. *· IV. The Incarnation, Birth and Infancy of Jesus Christ ; or, The Mysteries of Faith. ·· λ7 The Passion and the Death of Jesus Christ. ** VI. The Holy Eucharist. The Sacrifice, the Sacrament, and the Sacred Heart of Jesus Christ. Practice of Love of Jesus Christ. Novena to the Holy Ghost. * VIL, VIII. Glories of Mary: i. Explanation of the Salve Regina, or, Hail, Holy Queen. Discourses on th· Feasts of Mary. 2. Her Dolors. Her Virtues. Prac­ tices. Examples. Answers to Critics.—Devotion to the Holy Angels. Devotion to St. Joseph. Novena to St. Teresa. Novena for the Repose of the Souls in Pur­ gatory. ** IX. Victories of the Martyrs ; or, the Lives of the Most Celebrated Martyrs of the Church. ·· X., XI. The True Spouse of Jesus Christ : i. The first sixteen Chapters. 2. The last eight Chapters. Appen­ dix and various small Works. Spiritual Letters. ·· XII. Dignity and Duties of the Priest; or, Selva, a collection of Material for Ecclesiastical Retreats. Rule of Life and Spiritual Rules. 0 XIII. The Holy Mass : Sacrifice of Jesus Christ. Ceremo­ nies of the Mass. Preparation and Thanksgiving. The Mass and the Office that are hurriedly said. 0 XIV. The Divine Office. Explanation of the Psalms and Canticles. M XV. Preaching : The Exercises of the Missions. Various Counsels. Instructions on the Commandments and Sacraments. 0 XVI. Sermons for Sundays. “XVII. Miscellany. Historical Sketch of the Congregation of the Most Holy Redeemer. Rules and Constitutions of the Congregation of the Most Holy Redeemer. In­ structions about the Religious State. Lives of two Fathers and of a Lay Brother, C.SS. R. Discourses on Calamities. Reflections useful for Bishops. Rules for Seminaries. "XVIH-XXl. Letters. 4 vols. "XXII. Le.ters and General Alphabetical Index. The True Spouse of Jesus Christ. St. ALPHONSUS de LIGUORI, Doctor of the Church. EDITED BY REV. EUGENE GRIMM, Priest of the Congregation of the Most Holy Redeemer. Two Volumes in One SECOND EDITION REVISED REDEMPTORIST FATHERS BROOKLYN ST. LOUIS TORONTO Niljil nhstat. Arthur J. Scanlan, S.T.D., Censor Librorum. Smprimatur. f Patritius Cardinalis Hayes, Archiepiscopus Neo-Eboracensis * N o-Eboraci Die 22 Julii, 1929 APPROBATION. By virtue of the authority granted me by the Most Rev. Patrick Murray, Superior General of the Congregation of the Most Holy Redeemer, I hereby sanction the publication of the work entitled ‘‘THE TRUE SPOUSE OF JESUS CHRIST”, which is Volume X and XI in one of the complete edition of the works of St. Alphonsus de Liguori. James Barron, C.SS.R., Provincial Brooklyn, N. Yej April 19, 1929. Copyright by VERY REV. JAMES BARRON, C.SS.R. 1929 CONTENTS. PAGI Approbation,...................................................................... ..... The Author’s Preface,.................................................. 12 NOTICE, Ch. I. ·«········■· 13 The Merit of Virgins who Consecrate them­ selves to God................ · . .17 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. They become like the angels, and are the spouses of Jesus Christ, 17. How much more happy are virgins than mar­ ried women even in this life, 21. Excellence of virginity, 26. Means to preserve virginal purity, 28. The spouse of Jesus Christ should be entirely his, 33. II. The Advantages of the Religious State, . 39 1. The religious state is like the promised land; it is paradise on earth ; it is a great grace. 39. 2. Advantages of the religious state according to St. Bernard, 41. III. The Religious should belong entirely to God, ···.····· bi I. She should renounce everything, and love only God, 61. Contents. 6 PAGB CHAP 2. We must overcome ourselves and courageously strive for perfection :—Means to be adopted for this purpose. 71. IV. The Desire of Perfection, .... 80 1. How holy desires are useful, and even neces­ sary, 80. 2. Means for acquiring perfection, 90. V. The Danger to which an Imperfect Relig­ ious, who is but little afraid of the Consequences of her Imperfections, ex­ poses her Salvation,...................................... 99 1. One can and should avoid all venial sins plainly voluntary', 99. 2. Venial sins injure above all the religious, who are most especially called to perfection, 107. VI. Continuation of the Same Subject, . .113 1. A religious has especially to fear being lost when she sins by attachment to some pas­ sion, or when she lives in tepidity, 113. 2. Means to extricate one’s self from tepidity, 121. VII. Interior Mortification, or Abnegation of Sele-love:—Obedience, . . . .129 I. Necessity of combating self-love.—Practical rules, 129. II. Detachment from self-will, 142. III. The merit of obedience, 154. IV. The obedience due to the Superiors, 160. V. Obedience due to the Rule, 172. VI. The four degrees of perfect obedience, 190. VIII. Exterior Mortification.......................................... 205 I. Its necessity and advantages, 20ζ. Contents. CHAP. 7 pagf III. The mortification of the appetite, 229. IV. The mortification of the sense of hearing, of smell, and of touch, 243. IX. Religious Poverty...................................................... 249 I. The vow of poverty, the perfection of poverty, and Community life, 249. 11. The degrees and the practice of perfect pov­ erty, 263. X. Detachment from Relatives and other Persons, .............................................................. 277 I. Detachment from relatives, 277. II. Detachment from seculars, and even from the sisters, 287. XI. Holy Humility............................................................. 299 I. The advantages of humility, 299. II. The humility of the intellect or of the judg­ ment, 308. III. Humility of the heart or of the will, 318. IV. Continuation of the same subject, and espe­ cially patience in bearing contempt, 331 XII. Fraternal Charity.................................................... 346 I. The necessity of this virtue, and its practice in our thoughts and sentiments, 346. II. The charity to be practised in words, 355. III. The charity to be practised in works, and to­ wards whom it is to be practised, 366. XIII. Patience, ....................................................................... 379 I. Patience in general, 379. II. Patience in sickness, poverty, contempt, per­ secution, and spiritual desolation, 395. ill. Patience in temptation, 408. Contents, 8 CHAP. PAGW Resignatiojî to the Will of God .... 421 I. The merit of resignation to the divine will, 421. II. In what things we ought, in a special manner, to resign ourselves, 430. XV. Mental Prayer................................................... 441 I. Moral necessity of mental prayer for religious, 441. II. The practice of mental prayer, 453. XVI. Silence, Solitude, and the Presence of God, 467 I. Silence, 467. II. The love of solitude, and the avoiding of idleness, 480. III. The presence of God, 495. XVII. Spiritual Reading, .......................................... 513 XVIII. The Fréquentation of the Sacraments, . 525 I. Confession, 525. Utility of frequent confession, 525. Ex­ amination of conscience, sorrow or contrition, and purpose of amend­ ment, 527. False shame, 532. Doubts, 536. Sincerity, respect, and wise re­ serve in confession, 539. Need and choice of a director, 541. II. Scruples, 545. What are real scruples, and how they are hurtful, 545. Obedience to the director is the great remedy against scruples, 548. Practical application, 554. III. Communion, Spiritual Communion, and vis­ iting of the Blessed Sacrament, 563. 1. Excellence of the Holy Eucharist; Effect of Holy Communion, 563. 2. Teaching of the Church in regaid to frequent Communion, 566. 3. De­ cree of Pius X on frequent Com­ munion, 568. 4. Preparation for Communion, 574. 5. Thanksgiving after Communion, 576. 6. Excuses brought forward by certain religious XIV. Contents. 9 PAGH CHAP. for not communicating frequently, 578. 7. Exhortation to receive Com­ munion frequently, 584. 8. Spiritual Communion, 586. 9. The visits to the Most Holy Sacrament, 588. XIX. Purity of Intention,.......................................... 597 XX. Prayer,................................................................... 609 XXI. Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary, . . 624 1. A true servant of Mary cannot be lost. 624 2. What are the true servants of Mary, 634 XXII. The Love for Jesus Christ, 641 I. The obligation of a religious to love Jesus Christ, 641. IT. The means of acquiring divine love, and the acts of love that a religious should practice towards Jesus Christ, 652. XXIII. Particular Admonitions,................................ 668 For the Superior, 668. For the Aricar or Assistant, 682. For the Mistress of Novices. 682. For the Bursar, 684. For the sacristan, 685. For the attendant at the turn, and for the nortress. 686. For the Tnfirmarian. 687. For the Coun­ sellors, 690. For the lay-sisters, 690. XXIV. Rule of Life for a Religious that Desires to Become a Saint, ........................... 694 Rising in the morning, 694. Mental prayer, 695. The divine office, 695. The hearing of Mass. 702. The refectory. 705. Re­ creation, 706. The examination of con­ science, with other instructions, 709. The necessity of banishing melancholy, and what ought a person to do who finds that she has become a nun against her inclinations, 712. APPENDIX. Summary of the virtues which the religious who wishes to become a saint should practice........................... 719 Spiritual maxims for a religious......................................... 723 Aspirations of love to Jesus Christ,.................................726 J The True Spouse of Jesus Christ; OR, THE NUN SANCTIFIED BY THE VIRTUES OF HER STATE. THE AUTHOR’S PREFACE. This work, as appears from the title, is intended par­ ticularly for Nuns. However, only a small portion of it is directed exclusively to them; the remainder, but especially what regards the observance of the vows of religion, regular discipline, and the perfection of the religious state, is equally suited to Religious of all denominations; and what regards the Christian virtues, will be found highly useful even for seculars. To each chapter I have annexed prayers, replete with pious affections, knowing that such prayers are very acceptable to Religious who seek perfection. For, as St. Denis the Areopagite says, “ Divine love consists in the affections of the heart more than in the knowl­ edge of the understanding.” In human sciences, knowl­ edge excites love; but in the science of the saints, love produces knowledge. He that loves God most, knows him best. Besides, it is not lofty and fruitless concep­ tions, but works, that unite the soul to God, and make it rich in merits before the Lord. NOTICE. Saint Alphonsus had reached the age of sixty-four years when he published The True Spouse of Jesus Christ, which appeared in 1760. At that time of life he joined to the learning and sanctity that distinguished him a consummate experience; in a word, he united in himself all that could be desired in order to treat in a masterly manner of all the delicate matters that are spoken of in this work. This he has done in a superior manner, which has been justly appreciated not only in Italy, but in the whole Catholic world, as is proved by the numerous translations of his book, and by the success that they have met with. We have endeavored to give to our labor all the care that is due to the work and its venerated author, as well as to those persons that will be able to profit by it. To this new Edition of the True Spouse of Christ which numbers twenty-four chapters, we have added some important foot­ notes which contain in substance the various Canons of the New Code on the obligations and privileges of cloistered Nuns and Religious relative to Confessors both ordinary and extraordinary. This legislation in favor of Nuns and Relig­ ious had not been promulgated in the time of St. Alphonsus, and hence the necessity of modifying some of his statements, and harmonizing them with the Church’s recent legislation. A few important changes have also been made in parts of the chapter dealing with fréquentation of Holy Communion, (pp. 568-574). In the time of our Saint various con­ flicting opinions were taught by Theologians of repute on the practice of frequent Communion, and on the dispositions requisite for Its frequent reception. The majority of these opinions were far from being in agreement with the present canonical legislation. That no Saint or Doctor of the Church was more desirous of adapting his teachings in all things to ecclesiastical decrees and pronouncements than our holy Doctor, we know from his writings, his life and spirit. 14 Notice Who more loved the Church, who was more devoted to the Holy Eucharist, who so successfully championed Its cause against Jansenism as Alphonsus de Liguori? For these reasons it was judged expedient to substitute for the few pages in his book discussing the opinions of Theologians in regard to the dispositions requisite for frequent Communion, the Decree of Pope Pius X. on Frequent and Daily Com­ munion, which sets forth the mind of the Church and lays to rest forever all discussion on the matter. Another point to be noted : In the Centenary Edition of St. Liguori’s ascetical writings, brought out by Fr. Grimm, C.SS.R. in 1888, the “True Spouse of Christ’’ was published in two volumes. To the work proper, the scholarly and de­ vout Editor added various small works of the Saint which have reference to Religious, and 150 Spiritual Letters to Religious. As these small works and Letters do not belong properly to the “True Spouse’’, and have all appeared in other ascetical -works of the holy Doctor, they have been eliminated from this Edition, thus making it feasible to compress the two volumes of the Grimm edition into one. (Editor). The Saint himself tells us that his book is suitable not only to nuns, but also to all members of the religious state, in that which refers to the observance of the vows, regular discipline, and the perfection of their state. As for the practice of Christian virtues, the work will be found highly useful even for seculars. We add that this volume should with greater reason be serviceable to ecclesiastics, especially to those that are charged with the difficult task of directing souls in the spiritual life; they may draw therefrom lights that may not perhaps be found as clear and as sure elsewhere. We fear, however, that some persons may find in some passages things that at first sight are of such a nature as to astonish and to displease them, for the author at times inveighs forcibly against abuses that have happily became rare or are at the present time even unknown in our country. Hence we think that we are obliged to ask them to consider well the circumstances. When St. Alphonsus wrote his Notice. 15 work many communities in Italy and elsewhere had relaxed in spirit. Many abuses indeed existed, especially in the king­ dom of Naples, and should be ascribed to the character of the manners of the country, and also to the excessive inter­ ference of the government in ecclesiastical affairs. This intermeddling often hindered the action of the Superiors, even of the Sovereign Pontiff, and favored disorder. Yet other countries and other epochs have also their defects and their trials. The spectacle of what occurred then in Italy should awaken attention to what may perhaps be out of order among ourselves. But you will say, “Would it not be better not to know the evil, and not to think of it?” Ah! undoubtedly, if we were not always exposed to evil, if we had not continually to fear it and to take precautions in order to avoid it. Should we wait till the evil is revealed by a sad experience? The saints did not thus understand this; they did not cease to remind us of it by showing us the precipices yawning at our feet and the enemies that are besieging us, and by point­ ing out to us the necessary means to escape the dangers and to resist the assaults to which we are always exposed. Furthermore, if this book has been written for all the religious, it will have a twofold interest for the Superiors: it will inspire them with zeal and with vigilance, on which depend the maintenance of regular observances, and conse­ quently the salvation of the Community and their own sal­ vation. They should know not only the evil that exists, in order to remedy it, but even the evil that is possible, in order to prevent it, and hinder it from penetrating; they should even suspect it, says our saint.1 One day he had given utterance to very forcible language in a monastery. He was afterwards told that the nuns believed that he had in his address entered too much into details; this remark made him smile, and he answered : “What should I have told them? Should I have told them that they are saints? 'Pages 295, 352 of this volume. 16 Notice. When one preaches, one preaches for every one, and one may suppose things that do not exist.”1 Finally, we may say to every religious that has the happi­ ness of living in a house in which reigns exact observance: The example of so many Communities that have fallen into a deplorable tepidity after having begun with the greatest fervor, should induce you to give continual thanks to God’ for the advantage that you enjoy, and to do all you can to attain its continuance, well knowing that the least abuse that succeeds in insinuating itself may in time bring about great ruin. Live Jesus, Mary, Joseph·, and St. Alphonsus! Life of St. Alphonsus, by Cardinal Villecourt, Î. 3, ch 34 The True Spouse of Jesus Christ. CHAPTER I. THE MERIT OF VIRGINS WHO HAVE CONSECRATED THEM­ SELVES TO GOD. I, They become like the Angels, and are the Spouses of Jesus Christ. Virgins who have the happiness of dedicating them­ selves to the love of Jesus Christ by consecrating to him the lily of their purity, are, in the first place, as dear to God as his angels. They shall, says the Redeemer, be like the angels of God in heaven) Such is the immediate fruit of the virtue of chastity. Hence St. Ambrose says, Chat “ whoever preserves this virtue is an angel, and that whoever violates it is a demon.”2 Baronius re­ lates that when a certain virgin, called Georgia, was at the point of death a great multitude of doves was seen hovering about her; that when her body was brought to the church they flew to that part of the roof which corresponded to the place where the corpse had been put, and remained there till after the interment. By all who saw them, these doves were regarded as angels paying respect and homage to the body of the virgin. Chastity is justly styled an angelic and celestial virtue. “ Because,” says St. Ambrose, “ this virtue has ascended 1 “ Erunt sicut Angeli Dei in coelo.”—Matt. xxii. 30. 2 “ Castitas angelos facit: qui eam servavit, angelus est; qui per­ didit, diabolus.”—De Virg· 1. 1. 2 18 Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. [ch. i. even to the heavens, and thence taken an example to be imitated on earth; and because only in heaven, the resi­ dence of its spouse, it is practised in all its perfection.” 1 Besides, a virgin that consecrates herself to Jesus Christ becomes his spouse. Hence, writing to his dis­ ciples, St. Paul did not hesitate to say: I have espoused you io one husband, that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ? I have promised to present to Jesus Christ your souls as so many chaste spouses. In the parable of the virgins, Jesus himself wished to be called their spouse: They went out to meet the bridegroom .... they went in with him to marriage? The Redeemer, whenever he speaks of virgins, calls himself their spouse; but where he speaks of others, he calls himself master, pastor, or father. Hence that elegant verse of St. Gregory Nazianzen, “and chaste virginity is adorned by Christ her spouse.”1 *34*6 These espousals are perfected in faith. And I will espouse thee to me in faith? Jesus Christ has, in a special manner, merited for mankind the gift of virgin­ ity, and is therefore followed by virgins whithersoever he goeth.’ The Mother of God once said to a soul, that a spouse of Jesus Christ ought to have a great esteem for all virtues, but that purity, by which she is princi­ pally assimilated to her divine spouse, should hold the first place in her heart. St. Bernard assured us that all just souls are spouses of the Lord.7 But St. Anthony 1 “ E coelo accersivit quod imitaretur in terris; vivendi sibi usum quæsivit e cœlo, quæ sponsum sibi invenit in coelo.”—De Virg. 1. i. - “ Despondi vos uni viro virginem castam exhibere Christo.”—2 Cor. xi. 2. 3 “ Exierunt obviam Sponso. . . . Introierunt cum eo ad nuptias.”— Matt. xxv. r. 4 “ Castaque virginitas decoratur conjuge Christo.”—Carni. Virginit. s “ Sponsabo te mihi in fide.”—Os. ii. 20. 6 “Sequuntur Agnum, quocunque ierit.”—Apoc. xiv. 4. ’“Sponsa nos ipsi sumus, et omnes simul una sponsa, et animæ singulorum quasi singulæ sponsæ.”—Doni. 1. p. Epiph. s. 2. ch. i.] Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. 19 of Padua adds that virgins consecrated to God are his spouses in a special manner.1 Hence St. Fulgentius calls Jesus Christ the only spouse of all consecrated virgins.2 A young person desirous of settling in the world, will, if she be prudent, in the first place carefully inquire into the circumstances and dispositions of all who pre­ tend to her affections, and will diligently seek to ascer­ tain who of these is most deserving of her heart; and from whom she may expect the greatest happiness in this life. A religious, on the day of her profession, is espoused to Jesus Christ; for in the ceremony of pro­ fession the bishop says to the novice about to be pro­ fessed: I espouse thee to Jesus Christ; may he preserve thee inviolate. Receive, then, as his spouse, the ring of faith, that, if thou serve hint with fidelity, he may give thee an eternal crown. Let us, then, ask the spouse of the Canticles who is this divine bridegroom. Tell me, O sacred spouse, what are the qualities of thy beloved, the only object of thy affection, who renders thee the happiest of Women ? IVhat manner of one is thy beIerred of the beloved, 0 thou most beautiful among women 13 She will answer: My beloved is white and ruddy, chosen out of thousands4 My beloved is rendered white by his innocence, and ruddy by the ardor with which he loves his spouses. In a word, he is so loving, so perfect in all virtues, and at the same time so courteous and affable, that he is of all spouses the most dear and amiable. “ There is nothing,” says St. Eucherius, “more glorious, nothing more beau1 “ Omncs animæ sponsæ sunt Christi, specialius tamen virgines.”— De Virg. s. 2. 9 “ Unus omnium sacrarum virginum sponsus.”—Ep. ad Prob, de Virg. c. 4. 3 “ Qualis est Dilectus tuus ex dilecto, o pulcherrima mulierum?”— Cant. v. 9. 4 “ Dilectus meus candidus et rubicundus, electus ex millibus.”—Ibid. \o. 20 Merit of Virgins consecrated to God, [ch. i. tiful, nothing more magnificent, than he is.”1 “These happy virgins, then,” says St. Ignatius, Martyr, “ who are consecrated to Jesus Christ, may be assured that they have obtained the most beautiful, the most noble, the most opulent, and most amiable spouse that can be found in heaven or on earth.”3 Hence Blessed Clare of Montefalco used to say that her virginity was so dear to her, that rather than lose it she would be content to suffer the pains of hell dur­ ing her whole life. Hence, as we learn from St. Am­ brose, the glorious virgin St. Agnes, when to her was offered for husband the son of the Roman Prefect, justly answered that she had found a better spouse.3 St. Domitilla, the emperor’s niece, through a love of virginity refused the hand of Count Aurelian; and when it was argued that she might lawfully marry him, be­ cause, although a Gentile, he would allow her to remain a Christian, she replied: “If to a young woman were offered the choice of a monarch or a peasant, which would she prefer? If I marry Aurelian, I must renounce the nuptials of the King of heaven, and would not that be the extreme of folly? You may, therefore, tell the count that I cannot accede to his proposal.” Thus she preserved her virginity, which she had consecrated to Jesus Christ; and rather than prove unfaithful to her divine spouse, she suffered to be burned alive by her barbarous lover.4 The holy virgin St. Susanna made a similar reply to the Emperor Diocletian, who offered her the title of Em­ press, on the condition that she would marry his sonin-law Maximin, whom he had created Cæsar. In pun­ 1 “ Nihil illo magnificentius, nihil gloriosius, n'hiJ puHirius, nihil munificentius.”—De Contemptu M. ' “Virgines agnoscant cui se consecrarunt.”—£p. ad Λ ntwck, 3 “ Sponsum offertis; meliorem reperi.”—De Virg. L i. 4 Croiset, Exerc., May 12. ch. i.] Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. 2I ishment of her refusal she was rewarded with the crown of martyrdom. Many other holy virgins have declined the nuptials^of earthly monarchs to become the spouses of Jesus Christ. Thus blessed Jane, the Infanta of Portugal, refused the hand of Louis XI. King of France; Blessed Agnes, that of the Emperor Ferdinand II.; and Elizabeth, the daugh­ ter and heiress of the King of Hungary, rejected the proposal of marriage with Henry, the Archduke of Aus­ tria. ' 2. How much more Happy are Virgins than Married Women even in this Life. Besides, the virgin that consecrates herself to Jesus Christ is devoted entirely to God, in body as well as in mind. The unmarried woman, says St. Paul, and the virgin thinketh on the things of the Lord; that she may be holy both in body and in spirit. But she that is married thinketh on the things of the world, how she may please her husband.' Virgins consecrated to God think only of God, and desire only to belong to him without reserve; but married persons, being of the world, can think of nothing but of the things of the world. Hence the Apostle adds: and this I speak for your profit; not to cast a snare upon you, but for that which is decent, and which may give you power to attend upon the Lord, without impediment.2 Thus poor worldlings meet with insurmountable diffi­ culties in the way of virtue; and the more exalted their rank, the greater the obstacles to their sanctification. To become a saint in the world, it is necessary for the 1 “ Mulier innupta et virgo cogitat quæ Domini sunt, ut sit sancta corpore et spiritu; quæ autem nupta est, cogitat quæ mundi sunt, quo­ modo placeat viro.”—i Cor. vii. 34. ’ “ Porro hoc ad utilitatem vestram dico . . . ., ad id quod hones­ tum est, et quod facultatem præbeat sine impedimento Dominum obsecrandi.”—Ibid. iii. 35. 22 Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. [ch. i. married woman to adopt the means of sanctification, to frequent the sacraments, to make long and frequent mental prayer, to practise many interior and exterior mortifications, to love contempt, humiliations, and pov­ erty; in a word, to make every effort in her power to please God. She must, then, be perfectly detached from the world, and all its goods, and perfectly free from the control and tyranny of human ties. But how can a married person find the time, the opportunities, and helps necessary for recollection, and continual ap­ plication to the things of God ? She that is married thinketh on the things of the worlds how to please her husband. The married woman must provide for her family, educate her children, please her husband, his parents, brothers, and relatives, who are sometimes to her a constant source of trouble. Hence the Apostle says, her heart must be divided, and her affections fixed partly on her husband, partly on her children, and partly on God. What time can she have for continual prayer, for frequent Communion, when, with all her efforts, she is not able to attend to the wants of the house? The husband must be attended; if his directions be neglected, or his commands be not immediately exe­ cuted, he breaks out into complaints and reproaches. The servants disturb the house, at one time by their clamor or their quarrels, at another by their impor­ tunate demands. The children, if small, are a perpetual source of annoyance, either by their cries and screams, or by the endless variety of their wants; if grown up, they are an occasion of still greater inquietude, fears and bitterness, by associating with bad companions, by the dangers to which they are exposed, or the in­ firmities with which they are afflicted. How, in the midst of so many difficulties and embarrassments, is it possible for the married woman to attend to prayer, or to preserve recollection? And, as to her Communions, ch. i.] Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. 23 they can scarcely be as frequent as once a week. She may indeed have strong desires of sanctification; but to pay great and constant attention to the affairs of her soul will be morally impossible. The very privation of the opportunities of attending to the things of God may be made a source of great merit by patient sub­ mission to the divine will, in the unhappy state in which she is placed. All this is indeed possible; but to prac­ tise patience and resignation, in the midst of so many troubles and distractions, without the aid of prayer, of spiritual reading, or of the sacraments, will be exceed­ ingly difficult and almost impracticable. But would to God that seculars wrere exposed to no other evils than the obstacles to their devotions, to con­ stant prayer, and the frequent use of the sacraments. Their greatest misfortune is to be in continual danger of losing the grace of God and their own rmmortal souls. They must appear like their equals, they must employ servants, and support their rank. They must go abroad to visit their friends, and in these visits they must converse with a variety of characters. At home they must hold constant intercourse with their own families, with their relatives, and with the friends of their husband. Oh ! how great on such occasions is the danger of losing God ! This is not understood by young persons, but it is well known to those who are settled in the world, and who are daily exposed to such dangers. Oh ! how unhappy and miserable is the life of the generality of married persons ! I have known the cir­ cumstances, the feelings and dispositions, of numberless married persons, from the highest to the lowest classes of society, and how few of them were content ! The bad treatment of husbands, the disaffection of children, the wants of the family, the control of relatives, the pains of childbirth, which are always accompanied with 24 Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. [ch. i. danger of death, the scruples and anxiety of conscience regarding the flight of occasions, and the education of children, plunge poor seculars into endless troubles and agitation, and till their souls with continual regret for not having been called to a happier and more holy state. God grant that, in the midst of such troubles and agitation, many of them may not lose their immortal souls, and that, along with passing through a hell in this life, they may not be condemned to an eternity of torments in the next. Such is the unhappy condi­ tion of many of those who have engaged in the married state. But you will ask, Are there no saints among so many thousands of married persons ? I answer, that there are some who sanctify themselves in the world by suffering a continual martyrdom, by bearing, for God’s sake, all crosses and troubles with patience and cheerfulness, and by peacefully and lovingly offering themselves in all things to God. There are some who attain this high degree of perfection: but they are as rare as white flies. And you will find that such holy souls are always em­ ployed in works of penance, and that they continually aspire after the sanctity and disengagement of those who have consecrated their virginity to Jesus Christ, devoted their lives to the glory of God, and have em­ braced a state of constant happiness. The state, then, of virgins consecrated to Jesus Christ, and who are entirely devoted to his divine love, is of all states the most happy and sublime. They are free from the dangers to which married persons are necessarily exposed. Their affections are not fixed on their families, nor on men of the world, nor on goods of the earth, nor on the dress and vanities of women. To appear like their equals, and to please their husbands, married persons must wear rich apparel and costly ornaments; but a virgin consecrated to Jesus Christ only requires a ch. i.] Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. 25 garment which will cover her body. In her, vanity of dress or the decoration of her person would be a scandalous exhibition. Besides, consecrated virgins are not troubled with the cares of a house, a family, and a husband; their sole concern, the only desire of their hearts, is to please Jesus Christ, to whom they have dedicated their souls and bodies, and all their affections. They are unshackled by worldly ties, by subjection to friends or to relatives, and are far removed from the noise and tumult of the world. Hence they have more time and better opportunities for prayer, spiritual read­ ing, and frequent Communion. Their minds are more free to think on the affairs of their soul, and to practise recollection and union with God. “ She that is a virgin,” says Theodoret, “ has her mind free from useless thoughts.” 1 A religious, then, has no other occupation than to hold constant and familiar converse with God. Œcumenius, in his commentary on the words of St. Paul, that she may be holy both in body and in spirit, says, “ that her body is sanctified by chastity, and her spirit by familiarity with God.” ’ St. Anselm says that in the mere exemption from the cares of the world, to think on the things of the Lord, virgins re­ ceive an abundant compensation for all their temporal sacrifices.3 Hence the saint adds, that virgins conse­ crated to God not only shall receive great glory in heaven, but shall be also rewarded beforehand by the enjoyment of continual peace on earth.4 1 “Qui enim est virgo, ab inutilibus cogitationibus liberam habet animam.”—In i Cor. vii. 32. ’ “ Ut sit sancta corpore et spiritu. Corpore sancta, propter casti­ tatem; spiritu sancta, propter familiaritatem cum Deo.”—In 1 Cor. vii. 34· 3 “ Si nulla merces amplior virginem sequeretur, sufficeret ei hæc sola piælatio: cogitare quæ Domini sunt.” 4 “ Non solum in futuro saeculo gloriam, sed et in præsenti requiem abet virginitas.”—In i Cor. vii. 20 Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. [ch. i 3. Excellence of Virginity. Virgins who aspire to perfection are the beloved of Jesus Christ, because they have consecrated to him their bodies and their souls, and seek nothing in this life but to do his holy will. St. John, because he was a virgin was called the beloved disciple of Jesus: 11 whom Jesus loved."1 Hence in the divine office we read of him that he was chosen, a virgin. by the Lord, and of all the apostles was the most beloved} Virgins are called the first-fruits of God. For. says St. John, they arc virgins. These follow the Lamb whither­ soever he goeth. These were purchased from among men. the first-fruits to God. and to the Lamb} But why are virgins called the first-fruits of God? Because, says Cardinal Hugo,12345in his commentary on the preceding passage, as first-fruits are the most delicious, so virgins consecrated to God are most pleasing and dear to him. The spouse in the canticles fecdeth among the lilies.'’ One of the sacred interpreters, explaining these words, says, that “as the devil revels in the uncleanness of lust, so Christ feeds on the lilies of chastity.” ’ Ven­ erable Bede asserts that the hymn of the virgins is more agreeable to the Lamb than that of all the other saints? So great is the excellence of virginity, that the Holy 1 “Quem diligebat Jesus.”—John. xiii. 23. 2 “ Virgo est electus a Domino, atque inter cæteros magis dilectus.” —Die 27 Dec. resp. 1. 3 “ Virgines enim sunt. Hi sequuntur Agnum, quocumque ierit. Hi empti sunt ex hominibus primitiæ Deo et Agno.”—Apoc. xiv. 4. 4 “ Sicut primitiæ fructuum delectabiliores sunt.” 5 “ Qui pascitur inter lilia.”—Cant, ii. 16. * “ Sicut diabolus coeno libidinis saginatur, ita Christus castimoniæ liliis pascitur.”—Aponius. In Cant. 1. 5. 1 '‘Cantus a Virginibus modulati suaviorem Agno harmoniam effi­ ciunt, quam si omnes alii Sancti canere contenderent ” ch. i.] Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. 27 Ghost says, no price is worthy of a continent soul) Hence Cardinal Hugo teaches that, in the other vows, a dis­ pensation is sometimes granted, but not in the vow of chastity; because such is the value of continence, that its loss cannot be compensated? The price of chastity may be estimated by the answer of Mary to the Arch­ angel Gabriel: How shall this be done, because 1 know not * niant By these words she showed her readiness to renounce the offered dignity of Mother of God rather than forfeit her virginal integrity. St. Cyprian says that “ virginity is the queen of all virtues and the possession of every good.” 4 Speaking of virginity, St. Ephrem says, “ if you have loved it, you will be favored by the Lord in all things.” 6 St. Ber­ nardine of Sienna teaches that “virginity prepares the soul to see her spouse Jesus by faith in this life, and by glory in the next.” e Oh ! what an immense weight of glory is prepared for those who dedicate their virginity to Jesus Christ ! The Redeemer showed to that great servant of God, Lucretia Orsini, the sublime dignity to which conse­ crated virgins are raised in heaven. In the vision she exclaimed, “ Oh ! how dear are virgins to God and to Mary !” Theologians teach that virgins are honored in heaven with a special crown of glory and of joy. And no mail, says St. John, could say the canticle, but those hun­ dred and forty-four thousand who were purchased from tbr 1 “ Omnis ponderatio non est digna continentis animæ.”—Ecclus. xxvi. 20. 2 “ Inde est quod votum continentiae non habet dispensationem, quv, non hal et compensationem,”—In Ecclus, xxvi. 20. 3 “ Quomodo fiet istud, quoniam virum non cognosco?”—Luke, 1. 34. 4 “ Virginitas est regina virtutum, possessio omnium bonorum.” δ “ Hanc (virginitatem) si amaveris, a Domino in omnibus prospera, beris.”—De Virt. c. 9. 6 “ Virginitas præparat animam ad videndum in praesenti Jesum Spon­ sum per fidem, et in futuro per gloriam.”—T. ii. s. 48, a. 1. 28 Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. [ch. r. earth) St. /Xugustine, explaining this passage, says that the joys of the virgins are not given to the other saints of God.1 2 4. Means to preserve Virginal Purity. But to be the virginal spouse of Jesus Christ it is not sufficient to be a virgin; it is necessary to be a prudent virgin, and to carry a lamp always filled with oil, that is, a heart inflamed with the love of God. The foolish virgins were indeed virgins; but, because their lamps were extinguished, they were shut out from the mar­ riage, and were told by the bridegroom that he knew them not.3 A virgin, then, who wishes to be a true spouse of the Redeemer, ought to desire and seek noth­ ing but to love and please Jesus Christ. “ If,” says St. Bernard, “ he become a spouse, he will change his lan­ guage, and say: If I am a spouse, where is my love? God requires to be feared as a master, to be honored as a father, and to be loved as a spouse.” 4 To be a faithful lover of Jesus Christ her spouse, and to preserve unsullied the lily of her purity, a virgin must adopt the necessary means. The principal means of acquiring an ardent love of Christ are mental prayer, Communion, mortification, retirement. Although each of these means is fully discussed in another part of this work, still a brief notice of them in this place will not be irrelevant. The first means to love Jesus Christ is mental prayer. ♦ Mental prayer is that blessed furnace in which the soul 1 “ Et nemo poterat cantare canticum, nisi illa centum quadraginta quatuor milia, qui empti sunt de terra.”—A/ae. xiv. 3. 2 “ Gaudia propria Virginum Christi non sunt eadem non virginum, quamvis Christi; nam sunt aliis, sed nullis talia.”—De Virginit. c. 27. 3 “ Nescio vos."—Matt. xxv. 12. 4 “Si Sponsum se exhibeat, mutabit vocem, et dicet: Si ego sponsus, ubi est amor meus?—Exigit ergo Deus timeri ut Dominus, honorari ut Pater, ut Sponsus amari.”—In Cant. s. 83. ■ ch. i.] Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. 29 is inflamed with divine love. And, says holy David, in my meditation a fire shall flame out) In temptations against purity, the immediate invocation of the divine aid is absolutely necessary. The Venerable Sister Cecilia Gastelli used to say, that without prayer, chas­ tity cannot be preserved. As I knew, says Solomon, that J could not otherwise be continent, except God gave it, 1 went to the Lord and besought him with my whole heart? The second means is the holy Communion. This, says St. Bonaventure, is the cellar of wine into which the King of heaven brings his spouses “ to set in order charity” in their hearts, teaching them to love God above all things, and their neighbors as themselves. The third means is mortification. As the lily among the thorns, so is my love among the daughters? As the lily blooms among the thorns, so virginity is preserved only in the midst of mortification. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that “chastity flourishes only among thorns.” To fulfil the obligations of the religious state, in the midst of amusements, worldly attachments, and conversations with seculars, in the midst of sensual gratifications, of indulgence of the palate, of the eyes, and of the ears, is utterly impossible. Religious purity can be preserved only among the thorns of mortifica­ tion. “A virgin,” says St. Basil, “ should be immaculate in all things—in the tongue, the ears, the eyes, the touch, and above all in the mind.”1*34 To be faithful to her spouse, a virgin must be immaculate in her tongue by the delicacy of her language, and by abstinence as much as possible from conversations with men; she must be 1 “ In meditatione mea exardescet ignis.”—Ps. xxxviii. 4. 9 “ Et ut scivi quoniam aliter non possem esse continens, nisi Deus det . . ., adii Dominum, et deprecatus sum illum.”—Wtsd. viii. 21. 3 “Sicut lilium inter spinas.”—Cant. ii. 2. 4 “ Nulla in parte moechari convenit virginem, non lingua, non aure, non oculo, non tactu; multoque minus animo.”—De Kera 1'irg. 30 Merit of Virgins consecrated, to God. [ch. i. immaculate in the ears, by shunning, like death itself, all worldly discourses; immaculate in her eyes by the modesty of her looks, always restrained so as never to fix them on the face of a man; immaculate in the touch, always observing the greatest caution towards herself and others; but, above all, immaculate in her soul, rejecting every unchaste thought, as soon as it is pre­ sented to the mind, by invoking the assistance of Jesus and Mary. As a queen tempted by a vile slave con­ temptuously turns away without condescending to notice him, so the spouse of Jesus Christ should reject with disdain and horror every immodest thought which intrudes itself into the mind. To preserve her soul and body free from stain, she must also chastise her flesh, by fasting, abstinence, by disciplines and other peniten­ tial works. And if she has not health or strength to practise such mortifications, she ought at least to bear in peace her infirmities and pains, and to accept cheer­ fully the contempt and ill-treatment that she receives from others. The spouse follows the Lamb whithersoever he goeth? Jesus Christ has not walked before us in the way of pleasures and honors; no, he has chosen the rugged path of pains and opprobrium. Hence many holy virgins have loved sufferings and contempt, and have joyfully encountered torments and death. The fourth means is retirement. Thy cheeks arc beauti­ ful as the turtle dove's? The spouse in the canticle is compared to the turtle, because the turtle avoids the company of other birds, and delights in solitude. A religious appears beautiful in the eyes of Jesus Christ only in retirement and at a distance from the society of men. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi was accustomed to say that chastity is a plant that thrives only in inclosed gardens and in the midst of thorns. A religi' “ Sequuntur Agnum, quocumque ierit.”—Af>oc. xiv. 4. ’ “ Pulchræ sunt genæ tuæ sicut turturis.”—Cant. i. 9. ch. i.] Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. 31 ous should observe not only the enclosure of the con­ vent, but also that of the senses; and therefore, unless compelled by duty or by obedience, she should never approach the door, the grate, or the windows. “ Jesus,” says St. Jerome, in his epistle to Eustochia, “ is a jealous spouse: he is unwilling that your face be seen by others.” 1 The Saviour, then, is greatly displeased with the conduct of those who seek to appear before secu­ lars, and delight in their conversation. Virgins dis­ tinguished for sanctity always seek retirement; and whenever it is necessary to go into the company of men, they endeavor to deform their persons, so as to excite feelings of aversion, rather than sentiments of affection. Bollandus relates’ that St. Andregesina, a virgin, besought the Almighty to change her beauty into deformity. Her prayer was heard, and she was instantly covered with a leprosy which made her an object of horror to all who beheld her. James of Vibriaco says that St. Euphemia, to free herself from the attention of a person who was greatly attached to her, cut off her nose and lips, saying, “ Vain beauty, you shall be no longer an occasion of sin to me.” Baronius1 *3 relates that St. Ebba, abbess of the convent of Collingamens, fearing an invasion of the barbarians, cut off her nose and upper lip, and that all the other nuns, amounting to thirty in number, followed her example. The barbarians came, and, seeing the religious so deformed, set fire to the convent and burned them alive. The Church has placed all these holy virgins in the catalogue of her martyrs. St. Antonine4 cites a similar incident as having happened in 1291 in Palestine, 1 “Zelotypus est Jesus; non vult ab aliis videri faciem tuam. ad Eust. 9 Vita S. A ns b. g Febr. 3 Ann. 870, n. 39. 4 //ist. p. 3, t. 24, c. 9, § ri. 32 Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. [ch. i. in a convent of the Clares. It would not be lawful for others to imitate the heroic conduct of these saints: they acted from an impulse of the Holy Ghost. But from their example religious may learn how much virgins inflamed with the love of Jesus Christ shun the company and despise the esteem and affections of men. A religious should conceal herself as much as possible from the view of men. At her espousals with Jesus Christ she renounced the world and all its vanities. Such is the compact which she made with him, when, in answer to the question/ * Do you renounce this world and all its vanities?”1 she answered, “I renounce them.”5 St. Jerome, in his eighth epistle to Demetria, says: “ Now, since you have left the world, fulfil your solemn engagements, and do not conform to this world.” 1*3* In a word, if you desire to possess the purity which becomes the spouse of Jesus, you must cut off all dangerous occasions: you must cherish a holy ignor­ ance of all that is opposed to chastity, and abstain from reading whatever has the slightest tendency to sully the soul. If, at the grate, language unbecoming your state be ever uttered, you should instantly withdraw, or change the subject of conversation, otherwise you shall have much to suffer from the temptations by which you will be assailed. If fire does not always burn, it never fails to scorch. A look, an endearing expression, or a trifling gift often enkindles a spark which soon becomes an infernal, a consuming fire. In all that regards purity, too much caution cannot be observed. Trust not in your own strength; believe one who has known a thousand cases in which that sublime virtue was lost 1 “ Abrenuntias huic saxulo et omnibus vanitatibus ejus?’ s “ Abrenuntio.” 3 “ Nunc autem quia saeculum reliquisti, serva foedus quod spopon­ disti.”·—Ep. ad Demctr. ch. i.] Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. 33 by exposure to danger. If you say, I will expose myself so far, and no farther, be assured that before you per­ ceive your danger you will be plunged into the abyss. If in voluntary perils you have hitherto escaped ruin, thank God for your preservation, but tremble for the future. Saints have retired into the deserts to preserve the virtue of chastity; and will you rush into unneces­ sary danger? It is particularly difficult for those who are in the vigor of youth to practise immaculate purity while they converse with young men on worldly sub­ jects, jesting with them, and smiling at expressions which ought to cover them with shame. Fly, fly from all such occasions. Explain to the confessor not only your temptations, but also the occasions of them, and ask his advice about the best means of removing them. 5. The Spouse of Jesus Christ should be entirely His. The day on which a virgin is espoused to Jesus Christ is to him a day of great joy. Go forth, he says in the canti­ cles,^ daughters of Sion, and see King Solomon in the diadem, wherewith his mother crowned him on the day of his espousals, and the day of the joy of his heart) Yes, the day on which a religious consecrates her virginity to Jesus Christ is to him a day of triumph and exultation, provided she dedicates her whole being to his love and glory, and prepares herself in a becoming manner for her espou­ sals with the God of holiness. On such days the Re­ deemer calls on all Paradise to rejoice with him. Let us be glad and rejoice, and give glory to him : for the marriage of the Lamb is come, and his wife hath prepared herself) The ornaments which the Lamb requires in his spouses 1 “ Egredimini et videte, filiæ Sion, regem Salomonem in diademate quo coronavit illum mater sua, in die desponsationis illius, et in die iætitiæ cordis ejus.”—Cant. iii. n. “ Gaudeamus, et exultemus, et demus gloriam ei, quia venerunt nuptiæ Agni, et uxor ejus præparavit se.”—Apoc. xix. 7. 3 34 Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. [ch. i. are the virtues recommended in the Gospel, but partic­ ularly charity and purity. He will make thee chains of gold inlaid with silver.' These chains of gold, inlaid with silver, signify the virtues of charity and chastity. These, as we learn from St. Agnes, are the garments and jewels with which the Lamb decorates his spouse. He sur­ rounded my right hand and my neck with precious stones. The Lord clothed me with a garment of golden texture, and adorned me with immense necklaces? Seculars direct all their attention to the things of the world ; but the spouses of Jesus Christ seek God, and God alone. Of religious it is written, This is the gener­ ation of them that seek him? These holy virgins, whom you see confined within their convent poor and humble, are the generation of blessed souls who seek nothing on this earth but God’s glory. “You then, O conse­ crated virgins,” says St. Thomas of Villanova, “should contend with one another, not about the preeminence of your birth, the superiority of your talents, nor the amplitude of your fortunes; but for the first place in the esteem and affections of Christ Jesus, and for the high­ est claim to familiarity with him, to humility and obe­ dience.” ‘ St. Jerome, in one of his letters to Eustochia, who wished to consecrate her virginity to Jesus Christ, writes: “ Since, my child, you come to the service of God, the Holy Ghost admonishes you to stand in justice, and to prepare your soul for temptation; to practise patience in humility: for gold is tried in the fire.6 No 1 “ Murenulas aureas faciemus tibi, vermiculatas argento.”—Cant. i. io. 9 “ Dexteram meam et collum meum cinxit lapidibus pretiosis. Induit me Dominus cyclade auro texta et immensis monilibus ornavit me.”— Ofpc. 21 Jan. 3 “ Hæc est generatio quarentium cum.”—Ps. xxiii. 6. 4 “In hoc ad invicem zelate, quænam huic Sponso carior, quænam familiarior existât, quæ humilior, quæ obedientior.”—De Nat. Afar, ad mon. tone. 2. 5 “ Fili, accedens ad servitutem Dei. sta in justitia et timore, et ch. i.] Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. 35 one can serve two masters.1 You will, therefore, despise the world, and, espoused to Christ, you will sing, The Lord is my portion forever." Religious on the day of profession change their names to show that on that day they die to the world, to live to Christ, who died for them. All Christians should, according to St. Paul, die to themselves, and live only to Jesus Christ. And Christ died for all : that they also, who live, may not now live to them­ selves, but unto him who died for them and rose again? But if all do not attend to the instructions of the Apostle, religious at least, who are the chosen spouses of the Redeemer, should fulfil them. The Venerable Sister Francis Farnese regarded the remembrance of being the spouses of Jesus Christ as the most powerful means of exciting her religious to fervor and perfection. It is certain, she would say to them, that since you have been raised to the dignity of his spouses, God has chosen each one of you to be a saint. St. Augustine, addressing a religious, says: O happy virgin ! if you know not your dignity, endeavor to estimate its excellence by the doctrine of the saints. You have the most beautiful of spouses, who, by select­ ing you from among thousands, and making you his spouse, has given you a pledge of affection, from which you may learn how ardent should be your love for him.’ And St. Bernard, in his fortieth sermon on the Canticle of Canticles, addressing consecrated virgins, says: “Have nothing to do with the world: forget all things: præpara animam tuam ad tentationem. ... In humilitate tua patien­ tiam habe, quoniam in igne probatur aurum.”—Eccltts. ii. i. 1 “ Nemo potest duobus Dominis servire.”—Matt. vi. 24. 5 ‘ ‘ Pro omnibus mortuus est Christus, ut et qui vivunt, jam non sibi vivant, sed ei qui pro ipsis mortuus est.”—2 Cor. v. 15. 3 “Sponsum habes pulcherrimum. Misit pignus amoris; in ipso munere poteris agnoscere quo affectu illum diligere debeas.”—De dii. Deo, c. 4. 36 Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. [ch. 1. reserve yourself for the Lord, whom, from all things, you have chosen for your inheritance.”1 Cease, O spouse of Jesus, to think of yourself or of the world: you belong no longer to yourself or to the world, but to that God to whom you are consecrated. Forget all things, and attend to him only who has chosen you for his spouse. “Your God,” continues the saint, “has chosen you; and how many have been cast away who could not obtain the grace which has been bestowed on you ? Your Redeemer and your Spouse has preferred you before all these; not because you were more worthy, but because he loved you more than them.”12 You have not chosen God, but God has first chosen you for his spouse. How many has he left in the world who could not obtain the dignity to which you have been raised. He has chosen you in preference to them; he has called you to his tabernacle, not because you had superior claims, but because his love for you was greater than his love for them. The saint then concludes: “Where­ fore, saith the Lord: ‘Behold, thy time is the time of lovers.’ Reflecting, then, upon these things in your soul, place all your hope and affection in Jesus, your spouse, who has loved you with an everlasting love, and in mercy has drawn you to himself.” 3 Whenever, then, O spouse of Jesns, the world solicits your affection, answer in the words of St. Agnes: “ De­ part from me, food of death; I am already espoused to 1 “Nihil tibi et turbis; obliviscere omnium; soli serves te ipsam, quem ex omnibus tibi elegisti.”—In Cant. s. 40. 2 “ Quot et quales abjecti sunt, qui hanc, quæ tibi data est, gratiam consequi non potuerunt! Omnibus illis Redemptor tuus te prætulit; elegit te Sponsus tuus, Deus tuus.”—De dii. Deo, c. 7. 3 “ Propterea dicit Dominus: Ecce tempus tuum, tempus amantium. Hiec igitur recolens in corde tuo, in eo reponas spem tuam et dilecti­ onem tuam, qui in charitate perpetua dilexit te, et attraxit te miserans, Jesus, Sponsus tuus.” ch. i.] Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. 37 another lover.” * All the affections of my heart shall be reserved for my God, who has loved me before I could love him. A religious, when she receives the veil on the day of profession, makes use of similar language. “ He has placed,” she says, “ a seal on my forehead, that I admit no lover but him.”2 My spouse has covered my face with this veil, that not seeing, and not being seen, I may have no lover but Jesus. St. Jerome exhorts re­ ligious to take a holy pride in this exalted dignity of spouses of the Redeemer. “ Learn,” he says, “ O spouse of God, a holy pride. Know that you are raised above worldlings, and say: I have found him whom my soul sought: I will hold him, and will not let him go.”3 Seculars glory in their nuptials with men of rank and fortune; but you, who are the spouse of the King of heaven, can boast of better espousals. Say, then, with pride and with joy: I have found the object of my affections; I will embrace him with love, and will not permit him to depart from me. It is love that unites the soul with God. But above all things, says St. Paul, have charity, which is the bond of perfectioni Sublime, indeed, is the dignity of virgins: each of them can glory, and say, “ I am espoused to Him whom the angels serve.”0 He to whom the celestial spirits ardently desire to minister is my spouse; with his own ring he has pledged me, and with a crown has adorned me as his own spouse.’ My Creator, the Sovereign of the 1 “ Discede a me, pabulum mortis, quia jam ab alio amatore praeventa sum.”—Offtc. 21 fan. 3 “ Posuit signum in faciem meam, ut nullum, praeter eum, amatorem ad m ittam. ’ ’—Ibid. 3 “ Dei sponsa, disce superbiam sanctam; scito te illis esse meliorem, et dic: Inveni quem quaerebat anima mea; tenebo eum, et non dimittam.” —Ep. ad East. 4 “ Charitatem habete, quod est vinculum perfectionis.”—Coi. iii, 14. 5 “ Ipsi sum desponsata cui Angeli serviunt.” 6 “ Annulo tuo subarrhavit me, et tanquam sponsam decoravit me corona.”—Oflic. 21 Jan. 38 Merit of Virgins consecrated to God. [ch.i. universe, has espoused me, and, conferring upon me a crown, has raised me to the dignity of a queen. But, O sacred virgin, remember that, while you remain on earth this crown is not eternal, and that by your negligence it may be lost. Hold fast that which thou hast, that no man take thy crown) Hold fast your crown, that no one may be able to snatch it from you; disengage yourself from all affection to creatures; unite yourself more and more every day to Jesus Christ by love, by petitions, and by continual supplication that he may never suffer you to abandon him. “Jesus, my spouse, never permit me to be separated from thee.”123 And, when creatures seek to take possession of your heart, and to banish the Son of God from your soul, trust in the divine aid, and say with the Apostle, Who shall separate us from the love of Christ ? Neither life, nor death, nor any other creature shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ fesus our Lord) O Jesus, my Saviour and my God ! how have I mer­ ited this singular favor, that while Thou hast left in the world so many innocent souls, Thou shouldst have chosen me, a sinner, for Thy spouse, to live in Thy own house here on earth, that I might afterwards receive from Thee an eternal crown in heaven ? O Lord, since Thou hast bestowed upon me so great a grace, grant me light to understand its value, and strength to be always grateful for it, and with my whole soul to correspond to the love which Thou hast borne me. Thou hast chosen me, in preference to many others: it is my duty to pre­ fer Thee to all. Thou hast given Thyself entirely to me; it is but just that I present my whole being to Thee, 1 “ Tene quod habes, ut nemo accipiat coronam tuam."—Apoc. iii. II. 5 “ Jesu, mi Sponse ! ne permittas me separari a te." 3 “ Quis ergo nos separabit a charitate Christi ? Neque mors, neque vita, . . . neque creatura alia, poterit nos separari a charitate Dei."— Rom. viii. 35-3S. ch. π.] Advantages of the Religions State. 39 and that Thou be the sole object of all my love, and of all my affections. Yes, my Jesus, I love Thee above all things: I desire to love Thee alone. Thou hast given Thyself to me without reserve: I offer myself entirely to Thee. I beseech Thee to accept this oblation, and not to refuse the affections of a heart that once loved crea­ tures, and even preferred them before Thee, the sov­ ereign good. Accept and preserve my soul and body. Without Thy assistance I can do nothing: without it I shall certainly betray Thee. Since Thou hast chosen me for Thy spouse, make me a faithful and grateful spouse. O sacred fire, burning in the heart of Jesus, in­ flame my soul, and destroy in my heart every affection which is not for him; make me live only to love this my amiable spouse, who has given his life to be loved by me. O Mary, Mother of God, since I am the spouse of thy Son, thou art not only my queen, but my mother. And since it was by thy intercession that I have been de­ tached from the world, conducted into this house of God, and made the spouse of thy Son, assist me now, and do not abandon me forever. Grant that my life and death may be worthy the spouse of Jesus Christ. CHAPTER II. THE ADVANTAGES OF THE RELIGIOUS STATE. t. The Religious State is like the Promised Land ; it is Par, adise on Earth ; it is a Great Grace. Well may the words of the Canticle of Moses and of the children of Israel, after their delivery from the tyranny of Pharaoh and the bondage of Egypt, be ap­ plied to religious: In thy mercy thou hast been a leader to 40 Advantages of the Religious State, [ch. n. the people which thou hast redeemed', and in thy strength thou hast carried them to thy holy habitation.' As the Hebrews compared with the Egyptians were, in the Old Law, the beloved peopîe of God; so religious, contrasted with seculars, are, in the New Law, the chosen spouses of the Saviour. As the Hebrews went forth from Egypt, a land of labor and of slavery, where God was not known, so religious retire from the world, which gives to its servants no other recompense than pains and bitterness, and in which God is but little known. Finally, as the Hebrews in the desert were guided by a pillar of fire to the land of promise, so the spouses of Jesus Christ are conducted, by the light of the Holy Ghost, into the sanctuary of religion—the bright image of the promised land of heaven. In heaven there is no self-will; no thirst for earthly riches or for sensual pleasures; and from the cloister these pernicious desires, by means of the holy vows of obedience, poverty, and chastity, are effectually excluded. In heaven, to praise God is the constant occupation of the saints, and in religion every action of the Com­ munity is referred to the glory of his name. “You praise God,” says St. Augustine, “ by the discharge of every duty; you praise him when you eat or drink; you praise him when you rest or sleep.”3 You, O sacred virgin, praise the Lord by regulating the affairs of the convent, by assisting in the sacristy, at the turn, or at the door; you praise the Lord when you go to table; you praise him when you retire to rest and sleep; you praise him in every action of your life. Lastly, in heaven the saints enjoy continual peace; because there they find in God the source of every good; and in re1 “ Dux fuisti in misericordia tua populo quem redemisti, et portasti eum in fortitudine tua ad habitaculum sanctum tuum.”—Exod. xv. 13. 2 “ Laudas Deum, cum agis negotium; laudas, cum cibum et potum capis; laudas, cum requiescis et dormis.”—In Ps. exivi. ch ii.] Advantages of the Religious State. 41 ligion, where God alone is sought, in him is found that peace which surpasses all understanding, and that con­ tent which the world cannot give. Well, then, might St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi say that the spouse of Jesus should have a high esteem and veneration for her holy state, since after baptism a vocation to religion is the greatest grace which God can bestow. You, then, who are religious should hold the religious state in higher estimation than all the dignities and kingdoms of the earth. In that holy state you are preserved from sins which you would commit in the world; there you are constantly occupied in holy ex­ ercises; there you meet every day with numberless op­ portunities of meriting an eternal crown. In this life religion makes you the spouse of a God, and in the next will raise you to the rank of queen in the eternal kingdom of his glory. How did you merit to be called to that holy state, in preference to so many others who had stronger claims than you ? Black, indeed, must be your ingratitude if, for the benefit of your vocation, you do not thank God every day with all the affections of your soul. 2. Advantages of the Religious State according to St. Bernard. The advantages of the religious state cannot be better described than in the words of St. Bernard: “Is not that a holy state in which a man lives more purely, falls more rarely, rises more speedily, walks more cautiously, is bedewed with the waters of grace more frequently, rests more securely, dies more confidently, is cleansed more quickly, and rewarded more abundantly ?” 1 Let 1 “Nonne hæc est religio sancta, in qua homo vivit purius, cadit rarius, surgit velocius, incedit cautius, irroratur frequentius, quiescit securius, moritur confidentius, purgatur citius, remuneratur copiosius?” —Hom. in illud Matth. xiii.: Simile est. . . 42 Advantages of the Religious State, [ch.ii. us examine these advantages separately, and meditate on the great treasures which each of them contains. Vivit purius.—“ A religious lives more purely.” Surely all the works of religious are in themselves most pure and acceptable before God. Purity of action consists principally in purity of intention, or in a pure motive of pleasing God. Hence our actions will be agreeable to God in proportion to their conformity to his holy will, and to their freedom from the corruption of self-will. The actions of a secular, however holy and fervent she may be, partake more of self-will than those of religious. Seculars pray, communicate, hear Mass, read, take the discipline, and recite the divine Office when they please. But a religious performs these duties at the time prescribed by obedience—that is, by the holy will of God. For in her Rule and in the com­ mands of her Superior she hears his voice. Hence a religious, by obedience to her Rule and to her Superior, merits an eternal reward, not only by her prayers and by the performance of her spiritual duties, but also by her labors, her recreations, and attendance at the turn ; by her meals, her amusements, her words, and her re­ pose. For, since the performance of all these duties is dictated by obedience, and not by self-will, she does in each the holy will of God, and by each she earns an everlasting crown. Oh ! how often doe^ self-will vitiate the most holy actions? Alas! to how many, on the day of judgment, when they shall ask, in the words of Isaias, the reward of their labors, IThy have we fasted, and thou hast not re­ garded I—have we humbled our souls, and thou hast not taken notice V"—to how many, I say, will the Almighty Judge answer, Behold, in the day of your fast, your own will is 1 ‘'Quare jejunavimus, et non aspexisti; humiliavimus animas nos­ tras, et nescisti?’—Is. Iviii. 3. ch. ii.] Advantages of the Religious State, 43 found.' What ! he will say, do you demand a reward ? Have you not, in doing your own will, already received the recompense of your toils ? Have you not, in all your duties, in all your works of penance, sought the indul­ gence of your own inclinations, rather than the fulfil­ ment of my will ? Abbot Gilbert says that the meanest work of a re­ ligious is more meritorious in the sight of God than the most heroic action of a secular.3 St. Bernard asserts that if a person in the world did the fourth part of what is ordinarily done by religious, she would be venerated as a saint.3 And has not experience shown that the virtues of many w’hose sanctity shone resplendent in the world faded away before the bright examples of the fervent souls whom, on entering religion, they found in the cloister ? A religious, then, because in all her actions she does the will of God, can truly say that she belongs entirely to him. The Venerable Mother Mary of Jesus, foundress of the convent of Toulouse, used to say that for two reasons she entertained a high esteem for her vocation: first, because a religious enjoys the society of Jesus Christ, who, in the holy sacrament, dwells with her in the same habitation; secondly, because a religious having by the vow of obedience sacrificed her own will and her whole being to God, she belongs unreservedly to him. Cadit rarius.—“ A religious falls more rarely.” Religious are certainly less exposed to the danger of sin than seculars. Almighty God represented the world to St. Anthony, and before him to St. John the Evan­ gelist, as a place full of snares. Hence, the holy Apostle 1 “ Ecce in die jejunii vestri invenitur voluntas vestra.”—Is. Iviii. 3. 2 “ Quod infirmum est in vobis, fortius est saecularibus.”—In Cant. S> 37< 3 ‘'Credo nullum hic esse qui, si quartam partem, eorum quæ facie in sæculo actitaret, non adoraretur ut sanctus.”—Iu Ps. xc. s. 4. 44 Advantages of the Religious State, [ch. ii. said, that in the world there is nothing but the concu­ piscence of the flesh, or of carnal pleasures; the concupiscence of the eyes, or of earthly riches; and the pride of life,1 or worldly honors, which swell the heart with petulance and pride. In religion, by means of the holy vows, these poisoned sources of sin are cut oft". By the vow of chastity all the pleasures of sense are forever abandoned; by the vow of poverty the desire of riches is perfectly eradicated; and by the vow of obedience the ambition of empty honors is utterly extinguished. It is, indeed, possible for a Christian to live in the world without any attachment to its goods; but it is difficult to dwell in the midst of pestilence and to escape contagion. The whole world, says St. John, is seated in wickedness} St. Ambrose, in his comment on this passage, says, that they who remain in the world live under the miserable and cruel despotism of sin. The atmosphere of the world is noxious and pestilential, whosoever breathes it, easily catches spiritual infection. Human respect, bad example, and evil conversations are power­ ful incitements to earthly attachments and to estrange­ ment of the soul from God. Every one knows that the damnation of numberless souls is attributable to the occasions of sin so common in the world. From these occasions religious who live in the retirement of the cloister are far removed. Hence St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi was accustomed to embrace the walls of her convent, saying, “O blessed walls! O blessed walls! from how many dangers do you preserve me.” Hence, also, Blessed Mary Magdalene of Orsini, whenever she saw a religious laugh, used to say: “ Laugh and rejoice, dear Sister, for you have reason to be happy, being far away from the dangers of the world.” 1 “ Omne quod est in mundo, concupiscentia carnis est, et concupis­ centia oculorum, et superbia vitæ.”—i fohn, ii. 16. * “Mundus totus in maligno positus est."—i John, v 19. ch. ii.] Advantages of the Religious State. 45 Surgit velocius.—" A religious rises more speedily.” If a religious should be so unfortunate as to fall into sin, she has the most efficacious helps to rise again. Her Rule which obliges her to frequent the holy sacra­ ment of penance; her meditations, in which she is reminded of the eternal truths; the good examples of her saintly companions, and the reproofs of her Superi­ ors, are powerful helps to rise from her fallen state. Woe, says the Holy Ghost, /<2 him that is alone; for when he falleth he hath none to lift him up.1 If a secular forsake the path of virtue, he seldom finds a friend to admonish and correct him, and is therefore exposed to great danger of persevering and dying in his sins. But in religion, if one fall he shall be supported by the other? If a religious commit a fault, her companions assist her to correct and repair it. “ She,” says St. Thomas, “ is assisted by her companions to rise again.”3 Incedit cautius.—“ A religious walks more cautiously.” Religious enjoy far greater spiritual advantages than the first princes or monarchs of the earth. Kings, indeed, abound in riches, honors, and pleasures, but no one will dare to correct their faults, or to point out their duties. All abstain from mentioning to them their defects, through fear of incurring their displeasure; and to secure their esteem many even go so far as to applaud their vices. But if a religious go astray, her error will be instantly corrected; her Superiors and companions in religion will not fail to admonish her, and to point out her danger; and even the good example of her Sisters will remind her continually of the transgression into which she has fallen. Surely a Christian, who 1 “ Væ soli; quia cum ceciderit non habet sublevantem se.”—Eccles. iv. 10. 8 “Si unus ceciderit, ab altero fulcietur.”—Ibid. 3 “Juvatur a sociis ad resurgendum.” 46 Advantages of the Religious State, [ch. ii. believes that eternal life is the one thing· necessary, should set a higher value upon these helps for salvation than upon all the dignities and kingdoms of the earth. As the world presents to seculars innumerable ob­ stacles to virtue, so the cloister holds out to religious continual preventives of sin. In religion, the great care which is taken to prevent light faults is a strong bul­ wark against the commission of grievous transgressions. If a religious resist temptations to venial sin, she·merits by that resistance additional strength to conquer tempta­ tions to mortal sin; but if, through frailty, she some­ times yields to them, all is not lost—the evil is easily repaired. Even then the enemy does not get possession of her soul; at most he only succeeds in taking some unimportant outpost, from which he may be easily driven; while by such defeats she is taught the neces­ sity of greater vigilance and of stronger defences against future attacks. She is convinced of her own weakness, and being humbled and rendered diffident of her own powers, she recurs more frequently, and with more con- » fidence, to Jesus Christ and his holy Mother. Thus, from these falls, the religious sustains no serious injury; since, as soon as she is humbled before the Lord, he stretches forth his all-powerful arm to raise her up. 11'7/en he shall fall he shall not be bruised, for the Lord putteth his hand under him) On the contrary, such victo­ ries over her weakness contribute to inspire greater diffi­ dence in herself, and greater confidence in God. Blessed Egidius, of the Order of St. Francis, used to say that one degree of grace in religion is better than ten in the world; because in religion it is easy to profit by grace and hard to loose it; while in the world grace fructifies with difficulty and is lost with facility.3 1 “ Cum ceciderit (justus), non collidetur; quia Dominus supponit manum suam.”—Ps. xxxvi. 24. 2 Boli. 23 Apr. Vit. p. 3. c. 1. ch. π.] Advantages of the Religious State, Afj Irroratur frequentius.—“ A religious is bedewed more frequently.” O God, with what internal illuminations, spiritual delights, and expressions of love does Jesus refresh his spouses at prayer, Communion, in presence of the holy sacrament, and in the cell before the crucifix ! Christians in the world are like plants in a barren land, on which but little of the dew of heaven falls, and from that little the soil for want of proper cultivation seldom derives fertility. Poor seculars ! They desire to devote more time to prayer, to receive the holy Eucharist, and to hear the word of God more frequently; they long for greater solitude, for more recollection, and a more intimate union of their souls with God. But temporal affairs, human ties, visits of friends, and restraints of the world place these means of sanctification almost beyond their reach. But religious are like trees planted in a fruitful soil, which is continually and abundantly watered with the dews of heaven. In the cloister, the Lord contin­ ually comforts and animates his spouses by infusing interior lights and consolations during the time of medi­ tation, sermons, and spiritual readings, and even by means of the good example of their Sisters. Well, then, might Mother Catharine of Jesus, of the holy Order of St. Teresa, say, when reminded of the labors she had endured in the foundation of a convent: “ God has rewarded me abundantly, by permitting me to spend one hour in religion, in the house of his holy mother.” Quiescit securius.—“ A religious rests more securely.” Worldly goods can never satisfy the cravings of the human soul. The brute creation, being destined only for this world, is content with the goods of the earth, but being made for God, man can never enjoy happiness except in the possession of the divinity. The experience of ages proves this truth; for if the goods of this life 48 Advantages of the Religious State, [ch.il could content the heart of man, kings and princes, who abound in riches, honors, and carnal pleasures, should spend their days in pure unalloyed bliss and felicity. But history and experience attest that they are the most unhappy and discontented of men; and that riches and dignities are always the fertile sources of fears, of troubles, and of bitterness. The Emperor Theodosius entered one day, unknown, into the cell of a solitary monk, and after some conversation said: “ Father do you know who lam? I am the Emperor Theodosius.” He then added: “Oh! how happy are you, who lead here on earth a life of contentment, free from the cares and woes of the world. I am a Sovereign of the earth, but be assured, Father, that I never dine in peace.” But how can the world, a place of treachery, of jealousies, of fears and commotions, give peace to man ? In the world, indeed, there are certain wretched pleasures which perplex rather than content the soul; which delight the senses for a moment, but leave lasting anguish and remorse behind. Hence the more exalted and honorable the rank and station a man holds in the world, the greater is his uneasiness and the more rack­ ing his discontent; for earthly dignities, in proportion to their elevation, are accompanied with cares and con­ tradictions. We may, then, conclude that the world, in which the heart-rending passions of ambition, avarice, and the love of pleasures, exercise a cruel tyranny over the human race, must be a place not of ease and happi­ ness, but of inquietude and torture. Its goods can never be possessed in such a way that they may be had in the manner and at the time we desire their posses­ sion; and when enjoyed, instead of infusing content and peace into the soul, they drench it with the bitterness of gall. Hence, whosoever is satiated with earthly goods, is saturated with wormwood and poison. Happy, then, the religious who loves God, and knows ch. . 9 π.] Advantages of the Religioiis State. 49 how to estimate the favor which he bestowed upon her in calling her from the world and placing her in religion; where conquering, by holy mortification, her rebellious passions, and practising continual self-denial, she enjoys that peace which, according to the Apostle, exceeds all the delights of sensual gratification: The peace of God, which surpasseth all understanding? Find me, if you can, among those seculars on whom fortune has lavished her choicest gifts, or even among the first princesses or queens of the earth, a soul more happy or content than a religious divested of every worldly affection, and intent only on pleasing God ? She is not rendered unhappy by poverty, for she preferred it before all the riches of the earth; she has voluntarily chosen it, and rejoices in its privations; nor by the mortification of the senses, for she entered religion to die to the world and to herself; nor by the restraints of obedience, for she knows that the renunciation of self-will is the most acceptable sacrifice she could offer to God. She is not afflicted at her humiliations, because it was to be despised that she came into the house of God. I have chosen to be an abject in the house of my God, rather than dwell in the tabernacles of sinners? The enclosure is to her rather a source of consolation than of sorrow; because it frees her from the cares and dangers of the world. To serve the Community, to be treated with contempt, or to be afflicted with infirmities, does not trouble the tranquillity of her soul, because she knows that all these make her more dear to Jesus Christ. Finally, the observance of her Rule does not interrupt the joy of a religious, because the labors and burdens which b imposes, however nu­ merous and oppressive they may be, are but the wings of the dove which are necessary to fly towards God and 1 “ Pax Dei, quæ exsuperat omnem sensum.”—Phil. iv. 7. 5 “ Elegi abjectus esse in domo Dei mei, magis quam habitare in tabernaculis peccatorum.”—Ps. xxxiii. 11. 4 50 Advantages of the Religious State, [ch. π. be united with him. Oh! how happy and delightful is the state of a religious whose heart is not divided, and who can say with St. Francis: “ My God and my all.” 1 It is true that, even in the cloister, there are some discontented souls; for even in religion there are some who do not live as religious ought to live. To be a good religious and to be content are one and the same thing; for the happiness of a religious consists in a constant and perfect union of her will with the adorable will of God. Whosoever is not united with him cannot be happy; for God cannot infuse his consolations into a soul that resists his divine will. I have been accus­ tomed to say, that a religious in her convent enjoys a foretaste of paradise or suffers an anticipation of hell. To endure the pains of hell is to be separated from God; to be forced against the inclinations of nature to do the will of others; to be distrusted, despised, re­ proved, and chastised by those with whom we live; to be shut up in a place of confinement, from which it is impossible to escape; in a word, it is to be in continual torture without a moment’s peace. Such is the miserable condition of a bad religious; and therefore she suffers on earth an anticipation of the torments of hell. The happiness of paradise consists in an exemption from the cares and afflictions of the world, in the conversations of the saints, in a perfect union with God, and the enjoyment of continual peace in God. A perfect reli­ gious possesses all these blessings, and therefore receives in this life a foretaste of paradise. The perfect spouses of Jesus have, indeed, their crosses to carry here below; for this life is a state of merit, and consequently of suffering. The inconvenien­ ces of living in Community are burdensome; the re­ proofs of Superiors, and the refusals of permission, galling; the mortification of the senses, painful; and the 1 “ Deus meus, et omnia.” ch. π.] Advantages of the Religious State. 51 contradiction and contempt of companions, intolerable to self-love. But to a religious who desires to belong entirely to God all these occasions of suffering are so many sources of consolation and delight; for she knows that by embracing pain she offers a sweet odor to God. St. Bonaventure says that the love of God is like honey, which sweetens everything that is bitter. The Venerabis Cæsar da Bustis addressed a nephew who had entered religion in the following words: “ My dear nephew, when you look at the heavens, think of paradise; when you see the world, reflect on hell, where the damned endure eternal torments without a moment’s enjoyment; when you behold your convent, remember purgatory, where many just souls suffer in peace and with a cer­ tainty of eternal life.” And what more delightful than to suffer (if suffering it can be called) with a tranquil conscience ? than to suffer in favor with God, and with an assurance that every pain will one day become a gem in an everlasting crown ? Ah! the brightest jewels in the diadems of the saints are the sufferings which they endured in this life with patience and resignation. Our God is faithful to his promises, and grateful beyond measure. He knows how to remunerate his servants, even in this life, by interior sweetness, for the pains which they patiently suffer for his sake. Expe­ rience shows that religious who seek consolation and happiness from creatures are always discontented, while they who practise the greatest mortifications enjoy con­ tinual peace. Let us, then, be persuaded that neither pleasures of sense, nor honors, nor riches, nor the world with all its goods can make us happy. God alone can content the heart of man. Whoever finds him possesses all things. Hence St. Scholastica said, that if men knew the peace which religious enjoy in retirement, the entire world would become one great convent; and St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that they would abandon 52 Advantages of the Religious State, [ch. π the delights of the world and force their way into reli­ gion. Hence, also, St. Laurence Justinian says that “God has designedly concealed the happiness of the religious state, because if it were known all would relin­ quish the world and fly to religion.” 1 The very solitude, silence, and tranquillity of the cloister give to a soul that loves God a foretaste of paradise. Father Charles of Lorraine, a Jesuit of royal extraction, used to say that the peace which he enjoyed during a single moment in his cell was an abundant remuneration for the sacrifice that he had made in quitting the world. Such was the happiness which he occasionally experienced in his cell, that he would sometimes exult and dance with joy. Blessed Seraphino of Ascoli, a Capuchin, was in the habit of saying that he would not give one foot of his cord for all the kingdoms of the earth. Arnold, a Cistercian, comparing the riches and honors of the court which he had left with the consolations which he found in religion, exclaimed: “ How faithfully fulfilled, O Jesus, is the promise which Thou didst make of rendering a hundred-fold to him who leaves all things for Thy sake!” St. Bernard’s monks, who led lives of great penance and austerities, received in their solitude such spiritual delights, that they were afraid they should obtain in this life the reward of their labors. Let it be your care to unite yourself closely to God; to embrace with peace all the crosses that he sends you; to love what is most perfect; and, when necessary, to do violence to yourself. And that you may be able to accomplish all this, pray continually; pray in your meditations, in your Communions, in your visits to the Blessed Sacrament, and especially when you are tempted by the devil; and you will obtain a place in the number 1 “Consulto Deus gratiam religionis hominibus occultavit; nam, si cognosceretur illius felicitas, omnes ad eam concurrerent."—Izz7. c. 9. ch. π.] Advantages of the Religious State. 53 of those fervent souls who are more happy and content than all the princesses and queens and empresses of the earth. Beg of God to give you the spirit of a perfect reli­ gious; that spirit which impels the soul to act, not according to the dictates of nature, but according to the motions of grace, or from the sole motive of pleasing God. Why wear the habit of a religious, if in heart and soul you are a secular, and live according to the maxims of the world ? Whosoever profanes the garb of religion by a worldly spirit and a worldly life has an apostate heart. “To maintain,” says St. Bernard, “a secular spirit under the habit of religion, is apostasy of heart.” 1 The spirit of a religious, then, implies an exact obedience to the rules and to the directions of the Superior, along with a great zeal for the interests of religion. Some religious wish to become saints, but only according to their own caprice; that is, by long silence, prayer, and spiritual reading, without being employed in any of the offices of the Community. Hence, if they are sent to the turn, to the door, or to other distracting occupations, they become impatient; they complain and sometimes obstinately refuse to obey, saying that such offices are to them occasions of sin. Oh ! such is not the spirit of a religious. Surely what is conformable to the will of God cannot hurt the soul. The spirit of a religious requires a total detachment from commerce with the world; great love and affection for prayer, for silence, and for recollection; ardent zeal for exact observance; deep abhorrence for sensual indulgence; intense charity towards all men; and, finally, a love of God capable of subduing and of ruling all the passions. Such is the spirit of a perfect religious. Whosoever does not pos­ sess this spirit should at least desire it ardently, should 1 “ Apostasia cordis, sub habitu religionis cor sæculare gerere.”—In Ps. xc. s. 3. 54 Advantages of the Religious State, [ch. n. do violence to herself, and earnestly beg God’s assistance to obtain it. In a word, the spirit of a religious supposes a total disengagement of the heart from everything that is not God, and a perfect consecration of the soul to him, and to him alone. Moritur confidentius.—“ A religious dies more confidently.” Some are deterred from entering religion by the apprehension that their abandonment of the world might be afterwards to them a source of regret. But in making choice of a state of life I would advise such persons to reflect not on the pleasures of this life, but on the hour of death, which will determine their happi­ ness or misery for all eternity. And I would ask if, in the world, surrounded by seculars, disturbed by the fondness of children, from whom they are about to be separated forever, perplexed with the care of their worldly affairs, and disturbed by a thousand scruples of conscience, they can expect to die more contented than in the house of God, assisted by their holy com­ panions, who continually speak of God; who pray for them, and console and encourage them in their passage to eternity? Imagine you see, on the one hand, a prir> cess dying in a splendid palace, attended by a retinue of servants, surrounded by her husband, her children, and relatives, and represent to yourself, on the other, a religious expiring in her convent, in a poor cell, morti­ fied, humble; far from her relatives, stripped of prop­ erty and self-will; and tell me, which of the two, the rich princess or the poor nun, dies more contented ? Ah ! the enjoyment of riches, of honors, and pleasures in this life do not afford consolation at the hour of death, but rather beget grief and diffidence of sal­ vation; while poverty, humiliations, penitential aus­ terities, and detachment from the world render death sweet and amiable, and give to a Christian increased ch. ii.] Advantages of the Religious State. 55 hopes of attaining that true felicity which shall never terminate. Jesus Christ has promised that whosoever leaves his house and relatives for God’s sake shall enjoy eternal life. And every one that hath left house or brethren, or sis­ ters, or father, or mother, or lands for my sake shall receive a hundred-fold, and shall possess life everlasting} A certain religious, of the Society of Jesus, being observed to smile on his death-bed, some of his brethren who were present began to apprehend that he was not aware of his danger, and asked him why he smiled; he answered: “Why should I not smile, since I am sure of paradise? Has not the Lord himself promised to give eternal life to those who leave the world for his sake ? I have long since abandoned all things for the love of him: he can­ not violate his own promises. I smile, then, because I confidently expect eternal glory.” The same sentiment was expressed long before by St. John Chrysostom, writing to a certain religious. “ God,” says the saint, “cannot tell a lie; but he has promised eternal life to those who leave the goods of this world. You have left all these things; why, then, should you doubt the fulfil­ ment of his promise ?”’ St. Bernard says that “ it is very easy to pass from the cell to heaven; because a person who dies in the cell scarcely ever descends into hell, since it seldom happens that a religious perseveres in her cell till death, unless she be predestined to happiness.”’ Hence St. 1 “ Omnis qui reliquerit domum vel fratres, aut sorores, aut patrem, aut matrem, aut uxorem, aut filios, aut agros, propter nomen meum, centuplum accipiet, et vitam æternam possidebit.”—Matt. xix. 29. 2 “ Impossibile est mentiri Deum; promisit autem ille vitam æter­ nam ista relinquentibus. Tu reliquisti omnia ista; quid igitur prohibet de hujusmodi promissione esse securum?”—De Provid. 1. 1. 3 “ Morions enim vix aut nunquam a cella in infernum descendit, quia vix unquam, nisi coelo prædestinatus, in ea usque ad mortem persistit.” —De Vit. sol. c. 4. 56 Advantages of the Religiozts State, [ch.ii. Laurence Justinian says that religion is the gate of paradise; because living in religion, and partaking of its advantages is a great mark of election to glory.1 No wonder, then, that Gerard, the brother of St. Ber­ nard, when dying in his monastery, began to sing with joy and gladness. God himself says: Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord? And surely religious who by the holy vows, and especially by the vow of obedience, or total renunciation of self-will, die to the world and to themselves must be ranked amongst the number of those who die in the Lord. Hence Father Suarez, re­ membering at the hour of death that all his actions in religion were performed through obedience, was filled with spiritual joy, and exclaimed that he could not im­ agine death could be so sweet and so full of consolation. Purgatur citius.—“ A religious is cleansed (in purgator}·) more quickly.” St. Thomas teaches that the perfect consecration which a religious makes of herself to God by her solemn profession remits the guilt and punishment of all her past sins. “ But,” he says, “ it may reasonably be said that a person by entering into religion obtains the remission of all sins. For, to make satisfaction for all sins, it is sufficient to dedicate one’s self entirely to the service of God by entering religion, which dedication exceeds all manner of satisfaction. Hence,” he concludes, “ we read in the lives of the Fathers, that they who enter religion obtain the same grace as those who receive baptism.”·1 The faults committed after profession by 1 “ Illius coelestis civitatis iste est introitus; magnum quippe electionis indicium est, hujus fraternitatis habere consortium.”— De Discipl. mon. c. 7. • “ Beati mortui qui in Domino moriuntur.”—Apoc. xiv. 13. ’ Rationabiliter autem dici potest quod, etiam per ingressum religi­ onis, aliquis consequatur remissionem omnium peccatorum.—In satis­ factionem pro omnibus peccatis, sufficit quod aliquis se totaliter divinis obsequiis mancipet per religionis ingressum, quæ excedit omne genus ch. π.] Advantages of the Religious State. 57 a good religious are expiated in this world by her daily exercises of piety, by her meditations, Communions, and mortifications. But if a religious should not make full atonement in this life for all her sins, her purgatory will not be of long duration. The many sacrifices of the Mass which are offered for her after death, and the prayers of the Community, will soon release her from her suffering. Rem lineratio· copiosius.—“ A religious is more abundantly rewarded.” Worldlings are blind to the things of God; they do not comprehend the happiness of eternal glory, in compari­ son with which the pleasures of this world are but wretch­ edness and misery. If they had just notions, and a ively sense of the glory of paradise, they would assur­ edly abandon their possessions, even kings would abdi­ cate their crowns,—and, quitting the world, in which it is exceedingly difficult to attend to the one thing neces­ sary, they would retire into the cloister to secure their eternal salvation. Bless, then, dear Sister, and continu­ ally thank your God, who, by his own lights and graces, has delivered you from the bondage of Egypt, and brought you to his own house; prove your gratitude by fidelity in his service, and by a faithful correspondence to so great a grace. Compare all the goods of this world with the eternal felicity which God has prepared for those who leave all things for his sake, and you will find that there is a greater disparity between the transi­ tory joys of this life and the eternal beatitude of the saints than there is between a grain of sand and the entire creation. Jesus Christ has promised that whosoever shall leave all things for his sake shall receive a hundred-fold in satisfactionis.—Unde legitur in Vitis Patruin, quod eamdem gratiam consequuntur religionem intrantes, quam consequuntur baptizati.”—2. 2, q. 1S9, a. 3. 58 Advantages of the Religions State, [ch. 11 this life, and eternal glory in the next. Can you doubt his words ? Can you imagine that he will not be faithful to his promise? Is he not more liberal in rewarding virtue than in punishing vice? If they who give a cup of cold water in his name shall not be left without abundant remuneration,1 how great and incomprehen­ sible must be the reward which a religious who aspires to perfection shall receive for the numberless works of piety which she performs every day ?—for so many meditations, offices, and spiritual readings ?—for so many acts of mortification and of divine love which she daily refers to God’s honor? Do you not know that these good works which are performed through obedi­ ence, and in compliance with the religious vows, merit a far greater reward than the good works of seculars? Brother Lacci, of the Society of Jesus, appeared after death to a certain person, and said that he and king Philip II. were crowned with bliss, but that his own glory as far surpassed that of Philip as the exalted dignity of an earthly sovereign is raised above the lowly station of an humble religious. The dignity of martyrdom is sublime; but the reli­ gious state appears to possess something still more ex­ cellent. The martyr suffers that he may not lose his soul; the religious, to render herself mo_e acceptable to God. A martyr dies for the faith; a religious for perfection. Although the religious state has lost much of its primitive splendor, we may still say, with truth, that the souls who are most dear to God, who have attained the greatest perfection, and who edify the Church by the odor of their sanctity, are, for the most part, to be found in religion. How few are there in the world, even amongst the most fervent, who rise at mid­ night to pray and sing the praises of God ? How few 1 “Quisquis enim potum dederit vobis calicem aquæ in nomine meo, . . . non perdet mercedem suam.”—Mark, ix. 40. ch, π.] Advantages of the Religious State, 59 who spend five or six hours each day in these or similar works of piety ? Who practise fasting, abstinence, and mortification ? How few who observe silence, or accus­ tom themselves to do the will of others rather than their own ? And, surely, all these are performed by the reli­ gious of every Order, even in convents where the disci­ pline is relaxed many are found, who, on the day of judgment, will condemn the others who aspire to per­ fection, observe the rules, and perform, in private, many works of supererogation. It is evident that the conduct of the generality of pious Christians in the world can­ not be compared with that of good religious. No wonder, then, that St. Cyprian called virgins con­ secrated to God the flower of the garden of the Church, and the noblest portion of the flock of Jesus Christ.1 St. Gregory Nazianzen says the religious “ are the firstfruits of the flock of the Lord, the pillars and crown of faith, and the pearls of the Church.”1 23 I hold as cer­ tain that the greater number of the seraphic thrones vacated by the unhappy associates of Lucifer will be filled by religious. Out of the sixty who during the last century were enrolled in the catalogue of saints, or honored with the appellation of Blessed, all, with the exception of five or six, belonged to the religious orders. Jesus Christ once said tp St. Teresa: “ Woe to the world, but for religious.”3 Ruffinus says: “It cannot be doubted that the world is preserved from ruin by the merits of religious.”4 When, then, the devil affrights you by representing the difficulty of observing your 1 “ Flos est ille ecclesiastici generis, .... illustrior portio gregis Christi.”—De Discipl. virg. 2 “ Sunt generis nostri orimitiæ, columnæ et coronæ fidei, margaritæ templi.”—Orat, 9. 3 Ribera, Vit. 1. 1, c. 13. 4 “ Dubitari non debet ipsorum meritis adnuc stare mundum.”—Hist. Mona ch. prol. 6o Advantages of the Religious State, [ch. n. Rule, and practising the self-denial, and the austerities necessary for salvation, raise your eyes to heaven, and the hope of eternal beatitude will give you strength and courage to suffer all things. The trials, mortifica­ tions, and all miseries of this life will soon be past, and to them will succeed the ineffable delights of paradise, which shall be enjoyed for eternity without fear of failure or of diminution. Prayer. O God of my soul. I know that Thou dost most earnestly desire to save me. By my sins I had incurred the sentence of eternal condemnation ; but instead of casting me into hell, as I deserved, Thou hast stretched forth Thy loving hand, and not only delivered me from hell and sin, but Thou hast also drawn me, as it were by force, from amidst the dangers of the world, and placed me in Thy own house amongst Thy own spouses. I hope, O my Spouse, to be admitted one day to heaven, there to sing for eternity the great mercies Thou hast shown me. Oh! that I had never offended Thee. O Jesus, assist me, now that I desire to love Thee with my whole soul, and wish to do every­ thing in my power to please Thee. Thou hast spared nothing in order to gain my love: it is but just that I devote my entire being to Thy service. Thou hast given thyself entirely to me: I give myself without reserve to Thee. Since my soul is im­ mortal, I desire to be eternal I *v united to Thee. And if it is love that unites the soul to Thee, I love Thee, O my Sovereign Good: I love Thee, my Redeemer: I love Thee, O my Spouse, my only treasure and object of my love: I love Thee! I love Thee ! and hope that I shall love Thee for eternity. Thy merits, O my Redeemer, are the grounds of my hope. In Thy protec­ tion, also, O great Mother of God, my Mother Mary, do I place unbounded confidence. Thou didst obtain pardon for me when I was in the state of sin ; now that I hope I am in the state of grace, and am a religious, wilt thou not obtain for me the grace to become a saint? Such is my ardent hope, ’my fervent desire. Amen. ch. in.] Religious should Belong wholly to God. 61 CHAPTER III THE RELIGIOUS SHOULD » BELONG ENTIRELY TO GOD. I. She should Renounce everything, and Love only God. Plutarch 1 relates that in Rome it was the duty of a woman, on her first arrival at the house of her hus­ band, to address him in the following words: “ Wherever you are, there also shall I be. Wheresoever your will leads you, there likewise my desires shall carry me.’” It is this perfect conformity of her will with his that Jesus Christ demands of every virgin who aspires to the dignity and glory of his spouse. My son, he says, me thy heart} My child and my spouse, what I desire from you is, that you give me your heart, your affections, and your will. The Holy Ghost says that when God created our first parents, Adam and Eve, he set his eyes upon their hearts} He fixed his eyes not upon their hands, but upon their hearts; because external works are of no value before God, unless they proceed from the heart, and be accompanied by the affections of the soul. All the glory of the spouse of Christ consists in an entire and a perfect union of her heart with the heart of God. All the çlory of the Kind's daughter is within} This union of her interior makes a religious belong entirely to the Lord. “ God,” says St. Bernard, “ requires to be feared as a Sovereign, to be honored as a Father, and to be loved as O Ο o 1 Quast. Pom. q. 29. 2 “ Ubi tu Caius, ego Caia.” 3 “ Præbe, fili mi, cor tuum mihi.”—Prov. xxiii. 26. 4 “ Posuit oculum suum super corda illorum.”—Ecclus. xvii. 7. 5 “Omnis gloria ejus ... ab intus.”—Ps. xliv. 14. 62 Religious should Belong wholly lo God. [ch.iii. a Spouse.’ 1 Hence in his virginal spouses the Re­ deemer bears more patiently with every imperfection than with a divided heart or a want of love. Tt was to show the necessity of a complete and unqualified dedi­ cation of themselves to his glory that he ordained by his Church that in receiving the sacred veil on the day of their profession his spouses should be reminded of their obligation to reject every other lover. “ Receive,” the bishop says, “ the veil, that you may admit no lover but him.”' Receive this veil, that you may no longer have regard to creatures, and that you may banish from your heart every affection that is not for God. The Church commands religious at their profession to change their name, that they may forget the world, that they may esteem themselves dead to all earthly things, and that the dispositions of their souls may correspond to the words which they utter on that solemn occasion: “The empire of the world and all the grandeur of the earth I have despised for the love of my Lord Jesus Christ, whom I have seen, whom I have loved, in whom I have believed, towards whom my heart inclineth.”123 I have despised the world and all its pomps, for the sake of Jesus, my Spouse, to whom, because he is most amiable and most worthy of my love, I have consecrated all the affections of my heart. Every religious should say to the world with St. Agnes: “ Depart from me, food of death, for I am pledged to another lover.”4 Whenever any earthly object steals into her heart, and claims a 1 “ Exigit Deus timeri ut Dominus, honorari ut Pater, ut Sponsus amari.”—In Cant. s. 83. 2 “ Accipe velum, ut nullum amatorem præter eum admittas.” 3 “ Regnum mundi et omnem ornatum sæculi contempsi, propter amorem Domini mei Jesu Christi, quem vidi, quem amavi, in quem credidi, quem dilexi.” 4 “ Discede a me, pabulum mortis, quia jam ab alio amatore praeventa sum.” ch. in.] Religious should Belong wholly to God. 63 share in that love which had been entirely consecrated to her divine Spouse, she should exclaim: “Begone, pernicious affection, you seek to poison my heart: de­ part, therefore, for another lover, more noble, more faithful, and more acceptable than you, has loved me before I could love him, and has taken possession of my whole soul: you are a vile and miserable creature; but my Spouse is the Lord, the King of heaven and earth. I am espoused to Him whom the angels serve.”1 Without love the soul of man cannot exist. Her affections must be fixed on God or on creatures: if she love not creatures, she will certainly love God. Hence, the Holy Ghost exhorts us to guard our hearts with the utmost vigilance against all affections which have not God for their object: With all watchfulness keep thy hearty because life issucth out from it? While the heart loves God, the soul shall have life; but if the heart transfer its affections to creatures, spiritual death will be the inevi­ table consequence. In order, then, to become a saint, the spouse of the Lamb must expel from her soul what­ soever has not God for its end and object. When any one demanded admission into the Society of the Fathers of the Desert, they answered him by the following ques­ tion: “ Do you bring a vacant heart, that it may be filled by the Holy Ghost?”3 Justly did they require a soul detached from earthly goods; for a heart in which the world dwells cannot be replenished with the love of God. Whoever brings to the fountain a vessel replete with sand, will labor in vain to fill it with water unless it be first emptied of its contents. O my God, why do so many religious frequent the holy exercises of prayer and Communion, and draw from them so little increase 1 " I psi desponsata sum, cui Angeli serviunt.”—Offic. 2Σ fan. ‘ “ Omni custodia serva cor tuum, quia ex ipso vita procedit.”—Prov. iv. 23. 3 “ Affersnc cor vacuum, ut possit illud Spiritus Sanctus implere?” 64 Religious should Relong wholly to God. lch. hi. of divine love? It is because their hearts are so full of the world, of self-esteem, of vanity, or of self-will, of affection to friends, attachment to creatures. Until the world is rooted out of their hearts, the love of God can­ not take possession of their souls. Give me a religious who is detached from the world and the things of the world, and T pledge myself that divine love shall abound in her soul. To obtain this detachment from the earth, it is necessary to call continually on the Lord, in the language of holy David: Create in me a clean heart, O God? Give me, O Lord, a heart free from every affection which does not proceed from the love of Thee. Woe to them that are of a double heart? “ Woe,” says St. Augustine, in his comment on these words, “ to them who divide their heart, giving it partly to God and partly to the devil.” For, continues the saint, the anger of God is justly pro­ voked against those who treat him and his sworn enemy with equal attention, and therefore he departs from them, and yields to the devil the undivided possession of their hearts. “ God is angry, because in the affections of a double heart he is associated with the devil: he de­ parts, and the devil possesses the whole.”1 23 The holy Doctor then concludes, that because a soul loves God less in proportion as her affections are fixed on other objects, a religious cannot be entirely devoted to the love of her Spouse while she is attached to creatures. “ He loves you less, who loves anything else with you.”4 In a word, every little attachment to created objects impedes the perfect consecration of the soul to God. St. Teresa, while she cherished a certain little inordinate though not an unchaste affection for a relative, was but 1 “ Cor mundum crea in me, Deus.”—Ps. 1. 12. 2 “ Væ duplici corde.”—Ecclus. ii. 14. 3 “ Iratus Deus, quia fit ibi pars diabolo, discedit, et totum diabolus possidet.”—In Jo. tr. 7. 4 “Minus te amat, qui tecum aliquid aliud amat.”—Conf. I. 10, c. 29. ch. in.] Religious should Belong wholly to God, 65 imperfectly united to God; but when she afterwards disengaged her heart from all earthly attachments, and consecrated her whole soul to the love of Jesus, she merited to hear from him: “Teresa, now thou art all mine, and I am all thine.”1 St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say that a religious who gives not to Jesus her whole heart gives him nothing. The assertion was most just; for it is impossible to divide a heart too small to love a God who deserves infinite love, and to give one part of it to him and another to creatures. No, says blessed Egidius, “The soul, which is one, must be en­ tirely given to Him who is one,12 who merits all our love, and who has done and suffered so much to extort our love. Surely, observes Father Nieremberg, it was not necessary for our redemption that Jesus Christ should have submitted to all the miseries and endured all the pains of his life and death. A single drop of his blood, a tear, a prayer, would have been sufficient to save the whole world, and an infinite number of worlds. But the Son of God has shed the last drop of his blood, and has given his life, not only to redeem us, but also to compel us to love him with our whole hearts. He could have sent an angel to deliver us from sin: “but, * ’ says Hugh of St. Victor, “ lest you should divide your love between the Creator and the redeeming angel, he who was your Creator has chosen to become your Redeemer.”34 The Lord commands all to love him with their whole heart. To each one he says: Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with thy whole heart.' This precept of love is especially directed to the spouses of the Redeemer. A brother in religion said once to the Venerable Father John Joseph of /Vlcantara, that he had become a religious 1 3 3 4 Life, ch. 39. “ Una uni “ Ne amorem divideres, tibi factus est Creator et Redemptor.” “ Diliges Dominum Deum tuum ex toto corde tuo.”—Matt. xxii. 37. 5 66 Religious should Belong wholly to God. [ch. nr. to save his soul. The Venerable Father replied: “My child, do not say that you have left the world to secure your salvation; say rather that you have entered religion to become a saint; for the object of a religious should be to love God in the highest degree.” O my God, if a religious love not Jesus Christ with her whole soul, to whom will she give the preference in her heart? Oh! how many marks of predilection must he have shown to you in making you his spouse in religion? He must first have selected you for creation from among an infinite number of possible beings. Then to make you from your birth a child of tne Church, by the holy sac­ rament of baptism, he must have chosen you from among so many millions who are born in infidelity and heresy. Lastly, in bringing you into religion by his lights, his invitations, and by his special graces, he must have pre­ ferred you before the numberless multitudes of seculars whom he has left in the world in the midst of so many dangers and occasions of losing their immortal souls. Now if you do not love your God with your whole heart and soul, if you do not consecrate your entire being to his service, to whom will you give your heart ? This, says the Psalmist, is the generation of them that seek the Lord? Who can behold virgins of noble birth and splendid fortunes despising the pomp and pleasures of the world, which they might have enjoyed, and shutting themselves up in a convent, to live in poverty and abjec­ tion; who, I say, can behold these holy virgins without exclaiming, This is the generation of them that seek the Lord! Since, then, God has called you to be his spouse, all your thoughts and affections must be fixed on him, and on him alone. “ Have no connection,” says St. Bernard, ‘‘with the world; forget all things; reserve yourself for him alone whom you have chosen from among all.”’ 1 “ Hæc est generatio quærentium eum.”—Ps. xxiii. 6. - “Nihil tibi et turbis: obliviscere omnium; soli omnium serves te ipsam, quem ex omnibus tibi elegisti.”—In Cant. s. 40. ch. hi.] Religious should Re long wholly to God. 67 % Now that you are consecrated to Jesus Christ, what have you to do with the world ? Forget all things, and en­ deavor to preserve your whole heart for that God who has chosen you for his spouse in preference to so many others. You must give him your whole heart; for Jesus Christ requires that his spouse be an enclosed garden, a sealed fountain. Aly spouse is a garden enclosed, a fountain sealed up.' The spouse of Jesus must be an enclosed garden admitting into her heart no lover but Jesus. “ An enclosed garden,” says Gilbert, “ which admits none but her beloved.” J She must be a sealed-up fountain; for he is a jealous Spouse who will suffer no one to share in the affections of his beloved. Put me, he says, as a seal upon thy heart ; as a seal upon thy arm : for love is strong as death! I desire to be placed as a seal upon your heart and upon your arm, that you may love none but me, and that my glory may be the sole object of all your actions. “The Beloved,” says St. Gregory, “ is put as a seal upon the heart and arm of his spouse; because, in a holy soul, the intensity of her love is shown by the affections of the will, and by the works of her hands.”4 Oh ! how love, when it is strong, banishes from the soul every affection which is not for God: For love is strong o as death. As no created power can avert the stroke of death when the hour of dissolution arrives, so there is no obstacle which a soul filled with divine love will not overcome. If a man should give all the substance of h>s house for love, he shall despise it as nothing. * A heart which loves God 1 “Mea sponsa, hortus conclusus, fons signatus.”—Cant. iv. 12. 2 “ Hortus conclusus, qui neminem nisi Dilectum admittit."—In Cant. s. 35· 3 “ Pone me ut signaculum super cor tuum, ut signaculum super brachium tuum, quia fortis est ut mors dilectio.”—Cant. viii. 6. 4 “ Super cor et super brachium sponsæ Dilectus ut signaculum ponitur, quia in sancta anima, quantum ab ea diligatur, et voluntate et actione designatur.” 1 “ Si dederit homo omnem substantiam domus suæ pro dilectione, quasi nihil despiciet eam.”—Cant. viii. 7. 68 Religious should Belong wholly to God. [ch.iii. * despises all that the world can give, and disregards all that is not God. “ When,” says St. Francis de Sales, “a house takes fire, the furniture is thrown out of the windows; and when a soul burns with divine love, she, without the aid of sermons, or spiritual reading, or the exhortations of directors, divests herself of all affection for creatures, to possess and to love her only Supreme Good—the God of Majesty and Sovereign of the uni­ verse.” Perhaps, dear Sister, so much love is not due to your Spouse, Jesus, who died upon the cross for your redemp­ tion; who has given you himself so often in the holy Communion, and has enriched your soul with so many special graces which have not been granted toothers? Reflect, says St. John Chrysostom, that he has given you himself entirely and without reserve. “ He has given all to you: he has reserved nothing for himself.” * This consideration was one of the principal means by which St. Bernard enkindled in his soul the flame of divine love. “ He,” says the saint, “ was given to me entirely: he was wholly consumed for my benefit.” 123 My Saviour has given me his adorable divinity and his sacred hu­ manity; he has become a whole-burnt offering for my sake: can I refuse to consecrate my entire being to his love ? My beloved to me, and I to him. * My beloved has given himself entirely to me: it is but just that I dedi­ cate to him my soul, my body, my life, and all my pos­ sessions. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that a religious being called to be the spouse of a crucified God, should, in her whole life and in all her actions, have in view no other object than Jesus crucified; and should in her whole life have no other occupation than 1 “Totum tibi dedit, nihil sibi retinuit.” - “ Totus mihi datus, totus in meos usus expensus est.”—In Circumc. s. 3· 3 “ Dilectus meus mihi, et ego illi."—Cant. ii. i6. [ch. in. Religious should Belong wholly to God. 69 the continual meditation of the eternal love which her divine Spouse bore to her. When Jesus was about to accomplish the redemption of man, he said: Now shall the prince of this world be cast out.' Perhaps by these words the Son of God meant that after his crucifixion the devil was to be banished from the earth ? “ No,” says St. Augustine, “ but from the hearts of the faithful.” ’ Now if Jesus Christ has died for all, he has suffered in a special manner for his virginal spouses. Since, then, a God has given himself entirely for your salvation, would it not be enormous ingratitude in you to refuse to him the sacrifice of your whole heart, or to love him only with reserve ? Say, then, frequently to your Spouse: O my Jesus, Thou hast given Thyself to me without reserve; Thou hast given all Thy blood, all Thy labors, all Thy merits, for my sanctification. In a word, Thy favors were so abundant and magnificent that nothing more remained to be conferred upon me. I therefore give myself entirely to Thee; I offer to Thee all that I possess or shall ever possess upon earth; I consecrate to Thee all my pleasures, my body, my soul, my will, my liberty. I have nothing more to present to Thee: f I had Thou shouldst have it. I renounce all that the world can give, and declare that Thou alone canst sat­ isfy the desires of my heart. “ Oh !” said St. Teresa, “ what a profitable exchange to give our hearts to God, and in return to be made the objects of his love.’” “But,” continues the saint, “because we do not offer to him the undivided affections of our souls, he does not bestow upon us all the treasures of his love.” 4 The spouse of Jesus should sing no other than that canticle of love recommended by holy David: Sing to thi 1 “ Nunc princeps hujus mundi ejicitur foras.”—John, xii. 31. 2 ** Sed extra corda credentium.”—hi i Jo. tr. 4. 3 Way of Perf. ch. 17. 4 Life, ch. It. 70 Religions should Belong wholly to God. [ch. hi. Lord a new cantide} “What,” says St. Augustine, “is a new canticle, but new love?”* The old canticles are those affections to creatures and to ourselves to which we have been subject from our birth, and which con­ tinually spring up from the inclinations to evil trans­ mitted to us by our first parents. For, says the Holy Ghost, the imagination and thought of man's heart are prone to evil from his youth} But the new canticle is love, by which the soul is consecrated to God. “ The voice,” says St. Augustine, “of this singer of canticles is the voice of holy love: let us love him for his own sake.”4 The voice of the soul praising God is the fervor of charity which makes her love him, because he merits her love, and banishes from her affections whatever is not God. Jesus crucified, commands his spouses to be cru­ cified to all earthly things. Whenever, then, the world places before your eyes its pomps and delights, you should exclaim with St. Paulinus: “ Let the rich enjoy their treasures, and kings their thrones; Christ is our kingdom and our glory.”6 His love is more valuable to us than the sovereignty of the earth. The spouse of Jesus should desire nothing but love; should live but for love; should seek only to advance continually in love: she should in­ cessantly languish with love, in the choir, in the cell, the dormitory, the garden, in all places. Such should be the ardor of her charity, that the flames of her love would extend to all parts of the convent, and even beyond the boundaries of the enclosure. To this love the Apostle 1 “Cantate Domino canticum novum.”—Ps. xcv. i. - “ Quid habet canticum novum, nisi amorem novum ?”—Serm. 336, E. B. 3 “Sensus enim et cogitatio humani cordis in malum prona sunt ab adolescentia sua.”—Gen. vi ii. 21. 4 “ Vox hujus cantoris, fervor est sancti amoris; ipsum amemus prop­ ter ipsum.” 5 “ Sibi habeant divitias suas divites, sibi regna sua reges; nobis gloria, el possessio, et regnum, Christus est.”—Ep. ad Aprum. ch. in.] Religious should, Relong wholly to God. exhorts and invites her, by the example of her beloved Spouse. Happy the religious who can say with St. Francis, “my God and my all.” My God, who hast shown to me such an excess of love, why should I seek earthly possessions ? I have found Thee, the source of all happiness. My God and my all, I care not for honors, for riches, or for pleasures. Thou art my glory, my treasure, my delight, and my all. What have I in heaven ? and besides thee, what do I desire upon earth ? Thou art the God of my heart, and the God that is my portion for­ ever? Can I, O my God, find any one in heaven or on earth who is so deserving of my affection, or who has done so much to gain my love? Thou alone shalt be the Lord of my heart; Thou shalt reign in its affections, and shalt rule its motions with sovereign sway. Thee alone shall my soul obey, seeking in all things Thy holy will. I found him whom my soul loveth ; I held him and will not let him go? Yes, I have found the object of all my affections: I have found him who alone can make me happy. Though the world, with all its pleasures, and hell, with all its powers of darkness, should endeavor to separate me from Thee, I will not abandon Thee, O Jesus, my Spouse. “ I held him, and will not let him go.” I will hold Thee fast by my love, and will never suffer Thee to depart from me. I desire to live and to a» die always, and in all things, united to Thee. 2. We must Overcome ourselves and courageously Strive fcK Perfection—Means to be adopted for this Purpose. To attain perfection, and to enjoy true peace of con­ science, it is necessary to die to the world and to self. 1 “ Deus meus, et omnia. Quid mihi est in coelo, et a te quid volui super terram? .... Deus cordis mei et pars mea Deus inæternum.” —Ps. Ixxii. 25, 26. 2 “ Inveni, quem diligit anima mea; tenui eum, nec dimittam.”— Cant. iii. 4. /2 Religious should Belong wholly to God. [ch.iii. Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord) As corporal death is necessarily accompanied with pain, so abandon­ ment of the world and detachment from its pleasures is utterly impossible without trials and sufferings. The kingdom of heaven is represented to us in the Holy Scriptures under various images. It is sometimes com­ pared to a treasure which can be obtained only by sell­ ing all our possessions; sometimes to a city which, be­ cause the gate is narrow, no one can enter without fa­ tigue and industry; sometimes to a palace in which the stones (that is, the souls of which it is composed) must be polished with the utmost care; sometimes to a feast, to which no one is admitted unless he abandon all other concerns; sometimes to a prize which cannot be won without running to the end; and, finally, to a crown, for the acquisition of which it is necessary to fight and con­ quer. In a word, to die to the world, self-love must die in the soul. St. Augustine says, that the love of God increases in proportion as self-love is diminished; and that the de­ struction of the latter is the perfection of the former. “ The diminution of cupidity,” says the holy Doctor, “is the nutriment of charity; but its total absence is the perfection of charity.”’ Charity is estimated, not by its tenderness, but by its strength. Ardent charity smooths every asperity and surmounts every obstacle. “ There is nothing,” says St. Augustine, “ so difficult, which the fire of love does not conquer.”’ In another place he says: “In what we love there is no labor; or if there be, we love the very labor itself.”4 In a soul that loves God, 1 “ Beati mortui, qui in Domino moriuntur.”—A foe. xiv. 13. 8 “ Nutrimentum charitatis est imminutio cupiditatis; perfectio, nulla cupiditas. ”—De div. quast. q. 36. ·’ “ Nihil tam durum, quod non amoris igne vincatur.”—De Mor. eccl. cath. c. 22. 4 “ In eo quod amatur, aut non laboratur, aut et labor amatur.”—De Bono vid. c. 21. ch. in.] Religious should Belong wholly to God. torments endured for his sake excite no pain; or if they do, these pains are to her a source of happiness and de­ light. In his confessions, the saint writes, that when he gave himself entirely to God, the very privation of sen­ sual gratifications filled his soul with joy; and that though at first he dreaded their loss, he afterwards had reason to rejoice at their relinquishment. “ How sweet, on a sudden, was it become to me to be without these joys ! and what I was before so much afraid to lose, I now cast from me with joy.”1 To a religious who has fixed hbr whole heart on God, the practice of poverty, of obedience, mortification, and of all virtues is easy and agreeable; but to her whose affections are divided be­ tween God and creatures, all the duties of religion are an intolerable burden. It is true that whatever good we do, comes from God, and that without his grace we cannot, according to the Apostle, even pronounce the name of Jesus. But not­ withstanding our absolute dependence on divine grace, God commands us to perform our part, and to co-operate with him in the work of our salvation. Many desire to become saints, but wish that God would do all, and that he would bring them to eternal glory without labor or inconvenience to them. But this is impossible. The law of God is said to be a yoke borne by two, to show that the divine aid, on the one hand, and our co-opera­ tion on the other, are indispensably necessary for its observance. And sometimes, to carry this yoke, and merit everlasting happiness, we must do violence to the feelings of flesh and blood. The kingdom of heaven suffer­ eth violence, and the violent bear it away.'2 And St. Paul 1 “ Suave mihi subito factum est carere suavitatibus nugarum; et quas amittere metus fuerat, jam dimittere gaudium est.”—Conf. 1. 9, c. i. 9 “ Regnum coelorum vim patitur, et violenti rapiunt illud.”—Matt. xi. 12. 74 Religious should Belong wholly to God. [ch.iii. says, that the crown of life shall be given to him only who shall combat till he overcomes the enemies of his salvation. O spouse of Jesus, I say to you with the same apostle, hold fast that which thou hast, that no man take thy crown.' Since Jesus Christ has made you his spouse, do not allow your enemies to snatch from you the eternal dig­ nity of queen which he has prepared for you in his king­ dom; but, on the contrary, hold fast your crown, by assimilating yourself to your beloved, the predestined model of the elect: For, whom he foreknew, he also pre­ destined to be made conformable to the image of his Son? He has gone before you, crowned with thorns, scourged at the pillar, loaded with the cross, and saturated with con­ tempt and reproach; and in that pitiable condition he invites you to follow him, and to deny yourself: If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross and follow me? He has died for you, and it is your duty to sacrifice your life for him, and to say with the seraphic St. Francis: “O good Jesus, may I die for the love of thee, who hast condescended to die for the love of me.”4 Yes, it is but just that you should die to your­ selves, and live only for that God who has died for your salvation. 11 That they also,” says the Apostle, who live, may not now live to themselves, but unto him who died for them? You, indeed, are weak; but if you trust in the goodness of your Spouse, his grace and strength will prepare you to execute so arduous a task. When the 1 “ Tene quod habes, ut nemo accipiat coronam tuam.”—Apoc. xi. 12. ’“Quos præscivit, et prædestinavit conformes fieri imaginis Filii sui.”—Korn. viii. 29. ’ “ Si quis vult post me venire, abneget semetipsum.”—Matt. xvi. 24, 4 “ O bone Jesu ! moriar amore amoris tui, qui amore amoris mei dignatus es mori.” * ·' Qui vivunt, jam non sibi vivant, sed ei qui pro ipsis mortuus est.” —2 Cor. v. 15. ch.iii.] Religious should Belong wholly to God. 75 devil molests you, and endeavors to cast you into de­ spair, by representing to you the difficulties and miseries of a life of continual mortification, of incessant self-denial, and of perpetual abstinence from sensual pleasures, answer him in the words of the Apostle: I can do all things in him who strengtheneth me) Of myself I can do nothing; but the Lord, who has chosen me for his spouse, and called me to his love, will give me courage and Strength to walk in the_ rugged · path of his commandments. “ If,” says St. Teresa, “ we be not in fault, God will assuredly, by his all-powerful aid, enable us to become saints.” And, O my God, upon whom, if not upon your spouses, will the obligation of sanctity be impera­ tive? O consecrated virgins, offer yourselves frequently to God, with a strong desire and determination to please him in all things, and implore continually the assistance of his holy grace. He has promised to grant whatsoever is asked of him with confidence. All things whatsoever you ask, when ye pray, believe that you shall receive ; and they shall come unto you) What then do you fear? Have courage; God has taken you from the world ; he has delivered you from its snares; has called you to his love; and has, if you be faithful to him, prepared for you numberless helps and graces. You have already left the world; you have, as St. Teresa used to say to her spiritual children, taken the most difficult and important step; and to become a saint little now remains to be done. Resolve, then, at once to dissolve every worldly attachment. Perhaps, after having forsaken the world, and renounced all its goods, after having voluntarily relinquished your liberty, and bound yourself, by vow, to perpetual enclosure; perhaps, after all these sacrifices, you are disposed, for 1 “ Omnia possum in eo qui me confortat.”—Phil. iv. 13. 2 “ Omnia quæcumque orantes petitis, credite quia accipietis, et evenient vobis.”—Mark, xi. 24. 76 Religious should Belong wholly to God. [ch.iii. the miserable gratifications of sense or caprice, to risk your all—the everlasting possession of paradise and of God—and to prefer, before the exalted glory of spous of the Most High, the unhappy slavery of Satan, who will render you unhappy in this life, and eternally mis­ erable in the next. Resolve, then, I say again, to burst every earthly tie, and tremble lest the words which you now read should be the last invitation of your Spouse. Do not resist the voice of God any longer. If you neg­ lect his call on this occasion, he may perhaps abandon you forever. Resolve, then, resolve ! “ The devil,” says St. Teresa, “is afraid of resolute souls.” St. Bernard teaches that many souls are lost through want of forti­ tude. Take courage, then, and trust in the power and goodness of God: strong resolutions overcome all diffi­ culties. Oh ! happy, thrice happy soul, if, in obedience to the voice of God, you give yourself entirely to your Spouse, Jesus. When death approaches you can return thanks to him for his favors, and address him in the words of the glorious St. Agnes: “ O Lord, who hast taken from me the love of the world, receive my soul.”1 • f-9 * · O my God, who hast disengaged my heart from crea­ tures, that all its affections might be fixed on Thee, re­ ceive, now, my soul, that I may be admitted into the kingdom of Thy glory, to love Thee with all my strength, without fear of being ever separated from Thee—the Supreme and Infinite Good. Oh, that all religious would imitate the example of the Venerable Frances Farnese! Her life at first was very imperfect; but happening one day to read the his­ tory of the Franciscans in Japan, she was suddenly seized with compunction, and exclaimed: “And what, my Sisters, will we do? We have forsaken our families and our goods, and shall we now draw down upon our 1 “ Domine, qui abstulisti a me amorm sæculi, accipe animam meam.” 21 [an. ch.iii.] Religious should Belong wholly lo God. 77 souls the vengeance of God, and the sentence of eternal death by attachment to the things of the world which we do not possess ?” From that moment she resolved to give up the world, and to consecrate herself entirely to God. This resolution she afterwards fulfilled in the accomplishment of that wonderful reformation of the Order which was planned and executed by her directions. “Men," says St. Jerome, “always seek to advance in the knowledge of their secular profession, but are sati­ ated with the mere rudiments of the science of the saints. In all their worldly pursuits,” says the saint, “ men are never satiated; but in virtue it is sufficient fc r them to have made a beginning.” 1 Every Christian is bound to tend to perfection. “ When I speak of a Chris­ tian,” says St. Ambrose, “ I mean a perfect man.” 3 The precept by which all are commanded to love God with all their strength, imposes upon all the obligation of perfection. Besides, to discharge the duty of preserving sanctifying grace it is necessary to struggle always to perfect charity in the soul; for in the path of virtue he that does not advance, recedes, and exposes himself to the danger of sin. Now, if this is true with regard to all Christians, how much more so must it be with regard to religious, who are bound by a stricter obligation to seek perfection, not only because they receive more abundant graces and more powerful helps to sanctity, but also because they have promised to observe the vows and rules of religion ! But to fulfil the command by which you are obliged to aspire to perfection, an inefficacious and fruitless de­ sire of sanctity is not sufficient. You must do violence to yourself, and adopt the means of attaining perfection. It will not be necessary for you to undertake very extra1 “Cum in omnibus mundi studiis non satiantur homines, hic tantum tœpisse sufficiet.”—Ad Dernctr. De Virginii. 2 “ Christianum cum dico, perfectum dico.”—l>t Ps. cxviii. s. 12. 78 Religious should Belong το ho Uy to God. [ch.iii. ordinary things: it will be sufficient to perform your ordinary exercises with diligence and attention, to ob­ serve your Rule with exactness, and to practise with fidelity the Gospel virtues. However, a religious who desires to become a saint will not confine herself to the mere discharge of the duties prescribed by her Rule, which is accommodated to weak as well as to perfect souls; she must also perform supererogatory works of prayer, of charity, of mortification, and of the other virtues. St. Bernard says that “ what is perfect must be singular.”1 A religious, who barely discharges the ordinary duties of the Community, will never attain sublime sanctity. It is your duty, then, to do violence to yourself, and courageously to adopt the means of arriving at perfection. The principal means are: 1. A strong and ardent desire to become a saint. 2. Great confidence in Jesus Christ and in his holy Mother. 3. To avoid every deliberate sin or defect, and after a fault not to lose courage, but to make an act of contri­ tion for it, and then resume your ordinary occupations. 4. To cut off all attachment to creatures, to self-will, and self-esteem. 5. To resist continually your own inclinations. 6. To observe with exactness the rules of religion, however unimportant they may appear. 7. To perform your ordinary duties with all possible perfection. 8. To communicate often—with the permission of your director; to make long and freauent meditations, and to perform all the mortifications which he will per­ mit. 9. To prefer, on all occasions, those actions which are most agreeable to God, and most opposed to self-love. 1 “ Perfectum non potest esse, nisi singulare.” ch.iii.] Religious should Belong wholly to God. 79 10. To receive all crosses and contradictions with joy and gladness from the hands of God. 11. Io love and serve those who persecute you. 12. To spend every moment of your time for God. 13. To offer to God all your actions in union with the merits of Jesus Christ. 14. To make a special oblation of yourself to God, that he may dispose of you and of all you possess in whatever way he pleases. 15. To protest continually before God that his pleas­ ure and love are the only objects of your wishes. 16. Lastly, and above all, to pray continually, and to recommend yourself, with unbounded confidence, to Jesus Christ and to his Virgin Mother, and to entertain a special affection and tenderness towards Mary. I conclude with the words which the Venerable Father Anthony Torres, after an ecstasy of love, addressed to a religious who was one of his penitents: “ My child, love, love your Spouse, who is the only object that merits your love.” Prayer. O my God ! O amiable love ! O infinite lover! and worthy of infinite love, when shall I love Thee as Thou hast loved me? It is not in Thy power to give me stronger proofs of love than those Thou hast already given. Thou hast spared nothing; Thou hast expended Thy blood and Thy life to oblige me to love Thee; and shall I love Thee only with reserve? Pardon me, O my Jesus, if, in my past life, I have been so ungrateful as to prefer my accursed pleasures before the love which I owed to Thee. Ah! my Lord and my Spouse, discover to me always, more and more, Thy infinite loveliness that I may be daily more enamoured of Thy perfection, and that I may continually endeavor to please Thee as Thou dost deserve to be pleased. Thou dost command me to love Thee, and I desire nothing but Thy love. Speak, Lord, for thy servant heareth.' Speak, O 1 “ Loquere, Domine, quia audit servus tuus.”—I A'ings, iii. 9. So The Desire of Perfection. [CH. IV. Lord : tell me what Thou desirest from me : my wish is to obey Thee in all things. I will no longer resist the graces and mer­ cies Thou hast bestowed upon me. Thou hast given Thyself entirely to me: I offer myself without reserve to Thee. For Thy mercy’s sake accept, and do not refuse this oblation. By my infidelities I have deserved to be cast away from Thy love: but the desire to be Thine which Thou hast infused into my soul assures me that Thou hast already accepted the offer. I love Thee, O God, who art infinitely amiable: I love Thee, O my Sovereign Good. Thou art, and shalt be forever, the only delight of my heart, and the sole object of my affections. And since Thou hast said, Ask, and you shall receive) and hast promised to grant whatsoever we ask, I beg, with St. Ignatius, that “ Thou wilt give me only Thy love along with Thy grace, and I shall be sufficiently rich.”2 Give me Thy love and Thy grace ; grant that I may love Thee, and be beloved by Thee, and I shall be content, and shall desire nothing else from Thee. O Mary, who belonged always and entirely to God, by that love which our Lord bore thee through all eternity, obtain for us the grace henceforth to love God, and to love him alone. CHAPTER IV. THE DESIRE OF PERFECTION. I. How Holy Desires are Useful, and even Necessary. An ardent desire of perfection is the first means that a religious should adopt in order to acquire sanctity and to consecrate her whole being to God. As the sports­ man, to hit a bird in flight, must take aim in advance of his prey, so a Christian, to make progress in virtue, should aspire to the highest degree of holiness which it is in his power to attain. Who, says holy David, will 1 “ Petite, et accipietis.”—John, xvi. 24. 2 ' ‘ Amorem tui soluin cum gratia tua mihi dones, et dives sum satis.” ch. iv.j The Desire of Perfection. 81 give me wings like a dove, and I will fly and be at rest) Who will give me the wings of the clove to fly to my God, and, divested of all earthly affection, to repose in the bosom of the divinity ? Holy desires are the blessed wings with which the saints burst every worldly tie, and fly to the mountain of perfection, where they find that peace which the world cannot give. But how do fervent desires make the soul fly to God ? “They,” says St. Laurence Justinian, “supply strength, and render pains light and tolerable.”3 On the one hand, good desires give strength and courage, and on the other they diminish the labor and fatigue of ascend­ ing the mountain of God. Whosoever, through diffi­ dence of attaining sanctity, does not ardently desire to become a saint, will never arrive at perfection. A man who is desirous of obtaining a valuable treasure which he knows is to be found at the top of a lofty mountain' but who, through fear of fatigue and difficulty, has no desire of ascending, will never advance a single step towards the wished-for object, but will remain below in careless indifference and inactivity. And he who, be­ cause the path of virtue appears to him narrow and rugged, and difficult to be trodden, does not desire to climb up the mountain of the Lord, and to gain the treasure of perfection, will always continue in a state of tepidity, and will never make the smallest progress in the way of God. On the contrary, he that does not desire, and does not strenuously endeavor, always to advance in holiness, will, as we learn from experience and from all the masters of the spiritual life, go backward in the path of virtue, and will be exposed to great danger of eternal misery. The 1 “Quis dabit mihi pennas sicut columbæ, et volabo, et requiescam?" —Ps. liv. 7. *“ Vires subministrat, poenam exhibet leviorem.’’—De Disc. mon. c. 6. 6 82 The Desire of Perfection, [CH. IV. path of the just, says Solomon, as a shining light goeth for­ wards and increaseth even to perfect day. The way of the wicked is darksome : they know not when they fall) As light increases constantly from sunrise to full day, so the path of the saints always advances; but the way of sinners becomes continually more dark and gloomy, till they know not where they go, and at length walk into a preci­ pice. “ Not to advance,” says St. Augustine, “ is to go back.”2 St. Gregory3 beautifully explains this maxim of spiritual life by comparing a Christian who seeks to remain stationary in the path of virtue to a man who is in a boat on a rapid river, and striving to keep the boat always in the same position. If the boat be not con­ tinually propelled against the current, it will be car­ ried away in an opposite direction, and consequently, without continual exertion, its station cannot be maintained. Since the fall of Adam man is naturally in­ clined to evil from his birth. For the imagination and thought of man s heart are prone to evil from his youth) If he do not push forward, if he do not endeavor, by in­ cessant efforts, to improve in sanctity, the very current of passion will carry him back. “ Since you do not wish to proceed,” says St. Bernard, addressing a tepid soul, “you must fail.” “By no means,” she replied; “ I wish to live, and to remain in my present state. I will not consent to be worse; and I do not desire to be better.” “ You, then,” rejoins the saint, “ wish what is impossi­ ble.” 5 Because, in the way of God, a Christian must 1 “ Justorum autem semita, quasi lux splendens, procedit et crescit usque ad perfectam diem; via impiorum tenebrosa, nesciunt ubi corru­ ant.’’—Prov. iv. i8. 2 “ Non progredi, jam est reverti."—Ep. 17, E. B. 3 Past. p. 3, c. i. 4 “Sensus enim et cogitatio humani cordis in malum prona sunt ab adolescentia sua.”—Gen. viii. 21. 5 “ Non vis proficere; vis ergo deficere? Nequaquam ! Quid ergo? Inquis: Vivere volo et manere in quo perveni; nec pejor fieri patior, nec melior cupio. Hoc ergo vis, quod esse non potest.”—Ep. 254. CH. IV.] The Desire of Perfection. 83 either go forward and advance in virtue, or go backward and rush headlong into vice. In seeking eternal salvation, we must, according to St. Paul, never rest, but must run continually in the way of perfection, that we may win the prize, and secure an incorruptible crown. So run that you may obtain? If we fail, the fault will be ours ; for God wills that all be holy and perfect. This is the will of God—your sanctifica­ tion? He even commands us to be perfect and holy. Be you therefore perfect, as also your Heavenly Father is per­ fect? Be holy because I am holy? He promises and gives, as the holy Council of Trent teaches, abundant strength, for the observance of all his commands, to those who ask it from him. “ God does not command impossibil­ ities; but by his precepts he admonishes you to do what you can, and to ask what you cannot do ; and he assists you, that you may be able to do it.”5 God does not command impossibilities; but by his pre­ cepts he admonishes us to do what we can by the aid of his ordinary grace; and when greater helps are neces­ sary, he exhorts us to seek them by humble prayer. He will infallibly attend to our petitions, and enable us to observe all, even the most difficult, of his command­ ments. Take courage, then, and adopt the advice of the Venerable Father Torres to a religious, who was one of his penitents: “ Let us, my child, put on the wings of strong desires, that, quitting the earth, we may fly to our Spouse and our Beloved, who expects us in the blessed kingdom of eternity.” 1 “Sic currite ut comprehendatis.”—1 Cor. Lx. 24. 9 “ Hæc est enim voluntas Dei, sanctificatio vestra.”—I Thess. iv. 3. 3 “ Estote ergo vos perfecti, sicut et Pater vester cœlestis perfectus est.”—Matt. v. 48. 4 “ Sancti estote quia ego sanctus sum.”—Lev. xi. 44. 5 “ Deus impossibilia non jubet; sed jubendo monet, et facere quod possis, et petere quod non possis; et adjuvat ut possis.”—Sess. vi. c. 11. 84 The Desire of Perfection. [ch. iv. St. Augustine teaches, that the life of a good Christian is one continued longing after perfection. “ The whole life,” says the saint, “of a good Christian is a holy de­ sire.” 1 He that cherishes not in his heart the desire of sanctity, may be a Christian; but he will not be a good one. If this be true of all the servants of God, how much more so must it be of religious, who, though it is not imperative on them to be actually perfect, are strictly obliged to aspire after perfection. “ He that enters the religious state,” says St. Thomas, “ is not commanded to have perfect charity; but he is bound to tend to it. It is not,” continues the saint, “obligatory on him to adopt all the means by which perfection may be attained; but it is his duty to perform the exercises prescribed by the Rule, which at his profession he prom­ ised to observe.”123 Hence, a religious is bound not only to fulfil her vows, but also to assist at public prayer; to make the Communions, and to practise the mortifications ordained by the Rule; to observe the silence, and to dis­ charge all the other duties of the Community. You will, perhaps, say that your Rule does not bind under pain of sin. That may be; but theologians gen­ erally maintain, that to transgress without a sufficient cause even the rules which of themselves do not im­ pose a moral obligation, is almost always a venial fault. Because the wilful and unnecessary violation of rule generally proceeds from passion or from sloth, and con­ sequently must be at least a venial offence. Hence, St. Francis de Sales, in his Entertainments, teaches that though the Rule of the Visitation did not oblige under 1 “ Tota vita christiani boni sanctum desiderium est.”—In I Jo. tr. 4. 2 “ Qui statum religionis assumit, non tenetur habere perfectam charitatem, sed tenetur ad hoc tendere.—Non tenetur religiosus ad omnia exercitia quibus ad perfectionem pervenitur, sed ad illa quæ determi­ nate sunt ei taxata, secundum regulam quam professus est.”—2. 2, q. 186, a. 2. ch. iv.] TJie Desire of Perfection. 85 the penalty of sin, still the infraction of it could not be excused from the guilt of a venial transgression “ Be­ cause,” says the saint, “by disobedience to her Rule a religious dishonors the things of God, violates her pro­ fession, disturbs the Community, and dissipates the fruits of the good example which every one should give.” ' Whoever, then, breaks the Rule in the presence of others, will, according to the saint, incur the additional guilt of scandal. It should be observed that the breach of rule may be even a mortal sin, when it is so frequent as to do serious injury to regular observance in the Community. To violate the Rule, through contempt, is likewise a grievous transgression. And St. Thomas re­ marks, that the frequent infraction of rule practically disposes to the contempt of it.’ This is my answer to those tepid religious who excuse their own irregulari­ ties by saying that the Rule imposes no obligation. The fervent spouses of Jesus Christ do not inquire whether their rule has the force of a precept or not: it is enough for them to know that it is approved by God, and that he takes complacency in its observance. As it is impossible to arrive at perfection in any art or science, without ardent desires of its attainment, so no one has ever yet become a saint, but by strong and fer­ vent aspirations after sanctity. “ God,” observes St. Teresa, “ ordinarily confers his signal favors on those only who thirst after his love.” Blessed, says the royal prophet, is the man whose help is from thee : in his heart he hath disposed to ascend by steps in the vale of tears. . . . They shall go from virtue to virtueHappy the man who has resolved in his soul to mount the ladder of perfection: he shall receive abundant aid from God, and will ascend 1 En tret. I. * 2. 2, q. 186, a. 9. 3 “ Beatus vir cujus est auxilium abs ste; ascensiones in corde suo dis­ posuit in valle lacrymarum; . . . ibunt de virtute in virtutem.”—Es. Ixxxiii. 6. 86 The Desire of Perfection. [CH. iv. from virtue to virtue. Such has been the practice of the saints, and especially of St. Andrew Avellino, who even bound himself by vow “ to advance continually in the way of Christian perfection.”* St. Teresa used to say, that “ God rewards, even in this life, every good de­ sire.” It was by good desires that the saints arrived in a short time at a sublime degree of sanctity. Being made perfect in a short space, he fulfilled a long time? It was thus that St. Aloysius, who lived but twenty-five years, acquired such perfection, that St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, who saw him in bliss, declared that his glory ap­ peared equal to that of most of the saints. In the vis­ ion he said to her: My eminent sanctity was the fruit of an ardent desire, which I cherished during my life, of lov­ ing God as much as he deserved to be loved: and being unable to love him with that infinite love which he mer­ its, I suffered on earth a continual martyrdom of love, for which I am now raised to that transcendent glory which I enjoy. The works of St. Teresa contain, besidefe those that have been already adduced, many beautiful passages on this subject. “Our thoughts,” says the saint, “should be aspiring: from great desires all our good shall come.” In another place she says: “We must not lower our desires, but should trust in God, that by continual ex­ ertion we shall, by his grace, arrive at sanctity and felicity of the saints.” Again she says: “The divine Majesty takes complacency in generous souls who are diffident in themselves.” This great saint asserted that in all her experience she never knew a timid Christian to attain as much virtue in many years as certain cour­ ageous souls acquire in a few days. The reading of the Lives of the saints contributes greatly to infuse courage into the soul. 1 " In via christianæ perfectionis semper ulterius progrediendi.”— Offre. io Nov. ‘J "Consummatus in brevi, explevit temnora multa.”—Wisd. iv. 13. ch. iv.] The Desire of Perfection. 87 It will be particularly useful to read the Lives of those who, after being great sinners, became eminent saints; such as the Lives of St. Mary Magdalene, St. Augustine, St. Pelagia, St. Mary of Egypt, and especially of St. Margaret of Cortona, who was for many years in a state of damnation, but even then cherished a desire of sanc­ tity; and who, after her conversion, flew to perfection with such rapidity, that she merited to learn by revela­ tion, even in this life, not only that she was predestined to glory, but also that a place was prepared for her among the seraphim. St. Teresa says that the devil seeks to persuade us that it would be pride in us to desire a high degree of perfection, or to wish to imitate the saints. She adds, that it is a great delusion to regard strong desires of sanctity as the offspring of pride; for it is not pride in a soul diffident of herself and trusting only in the power of God, to resolve to walk courageously in the way of per­ fection, saying with the Apostle: I can do all things in him who strengtheneth me) Of myself I can do nothing; but, by his aid I shall be able to do all things, and therefore I resolve, with his grace, to desire to love him as the saints have loved him. It is very profitable frequently to aspire after the most exalted virtue, and to desire it; such as to love God more than all the saints; to suffer for the love ol him more than all the martyrs; to bear and to pardon all injuries; to embrace every sort of fatigue and suffering, for the sake of saving a single soul; and to perform similar acts of perfect charity. Because these holy aspirations and desires, though their object shall never be attained, are, in the first place, very meritorious in the sight of God, who glories in men of good will, as he abominates a perverse heart and evil inclinations. Secondly, because the habit of aspiring to heroic sane· 1 “ Omnia possum in eo qui me confortai.”—Phil. iv. 13. 88 The Desire of Perfection. [ch. iv. tity animates and encourages the soul to perform acts of ordinary and easy virtue. Hence it is of great im­ portance to propose in the morning to labor as much as possible for God during the day; to resolve to bear patiently all crosses and contradictions; to observe con­ stant recollection; and to make continual acts of the love of God. Such was the practice of the seraphic St. Francis. “He proposed,” says St. Bonaventure, “ with the grace of Jesus Christ, to do great things.” St. Teresa asserts that “ the Lord is as well pleased with good desires as with their fulfilment.” Oh ! how much better is it to serve God than to serve the world. To acquire goods of the earth, to procure wealth, honors, and applause of men, it is not enough to pant after them with ardor; no, to desire and not to obtain them only renders their absence more painful. But to merit the riches and the favor of God, it is sufficient to desire his grace and love. St. Augustine relates that in a convent of hermits there were two officers of the emperor’s court, one of whom began to read the life of St Anthony. “He read,” says the holy Doctor, “and his heart was stripped of the world.” 1 Turning to his companion, he said: “What do we seek? Can we expect from the emperor anything better than his friendship? Through how many dangers are we to reach still greater perils? and how long shall this last?" Fools that we have been, shall we still continue to serve the emperor in the midst of so many labors, fears, and troubles? We can hope for nothing better than his favor; and should we obtain it, we would only increase the danger of our eternal repro­ bation. It is only with difficulty that we shall ever procure the patronage of Cæsar, but if I will it, behold 1 “ Legebat, et exuebatur mundo mens ejus.” 1 “ Quid quærimus? Majorne esse poterit spes nostra, quam ut amici imperatoris simus? Et per quot pericula pervenitur ad grandius pericu­ lum? Et quando istuc erit?”—Conf. 1. 8, c. 5. ch. IV.] The Desire of Perfection. 89 I am in a moment the friend of God.” ’ Because who­ ever wishes, with a true and resolute desire for the friendship of God, instantly obtains it. I say with a true and resolute, desire, for little profit is derived from the fruitless desires of slothful souls, who always desire to be saints, but never advance a single step in the way of God. Of them Solomon says: The sluggard willeth and willeth not? And again: Desires kill the slothful? The tepid religious desires perfection, but never resolves to adopt the means of its acquirement. Contemplating its advantages, she desires it; but reflect­ ing on the fatigue necessary for its attainment, she desires it not. Thus “she willeth and willeth not.” Her desires of sanctity are not efficacious; they have for their object means of salvation incompatible with her state. Oh ! she exclaims, were I in the desert, all my time should be employed in prayer and in works of penance ! were I in another convent, I would shut myself up in a cell to think only of God ! if my health were good, I would practise continual mortifications. I would wish, I would wish, she cries, to do all this; and still the miserable soul does not fulfil the obli­ gations of her state. She makes but little mental prayer, and is even absent from the common medita­ tions; she neglects Communion; is seldom in the choir, and frequently at the grate and on the terrace; she practises but little patience or resignation in her infirm­ ities; in a word, she daily commits wilful and deliberate faults, but never labors to correct them. What, then, will it profit her to desire what is inconsistent with the duties of her present state, while she violates strict obli­ gations? Desires kill the slothful. Such useless desires expose the soul to great danger of everlasting perdition; 1 “ Amicus autem Dei, si voluero, ecce nunc fio.” 3 “ Vult e-t non vult piger.”—Prov. xiii. 4. 3 “ Desideria occidunt pigrum.”—Ibid. xxi. 25. 90 The Desire of Perfection, [CH. IV. because wasting her time, and taking complacency in them, she will neglect the means necessary for the per­ fection of her state, and for the attainment of eternal life. “I do not,” says St. Francis de Sales, “approve of the conduct of those who, while bound by an obligation, or placed in any state, spend their time in wishing for another manner of life, inconsistent with their duties; or for exercises incompatible with their present state. For these desires dissipate the heart, and make it lan­ guish in the necessary exercises.”1 It is, then, the duty of a religious to aspire only after that perfection which is suitable to her present state and to her actual obliga­ tions; and whether a Superior, or a subject, whether in sickness or in health, the vigor of youth or the imbe­ cility of old age, to adopt, resolutely, the means of sanctity suitable to her condition in life. “ The devil,” says St. Teresa, “sometimes persuades us that we have acquired the virtue, for example, of patience; because we determine to suffer a great deal for God. We feel really convinced that we are ready to accept any cross, however great, for his sake; and this conviction makes us quite content, for the devil assists us to believe that we are willing to bear all things for God. I advise you not to trust much to such virtue, nor to think that you even know it, except in name, until you see it tried. It will probably happen that on the first occasion of con­ tradiction all this patience will fall to the ground.”3 • · 2. Means for Acquiring Perfection. Let us now come to what is most important—the means to be adopted for acquiring perfection. The first means is mental prayer, and particularly the meditation of the claims which God has to our love, and of the love which he has borne us, especially in the great work of redemption. To redeem us, a God has 1 Iniroduct. ch. ^7. 4 Wav of Perf. ch. 39. CH. IV.] The Desire of Perfection. 9* even sacrificed his life in a sea of sorrows and contempt; and to obtain our love, he has gone so far as to make himself our food. To inflame the soul with the fire of divine love, these truths must be frequently meditated. In my meditation, says David, a fire shall flame out) When I contemplate the goodness of my God, the flames of charity fill my whole heart. St. Aloysius used to say, that to attain eminent sanctity it is firs" necessary to arrive at a high degree of mental prayer. We should frequently renew our resolution of advanc­ ing in divine love. In this renewal you will be greatly assisted by considering, each day, that it is only then you begin to walk in the path of virtue. This was the practice of holy David: And I said, now have I begun) And this was the dying advice of St. Anthony to his monks: “ My dear children, figure to yourselves that each day is the day on which you begin to serve God." We should search out continually and scrupulously the defects of the soul. “ Brethren,” says St. Augustine, “examine yourselves with rigor; be always displeased with what you are, if you desire to become what you are not.” 3 To arrive at that perfection which you have not attained, you must never be satisfied with the virtue you possess; “for,” continues the saint, “where you have been pleased with yourself, there you have remained.” * Wherever you are content with the degree of sanctity which you have acquired, there you will rest, and, taking complacency in yourself, you will lose the desire of further perfection. Hence the holy Doctor adds, what should terrify every tepid soul, who, content with her present virtue, has but little desire of spiritual advance1 “ In meditatione mea exardescet ignis.”—Ps. xxxviii. 4. 8 “ Et dixi: Nunc cœpi.”—Ps. Ixxvi. 11. 3 “ Fratres mei, discutite vos sine palpatione. Semper tibi displiceat quod es, si vis pervenire ad id quod nondum es.” 4 “ Ubi tibi placuisti, ibi remansisti.” 92 The Desire of Perfection. [CH. IV. ment; “But if you have said it is sufficient, you have perished.”1 If you have said that you have already attained sufficient perfection, you are lost; for not to advance in the way of God is to retrograde. And, as St. Bernard says, “ Not to wish to go forward, is certainly to fail.”2 Hence St. John Chrysostom exhorts us to think continually on the virtues which we do not possess, and never to reflect on the little good which we have done; for the thought of our good works “generates indolence and inspires arrogance,”3 and serves only to engender sloth in the way of the Lord, and to swell the heart with vain-glory, which exposes the soul to the danger of losing the virtues she has acquired. “He that runs,” continues the saint, “does not compute the progress he has made, but the distance he has to travel.” 4 He that aspires after perfection does not stop to calculate the proficiency he has made, but directs all his attention to the virtue he has still to acquire. Fervent Christians, as they that dig a trea­ sure/ advance in virtue as they approach the end of life. As St. Gregory says, in his comment on this passage of Job, that the man who seeks a treasure, the deeper he has dug the more he exerts himself in the hope of find­ ing it; so the soul that pants after holiness multiplies its efforts to attain it in proportion to the advancement it has made. IV. The fourth means is that which St. Bernard em­ ployed to excite his fervor. “ He had,” says Surius, “ this always in his heart, and frequently in his mouth: 1 “ Si autem dixeris: Sufficit;—et periisti.”—Semi. 169, E. B. 2 “ Profecto, nolle proficere, deficere est.”—Episl. 254. • “Segniores facit et in arrogantiam extollit.”—In Phil. hom. 12. 4 “Qui currit, non reputat quantum spatii perfecerit, sed quantum desit.”—Ibid. 4 “Quasi effodientes thesaurum.”—Job, iii. 21. CH. IV.] The Desire of Perfection. 93 ‘ Bernard, for what purpose hast thou come ?’ ”1 Every religious should continually ask herself the same ques­ tion: I have left the world and all its riches and pleas­ ures, to live in the cloister, and to become a saint; what progress do I make? I do not advance in sanctity; no, but by my tepidity I expose myself to the danger of eternal perdition. It will be useful to introduce, in this place, the example of the Venerable Sister Hyacinth Mariscotti, who at first led a very tepid life, in the convent of St. Bernardine, in Viterbo. She confessed to Father Bianchetti, a Franciscan, who came to the convent as extra­ ordinary confessor. That holy man thus addressed her: “Are you a nun? Are you not aware that paradise is not prepared for vain and proud religious?” “Then,” she replied, “ have I left the world to cast myself into hell?” “Yes,” rejoined the Father, “ that is the place which is destined for religious who live like seculars.” Reflecting on these words of the holy man, Sister Hya­ cinth was struck with remorse; and, bewailing her past life, she made her confession with tearful eyes, and be­ gan from that moment to walk resolutely in the way of perfection. Oh ! how salutary is the thought of having abandoned the world to become a saint ! It awakens the tepidity of the religious, and encourages her to advance continually in holiness, and to surmount every obstacle to her ascent up to the mountain of God. Whenever, then, O spouse of Jesus, you meet with difficulties in the practice of obedience, say in your heart: I have not en­ tered religion to do my own will; if I wished to follow my own inclinations, I should have remained in the world; but I have come here to do the will of God, by obedience to my Superiors, and this I desire to do in spite of all difficulties. Whenever you experience the inconveniences of poverty, say: I have not left the 1 “ Hoc semper in corde, frequenter etiam in ore habebat: Bemarde, ad quid venisti ?”—Suri us, Vit. 1. I, c. 4. 94 The Desire of Perfection. [CH. IV. world and retired into the cloister for the enjoyment of ease and riches, but to practise poverty for the love of my Jesus, who for my sake became poorer than I am. When you are rebuked or treated with contempt, say: I have become a religious only to receive, and bear with patience, the humiliations due to my sins, and thus ren­ der myself dear to my divine Spouse, who was so much despised on earth. By this means you will live to God and die to the world. In conclusion, I recommend you frequently to ask yourself this question: What will it profit me to have abandoned the world, to have con­ fined myself in the cloister, to have given up my liberty, if I do not become a saint; but if, on the contrary, I ex­ pose my soul to everlasting misery by a careless and tepid and negligent life? V. The fifth means for a religious to attain sanctity is frequently to call to mind and to renew the senti­ ments of fervor and the desires of perfection which she felt when she first entered religion. The Abbot Agatho being once asked by a monk for a rule of conduct in re­ ligion, replied: " See what you were on the day you left the world, and persevere in the dispositions you then entertained.”1 Remember, O consecrated virgin, the resolutions which you made on the day you retired from the world, to seek nothing but God; to have no will but his, and to suffer all manner of contempt and hardship for the love of Jesus Christ. This thought, as we learn from the Lives of the Fathers,3 brought back to his first fervor a young monk who had fallen into tepidity. When he first determined to retire into a mjonastery, his mother strongly opposed his design, and endeavored by various reasons to show that it was his bounden duty not to abandon her. To all her arguments he replied: 1 “ Qualis primo dic ingredieris, talis etiam reliquos dies peragas.” — Vit. Patr. 1. 3, n. ig8. 3 Lib. 3, η. 2ΐ6. ch. iv. The Desire of Perfection. 95 “I am resolved to save my soul.” And in spite of her opposition he entered religion; but after some time his ardor cooled, and tepidity stole into his heart. His mother died, and a little after her death he was seized with a dangerous malady. In his sickness he thought he saw himself before the judgment-seat of God, and his mother reproaching him with the violation of his first res­ olution: My son, said she, you have forgotten the words, “I am resolved to save my soul,” by which you replied to all my entreaties. You have become a religious, and is it thus you live ? He recovered from his infirmity, and, re­ flecting on his first fervor, he began a life of holiness, and practised such mortifications that his companionsadvised him to moderate his austerities. To their admonitions he answered: “If I have not been able to bear the re­ buke of my mother, how shall I, if I abuse his graces, support the reproaches of Jesus Christ in judgment?” The reading of the Lives of the saints is very profitable to us; their examples humble us, and make us know and feel our own miseries. The poor understand their pov­ erty only when they see the treasures of the rich. VI. The sixth means is, not to lose courage when you perceive that you have not as yet arrived at the perfec­ tion to which you aspire. To be discouraged by the imperfections which you desire to correct, would be to yield to a great illusion of the devil. St. Philip Neri used to say, that to become a saint is not the work of a day. It is related in the Lives of the Fathers,1 that a certain monk, after having begun his religious career with great fervor, relaxed his zeal, and remained for some time in a state of tepidity; but reflecting on his unhappy condition, he began to sigh after his former piety, and became greatly afflicted because he knew not how to recover it. In this disposition of mind he sought advice from an aged Father. The good Father con1 L. 5, libell. 7, n. 40. 96 The Desire of Perfection. [CH. iv. soled and encouraged him by relating the conduct of a parent who commanded his son to clear a certain por­ tion of land from thorns and briars. Disheartened by the difficulty of the task, and despairing of success, the son neglected altogether the duty imposed upon him, and excused himself to his father, saying that he had not courage to undertake such labor. In answer the father said to him: My son, I only ask you to cleanse, every day, as much land as will be the size of your body. The son began to work, and by degrees he removed every useless and noxious plant. This example is well adapted to encourage and stimulate us in our progress to perfection. He that always cherishes an ardent desire of advancement, and strives continually to go forward, will, with the divine assistance, obtain the perfection after which he aspires. St. Bernard says that to make constant exertions to advance in virtue is the perfection that can be attained in this life. “ Continual efforts for perfection,” says the saint, “are reputed perfection.”1 You must be careful never to omit your usual exercises, your meditations, Communions, or mortifications. This rule must be particularly observed in the time of aridity. It is then that God tries his faithful servants, and that they prove their fidelity to him, by discharging, in spite of their darkness, pains, and difficulties, the duties which, amid the abundance of his celestial consolations, they were accustomed to perform. VII. The last and most efficacious means of perfection is, to have continually before your eyes the examples of the Sisters who are most distinguished for sanctity, in order to imitate the virtues which they practise. St. Anthony says, as the bee gathers honey from every flower, so a religious should draw lessons of perfection from the good examples of all her companions. She should emulate the modesty of one, the charity and 1 “ Jugis conatus ad perfectionem, perfectio reputatur.”—Epist. 254 CH· ιν·] The Desire of Perfection. 97 affection for prayer of another, the frequent Communion of a third, and all the other virtues practised by the rest of the Community. Such is the holy zeal with which a good religious should endeavor to rival, and even to excel, all the Sisters in all virtues. Worldlings seek to surpass one another in riches, honors, and earthly plea­ sures; but a religious ought to struggle for the superi­ ority in humility, patience, meekness, charity, love of contempt, poverty, purity, and obedience. To outstrip one another in loving and pleasing God should be the object of their emulation. To succeed in this holy con­ test, a religious must perform all her ordinary actions with an intention of pleasing God, and of edifying her companions that thus she may sanctify herself, and give greater glory to the Lord. So let your light shine before men, that they may see your works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven.' Hence, they who admit to the relig­ ious profession a novice whose conduct has disedified her Sisters, incur a great responsibility; for as good ex­ ample stimulates to virtue, so the loose and irregular lives of the tepid scandalize the Community, and lead many of its members into the faults which they witness every day. Prayer. O divine Heart of my Jesus! Heart enamoured of men! Heart created to love them ! how is it possible that thou hast been so much dishonored and despised by them ? Unhappy me ! I, too, have been one of those ungrateful souls : I, too, have lived so many years in the world and have not loved thee. Pardon me, O my Jesus, the great fault of not having loved Thee, who art so amiable, and who hast loved me so much, that Thou couldst not have done more than Thou hast done to oblige me to love Thee. In punishment of having so long despised Thy love, I would deserve to be condemned to that miserable state in which I could never love Thee. But no, my 1 “ Sic luceat lux vestra coram hominibus, ut vidcant opera vestra bona, et glorificent Patrem vestrum, qui in coelis est.”—Matt. v. 16. Ί The Desire of Perfection. [CH. IV. Spouse; I cheerfully accept every chastisement except the eter­ nal privation of Thy love. Grant me the grace to love Thee, and then dispose of me as Thou pleasest. But how can I fear such a chastisement when Thou dost continue still to command me to love Thee, my Lord and my God. Thou shall, thou sayest, love the Lord thy God with thy whole heart.1 It is Thy will that I love Thee with my whole soul, and I desire nothing but to love Thee with all my strength. O loving Heart of my Jesus, light up in my soul that blessed fire which Thou earnest on earth to enkindle. Destroy all the earthly attachments that still live in my heart, and prevent me from belonging entirely to Thee. O my beloved Saviour, do not reject the love of a heart which has hitherto so much afflicted Thee. Ah ! since Thou hast loved me so much, do not permit me to live for a single moment without Thy love. O love of my Jesus, Thou art my love. I hope that I shall always love Thee, and that Thou wilt always love me; and that this mutual love shall never be dissolved. O Mary, mother of fair love ; O thou who dost desire to see thy Son loved, bind and unite me to Jesus, so that I maybecome entirely his, as he desires me to be. 1 “ Diliges Dominum Deum tuum ex toto corde tuo.” ch. v.] Imperfect Religiozts exposed io Danger. 99 CHAPTER V. THE DANGER TO WHICH AN IMPERFECT RELIGIOUS, WHO IS BUT LITTLE AFRAID OF THE CONSEQUENCES OF HER IMPERFECTIONS, EXPOSES HER SALVATION. I. One can and should avoid all venial sins plainly voluntary. The first step to be taken in the formation of a gar­ den is to root out all useless and noxious weeds, and to put in their place fruitful and salutary plants. It was in this way the Almighty commanded Jeremiah to pro­ ceed when he imposed upon him the arduous task of cultivating the Church. Go, I have set thee this day over the nations and over kingdoms, to root up, and to pull down, and to waste, and to destroy, to build, and to plant) To be­ come a saint, then, a religious must, in the first place, endeavor to eradicate from her soul all imperfections, and to plant in their stead the virtues of the Gospel. “ The first devotion,” says St. Teresa, “ is to take aw’ay all sins.” I do not speak of grievous sins, from which I suppose the religious who reads this book to be exempt. I hope that she has never lost the grace of God infused by bap­ tism, or at least that she has recovered it, and that she is resolved to suffer a thousand deaths rather than for­ feit it again. To prevent the danger of relapse, I en­ treat her to keep always in mind the alarming doctrine so strongly inculcated in the Holy Scriptures, and taught by St. Basil, St. Jerome, St. Augustine, and other Fathers, that God has fixed for each person the number of sins which he will pardon. Being ignorant of this 1 “ Eccc constitui te hodie super gentes et super regna, ut evellas et destruas, ... et ædifices et plantes.”—;Jer. i. 10. ιοο Imperfect Religious exposed to Danger, lch. v. number, we should tremble, lest, adding another to our past sins, we complete the measure of our iniquities, be abandoned by God, and lost forever. This thought has powerful efficacy in dispelling the illusion by which the devil so often induces Christians to relapse into sin. Holding out the hope of pardon to them, he says: You may indulge your passions for this time; you will after­ wards confess it, and obtain forgiveness. Oh! if Chris­ tians were penetrated with the salutary fear that any new sin should never be forgiven, would they not be struck with horror at the very idea of relapse ? But through a false hope of pardon, innumerable souls return to their former crimes, until the measure of their iniqui­ ties is filled up, and they are thus irremediably lost. Nor do I speak of venial faults of imperfect adven tence, or of human frailty, when I say that a religious should cleanse her soul from all sins. From such im­ perfections no one is exempt: For, says St. James, in many things we all offendi Even the saints have fallen into the sins of frailty. If, says St. John, we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in usd Our corrupt nature is so strongly inclined to evil, that it is impossi­ ble for us, without a most special grace (which has been given only to the Mother of God), to avoid, during our whole lives, all venial sins—even those that are but imper­ fectly deliberate. God permits such defects even in souls dedicated to his love, to keep them humble, and to make them feel that, as they fall into light transgressions, in spite of all their resolutions and promises, so but for his divine support they should likewise be precipitated into grievous crimes. When we are guilty of a venial fault we must humble our souls, and, confessing our weakness, must endeavor to multiply prayer, and to implore the 1 “ In multis enim offendimus omnes.”—James, iii. 2. 2 “ Si dixerimus, quoniam peccatum non habemus, ipsi nos seduci­ mus, et veritas in nobis non est.”—1 John, i. 8. ch. v.] Imperfect Religious exposed to Danger, ιοί aid of the protecting arm of God against more grievous offences. Here, then, I mean to speak only of deliberate and fully voluntary venial sins. All these may be avoided, and are seldom or never committed by holy souls, who live with the firm and constant resolution rather to suf­ fer death than, with full advertence, to be guilty of a venial violation of God’s holy law. St. Catharine of Genoa used to say, that to a soul inflamed with the pure love of God the smallest fault is more intolerable than hell itself. Hence she frequently protested that, rather than wilfully commit a venial sin, she would suf­ fer to be cast into an ocean of fire. It is no wonder that the saints had such a horror of the smallest sin: for, il­ luminated by the light of God, they saw and felt that the least offence against his infinite Majesty is a much greater evil than the death and destruction of all men and angels. “ What sin,” says St. Anselm, “ will the sinner dare to call small? For when can it be a slight fault to dishonor God ?” 1 Who shall ever be daring enough to assert that such a sin, because it is venial, is not a great evil ? Can it be ever said that an indignity to the Lord is but of little moment ? If a subject said to his sovereign, In other things I will obey you, but not in this, because it is unimportant,—what censure and chastisement would he not deserve? Hence St. Teresa used to say: “ Would to God we had a horror not of the devils, but of every venial sin from which we may suffer far greater injury than from all the devils in hell.’’1 2 She would frequently say to her spiritual chil­ dren, “ From all deliberate sins, however small, may God deliver you.” 3 Religious should take particular care to 1 “ Peccatum peccator audebit dicere panum? rare, quando panum est ?”—Med. 2. 2 Life, ch. 25. 3 Way of Perf. ch. 42. Deum enim exhono­ 102 Imperfect Religious exposed to Danger, [ch. v. avoid the least offence of God. Of them St. Gregory Nazianzen says: “ Do you know that in you a wrinkle is a greater deformity than the greatest wounds are in sec­ ulars?” 1 If a servant, whose occupation renders cleanli­ ness impossible, appear in soiled clothes before the king, he treats her with compassion rather than with severity. But if he sees a stain on the garments of his spouse, the queen, he is indignant, and bursts out into expressions of complaint and reproach. Jesus Christ is likewise in­ dulgent to the sins of seculars, but bitterly complains of the faults of his spouses. Unhappy the religious who is regardless of light defects ! She shall never become a saint, and shall never enjoy peace. St. Teresa, while she led an imperfect life, made no progress in virtue, and enjoying neither spiritual consolation nor sensual pleas­ ure, lived in a state of continual misery. It is because the}7 are heedless of their imperfections that so many nuns are always unhappy. They are, on the one hand, far removed from the pleasures of the world, and, on the other, never experience the joy and tranquillity of a good conscience. For, since they are not generous to God, he he is justly sparing in his favors to them. Let us offer our whole being to God, and he will give himself en­ tirely to us. I to my beloved, and his turning is towards me.1*3 But you will say, venial sins however great, though they may prevent me from being a saint, will never de­ prive me of the grace of God, nor of eternal life; and for me it is enough to obtain salvation. AVhosoever speaks thus should reflect on the words of St. Augus­ tine: “ Where you have said it is sufficient, you have perished.” 3 Do you then say that for you it is sufficient ? 1 “ Non ignores rugam tibi unam turpiorem esse, quam maxima vul­ nera iis qui in mundo vivunt.”—Adv. mul. sese orn. ’ “ Ego Dilecto meo. et ad me conversio ejus.”—Cant. vii. io. 3 “ Ubi dixisti: Suffrt;—et periisti.”—Serai. 169, £ cH.v.] Imperfect Religions exposed to Danger. 103 If you do, you are lost. To understand this truth, and to see the danger of venial sins, particularly when they are deliberate and habitual, it is necessary to consider that the habit of light faults inclines the soul to griev­ ous transgressions. Thus the habit of slight aversions disposes the will to mortal hatred, the habit of small thefts to gross rapine, and the habit of sensual attach­ ments to impure affections. St. Gregory says that “ the soul never remains where it falls;” 1 no, she always sinks still lower. As mortal diseases frequently proceed from slight indisposition, so grievous transgressions often have their origin in habitual venial sins. “Trivial de­ tractions,” says Father Alvarez, “ slight aversions, cul­ pable curiosity, acts of impatience and intemperance, do not kill the soul ; but they render her so weak, that when assailed by any grievous temptation she has not strength to resist it, and falls.”123 Venial sins do not indeed separate the soul from God, but they estrange hoc. iii. 15. • “ Utinam frigidus esses aut calidus ! sed, quia tepidus es, et nec frigidus nec calidus, incipiam te evomere ex ore meo.”—Ibid. 15, 16. 120 Imperfect Religious exposed to Danger, ich. vi. ory holds out hopes of repentance; but, speaking of a tepid soul who is not afraid of her imperfections, he de­ spairs of her amendment. “Warmth which has failed from fervor is in despair.’ 1 The Son of God says: Be­ cause thou art lukewarm, I will begin to vomit thee out of my mouth. A draught, when cold or hot, may be taken without repugnance; but when tepid it is nauseous. The lukewarm Christian stands in great danger of being vomited forth by Almighty God; that is, of being for­ saken by his grace. By the words, I will begin to vomit thee out of my mouth, the Redeemer signified that he was ready to abandon the tepid soul; for what is vomited is taken back only with horror. But how does God begin to vomit the tepid religious out of his mouth ? He ceases to give her the vivid lights of faith, the spiritual consolations, the holy de­ sires, and the loving calls which he was accustomed to bestow upon her. Bereft of these blessings, she begins to neglect her meditations, Communions, and visits to the blessed Sacrament, or to discharge these duties with repugnance, disgust, and distraction. She will perform all her exercises with reluctance, dissipation, with in­ quietude, and without devotion. Behold ! how the Lord begins to vomit her out of his mouth. Thus the miserable soul finding only pain and trouble, and no comfort in any of her exercises of piety, she finally abandons them all, and falls into grievous sins. In a word, tepidity is a moral fever which is scarcely felt, but irremediably leads to death. The tepid soul never thinks of correcting her faults. She becomes so insensible to the stings of conscience, that without per­ ceiving her fall she will be one day precipitated into eternal misery. 1 “Tepor (qui a fenore defecit) in desperatione est.”—Past. p. 3, adni. 35. ch. vi.] Imperfect Religious exposed to Danger. 121 2. Means to extricate One’s Self from Tepidity. Then, the tepid religious will say, for me there is no hope of salvation. Because, she will add, it is almost im­ possible for me to arise from my miserable state. But let her attend to the answer of Jesus Christ: The things that are impossible with men are possible with God) What is impossible to man is not impossible to God. Whoever prays and adopts the necessary means obtains all graces. What are the necessary means ? First, as to Faults committed through Frailty. If your faults are sins of inadvertence, or of frailty, they do but little injury to the soul as long as you de­ test them with humility. And here it is necessary to remark, that two sorts of humility arise from our defects —the one holy, and the gift of God; the other perni­ cious, and the offspring of the devil. The former is that by which the soul sees her imperfections, and is covered with confusion before God, and filled with a sense of her own nothingness. She is sorry for her faults: she detests them, but without being disturbed; and at the sight of her misery she is not discouraged or agitated; but, trusting in God, she resolves to atone for her imperfections by greater attention to her duties, and by greater fervor in works of piety. The other species of humility is that which fills the soul with agi­ tation, with inquietude, and with diffidence; thus mak­ ing her weak and almost incapable of doing any good. “True humility,” says St Teresa, “ though it makes the soul feel her own sinfulness, does not disturb her peace, but, on the contrary, infuses consolation. It fills, in­ deed, the heart with grief and affliction for having offended God, but at the same time inspires strong hopes of mercy. By such humility the soul is enlight1 ‘ Quæ impossibilia sunt apud homines, possibilia sunt apud Deum.” —Luke "viii 27. 12 2 Imperfect Religious exposed to Danger. [ch. vi. ened to see her own misery, and to praise God for having so long borne with her. But false humility in­ stilled by the devil brings with it no light to make the soul do good, but represents God as a tyrant who will destroy all by fire and sword. Of all the deceitful in­ ventions of the devil which I have known this is the most subtle.” 1 In the imperfections, then, which human weakness cannot avoid, as negligence is censurable, so excessive fear is reprehensible. “ In such almost inevitable faults,” says St. Bernard, “immoderate fear, as well as negli­ gence, is culpable.”1 *3 We should be sorry, but not lose courage, when we commit such faults; for God readily grants pardon when the soul detests them. For the just man falls seven times, and shall rise again.3 He that sins through frailty easily rises. “ He falls and will rise again.” St. Francis de Sales says that as daily defects are indeliberately committed, so they are indeliberately taken away. St. Thomas teaches that such faults are to cancelled “when the soul is fervently moved towards God,” 4 that is, by acts of divine love, of resignation, of oblation, and by similar works which spiritual souls are accustomed to perform. The angelic Doctor adds, “ that the sacramentals—such as to recite the Pater Noster, the Confiteor; to strike the breast; to receive the bless­ ing of the bishop; to sprinkle one’s self with holy water; and to pray in a consecrated Church—produce the re­ mission of such venial defects.” The sacraments, but especially the Holy Eucharist, have particular efficacy to remit venial sin. “The mind,” says St. Bernardine of Sienna, “ may be so absorbed in devotion, by receiving 1 Life, ch. 30. ’ “ In hujusmodi quasi inevitabilibus (culpis), et negligentia culpa­ bilis est, et timor immoderatus.”—hi Cana Doni. s. 1. 3 “ Septie< enim cadet justus, et resurget.”—Prov. xxiv. 16. 4 “ Cum aliquis ferventer movetur in Deum.”—P. 3, q. 87, a. 3. ch. vi.] Imperfect Religious exposed to Danger, i 23 Holy Communion, that the soul will be purified from all venial sins.” 1 , Secondly, as to Deliberate though not Habitual Venial Sins. If a religious should have the misfortune to commit sometimes, but not often, a deliberate venial sin, she should not even then lose courage, or permit the peace of her soul to be disturbed. Let her endeavor imme­ diately to repair her fault by repentance, and by a strong determination not to be guilty of it again. Whenever she relapses her sorrow and resolution should be renewed, and all her confidence placed in God, who, if she continue to act in this way after every fault, will finally deliver her from such deliberate sins. St. Philip Neri used to say that to become a saint is not the business of a day. Whoever leaves not the road of perfection in which he began to walk ought not to de­ spond, for he will ultimately arrive at sanctity. To convince us of our weakness, to show us that without his aid and protection we should fall into the greatest crimes, God sometimes permits us to commit deliberate venial sins. Such faults, then, though voluntary, pro­ vided they be unfrequent, do not seriously injure the soul, or at least they do not bring her to ruin. Thirdly, as to Deliberate Venial and Habitual Sins. But light sins which are deliberate and habitual easily lead the soul into perdition, particularly when they are committed through attachment to any passion, and without sorrow or efforts of amendment; for they show that the soul has fallen into a state of tepidity from which, as we have already seen, it is very difficult to re­ cover. But if a religious should be so unfortunate as to 1 “ Contingere potest quod tanta devotione mens, per sumptionem Sacramenti, in Domino absorbeatur, quod ab omnibus venialibus expurgetur.”—De Chr. Dorn. s. 12, a. 2, c. 1. 124 Imperfect Religious exposed to Danger, [ch. vl fall into such a state, let her attend to the following means of emerging from it: 1. The first means is a true desire of being delivered from her miserable condition. If she feel not that de­ sire, she ought at least to beg it of God, trusting in his promises to give us whatsoever we ask. Ask, and you shall receive} 2. She should endeavor to search out her defects, particularly her predominant failing. If, for example, she is full of self-esteem; if she frequently speaks in the language and tone of authority; if she is addicted to self-praise; if she is disturbed by every humiliation and inattention from others—then she may conclude that pride is her ruling passion. Self-love will predominate in some who are afflicted at every little infirmity, who are annoyed at every inconvenience, and who always seek to gratify their palate, and cannot bear any food that is not agreeable to their taste. In others anger is the prevailing fault: they are provoked by every contra­ diction, and complain of the conduct of all who thwart their inclinations. Others, for every trivial cause, neglect mental prayer, Communion, the choir, and other similar duties: in them sloth holds the ascendancy. 3. As soon as she has discovered her predominant passion, a religious should make a strong resolution to free herself from it, and to contend with it till it is com­ pletely vanquished. Thou shalt, says the Lord, utterly destroy them} “ God,” says St. Teresa, “ requires of us only strong resolutions; he himself will do the rest.' In another place she asserts that the devil is afraid of resolute souls; but he fears not those who, though they desire perfection, never desire to become saints. Again the saint says that God cheerfully lends his aid to all, 1 “ Petite, et accipietis.”—John, xvi, 24. 2 “ Percuties eas usque ad internecionem.”—Dent. vii. 2. 3 Found, ch. 2S. ch. vi ] Imperfect Rcligiozis exposed to Danger, i 25 however great their sinfulness may be, who with a firm resolution consecrate themselves entirely to his love. The meditations of a religious should always be con­ cluded by strong resolutions. “ Short prayer,” says St. Teresa, “ which produces great effects, is better than prayer continued for many years, but devoid of holy resolutions.” 1 And of what use, I ask, is the meditation in which we are content with certain devout affections, and certain general petitions made through habit, but in which we never resolve to correct the faults we know to be an obstacle to our spiritual advancement ? 4. One of the most necessary resolutions is to remove as much as possible the occasions of our defects. The devil laughs at all our resolutions and promises of amendment as long as we expose ourselves to the occacasions of sin. He once said that of all instructions that which treated on avoiding the occasions of sin was the most displeasing to him. A religious, then, should endeavor to discover the causes of her defects; she ought to examine if they arise from familiarity with any person within or without the monastery; from remain­ ing in such a place; from keeping up a correspondence by letters or by presents, or from similar causes. St. Teresa says that if a soul does not relinquish worldly diversion she will soon begin to fall back in the way of the Lord; and that if all sinful occasions be taken away she will advance rapidly in the love of God. This great saint also says that a religious should communicate her temptations only to those who love perfection. If she disclose them to imperfect souls she will do injury to herself and to others. 5. A religious ought to be particularly exact in perform­ ing acts of the virtues opposed to the evil inclinations which are most troublesome to her, and which most fre­ quently lead her into defects. For example, if she is prone 1 Life, ch. 30. 126 Imperfect Religious exposed to Danger, [ch. vi. to pride, she should take particular care to humble her­ self before all, and to bear patiently all the humiliations that she receives from others. If she is addicted to greediness, she ought to abstain as much as possible from the indulgence of her appetite. They that are inclined to other defects should adopt similar means of conquering them. It will also, as Cassian observes,1 be very useful to represent to ourselves, in the time of mental prayer, the occasions which may occur; as, for example, any insult or injury that we are likely to re­ ceive, and then to resolve to humble ourselves, and to be resigned to the divine will. Such previous resolu­ tions (except with regard to temptations against chastity) prepare the soul for sudden and unforeseen contradic­ tions. It was by this means that the saints were always prepared to bear with peace and joy all the derision, injuries, stripes, and injustices that they received. 6. It is also very useful to make the particular exami­ nation on the predominant passion, and to perform some penance as often as we yield to it. We must never cease to combat this passion until it is completely conquered; we must trust in the divine aid, and say with holy David: I will pursue after my enemies^ and overtake them ; and I will not turn again till they are consumedI I will persecute my enemies; I will beat them down, and will not cease to combat them till they are utterly de­ stroyed. Remember that however great your progress in virtue may be, it would be a fatal delusion to imagine that your passions are dead, for, although they may be extinguished for a time, they will again spring up as long as you remain in the body. “ Flow much soever,” says St. Bernard, “you have advanced here below, you err if you think your vices are not only suppressed, but 1 Collât. IO, c. 16. 5 *' Persequar inimicos meos, et comprehendam illos; et non conver­ tar. donec deficiant.”—Ps. xvii. 38. ch. vi.] Imperfect Retigiotis exposed to Danger, 12 7 dead.” 1 Hence Cassian observes that to prevent the passions that you have subdued from resuming their sway, it is necessary to watch continually; for if you slacken your exertions they will return, and will rule your soul with still greater despotism. 7. To overcome any defect whatever, it is necessary, above all, to distrust altogether our own strength and exertions, and to place entire confidence in God, saying with David: For J will not trust in my bow; neither shall my sword save me' If we confide in our own resolution and exertions our labor will be lost. We must there­ fore pray without ceasing for the divine assistance, con­ tinually crying out, Have mercy on me, O Lord; assist me 0 my God. Jesus Christ has promised that he who asks shall receive, and that he who seeks shall * find; but to obtain God’s gifts we must pray continually, and never cease to pray. ought, says the Redeemer, always to pray and not to faint.' Whenever we give up prayer we shall be defeated; but if we persevere in prayer, with a true desire of receiving the graces of God, though as yet we have not been conquerors, the victory shall, nevertheless, ultimately belong to us. Prayer, 0 my Jesus, look not on my ingratitude to Thee, after all Thy mercies, but turn Thy eyes to Thy own merits, and to the pains that Thou hast suffered for me, from the crib of Bethle­ hem to the cross of Calvary. I repent, with my whole soul, of all the offences that I have offered to Thee. From this mo­ ment I consecrate to Thee my life, which I desire to spend in doing all that I can to obey and to love Thee. I love Thee, O my Redeemer, but I love Thee too little ; for Thy mercy’s sake, 1 0 Quantumlibet in hoc corpore manens profeceris, erras, si vitia putes emortua, et non magis suppressa.”—In Cant. s. 58. 5 “ Non enim in arcu meo sperabo, et gladius meus non salvabit me." —Ps. xliii. 7. 8 “ Petite, et dabitur vobis; quærite, et invenietis."—Luke, xl. 9. * “ Oportet semper orare, et non deficere.”—Luke, xviii. 1. 128 Imperfect Religious exposed to Danger, [ch. vi. increase ir my soul Thy love. Hear my prayer O Jesus, and make me, by Thy grace, continue to repeat this prayer. O love of my soul, O that my neart may burn continually with Thy love. I have offended Thee grievously ; but for the future I desire to love Thee intensely. I desire to love Thee alone, be­ cause Thou alone deservest to be loved above all things ; and I desire to love Thee for no other reason than because Thou art worthy of all love. O Mary, my mother and my hope, assist me. CH. VIL] Interior Mortification, 129 CHAPTER VII. INTERIOR MORTIFICATION, OR ABNEGATION OF SELF-LOVE.— OBEDIENCE. I. Necessity of combating Self-love.—Practical Rules. There are two sorts of self-love : the one good, the other pernicious. The former is that which makes us seek eternal life—the end of our creation; the latter inclines us to pursue earthly goods, and to prefer them to our everlasting welfare, and to the holy will of God. “ The celestial Jerusalem,” says St. Augustine, “ is built up by loving God so as to condemn one’s self; but the earthly city is raised by loving self so as to despise Almighty God.” 1 Hence, Jesus Christ has said: If any man will come after me, let him deny himselfI Christian perfection, then, consists in self-abnegation. Whoever denies not himself, cannot be a follower of Jesus Christ. “ The augmentation of charity,” says St. Augustine, “ is the diminution of cupidity: the perfection of charity is its destruction.” 3 The less, then, a Christian desires to in­ dulge passion, the more he will love God; and if he seeks nothing but God, he will then possess perfect charity. But in the present state of corrupt nature it is not possible to be altogether exempt from the moles­ tation of self-love. Jesus alone among men, and Mary 1 “ Fecerunt civitates duas amores duo: terrenam, amor sui usque ad contemptum Dei; coelestem, amor Dei usque ad contemptum sui.”— De Civ. D. 1. 14, c. 28. 2 “ Si quis vult post me venire, abneget semetipsum.”—Matt. xvi. 24. 3“ Nutrimentum charitatis est imminutio cupiditatis; perfectio, nulla cupiditas.”—De div. quasi. q. 36. 130 Interior Mortification. [CH. VII. alone among women, have been free from its sugges­ tions. All the other saints had to combat their irregu­ lar passions. The principal and the only care of a religious should be, to restrain the inordinate inclina­ tions of self-love. “ To regulate the motions of the soul is,” as St. Augustine says, “ the office of interior morti­ fication.” 1 Unhappy the soul that suffers itself to be ruled by its own inclinations. “ A domestic enemy,” says St. Ber­ nard, “ is the worst of foes.”1 *34 The devil and the world continually seek our destruction, but self-love is a still more dangerous enemy. “ Self-love,” says St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, “ is like a worm which corrodes the roots of a plant, deprives us not only of fruit, but of life.” In another place she says, “ Self-love is the most deceitful of all enemies: like Judas, it betrays us with the kiss of peace. Whoever overcomes it conquers all. He that cannot cut it off by a single stroke should at least endeavor to destroy it by degrees.” We must pray continually, in the language of Solomon: Give me not over to a shameless and foolish mind} O my God, do not abandon me to my foolish passions, that seek to de­ stroy in my soul Thy holy fear, and even to deprive me of the use of my reason. Our whole life must be one continued contest. The life of a man upon earth, says Job, is a Warfare} Now he that is placed in the front of battle must be always prepared for an attack: as soon as he ceases to defend himself he is conquered. And here it is necessary to remark, that the soul should never cease to combat her passions, however great her victories over them may have been; for human passions, though conquered a 1 “ Regere motus animi.”—Serm. 196, E. B. s “ Magis nocet domesticus hostis.”—Médit, c. 13. 3 “ Animæ irreverenti et infrunitæ ne tradas me.”_ Ecclus. xxiii. 6. 4 “ Militia est vita hominis super terram.”—Jobt yjj. T sec. i.) Neccssity of combating Self-love. thousand times, never die. “ Believe me,” sayu $'c. Ber­ nard, “ that after being cut off they bud forth again·, and after being put to flight they return.”1 Hence by struggling with concupiscence we can only render its attacks less frequent, less violent, and more easy to be subdued. Λ certain monk complained to the Abbot Theodore that he had contended for eight years with his passions, and that still they were not extinguished. “ Brother,” replied the abbot, “ you complain of this warfare of eight years, and I have spent seventy years in solitude, and during all that time I have not been for a single day free from assaults of passion.”* We shall be subject during our mortal lives to the molestation of our passions. “ But,” as St. Gregory says, “ it is one thing to look at these monsters, and another to shelter them in our hearts.” 3 It is one thing to hear their roar, and another to admit them into our souls, and suffer them to devour us. The human soul is a garden in which useless and nox­ ious herbs constantly spring up: we must, therefore, by the practice of holy mortification continually hold the mattock in our hands to root them up and banish them from our hearts; otherwise our souls will become a wild, uncultivated waste, covered with briers and thorns. “ Conquer yourself,” was an expression always on the lips of St. Ignatius of Loyola, and the text of his famil­ iar discourses to his religious. Conquer self-love and break down your own will. Few (he would say) of those who practise mental prayer become saints, be­ cause few of them endeavor to overcome themselves. “Of a hundred persons,” says the saint, “devoted to ’ “Credite mihi, et putata repullulant, et effugata redeunt.”—In Cant. s. 58. 9 Vit. Patr. 1. 5, libell. 7, n. 5. 8“ Aliud est has bestias in campo operis saevientes aspicere, aliud in­ tra cordis caveam frementes tenere.”—I. 6, c. 22. I32 Interior Mortification, [CH. VII. prayer, more than ninety are self-willed.” Hence he preferred a single act of mortification of self-will to long prayer, accompanied with many spiritual consolations. ‘•What does it avail,” says Gilbert, “ to close the gates, if famine—the internal enemy—produce general afflic­ tion ?” 1 What does it profit us to mortify the exterior senses and to perform exercises of devotion while at the same time we cherish in our hearts rancor, ambi­ tion, attachment to self-will and to self-esteem, or any other passion which brings ruin on the soul ? St. Francis Borgia says that prayer introduces the love of God into the soul, but mortification prepares a place for it, by banishing from the heart earthly affec­ tions— the most powerful obstacles to charity. Whoever goes for water to the fountain must cleanse the vessel of the earth which it may contain; otherwise he will bring back mire instead of water. “ Prayer without mortification,” says Father Balthasar Alvarez, “ is either an illusion, or lasts but for a short time.” And St. Igna­ tius asserts that a mortified Christian acquires a more perfect union with God in a quarter of an hour’s prayer, than an unmortified soul does by praying for several hours. Hence, whenever he heard that any one spent a great deal of time in mental prayer, he said: “ It is a sign that he practises great mortification.” There are some religious who perform a great many exercises of devotion, who practise frequent Commun­ ion, long meditations, fasting, and other corporal aus­ terities, but make no effort to overcome certain little passions—for example, certain resentments, aversions, curiosity, and certain dangerous affections. They will not submit to any contradiction; they will not give up at­ tachment to certain persons, nor subject their will to the commands of their Superiors, or to the holy will of God. 1 “ Quid proficit clausos esse aditus, si intus hostis fames cuncta con­ tristat ?”—In Cant. s. 26. sec. i.’ Necessity of combating Self-love, 133 What progress can they make in perfection ? Unhappy souls! they will be always imperfect: always out of the way of sanctity. “ They,” says St. Augustine, “ run well, but out of the way.” They imagine that they run well because they practise the works of piety which their own self-will suggests; but they shall be forever out of the way of perfection, which consists in conquer­ ing self. “ Thou shalt advance,” says the devout Thomas à Kempis, “ in proportion to the violence thou shalt have offered to thyself.” 1 I do not mean to censure vocal prayer, or acts of penance, or the other spiritual works. But, because all exercises of devotion are but the means of practising virtue, the soul should seek in them only the conquest of its passions. Hence, in our Communions, meditations, visits to the Blessed Sacra­ ment, and other similar exercises, we ought always to beseech Almighty God to give us strength to practise humility, mortification, obedience, and conformity to his holy will. In every Christian it is a defect to act from a motive of self-satisfaction. But in a religious who makes a particular profession of perfection and mortification it is a much greater fault. “ God,” says Lactantius, “ calls to life by labor; the devil, to death by delights.” The Lord brings his servants to eternal life by mortification; but the devil leads sinners to ever­ lasting death by pleasure and self-indulgence. Even works of piety must be always undertaken with a spirit of detachment; so that whenever our efforts are unsuccessful we shall not be disturbed, and when our exercises of devotion are prohibited by the Superior we shall give them up with cheerfulness. Self-attachment of every kind hinders a perfect union with God. We must therefore seriously and firmly resolve to mortify our passions, and not to submit to be their slaves. ExTantum proficies, quantum tibi ipsi vim intuleris."—huit. Chr, 1. i, c. 23. 134 In ter ior J /ortifioa tion. [CH. vu. ternal as well as interior mortification is necessary for perfection: but with this difference, that the former should be practised with discretion; the latter without discretion, and with fervor. What does it profit us to mortify the body while the passions of the heart are in­ dulged ? “Of what use is it,” says St. Jerome, “ to re­ duce the body by abstinence, if the soul is swelled with pride?—or to abstain from wine, and to be inebriated with hatred ?” 1 It is useless to chastise the body by fasting while pride inflates the heart to such a degree that we cannot bear a word of contempt or the refusal of a request. In vain do we abstain from wine while the soul is intoxicated with anger against all who thwart our designs or oppose our inclinations. No wonder, then, that St. Bernard deplored the miserable state of religious who wear the external garb of humility, and at the same time inwardly cherish their passions. “ They,” says the saint, “are not divested of their vices: they only cover them by the outward sign of penance.” By attention to the mortification of self-love we shall become saints in a short time, and without the risk of injury to health; for since God is the only witness of interior acts, they will not expose us to the danger of being puffed up with pride. Oh ! what treasures of virtue and of merits are laid up by stifling in their very birth those little inordinate desires and affections, those bickerings, those suggestions of curiosity, those bursts of wit and humor, and all similar effects of selflove ! When you are contradicted, give up your opinion with cheerfulness, unless the glory of God require that you maintain it. When feelings of self-esteem spring up in your heart, make a sacrifice of them to Jesus Christ. If you receive a letter, restrain your curiosity, and abstain from opening it for some time. If you de’ “Quid prodest tenuari abstinentia, si animus intumescit superbia? Quid vinum non bibere, et odio inebriari ?”—Ep. ad Celant. SEC. I.] Necessity of combating Self-love. B5 sire to read the termination of an interesting narrative, lay aside the book, and defer the reading of it to another time. When you feel inclined to mirth, to pull a flower, or to look at any object, suppress these inclinations for the love of Jesus Christ, and deprive yourself for his sake of the pleasure of indulging them. A thousand acts of this kind may be performed in the day. Father Leonard of Port Maurice relates that a servant of God performed eight acts of mortification in eating an egg, and that it was afterwards revealed to her that as the reward of her self-denial eight degrees of grace and as many degrees of glory were bestowed upon her. It is also narrated of St. Dositheus, that by similar morti­ fications of the interior he arrived in a short time at a high degree of perfection. Though unable, in conse­ quence of bodily infirmities, to fast or to discharge the other duties of the Community, he attained so perfect an union with God, that the other monks, struck with wonder at his sublime sanctity, asked him what exercises of virtue he performed. “ The exercise,” replied the saint, “ to which I have principally attended is the mortification of all self-will.” Blessed Joseph Calasanctius used to say that “the day which is spent without mortification is lost.” To convince us of the necessity of mortification, the Re­ deemer has chosen a life of self-denial, full of pains and ignominy, and destitute of all sensible pleasure. Hence he is called by Isaias a man of sorrows} He might have saved the world, amid the enjoyment of honors and de­ lights; but he preferred to redeem it by sorrows and contempt. W.ho having joy set before him, endured the cross} To give us an example, he renounced the joy which was set before him, and embraced the cross. “ Reflect again and again,” says St. Bernard, “ on the 1 “Virum dolorum.”—Is. liii. 3. ’ “ Proposito sibi gaudio, sustinuit crucem.”—Hebr. xii. 2. 136 Interior Mortification. [ch.vii. life of Jesus, and you will find him always on the cross.” 1 The Redeemer revealed to St. Catharine of Bologna that the sorrows of his passion began in his mother’s womb. For his birth he selected the season, the place, and the hour most adapted to excite pain. During life he chose to be poor, unknown, despised; and, dying, he preferred the most painful, the most ignominious, and the most desolate of all sorts of death which human nature could suffer. St. Catharine of Sienna used to say, that as a mother takes the bitterest medicine to restore the health of the infant she suckles, so Jesus Christ has assumed all the pains of life to heal the in­ firmities of his children. Thus he invites all his followers to accompany him to the mountain of myrrh; that is, of bitterness and of sor­ rows. I will go to the mountain of myrrh? Behold, he in­ vites us to follow him if we wish for his company. “Do you come,” says St. Peter Damian, “ to Jesus crucified? If you do, you must come already crucified, or to be crucified.” 3 If, O sacred spouse, you come to embrace your crucified Saviour, you must bring with you a heart already crucified, or to be crucified. Speaking especi­ ally of his virginal spouses, Jesus Christ said to blessed Baptist Varani: The crucified Bridegroom desires a cru­ cified spouse. Hence, to be the true spouses of Jesus, religious must lead lives of continual mortification and self-denial. Always bearing about in our body the mortifica­ tion of fesus? They must never seek their own satisfac­ tion, in any action or desire, but the pleasure of Jesus Christ, crucifying for his sake all their inclinations.12 1 “ Volve et revolve vitam Jesu; semper eum invenies in cruce.” 3 “Vadam ad montem myrrhæ.”—Cant. iv. 6. 3 “ Venis ad Crucifixum? Crucifixus venias, aut crucifigendus.”—De Exalt. S. Crue. s. 1. 4 “ Semper mortificationem J su in corpore nostro circumferentes.”— 2 Cor. iv. 10. sec. i.] Necessity of combating Self-love. 137 They that arc Christ's have crucified their flesh, With the vices and concupiscences) Religious, if they expect to be recog­ nized as the spouses of the Redeemer, must transfix all their passions. Let us now see what are the means by which the spirit of interior mortification may be acquired. I. The first means is, to discover the passion which predominates in our heart, and which most frequently leads us into sin; and then to endeavor to conquer it. St. Gregory says, that to overcome the devil we must avail ourselves of the artifices by which he seeks our destruction. He labors continually to increase in us the violence of the passion to which we are most subject; and we must direct our attention principally to the ex­ tirpation of that passion. Whoever subdues his pre­ dominant passion will easily conquer all other evil in­ clinations; but he that is under its sway can make no progress in perfection. “ Of what advantage,” says St. Ephrem, “ are wings to the eagie when his foot is chained?”3 Oh! how many religious are there who, like the royal eagle, are capable of lofty flights in the way of God, and who, because they are bound by earthly attachments, never fly, and never advance in holiness. St. John of the Cross says, that a slender thread is suf­ ficient to fetter a soul that flies not with eagerness to its God. Besides, he that submits to the tyranny of any passion, not only does not go forward in the way of vir­ tue, but is exposed to great danger of being lost. If a religious neglects to subdue her ruling passion, other mortifications will be unprofitable to her. Some despise worldly riches, but are full of self-esteem. If they do not endeavor to bear the humiliations which they re­ ceive, their contempt of mammon will profit them but 1 “Qui sunt Christi, carnem suam crucifixerunt cum vitiis et con­ cupiscentiis.”—Gal. v. 24. 9 “ Quid aquilæ prosunt alæ, capt^ oede ?” 138 Interior Mortification. [ch.vii. little. Others, on the contrary, are patient and humble, but enslaved to the love of money. If they do not mor­ tify the desire of wealth, their patience and humility in bearing with contempt will be of little use to them. O sacred virgin, resolve then, with a resolute will, to subdue the evil inclination which is most predominant in your heart. A resolute will, aided by the grace of God (which is never wanting), conquers all difficulties. St. Francis de Sales was very prone to anger; but by continual violence to himself he became a model of meekness and of sweetness. We read in his life that he bore without murmur or complaint the injuries and calumnies which, to try his patience, were by the divine permission heaped upon him. As soon as one passion is subdued we must endeavor to overcome the others; for a single unmortified passion will be sufficient to lead the soul to destruction. St. Joseph Calasanctius asserts that while a single passion reigns in a heart, though all the others should have been extirpated, the soul shall never enjoy tranquillity. “A ship,” says St. Cyril, “ however strong and perfect it may be, will be unsafe while the smallest hole remains in the bottom.” 1 And St. Augustine says: “Trample under foot passions already subdued, and combat those that still offer re­ sistance.” 2 If you wish to be a saint, I advise you to entreat the Superior and director to point out the way in which you ought to walk. Tell them not to spare you, but to contradict your inclinations as often as they shall judge it useful to you. “ Be of an upright and perfect will,” says that great servant of God, Cardinal Petrucci. St. Teresa3 relates that she derived more advantage from one of her confessors, who sought on all occasions to oppose her desires, than from all the others. 1 “ Navis, quanlumcumque integra, nihil prodest, si parvum fundo foramen relinquat.”—Int. op. S. Aug. ep. 19, Αρρ. E. B. ’ “ Calca jacentem, conflige cum resistente.”—Serin. 156, E. B. 2 Life, ch. 26. sec. i.] Necessity of combating Self love. J39 She adds, that she was frequently tempted to leave him; and that, as often as she yielded to the suggestion of the devil, God rebuked her severely. “ Every time,” says the saint, “ I resolved to leave him, I felt within me a rebuke more painful than the conduct of my confessor towards me.’* II. The second means to obtain the spirit of interior mortification is, to resist the passions, and to beat them down before they acquire strength. If one of them be­ come strong by habitual indulgence, the subjugation of it will be exceedingly difficult. “ Lest cupidity,” says St. Augustine, “ should gain strength, strike it to the ground whilst it is weak.”1 Sometimes it will happen that a religious will feel inclined to make use of an angry expression, or to entertain an affection for a cer­ tain person. If she do not resist these desires in the be­ ginning, the slight wound, inflicted by her consent to them, shall soon become incurable. “ Unless,” says St. Ephrem, “you quickly take away the passions, they produce an ulcer.”1 23 One of the ancient monks, as we learn from St. Dorotheus,3 has beautifully illustrated this doctrine. He commanded one of his disciples to pluck up a young cypress. The disciple executed the command without difficulty. The Superior then told him to pull up another tree of greater growth: to perform this task all the strength of the young monk was necessary. Lastly, the venerable Father com­ manded the disciple to tear up a tree which had taken deep root. In obedience to this precept the young reli­ gious exerted all his strength; but his efforts were fruit­ less—the tree was immovable. Behold, said the old man, how easily our passions are eradicated in the be­ 1 “ Cum parvula est cupiditas, nequaquam parvæ consuetudinis robur accipiat; elide illam.”—In Ps. cxxxvi. 2 “ Nisi citius passiones sustuleris, ulcus efficiunt.”—De Pcrf. mon. 3 Dodr. ii. 140 Interior Mortification. [ch. vu. ginning, and how difficult it is to conquer them after they have acquired strength and vigor by evil habits. This truth is confirmed by daily experience. A reli­ gious when she receives an insult feels within a motion of resentment; if in the beginning she stifles the spark, and silently offers to God the sacrifice of her feelings, the fire is extinguished, she escapes unhurt, and even acquires merit before the Lord. But if she yield to the impulse of passion, if she pause to reflect on the insult she has received, and manifest externally the feelings of her soul—that spark of resentment will soon be kindled into a flame of hatred. Another religious entertains a certain little attachment towards a certain person; if in the beginning she avoid the company of that person, the affection will vanish; but if she encourage the at­ tachment, it will in a short time become sinful and mortal. We must therefore abstain with the greatest care from nourishing our passions—the monsters that would devour us. III. The third means is, as Cassian says,1 to endeavor to change the object of our passions, that thus the per­ nicious and vicious desires of the heart may become salutary and holy. Some are inclined to an inordinate love of all from whom they receive a favor. They should seek to change the object of this propensity, and to turn their affections to God, whois infinitely amiable, and who has bestowed the most inestimable blessings upon them. Others are prone to anger against those who are opposed to them: they ought to direct their resentment against their own sins, which have done them more injury than all the devils in hell could inflict upon them. Others pant after honors and temporal goods: they should aspire to the goods and honors of God’s eternal kingdom. But to practise successfully this means of conquering 1 Collât. 12, c. 5. — sec. i.] Necessity of combating Self-love. 141 our passions, frequent meditation on the truths of faith, frequent spiritual readings, and frequent reflections on the eternal maxims are indispensably necessary. And, above all, it is necessary to impress deeply on the mind certain fundamental spiritual maxims, such as: “ God alone deserves to be loved. Sin is the only evil which we ought to hate. Whatever God wills is good. All worldly goods shall have an end. The most insignifi­ cant action, performed for God’s sake, is more profit­ able than the conversion of the whole world effected from any other motive than the love of God. It is necessary to do what at the hour of death we would wish to have done. We ought to live on this earth as if there were nothing in existence but ourselves and God.” He whose mind is continually filled with holy maxims suffers little molestation from earthly objects, and is always strong enough to resist his corrupt inclinations. The saints have kept their souls always occupied with the truths of eternity, and thus in the time of tempta­ tion have been almost insensible to the goods or the evils of this life. To conquer self-love, and to shake off the tyranny of passion, we must above all things pray without ceasing, and continually ask of God the assist­ ance of his grace. He that prays, obtains all God’s gifts: For every one that asketh receiveth.' We ought especially to beg the gift of divine love; for to him who loves God, nothing is difficult. Consideration and re­ flection assist us greatly in the practice of virtue; but in the observance of the divine commands a single spark of the love of God affords more help than a thou­ sand reflections and considerations. Acts of virtue which proceed from reflection are accompanied with labor and violence; but he that loves is not fatigued by doing what pleases his beloved. “ He that loves, labors not ” * says St. Augustine. 1 “ Ornnis enim qui petit accipit.”—Luke, xi. io. * “ Qui amat, non laborat.”—In Jo. tr. 48. 142 Interior Mortification, [ch. vu. Prayer. O my God, after so many graces, so many Communions, and so many good cxamplesof companions ; afterso many interior lights and loving invitations—my whole soul should at this moment be one flame of divine love. But notwithstanding all Thy favors I am still as imperfect and miserable as ever. Nothing has been wanting on Thy part; the fault is entirely mine, and is to be ascribed to the obstacles which I have opposed to Thy grace by obeying my passions. I see, O my Jesus, that my life has not given glory to Thee, but has rather brought dishonor on Thy name, by exhibiting to others one of Thy spouses so attached to the world and to herself. Thou hast taken me from the world, and I have loved it more than even seculars. O Lord, have mercy upon me; do not abandon me, for I desire to amend. I repent with my whole heart of all the insults wl.ish, for the indulgence of my pleasures, I have offered to Thee. I desire to begin to love Thee from this moment. I have abused Thy patience too long, but now I love Thee with my whole soul. From this day forward Thou shalt be the only object of my affections. I desire to leave all, and to do everything in my power to please Thee. Show me Thy will and assist me to exe­ cute it, I am ready to please Thee in all things. Do not per­ mit me to be any longer insensible to the excessive love by which Thou hast obliged me to love Thee. I am willing to be deprived of every earthly consolation, and to suffer every cross which Thou wilt please to send me. Dispose of me as Thou pleasest. I desire and hope to belong to Thee entirely and for­ ever. I desire Thee alone, and nothing more. Mary, my mother, beg of thy Son to hear me; for he denies thee nothing. II. Detachment from Self-will. Nothing is more injurious to religious who have con­ secrated their will to Jesus Christ than to be guided by the dictates of their own will and inclinations. Hence, to guard against this enemy of the spirit—self-will—the vow of obedience has been prescribed in every religious sec. ii.] Detachment from Self-will. 143 Order. Nothing but self-will can separate us from God. Neither all the men upon earth nor all the devils in hell can deprive us of his grace. “ Let self-will cease,” says St. Bernard, “and there will be no hell.”1 Let men give up their own will, and for them there shall be no hell. It is self-will that destroys all virtues. St. Peter Damian calls it “the great destroyer of all virtues;”3 and St. Anselm says that “the will of God is the foun­ tain of all good, and the will of man the source of all evil.” 3 And what fruit can be expected from the dis­ ciple who chooses a master destitute of reason, that is, his own will? “Whoever,” says St. Bernard, “ consti­ tutes himself his own master, becomes the disciple of a fool.” ‘ St. Anthony used to say that self-love is that wine which inebriates man so as to render him incapa­ ble of comprehending the value of virtue or the evil of sin. St. Augustine asserts that “the devil has been made a devil by self-will.” 5 It is principally by self-will that Satan seeks to effect the perdition of religious. Cassian relates that the Abbot Achilles, being asked by his dis­ ciples with what arms the devil fights against religious, answered, that he employs pride against the great, avarice against merchants, intemperance against youth, but that his principal weapon against religious are their own will: that with this he attacks and frequently de­ feats them. The Abbot Pastor says that “ the demons do not contend with us when we do our own will, for 1 “ Cesset voluntas propria, et infernus non erit.”—In Temp. Pasch. s. 3. 2 “ Destructio magna virtutum.”—Hom. de S. Bened. 3 " Voluntas Dei fons est totius boni; voluntas hominis totius est exordium mali.”—De Similit. c. 8. 4 “ Qui se sibi magistrum constituit, stulto se discipulum subdit.”— Epist. 87. 5 “ Diabolus, perversa voluntate, ex bono angelo diabolus factus est.” —Conf. 1. 7, c. 3. 144 Interior Mortification, [ch.vii. then our wills become devils.” ’ When we do our own will, the enemy ceases to combat us; because then our wills are devils, and more injurious to us than all the devils in hell. St. John Climacus (quoted by Gerson) says that he who, despising the authority of his Superi­ or, wishes to direct himself, does not require a devil to tempt him, because he is become a devil to himself? Go not, says the Holy Ghost, after thy lusts, but turn from thy own will. * Do not follow your own desires, but fly from the indulgence of self-will. This admonition is directed in a particular manner to religious who have sacrificed their will to God by promising obedience to their Rule and to their Superior. As God should be the only object of their love, so obedience is the only means by which they can obtain his love. To be the fruit of obedience is the highest perfection which the actions of religious can attain. The Venerable Catha­ rine of Cardona, having left the Spanish court, retired into a desert, where she lived for many years in the practice of penitential austerities, the very recital of which would fill the mind with horror. In her life it is related that seeing one day a discalced Carmelite carry­ ing through obedience a bundle of wood, and knowing by inspiration that he murmured interiorly against the command of his Superior, she thus addressed him: “ Brother, carry, carry with alacrity these fagots; and be assured that by this act of obedience you will merit a greater reward than I have deserved by all my penances.” But as the works of religious derive from 1 “ Non pugnant nobiscum dæmones, quando voluntates nostras facù mus; quia voluntates nostræ dæmones factæ sunt.”—Vit. Patr. 1. 5, lib. ίο, n. 62. ’ “ Qui sibi dux esse vult, spreto duce proprio, non jam indiget dæmone tentante, quia ipse factus est dæmon sibi.”—De Lib. leg. a mon. cons. 6. 3 “ Post concupiscentias tuas non eas, et a voluntate tua avertere.”— Eteins, xviii. 30. - sec. π.] Detachment from Self-will. 145 obedience the highest degree of perfection, so by self­ will they are rendered most imperfect and defective. Hence, Tritemius says that nothing is more hateful to the devil than the practice of obedience. “The devil detests nothing more than obedience.” 1 Speaking of obedience, St. Teresa says that “Satan knows that it is the remedy of the soul, and therefore he labors hard to prevent its attainment.” 12 When St. Francis de Sales was devising the Rule for the nuns of the Visitation a certain person said that they ought to be barefooted. “You,” replied the saint, “wish to begin with the feet, but I wish to begin with the head.” St. Philip Neri continually impressed on his penitent that sanctity con­ sists in the mortification of self-will. “You will,” says St. Jerome, “advance in proportion as you deny your own will.” 3 Your progress in virtue will be propor­ tional to your denial of self-will. It was because they knew that they could not offer to God a more agreeable sacrifice than that of their own will, by the vow of obe­ dience, that so many parish priests and bishops, who led exemplary lives in the world, retired into the cloister to live under obedience. Oh ! how happy the religious who, at the hour of death, can say, with the Abbot John, I have never done my own will.4 St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say, that the only means of dying a happy death is to submit with simplicity to the direction of a Superior. “To crucify all her desires is,” says Cassian, “ the end of a religious.” 5 The religious, then, who does not attend to the mortification of self-will cannot be called a relig1 “ Nihil est quod diabolus plus oderit, quam obedientiam.” 2 Found, ch. 5. 3 “Tantum adjicies virtuti, quantum subtraxeris propriæ voluntati.” 4 Cassian, De Canob. inst. 1. 4, c. 28. 6 “ Finis coenobitæ est omnes suas crucifigere voluntates.”—Collât. 19, c. 8 10 146 Interior Mortification. [CH. Vir­ ions, but a sacrilegious violator of her profession. What greater sacrilege than to take back the will that has been once consecrated to God? “There is not,” says St. Bernard, “a more heinous sacrilege than to resume power over a will once offered to God.” The Holy Ghost has declared by the mouth of Samuel, that to violate obedience and to follow self-will in contempt of authority is a species of idolatry. It is like the sin of witchcraft, to rebel; and like the crime of idolatry, to refuse to obey) St. Gregory applies this passage in a particular manner to the disobedience of religious. “It is,” says the saint, “like the sin of witchcraft to rebel, because they believe the proud inventions of their own hearts, and resist the counsels of their prelates.”12 The sin of religious who despise the commands of Superiors, and follow the dictates of self-love, is like the crime of idol­ atry; because they in a manner adore self-will as their God. Hence, St. Basil3 ordained that monks who were attached to their own will should, like lepers, be sepa­ rated from the rest of the Community, lest others might be infected by their bad example. Blessed Charlotte used to say that mortification of self-will is more meritorious than the renunciation of all the riches of the world. And here it is right to observe, that sanctity depends on the abnegation of self-will, not only in what is imperfect or indifferent, but also in the exercises which have the appearance of virtue; as, for example, prayer, alms-deeds, acts of penance, and other works of piety. Cassian remarks that acts of virtue performed through self-will and disobedience are pro­ ductive of the worst consequences; because sinful actions 1 “Quasi peccatum ariolandi est, repugnare; et quasi scelus idolola­ triae, nolle acquiescere.”—1 K'ings, xv. 23. s “Quasi ergo peccatum ariolandi est, repugnare; quia cordis sui superbis adinventionibus credunt, et præiatorum consiliis refragantur.” 3 Reg. fus. disp. ini. 28. sec. π.] Detachment from Self-will. 147 which wear the appearance of holiness are corrected only with the greatest difficulty. “Vices,” he says, “which appear to be virtues are the most irremedi­ able.” 1 Religious who desire to attain sanctity by fol­ lowing self-will are precisely the souls who, according to Isaias, will say to Jesus Christ on the day of judg­ ment: JVhy have we fasted and tfibu hast not regarded? * To them the Judge will answer, that their works were per­ formed to please themselves rather than to do the will of God, and that therefore they deserve no reward. Be­ hold, he will say, in the day of your fast your own will is found? Oh ! how great, then, is the evil of self-will, which vitiates and destroys the most perfect actions ! “Great,” says St. Bernard, “is the evil of self-will, which renders your good works unprofitable to you.” 4 But, on the other hand, to be the result of obedience, is an infallible sign that an action is pleasing to God. Nicephorus relates that when the Superiors of St. Simon Stylites wished to ascertain whether the extraordinary and singular life which he led, remaining on a pillar in the open air, night and day, were pleasing to God, they commanded him to come down from his pillar and to live with the other monks. On hearing the command, the saint instantly stretched out his foot to descend, but was told by his Superiors to persevere in his austeri­ ties, which he proved by his obedience to be acceptable before God. It is necessary, then, to seek even holy things without attachment to self-will. St. Francis de Sales used to say: “I desire but few things, and for these I am not solicitous.” 6 He wished for them, not !“A remediis longinquiora sunt vitia quæ, sub specie virtutum, ridentur emergere.”—Collât. 4, c. 20. 5 “ Quare jejunavimus et non aspexisti ?”—Is. Iviii. 3. 3 “ Ecce, in dic jejunii vestri, invenitur voluntas vestra.”—Ibid. 4 “ Grande malum propria voluntas, qua fit ut bona tua tibi bona non sint!”—In Cant. s. 71. 5 Entret. 21. 148 IjliCYlOY Ils ut 4 IJLCUsCLUIl, [CH. Vil. through self-love, but to please God ; and was therefore prepared to give them up as soon as he knew they were not conformable to the holy will of God. Oh ! how great is the peace of a religious whose desires are the dictates of obedience ! St. Dositheus, having consecrated his whole will to obedience, enjoyed continual peace. Fearing that in this peace there was some delusion of the enemy, he one day said to his Superior, St. Dorotheus: “Father, tell me why it is that I experience such tranquillity as to be free from every other desire?” “My son,” replied the Father, “this peace is altogether the fruit of obedience.” And what can give more content to religious that love God, than to know with certainty that in all their actions they do the will of God? They can say with the prophet: We are happy, 0 Israel, because the things that are pleasing to God are made known to us) We enjoy constant happi­ ness; because being obedient in all things we are certain of doing in all the will of our Spouse. “ Oh ! what sweetness,” says Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, “is contained in this expression—the will of God ?” St. Laurence Justinian says that “he who has rejected his own will has thrown off a most grievous burden.”1 *3 “What tyrant,” says St. Peter Damian, “more cruel than self-will?”3 A religious cannot be subject to a more galling tyranny than the domination of her own will; for her inclinations will lead her to seek after things that cannot be had in the cloister. Fruitless desires will keep her in perpetual misery and agitation of mind, and she shall frequently suffer within herself a 1 “ Beati sumus, Israel; quia, quæ Deo placent, manifesta sunt nobis." —Bar. iv. 4. * “ Gravissimum a se onus rejecit, qui suam repulit voluntatem.”— De Disc. mon. c 7. 3 “Quis tyrannus crudelior quam hominis voluntas?"—Hom. de S. Ben. Ml sec. π.] Detachment from Self-will. 149 little hell. “Of what use,” says St. Eucherius, “ are the silence and repose of a habitation, if the inhabitants be disturbed by the struggling of passions? Of what use is external serenity, if the tempest rage within?” 1 What will it profit a religious to live in the retirement of the cloister, if her heart be agitated by the conflicts of her passions? Without, indeed, there will be a calm, but within a storm. And from what source arise all our troubles ? Do they not spring from attachment to our own inclinations ? “ Whence,” says St. Bernard, “ is disturbance of mind, if not from following self-will?”2 Cassian relates3 that the ancient Fathers were accustomed to say that the religious who does not conquer self-will cannot perse­ vere in religion: certainly she cannot persevere with profit and with peace. Attachment to self-will is the only reason why many religious lead an unhappy life. One is unhappy because she cannot have the confessor or Superior of her choice: another, because she desires an office, and it is not given to her. She is so discon­ tented, that the Superiors, to put an end to her com­ plaints, accede to her wishes; and still she is not con­ tent. How can she expect to enjoy peace, when, instead of practising obedience, she obliges her Superiors to submit to her desires ? Others are disturbed because an occupation opposed to their inclinations is assigned to them; others, because they are forbidden to keep up a certain communication or correspondence with their friends. Others, because some disagreeable precept is imposed upon them; they are displeased, and endeavor 1 “Quid prodest, si in loco quies et silentium sit, et in habitatoribus colluctatio passionum; si exteriora serenitas teneat, et interiora tem­ pestas?”—Ad Mon. horn. 9. ’“Unde turbatio, nisi quod propriam sequimur voluntatem?”—De Div. s. 26. z De Ccen. inst. 1. 4, c. 8. 150 Interior Mortification. [ch.vii. to excite against the Superior the aversion of their rela­ tives, and even of the Community, and thus produce endless scandal and disorder. Their crime, as is related by Surins, * would merit the chastisement of two monks, who refused to receive as their abbot a holy man named Philibert: one of them was struck with lightning, the other suddenly attacked with a mortal disease. “ Have peace with your prel­ ates,” says St. Bernard: “do not detract, nor wilfully listen to others detracting them: for God punishes in­ feriors in a special manner for this vice, and even in the present life.”2 And St. Gregory says’ that “ the works of Superiors, though they may appear reprehen­ sible, are not to be struck with the sword of the tongue.” Thou shalt not, says the Lord, speak ill of the gods,' You shall not censure the conduct of your Superiors, who hold the place of God in your regard. Attend to what Mary M. de Pazzi, while in an ecstasy, said of the evil done to religious by self-love: “ I see,” says that great saint, “ a multitude of souls, among whom there is one who, at the time of uniting herself to you, O divine Word, is wholly recollected; but before the lapse of an hour something occurs that is opposed to her inclinations, and she is thrown into confusion and agitation. I see another who, during the holy Mass, burns with divine love; but when reminded of a fault she will not acknowledge it; in her, pride and self-love reign. Another appears to rival St. Anthony by the rigor of her austerities; but if her penances be prohib1 Vit. S. Phil. 20 Aug. 2“ Habeto pacem cum praelatis tuis: non detrahas eis, nec libenter audias alios detrahentes eis; quia specialiter Deus hoc vitium punit in subditis, etiam in præsenti.’’—Op. Ad quid ven. c. 3. 3 “ Facta prepositorum oris gladio non sunt ferienda, etiam cum recte reprehendenda videntur.”—Epist. 1. 12, ep. 13. * “ Diis non detrahes.”—Exod. xxii. 28. sec. ii.] Detachment from Self-will. i51 ited, she is pertinacious, and will not obey. Another is reserved and mortified in the refectory; but she takes complacency in her mortifications, and desires to be es­ teemed more holy than her companions. To her, dis­ cretion appears excess; but she imputes to immoderate zeal the want of anything that she desires. Another will appear in the parlor to surpass St. Augustine by her wisdom; and to manifest her own perfection, will ex­ hibit in her conversation an extraordinary degree of prudence. Others are ready to forego in the exercises of charity every personal advantage, but wish to be thanked for their services, and to be praised by all their companions.” Of such religious the Lord once said to the same saint: “ They desire my spirit, but they desire it in a manner and at a time pleasing to themselves, and thus they render themselves unfit to receive it.” 1 But let us return to ourselves. If you, dear Sister, wish to become a saint, and to enjoy continual peace, seek to overcome as much as possible your own will; adopt the rule of religious who love perfection; never do anything for your own satisfaction, but do all to please God: by this means you cut off all vain desires and all evil inclinations. Worldlings continually seek the gratification of their own wishes; but the saints con­ stantly endeavor to mortify self-will, and to find occa­ sions of self-denial. St. Andrew Avellini, as we read in his Office, bound himself by an express vow to resist continually his own will. You should at least pre­ scribe to yourself to deny your own will a certain num­ ber of times in the day. Repeat often the words by which St. Bernard was accustomed to excite his fervor in God’s service: “ Bernard, for what purpose have you come here?”2 Say to yourself: have I entered religion to do my own will ? If I wish to live according to my 1 Puccinis p. 4, c. 29; p. 3, n. 1. 2“ Bernarde, ad quid venisti ?” I- 152 Interior Mortification. lch.vii. own inclinations, I should have remained in the world. At my profession I consecrated my will to God by the vow of obedience: why should I now seek to indulge it? Why am I disturbed when not permitted to follow my own will ? Be not troubled, then, when your requests are refused, and when a duty painful to self-love is im­ posed upon you; but remember that by your obedience you will merit a greater reward, and will make greater progress in virtue than you would by many spontane­ ous acts of penance and devotion. A great servant of God used to say, that to perform a single act of abne­ gation of self-will is more profitable than to build a thousand hospitals. Have continually before your eyes the words of the Venerable Father Anthony Torres to a religious who was one of his penitents: “ A soul entirely consecrated to God loves nothing, wants nothing, seeks nothing, desires nothing.” I will conclude this chapter by an extract from a let­ ter of the same Father Torres to a religious whom he wished to detach from herself and from all created ob­ jects, in order to love nothing but God: “ Since the Lord gives you so many occasions of suffering and of desolation, endeavor to improve in charity, which is said to be as strong as death. Study to strengthen divine love in your soul, so that it may disengage your heart from all creatures, from all human respect, from all that is prized by the world, from your own desires, and from all self-love; that there may be nothing in you to pre­ vent your thoughts, your desires, and your affections from being entirely directed to your beloved. Let the heart sigh after the beloved; let the will rest only on him; let the thoughts be wholly fixed on him. Let every motion of the body, let every act of your life, be for and with the beloved. To attain the love of your beloved, I advise you to renounce every day before the crucifix every object of your affections, all honors, in­ SEC. II.] Detac ument from Self-will. 153 terests, consolations, and relatives, and to protest that you desire no other glory than his ignominies; no riches but his charity, no other convenience than the cross: that you desire him only, your dear and beloved Spouse When you walk in the garden, or look up to the heav­ ens, invite frequently and with your whole heart all creatures to the love of your beloved. Avoid all con­ versation; give up every employment which is not pleas­ ing to him; omit every action which will not redound to the glory of your Spouse.” Prayer. Ah, my God, my Lord, and my Spouse ! Thou hast loved me so much, and hast given me a will to love Thee, and I have so often employed this will in offending and insulting Thee. If I were not convinced that Thou art a God of infinite mercy, I should lose all hope of recovering Thy grace, which I have un­ fortunately lost. By my ingratitude I deserved to have been long since abandoned by Thee. But I see that Thy light still assists m ?, and I know that Thou dost still call me to Thy love. Behold, O Lord, I do not wish to continue any longer in my ingratitude, or to resist any longer Thy invitation. I offer to Thee my whole being: receive an unfaithful soul who for so many years has despised Thy love, but who now desires to love Thee and to belong entirely to Thee. Assist me, O my Jesus; give me a sorrow for my sins which will fill my soul with pain and anguish for having outraged so good and so amiable a God. Unhappy me, if, after the lights which Thou now givest me, I betray Thee again. How canst Thou bear with me any longer? The fear of again offending Thee afflicts my soul. Ah. Lord ! do not permit me to be evermore separated from Thee. Chas­ tise me as Thou pleasest, but not by permitting me to lose Thy grace. If Thou seest that I shall ever turn my back unon Thee, take me out of life, at this moment, in which I hope to enjoy Thy friendship. Of what use will life be to me if by living I continue to offend Thee ? O Mary, my hope, obtain for me the grace of perseverance, or of instant death. 154 Interior Mortification. [CH. VIL III. The Merit of Obedience. “Since,” as St. Bonaventure says, “all the perfection of religious consists in the destruction of self-will,”1 obedience should, of all virtues, be the most dear to a religious. Obedience to rule and to the commands of Superiors is the greatest sacrifice that a Christian can offer to God; because, as St. Thomas says, “ nothing is more amiable in the eyes of man than the liberty of his own will.”1 23 Hence we cannot present to God a more acceptable gift than the consecration of our wills to his service. “ For,” says the Holy Ghost, obedience is better than sacrifices? Obedience is more pleasing to God than all the sacrifices that we can offer to him. They who give to the Lord their worldly goods by alms-deeds, their honor by embracing contempt, and their body by mortification, by fasts, and by works of penance, make only a partial consecration of themselves to him. But he that offers to God the sacrifice of his own will by the practice of obedience consecrates all that he possesses to God’s glory, and can say: Lord, after having given to Thee my will, I have nothing more to present to Thee. Besides, as St. Gregory says, “ By the other virtues we give to God what belongs to us, but by obedience we dedicate ourselves to him.”4 The same Father says in another place that “obedience is a virtue that infuses the other virtues into the mind and preserves them in 1 “ Tota religionis perfectio in voluntatis propriæ abdicatione con­ sistit.”—Spec. disc, ad novit, p. I, c. 4. 2 “ Nihil est homini amabilius libertate propriæ voluntatis.”—De Perf. vita spir. c. 10. 3 “ Melior est enim obedientia, quam victimæ.”—I Kings, xv. 22; Eciles. iv. 17. 4 “ Per alias virtutes, nostra Deo impendimus; per obedientiam, nosmetipsos exhibemus.”—In 1 Kings, xv. sec.in.] The Merit of Obedience. 155 the soul.”1 St. Teresa asserts that “from a soul re­ solved to love God he requires nothing but obedience;” and again, that “ the devil knows well that obedience is the remedy of the soul, and therefore he labors hard to prevents its attainment.”’ The Venerable Father Sertorio Caputo 3 used to say that obedience merits even the reward of martyrdom; because as by martyrdom a Christian submits, for God’s sake, to the loss of life, so by obedience he offers to the Lord the sacrifice of self-will, which is, as it were, the head of the soul. Hence the wise man says that he who practises obedience shall conquer every enemy. An obedient man shall speak of victory/ Yes, says St. Greg­ ory, the obedient shall overcome all the temptations of hell, because by obedience they subject their will to men, and thus become superior to the devils who fell through disobedience. “ They who obey,” says the saint, “are conquerors, because when they submit their will to others, they triumph over the angels who sinned by disobedience.” 4 Cassian observes that since all vices proceed from self-will when the latter is destroyed the former die in the soul. “ By mortification of the will all vices wither and decay.” 6 God promises those who renounce their own will that he will raise them above the earth, and give them a celestial spirit. If, says the Lord, thou turn away from doing thy own will ... I will lift thee up above the high places of the earth, and will feed 1 “ Obedientia virtus est quæ virtutes cæteras menti inserit, insertasque custodit.”—Moral. 1. 35, c. 12. 9 Found, ch. 5. 3 Barone, Vit. 1. 3, c. II. 4 “ Vir obediens loquetur victoriam.”—Prov. xxi. 28. 6 “ Victores sunt, qui obediunt; quia, dum voluntatem suam aliis perfecte subjiciunt, ipsi lapsis per inobedientiam angelis dominantur.”— In i Kings, 1. 4, c. 5. " “ Mortificatione voluntatum marcescunt universa vitia.”—De Ccenob. inst. 1. 4, c. 43. 156 Interior Mortification. [ch.vii. thee with the inheritance of Jacob.1 St. Laurence Justinian teaches that all who sacrifice their own will to God be­ come so dear to him that they shall obtain whatever they ask. “He that has consecrated himself to God by the immolation of self-will will receive all that he shall demand.'” St. Augustine says that after Adam had by his dis­ obedience entailed misery on himself and the whole human race, the Son of God became man, principally to teach us obedience by his own example. Jesus from his infancy began to obey Mary and Joseph: he con­ tinued to obey them during his life; and by his obedi­ ence was in the end brought to the ignominious death of the cross. He humbled himself, becoming obedient unto death—even to the death of the cross.3 St. Bernard says that “ the disobedient seek to be exempted from obedi­ ence. Jesus Christ did not do so: he, indeed, gave his life lest he should violate obedience.”4 The mother of God once revealed to one of her servants that our Re­ deemer died with a special affection for obedient souls. The Venerable Father de Leonardis, founder of the Order of the Mother of God, being importuned by his disciples to give them a rule, wrote this single word— obedience. He wished by this act to signify what Father Sertorio Caputo used to say, that in religion, obedience and sanctity are identical; that to be obedient and to be a saint are one and the same thing. St. Thomas r‘ teaches that it is principally by the vow of obedience a Chris1 " Si averteris . . . facere voluntatem tuam, . . . sustollam te super altitudines terræ.”—Is. Iviii. 13. * “Sicut seipsum Deo tradidit, voluntatem propriam immolando, sic a Deo omne quod poposcerit, consequetur.”—Lign. vit. de Obed. c. 3. 3 “ Factus obediens susque ad mortem, mortem autem crucis.”— Phil. ii. 8. 4 “ Redimunt se, ne obediant; non ita Christus: ille siquidem dedit vitam, ne perderet obedientiam.”—De Mor. Episc. c. 19. 5 2. 2, q. 186. a. 8. SEC. ΙΠ.] The Merit of Obedience. id? tian is made a religious; and, according to St. Teresa,1 a religious who is not obedient cannot be called a re­ ligious. Of what use is a disobedient nun ? Many are versed in the belles-lettres, in poetry, foreign lan­ guages, and in history, but are unacquainted with obedi­ ence. A religious who knows not how to obey, knows nothing. St. Teresa'4 used to say that obedience is the short road to perfection. It is related in the Lives of the Fathers,3 that one of them saw in a vision two orders of saints: the first consisted of those who had left the world and retired into the desert to practise continual prayer and penance; the second, of those who for the love of Jesus Christ lived in obedience and subjection to the will of others. He also saw that the latter en­ joyed greater glory than the former: for although the solitaries had pleased God in all their exercises, still they had always done their own will; but they who lived under obedience had given their will to God, and thus offered to him the most acceptable of all sacrifices. St. Dorotheus relates that his disciple St. Dositheus, being weak in health, could not practise the exercises performed by the other monks, but cast off self-will and consecrated himself entirely to obedience. He died in the space of five years. After his death the Lord re­ vealed to the abbot that this young man obtained the same reward as St. Paul, the first hermit, and as St. Anthony, the abbot. The monks were amazed, and could not conceive how Dositheus, who did not perform the ordinary duties of his state, could merit so exalted a glory. Almighty God told them that the glory of the young saint was the reward of the obedience which he had practised. St. Gregory says that “ a repast of pre1 Way of Perfee. ch. 19. 5 Found, ch. 5. 3 L. 5. libell. 14, n. iq. 158 Interior Mortification» [ch.vii. cept deserves a greater reward than fasting voluntarily undertaken.”' To eat through obedience is more meritorious in the sight of God than to fast through self-will. The same truth was revealed by the Blessed Virgin to St. Bridget. Being prohibited by her con­ fessor to practise her accustomed penances, the saint began to apprehend a diminution of her fervor; but the mother of God encouraged her to obey without fear, by saying to her that “ they who do penance deserve but one reward, while he that omits through obedience one act of mortification, receives a twofold remunerationone for the penance which he wished to perform, an­ other for his obedience in omitting it.”2 St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say that an obedient religious is the precious gem of the convent. Oh ! if all nuns were obedient, every convent would be a para­ dise. Besides, a nun faithful to obedience lays up in every * action an immense treasure of merit; because in every exercise she does the will of God; and in doing his will all merit consists. To enable us to acquire eternal treasures, by whatsoever we do through obedi­ ence, is the principal advantage of the religious state. Even duties agreeable to our own feelings, when per­ formed through a motive of obedience, merit a great reward. St. Aloysius used to say that religion is a ship, in which even he that labors not makes the voyage. Yes; for a religious merits not only when she fasts or meditates, or recites the Office, but also when through obedience she takes repose or abstains from labor, when she eats or indulges in recreation. Oh ! how profit­ able and meritorious is every act performed in obedi­ ence to the will of Superiors ! If, then, dear Sister, you desire soon to become a saint, 1 “ Majoris est meriti injuncta refectio, jejunio propria deliberatione suscepto.”—Ih i Reg. 1. 2, c. 4. * Rcv. I. 4, c. 26. SEC. III.] The Merit, of Obedience. *59 consecrate yourself entirely to obedience; divest youtself of all self-will; and endeavor with all your might to obey your Rule and your Superior in the external ex­ ercises, and your spiritual Father in whatever regards the interior. It is by obedience and by the absence of self-will that perfect religious are distinguished from the imperfect. The latter do nothing cheerfully, but what pleases self-love and self-will. They, indeed, de­ sire to be entrusted with some of the offices of the Com­ munity; because to be without office they deem to be dishonorable. But they wish for those employments that tend to their own ease and convenience, and in everything else they seek their own will. In a word, they desire to become saints, but only according to their own will, and according to the dictates of self-love. But St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say that “ he who in serving God seeks his own convenience, serves himself, and not God.” But religious who love perfection do not act in this manner: they never omit what obedi­ ence commands, and desire only what obedience pre­ scribes. Imitate their example, and you will soon be­ come a saint. Endeavor to perform all your actions from a motive of obedience, and you will always walk securely to salvation. To secure their profits, merchants obtain an insurance of their property. Let it be your care to make sure your eternal gain by procuring for every work the insurance of obedience—the approbation of your Superiors: otherwise your works may prove in­ jurious, or at least unprofitable, to you. When St. Anselm was made Archbishop of Canterbury he became unhappy in consequence of being so free from the yoke of obedience, and at his own solicitation the Pope appointed for the saint a Superior whom he might obey. The saint regulated his conduct by the advice of the Superior, and undertook nothing without his consent. How much more should you who by your profession have conse- l6o Interior Mortification. (ch.vii. crated your will to obedience—how much more, I say, should you seek occasions of practising that sublime virtue ! Prayer. Ah! my Jesus, to save me Thou hast been obedient unto death—even the death of the Cross; and I, for a vile and wretched gratification, have been so often disrespectful and dis­ obedient to Thee. Wait, O Lord ; do not abandon me yet. I repent with my whole soul of all the offences I have offered Thee. I now see that I have abused Thy mercy too much, and that therefore I am undeserving of Thy pity. But I also see that Thou hast borne with me till now, that, entering one day into myself, I might consecrate my whole being to Thee. I hope the day has arrived when I shall dedicate myself entirely to Thy love. I hear Thy voice calling me to Thy love. I shall no longer resist Thy invitation. Behold! I offer myself to thee; refuse not, O Lord, my oblation. Tell me what Thou dost require of me : I am ready to do all in my power to please Thee. I promise Thee that henceforth I shall never violate the obedience due to my Superiors. I love Thee, my Jesus, and because I love Thee, I desire to do all that I can to please Thee. Assist me, O Lord ; draw and unite me more and more every day to Thy love. Eternal Father, I offer to Thee the Passion of Thy Son, and through his merits I beseech Thee to give me all the graces necessary to make me a saint, such as Thou dost wish me to be. O Mary, my mother and my hope, beg of thy Son that I may be no longer mine, but that I may belong to him entirely and forever. IV. The Obedience Due to the Superiors. The principal and most efficacious means of practising the obedience due to the Superiors, and of rendering it meritorious before God, is to consider that in obeying them we obey God himself; and that by despising their commands we despise the authority of our divine Mas­ ter, who has said of Superiors: He that hearethyou, hear ■ger— sec.iv.] Obedience due to the Superiors. 16) eth me ; and he that despiseth you, despiseth met Hence St. Paul addressed to his disciples the following words: Not serving to the eye, as it were pleasing men, but as the servants of Christ, doing the will of God from the heartt When, then, a religious receives a precept from her prel­ ate, Superior, or confessor, she should immediately exe­ cute it, not only to please men, but principally to please God, whose will is made known to her by their com­ mand. In obeying their directions she is more certain of doing the will of God than if an angel came down from heaven to manifest his will to her. Hence St. Paul says, in his epistle to the Galatians, that though an angel from heaven preach a gospel to you, besides that which the apostles preach, he should not be believed. No, says the apostle, let him be anathema. St. Bernard says that “ God deigns to make prelates his own equals. He takes to himself the reverence or contempt manifested to them.” 3 Obedience shown to Superiors is shown to God; for he has said: He that heareth you, hcareth me ; and he that despiseth you, despiseth me. Bear, then, always in mind, dear Sister, that the obedience which you practise towards your Superiors is paid to God himself. Now if Jesus Christ himself came down from heaven, and imposed any duty upon you, or gave you any particular charge, would you attempt to decline it ? or would you dare to disobey his commands ? “ But,” continues St. Bernard, “ whether God, or a creat­ ure who is his representative, impose a precept, they are both to be obeyed with equal exactness.” 4 If, then, 1 “ Qui vos audit, me audit; et qui vos spernit, me spernit.”—Luke, c 16. * Non . . . quasi hominibus placentes, sed ut servi Christi, facientes voluntatem Dei ex animo.”—Eph. vi. 6. 3 “ Quos (prælatos) sibi Deus æquare quodam modo dignatus, sibimet imputat illorum et reverentiam et contemptum.”—De Prae, et Disp. c. 9. 4 “ Sive Deus, sive homo, vicarius Dei, mandatum quodeumque tra­ diderit, pari profecto obsequendum est cura.” 102 Interior Mortification. [ch.vii. you receive a command from one that holds the place of God, you should observe it with the same diligence as if it came from God himself. St. John Climacus * re­ lates that in a certain monastery the Superior, to set an example to the Community, commanded in their pres­ ence an old man of eighty years to stand in the refec­ tory for two hours without interruption. The aged monk being asked how he had been able to bear this mortification, replied: “I imagined that I stood before Jesus Christ, and that he imposed on me that humilia­ tion; and this thought made me obey without difficulty or repugnance.” For our greater merit the Lord wishes to lead us to salvation by means of faith, and therefore does not speak to us himself, but manifests his will by the com­ mands of our Superiors. When Jesus Christ appeared to St. Paul, and transformed him into a new man, he might in person have directed the apostle what to do, but Jesus only said to him: Go into the city, and there it will be told to thee what thou must do? Go into the city, and Ananias will make known my will to you. Hence blessed Egidius used to say that it is more meritorious to obey man for the love of God, than to obey God himself. It may be added, that there is more certainty of doing the will of God by obedience to Superiors, than by obedience to Jesus Christ should he appear in person and give his commands. Because should Jesus Christ appear to a religious she would not be certain whether it was he that spoke or an evil spirit, who under the appearance of the Redeemer wished to deceive her. But when her Superiors speak, she knows for certain, from the words of Jesus Christ, that in obeying them 1 Scala parad. gr. 4. ’ “ Ingredere civitatem, et ibi dicetur tibi, quid te oporteat facere.”— Acist ix. 7. *crw sec. iv.] Obedience dice to the Superiors, 163 she obeys him. Pic, says our Lord, that heareth you heareth me. Even when it is doubtful whether the object of a precept is conformable to the law of God, the gener­ ality of theologians and masters of spiritual life teach that a religious is bound to obey; and that in obeying she is certain of not sinning, and of even pleasing God. Attend to the doctrine of St. Bernard, which he has taken from the Rule of St. Benedict: “ Whatever a man holding the place of God commands, unless it be cer­ tain that it is displeasing to God, is to be received as if commanded by God himself.” 1 Thus, on the day of judgment, religious will be charged with every act of disobedience; but, as St. Philip Neri ’ used to say, they shall be most certain of not having to render an account of the actions performed through obedience. For these the Superiors only, who commanded them, shall be held accountable. Speaking particularly of nuns, the Lord once said to St. Catharine of Sienna: “ Religious will not be obliged to render an account to me of what they do through obedience; for that, I will demand an account from the Superiors.” Obey, says the Apostle, your prelates, and be subject to them; for they watch, as being to render an account of your souls : that they may do this with joy, and not with grief.123 And, O blessed spouse of the Lord! if you practise obedience, when after death you shall be asked by Jesus. Christ why you have not done greater penance, why you have not made more mental prayer, or why you have performed such an action, you can answer with confi­ dence, that in all this you only fulfilled his commands 1 “Quidquid, vice Dei, præcipit homo, quod non sit tamen certum displicere Deo, haud secus omnino accipiendum est, quam si præcipiat Deus.”—De Prœc. et Disp. c. 9. 2 Bacei, 1. 1, ch. 20. 3 ‘Obedite præpositis vestris, et subjacete eis; ipsi enim pervigilant, quasi rationem pro animabus vestris reddituri.”—Hebr. xiii. 17· 164 Interior Mortification, lch.vii. by obeying your Superiors, whom he commanded you to obey as you would obey himself; and that if you have done wrong, the blame is imputable to your Superiors, whose authority you obeyed. Attend to the words of St. Paul: That they (your prel­ ates) may do this with joy, and not with grief.' From this passage it clearly appears that it is the duty of a re­ ligious to obey promptly, without reply, and without thwarting her Superiors or disturbing their peace. Oh how miserable is the condition of a Superior whose subI jects violate obedience by excuses, by colored pretexts, by complaints, and even by murmurings. The situation of abbesses at the approach of the time for distributing the offices of the Community is truly deserving of pity. They are, on the one hand, troubled by scruples arising from the apprehension that through human respect or through the fear of displeasing a sister they will intrust her with a charge for which she is unfit; and on the other, they are afflicted to find that after the distribution one declines her office, another complains, a third murmurs, and others refuse to accept the duties assigned to them. This state of things sometimes compels the Superior to dispense the offices, not according to the rules of reason and for the good of the Community, but according to human prudence. In acting according to the dictates of human wisdom to prevent greater evils, the Superior may be blameless; but whoever accepts or discharges her duties not in the spirit of obedience, but through caprice, will certainly be inexcusable. The Apostle commands you to obey, and to be subject to your Superiors, that they may discharge their duty with joy, and not with grief. For, says St. Paul, this is not ex­ pedient for you? No, it is not expedient for you that the Superiors be resisted and thwarted; but if they be sup1 " Ut cum gaudio hoc faciant, et non gementes.”—Hebr. xiii. 17. 2 “ Hoc enim non expedit vobis.”—Ibid. SEC. IV.] Obedience due to the Superiors. 165 ported and consoled in the government of the Com­ munity, good order and your spiritual progress will be promoted. What a scandal is it to see certain religious decline certain offices assigned to them, and thus extort obedi­ ence from their Superiors! St. Bernard, in his comment on the words of the Redeemer to the blind man, What wilt thou that I do to thee? says: “ He was truly blind, otherwise he would have exclaimed: ‘ Far be it from me, O Lord, to ask Thee to do what I will; tell me rather what Thou wilt have me do for Thee.’ ” ’ Let us apply to ourselves this passage of St. Bernard. There are some nuns whom the abbess must ask what office they wish to have. Perfect religious do not require to be consulted about the office they wish for: should the Superior ask them what charge would be most agree­ able to them, they answrer that it is not for them to say what employment they desire, but that it belongs to her to tell them what she will have them do. If, then, dear sister, you wish to be truly obedient and truly religious, bear continually in mind: I. That your Superiors hold in your regard the place of Jesus Christ; and endeavor to show them all the veneration and love that are due to his representatives, not through a feeling of self-interest, not to be esteemed by them or to avoid their censure, but from the sole motive of pleasing God. And this obedience is due not only to the prelate and abbess, but to all that bold office in the convent: such as the Infirmarian, the Sacristan, and the sister who is charged with the care of the refec­ tory. In obeying the abbess, a religious may be easily influenced by human respect; but in obeying sisters in­ trusted with the inferior offices, she shows that she pos1 “ Quid tibi vis faciam ?”—Luke, xviii. 41. ’ “ Vere coecus, quia non exclamavit: Absit, Domine; tu magts dic quid me facere velis.”—Ln Conv. S. Pauli, s. 1. 166 Interior Mortification. [CH. VII. sesses the true spirit of obedience. St. Francis of Assisi thanked God in a particular manner for having given him the grace to be always ready to obey the least of the novices in all things in which they might be ap­ pointed his Superiors. The saint was accustomed to say that the less the authority of a Superior and the more humble his station and qualifications, the greater is the merit of obedience; because then it proceeds from the sole motive of pleasing God. II. Do not seek the society of imperfect sisters, who have little affection for obedience. III. Receive correction with humility; beg of the Superior to reprimand you as often as reproof may be necessary for you. Be not of the number of those who resent even the slightest rebuke, to whom the Superior cannot give even the necessary admonitions without great caution; whose correction, lest they should be wanting in respect to her, and should disturb the Communitjq she is, perhaps, compelled to defer for several months, till a seasonable opportunity occurs. But woe to the religious who cannot be admonished without such caution! she must be very imperfect indeed. IV. When corrected receive the admonition with humility, and without excusing your fault; and should the Superior charge you with a defect which you had not committed, do not speak of her mistake, unless she commands you to state vour guilt or innocence. But I shall hereafter treat this subject more at large. V. Banish from your mind all thoughtsand suspicions against the Superior, with the same promptness as if they were thoughts opposed to chastity, and when you hear any one attribute to her a fault which cannot be denied, seek to excuse her as much as you can. But should the fault of the Superior be evident and inexcusable,—for ex­ ample, were she impatient with all the sisters,—persuade yourself that God permits this defect in her, not for your SEC. IV.] Obedience due to ihc Superiors. 167 injury, but for your profit. St. Gertrude once besought the Lord to deliver the abbess from the fault of frequent impatience. In answer, she was told that he permitted this defect in the abbess, as well for her own advantage as for the good of the religious: for her good, that she might be kept humble; for the good of the religious, that by bearing with her impatience their merit might be increased? “ The more,” says St. Bernard, “ you are oppressed, the more you gain.”2 The greater the bur­ den you bear the greater the merit you acquire. St. Gregory teaches that “ the commands of Superiors should be respected, though their life be not deserving of praise?” And speaking of the Scribes and Phari­ sees, who blasphemed his works, Jesus Christ says: All things whatsoever they shall say to you, observe and do ; but according to their works, do ye not. * With regard to the offices of the convent, observe the excellent rule of St. Francis de Sales: “ Never to seek and never to refuse any of them.” Prefer always that which is least honorable, and least suited to your con­ venience. Few nuns merit the full reward of obedience by fulfilling the duties of their office, because few accept and discharge them in the true spirit of obedience, and with a pure intention of pleasing God. Imperfect reli­ gious look only to the advantages and disadvantages of office; but the perfect regard only the will of God, and therefore seek not their own ease or convenience, but cheerfully embrace pains and labors. Endeavor to be­ long to the number of the perfect. Do not imagine that the refusal of office, through fear of committing faults in the discharge of its duties, will be excusable 1 Tttsin. 1. 3, c. 84. 2 “ In quantum gravaris, in tantum lucraris.”—Efist. 73. 3 “ Majorum imperia tunc etiam veneranda sunt, cum ipsi laudabilem non habent vitam.”—In 1 Reg. 1. 2, c. 4. 4 “ Omnia ergo quæcumque dixerint vobis, servate et facite, secundum opera vero eorum nolite facere.”—Matt, xxiii. 3. 168 Interior Mortification, (ch. vh before God; but be persuaded that by becoming a reli­ gious you bound yourself to serve the convent. Could the fear of committing faults justify you in declining a charge, the same fear would exempt all the sisters from the obligation of accepting office. Should they give way to such fears, who would serve the monastery or support the Community? Have a pure intention ot pleasing God: fear not; he will assist you. Accept, in the spirit of obedience, the office intrusted to you; and in accepting it, regard not the power of domination; look not to self-ease nor self-esteem, but solely to the obligations of obedience. Accept it with a holy confidence, and listen not to the devil, who will perhaps suggest to you that the duties of such an office are above your strength. If you be obedient, the Lord will give you that strength which you do not possess. Do not imagine that, because the duties of your charge are of a distracting nature they will destroy in your soul the spirit of fervor and recollection. Be assured that if you comply with your duties God will bestow upon you more graces in a quarter of an hour spent in prayer, than, without performing them, you would re­ ceive in a retreat of ten days. In the fulfilment of your office endeavor as much as possible to set apart some little time to recollect yourself in prayer. Do not say that your office requires every moment of your time. Perfect religious who have an affection for prayer can find abundant time for the discharge of their duties and for recollection. Do not imitate the conduct of some who burden themselves with such a multiplicity of occu­ pations, that they cannot find a moment’s time to recol­ lect themselves before God. In discharging the duties of office be careful not to be partial to your friends. Be still more careful not to abuse your office by employ­ ing it as a means of procuring for yourself advantages which the other sisters do not enjoy. sec. iv.] Obedience due to the Superiors. 169 . Lastly, remember that neither obedience nor even the perfection of obedience forbids a religious to make known to her Superiors all secret disqualifications for the duty imposed upon her. She may, for example, without any violation of obedience, make known to them any bodily infirmity, or whatever would render her unfit for the office assigned to her; because her Supe­ riors are not angels, but human beings, who require to be made acquainted with what of themselves they do not know. But in stating your disqualifications for any charge, you must take care, in the first place, not to speak of those which the Superior already knows; for these she must be supposed to have already taken into consideration. Secondly, after explaining your diffi­ culties, you must cheerfully acquiesce in the judgment of the Superior; and your acquiescence must be mani­ fested externally, as well for her peace and satisfaction as for the edification of the Community. Hence, before they represent to the Superior their unfitness for office, religious would do well to figure to themselves that, notwithstanding their supposed difficulties, she insists on the acceptance of the charge intrusted to them. By this means they will be better disposed to receive, with­ out reply, the decision of the Superior. It is necessary to remark in this place, that a discreet attention to the preservation of health, with a view to be better able to serve God, is not a defect, but an act of virtue. But a superfluous solicitude about health is a fault; and, aided by self-love,' makes many unnecessary indulgences appear indispensable. St. Bernard says that some are fitter to be the disciples of Hippocrates and Galenus than of Jesus Christ. “ Consider,” says the saint, “ that you are a monk and not a physician.” 1 And he continues: “Consult for your own repose.”’ As if he 1 “ Puta te, quæso, monachum esse, non medicum.”—In Cant. s. 30. ’ “ Parce quieti tuæ.” Interior Mortification. i/o [ch.vil said, Seek to promote your own peace by living like the rest of the Community, and by avoiding all singular and superfluous indulgence. “ Spare the labor of those who serve the Community.”1 Spare the labor of the attend­ ant in the refectory, and of the cook; and seek not after deliacies withheld from others. “ Spare the burden of the house.”12 Abstain from putting the Community to any superfluous expense. St. Basil3 exhorted religious to accustom themselves as much as possible to the common fare. Oh ! how much better is it fora religious to eat and drink like her companions, than to fast, to take discipline, or wear hairshirts, and afterwards practise singularity in Ijer food! In singularity has originated the relaxation of many reli­ gious orders. Be not afraid that by using the common food you will be wanting in the care of your health; for although it is not lawful directly to shorten life with the intention of accelerating death, still, according to the common opinion of theologians, it is allowable to abstain from some indulgences, particularly those that are sin­ gular, which might prolong life for some time. Such abstinence is even an act of virtue, when practised with the intention of promoting our own spiritual advance­ ment, and the edification of our neighbor. When the celebrated Chapter of Matts4 was held, St. Francis of Assisi saw that the demons convened a Chapter, in which they agreed that, to introduce a relaxation of discipline into his Order, in which the spirit of fervor then flourished, the most effectual means would be to induce the religious to receive a great number of novices of noble extraction and of delicate health, because such subjects would be treated with less rigor; thus by de1 ' 3 4 “ Parce labori ministrantium.” “ Parce gravamini domus.” Λ’, de Abdic, reruni. Wading. Ann. Min. anno 1219, n. 19. sec. iv] Obedience due to the Superiors. 171 grees discipline would be relaxed, and the spirit of fervor banished from the Order. This reasoning was most just. Beware, then, lest by immoderate care of your health you put your salvation in peril, or at least lose the crown of a saint. Remember that, had the saints, like you, been unnecessarily solicitous [about the preservation of health, they should never have become saints. Prayer. O my oeloved Lord, Thou art beauty itself, goodness itself, and love itself: how can I love anything but Thee ! Fool that I have been ! In my past life I have offered numberless insults to Thee. I have violated Thy law, but I am sorry above all things for my sins, and desire to die of grief for having offended Thee. O my Jesus, have mercy upon me. I desire to cry out continually: My Jesus, mercy; O my Jesus, mercy. But if for the past I have despised Thy love, I now prefer it to all the goods of the earth. Thou, O my Jesus, art, and shalt be forever, the only object of all my affections. My love, I leave all things and desire nothing but Thee. I now say and desire to repeat every moment of my life, that I desire Thee only, O my God, and nothing more. Assist me, O Lord, to be faithful to Thee. Look not on my sins, but on the love that Thou didst bear to me when Thou wast nailed to the Cross for my salvation. In the merits of Thy Passion 1 place all my hopes. I love Thee, O infinite Good ! O my supreme Good ! and ask nothing of Thee but the grace to love Thee ; to love Thee intensely, and henceforward to love no other object but I hee. my treas­ ure and my all. My Jesus, I give Thee my will : purify its affections. I give Thee my body : preserve it unsullied. I give Thee my soul : make it belong entirely to Thee. Burn with Thy own consuming fire every affection that is opposed to the pure love of Thy divinity. O Mary, my great advocate. I hope first in the merits of thy Son, and afterwards in thy intercession. I 72 Interior Μortification. [CH. VII. The Obedience due to the Rule. St. Francis de Sales has asserted that “ the predesti­ nation of religious is connected with the observance of their rules. ” And St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say, that the observance of Rule is the shortest way to eternal life and to sanctity. In a word, the only way by which a religious can become a saint and be saved, is to observe her Rule. For her there is no other way that leads to salvation. Hence, no matter how great her austerities, how frequent her prayers, and how numer­ ous her other spiritual works, a religious who habitually violates any, even the most unimportant, rule, will never advance a single step towards perfection. She will labor, but without fruit, verifying in herself the words of the Holy Ghost : He that rejecteth wisdom and discipline is un­ happy ; and their fruit is vain, and their labors without fruit, and their works unprofitable) They who despise discipline, that is, their Rule, are miserable, and trust in vain in their works; for their labors are without fruit. “We,” says St. Teresa, “do not fulfil certain easy duties prescribed by rule, such as silence, which gives no pain; and still we go in search of works of penance; but afterwards we neglect the former and omit the latter.”a Not to ad­ vance in perfection is but a small part of the evils that arise from the infraction of light rules. According to St. Bernard, the worst consequence of such transgres­ sions is, that the habit of them renders very difficult the observance of the most important rules, and even of the vows. Oh! what a scandal to see certain religious, so well instructed during their novitiate in the observance of Disciplinam qui abjicit, infelix est; et vacua est spes illorum, et labores sine fructu.”—Wïsd. Hi. n. sec. v.j Obedience dice to the Rzcle. *73 rule, and after their profession, disregard reguiar disci­ pline, as if their solemn consecration to Jesus Christ exempted them from all the obligations of the religious state! Λ learned author says: “ It is better to be a finger united to the body, than to be an eye separated from it.’’ 1 An eye torn from the body is but rottenness; and an action that wears the appearance of virtue, but is not conformable to rule, will never please God; instead of promoting, it will impede the perfection of a religious. For, as St. Augustine says, acts of devotion opposed to rule are but so many steps out of the way, and so many stumbling-blocks to the soul. But you, dear sister, have left the world to become a saint; and do you not see, that not to conquer yourself in small things will not only prevent you from being a saint, but will also expose you to the danger of perdition ? “We had,” says St. Eucherius of Lyons, “abundant strength to relinquish the dearest affections, and we are not strong enough to overcome negligence.” 123 We had the courage to renounce all attachments to relatives, to property, and to the pleasures of the world; and now we are too weak to conquer our tendency to violate rule. Cassian relates that to a certain monk who had aban­ doned the dignity of senator to enter religion, but after­ wards did not observe his rule, St. Basil said, in a tone of commiseration: “ You have lost the rank of senator, and have not become a monk.”' Unhappy man, what have you done ? To become a monk, you have forfeited the honorable station of senator, and have not attained the sanctity of a religious. Tertullian says: “ If you deem the liberty of the world to be true liberty, you have 1 “Melius est digitum esse, et esse in corpore, quam esse oculum, et evelli de corpore.” 2 “Ad relinquendos dulces affectus, fortissimi fuimus; et nunc, ad declinandas negligentias, infirmi sumus.”—Ad Monach. hom. S. 3 “Senatorem perdidisti, et monachum non fecisti.” 1/4 Interior Mortification, ich.viî. returned to servitude, and have lost the liberty of Christ.”* As if he said: O spouse of Jesus, you have gone forth from the slavery of the world, and have taken possession of the liberty of Christ, by putting off all earthly affections—the unhappy chains which hold so many poor souls in bondage; and will you still esteem the liberty of the world to be true liberty ? If you do, you have miserably returned to the slavery of the world, and have lost the freedom of the children of God, which Jesus Christ purchased for you. First Excuse. Some religious excuse their negligence by saying that the rules which they violate are of no importance. To them I answer, in the first place, that no Rule of religion can be deemed unimportant or undeserving of attention. All the rules of religion should be re­ spected, because they are all ordained by Almighty God, and approved by the Church, as means of attaining the perfection to which every religious consecrated to God should continually aspire; and because the neglect of even trifling rules injures regular discipline, and dis­ turbs the whole Community. It is certain that the spirit of fervor flourishes in the convent where attention is paid to the smallest rules; but where they are neglected, there piety is either lost or begins to decay Father St. Jure2 relates that Father Oviedo, the Superior of the college of the Jesuits in Naples, insisted on the punctual observance of even the smallest rules. He was opposed by Father Bobadilla, who asserted that it was not right to oblige subjects to observe such trifles. By thij opposition the rigor of discipline was relaxed; the event showed the evil consequences of the 1 “Si veram putes sæculi libertatem, rediisti in servitutem hominis, et amisisti libertatem Christi.”—De Cor. milit. 9 Knowledge and Love, book 3, ch. 17, § 1. —-■e sec. v.] Obedience dite to the Rule, 175 neglect of rule. By the habitual violation of order, a contempt for the most important as well as for the smallest rules was engendered in some, who afterwards abandoned religion. Being informed of the relaxation which had taken place, St. Ignatius ordained that the rules should be observed with the utmost exactness, and thus discipline was re-established. Tepid and negligent religious disregard trifles, but the devil sets great value on the smallest violation of rules; he carefully marks all our transactions to charge us with them one day before the tribunal of Jesus Christ. St. Richard, a religious, having once got his hair cut before the usual time, saw the devil gathering and numbering the hairs that were scattered over the floor.1 In like manner, St. Gertrude2 saw the enemy collecting all the little tufts of wool which, for want of the perfect spirit of poverty, she had allowed to be wasted; and all the syllables of the Office that had been omitted because it was recited with too much rapidity. Blessed Denis the Carthusian relates that Satan ap­ peared once to a religious with a needle and a silk thread in his hand, which she had used without permission. Thus the enemy of mankind keeps an account of every word uttered in the place or time of silence, of everv look of curiosity, and of every transgression of rule into which negligent religious fall. It is because they are heedless of small faults that these miserable souls experience nothing but aridity and irksomeness in their meditations, Communions, and in all their exercises of devotion. In punishment of one look of curiosity, contrary to the inspiration of the Holy Ghost not to indulge her eyes, St. Gertrude was visited with spiritual dryness for eleven days. It is but just that whoever sows little should gather but little 1 Surius, Sept. 15. 2 Insin. 1. 3, c. 33. 176 Interior Mortification. (ch. vn. fruit. He who soweth sparingly shat/ also reap sparingly.' How can the Lord be liberal of his graces and consola­ tions to a religious who serves him with reserve and with negligence? Had she faithfully observed such a rule God would perhaps have bestowed upon her great graces; but in punishment of her negligence he has justly withheld them from her. Blessed Egidius used to say, “ By a small neglect a great grace may be lost.” “Many,” says St. Bonaventure, “desire to die for Christ, and are at the same time unwilling to bear light crosses for his sake.” 3 Many pant after the crown of martyrdom, and will violate a small rule rather than submit to a trifling inconvenience. If, says the Saint, you received a command hard to be observed, and in its fulfilment attended with serious disadvantages, there might perhaps be some apology for its violation; but for the infraction of rules of easy observance there can­ not be the shadow of an excuse. The more unimportant a rule, and the more easy it is to be observed, the more imperfect the religious who transgresses it, because the greater is her attachment to self-will. But God grant, as has been said above,3 that the disregard of small rules may not lead her one day to the violation of her vow, and to eternal perdition. He that breaketh a hedge, says the Holy Ghost, a serpent shall bite him.' A\rhoever breaks down the fence of the Rule stands in great danger of being one day bitten by the infernal serpent. When you see a religious of exemplary conduct fall into the pit of sin, do not imagine that the devil, by the first attack, succeeded in effecting her ruin. No, he first induced 1 “Qui parce seminat, parce et metet.”—2 Cor. ix. 6. 3 “Multi optant pro Christo mori, qui pro Christo nolunt levia pati.” —De Prof. rei. 1. 2, c. 5. 3 Page 172. 4 “ Qui dissipat sepem, mordebit eum coluber.”—Eccles, x. 8. sec.V.] Obedience dite io the Ride. her to neglect her Rule and to despise small things, and then drew her into grievous transgressions. Second Excuse. Others excuse themselves by saying that the Rule does not bind under pain of sin. It has been already said (Chap. IV.)1 that to violate without sufficient necessity even the Rules that are not obligatory under the penalty of moral guilt, is, ac­ cording to the common opinion of theologians, at least a venial transgression. Speaking of the Rule of his Order, which has not the force of a strict precept, St. Thomas, after stating that the violation of the vows is a mortal sin, says that “ the transgression of the other Rules is only a venial fault.”2 I have said that to break any Rule without sufficient cause is at least a venial sin. For when the violation of Rule is productive of serious injury or of great scandal in the convent, it may be a mortal sin. For example, to disturb habitually the general silence, to enter the cells of your companions, to break without leave the fasts prescribed by the Rule, and similar irregularities, sometimes rob the soul of sanctifying grace. But that the violation of Rule is at least a venial sin, cannot be doubted: i. Because a religious by transgressing her Rule neglects the means of attaining the perfection to which she is bound to aspire; 2. Because she is unfaithful to the promise which at her profession she made to observe the Rules of the Community; 3. Because by her bad example in transgressing the Rule she disturbs the good order of the Community; 4. And lastly (and this is the strongest reason): Because every infraction of the Rule proceeds from self-love, and is a departure from the will of God. ’ Page 84. * “Transgressio obligat solum ad peccatum veniale.”—2. 2, q. 1S6, a. 9. 12 17^ Interior Mortification. [ch.vil Unnecessary transgressions of rule are certainly not acts of virtue; neither can they be said to be indifferent. For how can we call an action indifferent that is per­ formed through self-will, that gives bad example, and destroys the order of regular discipline? If, then, the violation of the Rule cannot be good or indifferent, it must be sinful. Some perhaps will say: It is enough for me that the violation of the Rule is not a mortal sin. To such persons I would answer, that they are in a very dangerous state. If they are not dead, they are in the last agony. Their unhappy souls are infected with a slow fever which will soon bring on death. Let them read what is said in Chapter V.1 Third Excuse. In extenuation of their neglect of the Rule others say that they are advanced in years, and that they cannot bear the rigors practised by young persons. In answer to them I say, that a religious, whether young or old, does injury to herself and the Community by the transgression of the Rule. St. Peter Chrysolo gus says that “ by its shade a barren tree is pernicious not only to itself, but also to the fertile plants by which it is surrounded.” J Yes, every religious who gives bad example by inattention to the Rule does an injury to her own soul and to her fervent companions. Besides, religious advanced in years are more strictly bound to perfect observance than those who are young in religion. First, because they have been longer in the cloister: and as the more time a person has devoted to study, the more extensive should be his learning; so the longer a religious is engaged in the meditation of Jesus crucified, the greater should be her progress in the science of the saints and in Christian perfection. * Page 102. 5 “ Infecunda arbor, dum fundit umbram, inimica, non sibi soli, sed etiam palmitibus fit fecundis."—Sertu. io6. SEC. Y.] Obedience due to the Rule. τ79 * ■ta Secondly, because the example of the more advanced is most efficacious in inducing the juniors to observe or to violate the Rule. Religious of long standing are the torches that enlighten the Community; they are the pillars that sustain regular observance; and by their example they engage the young in the support of order. But if discipline be disregarded by the oldest members of the Community, the Rule will be despised by the novices in religion. Generally speaking, all the irregularities that creep into convents are to be ascribed not so much to the young as to the advanced religious, who by their bad example lead the others to seek a relaxation of the rigor of the Rule. As long as their works contradict their words, all their exhortations and entreaties to the juniors to observe the Rule will be un­ profitable. “The eyes,” says St. Ambrose, “persuade sooner than the ears.”* Example is far more persuasive than admonition. And how is it possible to induce novices to observe the Rule when the conduct of Superiors is subversive of regular observance? “Noth­ ing,” says Tertullian, “can be built up by the same means as that by which it is pulled down.” 3 When Eleazar was tempted by the wicked Antiochus to trangress the divine command, which forbade the Hebrews to eat swine’s flesh, his friends through com­ passion for his old age besought him, in order to escape death, at least’ to pretend to comply with the tyrant’s order. But the venerable old man wisely replied, that he would rather be sent into the other world: for it doth not become our age to dissembled He would rather sacrifice his life than pretend, at such an advanced age, to break the divine precept, and thus teach his young countrymen to trans­ gress the law. 1 "Citius persuadent oculi, quam aures.”—Serm. 76. 2 “ Nemo inde strui potest, unde destruitur.”—De Prescript. 3 2 Mac. vi. 18. —4^. i8o Interior Mortification. rcH.vn “The look of a just man,” says St. Ambrose, “is an admonition.”1 Oh! what an affecting admonition to novices, and how far superior to the most eloquent exhortation, to see an aged religious observing with punctuality all the Rules, great and small ! All the zeal and exertions of religious who love perfection should be directed to the support of discipline in all its rigor. When Jesus Christ, by stretching forth his right hand, showed St. Teresa that he was espoused to her, he said: “ Henceforth, as my true spouse, you shall be zealous for my honor.”’ Every spouse, then, of Jesus should ardently seek his glory. But it is for the observ­ ance of the Rules, which are the principal support of perfection in the Community, that religious should dis­ play all their zeal. And this zeal should be cherished not only by Superiors, but by all, and especially by those whose office or age gives them authority over the other Sisters. Whenever St. Andrew Avcllini saw the rules transgressed, he admonished with great fervor not only his companions in religion, but also his Su­ periors. It is related in the life of Father Torres that one of his penitents, Sister M. Teresa Spinelli, a relig­ ious of great zeal and piety, in the convent of the Most Holy Trinity at Naples, seeing certain abuses introduced into the Community, opposed them vehemently without regard to any person, however great his dignity. She had in view only God’s honor; and to uphold it by resisting the introduction of irregularity into religion, she endured many troubles and contradictions. When manifest abuses and relaxation of discipline steal into a convent, it is not pride or temerity, but an act of virtue and zeal, to exclaim against them, and even to oppose the Superiors themselves, should such opposition be necessary for the correction of abuses. 1 “Justi aspectus admonitio est.”—In Ps. cxviii. s. 10. ’ “Deinceps, ut ver? sponsa, meum zelabis honorem.”—Offic. 15 Oct. sec. v.] Obedience dite to the Rule. 181 Fourth Excuse. Through a pretended fear of being troublesome to the Superior, some abstain from asking permission to do what they are forbidden by rule to do without her leave. This, too, is a vain excuse; for Superiors, instead of being annoyed, are edified by the religious who ask per­ missions as often as they may be required. Besides, how can a Superior complain of the sisters for asking leave to do what their Rule forbids them to do, without her permission ? Be careful, then, never to abstain from asking any permission which your Rule commands you to ask. And when, to support the observance of the Rule, your Superior refuses your request, be not disturbed, but thank her for the refusal, and keep your soul in peace. All the passengers in a ship rejoice, and even feel grateful to the pilot, when they see that he compels all the sailors, without exception, to attend to their duty; for should even one of them neglect his post the vessel might be lost. The rules are burdensome, but they are only the bur­ den of the wings with which we fly to the Lord. “ The burden of Christ,” says St. Augustine, “ has wings.” 1 Yes, it has wings which assist us to rise on high. The rules are fetters; but they are bonds of love which unite us to the Supreme Good. When bound by rule, we should say with holy David: The lines are fallen unto me in goodly places? To me these cords are not a badge of dishonor, but of nobility; they are the object of my love because they deliver me from the chains of hell. And when we feel pain or sorrow in consequence of being de­ prived by our Rule of any gratification which self-love prompts us to desire, let us rejoice, and say with the 1 “ Christi sarcina pennas habet.”—In Ps. lix. 9 “ Funes ceciderunt mihi in præclaris.”—Ps. xv. 6. 4 I 82 Intcrior Mortificalion. [CH. VIL Apostle :Z, a prisoner in the Lordi As if he said: I see that I am a prisoner, but I exult in those chains which bind me to my God and merit for me an eternal crown. “He would not,” says St. Augustine, “put a golden necklace on you if he had not first chained you in iron fetters.”123 The Lord would not give you the golden necklace of eternal glory without having first bound you with the chains of rule. Should a sister, then, ask you to do what without per­ mission you are forbidden to do, tell her without hesita­ tion that you cannot accede to her request. You ought not to be ashamed to refuse when there is question of avoiding a fault, and especially the violation of the Rule. No: should the others be negligent, it is your duty to be singular in regular observance. Be not afraid that your regularity will be an occasion of vainglory. That your example may shine forth, and serve as an incentive to others to observe the Rule and thus give glory to God, it is certainly his will that, if the rest of the Community be careless, you should be singular in attending even to the smallest rules. So let your light shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven:' If you are not able to do great things for God, to perform rigorous penances, or to devote much time to prayer, strive at least to observe your Rule with exactness; and be assured that by its sole observance you will in a short time make rapid progress in perfection. A great servant of God used to say that the punctual observance of the Rule is the short way to sanctity. “ The best perfection,” savs St. Bonaventure, “ is to fulfil all 1 “ Ego vinctus in Domino.”—Eph. iv. 1. s “ Non tibi imponeret torquem aureum, nisi primum in compedibus ferreis te alligasset.”—In Es. cxlix. 3 “Sic luceat lux vestra coram hominibus, ut videant opera vestra bona, et glorificent Patrem vestrum qui in coelis est.”—Matt. v. 16. SEC. V.] Obedience due to the I\ule. 183 things whatsoever that are prescribed.”1 t'îcX. will be liberal to a religious in proportion to her fidelity to him. “A religious,” says St. Teresa, “faithful to the minutest of the rules does not walk, but flies to perfection with­ out either wings or feathers.” St. Augustine justly calls the Rule the mirror of reli­ gious; for by its observance the character of a religious may be known. Yes, says Hugo of Victor, commenting on St. Augustine, the Rule is the best test by which we may discover “ whether religious are just or unjust, whether they advance, whether they are pleasing or displeasing to God.”’ By seeing religious attentive to the Rule, or careless about its observance, we ascertain at once whether they love or do not love perfection; whether they go forward or recede; whether they please or dis­ please God. Be assured that a religious will become a saint not by doing a multiplicity of works, but by the faithful observance of the Rule. At the times set apart by the Rule for labor or for recreation a religious should not go to prayer, to the choir, nor take the dis­ cipline. These unseasonable devotions are, says Father Alvarez, sacrifices of rapine, which God does not ac­ cept. A certain Capuchin was accustomed to absent himself from the common labors for the purpose of attending to his private devotions. On the bed of sickness Jesus Christ, in quality of his judge, appeared to him, and ordered all the vocal prayers and other devotions per­ formed during the time of the common exercises to be taken from him and to be distributed among those who had labored for the Community. By the mercy of God ’ his life was prolonged, his health was restored, and ever 1 “Optima religiosi perfectio, communia quæque servare.”—Spec, disc. p. 2, c. 2. 9 “ Sive justi, sive injusti; utrum quisquam proficiat; utrum Deo placeat, an displiceat.”—Expos, in Rcg. 0'. dug. c. 12. 184 Interior Mortification. [ch.vii, after the good brother assisted most punctually at all the common duties. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that the best means to acquire great merit is to be present at every assembly of the Community. It is true that in certain circumstances, as when you labor under inurmity orare engaged in some very important duty of office, it is not a fault to break some small rule. But it is likewise true that transgressions committed under pretence of sickness or necessity frequently proceed from sloth, and from a want of affection for the Rule. For others who are perhaps more infirm, and not less occupied in the offices of the convent, never violate the rules that you so often transgress. They who love discipline find the means of observing the Rule, and also of discharging the duties of office. St. Teresa used to say that “some­ times the evil is small, and therefore we imagine that we are not bound to avoid it.”1 To read your Rule frequently for the purpose of see­ ing what faults you commit and what you have to cor­ rect will contribute greatly to infuse into your soul an affection for exact observance. The reading of the rules is one of the best spiritual readings that you can make. It will also be very profitable to make your particular examination on the rules that you transgress most fre­ quently. Whenever you violate the Rule be not ashamed to acknowledge your fault to the Superior, and to ask penance for it. The devil once said to St. Dominic, that in the chapter at which religious confess their defects, and receive penance and admonition for them, he lost all that he had gained in the refectory, in the parlor, and in the other places of the monastery. Before you con­ fess your fault, dispose your heart to accept whatever reproof or penance may be given to you, lest you should be like the religious who, to show that they are humble 1 Way of Perf. ch. 11. •ββΕΓ 'J sec. V.] Obedience due to the Rule. 185 and exact in the observance of the Rule, acknowledge their defects, but are at the same time unwilling to be reproved for their transgressions. But to be profitable, the observance of the Rule, as St. Ignatius has remarked, must above all be accompanied with “ the spirit of love, and not the perturbation of fear.”1 You should observe the rules not to escape the rebukes of the Superior, nor to win the admiration of the sisters, but through the spirit of love and to please Jesus Christ. Hence the same saint has declared, that in not annexing the penalty of sin to the violation of the Rule of the Society of Jesus, his object was “ to make love take the place of the fear of offending God.”’ “Count,” says St. Eucherius of Lyons, “ among the days of your life that day only on which you have denied self-will, and which you have spent without any viola­ tion1 of the Rule.” 3 St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi has recommended three very efficacious means of observing the Rule: “ 1. Prize the Rule as you esteem God himself. 2. Act as if you only were obliged to observe the Rule. 3. If the others fail in regular observance, endeavor to supply their deficiency.” In a word, I say again, you must be persuaded that the perfection of a religious does not consist in great and manifold works, but in performing all her actions well. Great indeed was the praise of the multitude to Jesus Christ when they said: He hath (tone ail things well * To achieve what is difficult and extraordinary is not given to all; nor can extraordinary works be performed at all times. But ordinary actions—such as the com· 1 “ In spiritu amoris, et non cum perturbatione timoris.”—Const, p. 6, c. I. - “ Loco timoris offensæ succedat amor.”—Ibid. c. 5. 3 “ Illum tantum diem vixisse te computa, in quo voluntates proprias abnegasti, et quem sine ulla regulæ trangressione duxisti.”—Ad Monach. hom. 9. 4 “ Bene omnia fecit.”—Mark, vii. 37. 186 Interior Mortification. [ch. vil mon prayer, the examination of conscience, Commun­ ion, the hearing of Mass, the recitation of the divine Office, the fulfilment of the duties annexed to the offices of the Community, and the other obligations imposed by the Rule—are duties that may be discharged every day, and by all the members of the convent. Be as sured that though in the fulfilment of ordinary duties you should be employed in the meanest occupations, the faithful discharge of them will certainly make you a saint. It is not enough to do what God wills: it is more­ over necessary to do it in the manner he wishes. It is related in the Chronicles of the Cistercians, that St. Bernard saw many angels noting what the monks were doing in the choir. The works of one were written in gold, of another in silver, of a third in ink, and of a fourth in water, to denote the perfection or imperfection with which each attended to prayer. Consider then how easily, if you will, you can arrive at perfection: by the discharge of your ordinary duties you may become a saint. The Lord does not require of you lofty flights of contemplation, nor formidable penances: all that he de­ mands is, that you perform all your actions well. Many religious, on days of devotion,—for example, during the novena of the Nativity, of the Holy Ghost, and of the Blessed Virgin,—practise many exercises of piety, fasts, disciplines, vocal prayers, and similar works of penance. All these are very good; but the best de­ votion for a religious on such occasions is to perforai her ordinary duties with extraordinary perfection. Tht perfection of an action consists, first, in that it is done through the sole motive of pleasing God; for it is not the external act, but purity of intention, that constitutes perfection. All the glory of the king's daughter is within) The perfection of an action consists, secondly, in doing it well; that is, with promptness, attention, and exact1 “ Omnis gloria ejus filiæ regis ab intus.”—Ps. xliv. 14. sec. V.] Obedience dite to the Rule. ness. The following are the means of performing our actions well: 1. The first means is to preserve during the discharge of your duties a lively sense of the presence of God, that thus every act may be worthy of his divine eyes. 2. The second means is, to perform every work as if it were the only duty you had to fulfil. When at prayer, let your sole care be to pray well; when you say the divine Office, direct all your attention to the devout recitation of it; when engaged in any employment en­ joined by obedience, your sole concern should be to dis­ charge it well. Think of nothing but the duty in which you are occupied. To examine, during the time of prayer, how you will execute a certain command, or how you will direct a certain work, or to reflect on the means of performing any other duty, is a temptation of the enemy. “ When,” says Father M. Avila, “ any unseason­ able thought enters your mind, say: God does not will that I think at this moment on such a subject; and therefore it is not useful for me to reflect upon it: when he commands me, I shall attend to it.” 3. The third means is, to perform every action as if it were the last of your life. St. Anthony frequently recommended this means to his disciples. “ In every work,” says St. Bernard, “ let each one say to himself: If I were about to die, would I do this?” 1 Would I do it in this manner ? Were this the last Mass that I should hear, with what devotion would I be present at it? Were this the last Office that I should recite, with what attention would I say it ! Were this my last Commun­ ion or my last meditation, with what fervor would I perform it ! When, says St. Basil, you discharge the duties of the morning, imagine that you shall not live till evening; when night approaches, think that you 1 “ In omni opere suo, dicat sibi: Si modo moriturus esses, faceres istud?”—Spec. Monach. η. i. 188 Interior Mortification. [ch. vii. shall not see the morning? It is relate^ of a certain Dominican, who was accustomed to go to confession every morning before he offered the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, that, being seized with a serious malady, his Superior commanded him to prepare for death by a good confession. The good religious raised his hands to heaven, and exclaimed: Blessed be God, I have confessed every day for the last thirty years, as if I were to die suddenly. Blessed, says the Redeemer, is that servant, whom, when his Lord shall come, he shall find so doing} And happy the religious whom, should death come sud­ denly upon her, Jesus Christ, her judge, shall find per­ forming the duty in which she may be engaged, as if she knew it to be the last of her life. 4. To think each day only on the labors of the day, is another means which greatly assists weak souls to discharge their duties with fervor. The apprehension of the pains to be endured, in living till death with so much exactness, and in continually resisting self-love, is one of the causes which make many lose courage in the way of God. The best means of conquering this temp­ tation is, to imagine each morning that you have but one day to live. Whoever represents to himself that only one day of life remains, will certainly perform all the actions of that day with great perfection. This means is very profitable to weak souls; bùt strong and perfect Christians do not require to conceal from themselves the labors necessary for the attainment of sanctity; they rejoice in suffering, and pant for opportunities of pleasing God. 5. To religious beginning to walk in the way of perfec­ tion it will be very useful means to consider that what is in itself difficult and painful will by habit soon be’ Admon. ad fit. spir. - “ Beatus ille servus quem, cum venerit Dominus ejus, invenerit sic facientem.”—Matt. xxiv. 46. sec. v.] Obedience dice to the Rule. 189 come easy and agreeable. 1 will, says the Holy Ghost, lead thee by the paths of equity ; which, when thou shalt have entered, thy steps shall not be straitened ; and when thou run­ nest, thou shalt not meet a stumbling-block} I will, says the Lord, first conduct you into the narrow paths of virtue; but you shall soon walk through a broad and pleasing way, and there you shall run without difficulties or ob­ stacles. “ At first,” says St. Bernard, writing to Pope Eugenius, “some duty will seem intolerable; if you accustom yourself to it, in process of time it will not appear so difficult: afterwards you shall not feel it; and in the end you will delight in it.” 123 Behold with your eyes, says Ecclesiasticus, how I have labored a little, and have found much rest to myself} Prayer. O my God ! I am that unhappy soul that has long since mer­ ited the curse of the barren fig-tree.4 Since I have produced no fruit, why should I occupy a place in religion ? I have de­ served to be cut down and cast into the fire. Unhappy me ! I have been for so many years in religion, and favored with so many helps to sanctity, and what fruit have 1 brought forth? But Thou dost not wish that I despair, or diffide in Thy mercy. Thou hast said : Ask, and you shall receive. Since Thou dost desire me to ask for Thy graces, the first favor I seek is the pardon of all the displeasure that I have given to Thee. I have repaid Thy love and Thy benefits by so many insults; but I re­ pent, my God, with my whole soul. The second grace I ask of Thee is the gift of Thy love, that henceforth I may love Thee, not with tepidity, as in my past life, but with my whole soul, 1 “ Ducam te per semitas æquitatis; quas cum ingressus fueris, non arctabuntur gressus tui, et currens non habebis offendiculum.”—Prov. iv. ii, 12. 2 “ Primum, tibi importabile videtur aliquid; processu temporis, si assuescas, judicabis non adeo grave; paulo post, nec senties; paulo post, etiam delectabit.”—De Consid. 1. i, c. 2. 3 “ Modicum laboravi, et inveni mihi multam requiem.”—Ecclus. Ii. 354 “Succide illam; ut quid etiam terram occupat?’—Luke, xiii. 6. K— I9O Interior Mortification, [CH. VII. and that I may never more give Thee the least displeasure, but that I may always do whatever I know to be pleasing to Thee. The third grace I ask is holy perseverance in Thy love. I now esteem Thy love more than all the kingdoms of the earth. Thou wishest me to be entirely Thine, and I desire to belong to Thee without reserve. On the Cross and in the Blessed Sacra­ ment Thou hast given Thyself entirely to me; I offer my whole being to Thee. I thank Thee for enabling me by Thy grace to make this oblation. Since Thou hast inspired, I hope thou hast accepted it. O my Jesus, I am Thine, and I trust that Thou wilt be mine for all eternity. I desire not that my inclina­ tions, but Thy holy will, may live henceforth in me. And I promise from this day forward to observe all, even the small­ est, of the rules of religion; because I know that all of them are approved by Thee. O my Love, my Love ! I will say with St. Catharine of Genoa, no more sins. I beseech Thee to make me always love Thee, or to take me out of life. Either love or death, O my God ! Mary, my mother, speak to thy Son, and obtain for me the grace to love him or to die. VI. The Four Degrees of Perfect Obedience. To be perfect in obedience, a religious must obey with promptness, exactness, cheerfulness, and simplicity. These are the degrees of perfect obedience. The First Degree. The first degree, then, is to obey with promptness, executing immediately and without reply every injunc­ tion imposed by obedience. There are some who obey only after many entreaties of the Superior, and after many attempts to elude her commands. Religious that are truly obedient do not act in this manner. “A Christian faithful to obedience,” says St. Bernard, “ knows not delays, but prepares his ears for hearing, and his hands and his feet for labor.”1 A religious 1 “ Fidelis obediens nescit moras; parat aures auditui, manus operi, itineri pedes.”—De Divers, s. 41. 1 IVI. sec. vi.j Four Degrees of Perfect Obedience. 191 truly obedient is never slow to obey, but instantly ap­ plies her ears to hear every precept, and her hands and feet to execute every command. She does not indulge in slothful slumbers after the morning bell, but obeying its sound as the call of God himself, she instantly rises. On receiving a precept, she makes no reply, offers no excuses, manifests no repugnance, as some do, by a silence which often afflicts the Superior, but instantly and with external joy shows her readiness to obey, and immediately fulfils the command. She is not like those who are with difficulty made to submit to authority, and who by their reluctance to obey lose the greater part of the merit of obedience. No; to insure her com­ pliance with every duty, neither entreaties, nor argu­ ments, nor repeated commands are necessary. She ful­ fils at once, and without reply, every obligation of obedience. Oh ! how meritorious in the sight of God is prompt obedience. He has several times shown, even by super­ natural prodigies, how acceptable it is in his sight. St. Mark, a monk, while engaged in writing, was called by his Superior, the Abbot Silvan; the saint left unfinished a word which he had just begun, and instantly obeyed. On his return he found the remainder of the word writ­ ten in letters of gold. Blosius 1 relates that a nun to whom the infant Jesus appeared, being summoned at the moment of his appearance to a certain duty, instantly obeyed the call. On her return she found him grown up to the age of manhood, and was addressed by him in the following words: “ My child, your ready obedience has made me grow thus in your heart.” Jesus appeared to another religious, who on hearing the bell for Vespers left him, and went to the choir. When she returned to her cell,’ he appeared to her again and said: “Because 1 Zust. spir. app. 4, c. 6. 192 Interior Mortification, [ch. vu you left me, you have found me again; had you not obeyed the call of duty, I should have departed from you.” To try the obedience of some of his monks who were confined to bed by sickness, St. Columban com­ manded them to rise, and go to the barn to thrash corn. As many as were filled with the true spirit of obedience instantly arose, and were suddenly restored to health. The others, because they were weak in spirit as well as in body, remained in bed and continued in their infirmi­ ties.1 God has also sometimes shown how much he dislikes tardy obedience. Blessed Juniper, while employed in planting a tree in the garden, was called by St. Francis. The brother did not obey the call immediately, but wait­ ed till he had finished the work in which he was engaged. The saint, to show him the fault he had committed by the tardiness of his obedience, cursed the tree, and on the part of God, commanded it to grow no larger. The tree obeyed, and never increased in size. * The narrator of this fact states, that when he wrote his annals the tree was preserved in the convent of the city of Carinula; that it remained green, but was as small as when it was planted. How scandalous is it to see certain re­ ligious slow to obey, for no other reason than because they are commanded to obey ! Were the duty of obedi­ ence not of precept, the}· should perhaps discharge it without delay, because it would be agreeable to self-will. Some will obey only after having frequently said to the Superior: I cannot perform this duty. They would speak with more truth if they said: I do not wish to do what you command. St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say that he who instead of saying “I will not,” say y “ I cannot,” deceives himself, and not the Superiot. ’ Piatus, De Bono stat. rel. 1. 2, c. 5. * Wading. Annal. Min. anno 1222, η. II. - sec. vi.] Four Degrees of Perfect Obedience. 193 I The Second Degree. The second degree of obedience is to obey with exact­ ness; that is, with punctuality, and without interpreta­ tion. Punctually.—You should obey with punctuality, and not rob God of any part of your sacrifice by a mu­ tilation of the victim you offer to him. You should carefully fulfil the whole duty imposed upon you, and employ in its discharge all the time prescribed by obedi­ ence. Some are punctual in the presence of the Supe­ rior, but in her absence they comply so imperfectly with the obligations of obedience, that it would be difficult to determine whether the fulfilment of their duties is a source of merit or demerit. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say, that “ religious have consecrated their will not to men, but to God; that they have given it to him, not in part, but entirely and without reserve.” Without Interpretations.—It is also necessary to obey without interpreting in your own favor the com­ mands that you receive. A lay-brother, from another convent, came one day to the house of the Dominicans in Bologna. Being obliged to go out in haste on press­ ing and important business, he obtained permission from the Superior to take for his companion the brother whom he should first meet. Meeting, by chance, St. Thomas, he asked the saint in the name of the Superior to accompany him. The saint instantly obeyed, but being corpulent, walked slowly; the lay-brother, because his business was urgent, entreated the saint to quicken his pace. When the brother knew who his companion was, he frequently begged pardon of St. Thomas for having treated him so disrespectfully; but the holy Doc­ tor bore all without the least sign of impatience.1 St. Thomas might have interpreted the command of the 1 Surins, 7 Mart 13 194 Interior Mortification. [ch.vii Prior, and have reasonably inferred that it did not ex­ tend to him; but no: he wished to obey without reply and without interpretation, and when he was told that he might have excused himself, he answered that the sole concern of a religious should be, to fulfil with ex­ actness the obligations of obedience. Cassian relates that two young religious being sent by the Abbot John with a basket of figs, as a present to an aged monk who lived at a distance, missed their way and wandered through a desert for many days without food. In such necessity they might, without violating obedience, have interpreted in their own favor the com­ mand of the Superior, and have eaten of the figs sent to the monk; but rather than depart from even the letter of the precept, they submitted to a painful death. They were afterwards found dead, and the figs untouched. I do not mean to say that it is never lawful to trans­ gress the letter of a precept; or that it is wrong to in­ terpret the will of Superiors, when circumstances justify or render necessary an interpretation of their command. But 1 assert that certain forced and sophistical interpre­ tations differ but little from formal acts of disobedience Subjects should always comply even with the letter of a precept, unless they be certain that the Superior does not intend to oblige them to fulfil it. Some religious, though fully acquainted with the will of the Superior, follow the dictates of their own caprice, saying that what they do is not forbidden. But Albert Magnus says that “a truly obedient man never waits for a com­ mand, but performs, as if commanded, whatever he knows or judges to be the will of his Superior.”2 It is in the prompt fulfilment of the will of the Superior that 1 De Cœnob. inst. 1. 5, c. 40. 8 “ Verus obediens nunquam præceptum exspectat; sed, scium vol­ untatem praelati sciens vel credens, exsequitur pro praecepto.”—De 1'irtut. c. 3. sec. vi.] Four Degrees of Perfect Obedience. 195 perfect obedience consists. St. Thomas teaches that the will of the Superior, in whatever way it is known, should be regarded as a tacit precept by the religious who aspires to perfect obedience. * The Third Degree. The third degree of obedience is to obey with joy. To obey with reluctance, and murmuring against Supe­ riors, is a defect rather than an act of virtue. “ If,” says St. Bernard, “ murmuring in your heart, you begin to judge the Superior, though you externally comply with the precept, your compliance is not a virtue, but a cover­ ing of malice.” ' If you murmur interiorly against the Superior, the fulfilment of her commands is but a cloak thrown over your malice. For your obedience is only external, and in your heart you disregard her authority and violate the divine law. Oh! what a misery to see certain religious who discharge with cheerfulness only the duties which they themselves have asked, or which they have been requested and entreated to perform, and who accept without reluctance only the offices by which their own self-love is gratified? . · How can a person who importunes the Superior for a charge agreeable to her inclinations, who is willing to accept such a charge and no other—how, I say, can she be called an obedient religious? St. Ignatius used to say, that to regard as an act of obedience the fulfilment of a command extorted from a Superior is an illusion; and in confirmation of his assertion he adduced the fol­ lowing words of St. Bernard: “ Whosoever, either openly or secretly, labors to obtain from his spiritual Father a precept agreeable to self-will, deceives and vainly flatters himself by imagining that he practises obedience; for in * 2. 2, q. 104, a. 2. * " Si coeperis dijudicare prælatum, si murmuras in corde, etsi ex­ terius impleas, non est virtus, sed velamentum malitiae.”—In Circumc. D. s. 3. 196 Interior Mortification. [ch.vii. this he does not obey his Superior, but the Superior rather obeys him.”1 Tritemius goes so far as to call the religious who obeys with reluctance a monster of the devil;2 for he too obeys, but his obedience is forced. A religious who obeys only by constraint is in a certain sense worse than the demons; because she has promised obedience to God by her solemn vow, but they have not. In what, I ask, does the obedience of such a religious consist? Is it not in doing with cheerfulness what pleases her own caprice, and in performing what is painful to self-love with reluctance, and with external signs of discontent? “What room is there for obedience,” says St. Bernard, “ where the bitterness of sad­ ness is perceived ?”3 Godloveth a cheerful giverf says the Apostle. The Lord loves the man who performs with cheerfulness whatever he does for the love of God. Religious filled with the true spirit of obedience execute with the greatest joy the commands that are most opposed to their inclina­ tions; because it is in the fulfilment of such commands that they are most certain of not doing their own will, and of doing the will of God. And what can give greater happiness to a Christian than in the performance of every duty to be able to say: By this action I please God ? If you, dear sister, desire to give great pleasure to Jesus Christ, beg of the Superior to impose upon you whatever precepts she pleases without any regard to your inclinations; for thus she will be more free in pre­ scribing to you the necessary duties, and you shall have greater merit in executing her orders. You shall then 1 “ Quisquis, vel aperte vel occulte, satagit ut, quod habet in volun­ tate, hoc ei spiritualis pater injungat, ipse se seducit, si sibi quasi de obedientia blandiatur; neque enim in ea re ipse prælato, sed magis oi prælatus obedit.”—De divers, s. 35. 2 “ Monstra diaboli.” 3 “ Quis locus obedientiæ, ubi tristitiæ cernitur ægritudo ?”—Ibid. s. 41. 4 ” Hilarem enim datorem diligit Peus.”—2 Cor. ix. 7. sec. vi.] Four Degrees of Perfect Obedience. 197 be certain of deserving as great a reward by works agree­ able to self-love as by the exercises opposed to the feel­ ings of flesh and blood. Never depart from the excel­ lent rule of St. Francis de Sales—neither to ask nor to refuse any duty. “Obedience,” says St. John Climacus, “is the sepul­ chre of self-will." ’ Some call obedience the death ot self-will; but it is more properly denominated its sepul­ chre. For the dead, as long as they are unburied., may be seen; but after their interment they are no longer visible. Some destroy self-will by the practice of obedi­ ence, but still allow it to appear in their exterior. In the perfect, self-will is not only dead, but buried; so that in their actions it can never be perceived. In St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi self-will was so com­ pletely extinguished that her Superiors could never know what was agreeable or disagreeable to her. Endeavor to imitate her conduct, and to receive with per­ fect indifference all the duties, offices, and employments that may be assigned to you; and to fulfil them with cheerfulness and alacrity. If you desire to discharge your obligations with true joy, you must perform them from the pure intention of pleasing God. If you com­ ply with them to obtain the friendship of the Superior, to induce her to grant your requests, to escape her dis­ pleasure, or the charge of disobedience, or through any other motive of self-interest, you may indeed satisfy the Superior, but you will not please God, and therefore you shall suffer all the fatigue and pains of obedience with­ out enjoying the tranquillity of an obedient religious. Moreover, if to please God be the sole end of your obe­ dience, you will cheerfully obey, not only when the tone and manner of the Superior are sweet and agreeable, but also when her directions are given in severe and commanding language: in this merit consists. ’ “ Obedientia est sepulcrum propriæ voluntatis.”—Scala parad. gr. 4. 198 In terior j. 1 lortifica tion. (CH. VII. Father Rodriguez relates that St. Gertrude besought the Lord to deliver the abbess from her roughness of manner and impatience towards the sisters, but in answer Almighty God told her that he permitted these defects in the abbess to keep her humble, and for the greater trial and merit of the religious. The Fourth Degree. The fourth and last degree of perfect obedience is to obey with simplicity. Servants, says the Apostle, be obedient . . . in t/ie simplicity of your heartsd To be simple of heart you must subject your own judgment to that of the Superior, and esteem as just and reasonable whatever she commands. Behold how the Holy Ghost teaches his spouse the duty of perfect obedience: Ij thou knowest not thyselfO fairest among women, go forth, ana follow after the steps of thy flocks.2 O fairest of women, if you know not how to make yourself the object of my love, come and I will teach you; go forth from thyself, and follow after the steps of thy flocks, which, when sent to pasture, ask not where or when or why they go? They obey their pastor without reply: so should a re­ ligious obey without demanding the reasons why she should obey. That great servant of God, Father Pavone, of the Society of Jesus, used to say that obedience, to be per­ fect, should captivate the intellect as well as the will. The obedience of a religious whose will only obeys, and whose understanding condemns what the Superior com­ mands, is lame and imperfect. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi says that “ perfect obedience requires a soul with­ out a will, and a will without an intellect.” Hence to acquire the perfect spirit of obedience the saint was 1 “Obedite . . . in simplicitate cordis vestri.’’—Ephes, vi. 5. 9 “ Si ignoras te, o pulcherrima inter mulieres! egredere, et abi post vestigia gregum.’’—Cant. i. 7. sec. vi.] Four Degrees of Perfect Obedience. 199 accustomed, first to captivate her judgment, and then to perform the duty imposed upon her. He who does not practise obedience of the intellect will hardly obey with cheerfulness; his submission will be that of a slave—the result of force, not the obedience of a child, and the fruit of love. Hence the Apostle says: With a good will serving as to the Lord, and not to men.' Obey with a good will, serving God rather than men. Your obedience will never be cheerful unless it proceed from a motive of pleasing God, who can never err in his precepts, and who commands only what will be profitable to us. St. Thomas teaches that though the commands of a Superior may appear impossible, a religious should make an effort to fulfil them. Because subjects have no right to decide on the possibility or impossibility of a precept imposed upon them. “ Perfect obedience,” says St. Bernard, “is indiscreet.” 2 In subjects perfect obedience does not require discretion. And in another place the saint says: “ It is impossible for a prudent novice to persevere in religion.”3 A novice who regu­ lates her obedience by her own prudence cannot perse­ vere in the religious state. Because, continues the saint, to assume the office of Superior is, in a novice, insufferable pride. “ To decide belongs to the Superior; and to obey is the duty of the subject.”* To decide what is to be done is the prerogative of the Superior, and to fulfil her commands the bounden duty of sub­ jects. St. Ignatius once said that should the Pope com­ mand him to undertake a voyage by sea in a ship without a mast, without oars or sails, he would blindly obey the precept. And when he was told that it would be 1 “Cum bona voluntate servientes, sicut Domino, et non hominibus.” —Eph. vi. 7. 2 “ Perfecta obedient ia est indiscreta.”—De Vit. sol. c. 5. 3 “Novitium prudentem in congregatione durare, itupossibile est.” 4 " Discernere superioris est, aliorum est obedire.” 200 Interior Mortification. [ch. vii. imprudent to expose his life to danger, he answered that prudence is necessary in Superiors; but in subjects the perfection of prudence is to obey without prudence. This doctrine is conformable to Holy Scripture: Be­ hold, says the Lord, as clay is in the potter's hands.' Re­ ligious must leave themselves in the hands of the Supe­ rior to be moulded as she wills. Shall the clay say to him that fashioneth it : What art thou making ? 9 If clay should dare to say to the potter, Why hast thou formed me thus?—the potter ought to answer: Be silent: it is not your business to inquire what I do, but to obey and to receive whatever form I please to give you. Such the answer merited by religious who seek to know why a precept, an office, or a duty is imposed upon them. St. Jerome, in an epistle to Rusticus, a monk, says: “It is your duty to obey: judge not of the decision of your Superiors.” 3 In the lives of the monks of La Trappe we read that a good religious called Arsenins judged to be superfluous the expense incurred by the Superior in making the church more commodious. But after­ wards, reflecting that his judgment was in opposition to that of his Superior, he went immediately and with tears accused himself of his fault as if it were a great crime. The abbot told him that his fault was not so grievous as he imagined; but Arsenius could not re­ strain the torrent of tears which flowed from his eyes. To regard as good whatever Superiors command, is the blind obedience so much praised by the saints ; and is the duty of every religious, and this for four rea­ sons : i. Because, according to the proverb, no one is fit to be a judge in his own cause.4 When there is question of their own interest, self-love renders it diffi1 9 3 4 “ Quasi lutum figuli in manu ipsius.”—Ecclus. xxxiii. 13. “ Numquid dicet lutum figulo suo: Quid facis . . . ?”—Is. xlv. 9. “ Nec de majXrum sententia judices, cujus officium est obedire.” “ Nemo rectus judex sui ipsius.” sec. vi.] Four Degrees of Perfect Obedience. 201 cult for all men to distinguish truth from falsehood ; and therefore no one should be the judge of what re­ gards himself. 2. Because a Superior is acquainted with a great many circumstances of which subjects are ignorant; and therefore her opinion should be preferred to theirs. 3. Because subjects only regard their own interests; but the Superior looks to the good of the Community. 4. Because Superiors are assisted, in a particular manner, by Almighty God to govern the Community; and therefore are favored with lights not given to subjects. Of St. Paul it is written, that after his conversion, when his eyes were opened, he saw nothing. But they leading him by the hand, brought him to Damascus) Some religi­ ous are unwilling to obey without examining whether the duty imposed upon them will be profitable or un­ profitable to them. Should it appear not suited to them, they either refuse to obey, or obey only with re­ luctance, and sometimes go so far as to charge the Su­ perior with imprudence, indiscretion, or partiality. All this arises from a want of the spirit of blind obedience, and from a desire to demand from the Superior the reason why she imposes certain duties. “ To seek for reasons is,” according to St. Bernard, “ a sign of an imperfect heart.’” Whoever demands the reason of a precept shows a very imperfect will. It was by asking the reasons of the divine command that the devil tempted Eve to eat the forbidden apple, and succeeded in making her prevaricate. lf7hv, said the serpent, hath God commanded you, that you should not eat of every tree in paradise? Had Eve answered: It belongs not to 1 “ Apertisque oculis, nihil videbat ; ad manus autem illum tra­ hentes, introduxerunt Damascum.”—Acts, ix. S. * “Imperfecti cordis indicium est, exigere de quibusque rationem.” —De Prœc. et Disft. c. jo. 3 “ Cur præcepit vobis Deus ut non comederetis de omni ligno par­ adisi?”— Gen. iii. i. 202 Interior Mortification. [CH. VII. us to seek the reason of the precept: it is our duty to obey;—she should not have fallen. But because she be­ gan to examine the reason of the command, she replied, We can eat of the fruits of paradise. There is but one tree which we are forbidden to touch, lest perhaps we die) Perceiving that she began to doubt the threatened punishment of death, he rejoined, Be not afraid, you shall not die I and thus he persuaded her to transgress the command of God. Religious that are truly obedient seek not for rea­ sons; but, like St. Paul, with open eyes, they see not, and reduce a haughty intellect to the subjection of obe­ dience, by submitting their judgment to that of their Superior. St. John Climacus’ says that a religious should banish thoughts opposed to obedience, as she would reject thoughts against chastity, that is, immedi­ ately, and without reply; and that, instead of question­ ing the reasonableness of the precepts of her Superior, she should always seek for reasons to defend their ex­ pediency. Almighty God has several times shown, in a miraculous manner, how much he delights in the blind obedience of religious. Sulpitius Severus relates, * that to try the obedience of a young man who applied for ad­ mission into a certain monastery, the abbot commanded him to walk into a furnace filled with burning coals. The young man instantly plunged into the fire, but re­ ceived no injury; his clothes were not even touched. St. Gregory6 relates that St. Benedict commanded St. Maurus to follow the young St. Placidus, who had fallen into a river. St. Maurus obeyed, walked on the waters, and saved the life of the boy. These examples are not 1 “ Ne forte moriamur.”—Gen. iii. 3. s “ Nequaquam morte moriemini.”—Ibid. 4. 8 Scat, parad. gr. 4. 4 De Virt. nt on. or. dial. I, c. 12. 1 Dial. 1. 2. c. 7. sec. vi.] Four Degrees of Perfect Obedience, 203 to be imitated. The precepts given by these holy men, and their fulfilment, proceeded from extraordinary im­ pulses of the Holy Ghost, who assured the Superiors that by their commands, and the subjects that by their obedience, they were accomplishing the divine will. But at the same time they show how much God is pleased by blind unhesitating obedience. To try the obedience of their subjects, Superiors sometimes impose commands that are inexpedient, and even absurd. St. Francis commanded his disciples to plant cabbages with their roots uppermost. He obliged Brother Matthew to continue turning round till he fell to the ground. St. Teresa made similar trials of her children. But you will ask, Of what use are such pre­ cepts? In answer I ask, Why are untrained horses made sometimes to run, sometimes to stop, and sometimes to goback? All these contribute to make them obedient to the bridle ; and to exercise religious in what appears extravagant and useless accustoms them to subdue the stubbornness of their own will, and to subject their own judgments to that of their Superiors. St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say, that “ to follow one’s own judgment in the practice of obedience is not obedience.” In every act of your life, be careful, dear sister, never to prefer your opinion to that of your Su­ periors. St. Philip Neri has remarked, that nothing is more dangerous than to be directed by one’s own coun­ sel. Peter of Blois says that “ to trust one’s self-alone, is the greatest of evils.” * Cassian asserts that “ it is impossible for him who confides in his own judgment to escape the deceits and illusions of the devil.”3 Hence St. John Chrysostom teaches that “nothing is so destructive of the Church as a separation of disciples 1 “ Sibi solum credere, pessimum est.” 2 “ impossibile est, qui proprio fidit indicio, diaboli illusione non decipi.”—Coli. 16, c. u. 204 Interior Mortification. [ch. νπ. from their masters.”1 There is nothing which does greater injury to the Church of God than the opposi­ tion of disciples to the opinion of their masters; and there is nothing more ruinous to a religious Commu­ nity than the disregard of the sisters for the judgment of their Superiors. Prayer. O my Jesus, Thou dost never abandon a soul that seeks Thee. Thou hast not forsaken them that love thee.'1 I have left the world to find Thee in this holy place: but I have only sought myself and my own pleasures, and thus I have greatly offended Thee. Forget, O Lord, the past, and pardon the offences which I have committed against Thee, and which I now abhor with my whole soul. I feel a strong desire to be­ come a saint, and to please Thee in all things. I know that this desire is Thy gift. Ah ! my Spouse, what has induced Thee to visit with so much love a soul so ungrateful, and to bestow upon me so many graces, after all the insults I have offered to Thee? With an humble and a contrite heart I thank Thee for all Thy favors : be a thousand times blessed for them. Thou dost invite me to Thy love; and I desire to obey Thy call. I know the value of this grace, and am resolved never more to be unmindful of Thy benefits, as I have hitherto been. I love Thee, O my Sovereign Good ! I love Thee, O my God ! Thou art my only treasure, and the only object of my love. Give me strength to correspond, by my affections, to the love which Thou dost bear me. Grant that I may love Thee always; that I may love Thee intensely: I ask nothing more. O my mother, Mary, thank thy Son for me, and obtain for me the grace to be faithful to him during the remainder of my life. O Mother of God, in thee I trust. 1 “ Nihil est quod Ecclesiam Dei ita destruere potest, ut quando discipuli magistris non cohærent.”—In illud ad Rom. c. 16, Salu­ tate, etc. 9 “ Non dereliquisti quærentes te, Domine.”—Dan. xiv. 37. CH. VIII.] Exterior Mortification. 205 CHAPTER VIII. EXTERIOR MORTIFICATION. I. Its Necessity and Advantages. There is no alternative: we poor children of Adam must till death live in continual warfare; For, says the Apostle, the flesh lusteth against the spirit) The flesh desires what the spirit dislikes; and the spirit pants for what the flesh abhors. Now, since it is peculiar to irra­ tional creatures to place all their happiness in sensual enjoyment, and to the angels to seek only the accom­ plishment of God’s will, surely if we attend to the ob­ servance of the divine commands, we shall, as a learned author justly says, he transformed into angels; but if we fix our affections on the gratifications of sense, we shall sink to the level of the brute creation. If the soul do not subdue the body, the flesh will conquer the spirit. To maintain his seat on a furious steed, and to escape danger, the horseman must hold a tight rein; and to avoid the corruption of the flesh, we must keep the body in perpetual restraint. We must treat it as a physician treats a patient, to whom he pre­ scribes nauseous medicine, and to whom he refuses pal­ atable food. Cruel indeed must be the physician who gives to a sick man noxious draughts because they are pleasing to the taste, and who does not administer use­ ful remedies, because they are bitter and disgusting. And great is the cruelty of the sensual, when to escape 1 “Caro enim concupiscit adversus spiritum, spiritus autem adver­ sus carnem.”—v. 17. 2O6 Ex terior Mortifica lion. [CH. VIII. some trifling corporal pain in this life they expose their souls and bodies to eternal torments in the next. “ Such charity,” says St. Bernard, “ is destructive of charity: such mercy is full of cruelty; because it serves the body so as to destroy the soul.”1 The false love of the flesh destroys the true charity which we owe to ourselves: inordinate compassion towards the body is full of cruelty, because by indulging the flesh it kills the soul. Speaking of sensualists who deride the mor­ tifications of the saints, the same Father says: “ If we are cruel in crucifying the flesh, you by sparing it are far more cruel.”2 Yes, for by the pleasures of the body in this life you shall merit for soul and body inexpress­ ible torments forever in the next. Father Rodriguez3 tells us of a solitary who had emaciated his body by very rigorous austerities. Being asked why he treated his body so badly, he replied: “ I only chastise what chas­ tises me.”4 I torment the enemy who persecutes my soul, and who seeks my destruction. The Abbot Moses being once censured for his severity towards his body, replied: “ Let the passion cease, and I will also cease to mortify my flesh.”4 When the flesh ceases to molest me, I shall cease to crucify its appetites. If, then, we wish to be saved, and to please God, we must take pleasure in what the flesh refuses, and must reject what the flesh demands. Our Lord once said to St. Francis of Assisi: “If you desire my love, accept the things that are bitter as if they were sweet, and the things that are sweet as if they were bitter.” 1 “ Ista charitas destruit charitatem, talis misericordia crudelitate plena est, qua ita corpori servitur, ut anima juguletur.”—/Ifol. ad Guill. c. 8. 2 “ Simus nos crudeles interim non parcendo, at vos parcendo cru­ deliores.”—/;/ Ps. xc. s. io. 3 Practice of Pcrfec. tr. i, ch. 4. 4 “Vexo eum qui vexat me.” * “ Quiescant passiones, quiescam ego.” sec. i.] fis Necessity and Advantages. 207 Some will say that perfection does not consist in the mortification of the body, but in the abnegation of the will. To them I answer with Father Pinamonti, that the fruit of the vineyard does not consist in the sur­ rounding hedge; but still if the hedge be taken away, you will seek in vain for the produce of the vine. Where there is no hedge, says the Holy Ghost, the possession shat/ be spoiled.' So ardent was the desire of St. Aloysius to crucify his flesh, that, although weak in health, he sought nothing but mortifications and penitential rig­ ors; and, to a person who once said that sanctity does not consist in corporal works of penance, but in the de­ nial of self-will, he wisely answered in the words of the Redeemer: These things you ought to have done, and not to leave those undone.’ He meant to say that, to keep the flesh in subjection to reason, the mortification of the body is necessary, as well as the denial of the will. I chastise my body, says St. Paul, and bring it into subjection? The flesh, when indulged, will be brought with difficulty to obey the divine law. Hence St. John of the Cross, speaking of certain spiritual directors who despise and discourage external penance, says that “ he who incul­ cates loose doctrine regarding the mortification of the flesh, should not be believed though he confirmed his preaching by miracles.” The world and the devil are very powerful enemies of our eternal salvation; but our own body, because it is a domestic enemy, is a still more dangerous antagonist. “A domestic enemy,” says St. Bernard, “ is the worst of foes.” 4 A town that is besieged has more to apprehend from the enemies that are within than from those that are without the walls; because it is far more difficult to * “ Ubi non est sepes, diripietur possessio.”—Ecclus. xxxvi. 27. s“ Hæc oportuit facere et illa non omittere.”—Matt, xxiii. 23. 3 “ Castigo corpus meum, et in servitutem redigo.”—1 Cor. ix. 27. 4 “ Magis nocet domesticus hostis.”—Medit. c. 13. 2oS Exterior Mortification. [ch. vjii. ward off the attacks of the former than those of the latter. St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say that“ we should pay no more attention to the body than to the vilest rag.” Such indeed has been the practice of the saints. As the indulgence of the body by sensual pleas­ ures is the sole and constant study of worldlings, so the continual mortification of the flesh is to the saints the only object of their care and of their desires. St. Peter of Alcantara was accustomed to say to his body: O my body, keep your peace; I shall give you no rest here be­ low; pains and torments shall be your portion in this life; when we shall be in paradise, you will then enjoy that repose which shall never end. Similar was the practice of St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, who, on the bed of death, stated that she did not remember to have ever taken pleasure in any other object than in God alone. If we read the lives of the saints and see the works of penance that they performed, we shall be ashamed of the delicacy and of the reserve with which we chastise the flesh. In the lives of the ancient Fath­ ers' we read of a large Community of nuns who never tasted fruit or wine. Some of them took food only once every day; others never ate a meal, except after two or three days of rigorous abstinence: all were clothed and even slept in haircloth. I do not require such austerities from religious of the present day: but is it too much for them to take the discipline several times in the week ?—to wear a chain round some part of the body till the hour of dinner?—not to approach the fire in winter on some day in each week, and during no­ venas of devotion?—to abstain from fruit and sweet­ meats ?—and, in honor of the Mother of God, to fast every Saturday on bread and water, or at least to be content with one dish ? But you will say: I am weak, and my director forbids 1 Lib. i, Vit, S, Euphros. SEC. I.] Its Necessity and Advantages. 209 me to practise any corporal austerity. Obey your con­ fessor, but take care to embrace with peace all the troubles of your infirmities, and all the inconveniences arising from the heat or cold of the seasons. If you cannot chastise your body by positive rigors, abstain at least from some lawful pleasures. St. Francis Borgia, when amusing himself in hawk-hunting, used to cast down his eyes when he saw the hawk about to spring upon its prey. St. Aloysius always turned away his eyes from the objects of curiosity exhibited at the festiv­ ities at which he was present. Why cannot you prac­ tise similar mortifications? If denied lawful pleasures, the body will not dare to seek forbidden indulgence; but if continually gratified by every innocent enjoyment, it will soon draw the soul into sinful gratifications. Besides, that great servant of God, Father Vincent Carafa, of the Society of Jesus, used to say that the Almighty has given us the goods of the earth, not only that we may enjoy them, but also that we may have the means of pleasing him by offering to him his own gifts, and by voluntarily renouncing them in order to show our love for him. It is true, indeed, that certain inno­ cent pleasures assist our weakness, and prepare us for spiritual exercises; but it is likewise true that sensual pleasures poison the soul, by attaching her to creatures. Hence, like poison, they must be used sparingly. Poi­ sons, when properly prepared and taken with modera­ tion, are sometimes conducive to health; and sensual delights, because they are poisonous remedies, must be taken with great caution and reserve, without attach­ ment to them, only through necessity, and to be better able to serve God. Besides, for the recovery of bodily health you must take care never to impair the strength of the soul, which will be always weak as long as the flesh is not mortified. “ I compassionate,” says St. Bernard, “ the infirmities of the body; but 210 Exterior Mortification. [CH. vin. object of greater alarm.” 1 I pity the infirmities of the body, but feel greater commiseration for the more for­ midable and dangerous maladies of the soul.' Oh! how often is bodily weakness made the pretext for unneces­ sary indulgence. “ We leave the choir,” says St. Teresa, “ to-day, because the head aches; on to-morrow, because it has ached; and on the day after, lest it should ache.” Hence on another occasion she thus addresses her dear children: “You have entered religion not to indulge the flesh but to die for Jesus Christ. If we do not resolve to disregard the want of health, we shall do nothing. What injury will death do us? How often have our bodies molested us? Shall not we torment them in re­ turn ?” St. Joseph Calasanctius says: “ Woe to the re­ ligious who loves health more than sanctity.” St. Bernard considered it indecent in a religious to cake costly medicine; for them, he said, decoctions of herbs should be sufficient. I do not require this of you; but I say that small indeed must be the spiritual prog­ ress of the religious who is continually seeking physi­ cians and remedies; who is sometimes not content with the prescription of the ordinary physician; and who, by her discontent, disturbs the whole Community. “ Men,” says Salvian, “ devoted to Christ are weak, and wish to be so: if they were robust, they could with difficulty be saints.” ’ All, and particularly nuns who have conse­ crated themselves to the love of Jesus Christ, are weak in body, and desire to continue in their infirmities: were they strong and vigorous, it would be difficult for them to attain sanctity. The truth of this observation ap­ pears from the lives of St. Teresa, St. Rose, St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, and other saints. The Venerable Beatrix of the Incarnation, the first spiritual daughter ’“Compatior infirmitati corporum; sed timenda multo magis am· pliusque cavenda infirmitas animarum.”—Epist. 345. s “ Homines Christo dediti, et infirmi sunt, et volunt esse; si fortes tuerint, sancti esse vix possunt.”—De Gubern. D. 1. 1. ■■er· sec. i.] Its Necessity and Advantages, 211 of St. Teresa, though afflicted with pains and infirmities, was accustomed to say that she would not exchange her condition for that of the happiest princess on earth. Such was her patience, that in the greatest sufferings she never uttered a word of complaint. Hence a sister once said to her: “ You are like one of those wretched paupers who languish for want of food, but continue to endure the pains of hunger rather than submit to the shame of manifesting their poverty.” 1 If bodily weakness renders us unable to practise cor­ poral austerities, let us at least learn from her example to embrace with joy the infirmities with which Almighty God visits us. If borne with patience, they will conduct us to perfection better than voluntary works of penance. St. Syncletica used to say, that “as corporal maladies are cured by medicine, so the diseases of the soul are healed by the infirmities of the body.”2 Oh ! how profitable to the spirit are the mortifications of the flesh. ' i . ·■»- · ·*. : They detach the heart from sensual pleasures, which wound the soul, and frequently deprive her of life. “The wounds of charity,” says Origen, “make us in­ sensible to the wounds of the flesh.” 3 Moreover, by mortifications we atone in this life for the pains due to our sins. He that has offended God, though the offence may be pardoned, must either by expiatory works in this life, or by the pains of purga­ tory in the next, make satisfaction for the temporal punishment due to sin after remission of its guilt. His sufferings in purgatory will be infinitely greater than any torments that he could endure on earth. They shall be in very great tribulation, unless they do penance from their deeds? They who have not expiated their sins shall 1 Found, ch. 12. 9 Vit. Patr. 1. 5, libell. J. 3 “ Vulnera charitatis non faciunt sentire vulnera carnis.’* 4 “ In tribulatione maxima erunt, nisi poenitentiam ab operibus suis egerint."-^Aftoc. ii. 22. 212 Exterior Mortification. ch.viii.] suffer the sharpest torments in the other world. St. Antoninus ' relates that an angel proposed to a sick man the choice of being confined to purgatory for three days, or of being condemned to a continuation of his in­ firmities for two years. The sick man chose the three days in purgatory; but scarcely had an hour elapsed in that place of torments when he began to complain of the angel for having condemned him to a purgation not of three days, but of several years. “What!” replied the angel, “ your body is still warm on the bed of death, and you speak of having spent years in purgatory.” If, dear Sister, you wish to suffer in peace, imagine that you have still to live fifteen or twenty years, and say, This is my purgatory: it is the spirit rather than the body that I must conquer. Mortifications raise the soul to God. St. Francis de Sales used to say, that a soul cannot ascend to the throne of God unless the flesh is mortified and de­ pressed. There are many beautiful remarks on this subject in the works of St. Teresa: “It would be folly,” says this great saint, “to think that God admits to his familiar friendship those who seek their own ease? Sensuality and prayer are incompatible.3 Souls who truly love God cannot desire repose.” 4 Mortifications merit great glory in heaven. If “every one who striveth for the mastery” abstains from what­ ever is likely to diminish uis strength, and thus endanger the conquest of a miserable earthly crown, how much more should we deny the flesh for the attainment of an eternal kingdom ? And they, indeed^ says St. Paul, that they may receive a corruptible crown; but we an incorruptible onei St. John saw all the saints with palms in their ’ P. 4, tit. 14, c. 10, § 4. 9 Way of Perf. ch. 19. 3 Ibid. ch. 4. 4 Found, ch. 5. 5 “ Illi quidem, ut corruptibilem coronam accipiant; nos autem, incor ruptam.”—i Cor. ix. 25. SEC. I.] Its Necessity and Advantages. 213 hands.' From this passage we learn that all the elect must be martyrs, either by the sword of the tyrant or by the voluntary crucifixion of the flesh. But while we meditate on the necessity of works of penance, we should at the same time remember that the pains of this life bear no proportion to the eternal glory that awaits us in paradise. The sufferings of this life, says St Paul, are not worthy to be compared with the glory to come, that shall be revealed in us.1 23 The few transitory J mortifications which we practise here below will produce com­ plete and everlasting felicity. Tor, says the Apostle, that which is at present momentary and light of our tribula­ tion, tvorketh for us above measure exceedingly an exceeding weight of glory2 Let us then animate our faith. Our pilgrimage on earth will not be of long duration: our home is eternity, where he who has practised the greatest mortifiations during life shall enjoy the greatest glory. St. Peter4 says the saints are the living stones of which the celes­ tial Jerusalem is built. But before they are translated to the city which is above, they must be polished by the salutary chisel of penance. Scalpri salubris ictibus Many a blow the biting sculp­ ture Et tunsione plurima Polished well those stones elect, In their places now compacted Fabri polita malleo, By the heavenly Architect, Who therewith hath willed forever That his palace should be Hanc saxa molem construunt * decked. 1 “ Et palmæ in manibus eorum.”—Apoc. vii. 9. ’ " Non sunt condignæ passiones hujus temporis ad futuram gloriam, quæ revelabitur in nobis.”—Rom. viii. 18. 3 “ Momentaneum et leve tribulationis nostræ . . . aeternum gloriae pondus operatur in nobis.”—2 Cor. iv. 17. 4 i Pet. ii. 5. * In Dedic. Eccl. 2ί4 Exterior Μortifica fion. [CH. VIH. Let us consider each act of self-denial as a work that will prepare us for paradise. This thought will sweeten all our pains and all our toils. How pleasing is the fatigue of a journey to him who is assured that he shall obtain possession of all the territory through which he travels? It is related in the Lives of the Fathers,1 that a certain monk was anxious to exchange his cell for another nearer to the fountain from which he was ac­ customed to draw water, but as he was one day going to the fountain, he heard his steps counted by a person behind him. Turning round he saw a young man, who said: “I am an angel: I count your steps, that none of them may be without a reward.” The monk immediately abandoned the intention of changing his cell; and even wished it to be more distant from the water, that he might be able to acquire greater merit. Mortified religious enjoy peace and content in this life, as well as in the next. What greater happiness can a soul possess than to know that by her mortifications she pleases God ? The very privation of carnal plea­ sures, and even the pains of penance, are so many spiritual delights to a loving soul. Love cannot be at rest. He that loves God cannot live without giving continual proofs of his affection. Now a soul cannot give a stronger proof of its love for God than the voluntary renunciation of earthly pleasures for his sake, and the oblation of its pains to him. A Christian enamoured of Jesus Christ feels no pain in his penitential works. “He that loves,” says St. Augustine, “labors not.”’ “Who,” says St. Teresa, “can behold his God covered with wounds and harassed by persecutions, without embracing and even desiring a portion of his Saviour’s sufferings ?” ' Hence St. Paul exclaimed, that he wished 1 Vit. Pair. 1. 5, libell. y, n. 31. 8 “Qui amat, non laborat.”—In Jo. tr. 48. 3 Life, ch. 26. sec. i.] Its Necessity and A dvantages. 215 for no other delight or glory than the Cross of the Redeemer. God forbid that I should glory, save in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ.' Again he says, that the cru­ cifixion of the flesh is the test by which the true lovers of Jesus Christ may be known. They that are Christ's have crucified their flesh, with the vices and concupiscences? Worldlings go in search of sensual gratifications, but the followers of Christ seek only corporal austerities. In conclusion, dear Sister, imagine that death is at hand, and that cis yet you have done but little for para­ dise. Strive from this day forward to mortify yourself as much as possible, at least by abstinence from the pleasures that self-love seeks. Endeavor to profit by every opportunity of mortification. Let not the part of a good gift overpass you? Consider every occasion of self­ denial as a gift which God bestows upon you, that you may be able to merit greater glory in another life; and remember that what can be done to-day cannot be per­ formed to-morrow, for time that is past never returns. To animate your fervor in the practice of mortifica­ tion, I shall here place before your eyes, in his own words, what St. John Climacus saw in a monastery called the Prison of Penitents. “ I saw,” says the saint, “some of them standing the whole night in the open air, to overcome sleep. I saw others with their eyes fixed on heaven, and with tears begging mercy from God. Others stood with their hands bound behind their shoulders, and their heads bowed down, as if they were unworthy to raise their eyes to heaven. Others remained on ashes, with their heads between their knees, and beat the ground with their foreheads. Others del1 “ Mihi autem absit gloriari, nisi in cruce Domini nostri Jesu Christi.”—Gal. vi. 14. 5 “Qui autem sunt Christi, carnem suam crucifixerunt cum vitiis et concupiscentiis.”—6W. v. 24. s “ Particula boni k>ni non te prætereat.”—Ecclcs. xiv. 14. 2ΐό Exterior Mortification. [ch. vin,· uged the floor with their tears. Others stood in the burning rays of the sun. Others, parched with thirst, were content with taking a few drops of water to pre­ vent death. Others took a mouthful of bread, and then threw it out, saying that he who has been guilty of beastly actions is unworthy of the food of men. Some had their cheeks furrowed by continual streams of tears; and others had their eyes sunken. Others struck their breast with such violence, that they began to spit blood. And I saw all with faces so pallid and emaciated, that they appeared to be so many corpses.” ’ The saint then concludes by saying, that notwithstanding their fall, he considered them, on account of their penitential rigors, more happy than those who had never sinned and never done penance. What shall be said of them who have fallen and have never atoned for their crime by expiatory works ? Prayer. O my Spouse, assist me and give me strength, that for the future I may serve Thee better than I have done for the past. Hitherto I have sought the gratification of my senses and of self-love, but have been regardless of offending Thee. But for the future I desire only to please Thee, who art so deserving of all my love. For the love of me Thou hast chosen a life of con­ tinual pains and sorrows; Thou hast spared nothing to draw me to Thy love, and shall I continue to be as ungrateful as I have been for so many years ? No, my Jesus, it shall not be so : I have sinned enough in my past life. Pardon me all my trans­ gressions ; I am sorry for them, and repent with all my whole heart of all the displeasure I have given Thee by my irregular life. I now love Thee with my whole soul, and desire to do all that I can to please Thee in all things, and without reserve. Through my director, make known to me Thy will. I now purpose, and hope with the assistance of Thy grace, to fulfil Thy will in all things. My beloved Redeemer, replenish my memory with holy thoughts, that I may always remember the 1 Seal. par. gr. 5. [sec. ii. Mortification of the Eyes. 217 sorrows which Thou hast endured for my sake. Inflame my will with holy affections, that I may seek only what pleases Thee, and may desire only the accomplishment of Thy will, and to belong entirely to Thee. Grant, O Lord, that I may love Thee, and that I may love Thee ardently. For if I love Thee, all pains will be sweet and agreeable to me. Holy Virgin Mary, my mother, assist me to please God dur­ ing the remainder of my life. In thee I place all my hope. II. The Mortification of the Eyes, and Modesty in General. i. Mortification of the Eyes. Almost all our rebellious passions spring from un­ guarded looks; for, generally speaking, it is by the sight that all inordinate affections and desires are excited. Hence, holy Job made a covenant with his eyes, that he would not so much as think upon a virgin.1 Why did he say that he would not so much as think upon a virgin ? Should he not have said that he made a covenant with his eyes not to look at a virgin ? No; he very properly said that he would not think upon a virgin; because thoughts are so connected with looks, that the former cannot be separated from the latter, and therefore, to escape the molestation of evil imaginations, he resolved never to fix his eyes on a woman. St. Augustine says: “The thought follows the look; delight comes after the thought; and consent after de­ light.”3 From the look proceeds the thought; from the thought the desire; for, as St. Francis de Sales says, what is not seen is not desired, and to the desire suc­ ceeds the consent. If Eve had not looked at the forbid­ den apple, she should not have fallen; but because she 1 “ Pepigi foedus cum oculis meis, ut ne cogitarem quidem de vir­ gine.”—Job, xxxi. i. 2 “Visum sequitur cogitatio, cogitationem delectatio, delectationem consensus.” 218 Exterior Mortification. [ch. vih. saw that it was good to eat, and fair to the eyes, and beautiful to behold, she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat.1 The devil first tempts us to look, then to desire, and after­ wards to consent. St. Jerome says that Satan requires “ only a beginning on our part.”2 If we begin, he will complete our destruc­ tion. A deliberate glance at a person of a different sex often enkindles an infernal spark, which consumes the soul. “Through the eyes,” says St. Bernard, “the deadly arrows of love enters.”3 The first dart that wounds and frequently robs chaste souls of life finds admission through the eyes. By them David, the be­ loved of God, fell. By them was Solomon, once the in­ spired of the Holy Ghost, drawn into the greatest abom­ inations. Oh ! how many are lost by indulging their sight! The eyes must be carefully guarded by all who expect not to be obliged to join in the lamentation of Jeremiah: My eye hath wasted my soul.' By the introduction of sin­ ful affections my eyes have destroyed my soul. Hence St. Gregory says, that “the eyes, because they draw us to sin, must be depressed.” 5 If not restrained, they will become instruments of hell, to force the soul to sin almost against its will. “ He that looks at a dangerous object,” continues the saint, “ begins to will what he wills not.” It was this the inspired writer intended to express when he said of Holofernes, that the beauty of Judith made his soul captivei 1 “ Vidit . . . quod bonum esset, ... et pulchrum oculis, aspec­ tuque delectabile, et tulit.”—Gen. iii. 6. 2 “ Nostris tantum initiis opus habet.” 3 “ Per oculos intrat ad mentem sagitta amoris.”—De modo bene viv. s. 23. 4 “ Oculus meus deprædatus est animam meam.”—Lam. iii. 51. 5 “ Deprimendi sunt oculi, quasi quidam raptores ad culpam.”— Mor. 1. 21, c. 2. 6 “ Pulchritudo ejus captivam fecit animam ejus.”—Judith, xvi. 11. SEC. Π.] Mortification of the Eyes. 219 Seneca says that “ blindness is a part of innocence.”1 And Tertullian relates 2 that a certain pagan philosopher, to free himself from impurity, plucked out his eyes. Such an act would be unlawful in us: but he that desires to preserve chastity must avoid the sight of objects that are apt to excite unchaste thoughts. Gaze not about, says the Holy Ghost, upon another's beauty; . . . hereby lust is enkindled as a fired Gaze not upon another’s beauty; for from looks arise evil imaginations, by which an im­ pure fire is lighted up. Hence St. Francis de Sales used to say, that “ they who wish to exclude an enemy from the city must keep the gates locked.” Hence; to avoid the sight of dangerous objects, the saints were accustomed to keep their eyes almost con­ tinually fixed on the earth, and to abstain even from looking at innocent objects. After being a novice for a year, St. Bernard could not tell whether his cell was vaulted. In consequence of never raising his eyes from the ground, he never knew that there were but three windows to the church of the monastery, in which he spent his novitiate. He once, without perceiving a lake, walked along its banks for nearly an entire day; and hearing his companions speak about it, he asked when they had seen it. St. Peter of Alcantara kept his eyes constantly cast down, so that he did not know the brothers with whom he conversed. It was by the voice, and not by the countenance, that he was able to recog­ nize them. The saints were particularly cautious not to look at persons of a different sex. St. Hugh, bishop, when com­ pelled to speak with women, never looked at them in the face. St. Clare would never fix her eyes on the face of 1 “ Pars innocentiæ, cœcitas.”—De Rented. fort. * Apolog. c. 46. 3 “Ne circumspicias speciem alienam; ... ex hoc concupiscentia, quasi ignis, exardescit.”—Ecclus. ix. S, 9. ί ίο Exterior Mortifloation. [CH. VIII. a man. She was greatly afflicted because, when raising her eyes at the elevation to see the consecrated host, she once involuntarily saw the countenance of the priest St. Aloysius never looked at his own mother in the face. It is related of St. Arsenius, that a noble lady went to visit him in the desert, to beg of him to recommend her to God. When the saint perceived that his visitor was a woman, he turned away from her. She then said to him: “ Arsenius, since you will neither seen or hear me, at least remember me in your prayers.” “ No,” replied the saint, “but 1 will beg of God to make me forget you, and nwver more to think of you.” From these examples may be seen the folly and temer­ ity of some religious who, though they have not the sanctity of a St. Clare, still gaze around from the terrace, in the parlor, and in the church, upon every object that presents itself, even on persons of a different sex. And notwithstanding their unguarded looks, they expect to be free from temptations and from the danger of sin. For having once looked deliberately at a woman who was gathering ears of corn, the Abbot Pastor was tor­ mented for forty years by temptations against chastity. St. Gregory1 states that the temptation, to conquer which St. Benedict rolled himself in thorns, arose from one incautious glance at a woman. St. Jerome,3 though living in a cave at Bethlehem, in continual prayer and macerations of the flesh, was terribly molested by the remembrance of ladies whom he had long before seen in Rome. Why should not similar molestations be the lot of the religious who wilfully and without reserve fixes her eyes on persons of a different sex? “ It is not,” says St. Francis de Sales, “the seeing of objects so much as the fixing of our eyes upon them that proves most pernicious.” “ If,” says St. Augustine, “ our eyes should by chance fall upon others, let us take care 1 Dial. 1. 2, c. 2. 1 Epist. ad Eustoch. sec.π.] Mortification ofithe Eyes. 221 never to fix them upon any one.” ' Father Manareo, when taking leave of St. Ignatius for a distant place, looked steadfastly in his face: for this look he was corrected by the saint.1*3 From the conduct of St. Ignatius on this occasion, we learn that it was not becoming in religious to fix their eyes on the countenance of a person even of the same sex, particularly if the person is young. But I do not see how looks at young persons of a different sex can be excused from the guilt of a venial fault, or even from mortal sin, when there is proximate danger of criminal consent. “ It is not lawful,” says St. Gregory, “ to behold what it is not lawful to covet.” 3 The evil thought that proceeds from looks, though it should be rejected, never fails to leave a stain upon the soul. Brother Roger, a Franciscan of singular purity, being once asked why he was so reserved in his intercourse with women, replied, that when men avoid the occasions of sin, God preserves them; but when they expose themselves to danger, they are justly abandoned by the Lord, and easily fall into some grievous transgressions. The indulgence of the eyes, if not productive of any other eyil, at least destroys recollection during the time of prayer. For, the images and impressions caused by the objects seen before, or by the wandering of the eyes, during prayer, will occasion a thousand distractions, and banish all recollection from the soul. It is certain that without recollection a religious can pay but little attention to the practice of humility, patience, mortifi­ cation, or of the other virtues. Hence it is her duty to abstain from all looks of curiosity, which distract her mind from holy thoughts. Let her eyes be directed only to objects which raise the soul to God. St. Ber1 “Oculi vestri, etsi jaciunlur in aliquam, figantur in nulla.”—Reg. ad serv. D. n. 6. ' Landaus, De ext. corp. comp. n. 304. 3 “ Intueri non licet, quod non licet concupiscere.” 222 Exterior Mortification. [ch.viil nard used to say, that to fix the eyes upon the earth contributes to keep the heart in heaven. “Where,” says St. Gregory, “Christ is, there modesty is found.” Wherever Jesus Christ dwells by love, there modesty is practised. However, I do not mean to say that the eyes should never be raised or never fixed on any object. No; but they ought to be directed only to what inspires devo­ tion, to sacred images, and to the beauty of creation, which elevate the soul to the contemplation of the di­ vinity. Except in looking at such objects, a religious should in general keep the eyes cast down, and particulary in places where they may fall upon dangerous ob­ jects. In conversing with men, she should never roll the eyes about to look at them, and much less to look at them a second time. To practise modesty of the eyes is the duty of a relig­ ious, not only because it is necessary for her own im­ provement in virtue, but also because it is necessary for the edification of others. God only knows the human heart: man sees only the exterior actions, and by them he is edified or scandalized. A man, says the Holy Ghost, is kri&ivn by his look? By the countenance the interior is known. Hence, like St. John the Baptist, a religious should be a burning and shining light? She ought to be a torch burning with charity, and shining resplendent by her modesty, to all who behold her. To religious the following words of the Apostle are particu­ larly applicable: We are made a spectacle to the world, and to angels, and to men? And again: Let your modesty be known to all men: the Lord is nigh? Religious are attent’ “ Ubi Christus est, modestia est.”—Ep. ad D ioclem. • “ Ex visu cognoscitur vir.”—Ecclus. xix. 26. 3 “ Lucerna ardens et lucens.”—John, v. 35. 4 “ Spectaculum facti sumus mundo, et Angelis et hominibus.”—! Cor. iv. 9. • “ Modestia vestra nota sit omnibus hominibus; Dominus prope est.” Phil. iv. 5. SEC. 11.] Mortification of the Eyes. 223 ively observed by the angels and by men; and therefore their modesty should be made manifest before all; if they do not practise modesty, terrible shall be the ac­ count which they must render to God on the day of judgment. Oh ! what devotion does a modest religious inspire, what edification does she give, by keeping her eyes always cast down ! St. Francis of Assisi once said to his companion, that he was going out to preach. After walking through the town, with his eyes fixed on the ground, he returned to the convent. His companion asked him when he would preach the sermon. We have, replied the saint, by the modesty of our looks, given an excellent instruction to all who saw us. It is related of St. Aloysius, that when he walked through Rome the students would stand in the streets to observe and admire his great modesty. St. Ambrose says, that to men of the world the modesty of the saints is a powerful exhortation to amendment of life. “The look of a just man is an admonition to many.” 1 The saint adds: “ How delight­ ful it is to do good to others by your appearance !” ’ It is related of St. Bernardine of Sienna, that even when a secular, his presence was sufficient to restrain the licen­ tiousness of his young companions, who, as soon as they saw him, were accustomed to give to one another notice that he was coming. On his arrival they became silent or changed the subject of their conversation. It is also related of St. Gregory of Nyssa, and of St. E ph rem, that their very appearance inspired piety, and that the sanc­ tity and modesty of their exterior edified and improved all that beheld them. When Innocent II. visited St. Bernard at Clairvaux, such was the exterior modesty of the saint and of his monks, that the Pope and his cardi­ nals were moved to tears of devotion. Surius3 relates a 1 “ Plerisque justi aspectus admonitio est.” ’ “ Quam pulchrum ergo, si videaris, et prosis !"—In Ps. cxviii. s. ία 3 Die 7 Jan. 2 24 Exterior Mortification, ich. vin. very extraordinary fact of St. Lucian, a monk and martyr. By his modesty he induced so many pagans to embrace the faith, that the Emperor Maximian. fearing that he should be converted to Christianity by the appearance of the saint, would not allow the holy man to be brought within his view, but spoke to him from behind a screen. That our Redeemer was the first who taught, by his example, modesty of the eyes, may, as a learned author remarks, be inferred from the holy evangelists, who say that on some occasion he raised his eyes. And /; necessary, and still anxious to be furnished with decenl and comfortable clothes, food, and bed. It is this solici­ tude about them that disturbs you whenever they are wanting to you. But in what way do you wish to be poor? Do you expect to enjoy the reward of poverty, and at the same time to want nothing? Would you not be in want of many necessaries had you remained in the world? And do you seek to be supplied with all neces­ saries in religion, which you embraced for the purpose of suffering, and in which you had made a solemn vow of poverty? “To desire to be poor,” says St. Francis de Sales, “ and not to feel any of the inconveniences ol want, is to wish for the honor of poverty and theadvam tages of riches.” 1 But you will say, Had I good health, I would cheer fully suffer all things; but I am weak and infirm, and therefore I cannot bear to see the Superior as forgetful of me as if I were in good health. You complain that others are unmindful of you, and you yourself forget that you have entered religion for the purpose of suffer­ ing. A nun should embrace sufferings in sickness as well as in health. In the Constitutions of the TeresianS the following admonition is given: “Our sick brethren, if anything be wanting to them, should remember that they have embraced the poverty of Jesus Christ, and therefore, neither in sickness nor in health, should de­ sire to be treated like the rich.” St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi gives a very excellent advice on this subject. “ However great your infirmities,” says the saint, “ never take and never seek what savors not of poverty.” Hence, St. Bernard says7 that it is not becoming in poor 1 Introd. ch. i5 5 Epist. 345. 2 74 Religious Poverty, ich. ix. religious to make use of costly remedies; and therefore lie recommended his monks not to take any other medi­ cine than decoctions of herbs. Had you remained in the world, you should not, perhaps, be able to procure the medicine and the attendance of physicians, with which you are provided in religion; and still you seek for other remedies. Ah ! be content, not only to live but to die in poverty; and rejoice that death, when it comes to take you out of this life will find you treated as a pauper. On every occasion in which you have to suffer from want have before your eyes the beautiful sentiment of St. Jane Frances Chantal, who was accustomed to say, that as the opportunities of practising poverty are so rare, we should, whenever they occur, accept them with gladness. Fourth Degree. The fourth and last degree of poverty requires not only that a religious be content with what is poor, but also that she prefer and select what is poorest—the poor­ est cell, the poorest bed, the poorest clothes, and the poorest food. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi rejoiced in eating what was left by the other sisters. Her habit was so threadbare that the Superior obliged her to change it. St. Jane Frances Chantal used to say that for the perfection of poverty it is advisable not to use silver when tin is sufficient, nor tin when lead answers the purpose. The nun who wishes to be a saint ob­ serves a similar rule in all other things. It will be useful to insert in this place the beautiful instruction of Father Anthony Torres to a nun who was one of his penitents: “Since your Spouse esteemed pov­ erty so highly, you should love it as a treasure; you should practise it in all things, and glory in it more than in the n?OSt splendid ornaments. Do not allow any nun or lay-sister in the convent to be poorer than you. You should wear no ornaments, and no more clothes than are absolutely necessary; you must practise poverty «•er* sec. π.] Degrees and Practice of Poverty. 275 even in your veil, which should be coarse and patched, and even in the beads that hang by your side. You should delight in wearing a poor patched habit, and should not cast it aside until it is no longer fit for use. Abstain as much as possible from keeping two habits, or more linen than the humblest of the lay-sisters. Do not possess or seek anything, however necessary it may appear, without first looking at your naked Spouse on the cross, and asking his permission. Neither give nor receive any presents, however small, without the Supe­ rior’s leave. In your cell you should have only a poor bed, the coarsest bed-clothes, two chairs of straw, a crucifix, four unframed pictures, the few books that your director will prescribe for your use, and whatever else is indispensably necessary. You should frequently examine before the crucifix your conduct with regard to the virtue of poverty; and if you find that you possess any superfluity you should take it immediately to the Superior. Never ask from your relatives anything for your own use; you may ask something from them for the Community, but never reserve anything whatsoever for yourself.” Ah ! dear sister, after having renounced the world and all its goods, do not, I pray you, prefer emptiness and nothingness to the Lord. When, to induce St. Cfement, Bishop of Ancyra, to deny Jesus Christ, the Emperor Diocletian offered him silver, gold, and precious stones, the saint heaved a deep sigh of sorrow at seeing his God compared with dross. And when, on condition of re­ nouncing Christianity, the dignity of first pontiff and head of the priesthood was offered by the tribune to St. Basil, Martyr, on the part of the Emperor Licinius, the saint replied: “Tell the emperor that though he made me master of all his dominions he could not give me as much as he would take from me by robbing me of my God to make me a slave of the devil.”1 And, dearest sister, 1 Boll. 26 Afr. Act. η. II. ! 11 2 76 Religious Poverty, [ch. ix. since you have left all things for God, do not, for the sake of any miserable earthly good, expose your soul to the danger of eternal perdition. Imagine that God places before you himself on the one hand and creatures on the ocher, and that he speaks to you in the language that he once addressed to the Venerable Mary Crucified: “Choose between me and creatures whichsoever will make you happy.” A religious should have no treasure but God. I conclude in the words of St. Mary Magda­ lene de Pazzi: “O happy the religious who, detached from all things by means of holy poverty, can say, The Lord is the portion of my inheritance.” God only is the portion that I desire in time as well as in eternity. Hence the saint was heard to exclaim: “ Nothing, noth­ ing but God; I desire to possess him only for his own sake.” My Jesus, in Thee I find all things: out of Thee I desire nothing. Ah ! draw me entirely to Thee ; enkindle in my heart Thy holy love, by which I desire to see myself entirely con­ sumed. My dear Redeemer, I know that Thou hast been near to me for so many years, because thou dost wish me to belong entirely to Thee. Since, then, Thou dost so ardently desire my welfare, grant that henceforth I may seek only Thy love, and the fulfilment of Thy holy will. Ah ! Lord, deliver me from all affections that remove me from Thee. Grant that my thoughts may be wholly employed in endeavoring to avoid every offence against Thy majesty, and in seeking to please Thee to the best of my power. O incarnate Word ! Thou art come upon earth to kindle the flames of love in the hearts of men. Oh ! take possession of my heart; fill it with Thy love; enlighten it, and make it ready and willing to execute all Thy holy desires. Ina word, unite my soul perfectly to Thy divinity, and possess it en­ tirely and forever. Unite Thyself to me, and me to Thee, by a perfect love that shall n· ver be dissolved. Grant that I may be no longer mine own, but that I may be Thine entirely and for­ ever, my treasure, my love, and my only good. Mary, my mother, in thy intercession, my hopes are placed. SEC. I.] Detachment from Relatives, 27Ί CHAPTER X. DETACHMENT FROM RELATIVES AND OTHER PERSONS. I. Detachment from Relatives. If attachment to relatives were not productive of great mischief Jesus Christ would not have so strenu­ ously exhorted us to estrangement from them. If, he says, any man come to me and hate not his father and mother . . . and brethren and sisters, he cannot be my discifled And again: I came to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her motherBut why does the Re­ deemer insist so strongly on alienation from relatives? Why does he take so much pains to separate us from them? He himself assigns the reason: it is because a man's enemies shall be they of his own household. Relatives are the worst enemies of the sanctification of Christians and particularly of religious; because they are, accord­ ing to St. Thomas, the greatest obstacle to advancement in virtue. “ Frequently,” says the holy Doctor, “carnal friends oppose the progress of the spirit;3 for in the affair of salvation the nearest akin are not friends, but enemies.”4 The truth of this assertion is fully estab­ lished by experience. Even St. Charles Borromeo, not­ withstanding his great reserve and perfect detachment 1 “ Si quis venit ad me, et non odit patrem suum et matrem, . . . non potest meus esse discipulus.”—Luke, xiv. 26. * “ Veni enim separare hominem adversus patrem suum, et filiam adversus matrem suam.”—Matt. x. 35. 3 “ Frequenter amici carnales adversantur profectui spirituali.”—2. 2, q. 189, a. 10. 4 *' Propinqui carnis, in hoc proposito, amici non sunt, sed potius inimici.”—Contra retrah. a relig. a. 9. 2?S Detachment from Persons. [ch.x. from relatives, acknowledged that after returning from among them he felt his soul tepid, and detached from the things of God. Hence, according to all the masters of the spiritual life, he that desires to walk in the way of perfection must fly from relatives, must abstain from taking part in their affairs, and when they are at a dis­ tance must not even inquire about them. What progress can be expected from the religious that wishes to have her relatives near the convent, who, if she does not see them, is constantly sending letters and messages to request a visit from them; and who, if they yield not to her entreaties, is disturbed, and com­ plains by frequent letters of their absence and neglect? It is impossible for a nun of this description ever to attain a close union with God. “ Whoever,” says St. Gregory, “wishes to be truly united to the Father of all must be separated from relatives.” 1 Whoever aspires to a union with God, the common Father of all men, must fly altogether from his kindred. When the Blessed Virgin lost the infant Jesus she sought him in vain for three days among her kinsfolk. “ Yes,” says St. Bernard, “Jesus is not found among kinsfolk.”2 Peter of Blois asserts that the love of flesh and blood soon robs the soul of the love of God. “ Carnal love will soon re­ move you from the love of God.” 1 Religious should regard the » dying words of Moses as peculiarly applicable to themselves: Who hath said to his father and to his mother, I do not know you; and to his breth­ ren, 1 know you not. These have kept thy word and observed thy covenant.' The religious who tells her parents and 1 “ Extra cognatos quis jae debet fieri, si vult Parenti omnium verius jungi.”—Mor. 1. 7, c. 13. 2 “ Jesus inter cognatos non invenitur.”—Epist. 107. 5 “ Carnalis amor extra Dei amorem cito te capiet.”—Epist. 134. 4 “Qui dixit patri suo et matri suæ: Nescio vos; et fratribus suis: Ignoro vos; ... hi custodierunt eloquium tuum, et pactum tuum ser­ vaverant.”—Deut. xxxiii. 9. sec. i.] Detachment from Relatives. 279 her brothers and her sisters that she knows them not, is the true spouse of Jesus. She is the king’s daughter who obeys the call of God, and fulfils the covenant made with him at her profession, when he spoke to her in the language that he addresses to every soul consecrated to his love: Hearken, O daughter, and see, and incline thy ear, and forget thy people and thy fathers house. And the king shall greatly desire thy beauty.1 Hear my voice, O daughter, and learn to understand the great blessings that you will receive if you observe my commandments. Open, then, your ear to my words: forget your kindred and your father’s house, and I, your King and Spouse, shall love your beauty. “It is,” says St. Jerome, “a great advantage to forget your parents; for then the King shall greatly desire your beauty.”3 Great shall be your reward: you shall become dear to the Lord, who will make you happy here and hereafter. Such is the rec­ ompense promised by the Redeemer when he said: And every one that hath left house or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother . . . for my name's sake, shall receive an hundred­ fold, and shall possess life everlasting} The nun that leaves her relatives in effect and in affection shall obtain eternal beatitude in heaven and a hundredfold on earth; she will leave a few and shall find many sisters in religion; she will abandon a father and a mother, and in return shall have God for her father and Mary for her mother; and from them she shall experience the kindness and affection of the fondest parent. Hence, convinced that detachment from kindred is 1 “ Audi, filia, et vide, et inclina aurem tuam, et obliviscere populum tuum et domum patris tui; et concupiscet Rex decorem tuum.”—Ps. xliv. ii. 2 “ Grande praemium parentis obliti: Concupiscet Rex decorem tuum!”—Epist. ad Furiam. 3 “ Omnis qui reliquerit domum, vel fratres, aut sorores, aut patrem, aut matrem, . . . propter nomen meum, centuplum accipiet, et vitam æternam possidebit.”—Matt. xix. 29. 28ο Detachment from Persons. [ch.x. highly pleasing to God, the saints have sought to be wholly removed from their relatives. St. Francis Xavier, when about to set out on the Indian mission, refused to visit his mother or relatives, though they repeatedly requested a visit from him, although he passed near their place of residence, and although he knew that he should never see them again. When his sister came to see St. Pachomius he sent her the follow­ ing message: “It is enough for you to have learned that I am alive; go, then, in peace.” Some of the saints have gone so far as to abstain from reading the letters of their dearest friends. St. John Climacus relates that St. Anthony, after having spent several years in the desert, on receiving some letters from his relatives, said to himself: What can I expect from the perusal of these letters, but disturbance of mind, and the loss of the peace that I enjoy? The holy man then cast them into the fire, saying: Begone from me, all thoughts of my country, that I may not return to the things that I have already left. To the flames, ye letters, that I may not be one day burned by you. “For my part,” says St. Teresa, “I cannot conceive what consolation a nun can find in her relatives. By attachment to them she displeases God, and without being able to enjoy their amusements she shares in all their troubles.”1 How applicable to you, dear Sister, is this reflection of the saint? When your parents and friends come to the grate, they certainly cannot make you a partaker of their worldly amusements, for you cannot go beyond the limits of the enclosure. In their visits, then, they only recount their misfortunes, their infirmi­ ties, and their wants. Surely such narratives only serve to fill your head and heart with so much inquietude, with so many distractions and defects, that after each visit you will be for several days disturbed and dis1 Way of Perf. ch. x. SEC. I.] Detachment from Relatives. 281 tracted in your meditations and Communions by the remembrances of what you have heard. How is it possible that you who have left the world can so ardently desire the frequent visits of your rela­ tives? Is it that they may frequently rob you of your peace and of the progress you have made? Oh ! what an excess of folly to imagine that you cannot be happy without frequently seeing your friends. Ah ! if you keep aloof from them, what torrents of consolation and happiness would your Spouse, Jesus, infuse into your soul ! St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that an abhorrence of the grate should be the principal fruit of the Communions of religious. And as an evil spirit once said to the Venerable Sister Mary Villani, there is certainly no place where the devil does so much injury to religious as in the parlor. Hence, St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi would not even enter the parlor; and such was her hatred of it, that she could not bear to hear it men­ tioned. Whenever she was obliged to go to the parlor, she would begin to weep, and would say to her novices: “My dear children, pray to God for me; for I am called to the grate.” When leaving them, she would beg of them soon to call her away from the grate under some pretext. But you will say, What am I to do? Am I never to see my friends? When they visit me, must I send them away, and refuse to go to the grate? I do not require so much from you; but if you refuse to see them, would you do wrong?—would you do what would be inconven­ ient, or what is never done by religious? Several nuns have resolved never to see their relatives, and have ful­ filled their resolution. In the life of Father Torres, it is related of Gerolama Sanfelice, a religious in the convent of St. Alvina, that so great was her attachment to her relatives that her thoughts were continually upon them, that she desired frequent visits from them, and sent every day to inquire about her father. Her sister, Mary 282 Detachment from Persons. [ch.x. Antonia, who lived in the same convent, was so fervent, that she besought the Lord to make her suffer a great deal in this life. Her prayer was heard, and she was afflicted with an ulcer, which ate away her flesh, and produced the very pangs of death. In her agony she would exclaim: “More suffering, O my Spouse, more suffering.” When dying she said to Gerolama, that she hoped to obtain eternal glory, and that as soon as she should enter into bliss she would beg of God to trans­ form her tepid sister into a saint. She died: Gerolama changed her life, and adopted and observed for forty years the resolution never more to see her relatives. It once happened that two of her nephews came to visit her, but she refused to see them; and having sent them away, she went to the grate of the church to pray before the Blessed Sacrament. The young men entered the church, expecting to see her at a distance; but she in­ stantly retired behind the curtain, and such was the effort which she made on that occasion to stifle the feel­ ings of flesh and blood that she fainted away. Who­ ever does not offer violence to herself will never become a saint. Sister Gerolama made rapid progress in divine love, and afterwards lived and died a saint. After death her body was opened and a cross of flesh was found on her heart, as a token of the great love that she had borne to Jesus crucified. Why cannot you imitate her example, and free yourself forever from the distractions that are caused by going to the grate? But you will say that the abbess or the confessor will not permit you to observe such a resolution. On what grounds can they refuse you permission ? Is not such a resolution the fruit of a divine inspiration ? and if prac­ tised, would it not be a source of great edification to the other sisters? Would it not, at least, make them see the impropriety and the dangers of attachments to their rel­ atives and to the grate? But should the Superior com­ sec. i.] Detachment from Relatives. 283 mand you to see your parents or relatives, I tell you to obey; but at the same time I entreat you to imitate the example of Blessed Theodore, who, when commanded to converse with his mother, who had come to see him, said to the abbot: “ Father, you command me to speak with my mother, but do you assure me that from the conversation I shall suffer no spiritual injury?” Afraid of the consequence, the abbot released the brother from the obligation that he had imposed upon him. It may be useful to remind abbesses and confessors, that if, without just cause, and only through caprice, or unrea­ sonable human respect, or self-interest, or to avoid trouble, they hinder the greater progress of a religious, who seeks to run to God, they will certainly have to render to the Lord an account of their conduct. As to you, dear Sister, when they oblige you to see your rel­ atives, obey; again I say, that I do not require of you never more to see your friends; but whenever necessity compels you to speak with them, I exhort you to observe the following rules: 1. Before you go to the grate, recommend yourself to Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament or on the cross, and beg that he may assist you an-d preserve you from every fault in your conversation. 2. Take care not to imitate the religious who go to the parlor to amuse themselves, or to learn what passes in the world, and afterwards tell it to the whole Com­ munity. 3. Be careful not to make known to externs the in­ ternal affairs 01 the convent, and particularly what might tend to the discredit of the Superior or the sisters. 4. Should externs begin to speak on useless or worldly matters, such as marriages, balls, or fond attachments, break off, break off at once the conversation, and intro­ duce some Christian maxim, or some fact from which you can draw a spiritual sentiment. You are not to 284 Detachment from Persons. [ch.x. learn the language of seculars, but should teach them the language of religious, whose conversation should be always on the things of (rod. Time spent at the grate is not profitable to the soul; it is all lost, and for it you shall one day have to render an account to God. 5. Never seek a visit from your relatives. When they come, endeavor to withdraw from them as soon as pos­ sible; excuse your withdrawal by saying that you must attend to the duties of your office; that you must assist a person who is sick; or make some similar apology. Whoever wishes, easily finds very just reasons for taking leave of visitors. If you act in this manner, they will soon feel that their conversation is not very pleasing to you, and will come less frequently to disturb you. And be assured that the shorter their visits, the fewer will be your faults; and that the less frequently you see them, the more you will be recollected, and the greater will be the consolations that you will receive from Jesus Christ. The Venerable Sister Catharine, a Cistercian, because she became a nun against the consent of her parents, was altogether abandoned by them; but such was the joy that her Spouse poured into her soul, that she was accustomed to say: “ I do not envy my sisters who are visited very frequently in the year by their parents, be­ cause as often as I wish, I go to my true father, Jesus, and to my dear mother, Mary, and they fill me with consolations.” 6. Lastly, take care, above all things, not to implicate yourself in the temporal concerns of your relatives; such as marriages, contracts, expenses, or any similar affairs. If you do, you will lose all peace and recollection, and perhaps your immortal soul. “ How many monks,” says St. Jerome, “by compassion towards their father and mother have lost their own souls?”* How many relig1 “ Quanti monachorum, dum patris matrisque miserentur, suas ani­ mas perdiderunt'.'’—Reg. Monach. de laude Rclig. sec. i.] Detachment from ious by compassion fortheir relatives have been lost? In another place the saint says, that the more tender the affection of a religious for her kindred, the greater her impiety towards God. “ Great piety towards relatives is impiety towards God.”* And what greater impiety than that a nun should, for the service of her family, give up the service of God, neglect mental prayer, the sacraments, and expose herself to all the distractions that necessarily arise from the care of worldly affairs. St. Bernard exhorts his religious “ to fly from such cares, as being diabolical.”a St. Ignatius of Loyola refused to interfere in the marriage of one of his nieces, though she was the heiress of the family. St. Francis Borgia would not ask the Pope for a dispensation (which he would have easily obtained) to have his son married to a relative, although the acquisition of a large estate de­ pended upon the marriage. No man, said the Redeemer, putting his hand to the plough, and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God? Let us tremble, for God himself has declared that he who has begun to serve the Lord, and looks back to the things of the world, is unfit for paradise. When, then, relatives seek to implicate you in worldly affairs, with­ draw at once from them. Attend to the advice of the Redeemer to the young man who, when asked to follow Jesus, answered, that he wished first to bury his father: Let the dead, says Jesus, bury the dead? Leave, then, dear sister, worldlings (who are said to be dead) to attend to their worldly business, and let it be your sole care and concern to love God and to become a saint. 1 “ Grandis in suos pietas, impietas in Deum est.”—Ep. ad Paulam. 2 “ Fugiamus illorum curam tamquam diabolicam.”—Const. Mon. c. 21. 3 “ Nemo mittens manum suam ad aratrum et respiciens retro, aptus est regno Dei.”—Luke. ix. 62. 4 “ Sine ut mortui sepeliant mortuos suos.”—Luke, ix 60. 286 Detachment from Persons, [ch.x. Tell your parents that worldly business is not fit for you, nor suited to your state. When his mother said to Jesus: Son, why hast thou done so to us? behold, thy father and I have sought thee sorrowing, he replied: Did you not know that I must be about my Father s business ?' Did you not know that I should attend only to the interests of my Father’s glory? Should your relatives complain of your unwillingness to serve them, should they even charge you with disaffection, with ingratitude, and even call you the enemy of your family, answer them with firm­ ness that you are dead to the world, and that it is your duty to attend only to the service of God and of the monastery. I conclude this chapter with the words of St. Joseph Calasanctius: “A religious who is attached to her relatives has not yet left the world.” Prayer. O my God and my Spouse. Thee alone I desire to serve and to love henceforth and forever. I desire to serve creatures only, when I know that Thou dost wish me to serve them. Ah ! Lord, make Thy will known to me ; I wish to do it in all things. Ah' inflame my whole soul with Thy holy love, that for the future I may seek only Thy will. Grant that nothing may please me but what pleases Thee. Grant that I may always say with sincerity : “ My God and my Spouse, I desire Thee only, and nothing more.” O my King and my Spouse, Jesus, reign alone in my whole soul; possess it without reserve; let Thy love command and point out what I am to do, what I am to avoid, and what I am to desire; and let my soul obey only Thy will. Ah ! my dear Redeemer, through the merits of Thy Passion hear my prayer. O Queen of heaven, in thee I trust ; assist me by thy inter­ cession. ’ “ Nesciebatis quia, in hisquæ Patris mei sunt, oportet me esse?”— Luke, ii. 49. sec. h.] De tacliment from Seculars and Sisters. 287 II. Detachment from Seculars, and even from the Sisters. * St. Augustine says that whoever does not shun dan­ gerous conversations will soon fall into a precipice: “ He that will not avoid suspected familiarity soon falls into ruin.”1 The example of the unhappy Solomon should make us all tremble. At first he was most dear to God, and even the inspired of the Holy Ghost, but by the love of strange women he was in his old age led into idolatry.3 Nor should his fall be a subject of won­ der; for, as St. Cyprian says,3 to stand in the midst of flames and not to burn is impossible. Be assured, O blessed spouse of the Lord, that for re­ ligious the atmosphere of the parlor, where conversa­ tions are held with seculars, is pestiferous. As in the choir religious breathe the salubrious air of paradise, so in the parlor they may inhale the pestilential vapors of hell. A religious, were she in her father’s house, would certainly not dare to spend an hour or two in conversation with persons of every age and of both sexes, and will she not scruple to do so in God’s own dwelling? Is the house of the Lord to be treated with less respect than the house of a secular? But you will say: By the grace of God such conversa­ tions are harmless. Let those that speak thus remem­ ber, that all friendships founded on a sensible affection for external objects, if not productive of other evils, are at least great obstacles to perfection. They certainly 1 “ Qui familiaritatem non vult vitare suspectam, cito labitur in ruin­ am.”—Serm. 293, App. E. B. 3 3 A'ings, xi. 4. 3 De Singularii, cler. * On this and other similar passages, see a useful remark in the No­ tice at the beginning of this volume.—Ed. 288 Detachment from Persons. [ch. x. destroy the spirit of prayer and recollection; and the nun that entertains such friendships will be in the church in body, but her thoughts will be fixed on her friends. Such friendships serve to weaken her affection for the sacraments, and to conceal from herself and others the source of her tepidity; and thus she daily becomes more imperfect. She loses her peace; for should anything be said against those for whom she has conceived a regard, or whose conversation she seeks to enjoy, she is at once disturbed, and censures the person by whose language she is offended. She loses obedience; for when admonished by the Superior to break off such friendships, she excuses herself by various pretences, but does not obey. In fine, she loses the love of God, who desires to possess her whole heart, who will not suffer any affection that is not for him; and therefore seeing her soul attached to others, he withdraws him­ self, and deprives her of his special assistance. The Venerable Sister Frances Farnese used to say to the re­ ligious under her care: “ We are shut up in this mon­ astery, that we may neither see nor be seen, but that we preserve our souls spotless before God.” The more we hide ourselves from seculars, the more God will mani­ fest himself to us by his grace in this life, and by his glory in the next. Affections that arise from certain external qualifica­ tions, possessed by persons of a different sex, not only deprive the soul of great advantages, but also expose her to very great danger. In the beginning they ap­ pear indifferent, but by degrees they become sinful, and finally lead the soul into some mortal transgression. St. Jerome says: “Man and woman are like fire and straw, and the devil does not cease to blow so that there may be a blaze.” 1 Persons of different sexes, as soon as 1 “ Homo ct mulier, ignis et palea; et diabolus nunquam insufflare cessat, ut accendatur.”—Eusebius ad Damas. de morte Hier. sec. ii.i Detachment from Scctdars and Sisters. 289 there exists too much familiarity among them, are in­ flamed as easily as when straw is held near the fire; for the devil is there trying his best to produce a conflagra­ tion. St. Teresa was once shown the place prepared for her in hell had she not renounced a certain inordi­ nate, though not impure, affection for a relative.1 If, dear reader, you ever feel an attachment of this kind, your only remedy is a resolute and total retreat from the object of your affection. If you seek to with­ draw by degrees, believe me your efforts will be fruit­ less: such chains, because they are strong, are burst only with difficulty—without a sudden and violent ef­ fort their bondage shall never be dissolved. You will perhaps say that no impropriety can occur. Remember that the devil never begins by suggesting the worst of evils, but by degrees he leads negligent souls to the brink of ruin, and then by an easy effort casts them over the precipice. It is a common maxim of masters of the spiritual life, that the only remedy is flight and the re­ moval of occasions. St. Philip Neri used to say that in this warfare only cowards, that is, they that fly from the occasions of defeat, shall be conquerors. St. Thomas has said before: “ Whoever can resist the other vices cannot resist this except by flight.” * Although you have been free from such affections, you must still guard yourself against them with all possible care; for you too are exposed to the danger of being caught in the snare into which, through their own negli­ gence, others have fallen. To preserve your soul free from every dangerous attachment, I advise you, in the language of St. Teresa, first, to prize yourself more for the plainness than for the elegance of your manners, the agreeableness of your conversation, or the facility of 1 Life, ch. 32. • “ Cæteris vitiis quis potest resistere; huic tamen non potest, nisi per fugam.”—Dc Modo confit, c. 14· 2 go Detachment from Persons. [ch.x. paying compliments to seculars. “ With externs,” says St. Catharine of Sienna in a letter to her niece, “you should be modest; your head should be bowed down, and your manner and conversation simple and unaf­ fected.” At the grate be careful to abstain from un­ guarded looks and indecent laughter, and never appear in a habit affectedly neat. It would be a still greater fault to go to the grate with any badge of worldly pomp or vanity. In a word, if you expect to escape every danger, re­ move yourself as much as possible from all conversation with seculars. “Sit solitary,” says St. Bernard, “as the turtle: have nothing to do with crowds.” 1 Remain in solitude; love the choir and the cell, and shun the parlor as the abode of pestilence. To consecrate your whole being to God, you have left the world; what, then, have you to do with seculars ? “ If,” says the Venerable Sister Jane of St. Stephen, of the Order of St. Francis, “you are the spouse of the King of kings, turn not your eyes toward slaves.”2 It is a crime in a slave to fix his eyes on the king’s spouse, and should the queen take complacency in his attention to her, she would be guilty of a similar transgression. Speaking of nuns, St. Catharine of Sienna says: “We shall not be spouses but sacrilegious violators of our engagements, if we seek for happiness in the gratification of self-love; if we hate the cell, and love the society of seculars.” Should you, in conversation, ever feel a disorderly affec­ tion, stifle it at once before it acquires the strength of a giant. “ While,” says St. Jerome, “ the enemy is small, destroy him.”3 To kill a lion when young is an easy task; but to conquer him when he has attained full growth is a work of extreme and insuperable difficulty. 1 “ Sede solitarius, sicut turtur, nihil tibi et turbis.”—hi Cant. s. 4a ’ L. to the abbess of St. Peter. 3 “ Dum parvus est hostis, interfice.”—Ep. ad Eustoch. sec. ii.] Detachment from Scczilars and Sisters. 291 It would be still more criminal and disgraceful to per­ mit any secular to indulge in indecent jests; I do not speak of improper familiarities, not wishing to suppose such an excess. Should any worldling carry his sacri­ legious insolence so far as to utter such jests in your presence, imagine not that because you only listen you are blameless. By not retiring at once you co-operate with him and render yourself a partaker of his guilt. Besides, should you not instantly withdraw from such infernal conversation you will soon become more crimi­ nal than its author; and from the dignity of the spouse of Jesus you will fall to the degraded condition of the slave of Satan. Besides, you might easily be the cause of ruin to your convent; for such a religious that keeps up so unhallowed a relationship is sufficient by her bad example to seduce others into doing the same thing. Be specially on your guard if your brother or another of your relatives in visiting you brings with him one of his friends who has taken a fancy to you; they may per­ haps call in your aunt to be present, but you will after all be the principal person in the scene. Should you ever perceive that such a snare has been laid, cast down your eyes at once, keep silence, and show yourself very grave; but the best thing for you to do would be to go away immediately. If later on you are again called to the parlor, knowing that the same person is there, send word that you are busy and that you cannot go. Be careful not to act otherwise, for if you again al­ low that person to have an interview with you, I shall look upon you as lost. Likewise, if you receive from any one a letter in which you notice tender and affectionate words, tear up the letter at once, throw it into the fire, and do not answer it. If, however, on account of some matter of impor­ tance, an answer should be necessary, answer it briefly and seriously, without showing that you have taken the 2Ç2 Detachment from Persons. [CH. X. least pleasure in the sentiments that have been expressed to you, or that you have paid any attention to them. And if afterwards the same person calls you to the grate, refuse absolutely to go there; for if after his let­ ter you consent to speak to him, it will be all over with you. You must know, besides, that you will be an ac­ complice of the same disorder if you have less fear to displease God than to displease one of your sisters by daring to encourage her in her unlawful attachment. In this case you would have to expect an exemplary chastisement, such as was inflicted upon a religious who was sacristan. To please one of her sisters she took upon herself the care of having a letter for­ warded to a person with whom her companion kept up an improper correspondence. But when she gave the letter to the porter, the latter, being in a hurry, closed the revolving turn of the sacristy with such violence that her hand was caught and entirely torn off. She died a few days after, in consequence of this accident. With religious and ecclesiastics who visit you, not for the purpose of speaking of God, nor for your spiritual good, but for the pleasure of your society, you should be reserved. I would recommend you to speak with your confessor only’· in the tribunal of penance. I ad­ vise you to abstain as much as possible from all corre­ spondence with him by little presents, or by any similar means; and if you have to speak to him, do so at the turn and not at the grate. It is of importance that you use great reserve in regard to your directors, because the confidence that you have to repose in them by re­ vealing to them the secrets of your conscience is al­ ways accompanied by a certain sympathy, which, if it is not moderated, may degenerate into a fire of hell. This is the reason why I counsel you to abstain as much as possible from having any worldly business with your confessor; do not make him presents; do not undertake sec. π.] Detachment from Seculars and Sisters. 293 the care of his secular affairs, of providing him with meals, of taking care of his linen, and other similar things. “ Oh !” says St. Teresa, “ what obstacles does such worldly correspondence present to the spiritual progress of religious.” Should there be an ancient cus­ tom in your convent of making presents to the confes­ sor, it will be enough for you to send him two or three times a year some trifle as a mark of attention. Be al­ ways most watchful over your words so that nothing may ever escape you that would express the least affec­ tion or tenderness. Do not pretend that there is no danger because that priest is a saint. “ Nor,” says St. Thomas, “ are they to be less avoided because they are more holy: for the greater their sanctity the more they excite sentiments of affection.” 1 The Venerable Father Sertorio Caputo of the Society of Jesus says that the devil first makes us love a man’s virtue, then his person, and at length draws us over the precipice. St. Thomas teaches that the devil at first kindles an attachment which only slightly wounds the soul: but what appeared to be pure angelic love soon degenerates into the human affection of beings clothed with flesh. Looks and words of tenderness fol­ low; these are succeeded by a desire of each other’s so­ ciety: thus by degrees a holy attachment will be con­ verted into a natural affection. Such is the doctrine of St. Thomas. St. Bonaventure2 gives five marks by which we may ascertain whether a mutual attachment between two friends is pure or otherwise. 1. It is not pure when it leads to long and useless discourses; and when conver­ sations are very long they are always useless. 2. When each delights in looking at each other and in praising 1 “ Nec quia sanctiores fuerint, ideo minus cavendæ; quo enim sanc­ tiores fuerint, eo magis alliciunt.”—De Modo confit, c. 14. ’ De Profectu Rei. 1. 2, c. 27. 2Q4 Detachment from Persons. ich.x. each other. 3. When either excuses the other’s defects. 4. When they manifest certain little jealousies. 5. When either feels unhappy at being separated from the other. The attachment is not pure when personal beauty or gracefulness is a source of pleasure; when either desires to be esteemed by the other, or when either is unwilling that his friend should receive attention from others; when one does not wish that others should observe, hear, or speak of what is passing. Father Peter Consolini of the Oratory has justly re­ marked that we should treat with holy persons of a dif­ ferent sex as with the souls in purgatory, that is, at a distance, and without looking at them. Some religious have a strong desire of conversing with their spiritual Father because they imagine that his instructions will stimulate their fervor. But what need is there of such conversations, of such long and familiar discourses? Have they not an abundant supply of spiritual books? Have they not spiritual reading at table and at prayer? Have they not the benefit of sermons in the church? Without any of these the reading and observance of their Rules and Constitutions ought to be sufficient to make them saints. What has been said refers to outside persons; but it is necessary to remark that even among the religious them­ selves inordinate attachments may be found, especially among those who are young. “ Young man,” says St. Basil, “ avoid familiarity with your equals: how many young persons has the devil, through their companions, drawn into hell to be burned with eternal fire.” 1 Many of them, continues the saint, were, in the beginning en­ ticed into a certain attachment that appeared to be charity, but that afterwards led them to the loss of 1 “ Juvenis, æqualium tuorum consuetudinem defugito; quantos illo­ rum opera adversarius plerosque sempiterno igni cremandos addixit!” I 1*1 sec. ii.j Detachment from Scctdars and Sisters, 1 295 peace and of the perfection of their state.1 “ Love,” says Blessed Angela of Foligno, “ includes every evil as well as every good. I do not speak of criminal love, which every one knows should be avoided, but of the love that one friend entertains for another; and that may degenerate into an irregular affection. Frequent conversations along with the manifestation of mutual regard produce too close a union of their hearts, render their friendship noxious; and by strengthening their at­ tachment, obscure the light of reason. Each yields to the will of the other, and thus both are led into the ne­ glect of duty.” 9 It is, moreover, to be remarked, that if the friendships with outside persons cause more scandal, the friend­ ships that exist at home among the religious themselves are more dangerous, either because they are more diffi­ cult to remove, or because the occasion is more proxi­ mate. Would to God that the religious in the house of the Lord may never have the misfortune to commit a grave fault against chastity ! Isaias regards such a one as already lost. He says: In the land of the saints he hath done, wicked things, and he shall not see the glory of the * Lord. Hence those nuns who have charge of the edu­ cation of young pupils must always be watchful in re­ gard to their conduct, and should not scruple to suspect the worst. When they perceive any attachment or familiarity between two young persons they must sepa­ rate them at once, and not permit them to go together, and they should continually keep their eyes upon them lest any evil should happen. They should also from time to time exhort them in general to avoid, as they ’“Spirituales primo charitatis quadam specie illectos, postea in vo­ raginem précipités deturbavit. ”—S. de Abdic, rer. 1 Arnaldt vit. c. 64. 3 “ In terra sanctorum iniqua gessit, et non videbit gloriam Domini.” —Is. xxvi. 10. j .j ! ' iI 296 Detachment from Persons. [CH. X. would avoid death, ever concealing through shame any sin in confession, and for this purpose they should relate to them the sad example of persons who had the misfor­ tune of being condemned to hell for having made sacri­ legious confessions. St. Basil' prescribed a very severe chastisement for the nuns of his Order who should entertain particular friendships. St. Bernard calls such friendships “poi­ soned attachments, and the enemies of the peace of communities.” They are a source of disturbance, of murmurings, of irregularities, of factions, and of par­ ties; and sometimes they influence the votes at elections to office in favor not of the most worthy, but of the greatest favorites. Let it be your study to love all and to serve all, so that each will regard you as a friend. But abstain from familiarity with any; let your intimacy be only with God. Be particularly careful to avoid familiarity with all who manifest attachment to you. The way through which you walk in this life is dark and slippery: if you select an imperfect companion who will lead you to the precipice, you are lost. Beware of all human respect—of the accursed fear of what others will say or think of you. “ If,” you will say, “ I give up all intercourse with such a secular; if I separate from such a one; if I consecrate myself to re­ tirement, to prayer, and to mortification—what will be said of me ? I shall be an object of jest and derision to all.” Ah ! how many religious of both sexes has this accursed weakness of human respect brought to eter­ nal misery? “Oh!” says St. Augustine, “how many has this infirmity precipitated into hell ?” ' St. Francis Borgia says that he who desires to consecrate himself to God must, in the first place, trample under his feet all regard for what others will say of him. O my God, 1 De Instit. Mon. s. i. * “Oh ! quot detrusit ad inferos infirmitas hæc !” —gr*. sec. π.] Detachment from Seculars and Sisters. 297 why do we not ask what Jesus Christ or his holy mother will think of our conduct? My spouse, says our Lord, is a garden enclosed.' To be the true spouse of Jesus, the heart of a religious must be an enclosed garden, ex­ cluding every affection that is not for God. Remember that to cherish in the soul any strange affection is, per­ haps, of all the defects of nuns the most displeasing to God. He requires the full and undivided possession of the heart of his spouse. Even men cannot bear with any division in the affections of their spouses. In con­ clusion, I exhort you to endeavor to love God as if he and you were the only beings in existence. But before finishing, I cannot omit to blame the folly of certain religious who become fond of animals, such as cats and dogs. These they wish to have always with them at table, and even in bed. They often carry them in their arms, kiss them, and say even affectionate words to them. If these animals become sick they are greatly afflicted; if they die they are inconsolable, and are an annoyance to those who may have been the cause of the death. If such an affection is unreasonable even in a person of the world, how much more is it unreason­ able in a spouse of Jesus Christ ! Prayer. My Jesus,‘I already understand Thee. Thou dost desire my whole heart and all my love; and I desire to consecrate my whole soul and all mv affections to Thee. After all the insults which I have offered to Thy majesty, I deserve to be abandoned by Thee. But I feel that Thou dost still call me to Thy love. ThuU shaft, thou sayest, love the Lord thy God with thy whole heart.3 I desire, O my God, to obey, and henceforth to love Thee only. Oh that I were wholly consumed for Thee. O my lesus. who hast been entirely consumed for my salvation ! For my sake Thou hast given all Thy blood ; for my redemption 9 1 “ Hortus conclusus, soror mea sponsa.”—Cant. iv. 12. 2 Diliges Dominum Deum tuum ex toto corde tuo.” 2 9$ Detachment from Persons, [ch.x. Thou hast spent Thy life; and shall I be reserved with Thee? Even a thousand hearts are too little to love Thee, and shall 1 give a part of this, my miserable heart, to creatures? No: Thou dost wish for it entirely; I give it wholly to Thee. Ac­ cept my being, O my Jesus, my Love, and my Spouse. I am Thine, and entirely Thine: dispose of me as Thou pleasest. Mary, my hope, unite me with thy Son Jesus; make me belong entirely to him. From thee I desire this favor; from thee I hope for it. SEC. l.J A dvantages of Humility. 299 CHAPTER XI. HOLY HUMILITY. I. The Advantages of Humility. Humility has been regarded by the saints as the basis and guardian of all virtues. Although in point of excellence the virtue of humility does not hold the highest rank, still, according to St. Thomas, because it is the foundation of all virtues it has obtained the first place among them. Hence, as in the structure of an edifice, the foundation takes precedence of the walls, and even of the golden ornaments, so, to expel pride, which God resists, humility must, in the edification of the spiritual man, precede all other virtues. “ Humil­ ity,” says the angelic Doctor, “ holds the first place, in­ asmuch as it expels pride, which God resists.” 1 Hence St. Gregory asserts that “ he who gathers virtues with­ out humility is like the man who carries dust against the wind.” ' His virtues shall be scattered. There was in the desert a certain hermit who had a high character for sanctity.’ At the hour of death he sent for the abbot, and asked from him the Viaticum. During the administration of the holy sacrament a public robber ran to the cell; but seized with compunc­ tion for his sins, he esteemed himself unworthy to enter,1 23 1 “ Humilitas primum locum tenet, in quantum expellit superbiam cui Deus resistit.”—2. 2, q. 161, a. 5. 2 “Qui sine humilitate virtutes congregat, quasi in ventum pulverem portat.”—/h Ps. pœnit. iii. 3 Spec. Exempt, dist. 9, ex. 19Q. 300 Holy Humility. [CH. XI. or to be present at so sacred a ceremony, and in the humility of his soul exclaimed: “Oh that I were what you are !” The dying monk heard the words, and, swelled with pride, said: “Happy, indeed, should you be were you as holy as I am.” After these words he expired: the robber immediately ran off from the place for the purpose of going to confession; on his way he fell over a precipice and was killed. At the death of the hermit his companion burst into tears; but at the fate of the robber he exulted with joy. Being asked why he wept over the death of the former and rejoiced at the melancholy end of the latter, he replied: Because the robber was saved by contrition for his past sins, but my companion is damned in punishment of his pride. Do not imagine that the hermit yielded to pride only at the hour of death: from his last words it is clear that pride had long before taken root in his heart; by its baneful influence he was brought to a miserable eternity. “ Unless,” says St. Augustine, “ humility shall have pre­ ceded, shall be continued, and shall have followed, pride will wrest the whole from our hands.” 1 Yes, the rapa­ cious grasp of pride shall tear from us every good work w’hich is not preceded, accompanied, and followed by humility. This sublime virtue was but little known, but little loved, and greatly abhorred on earth, where pride, the cause of the ruin of Adam and of his posterity, enjoyed universal sway. Therefore the Son of God came down from heaven to teach it to men by his example as well as by his preaching. To instruct them in humility he came upon earth in the likeness of flesh and in the form of a servant. He. emptied himself, says the Apostle, taking the form of a servanti He wished to be treated 1 “ Nisi humilitas præcesserit, et comitetur, et consecuta fuerit, totum extorquet de manu superbia.”—Epist. 118, E. B. 'J “ Semetipsum exinanivit, formam sen i accipiens.”—Phil. ii. 7. SEC. I.] A dva n tages of Hit m ility. 301 as the most contemptible of men. Despised, says the Prophet Isaias, and the most abject of men) Behold him in Bethlehem, born in a stable and laid in a manger, in Nazareth, poor, unknown, and employed in the humble occupation of assisting a poor artisan. Look at him in Jerusalem, scourged as a slave, buffeted as the vilest of men, crowned with thorns as a mock king, and in the end suffering as a malefactor the ignominious death of the cross. And with all his humiliations before your eyes hearken to his advice: I have given you an ex­ ample, that as I have done so you do also) As if he said: My children, I have embraced so much ignominy that you may not refuse abjection. Speaking of the humili­ ations of the Son of God, St. Augustine says: “ If this medicine cure not your pride, I know not what will heal it.” 3 Hence in one of his epistles to Dioscorus he tells his friends that it is principally by humility a man is made the disciple of Jesus, and that the soul is prepared for a union with God. “The first,” says the saint, “is humility; the second, humility ; the third, humility, and as often as you would ask I should answer, humility.”4 The proud are objects of hatred and abomination before God. Every proud man, says the Holy Ghost, is an abomination to the Lord) Yes; for the proud man is a robber, and is blind; he is a liar, and the truth is not in him. He is a robber, because he appropriates to himself what belongs to God. What hast thou that thou hast not receivedV Would it not be the extreme of folly in a 1 “ Despectum, et novissimum virorum."—Is. liii. 3. 9 “ Exemplum enim dedi vobis, ut, quemadmodum ego feci vobis, ita et vos faciatis.”—John, xiii. 15. 3 “ Hæc medicina si superbiam non curat, quid eam curet, nescio."— Serm. 77, E. B. 4 “ Ea est prima humilitas, secunda humilitas, tertia humilitas; et quoties interrogares, hoc dicerem.”—Epist. 118, E. B. 5 “ Abominatio Domini est omnis arrogans.”—Prov. xvi. 5. 6 “Quid autem habes, quod non accepisti?”—1 Cor. iv. 7. 302 Holy Humility, [CH. xi. brute animal (were it gifted with reason) to glory in the gilded trappings of which it knows it may be stripped at the beck of its master ? The proud man is blind, as we learn from the Apocalypse of St. John. Thou sayest I am rich, and knotvest not that thou art wretched and blind? And what has man of his own but nothing­ ness and sin ? Even the little good that he does, when examined with rigor, will appear full of imperfection. “ All our justice,” says St. Bernard, “if rigorously judged, will be found to be injustice.”2 Lastly, the proud man is a liar, and the truth is not in him. For all his advantages, whether of nature—such as health, talent, beauty, and the like; or of grace—such as good desires, a docile heart, and an enlightened mind, are all the gifts of God. By the grace of God, says St. Paul, I am what I ami The same apostle tells us that of our­ selves we are not capable of even a good thought. Not that we are sufficient to think anything of ourselves as of our­ selves.* Woe to the proud religious ! Into a haughty soul the Spirit of God cannot enter; over all its actions the devil * exercises the most arbitrary despotism. “With the proud religious,” says St. Joseph Calasanctius, “Satan sports himself as with a toy.” Cesarius relates6 that when a demoniac was once brought to a certain monas­ tery, the abbot asked the evil spirit whether he would depart at the command of a certain young monk who was reputed a saint. “No,” replied the demon, “I am not afraid of him, because he is proud.” To preserve his servants from pride, the Lord some­ times permits them to be afflicted with the shameful 1 “ Nescis quia tu es miser ... et cæcus.”—Afioc. iii. 17. * “Si districte judicetur, injusta invenietur omnis justitia nostra.”— Jn fest. Omn, Sanet, s. 1. 3 “ Gratia autem Dei sum id quod sum.”—1 Cor. xv. 10. 4 “ Non quod sufficientes simus cogitare aliquid a nobis.”—2 Cor. iii. 5. 6 Dial. 1. 4. c. 5. SEC. 1.1 A dv antages of Humility. 303 solicitations of the flesh; to their repeated prayers to be delivered from the suggestions of Satan and of their own corruption he appears deaf, and leaves them to combat with the temptation. It was thus he treated St. Paul; and, says the saint, lest the greatness of the revelations should exalt me, there was given to me a sting of the flesh, an angel of Satan to buffet me. For which thing thrice 1 besought the Lord that it might depart from me, and he said to me, My grace is sufficient for thee' “To keep him humble,” says St. Jerome, “the Almighty refused to deliver the apostle from the molestation of the flesh by which he was tormented.” Moreover, to teach them humility, the Lord sometimes permits the elect to fall into sin. Thus, David acknowledges that he sinned because he had not been humble. Before I was humbled, I offended? “ God,” says St. Augustine, “ sits on high ; you humble yourself, and he descends to you; you exalt yourself, and he flies from you.” 3 The royal prophet says that the Lord looketh at the low, and the high he knoweth afar off? He regards the humble with an affectionate eye, but the proud he beholds only at a distance. As we cannot recognize a person whom we see from afar, so the Lord appears to ted the proud, in the words of the Psalmist, that he knows them not. There was in a certain monas­ tery a religious who had the insolence to say to one of her companions: “You and I wear, indeed, the same habit, and sit at the same table; but though my equal in religion, you are not fit to be a servant in my father’s 1 “ Datus est mihi stimulus carnis meæ, angelus Satanæ, qui me cola­ phizet; propter quoti ter Dominum rogavi ut discederet a me, et dixit mihi: Sufficit tibi gratia mea.”—2 Cor. xii. 7. 2 “ Priusquam humiliarer, ego deliqui.”—Ps. cxviii. 67. 3 “ Altus est Deus: erigis te, et fugit a te; humilias te, et descendit ad te.”—Servi. 177, App. E. B. 4 “ Excelsus Dominus, et humilia respicit, et alta a longe cognoscit.” —Ps. cxxxvii. 6. 304 Holy Humility. (CH. XI. house.” Oh, how poor and naked before the Lord was this haughty nun ! The proud are hateful before God; he cannot bear them. As soon as the angels yielded to pride, he banished them from paradise and sent them into hell, far distant from his presence. The words of God must be fulfilled: Whosoever, says the Lord, shall exalt himself, shall be humbled} St. Peter Damian relates2 that a cer­ tain proud man had resolved to assert his right to an estate by single combat; before the time appointed for the duel he went to Mass, and hearing in the church the above-mentioned words of the Gospel: Whosoever shall exalt himself, shall be humbled, he exclaimed: This cannot be true: for had I humbled myself I should have lost my property and my character. But when he came to the combat, his sacrilegious tongue was cut across by the sword of his antagonist, and he instantly fell dead on the ground. God. says St. James, resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble} The Lord has promised to hear the pray­ ers of all. Every one that asketh, receivethf The proud he hears not; according to the Apostle, he resists their petitions. But to the humble he is liberal beyond measure: Pie giveth grace to the humble. To them he opens his hands, and grants whatsoever they ask or desire. Humble thyself to God, says the Holy Ghost, and wait for his hands} Humble your soul before the Lord, and expect from his hands whatever you seek from him. “Give me, O Lord,” exclaims St. Augustine, “ the treasure of humility.”® Humility is a treasure, be’ “Qui autem se exaltabitur, humiliabitur.”—Matt, xxiii. 12. 9 Op- 34 de Var. mir, Narrat, c. 4. 3 “ Deus superbis resistit; humilibus autem dat gratiam.”—-James, iv. 6. 4 “ Omnis enim qui petit, accipit.”—Luke, xi. 10. 5 “ Humiliare Deo, et exspecta manus ejus.”—Ecclus. xiii. 9. 6 “ Domine, concede mihi thesaurum humilitatis.”—Medit. c. 1. sec. i.] Advantages of Humility. 305 cause upon the humble the Lord pours every blessing in abundance. Λ heart full of self cannot be replenished with the gifts of God. To receive the divine favors, the soul must be first emptied by the knowledge of her own nothingness. Thou sendest forth, says David, springs in the vales: between the midst of the hills the waters shall passi God makes the waters of his graces abound in the val­ leys, that is, in humble souls; but not on the mountains; the emblems of the proud and the haughty. In the midst of these, his graces pass, but remain not upon them. Because, says Mary, he hath regarded the humility of his handmaid. . . . He that is mighty hath done great things to me? The Lord looking upon my humility, and my sense of nothingness, hath bestowed great favors upon me. St. Teresa relates of herself, that the greatest graces that she received from God were infused into her soul when she humbled herself most before the Lord in prayer. The prayer of him that humbleth himself shall pierce the clouds, and he will not depart till the Most High be­ hold? The humble obtain from God whatever they ask: they need not be afraid of being confounded, or of being left without consolation. Let not, says David, the humble be turned away with confusion? Hence, St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say: “If you wish to be a saint, be humble; if you wish to be a very great saint, be most humble.” To St. Francis Borgia, while a secular, a holy man once said: “ If you desire to be a saint, never let a day pass without thinking of your miseries.” Hence 1 “Qui emittis fontes in convallibus; inter medium montium pertransibunt aquae.”—Ps. ciii. io. 9 “ Quia respexit humilitatem ancillæ suæ, . . . fecit mihi magna, qui potens est.”—Luke, i. 48, 49. 3 “ Oratio humiliantis se nubes pertransibit; ... et non discedet, do­ nec Altissimus aspiciat.”—Eeclus. xxxv. 21. 4 “ Ne avertatur humilis, factus confusus.”—Ps. Ixxiii. 21. 306 Holy Humility. [CH. XI. the saint spent every day the first two hours of prayer in the study of his own nothingness, and in sentiments of self-contempt. St. Gregory says “ that pride is the most evident mark of the reprobate; but humility is, on the contrary, the most evident mark of the elect.” Seeing the world covered with the toils of the devil, St. Anthony, with a sigh, exclaimed: “Who can escape so many snares!”3 “Anthony,” replied a strange voice, “it is only humility that passes through them with security: the humble man is not in danger of being caught by them.” In a word, unless we are like infants, not in years but in humility, we shall never attain salvation. Unless you be­ come as little children, you shall not enter the kingdom oj heaven? In the life of St. Palemon it is related that a certain monk who walked on burning coals said to his companions: Which of you can tread on red-hot fire without being burnt. The saint reproved him for his vanity, but the unhappy man did not amend. Puffed up with pride, he afterwards fell into sin, and died with­ out repentance. To the humble who are despised and persecuted on earth is promised the glory of God’s kingdom. Blessed are ye when they shall revile and persecute you, for your re­ ward is very great in heaven? The humble shall be happy in this life as well as in the next. Learn of me, says Jesus, because lam meek and humble of heart; and you shall find rest to your souls? The proud never enjoy peace, be1 “ Evidentissimum reproborum signum superbia est; at contra, hu­ militas electorum.”—Mor. 1. 34, c. 22. 2 Vita Patr. 1. 3, n. 129. 3 “ Nisi efficiamini sicut parvuli, non intrabitis in regnum cœlorum.” —Matt, xviii. 3. 4 “ Beati estis cum maledixerint vobis, et persecuti vos fuerint, . . . quoniam merces vestra copiosa est in coelis.”—Matt. v. 11. 5 “ Discite a me quia mitis sum et humilis corde, et invenietis re­ quiem animabus vestris."—Matt. xi. 29. SEC. I.] Advantages of Humility. cause they never receive the respect or attention which a vain opinion of their own greatness makes them re­ gard as their due. When loaded with honors, they are not content; either because they see others still more exalted; or, because they desire some unattainable dig­ nity, the absence of which is to them a source of tor­ ture, not to be removed by the gratification arising from all the honors that they enjoy. Great, indeed, was the glory of Aman, in the court of Assuerus, where he sat at the monarch’s table. But, because Mardochai -would not salute him, he was unhappy. And whereas I have all these things, I think I have nothing so long as I see Mardochai, the Jew, sitting before the king's gate.1 Being the result of constraint and of human respect, the honor shown to the great does not give true joy. “True glory,” says St. Jerome, “ like a shadow, follows virtue: it flies from all who grasp at it, and seeks after those who despise it.”123 The humble man is always content, because whatever respect is paid to him he deems to be above his merits, and whatever contempt may be offered to him he re­ gards as far short of what is due to his sins. In humili­ ation he exclaims with holy Job: I have sinned, and in­ deed I have offended, and I have not received what I have de­ * served Previously to a long journey which he was obliged to make, St. Francis Borgia was advised to dis­ patch a courier, who would secure accommodation for his master at the hotels where he intended to stop. “I never,” replied the saint, “ fail to send my courier before me. But do you know who he is? My courier is the thought of hell, which my sins have merited; this 1 “ Et cum hæc omnia habeam, nihil me habere puto, quamdiu videro Mardochæum Judaeum sedentem ante fores regias.”—Esth. v. 13. 2 “ Virtutem quasi umbra sequitur, et, appetitores sui deserens, ap­ petit contemptores.”—Ep. ad Eustoch. 3 “ Peccavi, et vere deliqui, et, ut eram dignus, non recepi.”—Job, xxxiii. 27. 3o8 Holy Humility. dch. xi. thought makes every lodging appear to me a palace in comparison of the dungeon to which I deserve to be condemned.” Prayer: O my God, after having committed so many sins, how is it possible that such an excess of pride should still reign in my soul ? I now see that my faults have not only rendered me un­ grateful to Thee, but have also made me proud. Cast me not away from thy facet as 1 have deserved. Have pity on me: enlighten my soul, and make me feel what I am and what I merit. How many, for fewer sins than I have committed, are now in hell, and have no hope of pardon ! I know that Thou dost offer me pardon if 1 wish for it. Yes, Lord, I desire it: O my Redeemer, pardon me all my sins of pride, by which I have not only despised my neighbor, but have also despised Thee, my Sovereign Good. With St. Catharine of Genoa I will say: “My God, no more sins! no more sins.” I have sinned enough. I desire never more to abuse Thy patience. I love Thee, O my God, and I desire to spend the remainder of my life only in loving and in pleasing Thee. My Jesus, assist me. The stronger my present desire to belong entirely to Thee, the more violently will the powers of hell tempt me to sin. Assist me, O Lord, and leave me not in my own hands. Most holy Virgin Mary, thou knowest that in thee I have placed all my hopes ; do not cease to assist me by thy prayers, which God never rejects. F II. The Humility of the Intellect or of the Judgment. After having maturely considered the great advantages of humility, let us now examine what must be done for its attainment. There are two sorts of humility: the humility of the intellect, and the humility of the will or of the heart. Here we shall speak of the former, without which the latter cannot be acquired. 1 “ Ne projicias me a facie tua.” sec. ii.] Humility of the Intellect. 309 Humility of the intellect consists in thinking lowly of ourselves; in esteeming ourselves to be vile and miser­ able creatures, such as we really are. “ Humility,” says St. Bernard, “ is a virtue which, by the knowledge of himself, makes a man contemptible in his own estima­ tion.” 1 Humility is truth, as St. Teresa has well said,1 23 and therefore the Lord greatly loves the humble, be­ cause they love the truth. It is too true that we are nothing; that we are ignorant, blind, and unable to do any good. Of our own we have nothing but sin, which renders us worse than nothing; and of ourselves we can do nothing but evil. Whatever good we have or per­ form belongs to God and comes from his hands. This truth the humble man keeps continually before his eyes; he therefore appropriates to himself only what is evil, deems himself worthy of all sorts of contempt, and cannot bear to hear others attribute to him what he does not deserve. On the contrary, he delights in seeing himself despised and treated according to his deserts; and thus renders his soul most pleasing to God. “ A Christian,” says St. Gregory, “ becomes estimable before God in proportion as he is despicable in his own eyes.” 3 Hence, speaking of nuns, St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say, that the two foundations of religious per­ fection are the love of God and the contempt of self. “Because,” says the saint, “the nun who will have hum­ bled herself most upon earth shall see God most clearly in heaven.” It is necessary, then, to pray continually in the words of St. Augustine: “May I know myself; may I know Thee, O my God, that thus I may love thee and despise 1 “ Humilitas est virtus qua homo, verissima sui cognitione, sibi ipsi vilescit.”—De Grad. hum. c. I. 2 Interior Castle, dem. 6. ch. io. 3 “ Tanto fit quisque Deo pretiosior, quanto vilior sibi.”—Mor. 1. tS, c. 22 310 Holy Humility. [CH. XI. Make me, O Lord, understand what I am and what Thou art. Thou art the source of every good: I am misery itself. Of myself I have nothing, I know nothing, I can do nothing but evil. It is only the hum­ ble that truly honor God. TA, says the Holy Ghost, Λ honored by the humble? Yes, it is only the humble that can give glory to the Lord, for they alone acknowledge him to be the supreme and only good. If, then, you de­ sire to honor God, keep continually in view all your miseries; confess in the sincerity of your soul, that of yourself you are only nothingness and sinfulness, and that whatsoever you possess belongs to God. And con­ vinced of your own wretchedness, consider yourself de­ serving only of contempt and punishment; and offer yourself to accept all the chastisements with which God will visit you. As a sequence of these principles we give here the following rules: I. Be careful never to boast of anything. Far differ­ ent from yours was the conduct of the saints. It is my continual practice to exhort all to read, for their spiritual reading, the lives of the saints. The great labors and exertions of the saints for God’s glory will humble our pride, and make us ashamed of the little we do or have done for him. But how is it possible that we should glory in anything, when we know that all the virtues that we possess are the gifts of God. “Who,” says St. Bernard, “could abstain from laughing, if the clouds boasted of having begotten rain.”3 Whoever glories in any good action deserves to be treated with similar de­ rision. Father M. Avila relates that a certain rich nobleman who had married a peasant, to prevent her 1 “Noverim te, noverim me.”—Solii. 1. 2, c. 1. s “ Ab humilibus honoratur.”—Ecclus. iii. 21. 8 '* Si glorietnr nubes, quod imbres genuerint, quis non irrideat?”— In Cant. s. 13. sec. ii.] Humility of the Intellect. 311 from being puffed up with pride at seeing herself at­ tended by servants and dressed in rich apparel, caused the miserable garment which she wore before her mar­ riage to be preserved and to be kept continually before her eyes. You should imitate his example. When you perceive that you have performed a good work or ac­ quired any virtue, look back to your former state; re­ member what you were, and conclude that all the good that you possess is but an alms from the Almighty. “Whosoever,” says St. Augustine, “ reckons up to Thee, 0 Lord, his own merits, what else does he reckon up but Thy gifts.” 1 Whenever St. Teresa performed a good work, or saw an act of virtue performed by others, she immediately burst out into the praises of God, and refer­ red the whole to him as to its author. Hence the saint justly observes, that it is not incompatible with humil­ ity to acknowledge the special graces that God has given more abundantly to us than to others. Such an acknowl­ edgment, continues the saint, is not pride; on the con­ trary, by making us feel that we are more unworthy, and at the same time more favored, than others, it assists our humility and stimulates our gratitude. The saint adds, that a Christian who does not reflect with gratitude on the sublime graces that he has received, will never resolve to do great things for God? But in contemplat­ ing the gifts that God has bestowed upon us we must always distinguish between what belongs to him and what belongs to us. St. Paul scrupled not to assert that for the glory of the Lord Jesus he had done more than all the other apostles. I have, he says, labored more abundantly than all they.123 But he immediately confessed that his labors were not his own works, but the fruit of 1 era 2 3 “ Quisquis tibi enumerat merita sua, quid tibi enumerat, nisi mun­ tua?”—Conf. 1. 9, c. 13. Life, ch. 10. “ Abundantius illis omnibus laboravi.”—1 Cor. xv. 10. Holy Humilily. [CH. XI. the divine grace by which he was assisted: Yet not find the grace of God with me.1 II. Since without the divine aid you can do nothing, be careful never to confide in your own strength; but after the example of St. Philip Neri, endeavor to live in continual and utter distrust of yourself. Like St. Peter, who protested that not even death would induce him to deny his master,1234 the proud man trusts in his own courage, and therefore yields to temptation. Because he confided in himself, the apostle had no sooner entered the house of the high-priest than he denied Jesus Christ, Be careful never to place confidence in your own resolu­ tions or in your present good dispositions; but put your whole trust in God, saying with St. Paul: I can do all things in him who strengtheneth me? If you cast away all self-confidence, and place all your hopes in the Lord, you may then expect to do great things for God. They that hope in the Lord, says the prophet Isaias, shall renew their strength? Yes, the humble, who trust in the Lord, shall renew their strength; distrusting themselves, they shall lay aside their own weakness and put on the strength of God. Hence, St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say, that “ whoever desires to be the instrument of God in great undertakings, should seek to be the lowest of all.” Strive to imitate the conduct of St. Catharine of Sienna, who, when tempted to vainglory, would make an act of humility, and when tempted to despair, would make an act of confidence in God. Enraged at her con­ duct, the devil began one day to curse her and the per­ son who taught her this mode of resisting his tempta­ 1 “ Non ego autem, sed gratia Dei mecum.”—I Cor. xv. io. 2 “ Etiamsi oportuerit me mori tecum, non te negabo.”—Matt. xxvi. 35. 3 “ Omnia possum in eoqui me confortat.”—Phil. iv. 13. 4 “ Qui autem sperant in Domino, mutabunt fortitudinem.”—Is. xl. 31. sec. π.] Hzcmility of the Intellect. 313 tions; and added, that he “ knew not how to attack her.” When, therefore, Satan tells you that you are in no danger of falling, tremble; and reflect that, should God abandon you for a moment, you are lost. When he tempts you to despair, exclaim in the loving words of David: In thee, O Lord, have 1 hoped : let me never be con­ founded) In Thee, O Lord, I have placed all my hopes; I trust that I shall not be confounded, deprived of Thy grace, and made the slave of hell. III. Should you be so unfortunate as to commit a fault, take care not to give way to diffidence, but humble your soul; repent, and with a stronger sense of your own weakness, throw yourself into the arms of the Lord. To be angry with ourselves after having committed a fault, is not an act of humility, but of pride, which makes us wonder how we could have fallen into such a defect. Yes, it is pride and a delusion of the devil, who seeks to draw us away from the path of perfection, to cast us into despair of advancing in virtue, and thus precipitate us into more grievous sins. After a fault we should redouble our confidence in God, and thus take occasion from our infidelity to place still greater hopes in his mercy. To them that love God, says St. Paul, all things work together unto good? “Yes,” adds the Gloss, “even sins.”3 The Lord once said to St. Gertrude: “When a person’s hands are stained he washes them, and they become cleaner than before they were soiled.” 4 So the soul that commits a fault, being purified by re­ pentance, is made more pleasing in the eyes of God than she was before her transgression. To teach them to distrust themselves, and to confide only in him, God sometimes permits his servants, and particularly those 1 2 3 4 “ In te, Domine, speravi; non confundar in æternum.”—Ps. xxx. 2. “ Omnia cooperantur tn bonum.”—Pom. viii. 28. “ Etiam peccata." Insin. 1. 3, c. 78. Holy Humility. [CH. XI. who are not well grounded in humility, to fall into some defect. When, then, dear sister, you commit a fault, endeavor to repair it immediately by an act of love and of sorrow; resolve to amend, and redouble your confi­ dence in God; say with St. Catharine of Genoa: “Lord, this is the fruit of my garden; if Thou dost not protect me I shall be guilty of still more grievous offences; but I purpose to avoid this fault for the future, and with the aid of Thy grace, I hope to keep this resolution.” Should you ever relapse, act always in the same manner, and never abandon the resolution of becoming a saint. IV. Should you ever see another commit some griev­ ous sin, take care not to indulge in pride, nor to be sur­ prised at her fall; but pity her misfortune, and trem­ bling for yourself, say with holy David: Unless the Lord had been my helper, my soul had almost dwelt in hellI If the Almighty had not been my protector, I should at this moment be buried in hell. Beware of even taking vain complacency in the exemption from faults that you perceive in your companions; otherwise, in chastise­ ment of your pride the Lord will permit you to fall into the sins which they have committed. Cassian re­ lates3 that a certain young monk, being for a long time molested by a violent temptation to impurity, sought advice and consolation from an aged Father. Instead of receiving encouragement and comfort he was loaded with reproaches. “What!" said the old man, “ is it possible that a monk should be subject to so abomin­ able thoughts?" In punishment of his pride the Al­ mighty permitted the Father to be assailed by the spirit of impurity to such a degree that he ran like a madman through the monastery. Hearing of his miserable con­ dition, the Abbot Appollo told him that God had per1 “ Nisi quia Dominus adjuvit me, paulo minus habitasset in inferno anima mea."—Ps. xciii. 17. 8 Collât. 2, c. 13. sec. π.] Humility of the Intellect. 315 mitted this temptation to punish his conduct towards the young monk, and also to teach him compassion for others in similar circumstances. The Apostle tells us that in correcting sinners we should not treat them with contempt, lest God should permit us to be assailed by the temptation to which they yielded, and perhaps to fall into the very sin which we were surprised to see them commit. We should, before we reprove others, consider that we are as miserable and as liable to sin as our fallen brethren. Brethren^ if any man be overtaken in a fault . . . instruct such a one in the spirit of meekness, con­ sidering thyself lest thou also be tempted} The same Cassian relates2 that a certain abbot called Machete confessed that he himself had miserably fallen into three faults, of which he had rashly judged his brethren. V. Consider yourself the greatest sinner on this earth. They who are truly humble, because they are most per­ fectly enlightened by God, possess the most perfect knowledge, not only of the divine perfections, but also of their own miseries and sins. Hence, notwithstanding their extraordinary sanctity, the saints, not in the lan­ guage of exaggeration, but in the sincerity of their souls, called themselves the greatest sinners in the world. Thus St. Francis of Assisi called himself the worst of sinners; St. Thomas of Villanova was kept in a state of continual fear and trembling by the thought of the account he was one day to render to God of his life; which, though full of virtue, appeared to him very wicked. St. Gertrude considered it a miracle that the earth did not open under her feet and swallow her up alive, in punishment of her sins. St. Paul, the first hermit, was in the habit of exclaiming: “Woe to me, 1 “ Fratres, et si præoccupatus fuerit homo in aliquo delicto, . . . hujusmodi instruite in spiritu lenitatis, considerans teipsum, ne et tu tentcris.”—Gal. vi. i. a De cœnob. inst. 1. 5, c. 30. Holy Humility, [CH. XI. a sinner, who am unworthy to bear the name of a monk.” In the writings of Father M. Avila we read of a person of great sanctity who besought the Lord to make known to her the state of her soul. Her prayer was heard; and so deformed and abominable was the appearance of her soul, though stained only with the guilt of venial sins, that, struck with horror, she cried out: “For mercy’s sake, O Lord, take away from before my eyes the representation of this monster!” VI. Beware, then, of ever preferring yourself to any one. To esteem yourself better than others, is abun­ dantly sufficient to make you worse than all. “ Others,” says Tritemius, “ you have despised ; you have therefore become worse than others.”1 Again to entertain a high opinion of your own deserts, is enough to deprive you of all merit. Humility consists principally in a sincere conviction that we deserve only reproach and chastise­ ment. If, by preferring yourself to others, you have abused the gifts and graces which God has conferred upon you, they will only serve for your greater condem­ nation at the hour of judgment. But it is not enough to abstain from preferring yourself to any one: it is, moreover, necessary to consider yourself the last and worst of all your sisters in religion. First, because in yourself you see with certainty so many sins; but the sins of others you know not, and their secret virtues, which are hidden from your eyes, may render them very dear in the sight of God. You ought to consider also, that by the aid of the lights and graces which you have received from God you should at this moment be a saint. Ah ! had they been given to an infidel, he would perhaps have become a seraph, and you are still so miserable and full of defects. The consideration of your ingratitude, should be sufficient to make you always regard your­ self as a fit object of scorn to the whole Community; 1 “ Cæteros contempsisti; cæteris pejor factus es.” SEC. II.l Humility of the Intellect. 3*7 for, as St. 1 homas ' teaches, the malice of sin increases in proportion to the ingratitude of the sinner. Hence one of your sins may be more grievous in the sight of God than a hundred sins of another less favored than you have been. But you know that you have already committed many sins; that your life has been one con­ tinued series of voluntary faults; and that whatever good you may have done is so full of imperfection and of self-love, that it is more deserving of punishment than of remuneration. VII. All these considerations ought to inspire you with the sentiments of humility which St. Mary Magda­ lene de Pazzi inculcated on her spiritual children, with a continual sense of your unworthiness to kiss the ground on which your sisters walk. You ought to consider that, had you received all imaginable insults, and were you confined in the bottom of hell, under the feet of all the damned, all this would be but little in comparison with what you deserve. And therefore, from the bot­ tomless abyss of your own miseries you should continu­ ally cry out, with holy David: Incline unto my aid, O God ; O Lord, make haste to help med Lord, hasten to my assistance, otherwise I am lost, and shall offend Thee more than ever, and more than all sinners. But this prayer must be repeated continually—almost every mo­ ment—in the choir, in the cell, in going through the monastery, at the grate, at table, at rising, and going to sleep. You must cry out: “ Assist me, O Lord ! assist me: Lord have mercy on me.” At the very moment you cease to invoke the divine aid you may become the most wicked monster in creation. Shun, as death itself, every, even the most trifling, act or thought of pride. I conclude with that great saying of St. Bernard: “ In the 1 I. 2, q. 73, a. io. 9 “ Deus, in adjutorium meum intende; Domine, ad adjuvandum me festina.”—Ps. Ixix. i. 318 Holy Humility. [CH. XI. soul no humiliation, however great, is to be feared; but the least elation is to be regarded with horror.”1 Yes; for the smallest degree of arrogance may lead us into every evil. Prayer. O God of my soul ! I thank Thee for making me feel that whatever the world esteems is all folly. Give me grace to de­ tach my heart from all creatures before death separates me from them. Unhappy me, who have been so many years in Thy house; I have left the world to become a saint, and till now, what progress have I made ? Alas ! how many disgusting wounds do I see in my soul ! My Jesus, have pity on me and heal me. Thou art able and willing to heal me if I consent to a change of life. Yes, Lord, I desire to amend. If the sinner repent, Thou hast promised to forget his wickedness. But ij the wicked do penance . . . I will not remember all his iniquities} I am sorry, O my God, above all things for having despised Thy love : forget, then, O Lord, all the displeasure I have given Thee. For the future I desire to lose my life sooner than give Thee the smallest offence. My God, I desire to love Thee; if I do not love Thee, whom shall I love ? Thou art most worthy of my love: Thou hast called me to religion. Thou hast loaded me with Thy grace. Thou alone, therefore, dost merit all my love; Thee alone do I desire to love. My Queen and my great advocate, Mary, assist me by Thy in­ tercession, that I may be no longer ungrateful to Thy Son.III. III. Humility of the Heart or of the Will. Humility of the intellect consists, as we have seen, in esteeming one’s self worthy of reproach and scorn: but humility of the will consists in desiring to be despised by others, and in taking pleasure in contempt. The lat1 “ In anima, non est timenda quantalibet humiliatio; horrendum au­ tem minima vel minima erectio.”—In Cant. s. 37. 9 “ Si autem impius egerit poenitentiam, . . . omnium iniquitatum ejus . . . non recordabor.”—Ezck. xviii. 21. sec. in.] Humility of the Heart or Will. 319 ter is the most meritorious; because acts of the will are more pleasing to God than acts of the intellect. Speaking of humility of the will, St. Bernard says: “The first degree is, not to wish for power; the second, to wish to be in a state of subjection to authority; the third is, in subjection to bear injuries with equanim­ ity.”' Such is the humility of the heart which Jesus Christ wished to teach us by his own example. Learn of me, said the Redeemer, because J am meek and humble of heart.'1 Many have humility on their tongue, but not in their heart. “ They, indeed,” says St. Gregory, “ con­ fess with their lips that they are most wicked and most deserving of all sorts of chastisement; but they believe not what they say. For, when rebuked, they give way to disquietude, and deny that they are guilty of the fault for which they are corrected.” To this class be­ longed a certain monk, who, as Cassian3 relates, used to say that he was a great sinner, and unworthy to breathe the breath of life. But when the Abbot Serapion cor­ rected him for violating the Rule by idle visits to the cells of the other monks, he became greatly troubled. Seeing him disturbed, the abbot said: “ Why, my son, are you so much disquieted ? Hitherto you have called yourself a. great sinner, and now you cannot bear from me a charitable admonition.” Even in convents we sometimes find similar examples of haughty religious. Certain nuns proclaim that they are the most wicked of sinners, that they deserve a thousand hells. But should the abbess or a sister in religion point out to them any particular fault, or speak of their general tepidity, or of the little edification which they give to the Community, 1 “ Primus profectus, nolle dominari; secundus, velle subjici; tertius, in ipsa subjectione, quaslibet injurias illatas æquanimiter pati.”—De Divers, s. 60. * “ Discite a me quia mitis sum et humilis corde.”—Matt. xi. 29. 8 Collât. 18, c. ii. 320 Holy > //m ility [CH. XI. they immediately begin to vindicate their conduct, and in a tone of fretfulness exclaim: What evil or scandal have you seen in my conduct ? You would do your duty much better by correcting the others who are guilty of faults that I never commit. A little before they confessed that their sins merited a thousand hells, and now they cannot bear a word of admonition. Such religious possess, indeed, humility in words, but know not the humility recommended by Jesus Christ, which is the humility of the heart. There is, says the Holy Ghost, one that humblcth himself wickedly, and. his interior is full of deceit) There are some who humble themselves, not from desire of being re­ buked and despised, but through a motive of being es­ teemed humble and of being praised for their humility But, according to St. Bernard," to seek praise from vol­ untary humiliations is not humility, but the destruction of humility, for it changes humility itself into an object of pride. Speculative humility, says St. Vincent de Paul, presents a very beautiful aspect; but practical humility, because it is nothing else than the love of ab­ jection and contempt, is an object of horror to flesh and blood. Hence St. John Climacus observes that the proof of true humility consists, not in confessing our own sin­ fulness, but in rejoicing in the contempt due to sinners. “ Self-disparagement,” says the saint, “ is good, but to confirm the dispraise which others cast upon us, not to resent it but to delight in it, is still better.” 3 “When,” says St. Gregory, “ the humble man calls himself a sin­ ner, he does not contradict others who say the same of him.” ‘ No; when reproved for his faults he reasserts 1 “ Est qui nequiter humiliat se, et interiora ejus plena sunt dolo.”— Ecclus. xix. 23. 5 In Cant. s. 16. 3 Seal. f>ar. gr. 21. 4 “ Cum se peccatorem dicit, id de se dicenti etiam alteri non contra­ dicit ”—Mor. 1. 22, c. 14. sEC.ni.] Humility of the Heart or Will. his own sinfulness. In a word, as St. Bernard says, “The truly humble man wishes, indeed, to be held in little estimation, but desires not to be praised for his humility.” 1 Instead of seeking to be esteemed for his humility he wishes to be regarded as a man deserving of contempt and full of imperfections; and because he deems himself worthy only of abjection, he delights in the humiliations which are heaped upon him. Hence, as St. Bernard Leaches, “ he converts humiliation into humility;”·' and all the humiliations that he receives only serve to render him more humble. St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say that “ he who loves God seeks not to be reputed a saint, but to attain sanctity.” If, dear sister, you wish to acquire true humility of heart, you must,— i. In the first place, shun all self-praise, whether it regards your own actions, talents, virtues; the nobility, wealth, or connections of your family. Let another praise thee, says the wise man, and not thy own mouth? Selfpraise never fails to earn the contempt, but seldom wins the respect of others. What would you say or think of a nun who would extol the respectability of her family, or who would boast of having better claims than her sis­ ters to certain offices ? Remember that if you indulge in empty boasting, others will say and think of you what you would say and think of her. In speaking of your own concerns, seek always to humble and never to ex­ alt yourself. Self-dispraise can do you no injury; but the smallest portion of unmerited self-commendation may be productive of great evil. “ To extol yourself slightly above your deserts is,” says St. Bernard, “ a 1 “ Verus humilis vilis vult reputari, non humilis praedicari.”—In Cant. s. 16. 'li> Humiliationem convertit in humilitatem.”—In Cant. s. 34. 3 “ Laudet te alienus, et non os tuum.”—Prov. xxvii. 2. 322 Holy Humility. ich.xl great evil.” 1 He who in passing through a door bends his head more than 'is necessary, is free from all danger of injury; but he who carries it too high may be se­ riously hurt. Be careful, then, to speak of yourself hum­ bly rather than boastingly, and to disclose your faults rather than your virtues. The best rule is, never to speak well or ill of yourself, but to regard yourself as unworthy to be even named in conversation. It fre­ quently happens that in saying what tends to our own confusion we indulge a secret and refined pride. For the confusion arising from the voluntary manifestation of our defects excites within us a desire of obtaining the praise or reputation of being humble. This rule is not to be observed in the tribunal of penance: on the contrary, it will be always useful to make known to the confessor your defects, your evil inclinations; and, gen­ erally speaking, even the evil thoughts that pass through your mind. It is also very profitable to manifest, on some occasions, certain circumstances that redound to your shame. On such occasions be careful not to ab­ stain from humbling your own pride. Father Villanova, of the Society of Jesus, was not ashamed to tell the whole Community that his brother was a poor laborer. Father Sacchini, likewise a Jesuit, having in a public place met his father, who was a muleteer, instantly ran to embrace him, and exclaimed: “ O behold my father!” Should it ever happen that you are compelled to listen to your own praise, endeavor to humble yourself, at least interiorly, by casting an eye at the grounds of self-contempt that have been already detailed. To the proud, says St. Gregory,’ praise, however undeserved, is delicious; but to the humble, even well-merited com­ mendation is a source of grief and of affliction. And * “ Grande malum, si, vel modice, plus vero te ext nilas "—In Cant. s. 37· * Mar. 1. 22, c. 9; 1. 26, c. 30. sec. in.] Humility 0/ the Heart or Will. 323 being exalted, says the Royal Prophet, I have been humbled and troubled} Like holy David, the humble man, says St. Gregory, is troubled at hearing his own praises. He sees that he has no claim to the virtues or to the good qualities that are ascribed to him; and he fears that by taking self-complacency in his good works he may lose whatever merit he has acquired before God, and that the Judge may say to him: Thou didst receive good things in thy lifetime: Whoever takes pleasure in listening to his own praise has already received his re­ ward: he has no claim to any other remuneration. As gold, says the wise man, is tried in the furnace, so a man is tried by the mouth of him that praisethd Yes, a man’s spirit is tried by praise: when the commendation of his virtues excites sentiments, not of pleasure nor of pride, but of shame and confusion, then, indeed, his humility appears. St. Francis Borgia and St. Aloysius were greatly afflicted whenever they heard themselves extolled. When you are praised or treated with respect, humble your soul and tremble lest the honor that you receive should be to you an occasion of sin and of perdition. Consider that the esteem of men may prove your greatest misfortune; by fomenting pride it may contaminate your heart, and thus be the cause of your damnation. Keep always before your eyes the great saying of St. Francis of Assisi: “What I am before God, that I am, and no more.” Are you so foolish as to think that the esteem of men will render you more pleasing in the sight of God ? When you are gratified and elated by the praises bestowed upon you, and are by them induced to think yourself better than the other religious, you may be assured that, while men extol your virtues, God shall 1 “ Exaltatus autem, humiliatus sum et conturbatus."—Ps. l.xxxvii. 16. 8 “ Recepisti bona in vita tua."—Luke, xvi. 25. 8 “ Quomodo probatur . . . in fornace aurum, sic probatur homo ore laudantis."—Prov. xxvii. 21. 324 Holy Humility. (CH. XI. cut you off. Be persuaded, then, that the praises of others will never make you more holy in the sight of God. St. Augustine says that as the reproach or slander of an enemy cannot deprive a man of the merit of his virtues, so the applause of a friend or admirer will not make him better than he really is. “ A bad conscience,” says St. Augustine, “ is not healed by the praise of a flatterer, nor a good one wounded by the contumely of the reviler.”1 Whenever, then, you hear your own praises, say in your heart, with St. Augustine: “ I know myself better than they do; and God knows me better than I do myself.”12 They, indeed, praise me, but I, who see the state of my own soul better than they do, know that these praises are unmerited; God knows it still better than I do; he sees that I deserve neither honor nor respect, but all the contempt of earth and hell. II. Secondly, as you ought carefully to refrain from all complacency in the praises that you receive from others, so you must abstain with still greater caution from asking any office of rank or dignity in the convent. “You must,” as St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi says, “avoid with all possible care every exercise that is apt to attract attention, for it is in such exercises that pride delights.” It is necessary to shun, even with horror, every honorable office in the monastery. In the con­ vent of the Most Holy Trinity, in Naples, there was a very exemplary religious called Sister Archangela Sanfelice. The confessor said to her one day: “Sister Archangela, the nuns wish to make you abbess.” At first she appeared afflicted and surprised, but after­ wards expressed her readiness to accept the office. After signifying her assent, she was suddenly seized 1 “ Nec malam conscientiam sanat laudantis præconium, nec bonam vulnerat conviciantis opprobrium.”—Contra Petii. 1. 3, c. 7. 2 “ Melius me ego novi, quam illi; sed melius Deus, quam ego.”—In Ps. xxxvi. s. 3. sec. in.] Humility of the Heart or Will. 325 with a fit of apoplexy, which nearly deprived her of life, and obliged the nuns to seek another abbess. “All worldly honor,” says St. Hilary, “ is the busi­ ness of the devil.” 1 Worldly honors are the means by which Satan gains many souls for hell. And, if the ambition of honors occasions great ruin in a worldling, it is productive of far greater havoc in a religious. “ The body of the Church,” says St. Leo, “ is defiled by the contention of the ambitious.”1 2 Speaking of nuns, St. Teresa 3 says that “ where they attend to punctilios of honor, fervor will never flourish.” In another place she says, “The monastery in which points of honor and claims of precedence are attended to, may be considered as lost: from it the Spouse is already banished.” Ad­ dressing her own Community, she says: “Should a Judas be ever found among you, expel her at once, as a source of infection; and deprive forever of all hope of success in her projects the nun who attempts to seek superiority over her companions. I would rather see this monastery burnt to the ground than ever see ambi­ bition enter into it.” Similar were the sentiments of St. Jane Frances de Chantal. “I would,” says the saint, “sooner see my monastery buried in the sea, than ambi­ tion or the desire of office enter it.” Listen to the wise remarks of Peter de Blois on this subject. In one of his letters4 he describes the pestif­ erous effects of ambition, and its frightful ravages in the souls of Christians. Ambition, he says, though full of uncharitableness, puts on the garb of charity. Charity suffers all things for the attainment of eternal goods: ambition, too, endures every hardship, but only for the acquisition of the miserable honors of this world. Char1 ’ 1 4 “ Omnis sæculi honor diaboli negotium est.”—In Matth. c. 3, n. 5. “ Corpus Ecclcsiæ ambientium contagione foedatur.”—Epist. 1. Way of Perf. ch. 8, 13. Epist. 14. 20 Holy Humility. [CH. XI. ity is kind, but particularly to the poor and the abject; ambition, too, abounds in benevolence, but only to the rich and powerful, who can gratify its cravings. Char­ ity bears all things to please God: ambition submits to every wrong, but only through the vain motive of obtain­ ing honors or office. O God ! to what annoyance, in­ convenience, fatigues, fears, expenses, and even re­ proaches and insults, must the ambitious submit, for the attainment of the dignity to which they aspire! Finally, charity believes and hopes all that regards the glory of eternity; but ambition believes and hopes only what re­ gards the empty * honors of this life. But, in the end, what is the fruit of all the labors of the ambitious? They’ only attain some empty dignity which contents not the heart, and which renders them, in the eyes of the others, objects of contempt rather than of respect. “ By the sole desire of it,” says St. Teresa, “ honor is lost: the greater the dignity obtained, the more disgraceful it is to the person who has pro­ cured it. For the more he has labored for its attain­ ment, the more he has shown himself unworthy of it.” St. Jane Frances de Chantal said that “ they’ who esteem themselves most deserving of office are the most un­ worthy of it: because they want humility, which is the best disposition for the fulfilment of an office.” God grant that the dignity which the ambitious procure may not be the cause of their eternal ruin. Father Vincent Carafa, of the Society of Jesus, having once visited a dying friend, to whom an office of great emolument, but at the same time of great danger, had been given, w«s requested by the sick man to obtain from God the res­ toration of his health. No, my friend, replied the Father, I shall notabuse my affection for you: desirous of your salvation, God calls you to another life while you are in the state of grace. I know not whether, if restored to health, you save your soul in the sec. in.] Humility of the Heart or Will. 327 office which has been offered to you. The sick man peacefully accepted the stroke of death, and expired with sentiments of joy and resignation. “ It is scarcely possible,” says St. Bonaventure, “ that he who delights in honors should not be in great danger.”* To take complacency in any dignity, particularly in the office of abbess, of assistant, mistress of novices, or in any other charge to which are annexed serious obligations, exposes a religious to great danger of perdition. But the con dition of the nun who through ambition has procured such an office is still more perilous. For she cannot, without great difficulty, refuse any request to the sisters by whom she was promoted, and thus she will probably be lost. Besides, God is not bound to give her the aid necessary for the discharge of the duties of an office which she has procured by her own exertions. How, then, can she, bereft of the divine assistance, fulfil her obligations? Oh! how many shall we see condemned on the day of judgment for having obtained offices by their own efforts! If, dear sister, you desire to preserve humility, do not allow yourself to be seduced by any desire of worldly glory. What shall I say of the nun who, to make a dis­ play of pomp and riches, is guilty of extravagance in the discharge of her office ? What shall 1 say of the nun who, though a poor religious, receives with pleasure worldly titles? Were she truly humble, she would tell all, even the servants of her parents, that such titles are neither agreeable nor suited to her. It is certain that to a nun the title of reverend is more honorable than the appellation qî,noble; because the former is given to her 'is the spouse of Jesus, but it is only as a person of rank in the world that she can claim the latter. St. Francis Xavier used to say that to desire respect and honor. 1 “ Vix fieri potest quod, qui delectatur honore, in periculo magno non sit.”—Med. vita Chr. c. 35. | ! I 328 Holy Humility. [CH. XI. or to take complacency in them, is unworthy of a Chris­ tian, who should have always before his eyes the igno­ minies of Jesus Christ. How much more unsuited must such foolish ambition be to a religious, the consecrated spouse of the Redeemer, who lived for so many years in obscurity and contempt ? St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that “ the honor of a nun consists in being the lowest of all, and in having a horror of being pre­ ferred to any.” To surpass all her sisters in humility and in the love of Jesus should, says St. Thomas of Villanova, be the sole object of the ambition of religious. “ Let your ambition be to be the most humble and the most dear to Jesus Christ.” In entering religion you said, with holy David: I have chosen to be an abject in the house of my God, rather than to dwell in the tabernacles oj sinners? Yes, you then publicly declared your determi­ nation to prefer abjection in the house of the Lord, be­ fore honor and glory in a wicked world. And why should you be now attached to earthly vanities ? St. Bonaventure tells you, that if you desire to be a saint, you must endeavor to lead a life of obscurity and con­ tempt. “ Love,” says the saint, “ to be unknown and despised,” 3 so that no attention whatever may be shown to you in the monastery. Envy not the religious who surpass you in talent and understanding, or who are more highly esteemed by the Community than you are. Envy those only who are your superiors in charity and humility. Humiliation is preferable to all the applause and honor which the world can bestow. For a nun, the most useful of all sciences is that which teaches her to humble and de1 “ In hoc ad invicem zelate, quænam huic Sponso carior existât, quæ humilior.”—De Nat. Mar. ad mon. conc. 2. 2 “ Elegi abjectus esse in domo Dei mei, magis quam habitare in tabernaculis peccatorum.”—Ps. Ixxxiii. n. 3 “ Ama nesciri et pro nihilo reputari.”—Alph. relig. sec. in.] Humility of the Heart or Will. spise herself, and to delight in being tempt. God has not given you grea they might lead you to perdition. with the little talent that you hav< want of talent be to you an occasior mility, which is the safest, and indeei save your soul and to become a sai pass you in the knowledge of govern acquiring the esteem of the Commi outstrip all in the practice of hi St. Paul, let each esteem others better tha who are invested with authority o' posed to great danger of being puffe losing the divine light, and of thus b less beasts that seek only the mise earth, and never think of the glory of the Psalmist, when he was in honor ht he is compared to senseless beasts, and is I If you wish to walk in the secure ] of honor, and embrace the most al offices. A religious who wishes to seek only the meanest offices of the c fore she ought frequently to beg of 1 them that are in office, to employ he: that others decline. The spouse of sents at one time the character of a of a warrior, and again of the cult but she always appears full of love, ligious should perform all her action of her Spouse, and in all her occupat as a lover of Jesus Christ, and th not refuse any office or employment, that the world regards as the most c most important and exalted in reli; 1 “ Scd in humilitate superiores.”—Phil. ii. 2 " Homo, cum in honore esset, non intellc entis insipientibus, et similis factus est illis.”— -- J 329 ·-’ 330 Holy Humility, (CH. XI. sought after by the saints, because they are most dear to Jesus Christ. Cassian1 relates that, to shun the re­ spect and veneration shown to him in Egypt, the Abbot Paphnutius fled from that country and betook himself to the monastery of St. Pachomius. Being unknown, he was at first entrusted with the cultivation of the garden, and enjoyed great happiness in his humble em­ ployment. As soon as he was recognized, he was re­ moved from so mean a charge. But he wept continually for having lost the treasure that he found in his humili­ ation. Endeavor also to practise humility by the poverty of your furniture and of your garments. The dress of St. Equitius was so humble, that, as St. Gregory relates, they who had not known him would have scorned to salute him. Oh ! what a source of edification is poverty of dress ! Of the two Macariuses it is related that, in passing the Nile along with certain seculars richly at­ tired, the poverty of their garments made such an im­ pression on one of the seculars, that he abandoned the world and became a monk. To keep the eyes modestly cast down, and to speak in a low tone of voice, helps to preserve humility. But it must be observed that such external acts assist humility of the heart when they are united with it. Without it they would be acts of pride the most abominable—of pride concealed under the garb of humility. “ Pride,” says St. Jerome, “ is far more de­ formed when it is hidden under the outward appearance of humility.”8 Prayer. My Jesus, I am ashamed to appear before Thee. Thou hast loved contempt and opprobrium, so as to die on the cross an object of derision and of scorn ; and I cannot bear the smallest affront! Thou, the innocent Lamb of God, hast for my sake 1 Inst. 1. 4, c. 30. 2 “ Multo deformior est superbia, quæ sub humilitatis signis latet. '* Ef>. ad Celant. ___ * sec.iv.] Patience in bearing Contempt. 331 been saturated with ignominies, and I, a sinner, am so desirous of praise and honor. Ah ! my Spouse, how unlike am I to Thee! This makes me tremble for my eternal salvation; for the predestined must be conformable to Thy image. But I will not distrust Thy mercy. Il is from Thee I expect succor and a change of life. With Thy assistance, I purpose henceforward to suffer for the love of Thee all the contempt and all the in­ juries that shall be offered to me. Ah ! Lord, by Thy example, Thou hast rendered ignominies agreeable and delightful to all who love Thee. 1 love Thee, and desire to do all that I can to please Thee. Pardon me all my sins of pride, of which I now repent with my whole heart ; and give me strength to be faithful to the promise that I now make, never more to resent any affront that I may receive. 0 Mary, my mother, the model of humility ! obtain for me grace to imitate thee as much as possible. IV. Continuation of the Same Subject, and especially Patience, in bearing Contempt. III. In the third place, to preserve humility, you must not allow yourself to be disquieted by reproof or cor­ rection. The nun who, when rebuked, yields to dis­ quietude, shows that she has not yet acquired humility, and therefore should beg of God that holy virtue, which is so necessary for salvation. Father Rodriguez says that some religious resemble the hedgehog: when touched they become all thorns, and instantly break out into words of impatience, of reproach, and even of murmuring. “ We have known many,” says St. Greg­ ory, “ who, when no one accuses them, confess them­ selves sinners; but when they have been corrected for a fault, they endeavor withall their might to defend them­ selves, and to remove the imputation of guilt.” 1 Such, 1 " Multos novimus, qui, arguente nullo, peccatores se confitentur; cum vero de culpa fuerint correpti, defensionis patrocinium quærunt, ne peccatores videantur.”—Mor. 1. 22, c. n. 33 2 Holy Humility. [ch.xt. too, is the practice of certain religious—they ought to attend to the words of the Holy Ghost: Ide that hateth to he reproved,walketh in the trace of a sinner.1 Whoever is disturbed by correction, walks not in the way of the just, but in the path of sinners—the road to hell. St. Bernard 2 says: Some are displeased with the phy­ sician who cures them by reproof, and are not angry with the man who wounds them by flattery. Terrible is the threat of the wise man against all who spurn cor­ rection: Because they have despised all my reproof the pros­ perity of fools shall destroy themI The prosperity of fools consists in the privation or in the contempt of advice, and therefore they are miserably lost. The Venerable Bede gives a frightful account of the fate of two nuns who despised the admonitions of their Superior. Their irregularity became so great that they at length fled from the monastery. When brought back to the con­ vent, they were asked by the abbess, St. Borgontofora, what had led them into such a crime? They answered that it was their inattention to her admonitions. Shortly after their return both were seized with a mortal dis­ ease, but could not be induced to confess their sins. Even at the point of death, to those who exhorted them to have recourse to the tribunal of penance they replied, Wait a little—wait; and turning to the religious, they exclaimed: Do you not see the crowd of demons who are come to carry us away? Calling for respite from the demons, they both died miserably without the sacraments. St. John Chrysostom says that the just man when discovered in a fault weeps for his fall. The sinner, too, says the saint, if detected in a criminal act, weeps— ’ “ Qui odit correptionem, vestigium est peccatoris.”—Ecclus. xxi. 7. 5 “ Medicanti irascitur, qui non irascitur sagittanti.”—In Cant. s. 42. 3 “ Et quod detraxerint universæ correptioni, . . . prosperitas stul­ torum perdet eos.”—Prov. i. 29. Patience in bearing Contempt. SEC. IV.] 333 not for his transgression, but because his guilt is known; and instead of repenting, he seeks to defend his conduct, and pours out his indignation on the friend who corrects him. Have you, dear sister, hitherto indulged in anger against those from whose charity you have received cor­ rection ? And if you have, are you disposed to repeat such conduct? “ Sister,” says St. Bernard, “give many thanks to him who has rebuked you: be not sad when he shall have shown you the way of salvation.” 1 Is it not most unjust to be displeased with the sister who points out to you the way to eternal life? Could it be done without violating the Rule, you would do well to procure, according to the advice of St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, a faithful companion who would remark to you all the faults that you do not perceive. You know that you are full of miseries and defects. The only remedy for them is to humble your soul when you per­ ceive them, or when others make them known to you. Λ t * · * · . ·· . A .· Λ· · · O I 334 Holy Humility. [ch.xi. don will be proportioned to your humility in receiving correction. When corrected for a fault, be careful never to defend or excuse yourself, an.d thus you will practise an act of humility highly pleasing to God. St. Teresa says that to a nun such an act is more profitable than to be pres­ ent at ten sermons. Should you, then, ever receive an unmerited reprimand, abstain, in honor of holy humility, from the vindication of your conduct, unless, to prevent scandal to the Community, such vindication be neces­ sary. To a religious who requested her director—Father Anthony Torres—to excuse her to a certain person who had charged her with a fault, the Father replied: “I am astonished at your request. I pity your weakness. I suppose that the occupations in which you were engaged for the last few days must have soon obliterated from your mind the remembrance of the doleful narrative which you so lately heard of the sorrows of your Spouse, who had been called a seducer. It is impossible that you can have remembered the calumnies and the biasphemies that were uttered against him, and at the same time request me to vindicate your character. Filled with sentiments of shame and confusion, and prostrate before the crucifix, implore of your crucified Spouse the pardon of your infidelity. Resolve neither on this nor on any other occasion to justify or excuse your conduct, but always acknowledge, however galling such acknowl­ edgment may be, that you have erred. For your sake the Saviour died on a cross, saturated with opprobrium; and it is by humiliation that you are to obtain the pos­ session of your Spouse.” St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi says that to excuse one’s self, even under a false accusation, is to cease to be a re­ ligious. A truly humble religious not only abstains from excusing her faults, but even seeks to make them known to all. In the “ Prodigies of Grace” we read that a cer- sec. iv.] Patience in bearing Contempt. 335 tain religious of the reformed Order of La Trappe, as soon as he committed a fault, confessed it—first to the abbot, then to the prior, and afterwards before the whole Chapter. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that the nun who manifests her faults merits to be washed from them by the blood of Jesus Christ. IV. Fourthly, if you wish to acquire perfect humility, accept in peace all the contempt and bad treatment that you receive. These are easily borne by all who truly believe that in punishment of their sins they merit nothing but scoffs and insults. Humiliation is the touchstone of sanctity. St. John Chrysostom 1 says that to receive affronts with meekness is the most cer­ tain proof of virtue. In his History of Japan, Father Crasset relates that during the last persecution, in con­ sequence of having received an insult without resenting it, a certain Augustinian missionary, though disguised, was instantly taken for a Christian, and cast into prison by the idolaters, who asserted that no one but a Chris­ tian could practise such a virtue. Some, says St. Francis of Assisi, imagine that sanc­ tity consists in the recital of many prayers or in the performance of works of penance; but, not understand­ ing the great merit of patience under insult, they cannot bear an injurious word. You will acquire more merit by meekly receiving an affront than by fasting ten days on bread and water. It will sometimes happen that a privilege that is refused to you will be conceded to others; that what you say will be treated with contempt, while the words of others are heard with respectful attention; that while the actions of others are the theme of general praise, and they are elected to the offices of honor, you are passed by unnoticed, and your whole conduct is made a subject of derision. If you accept in peace all these humiliations, and if, with a sisterly affec1 In Gen. horn. 34. 336 Holy Humility, [CH. XI. tion, you recommend to God those from whom you receive the least respect, then indeed, as St. Dorotheus says, it will be manifest that you are truly humble. To them you are particularly indebted, since by their re­ proaches they cure your pride—the most malignant of all diseases that lead to spiritual death. Because they deem themselves worthy of all honors, the proud convert their humiliations into an occasion of pride. But be­ cause the humble consider themselves deserving only of opprobrium, their humiliations serve to increase their humility. “That man,’’ says St. Bernard, “is truly humble who converts humiliation into humility.” 1 Voluntary humiliations, such as to serve the sick, to kiss the feet of those who imagine, even unjustly, that we have offended them, and similar acts of humility, are very profitable; but to embrace with cheerfulness, for the love of Jesus Christ, the humiliations that come from others, such as reproofs, accusations, insults, and deris­ ions, is still more meritorious. Gold and silver, says the Holy Ghost, are tried in the fire, but acceptable men in the furnace of humiliationi As gold is tried in the fire, so a man’s perfection is proved by humiliation. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that “untried virtue is not virtue.” He who does not suffer contempt with a tranquil mind shall never attain the spirit of perfection. My spikenard, says the Spouse, sent forth the odor thereofI The spikenard is an odoriferous plant, whose scent is drawn forth only by friction and trituration. Oh! what an odor of sweetness does the humble religious exhale when she embraces in peace all manner of contempt, and delights in seeing herself maltreated and despised, ’“Est humilis, qui humiliationem convertit in humilitatem.”—In Cant. s. 34. 2 “ In igne probatur aurum, . . . homines vero receptibiles in camino humiliationis.”—Ecclus. ii. 5. 3 “ Nardus mea dedit odorem suum.”—Cant. i. 11. sec. IV.] Patience in bearing Contempt. 337 as the most contemptible among her sisters. A monk of the name of Zachary, being asked the best means of attaining humility, took his cowl, put it under his feet, and, trampling on it, said: ‘‘He who takes pleasure in being treated like this cowl is truly humble.” Ah ! how happy the death of the religious who has lived in abjec­ tion in her monastery, and has always borne her humili­ ations in peace. Her soul shall overflow with feelings, not of dislike, but of thanksgiving, to all who have despised her. St. John Climacus relates1 that a good monk called Abacyrus, who had for fifteen years been treated contemptuously by others, at the hour of death returned them many thanks for their charity in having afforded him so many occasions of humiliation, and thus expired in celestial peace. There are some who imagine that they are humble be­ cause they feel a strong conviction of their own miseries nad a deep sorrow for their past sins. But they will not submit to humiliations, and cannot endure the slightest want of respect or esteem; and therefore they shun all humble offices, and whatever is not flattering to their pride. They acknowledge that they are worthy of all sorts of ignominy, but cannot bear any mark of inatten­ tion; on the contrary, they seek continually to be treated with respect and honor. There is, says the Holy Ghost, one that humbleth himself wickedly, and his interior is full of deceit? There are some who practise external humility, by confessing that they are the worst of sinners, but in their hearts they seek after honors and the esteem of men. 1 hope, dear sister, that you do not belong to that class of Christians. If you sincerely believe that you are a greater sinner than any of your sisters, be content to be treated as the lowest among them: love 1 Seal. par. gr. 4. 3 “ Est qui nequiter humiliat se, et interiora ejus plena sunt dolo.”— Ecclus. xix. 23. 338 Holy Humility. [ch. xi. as your best friends all who, by despising you, assist you to practise humility and to detach your heart from earthly glory, and thus to unite your soul more closely to God, and to seek nothing in this life but his holy love. Consider yourself as only worthy of universal horror; offer yourself to God, professing your readiness to suffer for his sake, and in satisfaction for your offences, all manner of opprobrium, and never permit self-love to complain of the contempt with which you are treated. Remember that they who have dared to despise the Almighty merit far greater contempt; they deserve to be the footstool of the devils for all eternity in hell. “I know no remedy," says St. Bernard, “better able to heal the wounds of my conscience than opprobrium and contumely." 1 Rejoice, then, blessed spouse of the Lord, when you are humbled, and treated as the last of your sisters; or when you see yourself an object of derision, and regarded by all as the most foolish and contempti­ ble member of the Community. When censured, even without grounds, neither excuse yourself nor seek to be excused by others, unless, as I have already said, you see that your justification is absolutely necessary to pre­ vent scandal. Do not hinder others to disclose vour faults to the Superior. When you receive any humilia­ tion, seek not to know the sister who was the occasion of it; and should you discover her name, be careful not to reprove her, not to show that you know it, nor to com­ plain of her conduct: on the contrary, in your prayers for others, pray, in the first place, for her, and for all by whom you have been despised or persecuted. Be persuaded of the truth of what Father Alvarez used to say, that the time of humiliation is the time for putting off our own miseries and for acquiring great merits. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that 1 “ Ego plagis conscientiae nullum judico accommodatius medica­ mentum probris et contumeliis.”—280. —«TLi r sec. iv.] Patience in bearing Contempt. 339 crosses and ignominies are the greatest favors that God is accustomed to bestow on his beloved spouses. In con­ versing with those who are despised she experienced great consolation from the conviction that they were most dear to Jesus Christ. Hence she fervently ex­ horted the religious to place all their happiness in being treated with contempt. But, above all, it is necessary to keep before your eyes what the Redeemer has said, that happy is he who is hated and cast out by men. Blessed shall you be when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil for the Son of Man's sake! The apostle St. Peter adds: If you be reproached for the name of Christ, you shall be blessed: for that which is of the honor, glory, and power of God, and that which is his Spirit, resteth upon you} When you are insulted for the sake of Jesus Christ, then shall you be happy; for then shall the true honor, the true power, and the true Spirit of God rest upon you. The saints have not been made saints by applause and honor, but by injuries and insults. St. Igntitius Martyr, a bishop, and an object of universal esteem and venera­ tion, was sent to Rome as a criminal, and on his way ex­ perienced from the soldiers who conducted him nothing but the most barbarous insolence. In the midst of his suffering and humiliations he joyfully exclaimed: “I now begin to be a disciple of Christ.”3 I now begin to be a true disciple of my Jesus, who endured so many ignominies for my sake. St. Francis Borgia, when trav­ elling, slept one night in the same room with his com1 “Beati eritis, cum vos oderint homines, et cum separaverint vos, et exprobraverint, et ejecerint nomen vestrum tamquam malum, propter Filium hominis.’’—Luke, vi. 22. 2 “ Si exprobramini in nomine Christi, beati erilis; quoniam, quod est honoris, gloriae, et virtutis Dei, et qui est ejus Spiritus, super vos re­ quiescit.”—i Pet. iv. 14. 3 “ Nunc incipio esse Christi discipulus.”—Epist. ad Po/n. 34° Holy Humility. [ch.xi. panion, Father Bustamente, who, in consequence of a severe attack of asthma, spent the whole night in cough­ ing and casting out phlegm unconsciously on the saint, and frequently in his face. In the morning Father Bustamente perceived his mistake, and was greatly afflicted at having given so much cause of pain to the saint. Father, said St. Francis, be not disturbed; for there is no part of this room so fit for the reception of spittle as my face. O God ! what must become of the religious who will not submit to an insult for the love of Jesus Christ! The nun who cannot bear contempt shows that she has lost sight of Jesus crucified. Standing once before the crucifix, Blessed Mary of the Incarnation said to her sisters in religion: Is it possible, dear sisters, that we refuse to embrace contempt when we see Jesus Christ reviled and scoffed ? A certain holy- religious having been affronted, went before the Blessed Sacrament, and said: Lord, I am very poor; I have nothing to present to you: but I offer you the injury that I have just received. Oh ! how lovingly does Jesus Christ embrace all that embrace contempt for his sake ! He soon consoles and enriches them with his graces. Father Anthony Torres was once unjustly charged with disseminating false doctrines, and in punishment of his supposed trans­ gression was for many years deprived of faculties to hear confessions. But in a letter to a certain friend he says: “Be assured that during the whole time I was calumniated the spiritual consolations that the Lord gave me surpassed any I ever received from him.” To suffer contempt with a serene countenance not only merits a great reward, but also serves to draw others to God. “He,” says St. John Chrysostom, “who is meek is useful to himself and to others.” 1 The man who meekly bears affronts is useful to himself and to all 1 “Mansuetus, utilis sibi et aliis.”—In Ad. hom. 6. sec. iv.] Patience in bearing Contempt. 341 who behold him. For nothing is more edifying to a neighbor than the meekness of a man who receives in­ juries with a tranquil countenance. “ Nothing,” adds the saint, “conciliates friends to the Lord so much as to see a man agreeable by his meekness.”* Father Maffei relates that a Jesuit, while preaching in Japan, having been spit upon by an insolent bystander, re­ moved the spittle with his handkerchief, and continued his sermon as if nothing had happened. One of his auditors exclaimed, that a doctrine that teaches such humility must be true and divine, and was instantly converted to the faith. Thus, also, St. Francis de Sales converted innumerable heretics by his meekness in bear­ ing the insults that he received from them. A religious who lives in a monastery of relaxed observ­ ance, and who wishes to walk in the way of perfection, may be assured that during her whole life she shall be an object of continual derision and persecution. There is no remedy: The wicked^ says the Holy Ghost, loathe them that are in the right way.2 They who walk in the broad road cannot but feel an abhorrence of them that tread in the narrow way. For the lives of the saints are a continual reproach to sinners who wish to see all like themselves. Shunning the grates, assisting in choir, observance of silence, detachment from particular friendships, and almost every good work of a fervent re­ ligious will be regarded by the tepid as singularities, or perhaps, as hypocritical acts, performed from a motive of acquiring the reputation of a saint. Should a fervent nun in a convent of relaxed discipline commit a fault (for she has not ceased to be frail, and subject to defects),— should she, for example, yield to a word of slight im­ patience, or sometimes defend herself against an unjust 1 "Nihil ita conciliat domino familiares, ut quod illum vident man­ suetudine jucundum.”—5. de Mansuet. 3 “ Abominantur impii eos qui in recta sunt via.”—Prov. xxix. 27. 342 Holy Humility. [ch. xi. accusation,—oh, what an outcry is raised against her! Behold the saint ! the tepid exclaim. To impose upon others she communicates every morning, she always ob­ serves silence, she wears hair-cloth, and remains all day in the choir. They sometimes add falsehood to truth. If she wishes to be a saint, she must be careful to suffer, and to offer to God all these reproaches. Unless she submit to them she will not continue long in the way of perfection; she will soon lose all that she has acquired, and will become as imperfect as the others. In speak­ ing once of a certain religious who was esteemed a saint, St. Bernard said: He indeed is a saint, but he wants the greatest of all blessings—the reputation of a sinner. Let us then be persuaded that to be persecuted in this life confers the highest excellence on the saints. And, says the Apostle, all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution. The Redeemer says, If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you! Some will say: I attend only to my own concerns, I give offence to no one: why should I be persecuted ? But all the saints have been persecuted; Jesus Christ, the head of the saints, has been persecuted: and will you not submit to persecution ? But what greater fa­ vor, says St. Teresa,3 can God bestow upon us than to send us the treatment that he wished his beloved Son to suffer on earth ’ “ Believe me,” says Father Torres, in a letter to one of his penitents, “ that one of the greatest graces that God can confer upon you is to make you worthy to be calumniated by all, without being esteemed by any.” When, then, dear sister, you see yourself dis­ regarded and despised by all men, rejoice, and thank 1 “ Omnes qui pie volunt vivere in Christo Jcsu, persecutionem pa­ tientur.”—2 Tim. iii. 12. ’ “ Si me persecuti sunt, et vos persequentur.”—John, xv. 20. 3 Interior Castle, d. 7, ch. 4. SEC. IV.] Patience in bearing Contempt. 343 your Spouse, who wishes you to be treated in the same manner in which he himself wished to be treated in this life. And to prepare your soul to accept humiliations when they occur, represent to yourself in the time of meditation all the contempt, contradictions, and perse­ cutions which may happen to you, and offer yourself, with a strong desire and resolution to suffer them all for the sake of Jesus Christ, and thus you shall be bet­ ter prepared to accept them. V. In the fifth place, you must not only accept hu­ miliations in peace, but must also be glad and exult un­ der them. “ A good religious,” says St. Joseph Calasanctius, “ despises the world and rejoices in its scoffs.” The Venerable Louis de Ponte could not at first con­ ceive how a soul could delight in contempt; but when he became more perfect he experienced the consolations of abjection. By our own strength we certainly cannot rejoice in humiliations, but by the aid of Jesus Christ we can imitate the apostles, who nient from the presence oj the council, rejoicing that they were accounted worthy to suffer reproach for the name of Jesus.' There are some, as St. Joseph Calasanctius says, who suffer reproach, but not with joy. To teach the perfect spirit of humility to St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, St. Ignatius came down from heaven and assured her that true humility consists in taking pleasure in whatever inspires self-contempt. Worldlings do not delight as much in honors as the saints do in contempt. Brother Juniper, of the Order of St. Francis, received insults as he would the most costly gems. When derided by his companions, St. John Francis Regis was not only pleased by their ridicule, but even encouraged it. Thus from the lives of the saints it would appear that sufferings and humiliations were the sole objects of their wishes. With a cross on his 1 “ Ibant gaudentes a conspectu concilii, quoniam digni habiti sunt pro nomine Jesu contumeliam pati.”—z/'·' * v. jt. 344 Holy Humility. [ch.xi. shoulder and a crown of thorns on his head the Re­ deemer once appeared to St. John of the Cross and said: “ John, ask ot me what thou wilt.” “ Lord, replied the saint, “ I desire to suffer and to be despised for Thy sake. ’ As if he said: Lord, seeing you oppressed with sorrow and saturated with opprobrium for the love of me, what can I ask from you but pains and ignominies? The Lord once assured Blessed Angela of Foligno that the surest means by which a soul can ascertain whether its lights are from God is to examine if they have in­ spired and left behind a strong desire of being despised for his sake. Jesus wishes that under injuries and per­ secutions we not only be not disquieted, but that we even rejoice and exult in expectation of the great glory that he has prepared for us in heaven as the reward of our sufferings. Blessed are ye when they shall revile and perse­ cute you; ... be glad and rejoice, for your reward is very great in heaven.1 To those who are about to enter religion it is my cus­ tom to recommend, above all things, the practice of obedience, and of patience under contempt. I have been anxious to treat the latter at full length. Because I am convinced that without bearing contempt it is im­ possible for a nun to advance in perfection; and because I hold as certain that the religious who cheerfully em­ braces humiliations shall become a saint. “ A soul humble of heart,” says St. Paulinus, “ is the heart of Christ.”2 The nun who is humble of heart or who de­ lights in contempt is transformed into the heart of Jesus Christ. Be assured, then, dear sister, that if you are to be a saint you must suffer humiliations and con­ tempt. Though all your companions were saints, you 1 “ Beati estis, cum maledixerint vobis et persecuti vos fuerint; . . . gaudete et exsultate, quoniam merces vestra copiosa est in coelis.”— Matt. v. ii, 12. s “ Humilis corde cor Christi est.”—Ep. ad Sever. sec. iv.] Patience in bearing Contempt. 345 would notwithstanding, by God’s ordinance, meet with frequent contradictions; you will be put below others, held in little esteem, and will frequently have to submit to accusations and reproofs. To render you like him­ self, Jesus Christ will easily find the means of making you an object of contempt. Hence I entreat you to practise every day the beautiful advice of Father Torres given to his penitents: “ Say every day an Our Father and a Hail Mary, in honor of the life of ignominy of Je­ sus; and offer yourself to suffer not only in peace but even with joy for the love of him all the contradictions and reproaches that he will send you; begging always his assistance to be faithful to him in bearing patiently all injuries and humiliations.” Prayer. My Jesus, my love, how is it possible that, seeing Thee, my God, humbled unto death, and even the ignominious death of the cross, I should be so proud? Ah! through the merits of Thy ignominies make me know my miseries and deformities that I may abhor myself ; and suffer in peace for the love of Thee all the injuries that I shall receive. Ah ! my Redeemer, Thou hast rendered ignominies amiable to all who love Thee. Grant that I may understand Thy goodness and Thy love, that thus to please Thee I may love and embrace all manner of con­ tempt. Grant that I may banish from my heart all human re­ spect, and that in all my actions I may seek only Thy will and pleasure. I love Thee, O my humbled Jesus; and I purpose with Thy grace not to resent any injuries, nor to complain of any affront that may be offered to me. From Thee I hope for strength to fulfil this resolution. Mary, my mother, assist me by thy interces; ; pray to Jesus for me. 346 Charity towards our Neighbor, ich.xil CHAPTER XII. FRATERNAL CHARITY. I. The Necessity of this Virtue, and its Practice in our Thoughts and Sentiments. To love God without at the same time loving our neighbor is impossible. The same precept that pre­ scribes love towards God imposes a strict obligation of fraternal charity. And this commandment we have from God that he ίοho loveth God love also his brother I Hence St. Thomas * teaches that the love of God and the love of our neighbor proceed alike from charity. For charity makes us love God and our neighbor, because such is the will of God. Such too was the doctrine of St. John the Evangelist. St. Jerome relates that being asked by his disciples why he frequently recom­ mended fraternal love, that holy apostle replied: “Be­ cause it is the precept of the Lord, and the fulfilment of it alone is sufficient.” 3 St. Catharine of Genoa once said to the Lord: “My God, Thou dost command me to love my neighbor; and I can love nothing but Thee.” “ My child,” answered Jesus, “ he that loves me, loves whatsoever I love.” In­ deed, when we love any person we also love his relatives, his servants, his likeness, and even his clothes, because we know that he loves them. And why do we love our 1 “ Et hoc mandatum habemus a Deo, ut, qui diligit Deum, diligat et fratrem suum.”—i John, iv. 21. 2 2. 2, q. 25, a. I. 8 “Quia præceptum Domini est; et si solum fiat, sufficit.”—In Ef ad Gal. c. 6. SEC. 1.] Charily in our Thoughts. 347 neighbors? It is because G od loves them. Hence St. John says that if any man say J love God andhateth his brother> he is a liar. But as hatred towards our brethren is incompatible with the love of God, so an act of char­ ity performed in their regard will be accepted by Jesus Christ as if done for himself. J say to you, says the Re­ deemer, as long as you did it to one of these my brethren you did it to me? St. Catharine of Genoa used to say that our love of God is to be measured by our love for our neighbor. But holy charity—the beautiful daughter of God, being banished from the world by the greater part of mankind, seeks an asylum in the monasteries of reli­ gious. Oh, what then will become of the convent from which charity is exiled ! As hell is a land of hatred, so paradise is the kingdom of love, where all the blessed love one another, and each one rejoices at the happiness of the rest as at his own. Oh, what a paradise is the convent in which charity reigns ! it is the delight of God himself. Behold', says the Psalmist, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity.3 The Lord looks with complacency on the charity of brethren and sisters who dwell together in unity, who are united by one will of serving God, and who seek only to sanctify one another that they may be all united one day in the land of bliss. The highest praise be­ stowed by St. Luke on the first Christians was that they had but one heart and soul. And the multitude of the be­ lievers had but one heart and one soul? This unity was the 1 “Si quis dixerit quoniam diligo Deum, et fratrem suum oderit, mendax est.”—i John, iv. 20. 2 “ Quamdiu fecistis uni ex his fratribus meis minimis, mihi fecistis.” —Matt. xxv. 40. 3 Eccc quam bonum, et quam jucundum, habitare fratres in unum.” —Ps. cxxxii. i. 4 “ Multitudinis autem credentium erat cor unum et anima una.”— Acts, iv. 32. 34§ Charity towards oar Neighbor, [ch. xn. fruit of the prayer of Jesus Christ, who before his Pas­ sion besought his eternal Father to make his disciples one by holy charity as he and the Father are one. Holy Father, keep them in thy name—that they may be one as we also are.' This unity is one of the principal fruits of redemp­ tion, as may be inferred from the prediction of Isaias: The wolf shall dwell with the lamb ; and the leopard shall lie down with the kid—they shall not hurt, nor shall they kill in all my holy mountain? Yes, the followers of Jesus, though of different countries and of different dispositions, shall live in peace with one another, each seeking by holy charity to accommodate himself to the wishes and incli­ nations of the other. And as a certain author has well remarked, what does a Community of religious mean, but a union of many by will and desire so as to form but one person. It is charity that maintains union: for it is not possible that all the members of a convent should have congenial dispositions. It is charity that unites their hearts and makes them bear one another’s burdens, and it is charity that makes each conform to the will of the other. St. John Climacus1 23 relates that in the vicinity of Alexandria there was a celebrated monastery, where, be­ cause they loved one another so cordially in holy charity, all the religious enjoyed the peace of paradise. In gen­ eral the first that perceived a disagreement between two of the religious was able to restore peace by a mere sign. But if they could not be reconciled, both were sent as exiles to a neighboring house, and were told at their departure that the abode of two demons in the monastery could be no longer profitable to the Com­ 1 “ Pater sancte, serva eos, ... ut sint unum, sicut et nos.”—John, xvii. ii. 2 “ Habitabit lupus cum agno, et pardus cum hoedo; . . . non noce­ bunt, et non occident.”—Is. xi. 6. a S*al. par. gr. 4. sec. i.i Charity in our Thoughts. 349 munity. Oh ! how delightful is it to see in a convent of nuns each praise, assist, and serve the others, and all love the others with a true sisterly affection. Nuns are called sisters, because they are such not by blood, but by charity, which should unite them in love more closely than all the ties of flesh and blood. “ The nun who has not charity,” says St. Jane Frances de Chantal, “is a religious in name, but not in reality. She is a sister in dress, not in affection.” Hence because they knew that where there is no union there is no God, almost all the founders and foundresses of religious Orders have with their last breath recommended the practice of holy charity to their spiritual children. “When,” says St. Augustine, “you see the stones of any fabric well bound to the timber, you enter with security, and apprehend no danger.”1 But were the stones detached from the wood, you should shudder at the very thought of approaching the building. Happy the religious house in which all are united by holy charity; but miserable is the monastery in which dis­ union and party-spirit prevail. “Yes,” says St. Jerome, “such a monastery is not the tabernacle of the Lord, but the abode of Lucifer; it is a house not of salvation, but of perdition.”’ Of what use are riches and magnifi­ cence, a splendid church and a beautiful garden, to a monastery from which union and charity are banished ? Such a monastery is a hell, where, to prevent the ad­ vancement of the rivals, each party decries the other. Suspicions and aversions are always on the increase: they fill the minds, are poured out in conversation, and occupy the thoughts of the religious at mental prayer, at Mass, and at Communion. Hence we may exclaim, 0 miserable prayers, miserable Masses, miserable Com· 1 “Quando vides in aliqua fabrica lapides et ligna bene sibi cohærere, securus intras, ruinam non times.”—Sertu. 336, E. B. 2 “ Sine charitate, monasteria sunt tartara.”—Monach. c. 1. 35θ Charity towards our Neighbor, [ch.xil munions ! In a word, where there is not charity there is no recollection, no peace, no God. If, dear sister, factions exist in your convent, prostrate yourself before the Lord, and in his presence pour forth tears of blood and fervent supplications that by his Almighty hand he may remedy the evil. For when the spirit of faction has crept into the cloister, it can be ex­ tinguished only by the arm of omnipotence. If it be in your power to restore peace, endeavor with all your might and at all hazards to accomplish so great a good; but if the extinction of discord be beyond your reach, it is your duty at least to remain neutral, and to shun, as you would death itself, every act that may encourage the fell spirit of faction. Remember, however, that I do not mean to censure those zealous nuns who defend the observance of Rule, and who strenuously oppose all abuses. Whoever seeks the good of the Community belongs to the party of Jesus Christ. Would to God that all were of this party ! If, dear sister, you ever see an abuse introduced into the convent, I exhort you to unite with the fervent, and never to abstain from vindicating the cause of God even though you should be left alone. The Lord will reward your efforts for the maintenance of regular observance. To feel careless and to manifest indiffer­ ence about the relaxation and neglect of discipline is neither virtue nor humility, but is the fruit of pusilla­ nimity, tepidity, and of a want of divine love. The religious, then, whom I condemn are those who maintain parties for promoting their own interests or particular friendships, or for depressing a rival or re­ senting an insult. From such parties I exhort you to keep aloof, though, in punishment of your neutrality, you should be reproached with ingratitude, wrong­ headedness, or baseness of spirit, and even though you should be deprived of office and doomed to perpetual sec. i.] Charity in our Thoughts, 351 disgrace. To preserve charity and the common peace you must sacrifice all self-interest. When some of the bishops wished to have St. Gregory Nazianzen for patriarch while others refused to submit to his author­ ity, the saint, to heal their dissensions, exclaimed: “ My brothers, I wish to see you in peace, and if the renunci­ ation of my patriarchal dignity be necessary to pre­ serve harmony among you, I am ready to renounce my see.” He then gave up the bishopric of Constantinople, and retired into solitude. But let us speak in particular of the means that a nun should adopt for the maintenance of charity among her sisters in religion. She must follow the advice of the Apostle to his disciples: Put ye on, therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, the bowels of mercy) As a re­ ligious always wears her habit, and as her whale body is covered by it, so in all her actions she must be clothed and encompassed around with charity. Put on the bowels of mercy. A religious should be clothed not only with charity, but with the bowels of charity; that is, she should love each of her sisters as if for each she had the tenderest affections. When a person entertains for others a strong attachment he rejoices at their pros­ perity and grieves at their misfortunes as at his own. He continually seeks to promote their happiness, to vindicate their character from any imputation that may be cast upon it, to excuse any fault that they may com­ mit, and to extol every good act that they may perform. Now what is the effect of passion in worldlings should be the fruit of holy charity in religious. Practice oe Charity in our Thoughts and Sentiments.* I. To practise charity in thought you must, in the first place, endeavor to banish all rash judgments, sus1 “ Induite vos ergo, sicut electi Dei, . . . viscera misericordiæ.”— Col. iii. 12. 352 Charity tozvards our Neighbor. I [ch.xii. picions, and doubts. To entertain a rash doubt regard­ ing another is a defect; to indulge a positive suspicion is a greater fault, and to judge with certainty without certain grounds that another has sinned, is still more criminal before God. Whoever judges rashly of his neighbor shall be judged with severity. Judge not, that you may not be judged. For with what judgment you judge you shall be judged.1 But although it is sinful to judge evil of others without certain grounds, still it is not a violation of the divine law to suspect or even to judge evil of them when we have certain motives for such suspicions or judgments. However, the safest and most charitable rule is to think well of all, and to banish all such judgments and suspicions. Charity, says the Apostle, thinketh no evil.12 But this rule is not to be observed by the religious who hold the office of Su­ perior, or of Mistress of novices. Because, to prevent evil, it is their duty to suspect whenever there are grounds of suspicion. But if by your office you are not charged with the correction of others, endeavor always to judge favorably of all your sisters. St. Jane Frances de Chantal used to say that “ in our neighbor we should observe only what is good.” Should you sometimes through mistake praise in others what is censurable, you will never have reason to repent of your error. “ Char­ ity,” says St. Augustine, “grieves not when she erro­ neously thinks well of what is evil.”3 St. Catharine of Bologna once said: “ I have lived for many years in re­ ligion, and have never thought ill of any of my sisters; because I know that a person who appears to be imper­ fect may be more dear to God than another whose con1 “ Nolite judicare, ut non judicemini, in quo enim judicio judica­ veritis, judicabimini.”—Matt. vii. i. * “Charitas . . . non cogitat malum.”—i Cor. xiii. 4. 3 “Charitas non se multum dolet errare, cum bene credit etiam de malo.”—In Ps. cxlvii. Charity in our Thoughts. SEC. I.] 353 duct is much more exemplary.” Be careful, then, not to indulge in observing the defects and concerns of others, nor to imitate the example of those who go about asking what others say of them, and thus fill their minds with suspicions and their hearts with bitter­ ness and aversions. Listen not to them who tell you that others have spoken of your defects, and ask not from them the names of those who dispraised you. In such tales there is, in general, a great deal of exaggera­ tion. Let your conduct be such as deserves praise from all, but regard not what is said of you. When told that any one has charged you with a certain fault, let your answer be that others know you but little; and that, were they aware of all your defects, they would say a great deal more of you; or you may say that only God II. When our neighbor is visited with any infirmity, loss, or other calamity, charity obliges us to regret his misfortune at· least with the superior will. I say with the superior will ; for concupiscence always appears to take a certain delight in hearing that a calamity has be­ fallen an enemy. But that delight is not culpable as long as it is resisted by the will. Whenever the inferior appetite solicits the will to rejoice at the misfortune of others, pay no more attention to its criminal solicita­ tions than you would to a dog that barks without rea­ son; but endeavor to excite in the superior will senti­ ments of regret at their distress. It is indeed sometimes lawful to rejoice at the good effects that are likely to result from the temporal afflictions of others. For ex­ ample, it is not forbidden to be glad from a motive of his conversion, or of the cessation of scandal, that a no­ torious and obstinate sinner has been visited with sick­ ness. However, should he have offended us, the joy occasioned by his infirmity may be the fruit of passion as well as of zeal. 23 I 354 Charity towards our Neighbor. [ch.xii. III. Charity obliges us to rejoice at a neighbor’s good, and to banish envy, which consists in a feeling of regret at the good of others, inasmuch as it is an obstacle to our own. According to St. Thomas,1 a person may grieve at the good of others in four ways: First, when he apprehends that their advancement will be detrimental to himself or to others; and if the loss sustained be unjust, his regret is not envy, and may be blameless.” “ It may often happen,” says St. Greg­ ory, “ that without losing charity, we rejoice at the ruin of an enemy; and that without incurring the guilt of . envy, we feel sorrow at his exaltation, when by his down­ fall we think that others will be justly exalted, and when we fear that by his prosperity many will be unjustly oppressed.”1 2 Secondly, when a person grieves not because others have been prosperous, but because he himself has not been equally successful. This grief is not'envy, but is, on the contrary, an act of virtue when it regards spirit­ ual goods. Thirdly, when he regrets the success of others, because he deems them unworthy of it; and this sorrow is not sinful, when he believes that the advantages, dignity, or riches that they have acquired will be injurious to their salvation. Fourthly, when a person regrets the prosperity of others, because it is an obstacle to his own advance­ ment: this is envy, and should not be entertained. The Wise Man says that the envious imitate the devil, who instigated our first parents to sin, because he was grieved 1 2. 2, q. 36, a. 2. 2 “ Evenire plerumque solet, ut, non amissa charitate, et inimici nos ruina lætificct, et rursum ejus gloria, sine invidiae culpa, contristet: cum et, ruente eo, quosdam bene erigi credimus, et, proficiente illo, plerosque injuste opprimi formidamus.”—Δ/or. 1. 22, c. 11, SEC. IL] Charity in our Words. 355 to see them destined for that celestial kingdom from which he himself had been expelled. But, says the Wise Man, by the envy of the dev it death came into the world, and they follow him that are of his side) But charity makes us regard the happiness or misery of others as we would our own. Prayer. Ah! my Redeemer, how unlike am I to Thee! Thou wast all charity towards Thy persecutors ; I am all rancor and hatred towards my neighbor. Thou didst pray with so much love for those who crucified Thee ; and I immediately seek revenge against those that offend me. Pardon me, my Jesus: I wish no more to be what I have hitherto been ; give me strength to love and to do good to al! who injure me. Abandon me not, O Lord to my passions. Oh ! what a hell would it be to me, after having received so many of Thy graces, to be again separated from Thee, and deprived of Thy friendship. For the sake of the blood that Thou hast shed for me, permit not such a separation. Eternal Father, through the merits of Thy Son, suffer me not to become Thy enemy. Shouldst Thou see that I will one day offend Thee, take me out of life, now that I hope to be in the state of grace. O God of love, give me Thy love! O in­ finite power, assist me ! O infinite mercy, have pity on me! O infinite goodness, draw me entirely to Thee! I love Thee, O Sovereign Good ! O Mother of God, pray to Jesus for me! Thy protection is my hope. IL The Charity to be Practised in Words. i. To practise fraternal charity in words, you must, above all, abstain from every species of detraction. The tale-bearer, says the IToly Ghost, shall defile his own soul, and shall be hated by all) Yes; he shall be an object of 1 “ Invidia autem diaboli, mors introivit in orbem terrarum; imi­ tantur autem illum, qui sunt ex parte illius.”—IVis. ii. 24. 'l “ Susurro coinquinabit animam suam, et in omnibus odietur.”— Ecclus. xxi. 31. 356 Charity towards our Neighbor. [CH. XII. hatred to God and to men, and even to those who for their own amusement applaud and encourage his slan­ derous language. Even they shall shun him; because they justly fear that as in their presence he has de­ tracted others, so before others he will slander them. St. Jerome says that some who have renounced other vices cannot abstain from detraction. “ They who have abandoned other sins continue to fall into the sin of de­ traction.”1 Would to God that even in the cloister there were not to be found religious whose tongues are so sharp that they cannot speak without wounding the character of a neighbor ! Such persons should be ban­ ished from all monasteries, or should at least be sepa­ rated from the society of their sisters. For they dis­ turb the recollection, silence, devotion, and peace of the whole Community. In a word, they are the ruin of re­ ligious houses. God grant that such uncharitable nuns may not meet the fate of a certain slanderer, who, ac­ cording to Thomas Cantipratensis,1 2 died in a fit of rage, and in the act of lacerating his tongue with his teeth. St. Bernard 3 speaks of another slanderer who attempted to defame the character of St. Malachy ; his tongue in­ stantly swelled and became filled with worms. In this miserable state the unhappy man died after seven days. But how dear to God and to men is the nun who speaks well of all! St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say, that if she knew any one who had never in his whole life spoken ill of a neighbor, she would have him canonized. Be careful never to utter a word that savors of detraction; be particularly careful to avoid all un­ charitableness towards your sisters in religion. But, above all, be on your guard against every expression 1 “Qui ab aliis vitiis recesserunt, in istud tamen incidunt.’’—Ep. ad Celant. 9 De Apib. 1. 2, c. 37. 3 Vit. S. Malaeh. c. 13. ’ sec. ii.] Charity in ozir Words, 357 that is in the slightest degree apt to depress the charac­ ter of your prelate, abbess, confessor, or any other Su­ perior. By speaking ill of them, you would destroy in your companions the spirit of obedience, by diminishing their respect for the judgment and authority of their Superiors. Should your language excite a suspicion in the mind of the sisters that the Superior is unreasonable in her commands, it will be very difficult to induce them to practise the obedience that is due to her. The sin of detraction is committed, not only by imputing to others what is not true, by exaggerating their defects, or by making known their hidden faults, but also by repre­ senting their virtuous actions as defective, or by ascrib­ ing them to a bad motive. It is also detraction to deny the good works of others, or to question their claims to the just praise bestowed upon them. To render their calumnies more credible, worldlings sometimes begin by praise and end with slander. Such a person, they say, has a great deal of talent, but he is proud; he is very generous, but at the same time very vindictive. Let it be your care always to speak well of all. Speak of others as you would wish to be spoken of by others. With regard to the absent, observe the excellent rule of St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi: “ Never to utter in their absence what you would not say in their presence.” And should you ever hear a sister speak ill of others, be careful neither to encourage her uncharitableness nor to appear pleased with her language; otherwise you will partake of her guilt. You should either reprove her, or change the subject of conversation, or withdraw from her, or at least pay no attention to her. Hedge in thy cars with thorns, says the Holy Ghost; hear not a wicked tongue.1 Against detraction, hedge in your ears with thorns, that it may not enter. Whenever, then, you hear 1 " Sepi aures tuas spinis, linguam nequam noli audire.”—Eccltis. xxviii. 28. 35$ Charily towards our Neighbor. [ch.xii. a person speak ill of others, it is necessary to show, at least by silence, by a gloomy countenance, or by down­ cast eyes, that you are not pleased with the conversation. Conduct yourself always in such a way that no one will in future dare attack the character of another in your presence. And when it is in your power, charity requires of you to take the part of the person who is detracted. Thy lips are as a scarlet lace.' My spouse, says the Lord, I will have thy lips as a scarlet lace; that is, according to the explanation of St. Gregory of Nyssa,2 your words must be full of charity, so as to cover as much as pos­ sible the defects of others, or at least to excuse their intention, if their actions be inexcusable. “ Excuse the intention,” says St. Bernard, “if you cannot excuse the act.”3 The Abbot Constabile, as Surius relates, was called “The covering of his brethren.”4 For this holy monk, as often as he heard any one speak of the defects of others, sought to cover and excuse them. Such, too, was the practice of St. Teresa. Of her the nuns used to say, that in her presence their character was secure, because she would defend them. II. Be careful never to mention to any sister that an­ other has spoken ill of her; for tale-bearing of this kind sometimes occasions disputes and aversions which last for a long time. Oh ! how frightful the account which tale-bearers must render to God ! The sowers of discord are objects of abomination in his sight. Six things there are that the Lord hateth, and the seventh his soul detestethd The seventh is the man that someth discord among * brethren An uncharitable word that proceeds 1 “ Sicut vitta coccinnea, labia tua.”—Cant. iv. 3. 5 In Cant. horn. ~j. 3 “ Excusa intentionem, si opus non potes.”—In Cant. s. 40. 4 “ Operimentum fratrum.”—17 Febr. Vit. c. 6. 6 “ Sex sunt, quæodit Dominus; et septimum detestatur anima ejus.” —Prov. vi. 16. * “ Eum qui seminat inter fratres discordias.”—Ibid. iq. sec. π.] Charity in our Words. 359 from passion may be excusable. But how can the Al­ mighty bear with a religious who sows discord and dis­ turbs the peace of a Community ? Listen to the advice of the Holy Ghost: Hast thou heard a word against thy neighbor? let it die within thee} The words that you hear of a sister must not only be confined to yourself, but must even die and be buried within you. You must be careful, then, never to give the slightest intimation of what you have heard. For a single word, a nod of the head, a simple hint, may lead others to a knowledge or at least to a suspicion of the faults that were mentioned to you. Some appear to suffer the pangs of death until they have disclosed the secrets communicated to them; as if these secrets were so many thorns that wound their very heart until they are drawn out. You should never men­ tion the hidden defects of others to any one except to the Superiors, and not even to them unless the repara­ tion of the injury done to the Community, or the good of the sister herself who has committed the fault, require that her neglect should be known to the Superior. III. Moreover, in your conversation you must be care­ ful never to wound even by jests the feelings of a sister. Jests that offend a neighbor are opposed to charity, and to the words of Jesus Christ: All things whatsoever you would that men should do to you, do you also to them} You certainly would not like to be made an object of derision and of mockery before your companions. Abstain then from casting ridicule on others. Endeavor also to avoid as much as possible all dis­ putes. Sometimes trifles give occasion to arguments that end in disputes and injurious language. There are 1 “ Audisti verbum adversus proximum tuum ? commoriatur in te.” —Ecclus. xix. 10. 9 “ Omnia ergo quæcumque vultis ut faciant vobis homines, et vos facite illis.”—Matt. vii. 12. j6o Charity towards our Neighbor. [ch.xii. some who violate charity by proposing, through the spirit of contradiction, certain topics of debate which give rise to useless disputation. Strive not, says the Wise Man, in a matter which doth not concern thee.' But you will say that in every debate you defend the right side of the question, and that you cannot listen in silence to assertions utterly destitute of foundation. I answer in the words of Cardinal Bellarmine: “ That an ounce of charity is more valuable than a hundred car­ loads of reason.” In all debates, but particularly when the subject is of little importance, give your opinion if you wish to join in the conversation; but be careful never to defend it with obstinacy. It is better to give up your own opinion than to enter into a useless and perhaps dangerous controversy. Blessed Egidius used to say that in such controversies to submit is to conquer; because submission evinces a superiority in virtue and preserves peace. Surely the preservation of peace is of far greater importance than the empty honor of a wordy victory. Hence St. Ephrem used to say that to maintain peace he always yielded to his adversary in disputation. Hence, also, St. Joseph Calasanctius advises “all who desire peace never to contradict any one.” IV. If you love charity, endeavor to be affable and meek to all. Meekness is the characteristic virtue of the lamb; it is the beloved virtue of Jesus Christ, who through a love of meekness took the appellation of Lamb. In *vour conversation and intercourse with others * be agreeable not only to the Superior and to those who are in office, but to all, and particularly to the sisters who have offended you, who oppose your wishes, or dis­ please you by their roughness of manner, or by their forgetfulness of past favors. Charity is patient: beareth all things.2 Whoever, then, bears not the defects of his 1 "Deeare quæ te non molestat, ne certeris.”—Ecclus. xi. 9. 2 “ Charitas patiens est.”—1 Cor. xiii. 4. SEC. II.] Charity in oar Words. 361 neighbor cannot have true charity. The most perfect souls are not free from all defects. You yourself are subject to faults; and notwithstanding your manifold imperfections you expect to be treated with charity and compassion. You therefore should, according to the advice of the Apostle, compassionate the defects of others. Bear ye one another's burdens) A mother, be­ cause she loves them, submits in patience to the inso­ lence of her children. It is by the manner in which you bear the burdens of your sisters that you are to judge whether you love them with true charity, which, be­ cause it is supernatural, should be stronger than natural affection. Oh ! with what charity did the Redeemer bear with the rudeness and imperfections of his disciples during the whole time that he lived with them! With what charity did he wash the feet of the traitor Judas! With what patience has he borne even to the present moment with your sinfulness and ingratitude! And will you re­ fuse to bear with the defects of your sisters ? The phy­ sician while he loves a patient loathes his disease; and if you have charity you must love your sisters and at the same time hate their faults. But you will say: What am I to do ? I have a natural repugnance to the society of such a sister, and feel it painful to hold inter­ course with her. My answer is: Have more fervor and more charity, and all such antipathies will vanish. Let us come to the practice of meekness. In the first place, endeavor with all your might to re­ strain every motion of anger. In the next place, you must be careful to abstain from all disagreeable words, and to avoid all roughness and haughtiness of manner; for rude conduct is sometimes more offensive than in­ sulting language. Should a sister ever treat you with contempt, suffer it in patience for the love of Jesus 1 “ Alter alterius onera portate.”—Gal. vi. 2 k 362 Charity towards our Neighbor. [ch.xh Christ, who for the love of you has borne with far greater insults. My God ! what a misery to see certain religious, who practise mental prayer and frequent the sacraments, so sensitive to every mark of disrespect or inattention ! Sister Mary of the Ascension, as often as she received an affront, went immediately before the Blessed Sacrament, and said: My Spouse, I bring you this little present; I beg you to accept it, and to pardon the person by whom I have been offended. Why do you not imitate this holy religious ? To preserve char­ ity you must suffer all things. Father Alvarez used to say that virtue is weak till it is proved by maltreatment from others. It is by the manner in which she bears with contempt and insult that a soul shows whether she abounds or fails in charity. Should any one ever address you in the language of passion, or even of insult and reproach, answer with sweetness, and her anger will be instantly appeased. A wild answer breaketh wrath.' St. John Chrysostom says: “ Fire cannot be extinguished by fire, nor wrath by an­ ger.” 3 Do you imagine that by replying with acrimony to all who speak to you in anger you will calm passion? On the contrary, you will provoke it, and will also vio­ late charity. Let your answer to every word of anger be full of sweetness, and the fire of passion will be ininstantly extinguished. Sophronius relates that two monks having missed their way on a journey, entered by chance into a field in which seed had been just sown The man who was intrusted with the care of the field burst into a fit of rage and heaped upon them every epi­ thet of reproach. At first they were silent, but seeing that their silence served only to inflame his anger, they exclaimed: “ Brother, we have done wrong: for God's 1 “ Responsio mollis frangit iram.”—Prov. xv. 1. * “ Igne non potest ignis extingui, nec furor furore.”—In Gen. horn. 58. sec. ii.] Charity in oar J Tards. 363 sake pardon us.” This humide answer calmed his pas­ sion and filled his soul with sorrow for his conduct. He immediately asked pardon of the monks for his injuri­ ous language—he even left the world and joined them in the cloister. You will sometimes think it right and even necessary to repress by a sharp answer the forwardness of a sister, particularly if you are Superior, and she be wanting in respect to you: be assured that such sharpness proceeds from passion rather than from reason. I know that anger is sometimes lawful. 2>’c angry, says the Psalmist, and sin not.' But to be angry and not to sin is very difficult in practice. Whoever abandons himself to anger exposes his soul to imminent danger. Hence St. Francis de Sales wisely teaches in his Philothea, that however just the occasions of anger may be, its motions should be repressed. “It is better,” says the saint, “ to have it said of you that you are never angry, than that you were justly angry.”2 St. Augustine says that anger once allowed to enter the soul is banished with diffi­ culty; and therefore he strongly recommends us to stifle it in its very origin. A certain philosopher, called Agrippinus, having lost his property, said: “If I have lost my goods I will not lose my peace.” Let such be your language as often as you receive any offence. Is it not enough for you to have received an affront ? do you wish, moreover, to lose the peace of your soul by yielding to anger? The disturbance of mind occasioned by anger will be far more injurious to you than the in­ sult that you have received. St. Augustine says that he who yields to passion on every occasion of insult is his own chastiser. Disquiet of soul, even when it arises from regret for a fault, is always injurious. For, as St. Aloysius used to say, it delights the devil to fish in troubled water. 1 “ Irascimini, et nolite peccare.”—Pa. iv. 5. 2 Introd. p. 3, ch. 8. 364 Charity towards our Neighbor, [ch.xii I have said that when a sister speaks to you in the language or tone of passion or contempt you should answer her with sweetness. But I now say, that when­ ever the soul is disturbed, it is better to be silent; for passion will then make harsh expressions appear just and reasonable. But when peace returns, you will see that your language was altogether unjustifiable. St. Bernard says that anger draws over the soul a dark veil, which renders her incapable of distinguishing what is right from what is wrong.1 When a sister who has offended you comes to ask pardon, be careful not to receive her with a stern coun­ tenance, nor to show discontent or want of respect by your words ος looks. If you give signs of dissatisfac­ tion, you will violate charity, you will confirm the sister in her dislike towards you, and will give great scandal to the whole Community. You must, then, receive her with affection; and if, through humility, she fall on her knees to ask pardon, you should likewise go on your knees, and say to her: O my sister, why should you ask pardon of me? You know how much I love and esteem you. I ask pardon for having displeased you by my ignorance and negligence, and by my want of attention to you. Have pity, then, on me, and forgive me. But whenever you offend or displease a sister, endeavor at once, by all means in your power, to make satisfaction to her, and to remove from her heart all feelings of aver­ sion towards you. St. Bernard says “ that humility alone is the reparation of wounded charity.”3 Self­ humiliation is the most efficacious means of repairing the violation of charity. Whenever, then, you offend against charity, humble yourself immediately, overcome 1 “ Turbatus præ ira oculus . . . rectum non videt.”—£)e Consid. 1. 2, c. II. 5 “Sola virtus humilitatis est læsæ reparatio charitatis.”—/n Nat. Dorn. s. 2. sec. it] Charity in our Words. 365 by force your natural repugnance to humiliation: the longer you defer the reparation of the fault you have committed, the more your repugnance to make repara­ tion will increase. 7/, says the Redeemer, thou offer thy gift at the altar, and there thou remember that thy brother hath anything against thee, leave there thy offering before the altar, and go first to be reconciled to thy brother, and then coming, thou shall offer thy gift} If you come to the altar to offer your gift, to receive the Holy Eucharist, or to attend Mass, and remember that you have offended a brother, retire from the altar and be reconciled with him. How­ ever, if you think that by asking pardon of the sister you have offended, you will only renew her anguish, it is better to wait for a more convenient opportunity, or to ask pardon through another sister. But you must, in the mean time, show her particular attention and respect. Prayer. O my God, look not on my sins, but on Jesus Thy Son, who has sacrificed his life for my salvation. For the sake of Jesus, have pity on me, and pardon all the offences I have given Thee, but especially those which I have committed by my want of charity to my neighbor. Destroy in me, O Lord, whatever dis­ pleases Thee, and give me a sincere desire to please Thee in all things. Ah! my Jesus, my greatest sorrow arises from a con­ viction that I have been so long in the world, and that I have loved Thee so little. Ah ! give me a portion of that sorrow which Thou didst feel for my sins in the garden of Gethsemani. Oh ! that I had died before I offended Thee. It consoles me, however, to know that Thou givest me time to love Thee. I desire to spend all that remains of my life in Thy love. I love Thee, O infinite Good! I love Thee, the only love of my soul. Ah ! make me entirely Thine before I die. Draw all my affec­ tions to Thy love, so that I may never love any object but Thee. 1 “Si ergo offers munus tuum ad altare, et ibi recordatus fueris quia frater tuus habet aliquid adversum te, relinque ibi munus tuum ante altare, et vade prius reconciliari fratri tuo; et tunc veniens offeres munus tuum.”—Matt. v. 23. ς66 V/ Charity towards orcr Neighbor. [CH. XII. But while I live I am in danger of losing Thee. When shall I be able to say, 0 my Jesus, that I can never lose Thee again! O Jesus, unite me to Thee, so that I can never be separated from Thee. Grant me this favor, through the love with which Thou didst love me on the cross. O most holy Virgin, thou art most dear to God, he denies thee nothing; obtain for me the grace never more to offend him, and to love him with my whole heart. I ask no other favor of thee. III. The Charity to be Practised in Works, and towards Whom it is to be Practised. With regard to the charity which you ought to prac­ tise in works, endeavor to be always ready to assist your sisters in all their necessities. Some religious say that they sincerely and affectionately love all their sisters, but they will not submit to inconvenience for the sake of any of them. My little children, let us not love in word, nor in tongue, but in deed and in truth} To fulfil the precept of charity, it is not enough to love our neighbor in words: we must love him in deed. The just are merciful? says the Wise Man. All the saints were full of charity and compassion to all who required their assistance. It is related of St. Teresa, that she was accustomed to per­ form every day some act of charity towards her sisters; and whenever she was unable to do so by day, she was careful to do so by night, at least by showing light to the sisters who passed in the dark before her cell.1*3 I. Give alms as often as it is in your power. Holy Scripture says, that alms delivers a soul from death; that it purifies her from sin, and obtains for her the divine mercy and eternal salvation. For alms, says Tobias, 1 “ Filioli mei, non diligamus verbo neque lingua, sed opere et veri­ tate.”—i John, iii. 18. s “ Justi autem misericordes sunt et miserantur.”—Prov. xiii. 13. 3 Ribera, Vit. 1. 4, c. 11. SEC. III.) Charity in Works. 367 delivereth from death, and the same is that which purgeth away sins, and maketh to find mercy and life everlasting) St. Cyprian says, that “ the Lord commands nothing more frequently than the constant practice of aims.”3 By alms-deeds I mean not only the distribution of money or of temporal goods, but every species of relief given to a neighbor who stands in need of our assist­ ance. Pie that hath the substance of this world, says St. John, and shall see his brother in need, how doth the charity of God abide in him l 'Λ When a religious assists her companions in their labors she performs an act of charity very pleasing in the sight of God. St. Theo­ dora, a religious, endeavored to assist all her sisters in performing the duties of their office, but was careful never to seek assistance from any one in the discharge of her own duties. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi not only assisted her sisters in their most laborious duties, but also offered to perform by herself alone every work that required extraordinary labor. Hence it was a common saying in the convent, that she labored more than four lay-sisters. Endeavor as much as possible to imitate her conduct, and when you are overcome by fatigue, look on your Spouse carrying his cross, and embrace with joy any new labor which your duties may require. The aid that you receive from God will be proportioned to the assistance that you give to your companions. And with what measure you mete, says Jesus Christ, it shall be measured to you again) Hence, St. John Chrysostom says that the practice of charity is a power1 “Eleemosyna a morte liberat, et ipsa est quæ purgat peccata, et facit invenire misericordiam et vitam æternam.”—Tob. xii. 9. 2 “ Dominus nil crebrius mandat, quam ut insistamus eleemosynis.” —De O/>. et Eleem. 8 “ Qui . . . viderit fratrem suum necessitatem habere, et clauserit viscera sua ab eo, quomodo charitas Dei manet in eo?”—1 John, iii. 17 4 “ In qua mensura mensi fueritis, remetietur vobis.”—Matt. vii. 2. 368 Charily towards our Neighbor. [ch.xii. ful means of obtaining great graces from God. “ Alms,” says the saint, “is the most lucrative of all arts.”* St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that she felt more happy during the time she assisted her neighbor than when she was rapt in contemplation. “ Because,” says the saint, “ when I am rapt in contemplation, God assists me; but when I relieve a neighbor, I assist God.” The Redeemer has declared that what we do to a brother, we do to him.2 But in assisting others you should not expect either thanks or recompense. You should even rejoice when you receive for your kindness no other re­ ward than inattention and reproach. For then you will have double profit. It is an act of charity to accede to the reasonable requests of others. But should a sister ask you to leave your devotions in order to amuse her by your conversation, you ought to refuse her request, and attend to your devotions. Charity is well ordered. He set in order charity in niei says the Spouse in the Canticles. Hence whatever injures your own spiritual progress, or that of a sister in religion, is not charity. II. The most perfect charity consists in zeal for your neighbor’s spiritual good. To relieve the spiritual necessities of a fellow-man, or to contribute to his spir­ itual welfare, as far excels the exercise of charity to­ wards his body as the dignity of the soul transcends the lowly condition of the flesh. Charity towards the soul is practised, in the first place, by correcting our neigh­ bor’s faults. St. James1 declares that he who causes a sinner to be converted from the error of his way, shall save his soul from death, and shall cover a multitude of sins. But, on the other hand, St. Augustine says that1*34 1 “Eleemosyna est ars omnium artium quæstuosissima.”—Ad pop. Ani. hom. 33. s Matt. xxv. 40. 3 “ Ordinavit in me charitatem.”—Cant. ii. 4. 4 James, v. 20. SEC. HI.] Charity in Works. 369 he who sees a brother destroying his soul, by giving way to anger against a neighbor, or by insulting him, and neglects to correct him, sins more grievously by his silence than the other does by his insults and contumely. “You,” says the saint, “see him perish, and care not; your silence is more criminal than his reproachful lan­ guage.” 1 Do not excuse yourself by saying that you know not how to correct him. St. John Chrysostom123 tells you that for correcting the faults of others charity is more necessary than wisdom. Make the correction at a seasonable time, with charity and sweetness, and it will be profitable. If you are Superior, you are bound by your office to correct the sisters; if not, you are bound in charity to administer correction as often as you expect fruit from it. Would it not be cruelty in him who should see a blind man walking over a pre­ cipice not to admonish him of his danger, and thus rescue him from temporal death? But it would be still greater cruelty in you to neglect, when able, to deliver a sister from eternal death. If you prudently judge that your advice would be unprofitable, be careful at least to make known the fault to the Superior, or to some other person who will be able to apply a remedy. Do not say, This is not my business; I will not take any trouble about it. This was the language of Cain. Am Z, said he, my brother's keeper.2 It is the duty of every one, when able, to save his neighbor from ruin. And, says Ecclesiasticus, he gave every one of them a command­ ment concerning his neighbor.' St. Philip Neri says, that when necessary, God wishes that we omit mental prayer in order to assist a neigh1 “Tu eum vides perire, et negligis; pejor es tacendo, quam ille con­ viciando.”—Serm. 82, E. B. 2 £)e Sacerd. 1. 2. 3 “ Num custos fratris mei sum ego?”—Gcn. iv. 9. < “ Et mandavit ilHs unicuique de proximo suo.”—Ecclus. xvii. 12. 24 370 Charity towards our Neighbor. [ch. xn, bor, particularly in his spiritual necessities. St. Ger­ trude desired one day to entertain herself in prayer, but a work of charity was to be performed, and therefore the Lord said to her: “ Tell me, Gertrude, do you intend that I should serve you, or that you should serve me?" “ If,’’ says St. Gregory, “you go to God, take care not to come alone to him.”1 And St. Augustine says, “If you love God, draw all to the love of God.”7 If you love God, you should take care not to be alone in loving him, but should labor to bring to his love all your relatives, and all those with whom you have intercourse, but particularly your sisters in religion. Ah ! how a holy nun can sanctify the whole Community by her words, by her example, by performing her exercises of devotion with a view to induce others to do the same! Be not afraid of vainglory. Actions that have nothing extraordinary in them, but which become every religious that tends to perfection, according to her obligation, ought to be performed, even with the intention of giving good example, and of drawing the sisters nearer to God. So let your light shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaveni Hence, to appear devout, mortified, observant of rule, devoted to mental prayer and to frequent Communion, in order to give good example to the other sisters, is not an act of vanity, but an act of charity, very pleasing to God. III. Endeavor, then, to assist all according to the best of your ability, by words, by works, and particularly by prayers. Every spouse of Jesus Christ should have zeal for his honor, as he himself said to St. Teresa, when he1*3 1 “ Si ad Deum tenditis, curate ne ad eum soli veniatis.”—In Evang, hom. 6. 1 “Si Deum amatis, rapite omnes ad amorem Dei.”—In Ps. xxxiii. en. 2. 3 “Sic luceat lux vestra coram hominibus, ut videant opera vestra bona, et glorificent Patrem vestrum, qui in coelis est.”—Matt. v. ιό. SEC. Ilk.t Charity in ICorhs. 371 called her his spouse: “ Ilenceforth, as a true spouse, you shall be zealous for my honor.”* If the spouse of Jesus Christ do not take his part, who will take it? Many Doctors, along with St. Basil, teach, that by the words, Amen f say to you, if you ask the Father anything in my name, he will give it you? Jesus Christ promises to hear our prayers, not only for ourselves, but also for others, pro­ vided they do not place a positive obstacle in the way. Hence, in the common prayer, in your thanksgiving after Communion, and your visits to the Blessed Sacrament, you should never omit to recommend to God all poor sinners, infidels, and heretics, and all that live without God. How pleasing to Jesus Christ are the prayers of his spouses for sinners! He once said to the Venerable Sister Seraphina de Capri: “Assist me, O my daughter, to save souls by your prayers.” To Mary Magdalene de Pazzi he said: See, Magdalene, how Christians are in the hands of the devil; unless my elect by their prayers deliver them, they shall be devoured. Hence the saint used to say to her religious: “ My sisters, God has not separated us from the world only for our own good, but also for the benefit of sinners.” And on another occa­ sion she said: “ My sisters, we have to render to God an account of so many lost souls: had we recommended them to God with fervor, perhaps they would not be damned.” Hence we read in her life that she did not allow an hour of the day to pass without praying for sinners. That great servant of God, Sister Stephana de Soncino, for forty years performed severe penances, and offered them all for sinners. Oh ! how many souls are sometimes converted, not so much by the sermons of 1 “Deinceps, ut vera sponsa, meum zelabis honorem.”—Offic. 15 Oct. 2 “Amen, amen, dico vt» dis; si quid petieritis Patrem in nomine meo, dabit vobis.”—John, xvi. 23. 37- Charity towards otcr Neighbor. [ch.xil priests, as by the prayers of religious ! It was once re­ vealed to a preacher that the fruit which he produced was not the effect of his sermons, but of the prayers of a brother who assisted him at the pulpit. Be careful, also, to pray for priests, that they may labor with true zeal for the salvation of souls. IV. Do not neglect to pray for the souls in purgatory. It is not only a counsel, but also (as a learned author says) a duty of holy charity, to pray for these holy souls who stand in great need of our prayers. St. Thomas teaches that Christian charity extends not only to the living, but also to all who have died in the state of grace. Hence, as we are bound to relieve our living neighbors, who require our aid, so we are obliged to succor these holy prisoners. According to St. Thomas, their suffer­ ings surpass all the pains of this life. They stand in need of our assistance, because they cannot assist them­ selves. A certain Cistercian monk appeared after death to the sacristan of his monastery, and said to him: “Assist me by your prayers, for I can obtain nothing for myself.” If all the faithful ought to assist these holy souls, how much more are religious, placed by God in monasteries, which are so many houses of prayer, bound to succor them by their suffrages. Be careful, then, to recommend to God, every day, in all your pray­ ers, these spouses of the Saviour, who ask your assist­ ance. Be not unwilling to offer for them some fasts and other mortifications. Above all, apply to them the masses that you hear, for this affords great relief to these holy souls who, even in their prison, cannot be ungrateful, and will not fail to obtain great graces for us from God, and still greater when they are admitted into heaven. V. From what has been already said, you see how much you stand in need of the virtue of charity, in order to be a saint, and even to be saved. You must practise Charity in Works, SEC. III.] this charity towards all your neighbors, but particularly towards the sisters of your monastery. If you lived in a desert this virtue would not be so necessary. For in order to become a saint in the solitude of a desert it would be sufficient to attend to prayer and penance. But if you have not great charity towards those with whom you live in the cloister, you will commit a thousand de­ fects every day, and will perhaps be lost. Were a vessel in the midst of the ocean tossed by a violent tempest, surely the persons on board would think only of saving one another from shipwreck. Imagine that God has placed you in this monastery as in a ship, where it is your duty to assist one another to escape the shipwreck of eternal death, and to reach heaven, where you hope to be united for eternity in praising God. Be particularly careful to practise charity towards the sick, whether they are choir nuns or lay-sisters. Father Anthony Torres used to say: “ If you wish to know whether the Spirit of God reigns in a Community, ask how the sick are treated.” Hence, when Superior, although of a most amiable disposition, he punished with severity the person who had the care of the sick whenever he was wanting in charity to them. Oh ! how pleasing to God is charity towards the sick ! All relig­ ious that tend to perfection practise this charity, either in choir or in the cells of the sick. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, even though not infirmarian, never omitted (when it was in her power) to assist and serve the sick; and she would say that she desired always to live in a hospital in order to be always employed in an office so pleasing to God. Let it be remembered that the merit of serving the sick is far greater than the merit of serving those who are in health. First, because the sick stand in greater need of assistance. They sometimes find themselves abandoned by all; sometimes tormented by pains, by •__ · 374 Charity toivards our Neighbor, [ch.xii. melancholy, and by fears. Oh, how pleasing is it to God to labor to console them in that state of affliction ! There is greater merit also, because there are greater inconveniences in serving them; in their rooms you find a disagreeable smell, and the gloom of melancholy. Be careful, then, when it is in your power, never to omit to visit a sick companion, even though she be the humblest lay-sister in the monastery. To the lay-sisters you should pay special attention, for they are generally the most abandoned, particularly when their illness is of long duration. Console them, serve them, and even bring them an occasional little present. Do not look for thanks; but bear with their complaints, impatience, and rudeness. The Lord will reward the charity you prac­ tise towards them. It is related in the Chronicles of the Teresians, that St. Isabella of the Angels was seen as­ cending to heaven immediately after her death, carried by angels amid great splendor. And she said to a relig­ ious to whom she appeared, that God had bestowed that great glory on her on account of her charity towards the sick. VI. Lastly, I recommend you, above all, to practise charity towards the sisters who are opposed to you. I am grateful, such a nun says, to all who treat me with kindness. But I cannot bear acts of ingratitude. But, as Jesus Christ says, the infidels are grateful to their benefactors. Christian virtue consists in wishing well to those who hate and injure us. But I say to you, says Jesus Christ, love your enemies, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them that persecute and calumniate you.1 What a horrible thing must it be in a religious who makes mental prayer every day, and communicates frequently, to entertain aversion or rancor towards a sister ! She is 1 “ Ego autem dico vobis; Diligite inimicos vestros, benefacite his qui oderunt vos, et orate pro persequentibus et calumniantibus vos.”— Matt. v. 44. SEC HI.] Charily in IVarhs. 375 even not ashamed to show it; and when she hears others speak of the sister, she endeavors to lessen their esteem for her whenever she can. If she meet the sister, she does not salute her; if the sister speak to her, she turns away. She turns away from a sister, and God turns his back on her. Consider how the Lamb of God must re­ ward such a tiger of hell. But poor and miserable is the nun that lives in a monastery with hatred in her heart ! She shall suffer a hell here and another hereafter; she endures, even in this life, the punishment of the damned, because she is constrained to live always with a person whom she cannot bear to see. But, Father (she replies), this sister is impertinent; it is impossible to bear with her. But it is in bearing with those who are unbearable that the virtue of charity con­ sists. She lessens your character; she thwarts your de­ signs; she even takes away your reputation ; but you, as it perfectly ignorant of her conduct, should force your­ self, not to show the smallest alienation or coldness: whenever occasion requires, speak to her with a serene countenance. If she appear distant with you, salute her before she salutes you, and endeavor to gain her by sweetness. To act in this manner is not baseness, but the most heroic action that you can perform; because it is very pleasing to God. Do not say that her conduct is unreasonable: listen to what St. Teresa says: “ Let her who wishes to bear the cross only when it is reason­ able, return to the world, where such reasons are admit­ ted.” 1 The reason that ought to prevail with you is, to practise charity in order to please God, though you should die of pain. If the sister goes so far as to do you a positive injury, take revenge on her; but let it be the revenge of the saints. What is the revenge of the saints? St. Pau­ linas answers, that “ to love an enemy is heavenly re * 1 Way of Perf. ch. 14. 376 Charity towards our Neighbor. lch. xu venge.”1 The saints have taken revenge by loving, praising, and doing good to all that have done them evil. St. Catharine performed for a long time the offices of a servant for a woman confined by sickness who had charged the saint with a sin against chastity. St. Acaius sold his goods in order to relieve a man who had taken away his reputation. St. Ambrose assigned to an assassin, who made an attempt on his life, a daily sum, sufficient to enable him to live comfortably. Venustanus, governor of Tuscany, through hatred of the faith, ordered the hands of St. Sabinus, bishop, to be cut off. The tyrant feeling a violent pain in one of his eyes, prayed the saint to apply a remedy. The saint offered a prayer to God, and raising his arm, still streaming blood, blessed the tyrant, restored his health, and saved his soul; for, entering into himself at the sight of the miracle, the governor was converted to the faith. St. John Chrysostom relates that St. Meletius, seeing the people prepared to stone to death the governor who conducted him to exile, stretched his arms over him, and thus saved his life. Father Segneri7 also relates that in Bologna there was a lady, whose only son was murdered; the murderer came into her house in order to escape the officers of justice. What did she do ? She concealed him from them; and said to him: Since I have lost my son, you shall henceforth be my son and heir: take this sum of money, and save yourself elsewhere; for here your life is not secure. In answer to such ex­ amples some one may say: These have been saints; I have not strength to imitate their example. Let St. Ambrose answer for me: If you have not strength, ask it of God and he will give it. “ If,” says the saint, “ you are weak, pray: you pray, and God protects you.”4 1 “ Inimicum diligere, vindicta coelestis est.”—Ep. ad Sever. s Crist, istr. p. I, rag. 20, n. 20. 3 “ Si infirmus es, ora; oras, et Dominus te protegit.”—Enarr. in Ps. xxxviii. —«c.. SEC. III.] Charity in Works. 177 He who pardons those who have offended him is secure of forgiveness from God, who says: Forgive, and you shall be forgiven) Blessed Baptista of Verona, a Franciscan nun, used to say: Were I to raise the dead to life, I would not be so certain of being loved by God as I am when I feel inclined to do good to those who have done me evil. Our Lord said to Blessed Angela of Foligno: The strongest proof of a mutual love between me and my servants is the love that they bear to the person who has offended them. If, then, you can do nothing else, at least pray for all who have offended and persecuted you; and recommend them fervently to God, that you may fulfil the command of Jesus Christ: Pray forthem that persecute and calumniate you) Blessed Jane of the Cross prayed continually for those who gave her any displeasure. Hence her sisters in religion used to say: Whoever desires the prayers of Mother Jane must offer some insult to her. St. Elizabeth, Oueen of Hungary, after having prayed for a person who had offended her, heard from God the following words: Know that you never said a prayer more acceptable to me than that which you have just offered, andon account of this prayer I pardon all your sins. Imitate her example, and you shall certainly obtain the pardon and affection of your divine Spouse. Prayer. My Jesus, grant me the gift of Thy love, which will make me embrace all pains and insults in order to please Thee : give me strength to deny myself all things that are not pleasing to Thee, and to accept all that is disagreeable to self-love—sorrows, per­ secutions, loss of relatives, of health, of self-esteem, and all the crosses that shall come from Thee. 1 now accept all from Thy hand : I accept all the troubles of my life, and especially the pains of my death. Grant that I may live only to please Thee; “ Dimittite et dimittemini.”—Luke. vi. 37. 2 “ Orate pro persequentibus et calumniantibus vos.”—Matt. v. 44. ■■■ 3/8 Charity towards our Neighbor. [ch.xil and that at death I may sacrifice my life to Thee, with all the affection of my soul. My God, Thou dost command me not to offend Thee; and I dread an offence against Thee more than death. Thou dost command me to love Thee, and I desire only to love Thee. But I know my weakness. Ah ! assist me continually with Thy grace: do not leave me in my own hands, if Thou dost, I will betray Thee again. I love Thee, 0 my Sovereign Good, and I hope always to love Thee. O Mary, my hope, and my mother, obtain for me the grace to be faithful to God, and to love him as a God of infinite good­ ness deserves to be loved. SEC. IJ Patience in General. 379 CHAPTER XIII. PATIENCE. I. Patience in General. Patience hath a perfect work} Patience is a perfect sacrifice that we offer to God; because in suffering trib­ ulations and contradictions we do nothing but accept from his hands the cross that he sends us. A patient man is better than the valiantI He who suffers with pa­ tience is better than a valiant man. Some are resolute and courageous in promoting and supporting a pious undertaking, but are not patient in bearing adversity: it would be better for them to be valiant in patience than in the works that they undertake. This earth is a place of merits, and therefore it is not a place of repose, but of toils and pains; for merits are acquired not by rest, but by suffering. All those that live here below (whether saints or sinners) must suffer. Some are in want of one comfort, others of another; some have no­ bility, but have not property; others abound in riches, but want nobility; others enjoy nobility and wealth, but have not health. In a word, all, even sovereigns, have occasion to suffer; and because they are the most ex­ alted of mortals their cares and troubles are the most harassing and perplexing. All our good, then, consists in bearing crosses with patience. Hence the Holy Ghost admonishes us not to assimilate ourselves to senseless beasts that break out 1 “ Patientia autem opus perfectum habet.”—Jantes, i. 4. 2 “ Melior est patiens viro forti.”—Prov. xvi. 32. 38° Patience. [CH. XIIL into a rage when they are unable to indulge their appe­ tites. Do not become like the horse and the mule who have not understanding.' What other advantage than to double our misfortunes can we ever derive from giving way to impatience in contradictions ? The good and the bad thief both died on the cross and suffered the same pains; but because the one embraced them with patience he was saved, and because the other bore them with impa­ tience he was damned. St. Augustine says that the same affliction sends the just to glory because they ac­ cept it with peace, and the wicked to fire because they submit to it with impatience.123 It often happens that a person who flies from a cross that God sends him meets with another far more afflict­ ing. They, says Job, that fear the hoary frost, the snow shall fall upon them.2 They who shun the hoar-frost shall be covered with snow. Such a nun may say: Give me any other office, but take from me the one that I hold. But she shall suffer much more in the second office than in the first, and with little or no merit. Be careful not to imitate her: embrace the fatigue and tribulation that God sends you: for you shall thus acquire greater merit, and shall have less to suffer: you will at least suffer with peace, knowing that your sufferings come not from self-will, but from the will of God. Let us be persuaded of the truth of what St. Augustine says, that the whole life of a Christian must be a continual cross.4 The life of religious who wish to become saints must in a spe­ cial manner be a continued series of crosses. St. Greg­ ory Nazianzen says that these noble souls place their 1 “ Nolite fieri sicut equus et mulus, quibus non est intellectus.”_ Ps. xxxi. 9. 2 “Una eademque tunsio bonos producit ad gloriam, malos redigit in favillam.”—Serm. 52, App. E. B. 3 “ Qui timent pruinam, irruet super eos nix.”—Job, vi. 16. 4 “ Tota vita christiani, crux est.”—Sernt. 52, App. E. B sec. i.] Patience in General. w 1 riches in poverty, their glory in contempt, and their delights in the voluntary privation of earthly pleasures. Hence St. John Climacus ' asks: Who is truly a relig­ ious? It is, he says, the nun that offers continual vio­ lence to herself: and when shall this violence cease? When, answers St. Prosper, life shall have an end.’ Then shall the battle cease when the conquest of the eternal kingdom shall be obtained. If you remember to have hitherto offended God, and if you desire to be saved, you should be consoled when you see that God sends you occasions of suffering. St. John Chrysostom writes: “ Sin is an ulcer and chastisement a medicinal iron: therefore the sinner if left unpunished is most miserable.’” Sin is an abscess of the soul: if trib­ ulation do not come to extract the putrid humor the soul is lost. Miserable the sinner who is not punished after his sin in this life. Be persuaded, then, says St. Augustine, that when the Lord sends you suffering he acts as a physician; and that the tribulation that he sends you is not the punish­ ment of your condemnation, but a remedy for your sal­ vation. “ Let man understand,” says the holy Doctor, “ that God is a physician, and that tribulation is a med­ icine for salvation, not a punishment for damnation.” * Hence you ought to thank God when he chastises you; for his chastisements are a proof that he loves you, and receives you into the number of his children. Whoever the Lord loveth, says St. Paul, he chastiseth; and he scourgeth 1 Seal. par. gr. I. 2 “ Tunc finienda pugna, quando succedit secura victoria.”—De Vita cont. 1. i, c. i. 3 “Peccatum, sanies est; pcena, ferrum medicinale; ita peccans, si non puniatur, miserrimus est.”—Ad pop. Ant. horn. 6. 4 “ Intelligat homo medicum esse Deum, et tribulationem medica­ mentum esse ad salutem, non pœnam ad damnationem.”—In Ps. xxi. en. 2. * Patience, [CH. XIIL every son whom he receivethl Hence, St. Augustine says: “ Do you enjoy consolation ? acknowledge a father who caresses you: are you in tribulation ? recognize a parent who corrects you.” 3 On the other hand, the same holy Doctor says: “ Unhappy you, if after you have sinned God exempts you from scourges in this life. It isasign that he excludes you from the number of his children.” ’ Say not, then, for the future, when you find yourself in tribulation, that God has forgotten you; say rather that you have forgotten your sins. He who knows that he has offended God must pray with St. Bonaventure: “ Run, O Lord, run, and wound Thy servants with sa­ cred wounds, lest they be wounded with the wounds of death.” Run, O Lord, and wound Thy servants with the wounds of love and salvation, that they may escape the wounds of Thy wrath and of eternal death. Let us rest assured that God sends us crosses not for our perdition but for our salvation; if we know not how to turn them to our own profit it is entirely our own fault. Explaining the words, the house of Israel is become dross to me, all these are . . . iron and lead in the midst of the furnacei St. Gregory says: “As if God should say,‘I wished to purify them by the fire of tribulation, and sought to make them gold, but in the furnace they have become to me iron and lead.’ ” 5 I have endeavored by the fire of tribulation to change them into gold, but they have been converted into lead. These are the sinners ’ “Quem enim diligit, Dominus castigat; flagellat autem omnem filium quem recipit.”—Hebr. xii. 6. 2 “Gaudes; agnosce Patrem blandientcm. Tribularis; agnosce Pa­ trem emendantem.”—In Ps. liv. 3 “Si exceptus es a passione flagellorum, exceptus es a numero filio­ rum.”—Semi. 46, c. 5. 4 “ Et ferrum et plumbum in medio fornacis . . . facti sunt."— Ezek. xxii. 18. 5 “ Purgare eos per ignem tribulationis volui, et aurum fieri quæsivi; sed in fornace mihi in plumbum versi sunt.”—Pastor, p. 3, adm. 14. sec. i.] Patience in General. 383 who, after having several times deserved hell when visited with any calamity, break out into impatience and anger; they almost wish to treat God as if he were guilty of injustice and tyranny, and even go so far as to say: But, O Lord, I am not the only one who has of fended Thee; it appears that I am the only person whom Thou chastisest: I am weak, I have not strength to bear so great a cross. Miserable man, alas ! what do you say? You say to God, I am not the only one who has offended you. If others have offended God, he will punish them also in this life if he wishes to show mercy to them; but do you not know that, according to the words which God himself spoke by Ezekiel, My indig­ nation shall rest in thee, and my jealousy shall depart from thee, and ... I will be angry no morel the greatest chas­ tisement that God can inflict on sinners is not to chas­ tise them on this earth ? I have no more zeal for your soul, and therefore as long as you live you shall never more feel my anger. But St. Bernard says, “ God’s an­ ger is greatest when he is not angry. I wish, O Father of mercies, that Thou mayest be angry with me.”2 God’s wrath against sinners is greatest when he is not angry with them, and abstains from chastising them. Hence the saint prayed the Lord, saying: Lord, I wish that Thou shouldst treat me with the mercy of the Father of mercies, and therefore I wish that Thou shouldst chastise me here for my sins, and thus save me from Thy everlasting vengeance. Do you say, I have not strength to bear this cross? But if you have not strength why do you not ask it of God ? He has prom­ ised to give his aid to all who pray for it; Ask,and it shall be given you I 1 "Auferetur zelus meus a te, et quiescam, nec irascar amplius.”— Ezek. xvi. 42. 2 "Tunc magis irascitur Deus, dum non irascitur. Volo irascaris mihi, Pater misericordiarum.”—/n Cant. s. 42. 3 “ Petite et dabitur vobis.”—Matt. vii. 7. * 1 V. U 384 Patience. [ch.xiij. When you, dear sister, are visited by God with any infirmity, or loss, or persecution, humble yourself, and say with the good thief, We receive the due reward of our deeds' Lord, I deserve this cross because I have of­ fended Thee. Humble yourself and be comforted: for the chastisement that you receive is a proof that God wishes to pardon the eternal punishment due to your sins. Who will grant me, says Job, . . . that this may be my comfort, that afflicting me with sorrow, he spare not? Let this be my consolation, that the Lord may afflict me and may not spare me here below in order to spare me hereafter. O God ! how can he who has deserved hell complain if the Lord send him a cross. Were the pains of hell trifling, still, because they are eternal, we should gladly exchange them for all temporal sufferings that have an end. But no: in hell there are all kinds of pain—they are all intense and everlasting. And though you should have preserved baptismal innocence and have never de­ served hell, you have at least merited a long purgatory: and do you know what purgatory is ? St. Thomas says123 that the souls in purgatory are tormented by the very fire that tortures the damned. Hence St. Augustine says that the pain of that fire surpasses every torment that man can suffer in this life.4 Be content, then, to be chastised in this life rather than in the next; particu­ larly since by accepting crosses with patience in this life your sufferings will be meritorious; but hereafter you will suffer without merit. Console yourself also in suffering with the hope of paradise. St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say: “To 1 “ Digna factis recipimus.”—Luke, xxiii. 41. 2 “ Et hæc mihi sit consolatio, ut, affligens me dolore, non parcat.”— fob, vi. 10. 3 In 4 sent. d. 21, q. i, a. 1. 4 “ Gravior erit ille ignis, quam quidquid potest homo pati in hac vita.”—In Ps. xxxvii. SEC. I.] Patience in General. gain heaven all labor is small.” And before him the Apostle said: The sufferings of this time are not worthy to be compared with the glory to come, that shall be revealed in ust It would be but little to suffer all the pains of this earth for the enjoyment of a single moment in heaven: how much more, then, ought we to embrace the crosses that God sends us when we know that the short sufferings of this life shall merit for us an eternal felicity. That which is at present momentary and light of our tribulation, worketh for us . . . an eternal weight of glory.’ We should feel not sadness but consolation of spirit when God sends us sufferings here below. They who pass to eter­ nity with the greatest merits shall receive the greatest reward. It is on this account that the Lord sends us tribulations. Virtues, which are the fountains of mer­ its, are practised only by acts. They who have the most frequent occasions of annoyance make the most frequent acts of patience; they who are most frequently insulted make most frequent acts of meekness. Hence St. James says, Blessed is the man that en dut eth temptation ; for when he hath been proved, he shall receive the crown of life.3 Blessed is he who suffers afflictions with peace; for when he shall be thus proved he shall receive the crown of eternal life. This thought made St. Agapitus, martyr, a boy of fif­ teen years, say, when the tyrant ordered his head to be encompassed with burning coals, “ It is very little to bear the burning of my head, which shall be crowned with glory in heaven.’ This thought made Job exclaim: J we have received good things at the hand of God, why 1 “Non sunt condignæ passiones hujus temporis ad futuram gloriam, quæ revelabitur in nobis.”—Rom. viii. 18. 2 “ Momentaneum et leve tribulationis nostræ . . . aeternum gloriæ pondus operatur in nobis.”—2 Cor. iv. 17. 3 ‘‘ Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem; quoniam, cum probatus fuerit, accipiet coronam vitæ.”—fautes, i. 12. 386 Patience, (CH. XiO. should we not receive evil t1 He meant to say, if we have gladly received good things, why should we not also re­ ceive with greater joy temporal evils, by which we shall acquire the eternal goods of paradise ? This thought also filled with jubilation the hermit whom a soldier found singing in a wood, though his body was covered with ulcers so that his flesh was falling to pieces. The soldier said to him: Is it you that were singing ? Yes, I sang, and I had reason to sing; for between me and God there is nothing but the filthy wall of my body. I now see it falling to pieces, and therefore I sing, because I see that the time is at hand when I shall go to enjoy my Lord.’ This thought made St. Francis of Assisi say: “So great is the good which I expect, that to me every pain gives delight.” In a word, the saints feel consoled when they see themselves in tribulation, and are afflicted when they enjoy earthly consolations. We read in the Teresian Chronicles that in reciting these words of the Office: IJ hen wilt thou comfort met1*3 Mother Isabella of the Angels used to say them so fast that she would anticipate the other sisters. Being asked why she did so, she answered: “ I am afraid that God may console me in this life.” To be in tribulation in this world is a great sign of predestination. “To be afflicted here below,” says St. Gregory, “ belongs to the elect, for whom is reserved the beatitude of eternity."4 Hence we find in the lives of the saints, that all, without exception, have been loaded with crosses. This is precisely what St. Jerome wrote to the virgin Eustochia: “Seek," says the holy 1 “ Si bona suscepimus de manu Dei, mala quarc non suscipiamus?" ^-Job, ii. io. ’ Spec. Exempt, dist. q, c. 138. ’ ’· Quando consolaberis me?”—Ps. cxviii. 82. 4 “ Electorum est hic coQtcri, quibus servatur de ætemitate gaudere." —Mor. I. 26, c. 18. SEC. I.) Patience in General. 387 Doctor, “ and you shall find that every saint has been subject to tribulations: Solomon, alone, lived in the midst of delights, and therefore perhaps he was lost." * The Apostle has said that all the predestined must be found like to Jesus Christ: Whom he /oreknew, he also predestined to be made conformable to the image of his Son? But the life of Jesus Christ was a life of continual suffering; hence the same Apostle says: Yet soif we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified with him? If we suffer with Jesus Christ, we shall then be glorified with Jesus Christ. But we shall not be glorified with him unless we suffer with patience like our Saviour, who when he was reviled aid not revile: when he suffered he threatened not? St. Gregory says that as to suffer with patience is a mark of predestination, so to suffer with impatience is a pres­ age of damnation. Hence the Lord tells us that we shall attain salvation only by suffering with patience: In your patience you shall possess your souls? And let us be persuaded that God sends us tribulations only because he seeks our welfare; by them he wishes to detach us from earthly pleasures, which may occasion the loss of our eternal salvation. “The world," says St. Augustine, “ is bitter and it is loved; if it were sweet, how ardently, think you, should it be loved.”" The world is bitter be­ cause all its delights do not content the heart of man, and because they all ultimately terminate in bitterness 1 “Quaere, cl invenies singulos sanctos adversa perpessos; solus in deliciis Salomon fuit, et forsitan ideo corruit.'’ ’ “ Quos praescivit, et praedestinavit conformes fieri imaginis Filii sui.”—Rom. viii. 29. ’ “ Si tamen compatimur, ut et conglorificemur.”—Ibid. 17. 4 “Qui cum malediceretur, non maledicebat; cum pateretur, noo comminabatur.”—1 Pet. ii. 23. 5 “ In patientia vestra, possidebitis animas vestras.”—Luke, xxi. 19. • “ Amarus est mundus, et diligitur; puta, si dulcis esset, qualiter amaretur.”—Serm. 29S, Afp. E. B. Patience. ch. xiil and remorse of conscience; but still it is loved. Imagine, then, says the saint, were it sweet, how intensely should we love it, and how completely would we forget the soul, heaven, and God. To wean an infant, and to give it a horror of taking suck, the mother puts gall on the paps. It is thus God treats us. He makes the very pleasures of this earth become bitter, that, detaching our hearts from them, we may pant after the eternal delights which he prepares in heaven for all those that love him. It was for this end that our loving Saviour came on earth to suffer, that we might not refuse to imitate his example. Christ, says St. Peter, suffered for us, leaving you an example, that you should follow his steps) Behold how he invites us to follow him: If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross and follow me! As if he said. He who wishes not to suffer and refuses the cross, let him cease to pretend to be my disciple, or to expect to follow me to paradise. But the desire of pleasing God is the sublime end which a soul should have in embracing sufferings Ec­ clesiasticus says that some show friendship only in the time of prosperity, and abandon a friend in his adversity: There is a friend for his own occasion, and he will not abide in the day of thy trouble! But the most certain testimony of love is to suffer with cheerfulness for the person loved. The sacrifice most agreeable to God consists in embracing with patience all the crosses which he sends. Charity is patient . . . beareth all things! Love bears all things: external crosses, loss of health, loss of property, 1 “ Christus passus est pro nobis, vobis relinquens exemplum, ut sequamini vestigia ejus.”—i Pet. ii. 21. 2 “Si quis vult post me venire, abneget semetipsum, et tollat crucem suam, et sequatur me.”—Matt. xvi. 24. 3 “ Est enim amicus secundum tempus suum; et non permanebit in die tribulationis.”—Ecclus. vi. 8. 4 " Charitas patiens est, . . . omnia suffert.”—1 Cor. xiii. 4. SEC. I.] Patience in General. 389 of honors, of relatives, of friends: interior crosses, an­ guish, temptations, sorrows, desolation of spirit. By patience virtue is proved. Hence, in the lives of the saints we usually find a description of their patience under afflictions. It is thus the Lord proves our fidelity. The devil tempts us, and God also tempts us. The devil tempts us in order to bring us to perdition, God tempts us in order to prove us: As gold in the furnace he hath proved them} As gold is proved by fire, so God proves the love of his lovers by the fire of tribulation. Hence to be in tribulation is a mark that the soul is dear to God. Because thou wast acceptable to God, said the angel to Tobias, it was necessary that temptation should prove thee} St. Jerome says that when God sends a person an occasion of suffering, he confers a greater favor than if he gave him power to raise the dead to life.3 Because, adds the saint, when we work miracles we are debtors to God, but when we bear afflictions with patience, God is, in a certain manner, our debtor.·1 O God, how is it possible for him who looks at the crucifix, and beholds a God dying in a sea of sorrows and insults; how, I say, is it possible for him, if he loves that God, not to bear with cheerfulness, or even not to desire to suffer every pain for his sake ? St. Mary Mag­ dalene de Pazzi used to say: “ The sharpest pains become sweet when we behold Jesus on the cross.” Justus Lipsius once found himself greatly afflicted with pains: a certain person endeavored to encourage him to bear them with'patience by placing before him the patience of the stoics; bitt he turned to the crucifix and said: 1 “ Tamquam aurum in fornace, probavit illos.”—IVisd. iii. 6. ’ “ Quia acceptus eras Deo, necesse fuit ut tentatio probaret te."— Tbb. xii. 13. 3 “ Quando Deus dat alicui ut mortuos resuscitet, minus dat quam cum dat occasionem patiendi." 4 “ Pro miraculis enim, debitor sum Deo; at pro patientia, debitorem habeo Christum.”—In Phil. hom. A. 390 Patience. [ch. χπι. There is true patience. He meant to say, that the ex­ ample of a God who had suffered so much for the love of us is sufficient to animate us to endure all pain for the love of him. “The ignominy of the cross,” says St. Bernard, “is grateful to him who is not ungrateful to a crucified God.” 1 To him who loves his crucified Saviour pains and opprobrium are agreeable. When St. Eleazar was asked by his virgin spouse, St. Afra, how he could submit to so many insults from the rabble without seek­ ing revenge, he said: “My spouse, think not that I am insensible to these insults; I feel them strongly; but I turn to Jesus on the cross, and continue to look at him until my soul becomes tranquil.” Love, says St. Augus­ tine, makes all things easy." After being wounded with divine love, St. Catharine of Genoa used to say that she knew not what it was to suffer. Although she en­ dured the most grievous pains, she felt none of them, because she regarded them as sent by him who loved her so tenderly. Thus also a good religious of the So­ ciety of Jesus, when God visited him with any pain, sickness, or persecution, used to say within himself : “ Tell me, O pain, sickness, or persecution, who sends you? Does God send you ? Welcome, welcome !” Thus he was always in peace. Let us conclude. Since in this life we must suffer either cheerfully or with reluctance, let us endeavor to suffer with merit, that is, with patience. Patience is a shield that defends us against all the pains arising from persecutions, infirmities, losses, and other afflictions. He who has not this shield, has to bear all these pains. Let us, then, in the first place, ask this patience of God; without asking it we shall never obtain this great gift When afflictions come upon us, let us be careful to do 1 “ Grata ignominia crucis ei qui Crucifixo ingratus non est.”—In Cant. s. 25. 4 “ Omnia fiunt facilia charitati.”—De j\rat. et Grat. c. 69. SEC. I.] Patience in General. 391 violence to ourselves, and not to break out into words of impatience or complaint. The fire that burns in a vessel is soon extinguished when the vessel is closed. To him that overcomethy I will give the hidden manna. When a person does violence to conquer himself in adversity, by instantly embracing the cross that God sends him, oh ! what sweetness does the Lord make him afterwards ex­ perience in the very tribulation that he suffers—a sweet­ ness hidden from men of the world, but well known to souls that love God. St. Augustine used to say, that to enjoy a good conscience in the midst of afflictions is sweeter than to live with a guilty conscience in the midst of delights? Speaking of herself, St. Teresa said: “I have several times experienced that when I generously resolve to do an act, God instantly makes the performance of it pleasant to me. He wishes the soul to feel these terrors in the beginning, that she may have greater merit.” He who resolves to suffer for God, suffers no more pain. Let us read the lives of the saints, and see how they have been enamoured of suffering. St. Gertrude used to say, that so great was her enjoy­ ment in suffering, that no time was more painful than that in which she was free from pain. St. Teresa used to say, that she did not wish to live without suffering; hence she would often exclaim: “ Either to suffer or to die.” St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi went so far as to say: “To suffer and not to die.” When the tyrant was preparing new torments for the martyr Procopius, the saint said to him: “Torment me as much as you please; do you not know that to him who loves Jesus Christ there is nothing more dear than to suffer for Jesus Christ.” 3 1 “ Vincenti dabo manna absconditum.”—Afioc ii. 17. 2 “Jucundius gaudere de bona conscientia inter molestias, quam de mala inter delicias.”—De caiech. rud. c. 16. 3 Surins, S Jul 392 Patience. [CH ΧΙΠ. St. Gordian, as St. Basil relates, being threatened with great torments if he refused to deny Jesus Christ, answered: “ I am sorry that I can die but once for my Saviour, Jesus Christ.” 1 He afterwards intrepidly suf­ fered death. To the tyrant who threatened to make her die in a caldron of boiling pitch, St. Potamiena, virgin, said: I entreat you to let me down into this caldron, not at once, but by degrees, that thus I may suffer more for my Jesus. The tyrant complied with her request: she was let down gradually into the caldron, till the pitch having reached her neck, took away her speech and her life.2 Baronins describes the celebrated martyrdom of three holy virgins, called Faith, Hope, and Charity, who when threatened with torments by the tyrant Antiochus courageously said: Do you not know that to Christians nothing is more desirable than to suffer for Jesus Christ ? St. Faith was first scourged; her breasts were then cut off, she Avas afterwards tormented with fire, and finally beheaded. St. Hope was first beaten with the sinews of an ox; her ribs were then torn with iron combs, and she was afterwards thrown into a vessel of burning pitch. St. Charity was the youngest; she was not more than nine years old; hence the tyrant expected that she would yield through fear of torments. He said to her, My child, be you at least wise, unless you wish to be tortured like your sisters. The holy child answered: You deceive yourself, O Antiochus; all your torments shall not make me forsake Jesus Christ. The tyrant ordered her to be fastened to a rope, and to be cast several times from a height to the ground, until all her bones were dislocated. He then commanded her mem­ bers to be pierced with sharp irons, so that she died exhausted of blood. 1 Victories of Mart., Part I. ch. xxxiii. - Victories of Mart., Part I. ch. xlviii. sec. i.] Patience in General. 393 Let us come to more modern examples. In Japan a certain married woman called Maxentia was subjected to torments for the faith. One of the execu­ tioners wished to alleviate her pains, but she rejected the offer Seeing her continue firm in confessing the faith, one of her persecutors pointed a sword twice to her cheek in order to terrify her; but she said to him: O God, how do you expect to terrify me with that death which I desire? The way to fill me with terror is to promise me life. After these words she stretched her neck to the executioner, and he cut off her head. In Japan, also, Father John Baptist Maciado, of the Society of Jesus, was confined in a damp prison, in which he remained for forty days in such intense pain, that he could not rest by night or by day. From this prison he wrote to another religious: My Father, not­ withstanding all my pains, I would not exchange my condition for that of the first monarch of the earth. From a prison in which he had a great deal to suffer Father Charles Spiniola wrote to his companions: “Oh ! how sweet is it to suffer for Jesus Christ ! I have re­ ceived the news of my condemnation. I pray you to thank the divine goodness for the great gift bestowed upon me.” In the same letter he added: “Charles Spinola condemned for Jesus Christ.” Soon after he was burnt alive on a slow fire. It is said that, in thanks­ giving to God, when he was fastened to the stake, he intoned the Psalm, O praise the Lord, alt ye nations} Thus he died. But how, some one may ask with wonder, were the holy martyrs able to suffer with so much joy? Were they not flesh ? or did the Lord make them insensible to pain ? No, says St. Bernard, their patience and jubila­ tion under suffering, says the saint, were the effect not of insensibility, but of the love which they bore to Jesus 1 “ Laudate Dominum omnes gentes.”—Ps. cxvi. / i 394 Patience. [CH. XIII. Christ; they were not exempt from pain, but through love for their Lord they conquered and despised it.1 That great servant of God, Father Hippolitus Durazzo, of the Society of Jesus, used to say: 11 Let God cost what he will, the price is never too great.” And St. Joseph Calasanctius said, that he who knows not how to suffer for Jesus Christ knows not how to gain Jesus Christ. Ah ' souls that understand the language of love, being convinced that by embracing crosses they please God, know well how to find all their happiness in suffering. Prayer. My crucified Jesus, Thou hast suffered so many sorrows and insults for my sake; Thou hast died in order to gain my love, and I have so often renounced Thy love for nothing. Have mercy on me and pardon me. Blessed be Thy mercy which has borne with me so long and with so much patience. During that time I neither loved Thee nor cared to be loved by Thee. I now love Thee with my whole soul ; and the greatest of all my pains is that which arises from having offended Thee, who hast loved me so tenderly. Yes, this is my greatest pain. But it is a pain that consoles me, because it gives me confidence that Thou hast already pardoned me. Oh ! that I had died rathef than have ever offended Thee. My God, if I have not hitherto loved Thee, I now give myself entirely to Thee. I wish to re­ nounce all things to love only Thee, my Saviour, who art worthy of infinite love. I have sinned enough against Thee. The remainder of my life I wish to spend in loving Thy heart, which is so enamoured of me. Tell me all Thou wishest from me : I wish to do it. Give me strength to execute this wish. I love Thee, O infinite Goodness, I love Thee with my whole heart; and for Thy sake I accept all the pains which Thou shalt be pleased to send me. Mary, my Mother, assist me by thy intercession : in thee I trust. 1 “ Neque hoc facit stupor, sed amor; n.c deest dolor, sed superatur, sed contemnitur.”—In Cant. s. 6i. SEC. Π.] Patience in Sickness. 395 II. Patience in Sickness, Poverty, Contempt, Persecutions, and Spiritual Desolation. i. Patience in Sickness. We must practise patience in sickness. This is the touchstone by which the spirit of a Christian is found to be of gold or of copper. Some are cheerful, patient, and devout as long as they enjoy health, but when visited by sickness they commit a thousand defects: they ap­ pear to be inconsolable; they are impatient to all, even to the person who attends them through charity; they complain of every pain or inconvenience that they suffer; they complain of all,—of the physician, the Superior, the infirmarian,—saying that they are treated with neglect and inattention. Behold, the gold is found to be copper. But, my Father, such a person may say, I suffer so much, and can I not even complain, or tell what I endure? I do not forbid you to make known your pains when they are severe, but when they are trifling it is a weakness to complain of them to all, and to seek sympathy and com­ passion from every one who visits you. And should the remedies prescribed not remove your pains, I wish that you yield not to impatience under them, but that you resign yourself in peace to the will of God. Another may say, But where has charity gone ? Be­ hold how my very sisters forget me, and abandon me on the bed of sickness. I pity you; noton account of your bodily infirmities, but on account of your want of pati­ ence under them, which makes you doubly sick—in body and soul. The sisters forget you; but you have forgot­ ten Jesus Christ, who died abandoned for your sake on the cross. And what profit do you derive from com­ plaining of the sisters? Complain of yourself because you have but little love for Jesus Christ, and therefore have so little patience. St. Joseph Calasanctius used to 396 Patience, [CH. XIII. say: “ If the sick had patience there should be no more complaints.” Salvian writes that there are many per­ sons who, had they good health, could not be saints.1 With regard to saintly women, we know from their published lives that they were almost all continually afflicted with various infirmities. For forty years St. Teresa was not free from pain for a single day. Hence, Salvian adds, that persons dedicated to the love of Jesus Christ are infirm, and wish to continue in their infirmi­ ties.2 Another will perhaps say: I do not refuse sickness, but I regret that on account of my infirmities I am not able to be present in choir, to go to Communion, or to make mental prayer, and that I am a burden to the Community. Allow me to answer all these excuses one by one. i. Tell me, why do you wish to go to the choir in order to recite the Office ? or to the church in order to communicate ? Is it not to please God ? Well, but if it is God’s will and pleasure that you go neither to choir to say the Office, nor to the church to communicate, but that you remain in bed to suffer, why should you be troubled ? Father M. Avila3 wrote to a priest laboring under sickness: “ Friend, do not stop to examine what you would do if you had health, but be content to re­ main sick as long as it shall please God. If you seek the will of God, it matters not whether you are in sick­ ness or in health.” St. Francis de Sales has even said that “ we serve God better by sufferings than by works.” 2. You say that in sickness you cannot make mental prayer, and why can you not make mental prayer? I grant that you cannot apply the mind to reflection, but why can you not look at the crucifix, and offer to your crucified Saviour the pains that you suffer? And what 1 “Si fortes fuerint, sancti esse non possent.”—De Gub, Dei. 1. I. s “ Homines Christo dediti, et infirmi sunt, et esse volunt.” 3 Part 2, Ep. 51. sec. π.] Patience in Sickness, ypi prayer can be better than to suffer, and to resign your­ self to the divine will, uniting your sufferings to those of Jesus Christ, and presenting them to God in union with the sufferings of his Son ? 3. You say that in sick­ ness you are useless, and a burden to the Community. But as you conform yourself to the divine will, so you ought to suppose that your sisters also conform to it, when they see that you are a burden to the monastery, not through your own fault, but by the will of God. Ah ! such desires and complaints spring not from the love of God, but from self-love; for we would wish to serve the Lord not in the manner that pleases him, but in the way that is agreeable to ourselves. Ah ! embrace with peace all the infirmities that God sends you, if you truly wish to please him, and wish at the same time to give good example to your sisters. Oh ! how great the edification given by the religious, who, in spite of all her pains, and even in the danger of death with which she is threatened, preserves a serene countenance, abstains from all complaints against the physician or the sisters, thanks all for their attendance, whether it be much or little, and accepts in the spirit of obedience the remedies applied, however bitter or pain­ ful they may be ! St. Lidwina, as Surius relates, lay for thirty-eight years on a board, abandoned, covered with sores, and tortured by pains: she never complained of anything, but peaceably embraced all her sufferings. Blessed Ilumiliana of Florence, a Franciscan nun, being afflicted with several painful and violent diseases, used to raise her hand to heaven, and say: “ Be blessed, my love, be blessed.” St. Clare was likewise continually sick for twenty-eight years, and the smallest complaint never escaped her lips. St. Theodore, abbot, had a painful ulcer during his whole life, and he would say that the Lord sent it in order to give him occasion to thank God unceasingly, as he was always accustomed 3Ç)S Patience. lch. xiil to do. When we suffer any pain, let us cast a glance at so many holy martyrs, whose flesh was torn in pieces with iron hooks, or burnt with red-hot plates, and let us at the sight of their torments take courage to offer to God the pain by which we are afflicted. Patience under the severity of the seasons accom­ panies patience in infirmities. When cold or heat is in­ tense, some are disturbed and complain, particularly if they have not the clothes or other comforts that they wish for. Be careful not to imitate their example; but bless these creatures as ministers of the divine will, and say with Daniel, O ye fire and heat, bless the Lord. . . . 0 ye cold and heat, bless the Lord.' Above all, we should in the time of sickness accept death should it come, and the death that God wills. And what is this life but a continual tempest, in which we are always in danger of being lost ? St. Aloysius, though he died in the flower of youth, embraced death with joy, saying: “ Now I find myself, as I hope, in the grace of God: I know not what might happen to me hereafter. I therefore gladly quit this earth, if it now pleases God to call me to the other life.” But you will say: St. Aloysius was a saint, and I am a sinner. But listen to the answer of Father M. Avila: Every one who finds himself even moderately well disposed should desire death, in order to escape the danger of losing the grace of God, to which he is always exposed as long as he lives on this earth. What more desirable than, by a good death, to be secure of being no longer able to lose God ! But, you reply, hitherto I have gained nothing for my soul: I would wish to live in order to do something be­ fore I die. But if God calls you at present to the other life, how do you know that for the future you will not be worse than you were hitherto? and that you will not fall into other sins and be lost? 1 “ Benedicite, ignis et æstus Domino; . . . benedicite, gelu et frigus, Domino.”—Dun. iii. 66, 69. SEC. II.] Patience in Poverty. 399 And if we had no other motive, we ought to embrace death with peace when it comes, because it delivers us from the commission of new sins. In this life no one is exempt from all sins—at least from all venial sins. Hence, St. Bernard says: “Why do we desire life, in which the longer we live the more we sin ?” 1 Why do we desire to live, since we know that the greater the number of our days, the more our sins shall be multi­ plied ? Moreover, if we love God, we should sigh to see and to love him face to face in heaven. But, unless death opens the gate to us, we cannot enter into that happy country. Hence the enamoured St. Augustine exclaimed: “ Lord take me out of life, that I may be able to go to see Thee.”2 2. Patience in Poverty. In the second place, it is necessary to practise pati­ ence in the inconveniences of poverty when we are in want of temporal goods. “What,” says St. Augustine, “can be sufficient for him for whom God is not suffi­ cient?”3 They who possess God, though they should want everything else, possess all things. Hence they can say, “ My God and my all.”4 Hence, the Apostle says, that though the saints have nothing, they possess all things: As having nothing, and possessing all things * AVhen, then, you want medicines in sickness, when you want food, or fire in the winter, or clothes, say, My God, Thou alone art sufficient for me; and thus console your­ self. Embrace also the losses of creatures, such as the loss of property, of relatives, of friends. Such a nun loses a ’ “ Cur vitam desideramus, in qua, quanto amplius vivimus, tanto plus peccamus?”—Med. c. 2. 2 “ Eia, Domine ! moriar, ut te videam.”—Solii, an. ad D. c. I. 3 “ Quid tibi sufficit, cui Deus non sufficit?”—Serrn. 105, E. B. 4 “ Deus meus, et omnia.” 5 “ Nihil habentes et omnia possidentes.”—2 Cor. vi. 10. 400 Patience. [CH. XIII. trifle, a book, a wax taper, a medal, and she disturbs the whole monastery, and cannot keep herself in peace. Another is inconsolable at the death of a relative. She gives up mental prayer, she abstains from Communion, she is impatient to all her sisters, she shuts herself up in her cell, she will not take food, and sends away those who come to console her. To such a religious I· would say: Is this the love that you bear to God ? Then it is not true that God is your every good, since it is now manifest, that because you have lost a creature, you no longer enjoy peace, and appear almost to care no more about God? Tell me what advantage do you derive from thus abandoning yourself to melancholy ? Do you imagine that you please the person who has died ? No; you displease God, and also the deceased relative. How much more pleasing would it be to her, if, conforming yourself to the divine will, you endeavored to abstain from weeping and howling, and sought to unite your­ self more closely to God, and to pray for her if she is in purgatory. To shed an occasional tear at the death of a relative is a pardonable weakness of nature; but im­ moderate grief proceeds from weakness of spirit and of the love of God. Holy religious also hear of the death of persons most dear to them; but reflecting that God has willed their death, they instantly resign themselves, and go in peace to pray for them. They then make more frequent meditations and Communions, and unite themselves more to God, hoping to go one day to enjoy him in heaven, along with their deceased relatives. Other nuns, who appear to be the most devout, are not so much afflicted at the loss of relatives and friends as at the loss of their director. They seem as if inclined to complain of God, saying that he has abandoned them by taking away their help and spiritual guide. Oh what folly ! It is God and not a confessor that must make us saints. The Lord certainly wishes that we do sec. ii.] Patience in Contempt and Persecutions. 401 not leave our confessor as long as we have him to point out to us the will of God in our regard. But when God takes him away he will take care to send another, or to supply in some other way. Hence to be disturbed when we are deprived of our ordinary director is not virtue, but an imperfection, and a great imperfection; for the inquietude arises either from earthly attachment, or at least from a want of confidence in God. Let it be your care, dear sister, to remain always detached from your director, and to be prepared to lose him whenever God wishes. And should he leave you, or should God call him to the other life, say with Job: The Lord hath given and the Lord hath taken away ; blessed be the name of the Lord) You can then follow the directions that he has given you though you should have another con­ fessor: however, regulate your conduct, generally, by the advice of your ordinary confessor, who, commonly speaking, may be said to be the most secure guide; be­ cause he is assigned to you by God, and the extraordi­ nary director is chosen by yourself. 3. Patience in Contempt and Persecutions. Thirdly, it is necessary to practise patience in con­ tempt and persecutions. But, you say, I have not failed in anything—why should I receive such an affront ? why should I be persecuted ? This is not the will of God. But do you not know the answer that Jesus Christ gave to St. Peter, Martyr, who complained of being unjustly imprisoned, saying: O Lord, what evil have I done that I should suffer this m’ortification ? Jesus answered from the cross, And what evil have I done that I should be nailed to this cross?3 If, then, my dear sister, your Redeemer has voluntarily embraced death for the love 1 “ Dominus dedit, Dominus abstulit; ... sit nomen Domini bene­ dictum.”—Job, i. 21. 2 Boli. 29 Apr. Vit. c. i. 402 Patience. [ch. χιπ. of you, it is not too much for you to embrace this mor­ tification for the love of him. It is true that God does not will the sin of the person who insults or persecutes you; but he certainly wishes that you bear this contra­ diction for his sake, and also for your own welfare. Although, says St. Augustine, we have not committed the fault that is imputed to us, we have been guilty of other sins that deserve the chastisement we receive, and even far greater chastisement.1 All the saints have been persecuted in this world. St. Basil was accused of heresy before St. Damasus, Pope. St. Cyril of Jerusalem was condemned as a heretic by forty bishops, and was deprived of his see. St. Atha­ nasius was charged with the crime of sorcery, and St. John Chrysostom with sins against chastity. St. Rom­ uald, at the age of more than a hundred years, was accused of an enormous sin, for which some said that he deserved to be burned alive. St. Francis de Sales was charged with an unchaste familiarity with a sec­ ular lady, and remained for three years under the imputation till his innocence was discovered. Of St. Lidwina it is related that one day a woman entered her chamber, and began to insult her in the most atrocious manner; and because the saint preserved her usual tranquillity, the tigress becoming more furious began to spit in her face, and seeing the saint still undisturbed, she screamed like a madwoman. There is no remedy: for, says the Apostle, all who will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution.'1 All who wish to follow Jesus Christ shall be persecuted. If, says St. Augustine, you are unwilling to suffer any per­ secution, tremble lest you have not as yet begun to 1 “ Etsi non habemus peccatum quod nobis objicit inimicus, habemus tamen alterum, quod digne in nobis flagelletur.”—In Ps. Ixviii. s. i. 2 “ Omnes qui pie volunt vivere in Christo Jesu, persecutionem pati­ entur.”—2 Tim. iii. 12. sec. π.] Patience in Spiritual Desolation. 403 serve Jesus Christ. Who more innocent and holy than our Saviour ? And still he was persecuted by men until he died on a cross, covered with wounds, and over­ whelmed with shame. Hence, to animate us to bear persecutions with peace the Apostle exhorts us to keep always before our mind Jesus Christ crucified. Think diligently upon him that endured much opposition from sinners against himself ' Let us rest secure that when we suffer persecution in peace God will take up our defence; and should he ever permit us to remain in dishonor here, he will reward our patience with greater honors hereafter. 4· Patience in Spiritual Desolation. In the fourth and last place, we ought to practise patience in desolation of the spirit, which is the most sensible and the sharpest pain that a soul that loves God can experience on this earth. To a soul assisted by divine consolations, all insults, sorrows, losses, and persecutions are not only not an affliction, but rather a source of consolation, because they give her occasion to offer these pains to her Lord, and by such offerings to unite herself more closely to her beloved. The severest pain of a loving soul consists in seeing herself without devotion, without fervor, without desires, and in finding nothing but disgust and tediousness in meditation and Communion. But, according to St. Teresa, God has the best proof of their love, when without relish, and even with anguish and pain, they persevere patiently in their accustomed exercises. By aridity and tempta­ tions, says the saint, God tries his lovers.’ Blessed Angela of Foligno, finding herself in a state of aridity, complained to God as if he had abandoned her. No, 1 “ Recogitate enim eum qui talem sustinuit a peccatoribus adversum semetipsum contradictionem.”—Hebr. xii. 3. 9 Life, ch. ii. 404 Patience. [CH. ΧΙΠ. daughter, answered our Lord, I now Iovï you more than before, and I bring you nearer to myself. In the beginning, some religious, finding themselves in desolation, imagine that God has abandoned them, or that they are not fit for the way of perfection; thus they leave the road in which they began to walk, begin to give liberty to the senses, and thus los-e all they have done. Be attentive, do not allow yourself to be deceived by the enemy: when you feel aridity, be constant, and omit none of your ordinary exercises of devotion. Hum­ ble yourself, and say that you deserve to be treated in this manner in punishment of your sins. Above all, re­ sign yourself to the divine will, and trust more than ever in God; for that is the time of rendering yourself dear to your divine Spouse. Do you imagine that the saints were always in the enjoyment of consolations and celestial tenderness ? Know that they have spent the greater part of their life in desolation and darkness. And to speak the truth, which I have learned by expe­ rience, I have but little confidence in the soul that abounds in spiritual sweetness without having first passed through the ordeal of internal sufferings; be­ cause it not unfrequently happens that such souls goon well as long as the divine consolations continue, but when tried by aridity they give up all, and abandon themselves to a life of tepidity. But such a nun may say: I do not refuse this cross if it be the will of God; but what afflicts me is that this abandonment maybe the chastisement of my infidelities. But I answer: Let it be a chastisement, as you say; to you in a special manner, I say, that if you have failed by attachment to any creature, God, who is jealous of the heart of his spouses, justly withdraws himself. Let it then be a chastisement; is it not a just one? Is it not the will of God that you accept it? Accept it then in peace, and remove the cause of your desolation, take sec. π.] Patience in Spiritual Desolation. 405 away affections to creatures, take away dissipation of spirit arising from excessive indulgence of the eyes, the tongue, and the ears: give yourself again entirely to God, and he will restore your former fervor. But seek not to be consoled by your former tenderness; but rather ask strength to be faithful to God. Be persuaded that he sends desolation only for our greater profit, and to prove our love. He said to St. Gertrude that he tenderly loves the souls that serve him at their own ex­ pense, that is, in aridity and without sensible sweetness. Love is not proved so much in following one that caresses you as in seeking after him that flies from you. But, says St. Bernard, fear not, O spouse of Jesus, fear not if the Spouse hides his face for a little; know that he does all for your good; he withdraws for your secur­ ity, lest, finding yourself greatly caressed, you begin to despise your companions by esteeming yourself better than they are; he withdraws also that you may desire him with greater ardor, and seek after him with greater solicitude.1 You must in the mean time persevere in your pious exercises, though you should suffer in them the agonies of death: far more painful was the agony which your Spouse suffered in the garden of Gethsemani when he was preparing for death and was praying for you. jBeing in ayony he prayed the longer} Be constant, then, in seeking after your Spouse; he will not delay long to come and console you.1*3 And should he not come to give you consolations and tenderness, be con­ tent with receiving from him courage and strength to love him without the recompense of present delights. 1 “Ne timeas, O Sponsa, si paulisper tibi subtrahit faciem suam; omnia ista cooperantur tibi in bonum; recedit ad cautelam, ne incipias contemnere sodales, ... ut desideratus avidius quaeratur.”—Seal, claust. c. 8. 8 “ Et factus in agonia prolixius orabat.”—Luke, xxii. 43. 3 “ Exspecta illum, quia veniens veniet, et non tardabit.”—Hab. ii. 3. 4o6 Patience. [CH. XIIL God is more pleased with a strong than with a tender love. 5. A Few Practical Counsels. Let us conclude with giving a few practical counsels in order to obtain patience and to practise it under every trial. 1. In general, St. Thomas says, that to reflect on them before they happen is a great help to bear all tribula­ tions with fortitude. Jesus Christ said to his disciples: In the world you shall have distress : but have confidence, I have overcome the world} My children, know that in the world you shall be afflicted and despised; but have con­ fidence in me, who have conquered the world. The rea­ son is, that by reflecting beforehand on tribulation, and embracing it with patience we form to ourselves an idea of it, not as an evil, but as a good conducive to eternal life. Thus the premeditation takes from us the fear of the evil that the tribulation excites. This has been the practice of the saints: they have embraced crosses long before they happened; and thus they have found themselves prepared to bear them in peace when they have come suddenly upon them. Accustom your­ self, then, in mental prayer to embrace the tribulations which are likely to come upon you. 2. And when you imagine it to be impossible for you to suffer such a tribulation (should it happen) pray to the Lord to give you his aid to submit to it in case it occurs, and have confidence in him, saying: I can do all things in him who strengtheneth met And when you do this, doubt not that your prayers will in that case ob­ tain the strength that you do not possess. And how have the holy martyrs obtained courage to bear so many tor1 “ In mundo pressuram habebitis; sed confidite, ego vici mundum.” —John. xvi. 33. ’ “ Omnia possum in eo qui me confortat.”—Phil. iv. 13. sec. ii.] Patience in Spiritual Desolation. 407 ments and deaths the most painful, except by prayer and by recommending themselves to God ? When you find yourself under the cross have recourse instantly to prayer. Zr, says St. James, any of you sad, let him fray} Is any of you afflicted with any tribulation or passion, let him pray, and not cease to pray until he finds the peace of his soul restored. Call upon me in the day of trouble : I will deliver thee, and thou will glorify me? When you are in tribulation invoke my aid, and I will rescue you from difficulties, and you will give glory to me. When a soul in trouble recommends itself to God, he delivers it from the evil which afflicts it, or gives it grace to bear it with patience, and thus it glorifies the Lord. St. Ignatius of Loyola used to say that the greatest evil that could befall him in this world would be the destruction of the society; but he hoped that, even should such a calamity happen, his peace of mind would be restored by a quarter of an hour's mental prayer. 3. Endeavor also, in the time of tribulation, to com­ municate more frequently. The ancient Christians in the time of persecution prepared themselves for mar­ tyrdom by frequent Communion. 4. Be careful to ask advice from your director, or from some other spiritual person; for a word of comfort gives great help to bear the cross with patience. But beware of explaining your trials to imperfect souls: for they will only add to your troubles and confusion, par­ ticularly if you have received an injury, or if you actually suffer persecution. 5. But above all, I say again, have recourse to prayer, have recourse to Jesus in the Most Holy Sacrament, and beg of him to make you in all things conformable to his 1 “ Tristatur aliquis vestrum; oret.”—[<ι> 2 “ Invoca me in die tribulationis; eruam te, ei honorificabis me.”—· 4oS Ραίίcnee. [CH. XIII. holy will. He promises to comfort all who are in tribu * lation when they have recourse to him. Colne to me, all you that labor and are burdened^ and / will refresh you,' Prayer. My God, I offer to Thee the pains of Jesus, Thy Son, in satisfaction for my sins. He is the Lamb whom Thou didst one day behold sacrificed for Thy glory, and for our salvation, on the altar of the cross. For the love of that victim, so dear to Thee, pardon me all the offences, whether grievous or venial, which I have offered to Thee : I am sorry for them all with my whole heart, because by them I have offended Thy infinite goodness. Thou, O my God, dost call me to Thy love: behold I leave all things, and I come to Thee, my treasure and my life. For the love of Thee, I renounce all the goods and honorsand pleasures of the world. I love Thee. O my Sovereign Good, above ever}' other good. Ah ! my Jesus, do not permit me to resist any longer, and to be ungrateful to the tender affection that Thou hast shown me. Ah ! make known to me always more and more the greatness of Thy goodness, that I may be enamoured of Thee, who art infinitely amiable. Thou hast shown Thyself enamoured of my soul, and shall I be able to love anything but Thee? No, my Redeemer; for Thee only do I wish to live, Thee only do I wish to love. O Mary, my mother, assist me, and obtain for me grace to be faithful to this my promise. III. Patience in Temptations. Dear sister in the Lord, your past life does not con­ cent either God or yourself; if death came upon you at present, you should certainly die discontented. But since, as I hope, you have resolved to serve him better for the future, prepare yourself to combat with tempta­ tions. Behold the admonition of the Holy Ghost : Sony 1 “ Venite ad me omnes, qui laboratis et onerati estis, et ego reficiam vos.”—Matt. xi. 28. sec. ni.] Patience in Temptations. 409 when thou contest to the service of God, statui in justice and in fear, and prepa re thy soul for temptation.1 And remember that, as the prophet says,’ religious are the most accept­ able food to the devil. The enemy labors more to gain one religious than a hundred seculars. And why? First, because by making a spouse of Jesus Christ become one of his slaves he gains a greater triumph. Secondly, because by bringing a nun into sin he gains more than one, because by her bad example she will probably draw others with her. On the other hand, the Lord usually permits souls that are most dear to him to be most severely tormented by temptations. While he lived in the solitude of Palestine, in prayer and penitential works, St. Jerome was greatly afflicted with temptations: behold how he himself described them !— “I was alone, and my heart was full of bitterness; my dried and withered members were covered with a sack. My skin became as black as that of a Moor; the hard ground was my bed, which served rather to give pain than rest; my food was very scanty: and still my heart was inflamed against my will with bad desires. I had no other refuge than to have recourse to Jesus, and to implore his aid.” 1 234 The Lord permits us to be tempted for our greater good. First, that we may be more humble. Ecclesiasti­ cus savs: What doth he know that hath not been tried? * J What does he who has not been tempted know? In truth, no one is better acquainted with his own weak­ ness than the man that is tempted. St. Augustine re­ marks, that St. Peter, before he had been tempted, pre­ sumed on his own strength, boasting that he would 1 0 Fili,.accedens ad servitutem Dei, . . . præpara animam tuam ad tentationem.”—Eteins. ii. I. 2 “ Cibus ejus electus.”—Habac. i. ιό. 3 Ep. ad Eustoch. 4 “Qui non est tentatus, quid scit?”—Ecclus. xxxiv. 9. 410 Patience. (CH. XIII. have constancy to embrace death rather than deny Jesus Christ; but when tempted he miserably denied his master, and then he became sensible of his weak­ ness.' Hence, having favored St. Paul with celestial revelations, our Lord, in order to preserve him from vain glory, wished him to be molested with an importu­ nate temptation against chastity, which is of all temp­ tations the most humiliating to man. And, says the saint, lest the greatness of the revelations should exalt me, there was given me a sting of my flesh, an angel of Satan, to buffet met1 Secondly, the Lord permits us to be tempted in order to make us rich in merits. Many religious are disturbed by scruples, on account of the bad thoughts that molest them. But they are disturbed in vain; for it is certain that the consent to evil, but not evil thoughts, is a sin. Temptations, however violent they may be, leave no stain on the soul when they happen without any fault of ours, and when we drive them away. St. Catharine of Sienna and Blessed Angela of Foligno were strongly tempted against chastity, but the temptations increased rather than diminished their purity. Every time the soul conquers a temptation she gains a degree of grace, for which she shall be afterwards rewarded with a de­ gree of glory in heaven. Hence we shall receive as many crowns as we resist temptations. “ As often,” says St. Bernard, “as we conquer, we are crowned.”5 And our Lord said to St. Matilda: “ He who is tempted, places as many gems on my head as he overcomes temptations.” In the Cistercian Chronicles it is related that a certain monk was one night greatly molested1 23 1 “ Petrus, qui ante tentationcm præsumpsit de se, in tentatione didicit se.7’—In Ps. xxxvi. s. I. 2 “ Et ne magnitudo revelationum extollat me, datus est mihi stimu­ lus camis meæ, angelus Satanæ, qui me colaphizet.”—2 Cor. xii. 7. 3 “ Quoties restiteris, toties coronaberis.”—In Quadr. s. 5. sec. in.] Patience in Temptations, 411 with unchaste temptations, which he overcame. A laybrother had a vision, in which he saw a most beautiful young man handing to him a crown of gems, saying, Go to such a monk, and bring him this crown, which he has gained this night. The lay-brother related the vision to the abbot, who sent for the monk that had been tempted. When the abbot heard from him the resist­ ance that he had made against the temptations, he understood the reason why the Lord had prepared so great a reward for him in heaven. The divine mother revealed to St. Bridget that for the violence that the saint had done to herself, in order to banish bad thoughts, our Lord would give her a reward, although the thought remained in her mind.1 And God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that which you are able, but will make also with the temptation issue, that you may be able to bear it} St. Jerome says, that to a ship no tempest is more dangerous than too long a calm. He meant to say, that the tempest of temptation prevents a man from rotting in sloth, and makes him unite himself more closely to God, by turn­ ing to him to ask his graces, by renewing good pur­ poses, by making good acts of humility, of confidence, and of resignation. In the lives of the ancient Fathers we read that to a certain young man who was con­ stantly and severely assailed by carnal temptations, his spiritual Father, seeing him in great affliction, said: Son, do you wish me to pray to God to deliver you from so many temptations, which do not allow you to live an hour in peace? The young man answered, No, my Father; for though I am greatly molested by these temptations, I derive great advantage from them, for with the divine aid I thus make continual acts of virtue. 1 “ Tunc ille conatus reputabitur tibi pro corona.”—Rev. 1. 6, c. 94. 5 “ Fidelis autem Deus qui non patietur vos tentari supra id quod potestis, sed faciet etiam cum tentatione proventum.”—1 Cor. x. 13. 41 2 Patience. [CH. XII . I now pray more than I did before, I fast more fre­ quently, I watch more, I endeavor to practise greater mortifications of my ✓ rebellious flesh. It is better for you to pray to God that he may assist me by his grace to bear these temptations with patience, and thus to advance in perfection. Such temptations, then, we should not desire; but we ought to accept them with resignation, believing that God permits them for our greater good. The Apostle, when molested by similar temptations, several times implored the Lord to deliver him from them. But God answered: My grace is suffi­ cient for thee. For which thing thrice I besought the Lord that it might depart from me. And he said to me : My grace is sufficient for thee : for power is made perfect in infirmity) You will say: But St. Paul was a saint. And St. Augus­ tine answers: By what means, think you, did the saints resist temptations ? Was it by their own strength, or by the power of God?12 The saints have trusted in God, and thus have conquered. Hence the holy Doctor adds: Do you also abandon yourself into the hands of God, and fear not. He who placed you in the combat will not leave you alone, neither will he abandon you to perdition.3 But let us come to what is practical, and see with what arms we must fight in order to escape defeat. I. The first, the principal, and I may say the only, and absolutely necessary means for conquering temptations, is to have recourse to God by prayer. Speaking of the necessity of humility, in order to be true disciples of Jesus Christ, St. Augustine says: ‘ If you ask what holds 1 “ Propter quod ter Dominum rogavi, ut discederet a me; et dixit mihi: Sufficit tibi gratia mea.”—2 Cor. xii. 8. s“ An isti in semetipsis possunt, an non in Domino?”—Conf. 1. 8, C. II. 3“ Projice te in eum noli metuere: non se subtrahet ut cadas.”—Loco cit. sec. ιπ.ι Patience in Temptations. 413 the first place in the discipline of Christ, I will answer, Humility. What is the second? Humility. What is the third ? Humility. And as often as you ask, so often shall I give the same answer.” Now, were you to ask what are the means of overcoming temptations, I would answer, The first means is prayer; the second is prayer; the third is prayer; and should you ask me a thousand times, I would always repeat the same. This means is particularly necessary for conquering temptations against purity; these, as the Wise Man says, are overcome only by recommending ourselves to God. And as 1 knew that I could not otherwise be continent except God gave it, ... I went to the Lord and besought him} As soon as I knew that I could not obtain continence un­ less God gave it, I went to the Lord and asked it from him. Hence, St. Jerome has written, “As soon as lust assails us, let us instantly say: Lord, assist me; do not permit me to offend you.”3 Thus the Abbot Isaias ex­ horted his disciples always to repeat in such tempta­ tions: Incline unto my aid, O God! 3—and he would add, that this is a secure defence. He had just reason to say so; for God cannot violate his promises to hear all who pray to him: Cry to me, and I will hear thee} Call upon me: . . . I will deliver thee} Ask, and it shall be given you ; seek, and you shall find} For every one that asketh, recciveth} You shall ask whatever you will, and it shall be done unto you} In the book of the Sentences of the Fathers’ it is 1 “ Ut scivi quoniam aliter non possem esse continens, nisi Deus det, . . . adii Dominum, et deprecatus sum illum.’’—fVisd. viii. 21. 2 “Statim ut libido titillaverit sensum, erumpamus in vocem: Domi­ nus, auxiliator meus.”—Æ/. ad Etistoch. 3 “ Deus in adjutorium meum intende.”—Ps. Ixix. 1. 4 “ Clama ad me, et exaudiam te.”—Jer. xxxiii. 3. 5 “ Invoca me in die tribulationis; eruam te.”—Ps. xlix. 15. * “ Petite, ct dabitur vobis; quærite, et invenietis.”—Matt. vii. 7. ’ “Omnis enim qui petit, accipit.”—Luke. xi. 10. 8 “ Quodcumque volueritis, petetis, et fiet vobis.”—John, xv. 7. 9 Vit. Pair. 1. 3, η. 35. 414 Patience. (ch. xiii. written that St. Pachomius related to his disciples that he once heard the devils discoursing together; one of them said: My monk, when I tempt him, listens to nie he does not turn to God, and therefore I make him fall frequently. Another complained that he could do nothing with his monk, because he instantly asked help from God, and thus was always victorious. Hence, brethren, concluded the holy abbot, resist temptations by always invoking the name of Jesus. But this must be done immediately, without listening to or arguing with the temptation. Another monk, as we find in the lives of the Fathers,1 complained to an aged Father of being continually tempted to impurity; the good old man prayed for him, and learned by revelation that the monk did not turn away instantly from the temptation, but used to stop to look at it. The Father corrected him for this fault, and the monk was not molested after­ wards as much as before. “While the enemy is small,” says St. Jerome, “kill him.”2 A lion when small is easily killed, but not when he has become large. Un­ chaste temptations mùst be instantly shaken off, as we shake from the hand the sparks that fty from the fire The best means of conquering them is, as I have said, to turn away from them, without listening to them. Were a queen tempted by a negro slave, what would she do? Would she not indignantly turn away without giving him an answer? Be careful to act in this manner if the devil should molest you; turn away without answering him, and invoke the name of Jesus and of Mary; and if you do this, you will be always sure of not falling into sin. St. Francis de Sales says: “The instant you feel any temptation, imitate children, who, when they see a wolf, run into the arms of their father or mother, or at 1 Vit. Patr. n. 13. « “ Dum parvus est hostis, interfice.”—Ep. ad Eustoch. SEC. III.] Patience in Temptations. 415 least cry out to them for assistance. Do you in like manner run with filial confidence to Jesus and Mary.” In temptations it is also very useful to make the sign of the cross. St. Augustine says: “ All the machinations of the devil are reduced to nothing by the power of the cross.” 1 By giving his life on the cross, Jesus destroyed the powers of hell; and therefore at the sign of that sacred symbol all the machinations of the devil vanish. St. Athanasius relates of St. Anthony, that when the devils assailed him he instantly armed himself with the sign of the cross, and, thus armed, would say to them. Of what use is it to labor to injure me when I am rendered secure by this sign, and by the confidence I have in my Lord?’ St. Gregory Nazianzen relates what is still more wonderful, that Julian the apostate, know­ ing the virtue of the sign of the cross, used, when terri­ fied by the devils, to make that holy sign, and the devils would be put to flight.123 II. The second means of conquering temptations is to humble yourself, and to distrust your own strength. To make us humble, the Lord often permits us to be assaulted with temptations, and even frequently with temptations the most shameful. Hence, when we see ourselves thus molested, let us humble ourselves and say: I deserve to be thus tormented for the offences I have hitherto offered to you. In the lives of the Fathers, it is related that a virgin and anchoret called Sara was cruelly persecuted in the desert by the spirit of impurity. She never asked God to deliver her from the temptation, but humbled herself, and constantly implored strength. The more violently the devil tempted her, the more she 1 “ Omnia dæmonum machinamenta (virtute Crucis) ad nihilum redigit (Christus).”—Sertn, 247, App. E. B. 2 Vit. B. Ant. c. 8. 3 “Ad Crucem confugit, eaque adversus terrores consignat.”—Zn Julian, orat. I. 4ΐό Patience. [CH Kill. labored to humble herself, and to supplicate the divine aid. Finally, the enemy, not being able to make her fall into sins of impurity, endeavored to tempt her to vainglory. Hence he said with a loud voice: Sara, you have conquered, you have conquered. The humble servant of God answered: No, wicked spirit, I have not conquered you, but Jesus my God has conquered you.’ Thus let us humble ourselves, and at the same time let us have recourse with confidence to God, who pro­ tects all that hope in him. He is the protection of all thaï trust in him? He himself has promised to deliver all those that hope in him. Because he hoped in me, I wHl de­ liver him? When, then, we find ourselves tortured by temptations, and fears of losing God, let us say with great courage: In thee, O Lord, have I hoped: let me never be confounded? In thee, O Lord, have I placed my hopes: do not permit me ever to be confounded, or to incur thy enmity. I saywith great courage; for, according to St. Teresa, when the devils see themselves despised, they remain powerless? And when the enemy represents the great difficulty· of doing what is necessary to become saints, let us say, with diffidence in ourselves, but with confidence in God: I can do all things in him who strengtheneth me? I can do nothing of myself, but I can do all things with the aid of my Lord. III. The third means of overcoming temptations is, to make them known to your spiritual Father. Thieves, when discovered, take flight. Hence, St. Philip Neri used to say, that a temptation disclosed is half com quered. St. Antonine relates7 that Brother Ruffinus, 1 Vit. Pair. 1. 5, libell. 5, n. n. I 2 “ Protector est omnium sperantium in se.”—Ps. xvii. 31. 3 “ Quoniam in me speravit, liberabo eum.”—Ps. xc. 14. 4 “ In te, Domine, speravi; non confundar in aeternum.”—Ps. xxx. 2. 5 Life, ch. 25. 6 “ Omnia possum in eo qui me confortat.”—Phil. iv. 13. ’ Hist. p. 3, tit. 24, c. 7. § 7. SEC. III.] Patience in Temptations. 1 the companion of St. Francis, was assailed by a strong temptation to despair, and to believe that all he did was lost. The afflicted brother concealed the temptation from his Superior, St. Francis; it became more violent, and one day the devil appeared to him in the form of Jesus crucified, and said to him, Know that you and Francis, and all your followers, are damned. Hence, Ruffinus regarded himself as lost. This was revealed to St. Francis, who sent for him; but Ruffinus refused to come; at length he went to the saint and disclosed the temptation. The saint ordered him to despise it. The devil returned, but seeing himself treated with contempt, he fled. And afterwards Jesus crucified appeared to him, and assured him that he was in the state of grace. IV. The fourth means, which is a very important one, of relieving one’s self from temptations is to avoid the occasions of them. St. Basil says’ that God assists the man who is engaged in the contest against his own will; but he who voluntarily places himself in the battle, does not deserve compassion, and is therefore abandoned by God. And, before him, Ecclesiasticus said: He that Itreeth danger, shall perish in it? He that loves danger, and goes in search of it, shall perish in it: nor is it of any use to hope for aid from God; to trust in God, and to expose one’s self voluntarily to the occasion of sin, is not a holy but a rash confidence, which merits chastisement. very important admonitions. i. It is necessary to remark that we must conquer some temptations by contrary acts; for example, temp­ tations to revenge must be overcome by seeking to do good to those who have offended you; temptations to vanity by humbling ourselves; to envy by rejoicing at the good of others; similar temptations must be con1 Const. Mon. c. 4. 2 “Quiamat nericulum, in illo peribit.”—JEcclus. iii. 27. 27 I 41S Patience. [CH. XIII. quered in the same manner. But it is better to resist other temptations, such as those against faith, or against chastity, or to blasphemy, by despising them, and by making good acts indirectly opposed to the temptations, such as acts of confidence, of contrition, of charity. St. John Climacus relates * that a certain monk was greatly tormented with blasphemous temptations. The miser­ able man was all in confusion: he went to a good Father, and told him all the execrable blasphemies that passed through his mind. Have confidence, said the Father, I take on myself all these sins; do not think of them any more. The monk followed the advice, and his peace of mind was restored. But with regard to temptations against chastity, it is not advisable for timorous souls to contend directly with the bad thought, saying and repeating, I will not do it, I will not consent to it. For by endeavoring to make these contrary acts, the image of the bad objects presented to the mind becomes more vivid, and thus the struggle is longer and more severe. It is better to renew, in general, the purpose of dying a thousand times rather than offend God. It is also useful to renew your vows, particularly the vow of chastity: you must, then, instantly turn to God for help, making acts of hope and love, as has been already said, and frequently invoking the most holy name of Jesus and of Mary. 2. Secondly, it is necessary to remark that the most dangerous temptations are those that come under the appearance of good, so that a soul, without perceiving it, may find that she has fallen over some precipice. This may easily happen to spiritual persons in partic­ ular. “ A good man,” says St. Bernard, “ is never de­ ceived except by the similitude of good.”2 The devil 1 Seal. far. gr. 23. s “ Nec unquam bonus, nisi boni simulatione, deceptus est.”—In Cant. s. 66. •I sec. in.j Patience in Temptations. 419 deceives souls that have a good intention only by the appearance of good. St. Bonaventure relates’* that there was a brother so attached to silence that he would not speak even in confession, but wished to explain his sins by signs. The minister-general, in presence of St. Francis, bestowed great praise on the brother for his exact observance of silence. But the saint said: My Father, you deceive yourself: command him to confess his sins twice a week. The minister imposed the pre­ cept, but the brother refused to obey, and became so obstinate on this point, that on account of his disobedi­ ence he in the end abandoned the religious state. Still more dangerous would be the temptation which would induce a religious to entertain too great an affec­ tion for the spiritual Father or for any other person, be­ cause she considers him to be a saint. The devil per­ suades her that the relations of direction or of friend­ ship to such a one will be conducive to high perfection. He inspires her with an ardent desire to have such, an advantage, and she does all that she can to secure it. After this the enemy begins by causing to arise in her heart an affection that appears to be altogether spiritual; then follow mutual confidence, familiarity; then the license of tender words; and finally all ends in allowing themselves to be seduced into base actions or sacrilegious desires. But of this we have already spoken.3 I conclude by repeating, that, to overcome temptations, all the means explained in this chapter are very good, but the first, and the one that is absolutely necessary, is to have recourse to God by prayer that he may give us light and strength to conquer. Without asking the divine aid, it is impossible to overcome temptations; and if we ask it we shall certainly be victorious. Frais1 Vit. S. Franc, c. n. , . , j i I |j 2 Page 293. * ' OIM II 1 420 ' Patience. [ch. xin. ing, I luiII call upon the Lord ; and / shall be saved from my enemies.1 Prayer. Ah ! my God, I will no longer resist the love that Thou dost entertain for me. This love made Thee bear me with so much patience when I offended Thee. Ah ! my Jesus, through Thy merits do not permit me ever more to offend Thee. O make me cease to be ungrateful to Thee, or make me cease to live. I see that Thou dost wish me to be saved, and I wish to be saved, that I may go to sing Thy mercies for eternity in heaven. Lord, do not abandon me. I know that Thou wilt never abandon me if I do not first abandon Thee; but past experi­ ence makes me afraid of mjr weakness. Ah ! through the pain­ ful death that Thou didst one day suffer for me on the cross, give me strength in my temptations, and especially the grace to have immediate recourse to Thee. I love Thee, O infinite good­ ness, and I hope to love Thee always. Ah! bind me with the sweet chains of Thy love, that my soul may never more be sep­ arated from Thee. O Mary, thou art called the mother of perseverance; this great gift is dispensed through thee; thee I ask to obtain it for me: through thy intercession I certainly hope for it. 1 “ Laudans invocabo Dominum, et de inimicis meis salvus ero.”— Ps. xvii. 4. SEC. 1.) Merit of Resignation. 421 CHAPTER XIV. resignation to the will of god. The Merit of Resignation to the Divine Will. St. John Chrysostom says that all the perfection of the love of God consists in resignation to the divine will. As hatred divides the wills of enemies, so love unites the wills of lovers, so that each wishes only what the other desires. “True friendship of persons con­ sists in wishing and not wishing the same thing,”1 says St. Jerome to Demetriades. Hence the Wise Man says: They that are faithful in love shall rest in him? Souls that are faithful in loving God acquiesce in all that he wills. Since nothing is more dear to us than self-will, the sacrifice of it is the most acceptable offering we can present to the Lord. This is the sacrifice that God himself continually asks of us with so much earnestness. My son, give me thy heart? Son, give me your heart, that is, your will. Nothing else that we offer to God can content him as long as we reserve our own will. I ex­ plain myself by this example: If you had two servants, one of whom labored continually, but always according to his own will; the other performed less work, but was obedient to all your directions,-—you would certainly en­ tertain a great regard for the latter, and little or no es­ teem for the former. Oh ! how often do we deceive ourselves by desiring to engage in certain undertakings 1 “ Eadem velle et eadem nolle, firma amicitia est.”—Ep. ad Demetr. 1 “ Fideles in dilectione acquiescent illi.”—Wisd. iii. 9. s “Praebe, fili mi, cor tuum mihi.”—Prov. xxiii. 26. 42 2 Resignation to God's Will. [ch.xiv. in order to please ourselves without seeing that they are not conformable to the divine will. How often do we act through self-love, saying: But what I wish to do is conducive to the glory of God. But let us be persuaded that the greatest glory that we can give to God is to conform ourselves to his divine will. Blessed Henry Suso used to say: “God is not so much glorified when we abound in lights and spiritual consolations as when we submit to the divine will and pleasure.” Hence Blessed Stephana of Soncino saw among the seraphim certain souls whom she had known on earth; and she learned by revelation that they had attained that sublime elevation by the perfect union of their will in this life with the win of God. All the malice of sin consists in wishing what God does not will; for then, says St. Anselm, we in a certain manner endeavor to rob God of his crown.1 He who wishes to follow his own will against the will of God takes, as it were forcibly, from God his crown; for as the crown belongs only to the sovereign, so to do his own will (without dependence on others) belongs to God only. Samuel said to Saul that to refuse to con­ form to the divine will is a species of idolatry. It is like the crime of idolatry to refuse to obey.'1 It is called idolatry because, in refusing to conform to the divine will, man, instead of adoring the will of God, adores his own will. Now, since all the malice of a creature consists in con tradicting the Creator, so all the goodness of the crea­ ture consists in a union with the will of the Creator. He who conforms himself to the divine will becomes, as the Lord said of David, a man according to God’s own heart. I have found David ... a man according to my own 1 “ Cum homo vult aliquid per propriam voluntatem, Deo aufert quasi suam coronam; sicut enim corona soli regi competit, sic propria «voluntas soli Deo.”—De Similit. c. 8. ’ “ Quasi scelus idololatriæ, nolle acquiescere.”—i Kïngs, xv. 23. SEC. I.] Merit of Resignation. 423 heart, who shall do all my wills.' The Lord also says: a soul that is conformed to my will shall have for her name my will. Thou shall be called my pleasure in it? Yes, for in this happy soul, because self-will is dead, only the will of God lives. Ah ! happy the soul that can always say with the sacred Spouse: My soul melted when he spoke? My soul melted as soon as my beloved spoke. Why does she say melted I Listen: what is rendered liquid no longer re­ tains its own shape, but takes the form of the vessel in which it is contained. Thus, loving souls do not retain their own wills, but conform them to whatever their be­ loved wills. This conformity implies a will docile and pliant in all things pleasing to God, compared with the obdurate will that resists the divine will. An instru­ ment is said to be a good one when it is obedient to the person that employs it; if it refuse to obey, of what use is it? For example, were a pencil to resist the hand of the painter,—if, when drawn to the right, it should turn to the left; if, when drawn downwards, it should seek to move upwards,—what would the painter do? Would he not instantly cast it into the fire? Some place their sanctity in works of penance, others in frequent Communion, others in reciting many vocal prayers. But, no: St. Thomas says that perfection con­ sists not in these things, but in submission to the divine will. “The perfection of the human soul consists in its subjection to God.”4 Works of penance, prayers, Com­ munions, are good, inasmuch as God wills them; hence they serve only as means to unite us to the divine will. 1 “ Inveni David, filium Jesse, virum secundum cor meum, qui faciet omnes voluntates meas."—Acts, xiii. 22. 2 “ Vocaberis voluntas mea in ea.”—Is. Ixii. 4. 3 “ Anima mea liquefacta est, ut locutus est."—Cant. v. 6. 4 “ Per hoc quod Deum honoramus, mens nostra ei subjicitur; et in hoc ejus perfectio consistit.”—2. 2, q. 8t, a. 7. 424 Resignation to Gods JI ill. [CH. XIV. But all perfection and sanctity consists in doing the will of God. In a word, the divine will is the rule of all goodness and virtue. Because it is holy, it sanctifies all, even the most indifferent actions, when they are done to please God. The will of God is your sanctification' says the Apostle. The accomplishment of the divine will is the sanctification of *vour souls. I know well that men cheerfully conform to the will of God in prosperity, but are afterwards unwilling to submit to it in adversity. But this is great folly; for they thus suffer doubly and without merit from the evils that befall them, since, whether they wish or wish not, the will of God shall be accomplished. My counsel shall standy and all my will shall be done? When, then, a person in sickness does not accept his pains with patience, but gives way to anger, and complains of every one, what does he do? Does he by his impatience get rid of his pains? No: on the contrary, he increases them, be­ cause by resisting the will of God he loses his peace, and still endures the same pains. Who hath resisted him, and hath had peace V But were he to embrace his suffer­ ings in peace, he would feel his pains less sensibly, and would derive consolation from the thought of pleasing God, by accepting crosses from his divine hands. Oh ! what pleasure does he give to the Lord, who in the time of tribulation says with David: / was dumb, ami I opened not my mouthy because thou hast done it.' My God, I have shut my mouth, and have not dared to speak, be­ cause I know that Thou hast done it. No; there is no one that is better able than God to promote our welfare, or that loves us more than our Creator. And let us be 1 “ Voluntas Dei, sanctificatio vestra.”—I Thess. iv. 3. - “ Consilium meum stabit, et omnis voluntas mea fiet.”—Is. xlvi. 10. 3 “ Quis restitit ei, et pacem habuit Τ'—Job, ix. 4. 4 “Obmutui, et non aperui os meum, quoniam tu fecisti.”—Ts. xxxviii. 10. SEC. I.] Merit of Resignation, 425 persuaded that whatever he does, he does for our good, and because he loves us. Many things appear to us to be misfortunes, and we call them misfortunes; but if we understood the end for which God sends them, we should see that they are graces. It appeared a calamity to King Manasses to be deprived of his kingdom, and to be made a slave of the prince of the Assyrians: but these misfortunes were blessings; for after his downfall he returned to God, and did penance for the wickedness of his life. And after that he was in distress, he prayed to the Lord his God; and did penance exceedingly before the God of his fathers.' We labor under a vertigo, and therefore many things appear to us to go to ruin; and we know not that it is our giddy head that makes them appear to us different from what they are in reality. Such a nun may say: How does it happen that everything goes astray with me? No, sister, but you go astray: your will is crooked; for all that happens comes from God. He does all for your welfare, but you know it not. And whom can we ever find more solicitous for our welfare and for our salvation than God? To make us understand this truth, he likens himself at one time to a shepherd, going through the desert in search of his lost sheep;' at another to a mother who cannot forget her own child. Can a woman forget her infant, so as not to have pity on the son of her womb? Again, to a hen gathering and sheltering her chickens under her wings, that they may suffer no injury : Jerusalem, Jerusalem, . . . how often would I have gathered together thy children, as the hen doth gather her chickens under her wing, and thou wouldst not? In a word, 1 “ Qui. postquam coangustatus est, oravit Dominum Deum suum, et egit poenitentiam valde coram Deo.”—2 Par. xxxiii. 12. u Luke, xv. 4. 3 “ Numquid oblivisci potest mulier infantem suum, ut non misereatur filio uteri sui?”—/$. xlix. 15. 4 “ Jerusalem, Jerusalem! . . . quoties volui congregare filios tuos, quemadmodum gallina congregat pullos suos sub alas, et noluisti 1”— Matt, xxiii. 37. 426 Resignation to God's Will. [CH. XIV. according to David, God surrounds us with his good-will, in order to save us from all the assaults of our enemies. Lord, thou hast crowned us with a shield of thy good will! Why, then, do we not abandon ourselves entirely into the hands of this good Father? Would it not be folly in a blind man, placed in the midst of precipices, to reject the guidance of a father who loves him, and to follow the way suggested by his own caprice? Happy the soul that permits itself to be conducted in the way in which God leads it. Father St. Jure2 relates that a certain young man, desirous of entering the So­ ciety of Jesus, was rejected because he had only one eye. Who would not have said that the defect was a great misfortune to the poor young man ? But that defect was the occasion of the happiest end that he could meet; for on account of it he was received into the Society only on the condition that he would consent to go on the Indian mission. He went to India, and had the happiness of dying for the. faith. The Venerable Bal­ thazar Alvarez used to say that “ the kingdom of heaven is the kingdom of the lame, the tempted, and the abject.” Let us then, as if blind, permit ourselves to be guided by God, through whatever level or steep road by which he may be pleased to conduct us, secure of finding in it eternal salvation. St. Teresa used to say, “Our Lord never sends a cross without rewarding it with some favor, when we accept it with resignation.” 3 Oh, how great the peace of the soul whose will is in all things conformed to the will of God ! Because she wishes only what he wills, she always obtains whatso­ ever she desires; for all that happens in the world, hap­ pens by the will of God. Panormitano relates that King Alphonsus, called the Great, being asked whom he 1 “ Domine, ut scuto bonæ voluntatis tuæ coronasti nos.”—Fs. v. 13. s Filles de J. ch. 5, § 11. 3 Life, ch. 30. SEC. 1.1 Merit of Resignation. 427 esteemed happy in this life, wisely answered: “He who abandons himself entirely to the divine will of God.” And, in reality, does not all our inquietude arise from this cause—that things do not happen according to our wishes, and that we resist the divine will ? St. Bernard says: “God justly ordains that they who refuse to be governed by him in peace should rule themselves amid difficulties and troubles.”1 But, on the other hand, they who wish only what God wills, always find their wishes accomplished, and therefore are always in peace, as well in prosperity as in adversity. When, then, you see a person in sadnesss, tell her that she is sad because she is not resigned to the will of God. The saints, even in the midst of persecutions the most severe and torments the most painful, knew not what it was to be sad. And why? Because they were united to the divine will. Whatsoever shall befall the just inan> it shall not make him sad.12 Hence, Cardinal Petrucci has wisely said that this frail and fleeting world is but a scene of woes. Its most pleasing amusements and pleasures have the appearance of joys, and they are torments. But to follow Christ suffering appears painful and gives true joy. Speaking of the saints, Salvian says: “ If they are humbled, they desire their humiliations; if they are poor, they delight in their poverty: hence in every misfortune which befalls them they are content, and therefore they begin even in this life to enjoy beati­ tude.” 3 Crosses will certainly be painful to the senses, but this pain is in the inferior part: in the superior part of the soul peace shall reign. The saints, says Father Rodriguez, are like Mount Olympus: at the base there are 1 “ Ad justam legem Dei pertinuit, ut, qui a Deo noluit suaviter regi, pœnaliter a seipso regeretur.”—Episl. 11. 2 Non contristabit justum, quidquid ei acciderit.”—Prov. xii. 21. 3 “ Humiles sunt, hoc volunt; pauperes sunt, pauperie delectantur; itaque, quidquid illud fuerit, beati dicendi sunt.”—De Gub. D. 1. 1, n. 2. 428 Resignation to God s Π z//. [CH. XIV. showers of rain and thunderstorms, but at the summit, which is raised above the middle region of the atmos­ phere, there is a perpetual calm. In a word, they are like Jesus our Saviour, who, in the midst of all the sor­ rows and ignominies of his Passion, suffered no diminu­ tion of his peace. The more the saints suffer, the more they rejoice in spirit, knowing that in accepting their sufferings they please their Lord, whom only they love. This David experienced when he said: Thy rod and thy staff, they have comforted met St. Teresa says: “ And what greater good can we acquire than a testimony that we please God ?” Father Avila has written: “One Blessed be God, in adversity, is of greater value than a thousand acts of thanksgiving in prosperity.” 3 But such a religious says: I accept all the crosses that come to me from God, such as losses, pains, and in­ firmities; but how can I bear so much maltreatment and such unjust persecutions? They that thus per­ secute me are certainly guilty of sin, and God does not will sin. But, dear sister, do you not know that all comes from God ? Good things and evil, life and. death, . . . are from God? Prosperity and adversity, life and death, come from the Lord. It is necessary to know that in every action there is a physical entity which be­ longs to the material part of the action, and a moral entity that appertains to reason: the moral entity of the action, or the sin of the person who persecutes you, be­ longs to his malice, but the physical entity appertains to the divine concurrence; so that God wills not the sin, but he wills that you suffer the persecution, and it is he that sends it. When his cattle were taken away from Job, God did not will the sin of the plunderers, but he willed that Job should suffer the loss. Hence, Job said: 1 “ Virga tua et baculus tuus, ipsa me consolata sunt.”—Λ. xxii. 4. s Life, ch. 10. a “ Bona et mala, vita et mors, ... a Deo sunt.”—Ecclus. xi. 14. sec. i.] Merit of R esigna (ion. 4 29 * The Lordgave, and the Lord hath taken away, as it hath pleased (he Lord, so is it done ; blessed be the name of the Lord.' St. Augustine remarks that Job did not say: The Lord gave and the devil has taken away; but the Lord gave and the Lord has taken away? The Lord did not wish the sin of the Jews who crucified Jesus Christ, but Jesus Christ said to St. Peter, The chalice which my Father hath given me, shall I not drink it 13 By these words he showed that his death was caused by the hands of the Jews, but that it was sent to him by his eternal Father. St. Dorotheus4 says that they who when mal­ treated seek revenge against the man who maltreats them, imitate the dog that bites the stone by which he is struck, without attending to the hand by which it was thrown. In all the injuries that we receive from others, we should recognize the hand of God, that sends the evil to us, and thus resign ourselves to his holy will. Prayer. My beloved Saviour, Thou hast suffered so many sorrowsand reproaches for my sake, and I, on account of the miseries of this life, have so often turned my back on Thee. I thank Thee for having waited for me till the present moment. Had I died in my sins, I could never more love Thee. Since I am now able to love Thee, I wish to love Thee with my whole heart. Accept me, O my love, now that I return to Thee, full of tender­ ness and sorrow for the offences 1 have given Thee. But if, when I despised Thy love, Thy didst not cease to seek after me, how can I fear that Thou wilt cast me off. now that I desire nothing but Thy love. Thou hast borne with me so long that I might love Thee. Yes, I wish to love Thee. 1 love Thee, my ' “ Dominus dedit, Dominus abstulit; sicut Domino placuit, ita fac­ tum est; sit nomen Domini benedictum.”—i. 21. 9 “ Dixit: Dominus dedit, Dominus abstulit. Non dixit: Dominus dedit, diabolus abstulit.”—In Ps. xc. s. 1. ■ “Calicem quem dedit mihi Pater, non bibam illum?”—John, xviii. II. ‘ Doctr. 7. 430 Resignation to God's Will. [ch.xiv. % God, with my whole heart, and I feel greater sorrow for having hitherto offended Thee than if I had suffered every other evil. O love of my soul ! I wish never more to give Thee any de­ liberate displeasure ; and I wish to do all that Thou dost wish me to do. Thy will shall henceforth be my only love. Make known to me what I must do in order to please Thee : I wish to do it. I wish to love Thee with a true love, and therefore I embrace all the tribulations that Thou wilt send me. Chastise me in this life, that I may be able to love Thee for eternity. My God, give me strength to be faithful to Thee. Mary, my mother, to thee I recommend myself : do not cease to pray to Jesus for me. II. 9 In what Things we Ought, in a Special Manner, to Resign Ourselves. We have already seen the great efficacy of resignation to the divine will, to render us dear to God and to pro­ cure for us great good. Let us now come to the prac­ tice. In what things in particular must we resign our­ selves ? I. Let it be remembered, in the first place, that it is very useful to resign ourselves in small things; for ex­ ample, to suffer a painful word, an importunate fly, the barking of a dog, a trip in walking, the extinguishing of a candle, the tearing of a garment, and the like. It is of greater importance to bear these trifles than to sub­ mit to great crosses. First, because they are more fre­ quent; secondly, because we thus more easily acquire a habit and facility of resigning ourselves in things that are difficult. II. Let us be careful to practise resignation in our in­ firmities. They that desire to please God should de­ sire the occasions of pleasing him, and therefore what the world calls misfortunes, holy souls call graces; and graces so much the more valuable as they are painful and burdensome. T he condition of the sick that suffer sec. π.] In What We Ought to be Resigned, and are not conformed to the divine will is most piti­ able and deplorable, not so much on account of their pains, as because they know not how to appreciate the riches that God offers them in their sufferings. Miser­ able souls ! they convert into poison the remedy of their evils; for bodily maladies are the most efficacious reme­ dies for the cure of spiritual diseases. The blueness of a wound, says the Wise Man, shall wipe away evils? But Father Balthazar Alvarez says that they who are resigned in afflictions and pains run to a union with God, or draw God to a union with them, as the Lord himself revealed to St. Gertrude, saying, that when he sees a soul in tribulation he feels himself drawn to it, and that his delights consist in remaining with the sick and afflicted. Of this David assures us in several places: The Lord is nigh to them that are of a contrite heart? God rejoices in being near to those who are in tribulation. The Lord himself says: I am with him in tribulation? I am united with those who are in affliction. In the time of sickness it is lawful, and even a duty, to take the remedies prescribed by the physician, because this is also the will of God; but we should afterwards resign ourselves entirely to the divine will. We may also pray to God for health, in order to employ it in his service; but we should leave ourselves in his hands, that he may do with us what he pleases: and this is the best means of obtaining the restoration of health. They that seek in their prayers not God, but themselves, shall not be heard; but, on the other hand, he who in his petitions seeks God and the divine will, shall certainly obtain what he asks, /sought the Lord and he heard me? Our Lord appeared one day to St. Gertrude, who suffered 1 9 3 4 “ Livor vulneris absterget mala.”—Prov. xx. 30. “Juxta est Dominus iis qui tribulato sunt corde."—Ps. xxxiii. 19. “ Cum ipso sum in tribulatione.” Ps. xc. 15. “ Exquisivi Dominum, et exaudivit me.”—Ps. xxxiii. 5. .. 43 2 Resignation to God's Will, [ch.xiv. great torture from fever, and asked if she wished for health. She embraced his heart and said: “ This is what I wish for; I desire nothing but Thy hoi)’’ will.” 1 Oh ' how efficacious a remedy for all infirmities is that beautiful prayer, Thy will be done ! St. Lidwina, nailed, as it were, to a bed, all sores and pains, used to say: “ Lord, my pleasure is that you load me with pains; be­ cause my only consolation is to accomplish Thy will.” A tepid soul cannot attain to this perfect spirit of resig­ nation, but loving souls easily attain it. Oh ! how con­ soling the sufferings that are borne with love .' This is the sour sweet, so palatable to souls enamoured of that God who rendered scourges, racks, and red-hot plates sweet to the martyrs. When, by order of the tyrant, the flesh of St. Epictetus was torn with hooks of iron and his sides burned with lighted torches, the holy martyr repeated unceasingly: “ Lord, Thy will be done in me ! Lord, Thy will be done in me ! * Thus he en­ dured all his torments with peace. St. Bonaventure re­ lates 3 that at a time when St. Francis was greatly afflicted with pains, a simple-minded brother said to him: Father, ask of God to treat you with a little more tenderness, for his hand appears to be very heavy upon you. St. Francis answered: “ Brother, listen to me: did I not know that what you have said comes from sim­ plicity, I would never see you more; for you wish to censure what God does.” After these words the saint threw himself on the ground from the bed on which he lay, and kissing the floor, said: “ My God, I thank Thee for these pains, and I beseech Thee to increase them, if _ · it be pleasing to Thee; for I desire nothing else than to do Thy will.” III. We should practise conformity’’ to the divine will 1 Insin. 1. 3, c. 54. 2 Vit. Pair. I. 1, c. 12. 3 Vit. S. Franc, c. 14. sec. π.ι In What We Ought to be Resigned. 433 with regard to our natural defects; such as want of talent, defective memory, bad sight, bad hearing, bad health, little abilities for the offices of the Community. To them who upbraid us with these defects we should say: He made ns, and not me ourselves) And thus let us resign ourselves to the divine will. We are poor; we should be content with the alms which the Lord gives us. What would you think of a beggar who should complain that the garment which you give him is not as rich as he wishes, or that the food is not as delicious as he desires. Let us, then, be content with what God has given us, and seek nothing else. Could he not have left us in our nothingness? Could he not ordain that, instead of being men, we should be toads, flies, or blades of grass? Oh! how often has the want of mental acuteness, of corporal beauty, or of other natu­ ral gifts contributed to the salvation of many! For to many the possession of such qualifications might be the occasion of their damnation. To how many have great talents, beauty, nobility, and wealth been the cause of pride and haughtiness, and of running headlong into a multitude of crime’s? Let us, then, desire only the goods that God wishes to give us, and no more. Blessed Henry Suso used to say: “I would rather be the vilest animal on earth in conformity with the will of God than be a seraph with my own will.” And though, on our part, we ought to aspire to the highest sanctity that we can attain, we should be content with that degree of perfection which God gives us. IV. We ought in a special manner to practise resig­ nation in spiritual desolations, which are the severest trials to a soul that loves God. But be not disturbed at them, nor say: 1 would not be troubled if I knew that I am in desolation because God wills it; but I fear that % 1 “ Ipse fecit nos, et non ipsi nos.”—lys. xeix. 3. w 28 434 Resignation to God's Will. ten. xiv. the Lord has withdrawn from me in punishment of my sins. Though your desolation be a chastisement, it is the will of God that you bear it; accept it, then, and you shall enjoy peace. To remove disquietude, it is necessary to know that there are two sorts of aridity—one in the sensible part of the soul, the removal of which does not depend on us. This kind of aridity is not displeasing to God. The other is in the will (this is, properly speaking, vol­ untary tepidity), and this we can remove. It is needless to treat here of this second kind of aridity, for I have said enough about it? But with regard to the first we should not be disturbed, though we see ourselves unable to raise the heart to God, to make acts of love, of con­ trition, and of conformity. It is enough to wish to perform them with a prompt will; and though they be made with dryness, without relish, and without feeling, God accepts them, and is pleased with them. When in our darkness we can do nothing else, let us at least annihilate ourselves before God; and confessing our miseries, let us cast ourselves into his hands as we cast a stone from a mountain into a valley without knowing w’here it may go, and we shall find peace. But in every state in which we find ourselves, whether of darkness or of light, let us pray to God, saying, Lord, conduct me in any way Thou pleasest; make me do Thy will: I wish for nothing else. The soul that is disturbed in aridity shows that it has not entirely abandoned itself to the divine will. St. Teresa used to say: “The sole end of those who practise mental prayer should be to conform their will to the will of God; and let them be persuaded that in this consists the highest perfection. They who practise it best shall receive the greatest gifts from God.” Hence St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi has well said that 1 Chaps. V. and VI. sec. π.] In What We Ought to be Resigned. 435 “the accomplishment of the divine will should be the object of all our prayers.” O blessed spouse of the Lord, accustom yourself in meditation to offer yourself always to God, to suffer for the love of him every spiritual or bodily pain, every desolation, every sorrow, infirmity, dishonor, or perse­ cution; and beg of him always to give you strength to do in all things his holy will. Attend to the excellent admonition given by spiritual masters: When any seri­ ous calamity befalls you, there is no better subject for your mental prayer than the tribulation that has come upon you; and in your meditation be careful to make repeated acts of conformity to the divine will. The union of the will with God has been the continual exer­ cise of the saints. Even in going to sleep St. Peter of Alcantara would imagine himself at the point of death, and would repeat: “ Lord, Thy will be done in me.” He would desire that every respiration during his re­ pose should be an act of resignation. Oh ! how pleasing to the Lord are such oblations and acts of conformity; not because he rejoices in our sufferings, but because he then knows how much we love him. When God com­ manded Abraham to sacrifice his son Isaac, he did not wish the death of the son, but he wished to know if Abraham was ready to do his will. What God wishes from us all is that we keep our will united to his. Some religious by reading books on mystic theology become desirous of the supernatural or passive union; I would wish that they should desire the active union, that is, perfect conformity to the will of God; in which, according to St. Teresa, the true union of the soul with God consists. They, adds the saint, who have only the active union, may have much greater merit, because this is accompanied with labor on their part, and the Lord conducts them as strong in virtue: he reserves what they do not enjoy here to give 436 Resignation to God's Will. [CH. XIV. it to them all at once in heaven. Cardinal Petrucci also says that without the gift of infused contempla­ tion a soul may, only with the ordinary grace, succeed in annihilating its own will and in transforming it into the will of God. Hence he concludes, that we should neither desire nor ask of God any other favor than the accomplishment of his will, in which all sanctity consists. We thus die to ourselves, that is, we renounce all our gratifications and desires in order to make only the divine will live in us. This is what the Apostle said: And I live now, not /, but Christ liveth in me? I live no longer in myself, but Jesus Christ lives in me; be­ cause I wish only what he wishes. Endeavor, then, dear sister, in every occurrence, par­ ticularly in things that are painful to the senses, to have always in your mouth the words of our Saviour: Yea, Father, for so hath it seemed good in thy sight? Lord, let what has happened be done, for so it has pleased Thee. A holy monk, as Cesarius relates/ performed many miracles; being asked by his Superior what were the extraordinary y works for which God had bestowed upon him the gift of miracles, he answered: “I do nothing, except that I endeavor to wish only what God wishes, and to accept everything from his hands.” But, said the abbot, were you not disturbed at the great injury we sustained from such an enemy a few days ago? No, replied the monk, because I regarded it as permitted by the divine will. From this the abbot per­ ceived why the good religious was so dear to God. Thus, also, when tormented with the fear of any griev­ ous calamity that may befall you, say immediately: Lord, I wish what Thou wishest; do what Thou pleasest 1 * 5 4 Way of Perf. ch. 18. “ Vivo autem, jam non ego; vivit vero in me Christus.”—Gal. ii. 20. “Ita, Paler, quoniam sic fuit placitum ante te.”—Matt. xi. 26. Dial. 1. 10, c. 6. sec. π.] In What We Ought to be Resigned. 437 with me, and with all I possess, St. Gregory relates’ that the devil in the form of a serpent tormented a religious for three years; the religious, though he suffered a great deal, never lost his peace, but would say to the enemy: Do with me what you wish if such be the will and pleasure of God. ’ Let your continual prayer be: “Thy will be done.” /\t rising in the morning, in going to bed at night, in meditation, at Com­ munion, at the visit to the Most Holy Sacrament, and always, say: “Thy will be done—thy will be done.” St. Gertrude used to say three hundred times in the day: “ My Jesus, let not my will but Thine be done.” Happy you if you do the same—that is, if you are always resigned to the divine will. Truly happy shall be your life, and still more happy your death. Blosius says that he who, at the moment of death, makes an act of perfect conformity to the divine will, shall be deliv­ ered not only from hell, but also from purgatory, though he had been guilty of all the sins of the whole world.’ The reason is, that he who accepts death with perfect resignation acquires merit similar to that of the holy martyrs who spontaneously gave their lives for Jesus Christ. Moreover, he who dies with perfect conformity to the divine will dies in peace and joy, even in the midst of pains. A Cistercian monk was seized with his last illness; his flesh became rotten, and his pains were so excruciating that he suffered a continual death; but the good religious unceasingly thanked the Lord, and enjoyed uninterrupted tranquillity and consolation. When near his last breath, and racked with increased torture, he began to sing. The monks that stood round his bed were astonished to see such joy amid so many 1 Dial. 1. 3, c. i6. 2 “ Hoc si revera facere potuerit, neque infernum neque purgatorium, subibit, etiamsi totius mundi peccata commisisset.”—Cous. />hs. c. 34, 438 Resignation to God's JVi/i. [ch.xiv. pains; but his cheerfulness continued to the last moment, and thus, with joy and jubilation, he happily closed his life. To them that love God, all things work together unto good.1 To him who loves God all things are an occasion of merit and consolation; for it is certain that God sends us crosses only for our welfare. This he himself said one day to St. Catharine of Sienna: I can wish only what is useful to you. As I have freely created man, so I have loved him infinitely. Hence you will infer that I ordain tribulations for your own good, which I desire more ardently than you yourself wish it. Another holy woman died consumed by an ulcer, which had entirely changed her appearance. The bishop who assisted her in her last moments could not restrain his tears when he saw her agony; but she smiled, and was surprised to see the bishop weeping. The prelate, on the other hand, was astonished to see her smiling, and said to her, Why do you smile? She anwered, Tell me, were a princess confined in a dungeon, informed that she could not re­ turn to her palace till the prison was destroyed, how great should be her joy at seeing its walls falling to the ground? Thus, because I find myself near my deliver­ ance from this prison of my body, I rejoice and smile. I do not dilate much on the subject of conformity to the will of God, on which I would never cease to speak, because I have already written a little treatise on it, * which I pray you to procure, and to read several times: for it is certainly in uniting ourselves to the divine will that all our salvation, peace, and perfection consist. And life in his good-will.2 Lastly, I entreat you to perform all that you do for 1 “ Diligentibus Deum, omnia cooperantur in bonum.”—Rom. viii. 28. 9 0 Et vita in voluntate ejus."—Ps. xxix. 6. * See Vol. II. sec. ii.] In What We Ought to be Resigned. 439 the sole motive of doing the will of God, for thus you will never be disturbed when things do not happen ac­ cording to your wishes. Thus you will be always in peace, and will always give pleasure to God. Oh ! how delightful a thing it is to please God ! Do you wish to know what is meant by giving pleasure to God ? I will tell you, in the words of the Venerable Father Anthony Torres: “It means to please that loving heart to which we owe so much; to gratify those divine eyes, always solicitous for our welfare; to satisfy that will, always employed with the love of us. To give pleasure to God is the end for which he has created us, the goal to which our desires should tend; the rule that ought to be the measure of our existence. To give pleasure to God is that which is most ardently sought by the saints; that which moved so many holy virgins to consecrate themselves to him in the cloister, that sent so many anchorets to the deserts. This made the persecuted insensible to cal­ umnies and reproaches, and rendered sweet to the mar­ tyrs torments and death. To give pleasure to God is that for which an enlightened soul offers itself to every kind of spoliation, to all sorrows—to all, even the worst, calumnies; to all deaths the most painful,and to hell itself. To give pleasure to God is such, that every one should prefer it to all self-interest, to all felicity. It is such, that if the very blessed in paradise knew that it would give greater pleasure to God that they should be in hell than in heaven, they would all (and the first should be the Most Holy Virgin) cast themselves into hell, there to find, in the midst of these eternal torments, the greater pleasure of God. That is what is meant by giving greater pleasure to God.” Prayer. My Jesus have mercy on me, miserable that I have been ! How often, in order to follow my own will against Thine, have 44θ Resignation ίο God's II iit. [ch.xiv. I voluntarily condemned myself to hell? Hadst Thou then taken me out of life, I should now remain in that pit forever, to curse and hate Thy will. But no; I now bless it, I love it; I wish always to love it. My Redeemer, pardon me ; I will not contradict Thee any more; tell me what Thou wishest from me, and give me strength ; I wish to do Thy will. Thy will be done. Make me do Thy will perfectly during the remainder of my life, and I ask nothing more. Ah! my sweet love, what else dost Thou wish but my welfare and my salvation ? Eternal Father, for the love of Jesus Christ, who has taught me to pray to Thee in his name, I ask this grace of Thee : Thy will be done in me! Thy will be done in me ! Thy will be done in me ! O happy shall I be if I live and terminate life doing Thy will. O Mary, happy thou who hast always done the will of God perfectly. O my mother! obtain for me by thy prayers the grace that I may fulfil the divine will during all the remaining moments of my life : this grace I hope for through thy interces­ sion. Necessary for Religious. 441 CHAPTER XV. MENTAL PRAYER. Moral Necessity of Mental Prayer for Religious. The life of a religious must be a life of prayer. It is difficult, or to speak more correctly, it is morally impos­ sible for a religious, who is not a lover of mental prayer, to be a good religious. If you see a tepid religious, say that she does not make mental prayer and you will say the truth. The devil labors hard to make religious lose the love for meditation; and should he conquer them in this, he will gain all. .St. Philip Neri used to say, “A religious without mental prayer is a religious without reason.” I add: she is not a religious, but the corpse of a religious. Let us examine what makes mental prayer so necessary. I. In the first place, without mental prayer a religious is without light. They, says St. Augustine, who keep their eyes shut, cannot see the way to their country. The eternal truths are all spiritual things that are seen, not with the eyes of the body, but with the eyes of the mind, that is, by reflection and consideration. Now, they who do not make mental prayer do not see these truths, nor do they see the importance of eternal salva­ tion, and the means that they must adopt in order to obtain it. The loss of so many souls arises from the neglect of considering the great affair of our salvation, and what we must do in order to be saved. With desola­ tion, says the prophet Jeremias, is all the land made deso- 442 Mental Prayer. [cii.xv. late: because there is none that conside reth in the heart.' On the other hand, the Lord says, that he who keeps before his eyes the truths of faith, that is, death, judgment, and the happy or unhappy eternity that awaits us, shall never fall into sin. In all thy works remember thy last end, ami thou shalt never sin? Draw near to God, says David, and you shall be enlightened. Come ye to him and be enlight­ ened? In another place our Saviour says: Letyour loins be girt, and lamps burning in your hands? These lamps are, according to St. Bonaventure, holy meditations;5 for in prayer the Lord speaks to us, and enlightens, in order to show us the way of salvation. Thy word is a lamp to my feet. * St. Bonaventure also says, that mental prayer is, as it were, a mirror, in which we see all the stains of the soul. In a letter to the Bishop of Osma, St. Teresa says: “Al­ though it appears to us that we have no imperfections, still when God opens the eyes of the soul, as he usually does in prayer, our imperfections are then clearly seen.”1 He who does not make mental prayer does not even know his defects, and therefore, as St. Bernard says, he does not abhor them.8 He does not even know the dangers to which his eternal salvation is exposed, and therefore he does not even think of avoiding them. But he that applies himself to meditation instantly sees his faults, and the dangers of perdition, and seeing them, 1 “ Desolatione desolata est omnis terra, quia nullus est qui recogitet corde.”—Jer. xii. n. 4 “ Memorare novissima tua, et in æternum non peccabis.”—Ecclus. vii. 40. 3 “ Accedite ad eum, et illuminamini.”—Ps. xxxiii. 6. 4 “ Sint lumbi vestri praecincti, et lucernae ardentes in manibus vestris.” —Luke, xii. 35. 5 “ Oratio est lucerna.” 6 “ Lucerna pedibus meis, verbum tuum.”—Ps. cxviii. 105. 7 Letter 8. 8 “Seipsum non exhorret, quia nec sentit.”—De Consid. 1. 1, c. 2. sec. i.] Necessary for Religiotts. 443 he will reflect on the remedies for them. By meditating on eternity, David was excited to the practice of virtue, and to sorrow and works of penance for his sins. / thought upon the days of old, and 1 had in my mind the eternal years, . . . and I was exercised, and I swept my spirit) The spouse in the Canticles said: The flowers have appeared in our land: the time of pruning is come: the voice of the turtle is heard in our land) When the soul, like the solitary turtle, retires and recollects itself in meditation to converse with God, then the flowers, that is, good desires, appear; then comes the time of pruning, that is, the correction of faults that are discovered in mental prayer. “Con­ sider,” says St. Bernard, “that the time of pruning is at hand, if the time of meditation has gone before.”3 For, says the saint in another place, meditation regulates the affections, directs the actions, and corrects defects.4 II. Besides, without meditation there is not strength to resist the temptations of our enemies, and to practise the virtues of the Gospel. Meditation, says the Vener­ able Bartholomew of the Martyrs,6 is like fire with re­ gard to iron, which when cold is hard, and can be wrought only with difficulty, but placed in the fire it becomes soft, and the workman gives it any form he wishes. To observe the divine precepts and counsels, it is necessary to have a tender heart—that is, a heart docile and pre­ pared to receive the impressions of celestial inspirations, and ready to obey them. It was this that Solomon asked of God: Give, therefore, to thy servant an understand1 “Cogitavi dies antiquos, et annos æternos in mente habui, ... et exercitabar, et scopebam spiritum meum.’’—Ps. Ixxvi. 6. 2 “ Flores apparuerunt in terra nostra, tempus putationis advenit; vox turturis audita est in terra nostra.”—Cant. ii. 12. 3 “ Puta tempus putationis adesse, si meditatio praeivit.”—De Consid. 1. 2, c. 6. 4 “ Consideratio regit affectus, dirigit actus, corrigit excessus.”—Ibid. 1. i, c. 7. * “ Faber ignitum ferrum ictibus mollire satagit.” 444 Mental Prayer. [ch.xv. ing heart. 1 Sin has made our heart hard and indocile; for being altogether inclined to sensual pleasures, it re­ sists, as the Apostle complained, the laws of the spirit. But I see another law in my members fighting against the law of my mind? But the soul is rendered docile and tender to the influence of grace that is communicated in men­ tal prayer. By the contemplation of the divine good­ ness, the great love which God has borne him, and the immense benefits that God has bestowed upon him, man is inflamed with love, his heart is softened, and made obedient to the divine inspirations. But without men­ tal prayer his heart will remain hard and restive and disobedient, and thus he shall be lost. A hard heart shall fare evil at the last? Hence, St. Bernard exhorted Pope Eugene never to omit meditation on account of ex­ ternal occupations. “ I fear for you, O Eugene, lest the multitude of affairs (prayer and consideration being intermitted), may bring you to a hard heart, which abhors not itself, because it perceives not.”1 Some may imagine that the long time which devout souls give to prayer, and which they could spend in useful works, is unprofitable and lost time. But such persons know not that in mental prayer souls acquire strength to conquer enemies and to practise virtue. “ From this leisure,” says St. Bernard, “strength comes forth.” 1 2345 Hence the Lord commanded that his spouse should not be disturbed. / adjure you . . . that you stir not up. 1 “ Dabis ergo servo tuo cor docile.”—3 A'ings, iii. 9. 2 “ Video autem aliam legem in membris meis, repugnantem legi mentis meæ.”—Aoni. vii. 23. 3 “ Cor durum habebit male in novissimo; et qui amat periculum in illo peribit.”—Ecclus. iii. 27. 4 “ Timeo tioi, Eugeni, ne multitudo negotiorum, intermissa oratione et consideratione, te ad cor durum perducat; quod seipsum non ex­ horret, quia nec sentit.”—De Consid. 1. 1, c. 2. 5 “ Ex hoc otio vires proveniunt.” SEC. I.] Necessary for Religious. 445 nor awake my beloved till she please.1 He says, until she please: for the sleep or repose which the soul takes in mental prayer is perfectly voluntary, but is at the same time necessary for its spiritual life. He who does not sleep, has not strength to work, nor to walk, but goes tottering along the way. The soul that does not repose and require strength in meditation is not able to resist temptations, and totters on the road. In the life of the Venerable Sister Mary Crucified we read that while at prayer she heard a devil boasting that he had made a nun omit the common meditation, and that afterwards, be­ cause he continued to tempt her, she was in danger of consenting to mortal sin. The servant of God ran to the nun, and with the divine aid rescued her from the criminal suggestion. Behold the danger to which one who omits meditation exposes h soul ! St. Teresa used to say that he who neglects mental prayer needs not a devil to carry him to hell, but that he brings himself there with his own hands. And the Abbot Diocles said that “ the man who omits mental prayer soon becomes either a beast or a devil.” III. Without petitions on our part God does not grant the divine helps, and without aid from God we cannot observe the commandments; hence the Apostle exhorted his disciples to pray always. d}ray without ceasing."1 We are poor mendicants: I am a beggar and poor? The en­ tire revenue of the poor consists in asking alms from the rich; and our riches also consist in prayer, that is, in the prayer of petition; for by prayer we obtain from God his graces. Without prayer, says St. John Chrysostom, it is absolutely impossible to lead a good 1 “ Ne suscitetis neque evigilare faciatis Dilectam, donec ipsa velit. Cant, ii i. 5. 1 “Sine intermissione orate.”—1 Thess. v. 17. c “ Ego autem mendicus sum et pauper.”—Ps. xxxix. iS. 446 Mental Prayer. [CH. xv. life.1 And, says the learned Monsignor Abelly, what but the neglect of mental prayer can be the cause of the great relaxation of morals that we witness? God has an ardent desire to enrich us with his graces, but, as St. Gregory writes, he wishes to be entreated, and, as it were, forced by our prayers to grant them to us. “ God," says the holy Doctor, “ wishes to be asked, he wishes to be compelled, he wishes to be overcome by a certain im­ portunity.” 2 According to St. John Chrysostom, it is impossible for him who attends to prayer to fall into sin.3 And in another place he says that when the devils see that we pray, they immediately cease to tempt us.4 From the absolute necessity of the prayer of petition arises the moral necessity of mental prayer; for he who neglects meditation, and is distracted with worldly affairs, will not know his spiritual wants, the dangers to which his salvation is exposed, the means which he must adopt in order to conquer temptations, or even the necessity of the prayer of petition for all men; thus he will give up the practice of prayer, and by neglectingto ask God’s graces, he will certainly be lost. The great Bishop Palafox, in his Annotations to the letters of St. Teresa, says:G “ How can charity last, unless God gives perseverance ? How will the Lord give us perseverance if we neglect to ask him for it? And how shall we ask him without mental prayer? Without mental prayer, there is not the communication with God which is neces­ sary for the preservation of virtue.” And Cardinal 1 “ Simpliciter impossibile est, absque precationis præsidio cum vir­ tute degere.”—De or. D. 1. i. - “ Vult Deus rogari, vult cogi, vult quadam importunitate vinci.”— In Ps. pccnit. vi. 3 “ Impossibile est hominem congruo precantcm studio unquam pec­ care.”—Ad fop. Ant. hom. 79. 4 “Si nos conspexerint deprecatione munitos, illico resiliunt."—De or. D. 1. i. 5 Letter 8. sec. i.] Necessary for Religiotts. 447 Bellarmine says that for him who neglects meditation, it is morally impossible to live without sin. Some one may say, I do not make mental prayer, but I say many vocal prayers. But it is necessary to know, as St. Augustine remarks, that to obtain the divine grace it is not enough to pray with the tongue: it is necessary also to pray with the heart. On the words of David: I cried to the Lord with my voice > the holy Doctor says: “ Many cry not with their own voice (that is, not with the interior voice of the soul), but with that of the body. Your thoughts are a cry to the Lord.3 Cry with­ in, where God hears.”3 This is what the Apostle incul­ cates. Praying at all times in the spirit.4 In general, vocal prayers are said distractedly with the voice of the body, but not of the heart, especially when they are long, and still more especially when said by a person who does not make mental prayer; and therefore God seldom hears them, and seldom grants the graces asked. Many say the Rosary, the Office of the Blessed Virgin, and perform other works of devotion; but they still con­ tinue in sin. But it is impossible for him who per­ severes in mental prayer to continue in sin; he will either give up meditation or renounce sin. A great ser­ vant of God used to say that mental prayer and sin can­ not exist together. And this we see by experience: they who make mental prayer rarely incur the enmity of God; and should they ever have the misfortune of falling into sin, by persevering in mental prayer, they see their mis­ ery, and return to God. Let a soul, says St. Teresa, be ever so negligent, if she persevere in meditation, the Lord will bring her back to the haven of salvation.5 1 “ Voce mea ad Dominum clamavi.”—Ps. cxli. 2. 9 “ Multi clamant, non voce sua, sed corporis. Cogitatio tua clamor est ad Dominum.”—Enarr. in Ps. cxli. 3 “ Clama intus, ubi audit Deus.”—In Ps. xxx, en. 4. 6“ Orantes omni tempore in spiritu.”—Eph. vi. 18. • Life, ch. 8. 448 Mental Prayer. [ch.xv. IV. All the saints have become saints by mental prayer. Mental prayer is the blessed furnace in which souls are inflamed with the divine love. In my medita­ tion, says David, a fire shall flame out.' St. Vincent of Paul used to say, that it would be a miracle if a sinner who attends at the sermons in the mission, or in the spiritual exercises, were not converted. Now, he who preaches and speaks in the exercises is only a man; but it is God himself that speaks to the soul in meditation. / will lead her into the wilderness ; and 1 will speak to her heartd St. Catharine of Bologna used to say: “ He who does not practise mental prayer deprives himself of the bond that unites the soul to God; hence, finding her alone, the devil will easily make her his own.” “ How,” she would say, “can I conceive that the love of God is found in the soul that cares but little to treat with God in prayer?” Where but in meditation have the saints been in­ flamed with divine love? By means of mental prayer St. Peter of Alcantara was inflamed to such a degree that in order to cool himself he ran into a frozen pool, and the frozen water began to boil like water in a cal­ dron placed on the fire. In mental prayer St. Philip Neri became inflamed, and trembled so that he shook the entire room. In mental prayer St. Aloysius Gonzaga was so inflamed with divine ardor that his very face ap­ peared to be on fire, and his heart beat as strongly as if it wished to fly from the body. St. Laurence Justinian says: “ By the efficacy of men­ tal prayer temptation is banished, sadness is driven away, lost virtue is restored, fervor which has grown cold is excited, and the lovely flame of divine love is augmented.” 3 Hence, St. Aloysius Gonzaga has justly 1 “ In meditatione mea exardescet ignis.”—Ps. xxxviii. 4. 3 “ Ducam eam in solitudinem et loquar ad cor ejus."—Osee, ii. 14. 3 “ Ex oratione fugatur tentatio, abscedit tristitia, virtus reparatur. SEC. I.] Necessary for Religions. 449 said that he who does not make much mental prayer will never attain a high degree of perfection. A man of prayer, says David, is like a tree planted near the current of waters, which brings forth fruit in due time; all his actions prosper before God. Blessed is the man . . . who shall meditate on his law day and night ! And he shall he like a tree which is planted near the running waters, which shall bring forth its fruit in due season, and his leaf shall not fall off : and all, whatsoever he shall do, shall prosperi Mark the words,/;/ due season; that is, at the time when he ought to bear such a pain, such an affront, etc. St. John Chrysostom3 compared mental prayer to a fountain in the middle of a garden. Oh ! what an abundance of flowers and verdant plants do we see in the garden which is always refreshed with water from the fountain. Such, precisely, is the soul that practises mental prayer: you will see that she always advances in good desires, and that she always brings forth more abundant fruits of virtue. Whence does she receive so many blessings? From meditation, by which she is con­ tinually irrigated. Thy plants are a paradise of pome­ granates with the fruits of the orchard, . . . the fountain of gardens, the well of living waters, which run with a strong stream from Libanusi But let the fountain cease to water the garden, and, behold, the flowers, plants, and all instantly wither away; and why? Because the water has excitatur fervor, et divini amoris flamma succrescit.”—De Casto Conn. c. 22. 1 “ Beatus vir qui ... in lege ejus meditabitur die ac nocte. Et erit tanquam lignum quod plantatum est secus decursum aquarum, quod fructum dabit in tempore suo ; et folium ejus non defluet, et omnia quæcumque faciet, prosperabuntur."—Ps. i. 3. 2 Ad pop. Ant. horn. "]<). 3 “ Emissiones tuæ, paradisus malorum puniconim cum pomorum fructibus. . . . Fons hortorum, puteus aquarum viventium, quæ fluunt impetu de Libano.”—Cant. iv. 13. 29 450 Mental Prayer. [ch.xv. failed. You will see that as long as such a religious makes mental prayer she is modest, humble, devout, and mortified in all things. But let her omit medita­ tion, and you will instantly find her wantingin modesty of the eyes, proud, resenting every word, indevout, no longer frequenting the sacraments and the church; you will find her attached to vanity, to useless conversations, to pastimes, and to earthly pleasures; and why? The water has failed, and therefore fervor has ceased. My soul is as earth without water unto thee. . . . My spit it hath fainted away.' The soul has neglected mental prayer, the garden is therefore dried up, and the miserable soul goes from bad to worse. When a soul abandons medita­ tion St. John Chrysostom regards it not only as sick, but as dead. “ He,” says the holy Doctor, “ who prays not to God, nor desires to enjoy assiduously his divine con­ versation, is dead. . . . The death of the soul is not to be prostrated before God.”2 The same Father says that mental prayer is the root of the fruitful vine.2 And St. John Climacus writes that “prayer is a bulwark against the assault of afflic­ tions, the spring of virtues, the procurer of graces.”4 Rufinus asserts that all the spiritual progress of the soul flows from mental prayer.5 And Gerson goes so far as to say, that he who neglects meditation cannot, without a miracle, lead the life of a Christian/ 1 “ Anima mea sicut terra sine aqua tibi; . . . defecit spiritus meus.” —Ps. cxlii. 6. * “ Quisquis non orat Deum, nec divino ejus colloquio cupit assidue frui, is mortuus est. . . , Animæ mors est, non provolvi coram Deo.” —De or. D. 1. I. 3 “ Radix vitis frugiferae.”—Ibid. 4 “ Oratio est propugnaculum adversus impetum afflictionum, virtutum scaturigo, gratiarum conciliatrix.”—Seat, par.gr. 23. 5 “Omnis profectus spiritualis ex meditatione procedit. ”—In Ps. xxxvi. 6 “Absque meditationis exercitio, nullus, secluso miraculo Dei, ad christianæ religionis normam attingit.”—De Med. cons. 7. sec. i.] Necessary for Religious. 451 Speaking of mental prayer, Jeremias says: He shall sit solitary, and hold his peace ; because he hath taken it up upon himself.' That is, a soul cannot have a relish for God, unless it withdraws from creatures, and sits, that is, stops to contemplate the goodness, the love, the amiableness, of God. But when solitary and recollected in medita­ tion, that is, when it takes away its thoughts from the world, it is then raised above itself, and departs from prayer very different from what it was when it began it. St. Ignatius of Loyola used to say that mental prayer is the short way to attain perfection. In a word, he who advances most in meditation makes the greatest progress in perfection. In mental prayer the soul is filled with holy thoughts, with holy affections, desires, and holy resolutions, and with love for God. There man sacrifices his passions, his appetites, his earthly at­ tachments, and all the interests of self-love. Moreover, by praying for them in mental prayer we can save many sinners, as was done by St. Teresa, St. Mary Mag­ dalene de Pazzi, and is done by all souls enamoured of God, who never omit in their meditations to recommend to him all infidels, heretics, and all poor sinners; begging him also to give zeal to priests who work in his vine­ yard, that they may convert his enemies. In mental prayer we can also, by the sole desire of performing them, gain the merit of many good works which we do not perform. For as the Lord punishes bad desires, so, on the other hand, he rewards all our good desires. It is necessary, above all, to be careful not to go to mental prayer in order to enjoy consolation and tender­ ness, but for the purpose of pleasing God, and of learn­ ing from him how he wishes to be loved and served by us. Father Balthazar Alvarez used to say: “The love of God consists not in receiving his favors, but in serving him through the sole motive of pleasing him. And he 1 “ Sedebit solitarius, et tacebit, quia levavit super se.”—Lam. iii. 28. 452 Mental Prayer. [ch.xv. would say, that divine consolation is like the refresh­ ment that we take on a journey not to rest in it, but in order to go forward with greater vigor. When you feel aridity in meditation, be careful to persevere, in spite of all the tediousness that you experience, and know that you then give great pleasure to your Spouse, and acquire great merits. Say to him then: O my Jesus, why dost Thou treat me thus ? Thou hast stripped me of all things, of property, of relatives, of my will, and I have been satisfied with these privations, in order to gain Thee; but why dost Thou now deprive me also of Thy­ self ? Say this to him with an humble affection; he will make thee feel that he does all because he loves thee, and for thy greater good. Father Torres used to say: “To carry the cross with Jesus without consolation, · makes the soul run and fly to perfection.” Prayer. My Jesus, Thou hast loved me in the midst of pains ; and in the midst of sufferings I wish to love Thee. Thou hast spared nothing: Thou hast even given Thy blood and Thy life in order to gain my love; and shall I continue as hitherto, to be reserved in loving Thee?·' No, my Redeemer, it shall not be so; the ingratitude with which I have hitherto treated Thee is suf­ ficient. To Thee I consecrate my whole heart. Thou alone dost deserve all my love. Thee alone do I wish to love. My God, since Thou wishest me to be entirely Thine, give me strength to serve Thee as Thou deservcst, during the remainder of my life. Pardon my tepidity and my past infidelities. How often have I omitted mental prayer in order to indulge my caprice. Alas! how often, when it was in my power to remain with Thee in order to please Thee, have I remained with crea­ tures so as to offend Thee. Oh ! that so many lost years would return ! But, since they will not return, the remaining days of my life must be entirely Thine, O my beloved Lord. I love Thee, O my Jesus! I love Thee, O my Sovereign Good ! Thou art, and shalt be forever, the only love of my soul. O mother of fair love, O Mary, obtain for me the grace to /•s Practice of Mental Prayer. SEC. II.] 453 love thy Son, and to spend the remainder of my life in his love. Thou dost obtain from Jesus whatsoever thou wishest; through thy prayers I hope for this gift. II. The Practice of Mental Prayer. Having seen the great necessity of mental prayer for religious, and the great blessings that they may draw from it, let us now consider the practice of meditation, with regard to the place, the time, and the manner. i. The Place Suitable for Mental Prayer. With regard to the place, it should be solitary. But, said our Saviour, when thou shalt pray, enter into thy cham­ ber, and having shut the door, pray to thy Father in secret) When you wish to pray, shut yourself up in your cham­ ber, and thus pray to your Father. St. Bernard says that silence and the absence of all noise almost force the soul to think of the goods of heaven.3 To make mental prayer, the best place is, as has been said, your own room; but for religious the most appro­ priate place is the church, in presence of the Blessed Sacrament. The Venerable Father Avila used to say that he knew no sanctuary more desirable than a church in which Jesus Christ remains in the holy Eucharist. In order to make mental prayer well, it is necessary to unite to the external silence interior silence, that is, detachment from earthly affections. Speaking of certain persons attached to the world, our Lord said one day to St. Teresa: “I would wish to speak to them, but crea­ tures make such a noise in their ears that they do not give me a moment in which I can make them listen to 1 “ Tu autem, cum oraveris, intra in cubiculum tuum, et, clauso ostio, ora Patrem tuum in abscondito.”—Matt. vi. 6. 4 “ Silentium, et a strepitu quies,cogit coelestia meditari.”—Epist. 78. 454 Ale ntal Prayer. [CH. XV. me.” But in the next chapter,1 on the solitude of the heart, we shall speak at length on this point. We have here two things to consider, namely, the time of the day most suitable for mental prayer, and the time that is to be spent in making it. 2. The Time of Making Mental Prayer. 1. With regard to the time of making mental prayer, St. Isidore used to say, that, ordinarily speaking, the fittest time for meditation is the morning and evening.2 But according to St. Gregory of Nyssa, the morning is the most seasonable time for prayer; because, says the saint, when prayer precedes business, sin will not gain admis­ sion to the soul.3 The Venerable Father Charles Carafa, founder of the Congregation of the Pious Workers, used to say that a fervent act of love made in the morning during meditation is sufficient to maintain the soul in fervor during the entire day. Prayer, as St. Jerome has written, is also necessary in the evening.1 Let not the body go to rest before the soul is refreshed by mental prayer, which is the food of the soul. But at all times and in all places religious can pray, even at work, or at recreation; it is enough for them then to raise the mind to God and to make good acts, for in this consists mental prayer 2. With regard to the time to be spent in mental prayer, the rule of the saints was, to devote to it all the hours that were not necessary for the occupations of human life. St. Francis Borgia employed eight hours in the day in meditation, because his Superiors would not al1 Chap. XVI. g II. 2 “ Mane et vespere tempus est orationis opportunum.”—Spec. disc. p. I, c. 12. 1 β Φ 'd “Si oratio negotium præcesserit, peccatum aditum non inveniet.”— De Or. Dom. or. i. 4 “ Non prius corpusculum requiescat, quam anima pascatur.”—/Id Eusloch. sec. ii.] Practice of Mental Prayer. 455 low him a longer time, and when the eight hours were expired, he earnestly asked permission to remain a little longer at prayer, saying, “Ah! give me another little quarter of an hour.” St. Philip Neri was accustomed to spend the entire night in prayer. St. Anthony the Ab­ bot remained the whole night at prayer, and when the sun appeared, which was the time assigned for termi­ nating his prayer, he complained of it for having risen too soon. Father Balthazar Alvarez used to say that a soul that loves God, when not in prayer, is like a stone out of its centre, in a violent state; for in this life we should as much as possible imitate the life of the saints in bliss, who are constantly employed in the contempla * tion of God. It is right to observe, that with regard to the posture the fittest one is kneeling; but when it causes pain and distraction, a person may, as St. John of the Cross says, make meditation sitting in a modest posture. But let us come to the particular time which a religi­ ous who seeks perfection should devote to mental prayer. Father Torres prescribed for religious who were his penitents an hour’s meditation in the morning, another during the day, and a half-hour’s meditation in the even­ ing, when they should not be hindered by sickness or by any duty of obedience. If to you this appears too much, I counsel you at least to give to mental prayer an hour in addition to the time devoted to it by the Community. Sometimes the Lord wishes you to omit prayer in order to perform some work of fraternal charity; but it is necessary to attend to what St. Laurence Justinian says: “When charity requires it, the spouse of Jesus goes to serve her neighbor; but during that time she continually sighs to return to converse with her Spouse in the solitude of her cell.”1 Father Vincent Carafa, 1 “ Cum charitas urget, se exponit proximo, sic tamen ut continue an­ helet ad cubile Sponsi reditum.”—De Casto Conn. c. 12. 45ό Μoita I Prayer. [CH. XV. General of the Society of Jesus, stole as many little mo­ ments of time as he could, and employed them in prayer. Mental prayer is tedious to the religious who is at­ tached to the world, but not to those who love God only. Now, how can it be said that a religious loves God only, when she feels no tediousness in convers­ ing for two hours with a relative or an acquaintance at the grate, and cannot bring herself to make an hour’s meditation, in addition to the meditations made by the Community? Ah! conversation with God is not painful nor tedious to those who truly love him. His conversa­ tion has no bitterness, his company produces not tediousness, bid joy and gladness.1 Mental prayer, says St. John Climacus, is nothing else than a familiar conversation and union with God.3 In prayer, as St. John Chrysostom says, the soul converses with God, and God with the soul. No, the life of holy religious that love prayer and fly from earthly amusements is not a life of bitterness. If you do not believe me, Taste and see that the Lord is sweet? Try it, and you will see how sweet the Lord is to those who leave all things in order to converse with him only. But the end which we ought to propose to ourselves in going to meditation should be, as has been said several times, not spiritual consolation, but to learn from our Lord what he wishes from us, and to divest ourselves of all self-love. “To prepare yourself for prayer,” says St. John Climacus, “put off your own will.”4 To prepare ourselves well for meditation, w *e must renounce self­ will, and say to God: Speak, Lord, for thy servant hearethf 1 “ Non enim habet amaritudinem conversatio illius, nec tædium con­ victus illius, sed lætitiam et gaudium.”—tVisd. viii. 16. 2 “Oratio est familiaris conversatio et conjunctio cum Deo.”—Seal, par. gr. 28. 3 “ Gustate, et videte quoniam suavis est Dominus.”—Ps. xxxiii. 9. 4 “ Ad præparandum te ad orationem, exue voluntates tuas.”—Seal, par. gr. 28. ‘ “ Loquere, Domine, quia audit servus tuus.”—1 Kings, iii. 19. sec. ii.] Practice of Mental Prayer. 457 Lord, tell me what you wish me to do: I am willing to do it. And it is necessary to say this with a resolute will, for without this disposition the Lord will not speak to us. :·.!·· 3. The Manner of Making Mental Prayer. As to the manner of making mental prayer, I will sup­ pose that you are already instructed in it; but allow me to explain briefly the principal parts of mental prayer for any young beginner into whose hands this book may fall. Mental prayer contains three parts: the preparation, the meditation, and the conclusion. 1. In the preparation there are three acts: an act of faith, of the presence of God, and of adoration; 2, an act• of humility and of sorrow for our sins, and, 3, a peti_ tion for light. They may be made in the following manner: My God, I believe Thee present within me; I adore Thee with my whole soul. Be careful to make this act with a lively faith, for a lively remembrance of the divine presence contributes greatly to remove distractions. Cardinal Carracciolo, Bishop of Aversa, used to say that when a person is dis­ tracted in meditation there is reason to think that he has not made a lively act of faith. 2. Lord, I should now be in hell in punishment of the offences I have offered to Thee. I am sorry for them from the bottom of my heart; have mercy on me. 3. Eternal Father, for the sake of Jesus and Mary, give me light in this meditation, that I may draw fruit from it. We must, then, recommend ourselves to the Blessed Virgin by saying a Hail Mary, to St. Joseph, to our guardian angel, and to our holy patron. These acts, says St. Francis de Sales, ought to be 45 8 Mental Prayer. [CH. XV. made with fervor, but should be short, that we may pass immediately to the meditation. II. On entering on the meditation we must take leave of all extraneous thoughts, saying with St. Bernard, “0 my thoughts ! wait here;”* after prayer we shall speak on other matters. Be careful not to allow the mind to wander where it wishes; but should a distracting thought enter, we must not be disturbed, nor seek to banish it with a violent effort, but let us remove it calmly and re­ turn to God. Let us remember that the devil labors hard to disturb us in the time of meditation in order to make us abandon it. Let him, then, who omits mental prayer on account of distractions be persuaded that he gives delight to the devil. It is impossible, says Cassian,’ that our minds should be free from all distractions during prayer. Let us, then, never give up meditation, however great our distractions may be. St. Francis de Sales 1*3 says that if in mental prayer we should do noth­ ing else than continually banish distractions and tempta­ tions, the meditation is well made. And before him St. Thomas taught that involuntary distractions do not take away the fruit of mental prayer.4* When we per­ ceive that we are deliberately distracted, let us desist from the voluntary defect, and banish the distraction, but let us be careful not to discontinue our meditation. With regard to the subject-matter of meditation, the best rule is to meditate on the truths or mysteries in which the soul finds most nourishment and devotion. But above all, for a religious who loves perfection the most appropriate subject is the Passion of Jesus Christ. Blosius writes that our Lord revealed to several holy 1 “ Exspectate hic.”—De cont. D. c. I. 8 Collât. 23, c. 7. 3 Lettre 629. ·· 7 4 “ Evagatio mentis, quæ fit præter propositum, orationis fructum non tollit.”—2. 2, q. S3, a. 13. «0U sec. π.] Practice of Mental Prayer. 459 women, to St. Gertrude, St. Bridget, St. Mechtilde, and St. Catharine of Sienna that they who meditate on his Passion are very dear to him. According to St. Francis de Sales,1 the Passion of our Redeemer should be the ordinary subject of the meditations of every Christian; how much more should it be the subject of the medita­ tions of the spouse of Jesus Christ ! Oh, what an ex­ cellent book is the Passion of Jesus ! There we under­ stand better than in any other book the malice of sin, and also the mercy and love of God for man. You may read for your meditation the devout reflections that I have published on what the holy evangelists have writ­ ten concerning the Passion of our Saviour. To me it appears that Jesus Christ has suffered so many different pains, the scourging, the crowning with thorns, the cru­ cifixion, etc., that having before our eyes so many pain­ ful mysteries we might have a variety of different sub­ jects for meditating on his Passion, by which we might excite sentiments of gratitude and love. When she is alone at meditation a religious will do well always to make mental prayer with the aid of a book. St. Teresa used a book for seventeen years: she would first read a little, and then meditate for a short .me on what she had read. It is useful to meditate in this manner, in imitation of the pigeon, that first drinks and then raises its eyes to heaven. However, let it be remembered that the advantage of mental prayer consists not so much in meditating as in making affections, petitions, and resolutions: these are the three principal fruits of meditation. “ The progress of a soul says St. Teresa, “does not consist in thinking much of God, but in loving him ardently; and this love for K: him. is acquired by resolving to do a great" deal J ~ ”* Speaking of mental prayer, the spiritual masters say that meditation is, as it were, the needle which when it v Introd. p. 2, ch. 1. 2 Found, ch. 5. 460 Mental Prayer. [ch.xv, has passed must be succeeded by the golden thread composed, as has been said, of affections, resolutions, and petitions. i. When you have reflected on the point of meditation, and feel any pious sentiment, raise your heart to God and offer him acts of humility, of confidence, or of thanksgiving; but above all, repeat in mental prayer acts of contrition and of love. The act of love, as also the act of contrition, is the golden chain that binds the soul to God. An act of perfect charity is sufficient for the remission of all our sins. Charity covereth a multitude of si/is.1 The Lord has declared that he cannot hate the soul that loves him: 1 love them that love me? The Venerable Sister Mary Cruci­ fied once saw a globe of fire in which some straws that had been thrown into it were instantly consumed. By this vision she was given to understand that a soul by making a true act of love obtains the remission of all its faults. Besides, the Angelic Doctor teaches that by every act of love we acquire a new degree of glory. “ Every act of charity,” says the saint, “ merits eternal life.” 3 Acts of love maybe made in the following manner! My God, I esteem Thee more than all things. I love Thee with my whole heart. I delight in Thy felicity. I would wish to see Thee loved by all. I wish only what Thou wishest. Make known to me what Thou wishest from me, and I will do it. Dispose as Thou pleasest of me and of all that I possess. This last act of oblation is particularly pleasing to God. St. Teresa was accustomed to offer herself to God in this manner at least fifty times in the day. 1 “ Charitas operit multitudinem peccatorum.”—i Pet. iv. 8. * “ Ego diligentes me diligo.”—Prov. viii. 17. 3 “ Quilibet actus charitatis meretur vitam æternam.”—1. 2, q. 114, a. 7. sec. π.] Practice of Mental Prayer. Remember that in this chapter we speak of the ordi­ nary mental prayer; for should a soul feel itself at any time united to God by supernatural or infused recollec­ tion, without any particular thought of an eternal truth or of any divine mystery, it should not then labor to perform any other acts than those to which it feels itself sweetly drawn to God. It is then enough to endeavor with loving attention to remain united with God with­ out impeding the divine operation, or forcing one’s self to make reflections and acts. But this is to be under­ stood when the Lord calls the soul to this supernatural prayer; but until we receive such a call we should not depart from the ordinary method of mental prayer, but should, as has been said, make use of meditation and affections. However, for persons accustomed to mental prayer it is better to employ themselves in affections than in considerations. 2. Moreover, in mental prayer it is very profitable, and perhaps more useful than any other act, to repeat peti­ tions to God asking with humility and confidence his graces; that is, his light, resignation, perseverance, and the like; but above all, the gift of his holy love. St. Francis de Sales used to say, that by obtaining the divine love we obtain all graces; for a soul that truly loves God with its whole heart will of itself, without being admonished by others, abstain from giving him the smallest displeasure, and will labor to please him to the best of its ability. When you find yourself in aridity and darkness, so that you feel, as it were, incapable of making good acts, it is sufficient to say: My Jesus, mercy. Lord, for the sake of Thy mercy, assist me. And the meditation made in this manner will be for you, perhaps, the most useful and fruitful. The Venerable Paul Segneri used to say that until he studied theology he employed himself during the time 4^2 Mental Prayer. [ch. xv. of mental prayer in making reflections and affections; but "God" (these are his own words) “afterwards opened my eyes, and thenceforward I endeavored to employ myself in petitions, and if there is any good in me, I ascribe it to this exercise of recommending myself to God.” Do you likewise do the same; ask of God his graces in the name of Jesus Christ, and you shall obtain whatsoever you desire. This our Saviour has promised, and his promise cannot fail: Amen, amen, I say to you, if you ask the Father anything in my name he will give it you.1 In a word, for you, religious, all your mental prayer should consist in acts and petitions. Hence the Vener­ able Sister Mary Crucified, while in an ecstasy, declared that mental prayer is the respiration of the soul; foras by respiration the air is first attracted and afterwards given back, so by petitions the soul first receives grace from God, and then by good acts of oblation and love it gives itself to him. In finishing the meditation it is necessary to make a particular resolution; as, for example, to avoid some particular defect into which you have more frequently fallen, or to practise some virtue, such as to suffer the annoyance that you receive from a sister, to obey more exactly a certain Superior, to perform some particular act of mortification. We must repeat the same resolu­ tion several times until we find that we have got rid of the defect or acquired the virtue. Afterwards reduce to practice the resolutions you have made as soon as an occasion presents itself. You would also do well, before the conclusion of your prayer, to renew the vows made at your profession. This renewal is most pleasing to God, because by her vows a religious gives herself entirely to God. Accord1 “ Amen, amen, dico vobis: si quid petieritis Patrem in nomine meo dabit vobis.”—John, xvi. 23. ' M sec. ii.] Practice of Mental Prayer. 463 ing to the doctrine of St. Thomas,1 a religious is ab­ solved from all her sins on the day of her profession, on account of the donation that she makes of herself en­ tirely to God by means of the vows by which she conse­ crates to him all that she has—her property, her body, and her will. The same favor appears to be obtained by the nun who with a true spirit of self-spoliation renews her religious vows. Hence I advise you to renew them fre­ quently, as well in the common prayer as at Communion, in the visit to the Blessed Sacrament, at rising in the morning, and in going to bed at ni^ght. III. The conclusion of meditation consists of three acts: i. In thanking God for the lights received; 2. In making a purpose to fulfil the resolutions made; 3. In asking of the eternal Father for the sake of Jesus and Mary grace to be faithful to them. Be careful never to omit at the end of meditation to recommend to God the souls in purgatory and poor sinners. St. John Chrysostom says that nothing more clearly shows the love of a soul for Jesus Christ than her zeal in recommending her brethren to him.2 St. Francis de Sales remarks that in leaving mental prayer we should take with us a nosegay of flowers, in order to smell them during the day; that is, we should remember one or two points in which we felt particular devotion in order to excite our fervor during the day. The ejaculations that are dearest to God are those of love, of resignation, of oblation of ourselves. Let us endeavor not to perform any action without first offering it to God, and not to allow at the most a quarter of an hour to pass, in whatever occupations we may find our­ selves, without raising the heart to the Lord by some good act. Moreover, in our leisure time, such as when 1 2. 2, q. 189, a. 3. 2 “ Nihil declarat quis sit amans Christi, quam si curam fratrum agat.” —Contra A noni. hom. 6. Mental Prayer. 464 [CH. xv. we are waiting for a person, or when we walk in the garden, or are confined to bed by sickness, let us en­ deavor to the best of our ability to unite ourselves to God. It is also necessary by observing silence, by seek­ ing solitude as much as possible, and by remembering the presence of God, to preserve the pious sentiments conceived in meditation. But I shall speak more at length on this subject in the following chapter. I here add, that in order to be a soul of prayer, a re­ ligious must resist with fortitude all temptations to continue mental prayer in the time of aridity. St. Teresa has left us very excellent instructions on this point. In one place she says: “The devil knows that he has lost the soul that perseveringly practises mental prayer.”1 In another place she says: “I hold for cer­ tain that the Lord will conduct to the haven of salva­ tion the soul that perseveres in mental prayer, in spite of all the sins that the devil may oppose.”’ Again she says: “He that does not stop in the way of mental prayer, reaches the end of his journey, though he should delay a little.” 3 The love of God does not consist in experiencing tender affections, but in serving him with courage and humility.4 Finally she concludes, saying: “ By aridity and temptations the Lord proves his lovers. Though aridity should last for life, let not the soul give up prayer: the time will come when all will be well rewarded.” 5 The Angelic Doctor says that true devotion consists not in feeling, but in the desire and resolution to em­ brace promptly all that God wills.® Such was the prayer that Jesus Christ made in the garden; it was all full of aridity and tediousness, but it was the most devout and meritorious prayer that had ever been offered in this 1 Life, ch. 19. 3 Life, ch. 19. * Life, ch. ii. 2 Life, ch. 8. 4 Life, ch. ii. 6 2. 2, q. 82, a. I. sec. ii.] Practice of Mental Prayer. 465 world; it consisted of these words: Not what I will, but what thou wilt.' Dear sister, never give up mental prayer in the time of aridity. Should the tediousness that assails you be very great, divide your meditations into several parts, and employ yourself for the most part in petitions to God, even though you should seem to pray without confidence and without fruit. It will be sufficient to say and re­ peat: My Jesus, mercy. Lord, have mercy on me. Pray, and doubt not that God will hear you and grant your petitions. And in going to meditation, never propose to yourself your own pleasure and satisfaction, but only to please God, and to learn what he wishes you to do. And for this purpose pray always that God may make known to you his will, and that he may give you strength to fulfil it. All that we ought to seek in mental prayer is light to know and strength to accomplish the will of God in our regard. Prayer. Ah ! my Jesus, it appears that Thou couldst do nothing more, in order to gain the love of men. It is enough to know that Thou hast wished to become man ; that is, to become like us, a worm. Thou hast wished to lead a painful life, of thirty-three years, amid sorrow and ignominies, and in the end to die on an infamous gibbet. Thou hast also wished to remain under the appearance of bread, in order to become the food of our souls; and how is it possible that Thou hast received so much ingrati­ tude, even from Christians that believe these truths, and still love Thee so little? Unhappy me ! I have hitherto been among those ungrateful souls; I have attended only to my pleasures, and have been forgetful of Thee and of Thy love. 1 now know the evil I have done ; but I repent of it with my whole heart ; my Jesus, pardon me. I now love Thee ; I love Thee so ardently that I choose death, and a thousand deaths, rather than cease 1 “ Non quod ego volo, sed quod tu.”—Mark, xiv. 36. 30 466 Mental Prayer. [CH. XV. to love Thee. I thank Thee for the light that Thou givest me. Give me strength. O God of my soul, always to advance in Thy love. Accept this poor heart to love Thee. It is true that it las once despised Thee, but now it is enamoured of Thy good­ ness ; it loves Thee and desires only to love Thee. or n^Iotlier God, assist me ; in thy intercession I place great confidence. r CHAPTER XVI. SILENCE, SOLITUDE, AND THE PRESENCE OF GOD. Cassian says: “ The religious prays little who prays only when she is on her knees in the choir or in the cell.” 1 To fulfil the obligations of her state, a religious should keep her soul continually united with God; but to maintain this constant union, continual prayer is necessary. There are three means of acquiring the habit of continual prayer; namely, silence, solitude, and the presence of God. These were the means that the angel suggested to St. Arsenius when he said: “If you wish to be saved, fly into solitude, observe silence, and repose in God by always keeping yourself in his presence.”2 We shall speak of each of these means separately. I. Silence. In the first place, silence is a great means of acquiring the spirit of prayer, and of disposing the soul to con­ verse continually with God. We rarely find a spiritual soul that speaks much. All souls of prayer are lovers of silence that is called the guardian of innocence, the shield against temptations, and the fountain of prayer. For by silence devotion is preserved, and in silence good thoughts spring up in the soul. St. Bernard says: “Si­ lence and the absence of noise in a certain manner force the soul to think of God and of eternal goods.” 3 Hence, 1 “ Perparum orat, quisquis, illo tantum tempore quo genua flectun­ tur, orare consuevit.”—Collât, io, c. 14. 9 “ Si vis salvus esse, fuge, tace, et quiesce.”—Vit. Patr. 1. 3, n. 190. 3 ‘‘Silentium, et a strepitu quies,cogit coelestia meditari.”—Epist. 78. 468 Silence, Solitude, etc. [ch.xvi. the saints fled to the mountains, to caves, and to deserts, in order to find this silence, and escape the tumults of the world, in which, as was said to Elias, God is not found) Theodosius the monk observed silence for thirty-five years. St. John the Silent, who gave up his bishopric and became a monk, observed silence for forty-seven years before his death; and all the saints, even they who were not solitaries, have been lovers of silence. Oh, how great the blessings that silence brings to the soul ! The prophet says that silence shall cultivate jus­ tice in the soul;’ for, on the one hand, it saves us from a multitude of sins by destroying the root of disputes, of detractions, of resentments, and of curiosity; and on the other, it makes us acquire many virtues. How well does the nun practise humility who when others speak listens with modesty and in silence ! How well does she practise mortification by not yielding to her inclina­ tion or desire to tell a certain anecdote, or to use a witty expression suggested by the conversation ! How well does she practise meekness by remaining silent when unjustly censured or offended ! Hence the same holy prophet said: In silence and in hope shall be your strength? Your strength shall be in silence and in hope; for by silence we shun the occasions of sin, and by hope we obtain the divine aid to lead a holy life. But, on the other hand, immense evils flow from speak­ ing too much. In the first place, as devotion is pre­ served by silence, so it is lost by a multitude of words. However recollected the soul may have been in prayer, if it afterwards indulge in long discourses it will find the mind as distracted and dissipated as if it had not made meditation. When the mouth of the burning fur­ nace is opened the heat soon evaporates. St. Dorotheus * “ Non in commotione Dominus.”—3 Kings, xix. II. 9 “ Erit . . . cultus justitiæ silentium,”—Is. xxxii. 17. 3 “ In silentio et in spe erit fortitudo vestra.”—Is. xxx. 15. SEC. I.) Silence. 469 says: “ Beware of too much speaking, for it banishes from the soul holy thoughts and recollection with God.” 1 Speaking of religious that cannot abstain from inquiring after worldly news, St. Joseph Calasanctius said: “The curious religious shows that he has forgotten himself.” It is certain that he who speaks too much with men converses but little with God, for the Lord says: I will lead her into the wilderness, and I will speak to her heart '.1 If, then, the soul wishes that God speak to its heart, it must seek after solitude; but this solitude will never be found by religious who do not love silence. “ If,” said the Venerable Margaret of the Cross, “ we remain silent, we shall find solitude.” And how will the Lord ever condescend to speak to the religious, who, by seek­ ing after the conversation of creatures, shows that the conversation of God is not sufficient to make her happy ? Besides, the Holy Ghost tells us that in speaking too much we shall not fail to commit some fault. In the multitude of words they shall not want sin.1 234 While they speak and prolong conversation without necessity, cer­ tain persons think that they are not guilty of any defect; but if they carefully examine themselves they will find some fault against modesty, of detraction, of curiosity, or at least of superfluous words. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that a religious should speak only through necessity. For religious are bound in a special manner to give an account of idle words, for which, according to our Saviour, all men shall have to render an account. .But I say unto you, that every idle word that men shall speak, they shall account for it in the day of judgment! 1 “Cavea multiloquio; hoc enim sanctas cogitationes extinguit.”— Doctr. 24. 2 “ Ducam eam in solitudinem, et loquar ad cor ejus.”—Osee, ii. 14. 3 “ In multiloquio non deerit peccatum.”—Prov. x. 19. 4 “ Dico autem vobis, quoniam omne verbum otiosum, quod locuti fuerint homines, reddent rationem de eo, in die judicii.”—Matt. xii. 36. 47θ Silence, Solihide, etc, [ch. xvi I have used the words some defect ; but when we speak too much we shall find that we have committed a thou­ sand faults. St. James has called the tongue a universal evil: The tongue is ... a world of iniquity*. For, as a learned author remarks, the greater number of sins arise from speaking or from listening to others. Alas ! how many nuns shall we see condemned on the day of judg­ ment, on account of having had but little regard for silence ! And what is most to be deplored is, that the religious that dissipates her mind by intercourse with creatures, and by too much speaking, will never be able to see her defects, and thus she will go from bad to worse. A man full of tongue shall not be established in the earth."1 The man that speaks too much shall walk with­ out a guide, and therefore he shall fall into a thousand mistakes without the hope of ever perceiving them. Such a religious appears as if unable to live without speaking continually from morning till evening. She wishes to know what happens in the monastery and in the world; she goes about asking questions from all the others, and afterwards says, What evil am I doing ? I answer you, dearly beloved sister, put an end to idle talk; endeavor to recollect yourself a little, and you will see how many defects you have committed by the mul­ titude of your words. St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say “ that a dissipated religious is a source of joy to the devil.” And justly, for by her dissipation she not only does not attend to her own sanctification, but is also an obstacle to the advancement of others, by going about the monastery in search of some one to converse with her, by speaking in a loud voice in every place, and by a want of reverence, even in the choir and sacristy. St. Ambrose relates that a certain priest, while at prayer, was disturbed by the ’ “ Universitas iniquitatis.”—fames, iii. 6. * “ Vir linguosus non dirigetur in terra.”—Ps. xxxix. 12. SEC. I.] Silence. 471 cries of a multitude of frogs: he commanded them to be silent, and they instantly obeyed. The holy Doctor then took occasion to say: “Shall senseless animals, then, be silent through respect for prayer, and shall men not be silent ?”’ And I add, will religious refuse to prac­ tise silence, after having entered the monastery in order to become saints, to observe their Rule, and to maintain holy recollection; or will they perform the office of the devil, by disturbing their sisters who wish to pray, and to be recollected with God ? A certain author justly calls such talkative nuns “ the home devils of monas­ teries,” who do great injury to the Community. According to St. Ignatius of Loyola, to know if there is fervor in a convent, it is enough to ascertain whether silence is observed or violated. A monastery in which the sisters speak continually is an image of hell; for where there is not silence there must be continual dis­ putes, detractions, complaints, particular friendships, and factions. But, on the other hand, a monastery in which the religious love silence is an image of paradise: it excites devotion not only in all who live in it, but also in those who live in the world. It is related by Father Perez, of the Order of Discalced Carmelites, that while a secular he entered one day into a house of the Order, and was so edified and filled with devotion by the silence of the brethren, that he renounced the world and re­ mained in the convent. Father Natalis, of the Society of Jesus, used to say, that to reform a religious house it is enough to establish in it the observance of silence. Because each of the religious would then practise recol­ lection, and would attend to his own advancement. Hence, also, Gerson says that the holy founders of re­ ligious Orders have prescribed and earnestly recom­ mended silence to their religious, because they knew’ how important its observance is for the maintenance of 1 “ Silent igitur paludes; homines non silebunt?”—De Virgin. 1. 3. 472 Silence, Solitude, etc. [ch.xvi. fervor. In his rules for nuns, St. Basil insists, not once, but frequently, on silence. St. Benedict commanded his monks to endeavor to observe continual silence.1 And experience shows that in the monastery in which silence is observed, discipline is maintained; and on the other hand, where silence is neglected, but little fervor is found. Hence few religious become saints, because few love silence. In many monasteries the rule of silence is prescribed by the written rules, and is strongly recommended; but some of the religious appear not to know what silence is, and therefore they unhappily live in dissipation, without fervor, and always in trouble. But, dear sister, do not imagine that the negligence of others will excuse or exempt you from the rule of silence. Blessed Clare of Montefalco used to say that in the time of silence it is difficult to speak without committing a fault. Some one may excuse herself, saying, that it is some­ times necessary to speak in order to get rid of mel­ ancholy; but how’ can the violation of silence free a re­ ligious from melancholy ? Let us be persuaded that all the creatures on earth or in heaven cannot console us in our afflictions. God alone is the author of consolation; but will he console us at the very time we offend him? But when there is any necessity for speaking in the time of silence, at least ask permission. Another religious does not seek occasions to speak, but as often as they are presented she allows herself to be led into breaches of silence by others who wish to speak. But her con­ descension will certainly not excuse her from the fault. It is necessary, then, to do violence to yourself, and to go away, or to remain silent, and sometimes by putting the finger on the mouth to make a sign that it is a time of silence. And even out of the hours of silence endeavor to 1 “ Omni tempore silentio debent studere monachi.”—Reg. c. 42. SEC. I.] Silence, 473 practise it as much as possible if you wish to keep your­ self recollected with God and free from imperfections; for there is no sin more easily committed than sins of the tongue. 7Zt·, says Solomon, that keepcth his mouth keepcth his soul.' And St. James says that he who sins not with the tongue is a perfect man: If any man offend not in word, the same is a perfect man! Hence it is the same thing to be a silent religious and a holy religious; for by observing silence she will be punctual to the rules, she will be devoted to prayer, to spiritual reading, and to her visits to the Holy Sacrament. Oh, how dear to God does the religious render herself who loves silence !—especially if by her silence on certain extraor­ dinary occasions she offers to God an act of mortifica­ tion; for example, when she feels greatly annoyed by long solitude, or when any very adverse or prosperous event occurs which she feels strongly impelled to relate to others. On the other hand, the religious who indulges in much speaking will be generally dissipated, will easily omit her meditations and other devout exercises, and thus will gradually lose all relish for God. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say: “The religious that has not a love for silence cannot find pleasure in the things of God.” Hence the unhappy soul will abandon itself to worldly amusements, and thus retain nothing but the name and habit of a religious. However, it is necessary to remark, that in monas­ teries the virtue of silence consists not in being always silent, but in observing silence when there is no neces­ sity for speaking. Hence Solomon says that there is a time to keep silence, and a time to speak.3 But St. Gregory of Nyssa remarks that the time for silence is put before the time for speaking, because, as the saint 1 “Qui custodit os suum, custodit animam suam.”—Prov. xiii. 3. 5 “ Si quis in verbo non offendit, hic perfectus est vir.”—James, iii. 2. 3 “ Tempus tacendi, ct tempus loquendi.”—Eccles, iii. 7. 474 Silence, Solitude, etc. [CH. XVI. adds, by silence we learn to speak well.1 By silence we learn to consider well what we shall afterwards say. But for a religious who wishes to become a saint, what is the time for silence and the time for speaking? The hours of silence for her are all the hours in which there is no necessity for speaking. The time for speaking is when necessity or charity obliges her to speak. Behold the excellent rule of St. John Chrysostom: “Then only should we speak when it is more useful to speak than to be silent.” 1 2 Hence the saint gives the following advice: “ Either remain silent, or say what is more profitable than silence.”3 Oh! happy he who at death can say what the monk Pambo said: “That he did not remem ber to have ever uttered a word which he was sorry for having spoken.”4* St. Arsenius used to say that he often repented of having spoken, but never of having remained silent.6 St. Ephrem gave this excellent lesson to religious: “ Speak a great deal with God, and little with men.”0 St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say the same: “The true servant of Jesus Christ bears all things; she labors much, and speaks little.” From all that has been said, every religious that wishes to live in union with God may see with what care she should shun the parlor. As the air that is breathed in the choir or in the cell is the most salubri­ ous for religious, so the air of the grates is for them the most pestiferous. And what is the parlor but what St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi called it, a place of distrac­ tions, inquietudes, and of temptations. The Venerable 1 “ Per silentium disci, quod postea proferatur.” 2 “ Tunc solum loquendum est, quando plus proficit quam silentium.” —In Ps. cxl. 3 “ Aut tace, aut dic meliora silentio.” 4 Pract. of perf. p. 2, tr. 2, ch. 8. 4 “ Me sæpe poenituit dixisse, nunquam tacuisse.”—Surins, 19 Jul. 6 “ Cum Deo, multis; cum hominibus, paucis loquere.”—Encom. in Ps. SEC. 1.] Silence. 475 Sister Mary Villani one day compelled the devil, on the part of God, to tell in what part of the monastery he gained most. The tempter answered: I gain in the choir, in the refectory, and in the dormitory: in these places I partly gain, and partly lose. But in the parlor I gain all, for the whole place is mine. Hence the Ven­ erable Sister Philippa Cerrina had reason to call the parlor an infected place, in which the contagion of sin is easily caught. St. Bernardine of Sienna relates that a religious in consequence of having heard in the parlor an improper word miserably fell into a grievous sin. Truly happy was the holy virgin St. Fabronia, who afterwards gave her life for the faith at the age of nineteen; she would never allow herself to be seen at the grate by an)’· secular, male or female. St. Teresa appeared after death to one of her spiritual children, and said to her: The religious that wishes to be a great friend of God must be an enemy of the grate. Would to God that in all monasteries there were grates of perforated iron such as we find in some observant convents ! A certain author relates that the Superior of a monastery procured a narrow grate; but the devil, through rage, first bent it, and afterwards sent it rolling through the house. The good Superior placed it, crooked as it was, in the parlor to give the nuns to understand that as the grate was hateful to hell so it was pleasing to God. Oh ! what an awful account will the abbess have to give to God who intro­ duces open grates, or who neglects to make the com­ panions attend. In one of her letters St. Teresa wrote this great sentence: “The grates when shut are the gates of heaven; and when open they are the gates of danger” (she did not wish to say hell). And she added: A monastery of nuns in which there is liberty serves to conduct them to hell rather than to cure their weak­ ness.” 4/6 Silence, Solitude, etc. [ch.xvi. What rapid progress in divine love does the religious make who resolves never to go to the grate ! When yon, dear sister, go to the parlor, be careful at least to conduct yourself like a religious. In your intercourse with seculars you should not only guard with great care against all affectionate expressions, but should also be very grave and reserved in the parlor. St. Mary Mag­ dalene de Pazzi wished her nuns to be “like the wild deer”—these are her very words. And the Venerable Sister Hyacinth Marescotti used to say: “ The courtesy of nuns consists in being discourteous by cutting short all long discourses in the parlor.” This applies, ordinarily speaking, to long discouress even with spiritual persons. Mother Anne of Jesus, a Discalced Carmelite, said: “A nun acquires more fervor in the choir or in the cell than by the longest conferences in the parlor. Show all re­ spect to directors, but you should treat with them only through necessity; despatch your business with them in a few words.” Should you ever happen to hear in the parlor an in­ decent word, go away immediately; or, at least, cast down your eyes, and change the discourse, or give no answer. In a monastery of the Venerable Sister Seraphina de Carpi two women began to speak about a cer­ tain marriage: the attendant at the turn heard the voice of Sister Seraphina (who was dead) saying, “Chase away, chase away these women.” And whenever it is in your power, endeavor to change all discourses that savor of the world. St. Frances of Rome received a buffet from an angel because she did not change the conversation of certain ladies who spoke of worldly vanities. You should be still more careful to observe silence with your sisters in the monastery: for the occa­ sion of breaking silence with them is more continual. Hence it is necessary to mortify curiosity. The Abbot John used to say: “Let him who wishes to restrain the sec. i.i Silence. 477 tongue shut his ears by mortifying the curiosity of hearing news.” It is also necessary to avoid the con­ versation of any religious who speaks frequently. It is, moreover, well to fix some time each day during which you will observe silence, remaining alone in your cell or in some solitary place in order to avoid the occasions of speaking. Whenever you have to speak, be careful, in conformity with the advice of the Holy Ghost, Make a balance for thy words,' to examine what you ought to say. Make a balance for your words that you may weigh them before you give expression to them. Hence St. Bernard says that “before your words come to the tongue, let them pass twice under the file of examination,”3 that you may suppress what you should not utter. The same was said by St. Francis de Sales in other words, namely, that to speak without sin every one should keep a lock on his lips, that in opening his mouth to speak he might reflect well on what he wishes to say. Before speaking you should consider— 1. Whether what you intend to say can injure charity, modesty, or exact observance. 2. Examine the motive that impels you to speak; for it sometimes happens that what a person says is good, but her intention is bad; she speaks either to appear spiritual, or to acquire a character for talent. 3. Examine to whom you speak, whether to your Superiors, to companions, or to inferiors: whether in the presence of seculars, or of the postulants, who may perhaps be scandalized at what you say. 4. Examine the time at which you speak, whether at the time of silence or of repose. 5. The place in which you speak, whether in the choir, 1 “Verbis tuis facito stateram.”—Ecclus. xxviii. 29. * “Bis ad limam veniant verba, quam semel ad linguam.”—Punet, perf. η. 4/8 Silence, Solitude, etc, [ch. xvi. in the sacristy, or the corridors; at the door or in the parlor. 6. Be careful to speak with simplicity, avoiding all affection; with humility, abstaining from all words of pride or vainglory; with sweetness, never uttering a word that savors of impatience, or that tends to the discredit of a neighbor; with moderation, by not being the first to give your opinion on any question that may be proposed, particularly if you are younger than the others; with modesty, by not interrupting any sister while she is speak­ ing; and also by abstaining from every word that savors of the world, from all improper gestures, and immoderate laughter, and by speaking in a low tone of voice; for St. Bonaventure says 1 that it is a great defect in a religious to speak in a loud voice, particularly at night. And should you, as Superior, be ever obliged to correct a sister, take care not to reprimand her in a loud voice· for otherwise she will perceive that you speak through impatience, and then the reprimand will be unprofitable At recreation, which is the proper time for unbending the mind, speak when the others are silent, but endeavor as often as you can to speak on something that has ref­ erence to God. “ Let us speak of the Lord Jesus,” says St. Ambrose, “ let us always speak of him.” 2 And what other enjoyment should a religious seek than to speak of her most amiable Spouse ? He who has an ardent love for another, appears unable to speak of anything but of him. They who speak little of Jesus Christ, show that they have but little love for Jesus Christ. On the other hand, it often happens that good religious, after speaking on divine love, feel more fervor than after men­ tal prayer. At the conversations of the servants of God, says St. Teresa, Jesus Christ is always present. Of this, 1 Spec. disc. p. i, c. 31. 2 “ Loquamur Dominum Jesum, ipsum semper loquamur.”_ In Ps. xxxv i. sec. i.] Silence. 479 Father Gisolfo, of the Congregation of the “ Pious Workers,” relates a memorable example, in the life of the Venerable Father Anthony de Collelis. He says that Father Constantine Rossi, the Master of novices, saw one day two of his young disciples, F. D. An­ thony Torres, and F. D. Philip Orilia, conversing to­ gether, and with them a young man of most beautiful aspect. The Master of novices was surprised that two novices, whom he regarded as most exemplary, should speak to a stranger without permission: he therefore asked who was the young man whom he had seen con­ versing with them. They said there was no one con­ versing with them. But he afterwards learned that they were speaking of Jesus Christ, and understood that the person whom he saw in their company was our divine Saviour. Except in the hours of recreation, and other extra­ ordinary occasions, such as in attending the sick, or in consoling a sister in tribulation, it is always better to be silent. A religious of the Order of St. Teresa, as we find in the Teresian Chronicles, said that it is better to speak with God than to speak of God. But when obedience or charity obliges you to speak, or to have intercourse with creatures, you must always endeavor to find inter­ vals, for at least repairing the losses caused by the dis­ tractions attendant on these external occupations; steal­ ing at least as many little moments as possible to recol­ lect yourself with God; thus following the counsel of the Holy Ghost: Let not the part of a good gift overpass thee' Do not allow that particle of time to pass away: give it to God, if you can have no more to give him during the day. But whenever you can abridge the conversation, abridge it under some pretext. A good religious seeks not pretexts, as some do, to prolong conversation, but endeavors to find out some means of shortening it. Let 1 “ Particula boni doni non te praetereat.”—Ecclus. xiv. 14. 480 Silence, Solitude, etc. [CH. XVI. us remember that time is given us not to be spent unprofitably, but to be employed for God, and in acquiring merits for eternity. St. Bernardine of Sienna used to say that a moment of time is of as much value as God, because in each moment we can gain his friendship, or greater degrees of grace. Prayer. O my God, may the patience with which Thou hast borne me be forever blessed. Thou hast given me time to love Thee,and I have spent it in offending and displeasing Thee. Were I now to die, with what heartfelt pain should I end my life, at the thought of having spent so many years in the world, and of having done nothing. Lord, I thank Thee for still giving me time to repair my negligence, and so many lost years. 0 my Jesus ! through the merits of Thy Passion assist me. I do not wish to live any longer for myself, but only for Thee, and for Thy love. I know not how much of life remains, whether it is long or short ; but were it a hundred or a thousand years, I wish to spend them all in loving and pleasing Thee. I love Thee, O my Sovereign Good, and I hope to love Thee for eternity. I do not wish to be ever again ungrateful to Thee. I will no longer resist Thy love, which has so long called me to be en­ tirely Thine. Shall 1 wait till Thou abandon me, and call me no more ? Mary, my mother, assist me, pray for me, and obtain for me perseverance in my resolution to be faithful to God. IT. The Love of Solitude, and the Avoiding of Idleness. i. The Love of Solitude. Whosoever loves God, loves solitude; there the Lord communicates himself more familiarly to souls, because there he finds them less entangled in worldly affairs, and more detached from earthly affections. Hence, St. Jerome exclaimed: “O solitude, in which God speaks SEC. II.] Love of Solitude. 481 and converses familiarly with his servants !” ’ O blessed solitude, in which God speaks and converses with his be­ loved spouses with familiarity, with great love and con­ fidence ! God speaks not at the grates, nor in the belve­ dere, nor in any other place in which religious indulge in useless laughter and idle talk. The Lord is not in the earthquake? But where is he? I will lead her into the, wilderness, and I will speak to her heart? He speaks in soli­ tude, and there he speaks to the heart in words that in­ flame it with his holy love, as the sacred spouse attests: My soul melted when my beloved spoke? St. Eucherius re­ lates 6 that a certain man, desirous of becoming a saint, asked a servant of God where he should find God. The servant of God conducted him to a solitary place, and said: “Behold where God is found!” By these words he meant to say that God is found not amid the tumults of the world, but in solitude. Virtue is easily preserved in solitude; and, on the other hand, it is easily lost by intercourse with the world, where God is but little known, and therefore his love, and the goods that he gives to those who leave all things for his sake, are but little esteemed. St. Bernard * says that he learned more among the trees of the forest than from books and masters. Hence the saints, in order to live in solitude and far from tumult, have so ardently loved the caves, the mountains, and the woods. The land that was desolate and impassable shall be glad, and the wilderness shall rejoice, and shall flourish like the lily; it shall bud forth and blossom. . . . They shall see the glory of 1 “ O solitudo, in qua Deus cum suis familiariter loquitur ac conver­ satur !” 2 “ Non in commotione Deus.”—3 Kings, xix. 11. 3 “ Ducam eam in solitudinem, et loquar ad cor ejus.”—0see, ii. 14. 4 “Anima mea liquefacta est, ut locutus est.”—Cant. v. ύ. * Ep. ad Hilar. 6 Epist. 106. 482 Silence, Solitude, etc. [ch. xvi. the Lord and the beauty of our God) The wilderness shall be a perennial fountain of joy and gladness to the soul that seeks it; it shall flourish like the lily in whiteness and innocence of life, and shall produce fruits of every virtue. These happy souls shall in the end be raised on high to see the glory and infinite beauty of the Lord. It is certain that to keep the heart united with God we must preserve in the soul the thoughts of God, and of the im­ mense goods that he prepares for those who love him; but when we hold intercourse with the world, it pre­ sents to us earthly things that cancel spiritual impressions and pious sentiments. Hence, for a nun that de­ lights in receiving visits and letters, in reading the newspapers, and in speaking frequently of the things of the world, it is impossible to be a good religious. Every time that she unnecessarily holds intercourse with seculars, she will suffer a diminution of fervor. There is no one more deserving of pity than a nun who, being unable to go into the world, brings the world to herself by spending a great part of the day in vain amusements, in conversing with seculars at the grate, or in diverting herself with the sisters, laughing, talking, censuring others, and by seeking to learn what happens in the neighborhood. Shall a spouse of Jesus Christ, who should have no other pleasure than that of con­ versing with her God, place her consolation in a life of distraction, and of intercourse with seculars, who by their conversation will infect her heart with the corrupt maxims of the world ? Shall she thus spend the time that the Lord gives her in order to become a saint? O God ! how can she squander that time the moments of which the saints would have purchased even at the cost of their blood ? Alas ! when one day she finds herself at 1 “ Laetabitur deserta et invia, et exsultabit solitudo, et florebit quasi lilium; germinans germinabit; . . . ipsi videbunt gloriam Domini et decorem Dei nostri.”—Is. xxxv. 1. SEC. IL] the hour of dead even for one of tl certain religious Si had more time I would give it all to God !” But the unhappy soul desired time when for her time was no more. Besides, I say to you, dear sister, God in his goodness has rescued you from the dangers of the world, and has given you the courage to forsake it; why, then, should you expose yourself to the same dangers by again hold­ ing intercourse with the world ? Tertullian says1 that “ we have escaped once from the waves of the world (in which so many perish); let us not voluntarily cast our­ selves again into the midst of them,” and expose our souls to the danger of perdition. The religious who wishes to become a saint should seek neither to know nor be known by the world; she should endeavor to the utmost of her ability neither to see nor to be seen by seculars. Blessed Clare of Montefalco spoke even to her brother with the veil drawn down; the abbess said that in conversing with her brother she might raise the veil. She answered: “Mother, since I speak only with the tongue, allow me to remain covered.” The words of the Venerable Sister Frances Farnese are also very remark­ able. “My sisters,” said she, “ we are shut up within these walls, not to see and to be seen, but to hide our­ selves from creatures. The more we hide ourselves from them, the more Jesus Christ will unveil himself to us.” Worldlings shun solitude, and with good reason; for in solitude they feel more acutely the remorse of con­ science, and therefore they go in search of the conversa­ tions and tumults of the world, that the noise of these occupations may stifle the stings of remorse. The re­ ligious, then, who flies from solitude shows that she, 1 “Evasimus semel; hactenus periculosis nos non inferamus.”—De Pœnit. n. 7. 484 Silence, Solitude, etc. [CH. XVI. too, is a disorderly soul, who, in order to extinguish the remorse caused by her irregularities, seeks after the noise and bustle of the world. On the other hand, re­ ligious who live with a tranquil conscience cannot but love solitude; and when they find themselves out of it, they feel like fish out of water—they enjoy no peace, and are, as it were, in a violent state. It is true that man loves society; but what society preferable to the society of God? Ah! to withdraw from creatures and to converse in solitude with our Creator brings neither bitterness nor tediousness. Of this the Wise Man as­ sures us: For her conversation hath no bitterness, nor her company any tediousness, but joy and gladness) The Vener­ able Father Vincent Carafa, General of the Society of Jesus (as has been said in another place), said that he desired nothing in this world, and that were he to desire anything, he would wish only for a little grotto, along with a morsel of bread, and a spiritual book, in order to live there always in solitude. It is not true that a life of solitude is a life of melan­ choly: it is a foretaste and beginning of the life of the saints in bliss, who are filled with an immense joy in the sole occupation of loving and praising their God. Thus St. Jerome said, that flying from Rome he went to shut himself up in the cave of Bethlehem, in order to enjoy solitude. Hence he afterwards wrote: “ To me solitude is a paradise.”3 The saints in solitude appeal to be alone, but they are not alone. St. Bernard said: “I am never less alone than when I find myself alone;”’ for I am then in the company of my Lord, who gives me more content than I could derive from the conversation of all creatures. They appear to be in sadness, but they are 1 “Non enim habet amaritudinem conversatio illius; nec tædium con­ victus illius, sed lætitiam et gaudium.”—Wisd. viii. 16. 2 “ Solitudo mihi paradisus est.’’—Ep. ad Rust. 3 “ Nunquam minus solus, quam cum solus.”—De Vita sol. c. 4. SEC. II.] Love of Solitude. 485 not sad. The world, seeing them far away from earthly amusements, regard them as miserable and disconsolate; but they are not so; they, as the Apostle attests, enjoy an immense and continual peace. As sorrowful, yet al­ ways rejoicing} The prophet Isaias attested the same when he said: The Lord therefore will comfort Sion, and will comfort all the ruins thereof; and he will make her desert as a place of pleasure, and her wilderness as the garden of the Lord, foy and gladness shall be found therein, thanksgiving and the voice of praise} The Lord well knows how to console the solitary soul, and will give a thousandfold compensation for all the temporal pleasures which it has forfeited: he will render its solitude a garden of his delights. There joy and gladness shall be always found, and nothing shall be heard but the voice of thanksgiving and praise to the divine goodness. Hence, Cardinal Petrucci describes the happiness of a solitary heart in the following words: “ It appears to be sad, and it is filled with celestial joy. Though it treads on the earth, its dwelling is in heaven. It asks nothing for itself, because in its bosom it contains an immense treasure. It appears to be agitated and overwhelmed by the tempest, and it is always in a secure harbor.” In order to find this happy solitude, it is not necessary for you, dear sister, to hide yourself in a cave or in a desert; even in the monastery, you can, whenever you wish, find the solitude which you desire. Shun the grates, shun useless conversations and discourses; love the choir and the cell; remain in the choir or cell when­ ever obedience or charity does not call you elsewhere; and thus you will find the solitude that is suited to you, 1 “Quasi tristes, semper autem gaudentes.”—2 Cor. vi. 10. 2 “ Consolabitur Dominus Sion, et consolabitur omnes ruinas ejus; et ponet desertum ejus quasi delicias, et solitudinem ejus quasi hortum Domini; gaudium et lætitia invenietur in ea, gratiarum actio, et vox laudis.”—Is. Ii. 3. 486 Silence, Solilttde, etc. [CH. XVI. and that God wishes from you. Thus David found it, even in the midst of the great concerns of a kingdom, and therefore he said: Lo, I have gone far off, flying away; and I abode in the wilderness? St. Philip Neri desired to retire into a desert, but God gave him to understand that he should not leave Rome, but that he should live there as in a desert. The Lord wishes the same from religious, whom he desires to be his true spouses; he wishes them to be enclosed in gardens, that in them he may be able to find his delights. My sister—my spouse is a garden en­ closed? But Gilbert well remarks: “He knows not how to be a garden that does not wish to be enclosed.”1*35 The nun who is unwilling to be enclosed, that is, careful not to bring into her heart the thoughts and dangers of the world by frequent intercourse with worldlings, can­ not be the garden of Jesus Christ. “Live therefore as a solitary,” says St. Bernard, “re­ tire not merely in body, but in spirit.”4 Even when you are with the sisters at work, or at the common rec­ reation, endeavor not to leave your solitude; be careful to keep yourself as much as possible recollected with God; and if you cannot withdraw in body from con­ versation, withdraw at least in affection and intention, by intending to remain there only because it is God’s will that you should remain. Since you must sometimes have intercourse with creatures, you ought to act like a • tender woman, who, being accustomed to remain always in a close room, far from the society of men, endeavors, when obliged to go into the street, to return as quickly as possible in order to escape the cold and bustle. It is thus that holy religious act when by duty or charity 1 “ Ecce elongavi fugiens, et mansi in solitudine.’’—Ps. liv. 8. s “ Hortus conclusus soror mea sponsa.”—Cant. iv. 12. 3 “ Hortus nescit esse, qui nescit esse conclusus.”—In Cant. s. 35. *“Sede ergo solitarius; secede, non corpore, sed intentione.”—In Cant. s. 40. SEC. II.] they are forced to converse with the sisters or with externs; they suffer a species of martyrdom, partly on account of their repugnance to hold intercourse with creatures, and partly through fear of committing some fault, and therefore they seek to abridge the conversa­ tion as much as possible. When external occupations last for a long time, it is very difficult to escape defects. Even when they were employed in the conversion of sinners, Jesus Christ wished the holy apostles to retire from time to time into a solitary place, in order to give some repose to the spirit. Conte apart into a desert place, and rest a little) Yes; for in external occupations, even of a spiritual nature, the soul falls into distractions, disquietudes, coldness of divine love, and imperfections; hence repose is always necessary to remove the stains contracted, and to acquire strength to walk better for the future. It is not necessary, then, to remain always in solitude; but, as St. Laurence Justinian has written, we ought to procure it whenever we can, and when we cannot, we ought to love it.2 Hence, when a religious is obliged to interrupt her retirement in order to serve the Community, or to re­ lieve the necessity of a sister, she must do it with liberty of soul, without disturbing herself: otherwise she will show attachment to solitude, which is a great defect. But in going to treat with creatures her object must not be to amuse herself by * their conversation,z but to practise obedience or charity. Then, as soon as the occupation is over, she ought instantly to retire to her beloved solitude. Hitherto we have spoken of the solitude of the body; we must now say something on the solitude of the heart, 1 “ Venite seorsum in desertum locum, et requiescite pusillum.”— Mark, vi. 31. - “ Solitudo semper amanda est, tenenda vero non semper.”—De Casto Conn. c. 6. ; I { i | 488 Silei. ce, Solitude, etc. [CH. XVI. which is more necessary than the solitude of the body. “Of what use,” says St. Gregory, “is the solitude of the body without the solitude of the heart ? ” * That is, of what use is it to live in the desert if the heart is attached to the world ? A soul detached and free from earthly affections, says St. Peter Chrysologus, finds solitude even in the public streets and highways? On the other hand, of what use is it to observe silence in the choir or in the cell, if affections to creatures are entertained in the heart, and by their noise render the soul unable to listen to the divine inspirations? I here repeat the words of our Lord to St. Teresa: “ Oh, how gladly would I speak to many souls! but the world makes such a noise in their heart that my voice cannot be heard. Oh that they w’ould retire a little from the world !” Let us then understand what is meant by solitude of the heart. It consists in expelling from the soul every affection that is not for God, by seeking nothing in all our actions but to please his divine eyes. It consists in saying with David: What have I in heaven? and besides thee, what do 1 desire upon earth ? . . . Thou art the God of my heart, and the God that is my portion foreverI O my God, except Thee, what is there on earth or in heaven that can content me? Thou alone art the Lord of my heart, and Thou shalt always be my only treasure. In fine, solitude of the heart implies that you can say with sincerity, My God, I wish for Thee alone, and for nothing else. Such a religious complains that she does not find God; but listen to what St. Teresa says: “ Detach the heart 1 “Quid prodest solitudo corporis, si solitudo defuerit cordis?”—Mor. I. 30, c. 23. - “ In plateis, in triviis, suum pietas habet secretum.”—Semi. g. 3 “Quid mihi est in cœlo? et a te quid volui super terram? . . . Deus cordis mei, et pars mea Deus in æternum.”—Ps. Ixxii. 25. sec. π.] Love of Solitude. 489 from all things—seek God, and then you will find him.” 1 God can neither be sought nor found if he is not first known; but how can a soul attached to creatures com­ prehend God and his divine beauty ? The light of the sun cannot enter a crystal vessel filled with earth; and in a heart occupied with affections to pleasures, to wealth, and to honors, the divine light cannot shine. Hence, the Lord says: Be still, and see that I am God? The soul, then, that wishes to see God must remove the world from her heart, and keep it shut against all earthly affections. This is precisely what Jesus Christ gave us to understand under the figure of a closed chamber, when he said: But when thou shalt pray, enter into thy chamber, and having shut the door, pray to thy Father in secret? That is, the soul, in order to unite itself with God in prayer, must retire into its heart (which, according to St. Augustine, is the chamber of which our Lord speaks), and shut the door against all earthly affections? This is also the meaning of the words of Jeremiah: He shall sit solitary, and hold his peace; because he hath taken it upon himself? The solitary soul, that is, the soul that is free from all attachments, and in which earthly affections are silent, will unite itself with God in mental prayer by holy desires, by oblations of it­ self, and by acts of love: and then it will find itself raised above all created objects, so that it will smile at the worldling who sets so high a value on the goods of this earth, and submits to so many toils in order to secure their enjoyment, while it regards them as trifles, and utterly unworthy of the love of a heart created to1 *35 1 Admonitions, 36. 3 “Vacate, et videte quoniam ego sum Deus.”—Ps. xlv. it. 3 “ Cum oraveris, intra in cubiculum tuum, et, clauso ostio, ora Pa­ trem tuum in abscondito.”—Matt. vi. 6. 1 Manual, c. 30. 5 “Sedebit solitarius, et tacebit, quia levavit super se.”—Lam. iii. 28. 49° Silence, Solitude, etc. [CH. XVI. love God, who is an infinite good. Hence Cardinal Petrucci says, that the love of a heart dedicated to the divine love is raised above all that is spread over the theatre of the world. 2. The Avoiding of Idleness. But remember that by solitude I do not mean pure leisure, as if a religious were to be free from all occupa­ tions and from all care. God wishes that his spouses be solitary, but not idle. Some nuns lead a hidden and retired life, but in their retreat they either remain idle, without applying themselves to any work, or spend their time in vain reading, or in other useless occupations. They remain silent, but of this useless silence St. Basil says 1 they shall render an account to God. Idle soli­ tude is the solitude of beasts; solitude devoted to curi­ ous studies is worldly solitude; religious solitude is neither idle nor useless, but is all fruitful and holy. Religious should remain in their cells, like the bee, which in its little cell never ceases to make honey; and hence they should not waste their time, but should be employed either in prayer, or in reading spiritual books, or in manual works that will not hinder them to keep the mind on God. St. John Chrysostom says that in solitude the soul is not idle, but occupied in God.1 2 Ina certain convent of St. Francis there was an idle brother who was always going about the house—now trouble­ some to one, and again to another. The saint called him Brother Fly. Would to God that in monasteries there were no Sister Fly, constantly going about, observ­ ing who is at the grate or at confession; who sends or receive presents, and the like. Such religious would deserve, like Hies, to be expelled from the house, or at 1 “ Reddent nationem pro otioso silentio.” 2 “ Solitudinem non facit esse solum.”—In P$ cxl. SEC. II.I The Avoiding oJ idleness. 491 least to be shut up in a prison that they might cease to disturb others. It is a common saying, that idleness is the parent of all vices, and it is founded on the oracle of the Holy Ghost: Idleness hath taught much evil.' St. Joseph Calasanctius says: “ The devil goes in pursuit of idle relig­ ious.” And, according to St. Bonaventure/ a religious assiduously employed is molested with one temptation, but an idle religious shall be assailed by a thousand. It is certain that to a nun the cell is a great help to prac­ tise recollection with God. But the same St. Joseph Calasanctius said that a religious “ makes a bad use of her cell when while in it she neither speaks with God nor labors for God.” We cannot be always at prayer, and therefore in this life it is necessary for religious to be employed in manual occupations. She hath sought wool ami flax, ami hath wrought by the counsel of her hands? Hence, St. Jerome prescribed to Demetriade to have wool always in her hands? All holy women, particu­ larly religious, have employed themselves in manual work. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, though so infirm and weak, took part in all the labors of the monastery, as well for the choir nuns as for the lav-sisters. She worked now in the kitchen, and again in the refectory; at one time she swept the convent, at another she car­ ried water from the well. She labored so hard in mak­ ing bread, that she distorted one of the bones of the hand. In a word, the author of her life says that she performed more work than four lay-sisters together. And let it be observed, that it is an error to imagine that labor is injurious to bodily health, for it is certain 1 “ Multam enim malitiam docuit otiositas.”—Ecclus. xxxiii. 29. 9 De Prof. rei. 1. 1, c. 39. 3 “ Quæsivit lanam et linum, et operata est consilio manuum suarum.” ■—Prov. xxxi. 13. 4 “ Habeto lanam semper in manibus.”—E/>. ad Demetr. 492 Silence, Solitude, etc. [CH. XVI. that manual employment contributes greatly to the preservation of health, and this is the reason why laysisters ordinarily enjoy better health than the choir nuns. Ah ! it is frequently not so much the danger of health, as the desire of escaping the pain attendant on labor, that makes us excuse ourselves from manual work. But the religious who looks at the crucifix will not endeavor to shun labor. Sister Frances of St. Angelo of the Car­ melite Order complained one day to Jesus on the cross, that by severity of labor she had injured her hands. Jesus answered: “ Frances, look at my hands, and then complain.” Besides, manual work contributes greatly to relieve the tediousness of solitude, and also to overcome temp­ tations, which are very frequent in solitude. St. Anthony found himself one day so molested with immodest thoughts and so weary of solitude that he knew not what to do. An angel appeared and conducted the saint to a little garden. There he took the mattock and began to dig, and afterwards to pray; he next re­ sumed the work, and again returned to prayer. From the conduct of the angel the saint learned that he was to live in solitude, and at the same time defend himself against temptations by passing from prayer to work and from work to prayer. A person should not be always employed at work; but it is impossible for a re­ ligious to be always at prayer without affecting her brain, and rendering herself utterly unfit for all spiritual exercises. Hence St. Teresa after death appeared to Sister Paula Mary of Jesus, and exhorted her not to fail to exercise herself in corporal works under the delusive pretext of devoting herself more to holy occu­ pations; and the saint added that these manual exer­ cises are a great help to eternal salvation. Besides, manual works when performed without soli­ tude and passion do not hinder us from praying. Sister SEC. II.] The A voiding of Idleness. 493 Margaret of the Cross, Archduchess of Austria, a dis­ eased nun, used to perform the most laborious offices of the monastery, and would say that labor is not only useful but necessary for nuns, since it does not hinder them from raising the heart to God. It is related that St. Bernard one day saw a monk who while he worked did not cease to pray. The saint said to him: “My brother, continue to do always what you do at present, and be of good cheer; for by acting in this manner you shall after death be exempt even from purgatory.” The saint afterwards practised the same, as we read in his life. He did not neglect his external works, but he was at the same time wholly recollected in God.' And thus every religious, while she works with her hands, should not neglect to keep her heart occupied with God; other­ wise, all her external employments shall be without spiritual fruit, and shall be full of imperfections. Hence the Spouse of the Canticles says to the soul: Place me as a seal upon thy heart, as a seal upon thy arm? He first tells her to place him as a seal upon her heart, and afterwards upon her arm; because if she has not God in the heart she cannot have him upon the arm; that is, her external works cannot be pleasing to him. But, on the other hand, St. Teresa says that “works of the active life, when they spring from divine love, are the highest per­ fection.” Hence it is an error in a religious to wish to remain always in solitude, or to shun all external occupations. But it is also an error in her to undertake voluntarily such a multiplicity of employments that she afterwards has not time to recollect herself with God. My son, meddle not with many matters; and if thou be rich thou shalt not be 1 “ Totus exterius laborabat, et totus interius Deo vacabat.”—Lohner, Bibi. tit. 13, p. 2. 9 “Pone me ut signaculum super cor tuum, ut signaculum super brachium tuum.”—Cant. viii. 6. 494 Silence, Solitude, etc. [ch. xvi. free from sinI Son, says the Lord, do not burden your­ self with so many concerns; for if you wish to attend to them all, you may indeed succeed, but not without sin. There are others who, when they undertake any busi­ ness apply, themselves so closely to it that they render themselves unable to think of anything else. What has been undertaken should be done with diligence, but with tranquillity and without passion, so that the soul may have liberty to turn to God from time to time. You should labor; but you who are a religious should not work like a secular, toiling night and day in order to accumulate money. And for what purpose? Inorder to make presents, or to gratify vanity or caprice. It is necessary to work, but to work like a religious: hence attend first to the business of the soul; and afterwards to that of the body, employing yourself in external exer­ cises, with a pure intention either of practising obedience or of assisting the Community, or of relieving your own pressing wants, and of avoiding idleness; but always without avidity or solicitude, which may hinder you from raising the heart to God. St. Antonine says that in every external occupation, however urgent, we must always keep a secret little corner within, in which we may take refuge and turn to God when we find our­ selves oppressed and overwhelmed with business. Hence it is of great importance to take care in the beginning as well as in the progress of our work to raise the heart several times to God by an act of love, of oblation, of resignation, or by a petition for his graces. Why, for example, can you not, when employed in embroidering or in sewing, make at every moment an act of the love of God, or of oblation of yourself? I conclude this point. Fervent nuns in all their works are recollected in spirit, unite themselves more closely to God, and alI'ili, ne in multis sint actus tui; et si dives fueris, non eris immu­ nis a deiicto.”—Ecclus. xi. io. sec. The Presence of God. in.] 495 ways acquire merit. But the tepid and negligent fabri­ cate cobwebs; for they labor and toil through earthly motives, and thus lose all. Prayer. My Jesus, grant that I may love Thee ardently during the remainder of my life, and that I may be entirely Thine. I curse the days in which I have loved creatures so as to displease Thee. Henceforth I wish to love nothing but Thee. I entreat Thee to give me strength to detach my heart from all things that divert me from Thy love. Grant that my heart may be em­ ployed in regarding only Thee as the only object worthy of love. O Incarnate AVord ! Thou hast come into the world to dwell in our souls that Thou hast redeemed with Thy blood. Let my heart, then, be all Thine. Take possession of it and watch over all my wants; illuminate my soul, inflame me, and make me promptly obey all Thy wishes. My Jesus, my Sov­ ereign Good, I love Thee and I esteem Thee above every good. I give myself entirely to Thee : accept me to serve Thee forever but to serve Thee not through fear, but through love. Thy majesty deserves to be feared, but Thy goodness deserves still more to be loved. O Mary, my Mother and my refuge, obtain for me the grace to belong entirely to Jesus. III. The Presence of God. i. Effects Produced by this Holy Exercise. The practice of the presence of God is justly called by spiritual masters the foundation of a spiritual life, which consists in three things: the avoidance of sin, the practice of virtue, and union with God. These three effects the presence of God produces: it preserves the soul from sin, leads it to the practice of virtue, and moves it to unite itself to God by means of holy love. I. As to the first effect, the avoidance of sin, there is no more efficacious means of subduing the passions, of 496 Silence, Solitude, etc. [ch.xvi. resisting temptations, and consequently of avoiding sin, than the remembrance of God’s presence. The angelic Doctor says: “ If we always thought that God was look­ ing at us, we would never, or scarcely ever, do what is displeasing in his eyes.”1 And St. Jerome has written that the remembrance of God’s presence closes the door against all sins. “ The remembrance of God,” says the holy Doctor, “ shuts out all sins.” 1 2 And if men will not dare in their presence to transgress the commands of princes, parents, or Superiors, how could they ever vio­ late the laws of God if they thought that he was looking at them ? St. Ambrose relates that a page of Alexander the Great, who held in his hand a lighted torch whilst Alexander was offering sacrifice in the temple, suffered his hand to be burnt sooner than be guilty of irreverence by allowing the torch to fall. The saint adds,3 that if rev­ erence to his sovereign could conquer nature in a boy, how much more will the thought of the divine presence make a faithful soul overcome every temptation, and suffer every pain rather than insult the Lord before his face ! All the sins of men flow from their losing sight of the divine presence. “Every evil,” says St. Teresa, “hap­ pens to us because we do not reflect that God is present with us, but imagine that he is at a distance.”45 And before her David said the same: God is not before his eyes; his ways are filthy at all times? Sinners forget that God sees them, and therefore they offend him at all times. The 1 “ Si Dominum præsentem, et omnia videntem, semper cogitaremus, aut vix aut nunquam peccaremus.”—Opusc. 58, c. 2. 2 “ Memoria Dei excludit cuncta flagitia.”—In Ezech. c. 22. 8 “ Tanta in puero fuit disciplina reverentiæ, ut naturam vinceret.”— De Virgin. I. 3. 4 Way of Perf. ch. 29. 5 “ Non est Deus in conspectu ejus; inquinatæ sunt viæ illius in omni tempore.”—Ps. x. 5. sec. iii.i The Presence of God. 497 Abbot Diodes went so far as to say 1 that “ he who dis­ tracts himself from the remembrance of the presence of God becomes either a beast or a devil.” And justly; for he shall be instantly assailed by carnal or diabolical desires which he will not have strength to resist. On the other hand, the saints by the thought that God was looking at them have bravely repelled all the assaults of their enemies. This thought gave courage to holy Susanna to resist the temptations of the Elders, and even to despise their threats against her life. Hence she courageously said to them: It is better for me to fall into your hands without doing it than to sin in the sight of the Lord? It is better to fall into your hands and to die without sin than to offend God before his face. This thought also converted a wicked woman who dared to tempt St. Ephrem; the saint told her that if she wished to sin she must meet him in the middle of the city. But, said she, how is it possible to commit sin before so many persons ? And how, replied the saint, is it possi­ ble to sin in the presence of God, who sees us in every place? At these words she burst into tears, and falling prostrate on the ground asked pardon of the saint, and besought him to point out to her the way of salvation. St. Ephrem placed her in a monastery, where she led a holy life, weeping over her sins till death.’ The same happened to the abbot Paphnutius and a sinner called Thais. She tempted him one day, saying that there was no one to see them but God. The saint with a stern voice said to her: “ Then you believe that God sees you, and will you commit sin ?” Thais was thunderstruck, and filled with horror for her sinful life: she gathered together all her riches, clothes, and jewels which she had12 1 Pallad. Hist. laus. c. 98. 4 “Melius est mihi absque opere incidere in manus vestras, quam peccare in conspectu Domini.”—Dan. xiii. 23. 2 Metaphrast. Vit. S. Ephrem. 32 49§ Silence, Solitude, etc. [ch. xvi. earned by her infamous practices, burned them in the public square, and retired into a monastery, where she fasted on bread and water every day for three successive years, always repeating this prayer: “ O Thou who hast made me, have mercy on me ! My God, who hast created me, have pity on me !” After these three years she happily ended her life by a holy death. It was after­ wards revealed to Paul, a disciple of St. Anthony, that this happy penitent was placed among the saints on an exalted throne of glory.·1 23 Behold the efficacy of the remembrance of the divine presence to make us avoid sins. Let us then always pray to the Lord, saying with Job: Set me beside thee, and let any man's hand fight against med My God, place me in Thy presence; that is, remind me in every place that Thou seest me, and then let all my enemies assail me: I shall always defeat them. Hence St. Chrysostom con­ cludes: “ If we keep ourselves always in the presence of God, the thought that he sees all our thoughts, that he hears all our words, and observes all our actions wiP preserve us from thinking any evil, from speaking any evil, and from doing any evil.” 4 II. As to the second effect, the practice of virtue, the presence of God is also a great means. Oh, what valor does a soldier exhibit in the presence of his sovereign ! The sole thought that his prince by whom he shall be punished or rewarded is present inspires him with great courage and strength. Thus also when such a religious is in the presence of her Superior, with what exterior recollection does she pray, with what modesty and 1 “ Qui plasmasti me, miserere mei,” 5 Vit. Pair. 1. I. 3 “Pone me juxta te, et cujusvis manus pugnet contra me.1’-Job, xvii. 3. 4 “ Si ita nos ipsos disposuimus, nihil mali faciemus, nihil mali dicemus, nihil mali cogitabimus.’’—In Phil. hom. S. SEC. III.] The Presence of ( humility does she treat the sisters; with what care does she execute the directions that she receives ! Hence if they reflected that God was looking at all their actions, all religious would do all things well, with a pure inten­ tion, without seeking to please any one but God, and without any regard to human respect. St. Basil says that were a person to find himself in the presence of a king and a peasant, his sole concern would be to please the king without any regard to the wishes of the peas­ ant. Thus he that walks in the divine presence is re­ gardless of the pleasure of creatures, and seeks only to please God, who sees him always. III. Finally, as to the third effect of the divine pres­ ence, that is, to unite the soul to God, it is an infallible rule that love is always increased by the presence of the object loved. This happens even among men, although the more they converse together, the more their defects are discovered. How much more shall the love of a soul for God increase if it keep him before its eyes! for the more it converses with him, the better it com­ prehends his beauty and amiableness. The morning and the evening meditation are not sufficient to keep the soul united with God. St. John Chrysostom says, that even water, if removed from the fire, soon returns to its natural temperature; and therefore after prayer it is necessary to preserve fervor by the presence of God, and by renewing our affections. St. Bernard says of himself, that in the beginning of his conversion, when he found himself disturbed, or his fervor cooled, peace and the ardor of divine love were instantly restored by the remembrance of a deceased or absent saint.1 Now, how much greater the effect which must be produced on a soul that loves God, by remem­ bering that he is present, and that he is asking her love 1 1 “ Ad solam defuncti seu absentis memoriam, flabat spiritus, et fluebant aquæ.”—In Cant. s. 14· 500 Silence, Soliliule, de. [CH. XVI. David said that by the remembrance of his God he was filled with joy and consolation. I remembered God, and was delighted.' However great the affliction and desola­ tion of a soul may be, if it loves God it will be consoled and freed from its affliction by remembering its beloved Lord. Hence, souls enamoured of God live always with a tranquil heart and in continual peace; because, like the sunflower that always turns its face to the sun, they in all events and in all their actions seek always to live and act in the presence of God. “A true lover,” says St. Teresa, “always remembers her beloved.”3 2. Practice of the Presence of God. Let us now come to the practice of this excellent ex­ ercise of the divine presence. This exercise consists partly in the operation of the understanding, and partly in the operation of the will: of the understanding, in beholding God present; of the will, in uniting the soul to God, by acts of humiliation, of adoration, of love, and the like: of the latter we shall speak more particularly hereafter. I. With regard to the intellect, the presence of God may be practised in four ways: i. By imagining that our Redeemer, Jesus Christ, is present, that he is in our company, and that he sees us in whatsoever place we may be. We can at one time represent him in one mystery, and again in another: for example, now an infant lying in the manger of Beth­ lehem, and again a pilgrim flying into Egypt; now a boy working in the shop of Nazareth, and again suffer­ ing as a criminal in his Passion in Jerusalem, scourged, or crowned with thorns, or nailed to a cross. St. Teresa’ praises this method of practising the presence of God. 1 “ Memor fui Dei, et delectatus sum.”—Ps. Ixxvi. 4. 2 Found, ch. 5. 8 Life, ch 13. sec. in.] The Presence of God. 501 But it is necessary to remark, that though this method is good, it is not the best, nor is it always profitable: first, because it is not conformable to truth; for Jesus Christ, as God and man together, is present with us only after Communion, or when we are before the Blessed Sacrament. Besides, this mode is liable to illu­ sion, or may at least injure the head by the efforts of the imagination. Hence, should you wish to practise it, you must do it sweetly, only when you find it use­ ful, and without laboring to represent in the mind the peculiar features of our Saviour, his countenance, his stature, or color. It is enough to represent him in a confused manner, as if he were observing all we do. 2. The second method, which is more secure and more excellent, is founded on the truth of faith, and consists in beholding with eyes of faith God present with us in every place, in considering that he encompasses us, that he sees and observes whatever we do. We indeed do not see him with the eyes of the flesh. Nor do we see the air, yet we know for certain that it surrounds us on every side, that we live in it; for without it we could neither breathe nor live. We do not see God, but our holy faith teaches that he is always present with us. Do not I fill heaven and earth, saith the Lord V Is it not true, says God, that I fill heaven and earth by my presence ? And as a sponge in the midst of the ocean is encom­ passed and saturated with water, so, says the Apostle, we live in God, we move in God, and have our being in God? And our God, says St. Augustine, observes every action, every word, every thought of each of us, as if he forgot all his other creatures, and had to attend only to us.123 Hence, observing all we do, say, and think, he marks and registers all, in order to demand an account 1 “ Numquid non cœlum et terram ego impleo?”—Jer. xxiii. 24. 2 “ In ipso enim vivimus, et movemur, et sumus.”—Acts, xvii. 28. 3 Solii. c. 14; Conf. 1. 3, c. 11. 502 Silence, Solitude, etc. [ch.xvi. on the day of accounts, and to give us then the reward or the chastisement that we have deserved. This second mode of practising the divine presence does not fatigue the mind; for the exercise of it we need only enliven our faith with an affectionate act of the will, saying: My God, I believe firmly that Thou art here present. To this act we can easily add the acts of love, or of resignation, or of purity of intention, and the like. 3. The third means of preserving the remembrance of the presence of God is to recognize him in his creatures, which have from him their being, and their power of serving us. God is in the water to wash us, in the fire to warm us, in the sun to enlighten us, in food to nourish us, in clothes to cover us, and in like manner in all other things that he has created for our use. When we see a beautiful object, a beautiful garden, or a beautiful flower, let us think that there we behold a ray of the in­ finite beauty of God, who has given existence to that object. If we converse with a man of sanctity and learn­ ing, let us consider that it is God who imparts to him a small portion of his own holiness and wisdom. Thus, also, when we hear harmonious sounds, when we feel a fragrant odor, or taste delicious meat or drink, let us remember that God is the being who by his presence imparts to us these delights, that by them we may be induced to aspire to the eternal delights of paradise. Let us accustom ourselves to behold in every object God, who presents himself to us in every creature; and let us offer him acts of thanksgiving and of love, remem­ bering that from eternity he has thought of creating so many beautiful creatures that we might love him. St. Augustine says:1 Learn to love your Creator in creatures; and fix not your affection on what God has made, lest ’ “ Disce amare in creatura Creatorem, et in factura Factorem, ne teneat te quod ab illo factum est, et amittas cum a quo et ipse factus es.’ —Enarr. in Ps. xxxix. sec. in.] 'The Presence of God. 503 you should become attached to creatures and lose him by whom you, too, have been created. This was the prac­ tice of the saint. At the sight of creatures he was accustomed to raise his heart to God; hence he ex­ claimed with love: Heaven and earth and all things tell me to love Thee? When he beheld the heavens, the stars, the fields, the mountains, he seemed to hear them say: Augustine, love God, for he has created you for no other end than that you might love him. Thus, likewise, St. Teresa, when she beheld the plains, the sea, the rivers, or other beautiful creatures, felt as if they'· reproached her with ingratitude to God. Thus also St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, holding in her hand a flower or an apple, and looking at it, became enrap­ tured with divine love, saying within herself: Then my God has thought from eternity of creating this fruit for my sake, and to give me a proof of the love that he bears me! It is also related of St. Simon Salo, that when in walking through the fields he saw flowers or herbs, he would strike them with his staff, saying: “ Be silent ! be silent ! you reproach me with not loving that God who has made you so beautiful for my sake, that I might be induced to love him: I have already heard you; cease; reprove me no longer; be silent.”3 4. The fourth and most perfect means of remembering the divine presence is to consider God within us. We need not ascend to heaven to find our God; let us be recollected within ourselves, and in ourselves we shall find him. To treat in prayer with God as at a distance, causes great distraction. St. Teresa used to say: “I never knew how to make mental prayer as it ought to be made till God taught me this manner of praying: in this recollection within myself I have always found great profit.” 1 “Coelum ct terra, et omnia quæ in cis sunt, mihi dicunt ut te amern.”—Conf. 1. io, c. 6. 2 Way of Perf. ch. 2y. I ! I1 ’ 504 Silence, Solitude, etc. [ch. xvr To come to what is practical: It is necessary to know that God is present in us, in a manner different from that in which he is present in other creatures; in us he is present as in his own temple and his own house. Know you not, says the Apostle, that you are the temple oj God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you V Hence our Saviour says, that into a soul that loves God, he comes with the Father and Holy Ghost, not to re­ main there for a short time, but to dwell in it forever, and there to establish an everlasting habitation. If, any one love me, . . . my Father will love him, and we will come to him, and will make our abode with himl The kings of the earth, though they have their great palaces, have, notwithstanding, their particular apart­ ments in which they generally live. God is in all places; his presence fills heaven and earth; but he dwells in a particular manner in our souls, and there, as he himself tells us by the mouth of the Apostle, he delights to re­ main as in so many gardens of pleasure. I will dwell in them, and will walk among them, and J will be their God.' There he wishes us to love him and to pray to him: for he remains in us full of love and mercy, to hear our sup­ plications, to receive our affections, to enlighten us, to govern us, to bestow on us his gifts, and to assist us in all that can contribute to our eternal salvation. Let us then often endeavor, on the one hand, to enliven our faith in this great truth, and annihilate ourselves at the sight of the great majesty that condescends to dwell within us; and on the other, let us be careful to make acts at one time of confidence, at another of oblation, 1 “ Nescitis quia templum Dei estis, et Spiritus Dei habitat in vobis?” —I Cor. iii. 16. - “Siquis diligit me, . . . et Pater meus diligit eum, et ad eum veniemus, et mansionem apud eum faciemus.”—John, xiv. 23. “ Inhabitabo in illis, et inambulabo inter eos, et ero illorum Deus.” —2 Cor. vi. 16. SEC. III.] The Presence of God. 505 and again of love of his infinite goodness; now thank­ ing him for his favors, at another time rejoicing in his glory; and again asking counsel in our doubts; consoling ourselves always in the possession of this Sovereign Good within us, certain that no created power can de­ prive us of him, and that he will never depart from us unless we first voluntarily banish him from our hearts. This was the little cell that St. Catharine of Sienna built within her heart, in which she lived always retired, always engaged in loving colloquies with God; thus she defended herself against the persecution of her parents, who had forbidden her to retire any more to her chamber for the purpose of praying. And in this little cell the saint made greater progress than she did by retiring to her room; for she was obliged to leave her chamber several times in the day. This interior cell she never left, but remained in it always recollected with God. Hence St. Teresa, speaking of the divine presence in our interior, said: “ I believe that they who are able to lock themselves up in this little heaven in their souls, where he who created them is always present, walk in an ex­ cellent path, because they make great progress in a short time.” 1 In a word, by this exercise of the presence of God the saints have succeeded in acquiring great treasures of merits. J set the Lord always in my sight, says the royal prophet, for he is at my right hand that I be not moved * I endeavor to consider God always present, and observing all my actions. Blessed Henry Suso applied himself with so much attention to this holy exercise that he per­ formed all his actions in the divine presence, and thus continually conversed with God by tender affections. St. Gertrude acquired the habit of this exercise so per­ fectly, that our Lord said of her to St. Mechtilde: “ This 1 Way of Perf. ch. 29. 9 “ Providebam Dominum in conspectu meo semper."—ΡΛ. xv. 8. 506 Silence, Solitude, etc. [CH. XVI. beloved spouse always walks in my presence, seeking always to do my will, and directing all her works to my glory.”1 This was also the practice of St. Teresa; for in whatever occupation she found herself she never lost sight of her beloved Lord. If, then, you ask me how often in the day you should remember the presence of God, I will answer you with St. Bernard1 234 that you ought to remember it every moment. As there is not a moment, says the saint, in which we do not enjoy the benefits of God, so there is not a moment in which we should not remember God, and prove our gratitude. If you knew that the king was always thinking of you and of your welfare, though he should confer no real benefit, still you could not re­ member his affection without feeling an interior love for him. It is certain that your God is always thinking of you, and that he incessantly confers favors on you at one time by his lights, at another by internal helps, and again by loving visits. Is it not ingratitude in you to be forgetful of him for any length of time ? It is then a duty to endeavor to remember always, or at least as often as we can, the divine presence. This was the advice of the Lord to Abraham: Walk before me, and be perfect? Endeavor to walk always in my presence, and you shall be perfect. Tobias gave the same advice to his son: All the days of thy life have God in thy mind? My son, during your whole life keep God always before your eyes. The exercise of the divine presence St. Dorotheus recommended in a most special manner to his disciple, St. Dositheus, who besought him to tell him what he should do in order to be a saint : 1 Insin. 1. I, c. 12. 2 De Int. Domo. c. 27. 3 *· Ambula coram me, et esto perfectus.”—Gen. xvii. i. 4 “ Omnibus autem diebus vitæ tuæ, in mente habeto Deum.”—Tob. iv 6 ■-w. ■ sec. in.] The Presence of God. 507 “Consider that God is always present, and that he is looking at you.” 1 St. Dorotheas relates that the good disciple was so faithful to the advice, that in all his occupations, and even in the severe infirmities with which he was visited, he never lost sight of God. Thus after being a soldier, and a dissolute young man, he attained in five years so high a degree of sanctity, that after death he was seen in heaven seated on a throne of glory equal to that of the most holy among the anchorets. The great servant of God, Father Joseph Anchieta, who by the exercise of the divine presence arrived at such perfection, used to say that nothing else but our inattention to it can divert us from so holy an exercise. The prophet Micheas says: I will show thee, 0 man, what is good, and what the Lord requireth of thee, ... to walk so­ licitous with thy God? O man, I will show you in what your welfare consists, and what the Lord demands of you; behold it: he wishes you to be solicitous, and that your whole concern be to do all your actions in his pres­ ence; because then all shall be well done. Hence, St. Gregory Nazianzen has written: “So often should we remember God as we draw breath.” 1 *3 He adds, that by doing this we shall do all things. Another devout author says that meditation may in some cases be omitted; for example, in the time of sickness, or of im­ portant business, which cannot be deferred; but the ex­ ercise of the presence of God must be always practised by acts of purity of intention, of oblation, and the like, as will be more fully explained hereafter. II. Hitherto we have spoken of the operation of the in1 “ Dei tantum memor esto, eumque semper tibi præsentem con­ sidera.”—Bolland. 23 Febr. * “ Indicabo tibi, o homo, quid sit bonum, et quid Dominus r quirat a te: utique . . . solicitum ambulare cum Deo tuo.”—Midi. vi. S. 3 “ Nec enim tam sæpc spiritum ducere, quam Dei meminisse de­ bemus.”—De Theol. orat. I. I ' 5o8 Silence, Solitude, etc. [ch. xvi. tellect; allow me to speak of the application of the will to the holy exercise o/ the divine presence. And it is necessary, first, to knou that to remain always before God, with the mind always fixed on him, is the happy lot of the saints; but in the present state it is morally impos­ sible to keep up the presence of God without inter­ ruption. Hence we should endeavor to practise it to the best of our ability, not with a solicitous inquietude and indiscreet effort of the mind, but with sweetness and tranquillity. There are three means of facilitating the application of the will to this exercise. i. The first method consists in frequently raising the heart to God, by short but fervent ejaculations, or loving affections towards God, present with us. These may be practised in all places and in all times, in walk­ ing, at work, at meals, and at recreation. These affec­ tions may be acts of election, of desire, of resignation, of oblation, of love, of renunciation, of thanksgiving, of petition, of humiliation, of confidence, and the like. In whatever occupation you find yourself, you can very easily turn to God from time to time and say to him: My God, I wish only for Thee, and nothing else. I desire nothing but to be all Thine. Dispose as Thou pleasest of me, and of all that I pos­ sess. I give myself entirely to Thee. I love Thee more than myself. I wish only what Thou wishest. I renounce all things for the love of Thee. I thank Thee for the great graces Thou hast be­ stowed upon me. Assist me, have mercy on me. Give me Thy holy love. Lord, I should be at this moment in hell. I delight in Thy felicity. SEC. III.] 509 I would wish that all men loved Thee. Do not permit me to be separated from Thee. In Thee I place all my confidence. When shall I see Thee and love Thee face to face. Let all that I do and suffer be done and suffered for Thee. May Thy holy will be always done. ! The ancient Fathers set great value on all these short prayers, by which we can practise the presence of God more easily than by long prayers. And St. John Chrys­ ostom used to say, that he that makes use of these short prayers or acts shuts the door against the devil, and prevents him from coming to molest him with bad thoughts.1 At certain special times it is necessary more particu­ larly to enliven our faith in the divine presence. First, in the morning when we awake, by saying: My God, I believe that Thou art here present, and that Thou wilt be present with me in every place to which I shall go this day; watch over me, then, in all places, and do not permit me to offend Thee before Thy divine eyes. Secondly, at the beginning of all our prayers, whether mental or vocal. The Venerable Cardinal Caracciolo, Bishop of Aversa, used to say, that he that makes men­ tal prayer with distractions, shows that he has been negligent in making the act of faith in the presence of God. Thirdly, on occasion of any temptation against patience or chastity; for example, if you are seized with any sharp pain, or receive any grievous insult, or if any scandalous object be presented to you, instantly arm yourself with the divine presence, and excite your cour­ age by remembering that God is looking at you. It was thus that David prepared himself to resist temptations. My eyes are ever towards the Lord; for he shall pluck my feet 1 “ Si crebris precationibus te ipsum accendas, non dabis occasionem diabolo, aut ullum ad tuas cogitationes aditum.”—De Anna. hom. 4. 510 Silence, Solitude, etc. [ch.xvi. out of the snare} I will keep my eyes on my God, and he will deliver me from the snares of my enemies. You must do the same when you have occasion to perform any very difficult act of virtue; you must imitate the valorous Judith, who, alter having unsheathed the sword, and taken Holofernes, who was asleep, by the hair of the head, turned to God before she gave the stroke, and said: Strengthen me, O Lord, in this hour} Thus she cour­ ageously cut off his head. 2. The second method of preserving the presence of God by acts of the will is to renewalways in distracting employments the intention of performing them all with the intention of pleasing God. And therefore, in the beginning of every action or occupation, whether you apply yourself to work, go to table, or to recreation, or to repose, say: Lord, I do not intend in this work my pleasure, but only the accomplishment of Thy will. In the course of the action endeavor to renew your inten­ tion, saying: My God, may all be for Thy glory. By these acts the presence of God is preserved without fatiguing the mind; for the very desire of pleasing God is a loving remembrance of his presence. It is also use­ ful to fix certain times, or particular signs, in order to remember the divine presence; as when the clock strikes, when you look at the crucifix, when you enter or leave the cell. Some are accustomed to keep in their room some particular sign, to remind them of the presence of God. 3. The third method is, when you find yourself very much distracted during the day, and the mind oppressed with business, to procure leave from the Superior to re­ tire, at least for a little, to the choir or to the cell, in order to recollect yourself with God. Were you on any 1 “Oculi mei semper ad Dominum; quoniam ipse evellet de laqueo pedes meos. ”—Ps. xxiv. 15. 2 “Confirma me, Domine Deus, in hac hora.”—Judith, xiii. 9. SEC. III.] The Presence of God. day to feel bodily weakness, arising from excess of labor and long fasting, would you not take some refreshment in order to be able to proceed with the work? How much more careful should you be to treat the soul in a similar manner, when it begins to fail in courage, and to grow cold in divine love, in consequence of being a long time without food; that is, without prayer and recol­ lection with God? I again repeat what Father Bal­ thasar Alvarez used to say, that a soul out of prayer is like a fish out of water; the soul is, as it were, in a state of violence. Hence, after being a long time engaged in business and distracting occupations, a Christian should retire (if I may use the expression), to take breath in solitude, recollecting himself there with God, by affec­ tions and petitions. The life of bliss in heaven consists in seeing and loving God, and therefore I infer that the felicity of a soul on this earth consists also in loving and .seeing God, not openly as in paradise, but with the eyes of faith, by which it beholds him always present with it; and thus acquires great reverence, confidence, and love towards its beloved Lord. He that lives in this man­ ner, begins, even in this valley of tears, to live like the saints in heaven, who always see God. They always see the face of my Father? and therefore they cannot cease to love him. Thus he that lives in the divine presence will despise all earthly things, knowing that before God all is misery and smoke; and will begin in this life to pos­ sess that Sovereign Good who contents the heart more than all other goods. My adored Jesus, Thou hast not refused to give all Thy blood for me; and shall I refuse to give Thee all my love? No, my beloved Redeemer, 1 offer myself entirely to Thee ; accept me and dispose of me as Thou pleasest. But since Thou givest me 1 “ Semper vident faciem Patris.”—Matt, xviii. io. Λ 512 Silence, Solitzede, etc. [CH. XVI. the desire of Thy pure love, teach me what I ought to do, and I will do it. Grant that this heart that was once miserably de­ prived of Thy love may now neither love nor seek anything but Thee. Grant that my will may wish only what Thou wishest. Unhappy me! I once, for the sake of my pleasures, de­ spised Thy will, and forgot Thee. Grant that from this day forward I may forget all things, even myself, to think only of loving and pleasing Thee. O my God, amiable above every good, how bitterly do I regret that hitherto I have had so little regard for Thee ! Lord, pardon me, draw me entirely to Thy­ self ; do not permit me to love Thee but little, or to love any­ thing but Thee. I hope for all things from Thy goodness, and from Thy merits, O my Jesus ! And I place all confidence in thee, O my Queen, my advo­ cate, and my Mother, Mary. Have pity on me, and recom­ mend me to thy Son, who hears thy prayers, and refusas thee nothing. CHAPTER XVII. SPIRITUAL READING To a spiritual life the reading of holy books is perhaps not less useful than mental prayer. St. Bernard says reading instructs us at once in prayer, and in the prac­ tice of virtue? Hence he concluded that spiritual read­ ing and prayer are the arms by which hell is conquered and paradise won.’ We cannot always have access to a spiritual Father for counsel in our actions, and particu­ larly in our doubts; but reading will abundantly supply his place by giving us lights and directions to escape the illusions of the devil and of our own self-love, and at the same time to submit to the divine will. Hence St. Athanasius used to say that we find no one devoted to the service of the Lord that did not practise spiritual reading.1 23 Hence all the founders of religious Orders have strongly recommended this holy exercise to their religious. St. Benedict, among the rest, commanded * that each monk should every day make a spiritual read­ ing, and that two others should be appointed to go about visiting the cells to see if all fulfilled the com­ 1 “Lectio nos ad orationem instruit et ad operationem.”—De Modo bene viv. c. 50. 2 “ Lectio et oratio sunt arma, quibus diabolus expugnatur, beatitudo acquiritur.”—Ibid. 3 “ Sine legendi studio, neminem ad Deum intentum videas.” 514 Spiritual Readin [CHAP. xvn. mand; and should any monk be found negligent in the observance of this rule, the saint ordered a penance to be imposed upon him. But before all, the Apostle pre­ scribed spiritual reading to Timothy. Attend unto read­ ing' Mark the word Attend, which signifies that, al­ though Timothy, as being bishop, was greatly occupied with the care of his flock, still the Apostle wished him to apply to the reading of holy books, not in a passing way and for a short time, but regularly and for a con­ siderable time. The reading of spiritual works is as profitable as the reading of bad books is noxious. As the former has led to the conversion of many sinners, so the latter is every day the ruin of many’· young persons. The first author of pious books is the Spirit of God; but the author of pernicious writings is the devil, who often, artfully con­ ceals from certain persons the poison that such works contain, and makes these persons believe that the reading of such books is necessary in order to speak well, and to acquire a knowledge of the world for their own direc­ tion, or at least in order to pass the time agreeably. But I say that, especially' for nuns, nothing is more per­ nicious than the reading of bad books. And by bad books I mean not only those that are condemned by the Holy See, either because they contain heresy, or treat of subjects opposed to chastity, but also all books that treat of worldly' love. What fervor can a religious have if she reads romances, comedies, or profane poetry' ? What recollection can she have in meditation or at Commun­ ion ? Can she be called the spouse of Jesus Christ? Should she not rather be called the spouse of a sinful world ? Even young women in the world that are in the habit of reading such books are generally not virtuous seculars. But some one may sayr, What harm is there in reading 1 “ Attende lectioni.”—i Tim, iv. 3. chap. XVII.] Spiritual Reading. 515 romances and profane poetry when they contain nothing immodest? Do yon ask what harm? Behold the harm: the reading of such works kindles the concupis­ cence of the senses, and awakens the passions; these easily gain the consent of the will, or at least render it so weak that when the occasion of any dangerous affec­ tion occurs the devil finds the soul already prepared to allow itself to be conquered. A wise author has said that by the reading of such pernicious books heresy has made, and makes every day, great progress; because such reading has given and gives increased strength to libertinism. The poison of these books enters gradually into the soul; it first makes itself master of the under­ standing, then infects the will, and in the end kills the soul. The devil finds no means more efficacious and secure of sending a young person to perdition than the reading of such poisoned works. Oh ! what desolation will this poison produce should it be ever introduced into any religious Community ! A single bad book will be sufficient to cause the destruction of a monastery. Blessed spouse of the Lord, should a work of this de­ scription ever fall into your hands, cast it at once into the fire, that it never more may be seen. And if you are Superior, and wish not to have a great account to render to God, exclude all such books from the convent. Remember also that for you certain useless books, though not bad, will be pernicious; because they will make you lose the time that you can employ in occupa­ tions profitable to the soul. In a letter to his disciple Eustochium, St. Jerome stated for her instruction that in his solitude at Bethlehem he was attached to the works of Cicero, and frequently read them, and that he felt a certain disgust for pious books because their style was not polished. He was seized with a serious malady, in which he saw himself at the tribunal of Jesus Chris-t. The Lord said to him: “Tell me; what are you?” “ I 516 Spiritual Reading. [chap. χνπ. am," replied the saint, “ a Christian.” “ No,” rejoined the Judge, ‘‘you are a Ciceronian, not a Christian.” He then commanded him to be instantly scourged. The saint promised to correct his fault, and having re­ turned from the vision he found his shoulders livid and covered with wounds in consequence of the chastisement that he had received. Thenceforward he gave up the works of Cicero, and devoted himself to the reading of books of piety. It is true that in the works like those of Cicero we sometimes find useful sentiments; but the same St. Jerome wisely said in a letter to another dis­ ciple: “What need have you of seeking for a little gold in the midst of so much mire,” 1 when you can read pious books in which you may find all gold without any mire? Works on Moral Theology also are ordinarily useless, and sometimes even injurious to a nun; because by reading them her conscience may be disturbed, or she may learn what it is not useful for her to know. To some the reading of books on Mystic Theology may be pernicious; for it may incline them to seek after super­ natural prayer, and to abandon the ordinary method of mental prayer by considerations and affections: thus they may be left without one or the other. For no one should seek to attain the prayer of contemplation unless God clearly calls him to it. Hence St. Teresa after death appeared to one of her nuns and directed that the Superiors should forbid the religious to read her books of visions and revelations, saying that she had become a saint not by visions and revelations, but by the practice of virtue. But let us return to the subject, and consider the great blessings that the reading of spiritual books brings to the soul. In the first place, as the reading of bad books fills the mind with worldly and poisonous sentiments; so, on the 1 “ Non necesse habes aurum in luto quaerere.”—Ep. ad Furiam. chap, xvii.] Spiritual Reading. 517 other hand, the reading of pious works fills the soul with holy thoughts and good desires. How can the religious be recollected and filled with holy thoughts that spends a considerable part of the day in reading curious and profane works that fill her head with a thousand worldly ideas and a crowd of earthly affections ? How can she keep herself in the divine presence, and offer to God frequent acts of love, of oblation, of petition, and the like. The mill grinds the corn that it receives; if the wheat be bad how can the mill make good flour? The nun that has employed a considerable time in reading curious books will go to meditation and Communion, and then, instead of thinking of God and of making acts of love and confidence, she will be constantly molested with distractions; for the representations of all the vanities that she has read will be presented to her mind. On the other hand, the nun that keeps the mind filled with devout thoughts, such as spiritual maxims, examples of the virtuous actions of the saints, will not only during prayer, but also at other times, be accompanied by these thoughts, and by them she will be kept almost always united with God. St. Bernard explains this by a beautiful similitude in his exposition of the words seek and you shall find,' he says: “ Seek by reading books of devotion, and in meditation you will find what you seek; for reading puts into the mouth the food that is afterwards masticated by medita­ tion.”3 In the second place, the soul that is imbued with holy thoughts in reading is always prepared to.banish inter­ nal temptations. The advice that St. Jerome gave to his disciple Salvina was: “ Endeavor to have always in 1 “ Quærite, et invenietis.”—Matt. vii. 7. 2 * ' Quærite legendo, et invenietis meditando; lectio quasi cibum ori apponit, meditatio masticat.”—Seal, claustr. c. 2. 518 Spiritual Reading. iCHAP, XVII. your hand a pious book, that with this shield you may defend yourself against bad thoughts.” 1 In the third place, spiritual reading serves to make us see the stains that infect the soul, and helps us to remove them. The same St. Jerome recommended De­ metriade to avail herself of spiritual reading as of a mir­ ror.’ He meant to say that as a mirror exhibits the stains of the countenance, so holy books show us the defects of the soul. St. Gregory, speaking of spiritual reading, says: “ There we perceive the losses we have sustained and the advantages we have acquired; there we observe our falling back or our progress in the way of God.”3 In the fourth place, in reading holy books we receive many lights and divine calls. St. Jerome says that when we pray we speak to God; but when we read, God speaks to us. * St. Ambrose says the same: “ We ad­ dress him when we pray: we hear him when we read.”5 In prayer, God hears our petitions, but in reading we listen to his voice. We cannot, as I have already said, always have at hand a spiritual Father, nor can we hear the sermons of sacred orators, to direct and give us light to walk well in the way of God. Good books sup­ ply the place of sermons. St. Augustine writes® that good books are, as it were, so many letters of love that the Lord sends us; in them he warns us of our dangers, teaches us the way of salvation, animates us to suffer 1 “ Semper in manibus tuis sit divina lectio, ut omnes cogitationum sagittæ hujusmodi clypeo repellantur.” 2 “ Lectionem adhibeas speculi vice.” 3 “ Ibi foeda, ibi pulchra nostra cognoscimus; ibi sentimus quantum proficimus.”—Mor. 1. 2, c. 1. 4 “Oras; loqueris ad Sponsum. Legis; ille tibi loquitur.”—Ep. ad Eustoch. 5 “ Illum alloquimur, cum oramus; illum audimus, cum legimus.”— De Offic. 1. i, c. 20. 6 Enarr. in Es. xc. s. 2. CHAP. XVII.] Spiritual Reading. 519 adversity, enlightens us, and inflames us with divine love. Whoever, then, desires to be saved and to acquire divine love, should often read these letters of paradise. How many saints have, by reading a spiritual book, been induced to forsake the world and to give them­ selves to God! It is known to all that St. Augustine, when miserably chained by his passions and vices, was, by reading one of the epistles of St. Paul, enlightened with divine light, went forth from his darkness, and be­ gan to lead a life of holiness. Thus also St. Ignatius, while a soldier, by reading a volume of the lives of the saints which he accidentally took up, in order to get rid of the tediousness of the bed to which he was confined by sickness, was led to begin a life of sanctity, and be­ came the Father and Founder of the Society of Jesus— an Order which has done so much for the Church. Thus also by reading a pious book accidentally and al­ most against his will, St. John Colombino left the world, became a saint, and the founder of another relig­ ious Order. St. Augustine relates1 that two courtiers of the Emperor Theodosius entered one day into a monastery of solitaries; one of them began to read the life of St. Anthony, which he found in one of the cells; so strong was the impression made upon him, that he resolved to take leave of the world. He then addressed his companion with so much fervor that both of them remained in the monastery to serve God. We read in the Chronicles of the Discalced Carmelites that a lady in Vienna was prepared to go to a festivity, but because it was given up she fell into a violent passion. To di­ vert her attention she began to read a spiritual book that was at hand, and conceived such a contempt for the world, that she abandoned it and became a Teresian nun. The same happened to the Duchess of Montalto, in Sicily. She began also by accident to read the works 1 Conf. 1. 8, c. 6. 520 Spiritual Reading, [CHAP. XVII. of St. Teresa, and afterwards continued to read them with so much fervor, that she sought and obtained her husband’s consent to become a religious, and entered among the Discalced Carmelites. But the reading of spiritual books has not only con­ tributed to the conversion of saints, but has also given them during their whole life great aid to persevere and to advance continually in perfection. The glorious St. Dominic used to embrace his spiritual books, and to press them to his bosom, saying, “ These books give me milk.” And how, except by meditation and the use of pious books, were the anchorets enabled to spend so many years in the desert, at a distance from all human society ? That great servant of God, Thomas à Kempis, could not enjoy greater consolation than in remain­ ing in a corner of his cell with a spiritual book in his hand. It has been already mentioned in this work that the Venerable Vincent Carafa used to say that he could not desire a greater happiness in this world than to live in a little grotto provided with a morsel of bread and a spiritual book. St. Philip Neri devoted all the vacant hours that he could procure to the reading of spiritual books, and particularly the lives of the saints. If you ask me what book is most useful for you who are religious, above all I counsel you to read the books that you find best calculated to excite your devotion, and to move you most powerfully to unite your soul to God. Of this character are the works of St. Francis de Sales, of St. Teresa, of Father Granada, of Rodriguez, of St. Jure, of Nieremberg, of Pinamonti, and other similar books; and particularly the “Admonitions to Religious,” by the Fathers of St. Maur, and the “Ascetic Directory” of Father Scaramelli, a modern work, but full of learning and unction. * In general, I * We may add the ascetical works of St. Alphonsus; for many wellinstructed persons even say that they wish for no other books, since in CHAP. XVII.] advise you to lay aside works that are hard to be under­ stood, and to read books of devotion written in a plain and simple stylei Be careful also to read the subjects that you know will contribute most to your perfection. Among the rest, read frequently the lives of the saints, and particularly of those who have been religious; such as the life of St. Teresa, of St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, of St. Catharine of Sienna, of St. Jane Frances de Chantal, of the Venerable P'rances Farnese, of the Venerable Sister Seraphina da Capri, of St. Peter of Al­ cantara, of St. John of the Cross, of St. Francis Borgia, of St. Aloysius Gonzaga, etc. Read frequently the lives of the holy martyrs, particularly of so many holy young virgins that have given their lives for Jesus Christ. You can use the lives of the saints published by Father Croisset. Oh ! how profitable is the reading of the lives of the saints ! In books of instruction we read what we are bound to do, but in the lives of the saints we read what so many holy men and women, who were flesh as we are, have done. Hence, their example, if it produce no other fruit, will at least humble us and make us sink under the earth. In reading the great things that the saints have done, we shall certainly be ashamed of the little that we have done and still do for God. St. Au­ gustine said of himself: “ My God, the examples of Thy servants, when I meditated on them, consumed my te­ pidity and inflamed me with Thy holy love.” 1 Of St. 1 “ Exempla servorum tuorum, congesta in sinum cogitation's nostræ, urebant et absumebant gravem torporem, et accendebant nos valide.” —Conf. 1. 9, c. 2. them they find all that they need, and this more clearly and surely than elsewhere. Our saint seems, in fact, to have provided for all the wants of the soul. At the end of this volume is found a table of subjects for spiritual reading that may be made each month on the virtue that we propose to practise.—Ed. 522 Spiritual Reading. [chap.xvh, Francis, St. Bonaventure writes: “ By the remembrance of the saints and of their virtues, as if they were so many stones of fire, he was inflamed with new love for God.”1 St. Gregory also relates'·1 that in Rome there was a beggar called Servolus; he was afflicted with infirmities, and lived on the alms that he collected: he gave a part to the poor, and employed the remainder in purchasing books of devotion. Servolus could not read, but he en­ gaged those whom he lodged in his little house to read for him. St. Gregory says that by listening to these spiritual readings Servolus acquired great patience and a wonderful knowledge of the things of God. Finally, the saint states that at death the poor man besought his friends to read for him; but before breathing his last he interrupted the reading, and said: “ Be silent, be silent, do you not hear how all paradise resounds with canti­ cles and harmonious music ?” After these words he sweetly expired. Immediately after his death a most agreeable odor was diffused over the room, in testimony of the sanctity of the beggar, who left the world poor in earthly goods, but rich in virtue and merits. But to draw great fruit from spiritual reading: It is, in the first place, necessary to recommend your­ self beforehand to God, that he may enlighten the mind while you read. It has been already said, that in spirit­ ual reading the Lord condescends to speak to us; and, therefore, in taking up the book, we must pray to God in the words of Samuel: Speak, Lord, for thy servant hearethl Speak, O my Lord, for I wish to obey Thee in all that Thou wilt make known to me to be Thy will. In the second place, you must read not in order to123 1 “ Ex recordatione Sanctorum, tamquam lapidum ignitorum, in deificum recalescebat incendium.”—Vita S. Franc, c. 9. 2 In Evang. kom. 15. 3 “ Loquere, Domine, quia audit servus tuus.”—i Kings, iii. 9. chap, xvii.] Spiritual Reading. 523 acquire learning, nor to indulge curiosity, but for the sole purpose of advancing in divine love. To read for the sake of knowledge is not spiritual reading, but is, at the time of spiritual reading, a study unprofitable to the soul. It is still worse to read through curiosity, as certain nuns do, who devour books, seeking only to finish them in a short time, and to gratify curiosity. What profit do they expect to draw from such reading? All the time devoted to such reading is lost time. St. Gregory says that many read and read a great deal, but, because they have read only through curiosity, they finish reading as hungry as if they had not been reading.1 Hence the saint corrected a physician called Theodore for reading spiritual books quickly and with­ out profit. To derive advantage from pious books it is neces­ sary to read them slowly and with attention. “ Nourish your soul,” says St. Augustine, “with divine lectures.’” Now to receive nutriment from food, it must not be de­ voured, but well masticated. Remember, then, in the third place, that to reap abundant fruit from pious read­ ing, you must masticate and ponder well what you read; applying to yourself what is there inculcated. And when what you have read has made a lively im­ pression on you, St. Ephrem counsels you to read it a second time.1 *3 Besides, when you receive any special light in read­ ing, or any instruction that penetrates the heart, it will be very useful to stop, and to raise the mind to God by making a good resolution, or a good act, or a fervent prayer. St. Bernard says, that it is useful then to in­ terrupt the reading, and to offer a prayer, and to con1 “ Multi legunt, et ab ipsa lectione jejuni sunt.”—In Ezech. hom. io. 5 “ Nutri animam tuam lectionibus divinis.” 3 “ Non pigeat sæpius eumdem repetere versum.”—De Patient, et Cenis. sac. 524 Spiritual Reading. [chap. χνπ. tinue to pray as long as the lively impression lasts.1 Let us imitate the bees, that pass not from one flower to another until they have gathered all the honey that they found in the first. This we should do, although all the time prescribed for the reading should be spent in such acts; for thus the time is spent with greater spiritual profit. Sometimes it may happen that you draw more fruit from reading a single verse than from reading an entire page. 1 Moreover, at the end of the reading you must select some sentiment of devotion, excited by what you have read, and carry it with you as you would carry a flower from a garden of pleasure. Prayer. My Lord, I thank Thee for so many helps and lights that Thou givest me, in order to make me a saint, and to unite me always more closely to Thee. When will the day arrive on which I shall see myself freed from all earthly affections, and entirely united to Thy heart, which is so enamoured of my soul! I hope for all things from Thy infinite mercy. My Jesus, 1 can­ not bear to see myself any longer ungrateful to Thy love, as I have hitherto been. Create a clean heart in me, O God. Lord, give me a new heart that will think only of pleasing Thee. This desire that Thou givest me makes me hope for Thy grace. My God, I believe in Thee, and for Thy faith I would give my life a thousand times. I hope in Thee through the merits of Jesus Christ; without them I should be lost. O Sovereign Good, I love Thee; and for the love of Thee, I renounce all things, and embrace every pain and every cross that Thou wishest to send me. I have offended Thee, but I feel more sorrow for having offended Thee, than if I had suffered every other misfortune. I now sigh only for Thy grace and love. My God, assist me, have mercy on me. ' À* Holy Virgin, assist me by thy prayers, which obtain from God whatever thou askest. My Mother, recommend me to thy Son ; do not forget me. 1 “ Oratio lectionem interrumpat ”—De Vita sol. c. ίο. SEC. 1.] Confession. 525 CHAPTER XVIII. THE FREQUENTATION OF THE SACRAMENTS. I. Confession. not intend to treat in this place of the confessions of those who commit mortal sins, although I shall say something on proximate occasions and on sacrilegious confessions; but I will principally speak of the confes­ sions of timorous souls that love perfection and endeav­ or constantly to purify their souls more and more from the stain of venial sins. I do Utility of Frequent Confession. Cesarius relates that a good priest commanded, in the name of God, a devil who appeared to him to tell what was most hurtful to him. The demon answered that nothing was more injurious or displeasing to him than frequent confession. Jesus Christ once said to St. Bridget, that they who wish to preserve fervor should often purify their souls by accusing themselves in con­ fession of all their defects, and all their negligence in his service.' Cassian says3 that he who aspires to per­ fection should aim at great purity of conscience; be­ cause from purity of conscience the soul passes to per­ fect love. Hence, love corresponds to cleanness of heart. It is, however, necessary to know that in the present state this purity of soul does not consist in a total exemption from all faults; for except our divine Saviour and his divine Mother, there neither has been 1 Z. de Blois, Cond. p. 2, c. f. 9 Collât, i, c. 5. 526 Fréquentation of (he Sacraments, [chap.xviii. nor will be in this world any soul free from all stain. In many things we all offendi—But it consists in two things: first, in a careful guard over the heart, to pre­ vent the commission of every deliberate sin, however venial; and secondly, in instantly purifying the soul from any fault that it may commit. Now these two are precisely the fruits of frequent confession. In the first place, confession cleanses the soul from the stains which it contracts. St. John Climacus re­ lates 2 that a young man, in order to discontinue the wicked life that he led in the world, went to a monas­ tery in order to become a religious. Before his admis­ sion the abbot told him that if he wished to be received, he must make a public confession of all his sins. The young man, who was sincerely resolved to give himself to God, readily obeyed; and behold, while he confessed his faults in the presence of the monks, a holy religious who was among them saw a man of venerable aspect ex­ punge from a written paper that he held in his hand every sin that had been confessed, so that at the end of the confession all the sins of the penitent were cancelled. Now, what then took place in a visible manner, happens invisibly to every one that confesses his sins with the requisite dispositions. Confession not only washes away the stains of the soul, but it also gives it strength against relapse. The angelic Doctor teaches that the virtue of penance not only destroys the fault that has been committed, but also prevents it from budding forth again. In his life of St. Malachy, St. Bernard relates that there was a cer­ tain woman who was so much given to impatience and to anger that she became insupportable. Hearing from her that she never confessed her impatience, St. Mala­ chy induced her to make a confession of all her sins of 1 “ In multis enim offendimus omnes.”—James, iii. 2. 2 Seal. -par. gr. 4. SEC. I.] Con fession. anger. St. Bernard states that after her confession she became so meek and patient that she appeared incap­ able of resenting any injury or insult that she received. Hence, to acquire purity of conscience, many saints confessed their sins every day. Such was the practice of St. Catharine of Sienna, of St. Bridget, of Blessed Colletta, of St. Charles Borromeo, of St. Ignatius of Loyola, and of many others. St. Francis Borgia went to confession even twice a day. If worldlings cannot bear to appear before those whom they love with a stain on the countenance, what wonder is it that souls that love God should endeavor always to purify themselves more and more, in order to render themselves more pleasing in the eyes of their beloved Lord! But I do not intend to require of religious who practise frequent Communion to go to confession every time they com­ municate; but it is right that they should goto con­ fession twice or at least once a week, and also when they have committed any deliberate fault. Examination of Conscience, Sorrow or Contrition, and Pur­ pose of Amendment. Every one knows that for a good confession three things are necessary: an examination of conscience, sorrow, and a purpose to avoid sin. I. As to the examination of conscience, for those that frequent the sacraments, it is not necessary to distress the head bv * efforts to find out all the minute circumstances of venial sins. I would rather see such persons careful to discover the causes and roots of their attach­ ments and tepidity. I say this for certain nuns who go to confession with their heads full of things heard at the grate, and thus they always give the same account, and recite the same faults without sorrow, and without any thought of amendment. For spiritual souls that go frequently to confession, 528 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap.xviii. and guard against deliberate venial sins, it is not neces­ sary to spend a long time in the examination of con­ science; with regard to grievous sins, they need not scrutinize the conscience, for had they committed any mortal sin, they would know it without examination. With regard to venial sins, if they have been fully de­ liberate, they, too, by the remorse that they cause, would make themselves known to the soul. Besides, there is no obligation of confessing all our venial transgressions; consequently we are not obliged to make a strict search after them, and much less after the num­ ber, the circumstance, the manner, or the causes of them; it is enough to confess those that are most griev­ ous, and most opposed to perfection, and to tell the rest in general terms. And when you have not certain mat­ ter for the sacrament, tell some sin of your past life for which you have great sorrow; and say, for example: I accuse myself in a special manner of all the faults I have committed in my past life against charity, purity, or obedience. How consoling is the doctrine of St. Francis de Sales on this point. “Be not troubled, he says, if· you do not remember all your little faults at confession; for as you often fall imperceptibly, so you are often raised up imperceptibly,” ' that is, by the acts of love, or by the other good acts that devout souls are accustomed to perform. II. In the second place, sorrow is necessary; this is the principal condition necessary for obtaining the pardon of sins. The most sorrowful, not the longest confessions, are the best. The proof of a confession is found, says St. Gregory,2 not in the multitude of the words of the penitent, but in the compunction that he exhibits. But let nuns who go frequently to confession, and abhor even venial faults, banish all doubts regarding the sin­ cerity of their sorrow. Some are troubled because they 1 Lettre 55. 5 In 1 fteg. 1. 6, c. 2. SEC. 1.) Confession. 529 do not feel sorrow; they wish to shed tears, and to feel a tender sorrow every time they receive the sacrament of penance; and, because with all their efforts they are unable to excite this tender sorrow, they feel always un­ easy about their confessions. But you must be per­ suaded that true sorrow consists not in feeling it, but in wishing for it. All the merit of virtue is in the will; hence, speaking of the virtue of faith, Gerson has said that sometimes a person who wishes to believe, has more merit than another who believes.' Speaking of sorrow, St. Thomas says that the essential sorrow necessary for confession is a displeasure at having committed sin; and this sorrow is not in the sensitive part of the soul, but in the will; for sensible sorrow is an effect of the displeasure of the will, which effect we are not always able to produce, because the inferior part does not always follow and obey the superior part of the soul.’ Whenever the will is displeased, above all things, at having committed sin, the confession is a good one. Be careful to abstain from forced efforts to excite sensible sorrow. Remember that, with regard to in­ terior acts, the best are those that we perform with the least violence, and with the greatest sweetness; for the Holy Ghost orders all things sweetly and peacefully.3 Hence, the holy penitent Ezechias said of the sorrow that he felt for his sins: Behold in peace is my bitterness most bitter' He felt great sorrow, but it was accom­ panied with peace. When you wish to receive absolution, be careful, in 1 “ Aliquando non est tam meritorium credere, sicut velle credere.”— De Prap ad M. cons 3 a “ In contritione est duplex dolor: unus in ipsa voluntate, qu est essentialiter ipsa contritio, quæ nihil aliud est quam displicentia praeteriti peccati; alius dolor est in parte sensitiva, qui causatur ex pri­ mo dolore.”—Suppi. q. 3, a. 1. 3 “ Disponit omnia suaviter.”—Wisd. viii. 1. 4 “ Ecce in pace amaritudo inea amarissima.”—/s. xxxviii. 17. 530 Fréquentation oj the Sacraments, [chap, xviii. your preparation for confession, first to ask of Jesus Christ, and of the sorrowful Mother Mary, a true sorrow for your sins. Make afterwards, as has been already said, a short examination of conscience, and then as to the sorrow, it is enough for you to say with sincerity: My God, I love Thee above all things; I hope, through the blood of Jesus Christ, for the pardon of all my sins, for which I am sorry with my whole heart, because by them I have offended and displeased Thy infinite good­ ness; I abhor them above every evil, and I unite my abhorrence of them to the abhorrence that Jesus had for them in the garden of Gethsemani. I purpose, with Thy grace, never more to offend Thee. And as often as you have sincerelyr wished to make these acts, go in peace to receive absolution, without fear or scruple. St. Teresa gave another excellent means of removing anxiety about sorrow for sins. “ See,” said the saint, “ whether you have a sincere pur­ pose not to commit the sins that you confess; if you have, doubt not that you also have true sorrow.” III. In the third place, a purpose to sin no more is necessary; and this purpose must be firm, universal, and efficacious. First, it must be firm. Some say: I would wish never more to commit this sin: I would wish never more to offend God. Alas ! this expression, I would wish, de­ notes that the purpose is not firm. In order to have a firm purpose, you must say with a resolute will: I will never more commit this sin: I will never more de­ liberately’’ offend God. Secondly, it must be universal, so that the penitent will purpose to avoid all sins without exception, that is, all mortal sins. With regard to venial sins, it is sufficient for the validity of the sacrament to have sorrow for one species of them, and to have a firm purpose to avoid it. Spiritual souls should purpose to avoid all de- SEC. I.] Co liberate venial sins; and with regard to indeliberate venial sins, it is enough to resolve to guard against them according to the best of their ability; for it is impossible to avoid all indeliberate sins. Thirdly, the purpose of avoiding sin must be efficaci­ ous ; that is, it must make the penitent adopt the means of not relapsing into the sins that he confesses, and must make him avoid the proximate occasions of a re­ lapse. An occasion is called proximate in which a per­ son has frequently fallen into grievous sins, or has been, without a just cause, an occasion of sin to others. It is not enough for penitents to purpose merely to renounce sin: it is necessary also to resolve to remove the occa­ sion of it; otherwise all their confessions, though they should receive a thousand absolutions, will be invalid: for not to remove the proximate occasion of mortal sin is in itself a mortal sin. And, as I have already sho\vn in my Moral Theology' he that receives absolution with­ out a firm purpose of removing the proximate occasion of mortal sin, commits a new mortal sin, and is guilty of sacrilege. But some one may say, If I separate from such a per­ son, if I give up such familiarity, scandal will be the consequence, and it will be an occasion of talk to the Community. I answer: My dear sister, you are wrong; you will, on the contrary, give scandal by not removing the occasion, for the religious are aware of the friend­ ship; and be assured, that although they may not speak in your presence, they think your conduct deserving of blame. But you will say: To separate from such a one would be an act of incivility, and even of ingratitude, for she assists me, serves me, and relieves me. She assists you; yes, she helps to remove you from God, and to make you lead an unhappy life here, and a more un­ happy life hereafter. Is it incivility or ingratitude? 1 Lib. 6, n. 454. 532 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap.xviii. Civility and gratitude are first due to Jesus Christ, who is a Sovereign of infinite majesty, and from whom we have received immense benefits. You may add, But I have pledged my word not to separate from her. But did you not first give your word to Jesus Christ at your profession that you would have no other lover but him ? Did you not give your word that you wish neither to love nor to be loved by any other than God ? Do you not then see that it is passion that makes you speak in this manner, and makes you seek pretexts in order to bring you to eternal perdition ? Ah ! give no more pain to the heart of your Spouse, who feels his heart, as it were, wounded, at the sight of one of his spouses giving her affections to any other than to himself. To St. Ludgard, while she was miserably entangled in a danger­ ous friendship, Jesus appeared, and showed her his heart grievously wounded. The saint began to weep over her fault, and took leave of her friend, saying that she could love no other than Jesus Christ, to whom she had been espoused. Thenceforward she consecrated herself en­ tirely to the love of her Spouse, and became a saint. This is said only in passing, for proximate occasions scarcely ever occur in convents. False Shame. But a nun may perhaps be tempted to conceal a sin in confession. A certain nun may have the misfortune of falling into mortal sin; the devil endeavors to lock her mouth, and to make her ashamed to confess her sin. O God ! how many souls shall, on account of this ac­ cursed shame, burn, and burn forever in hell, or rather in the bottom of hell. Some Christians, through human respect, and through fear of losing the esteem of others, easily continue for months and years to make sacrileg1 “ Nullum, præter cum, amatorem admittam.” Confession. SEC. I.] ious confessions and Communions. In the Chronicles of the DisCàlced Carmelites it is related that a young girl of great virtue consented to a sin against chastity ; she concealed the sin three times in confession, and went to Communion; after the third Communion she suddenly fell dead. Because she was regarded as a saint her body was laid in a particular part of the church of the Jesuits; but after the obsequies were finished, and the church closed, the confessor was con­ ducted by two angels to the place of interment; she came forth, fell on her knees, and threw from her mouth, into a chalice prepared for them, the three con­ secrated hosts which had been sacrilegiously received, and miraculously preserved in her breast. The angels stripped her of the scapular; the miserable girl instantly presented a horrible aspect, and was carried out of sight by two devils. But how can a Christian that has been so daring as to sin grievously against the divine majesty, and has thus merited hell, where he should suffer eternal shame, hud an excuse before God for concealing a sin in confession, in order to avoid the transient and trifling confusion that would arise from confessing it to a priest? If he wishes to be pardoned by God, and to deliver himself from the hell that he has deserved, the shame caused by the confession of his sin disposes him to receive pardon. It is but just that the man that has despised God should humble and confound himself. Adelaide the sinner gave a beautiful answer to the devil: being called by God to a change of life, she was converted, and instant­ ly resolved to make a good confession; the devil placed before her eves the shame that she should suffer in confessing all her sins, and said to her: “Adelaide, where are you going?” She courageously answered: “ Filthy beast, do you ask me where I am going? I am going to confound myself and you.” * 534 Fréquentation oj the Sacraments, [chap. xvni. Along with this shame, the devil endeavors to fill the mind of sinners with many delusions and vain fears. 1. Such a one says: My confessor will rebuke me severely if I tell this sin. Why should he rebuke you? Tell me, were you a confessor, would you speak harshly to a poor penitent, who should come to manifest his miseries to you, in the hope of being raised up from his fallen state? How, then, can you imagine that a con­ fesso^ who is bound by his office to show charity to those that come to the tribunal of penance, should treat you with harshness and severity, if you confess your sin to him ? 2. Another says: But the confessor will, at least, be scandalized at my sin, and will conceive a dis­ like for me. All false; he will not be scandalized, but will be edified, when he sees the good disposition that makes a sinner confess his sins with sincerity, in spite of the shame that he feels. And will he not have heard from other penitents similar or perhaps more grievous sins? Oh! would to God that you were the only sinner in the world ! Neither is it true that he will conceive a dislike for those who disclose their guilt to him; on the contrary, he will entertain a greater esteem for them, and will labor more zealously to assist them, when he sees the confidence that they place in him, and that has made them reveal their miseries to him. 3. Alas ! what do certain sinners say: I will go to con­ fession, but not till the extraordinary confessor comes. And will they, for the sake of avoiding shame, live in the mean time at enmity with God ? In danger of be­ ing lost forever, in an actual hell, caused by the remorse of conscience that lacerates the soul, and that leaves them without peace night or day? Father, they say, I have unfortunately fallen into sin, but I will not despair on that account. They say, I will confess it to an ex­ traordinary confessor. And will they remain in sin, or add several sacrileges to the sin they have committed? sec. i.] Confession. 535 Do they not know that sacrilege is a horrible sin? Will they change into the poison of eternal death the remedy that Jesus Christ has prepared for them by his blood, in the sacrament of penance? I will, they say, go to confession afterwards. But what will become of them for eternity if they meet a sudden death which is now so frequent, that we hear almost every day, that some one has died suddenly. 4. But, some say, I have not confidence in my confessor. Go, then, to another. Should a nun ever have the misfor­ tune of falling into this delusion, let her ask a confessor from the bishop. ’ But should a person not be able to pro­ cure a strange confessor, would it not be madness to conceal his sin? Were he afflicted with an ulcer that might cause death, would he not, if there were no other remedy, instantly call for a surgeon, and however great his 'Wie, would he not make known his disease? And in order to recover the life of the soul, and to escape hell, a Christian cannot bring himself to open his conscience to a spiritual Father. Let all remember that it is not enough to say: I accuse myself of all the sins that I have committed since my childhood, as they are before God. If they do not open their conscience, these words only serve to add to their delusion and danger of damnation. You, then, should have courage, and generously conquer this shame that the devil magnifies so much in your mind. It will be enough to begin to reveal the sin that you have committed ; all your vain apprehensions will instantly vanish. And you may be persuaded that after confession you will feel more happy at having confessed your sins, than if you were made monarch of all the earth. Recommend yourself to the Blessed Virgin Mary, and she will obtain for you strength to overcome all repugnance. And if you have not courage to disclose your sins at once to the confessor, 1 For her peace of conscience, a religious or novice may approach or have summoned any confessor approved by the local Ordinary for women’s confessions and validly and lawfully confess to him in a prescribed place. The Superioress may not hinder this in any way; and contrary privileges are revoked. Crf. Can. 522. 536 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap. xvin. say to him: Father, assist me, for I stand in need of help: I have committed a certain sin, which I cannot bring myself to confess. The confessor will adopt an easy means of dragging from its den the wild beast that devours you. It will be enough for you to answer yes or no to his interrogations. Oh ! may you do this. Should a person be unwilling to tell his sin in words, he may write it on paper, and show it to the confessor, saying: I accuse myself of this sin that you have read. And, behold, the eternal and temporal hell has dis­ appeared, the grace of God is recovered, and with it peace of conscience. 'Fhe greater the violence a person does himself in order to conquer shame, the greater will be the affection with which God will embrace him. Father Paul Segneri the younger relates that a certain person made such an effort to confess certain sins, com­ mitted in her infancy, that in disclosing them to her •* · f confessor she swooned away. But in return for the violence that she had done herself, the Lord gave her such fervent compunction, that thenceforward she gave herself up to a life of perfection, and of great austerities, and died with the reputation of a saint. 1 j i 1 I 9 T Doubts. But I do not wish that any soul be disturbed by what has been just said. Whàt I have said is applicable only to those who have a consciousness of grievous and cer­ tain sins, and who, through shame, will not confess them. With regard to doubts, which some may have of having committed certain sins, or of having made bad confessions, if they wish to disclose them to a con­ fessor for their greater tranquillity, they will do well, unless they have a scrupulous conscience. For the scrupulous, it is not advisable to confess their doubts, as will be more fully explained hereafter. It may be useful for the timid to know certain doctrines approved SEC. I.] Confession. 537 by theologians, that may save them from a great deal of disquiet of conscience, and give them peace of mind. First, it is a solid and very probable opinion of divines, that there is no obligation of confessing doubtful mortal sins, when a person doubts whether he had full advert­ ence, or whether he gave a perfect and deliberate con­ sent. The divines add, that at death there is an obliga­ tion either of making an act of perfect contrition, lest the doubtful sin should have been really grievous, or to tell, not the doubtful sin, but any certain sin (a venial sin is sufficient), and to receive the sacrament of pen­ ance. But this is necessary only when a person, after the doubtful sin, had never received sacramental absolu­ tion. Many theologians of high authority also say that person’s that have for a long time led a spiritual life, when doubtful whether they have consented to mortal sin, may remain certain of not having lost the grace of God; because it is morally impossible that a person well confirmed in good purposes should be suddenly changed, and yield to mortal sin, without clearly per­ ceiving that he had consented to it. For mortal sin is a monster so horrible that it cannot enter a soul that has for a long time abhorred it without producing on the mind a clear knowledge of its entrance into the soul. This is fully proved in my work on Moral Theology.1 Secondly, when it is certain that a mortal sin has oeen committed, and when there is a doubt whether it has been ever confessed, then if the doubt be a negative one, that is, if there be no reason to judge that it has been confessed, it is certainly necessary to tell the sin in confession. But when there is reason to believe, or a well-founded presumption, that the sin has been once told, then, according to the common opinion of divines, there is no obligation of confessing it. Hence, divines 1 Lib. 6, n. 450 et 476. 538 Fréquentation of the Sacraments. {chap, xviii. commonly teach that if a person that has made his general or particular confessions with sufficient dili­ gence doubts whether he has forgotten in confession a certain sin, or circumstance of sin, he is not bound to confess it; because he can prudently judge that it has been already sufficiently confessed.1 He need not con­ fess the sin, though he should feel a great unwillingness to disclose the doubt that tormented him. But such a person may say: If I were bound to tell such a thing, I should feel great shame. But what does it matter that you are ashamed to tell it ? As long as you are not obliged to confess it be not troubled. The confession of certain natural actions should also cause shame, but you are not therefore obliged to mention them. Thus, for example, you are not obliged to confess certain acts of levity or immodest jests, that occurred in your child­ hood, without a knowledge of their malice. Nor is your having done these acts in secret a certain proof of malice; for children do certain natural actions secretly, though these actions are not sins. Hence, we are not bound to accuse ourselves in particular of such things, unless we remember that we committed them with an impression, or at least with a doubt, that they were grievous sins. It is, then, enough for a person to say within himself: Lord, if I really knew that I was bound to confess these things, I would readily confess them, though I should suffer every pain. This is intended for the comfort of timorous souls that feel great anxiety arising from a fear that they did not well know how to explain all their doubts in confes­ sion. But it is useful for all, at least for their humilia­ tion, to make known to their director the doubts by which they are troubled. I except the scrupulous, for they should not speak of their doubts, as will be ex­ plained more fully in the following chapter. What I ‘ Lib. 6, n. 477. —W 'I sec. i.] Confession. 539 would advise is, that all would explain to their confes­ sors, their passions, attachments, ^nd the causes of their temptations, that he may be able to cut off the roots, which, if not extirpated, will never cease to cause temp­ tations, and will expose the soul to great danger of con­ senting to sin, when it can, but will not, remove the cause. It will also be very profitable to some to disclose the temptations that are most humiliating, particularly thoughts against chastity, though there should be no consent. St. Philip Neri used to say that a temptation disclosed is half conquered. I have said that it is very profitable to so?ne: for with regard to others, of tried virtue, who are too timid on this point, and are always afraid of having consented to sin, it is sometimes useful to forbid them to confess such temptations, unless they are certain of having yielded to them. For, as has been said elsewhere, by the very examination that such per­ sons make, in order to ascertain whether they have con­ sented or not, and to think of the manner in which they will explain the temptation, the images of the bad ob­ jects presented to the mind become more vivid, and the soul becomes more agitated by repeated apprehensions of consent. Obey your confessor on this point, and be regulated by his advice. Sincerity, Respect, and Wise Reserve in Confession. What I recommend to you is, to be sincere and faith­ ful in disclosing to your spiritual Father, all the secrets of your conscience, and in explaining things to him as they really are. I also recommend to you, in confessing your faults, to abstain from excusing them. The soul that excuses and covers its defects shows that it has but little sorrow for the sins that it confesses. I know not how a person can have sincere sorrow for a fault, for the commission of which he thinks he had a just reason. The confession 54O l· requentation oj the Sacraments, [chap.xviil of some consists in exaggerating the occasions that led them to yield to impatience, or to some other defects. But of what use, I ask, are such exaggerations? Con­ fess the fault that you have committed, and omit the cause that led you into it. Guard also against useless discourses at confession. Of what use is it to relate to the confessor all the occa­ sions of displeasure that you have received from others, or to make many complaints about your infirmities and tribulations? Were you to omit all these complaints, all these confessions, a quarter of an hour would be abundantly sufficient for your confession, in which your principal object should be to get rid of some habitual fault, or to advance in perfection. Some, at every confession, recite the same story, which they have learned by heart; the recital of it lasts at least half a quarter of an hour. I accuse myself, they say, of the little love I have had for God, of not having fulfilled my obligations, of not having loved my neighbor as I ought, and the like. Of what use are such accusations? All lost time. St. Catharine of Bologna wished that her nuns should speak to the confessor of nothing but of the state of their conscience. St. Teresa says that, “ after having told her sins, received absolution, and asked (if neces­ sary) some spiritual advice from the confessor, a nun should retire immediately; for spiritual discourses, when long, easily infuse an affection, which, though not bad, is at least not holy.” St. Catharine of Sienna used to say: “ Religious should not introduce unnecessary con­ versation with their confessor.” Thus, a religious will always observe holy detachment, and will not be dis­ turbed when deprived of her spiritual Father. How­ ever, when the confessor speaks to you on the direction of your conscience, be careful not to interrupt him, and to attend to what he says without thinking of anvthing sec. Confession. i.] 541 else. There are some who are very anxious to speak to the confessor, but when he speaks they pay very little attention to his admonitions. St. Francis de Sales used to say,1 that great importance should be attached to the words of a priest in the tribunal of penance, because he then holds the place of God, who enlightens him in a special manner to say what is conducive to our spiritual welfare. Need and Hj | Choice of λ Director. Some religious wish to live without a director, and imagine that, having the rules and the Superior, they stand in need of no other guide. But they err, for, along with the rules and the Superior, nuns should have a confessor to direct the interior exercises, and to ad­ monish and guide them, even in what regards their exterior employments. It is true, says St. Gregory, that some saints have been directed immediately by God himself; but, adds the saint, such examples “are to be venerated but not imitated, lest while a person disdains to be the disciple of a man, he may become a teacher of error.” 2 Virtue holds the middle place. As in the spiritual life sloth is criminal, so indiscretion is a vice. It is the business of a director to correct and moderate both, and therefore a guide is necessary. When a religious has not a director that is able to guide her soul to perfection, God supplies the defi­ ciency; but to refuse the guidance of a minister of God, when it can be had, is an act of temerity that the Lord will punish by permitting the soul to fall into many errors. God could guide us all by himself, but to make us humble he wishes that we submit to his ministers, and depend on their directions. 1 Entret. 15. 2 “ Veneranda sunt, non imitanda, ne, dum se quisque discipulum hominis esse despiciat, magister erroris fiat.”—Dial. 1. 1, c. 1. ·Μ| |i |ψ j 1III | ' __________ __________________ lii'I. P 542 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap, xviii. Cassian relates’ that a solitary in the desert, dying of hunger, refused some loaves that had been offered to him, saying that he expected from God a supply of food; the unfortunate man died miserably. Now, I maybe asked why did the Lord send, for many years, by means of a crow, a loaf to St. Paul the hermit, and refuse to provide for this solitary? The answer is evident. St. Paul had no means of supporting life; but the solitary refused the food that had been offered to him, and therefore God abandoned him. Now, what is said of corporal food is likewise true with regard to the food of the soul. Hence, Cassian concludes, that they that re­ fuse the guidance of the wise, do not deserve to be guided by God. The choice of a spiritual Father should not be made by accident, nor through predilection. You should select the person whom you consider best qualified to promote your spiritual progress, and who is not only a man of learning and experience, but also a man who practises prayer and walks in the way of perfection. A vessel can give no other wine than that which it con­ tains. St. Teresa says, that “ if directors are not men of prayer, their learning will be of little use.”2 When you have chosen a guide, you should not change him with­ out a just reason. You ought not to leave your confes­ sor, but should rather adhere more closely to his direc­ tions wrhen he reproves your faults. To his son, the heir of his kingdom, St. Louis King of France, be­ queathed the following advice: “ My son, select a con­ fessor who knows how to direct you, and wno has at the same time courage to reprove you as often as reproof is necessary.” There is no confessor more injurious than the priest who seldom reproves, and treats with too much indulgence, the faults of his penitents; for by such indulgence he makes them think little of their de1 Coll. 2. c. 6. 2 Life, ch. 13. SEC. I.] Confession. 543 fects. If, then, dear sister, you find a confessor who con­ ducts you by the narrow way, and who, when he sees that you commit voluntary faults, reproves you with severity, have a great esteem for him, and do not ever leave him. Obey your director and do not depart from his directions, even when what you would wish to do in opposition, to his advice, appears good in your eyes. In the lives of the ancient Fathers it is related that a young man far advanced in virtue, disregarding the advice of his spiritual Father, re­ solved to leave the monastery and to go into the desert in order to live in solitude. But what was the result? From the desert he went to live with his relatives, and in their society he forgot the desert and abandoned himself to a life of tepidity. But, perhaps, you will tell me that you have been badly directed by your confessor, and of this other spiritual Fathers have assured you.1 In the first place, I answer, that you can scarcely have erred by obedience to your director; but if you have fallen into an error, do you know why you have erred? It is because you have been obedient in some things and not in others. With such imperfect obedience God is not bound to co-operate. But place yourself entirely in the hands of your director, with a firm determination to obey him in all things, and then the Lord will never permit you to err. Though your confessor should not have all the learning that you would desire, God will take care to supply the defect. For it is not possible that a soul desirous of be­ coming a saint, and placing all her confidence in God, should be deluded when she faithfully obeys his minister. From this I infer that it is impossible for a nun to err when she regulates her conduct by the advice of the ordinary confessor, though he may be changed from time to time. That great servant of God, Sister Paula Centurione used to say: “To me every confessor appears A religious for the peace of her soul and for greater spiritual progress may ask the Ordinary for a special confessor or spiritual director. Cfr. Can. 520. n. 2. 544 Fréquentation of the Sacraments. [chap.xviil the same, because every confessor applies the blood of Jesus Christ to cure the wounds of my soul.” When a new confessor comes to the convent, it will be enough for you to give him a general knowledge of your con­ science. You should then place yourself under his direction. For the nun that sincerely desires to become a saint, and wishes for nothing but God, every confessor that is appointed by her bishop, is a safe guide. A re­ ligious only wants a good will and a determined resolu­ tion, to refuse to self-love every gratification, in order to find in all things the sole pleasure of God. Hence, the Venerable Sister Ursula Benincasa used to say to her religious: “ My dear sisters, be persuaded that no direc­ tor can make you saints, unless you are resolved to mortify self-will and your passions.” Prayer. Ah ! my Jesus, Thou hast suffered so much, Thou hast given Thy blood and Thy life in order to place me under the neces­ sity of loving Thee, and I have repaid Thee with ingratitude. How often have I, for a miserable gratification, turned my back on Thee, and have lost Thy grace. I knew that in committing sin, I gave Thee great displeasure, and with this knowledge I have consented to sin. Ah ! my dear Redeemer, pardon me for the sake of the blood that Thou hast shed for me. Assist, we beseech Thee Thy servants whom Thou hast redeemed by Thy precious blood) I am sorry with my whole heart for having offended Thy infinite goodness. Lord, increase my sorrow: give me a sorrow for my sins, which will make me always weep till death, over the injuries I have done Thee. Had I died in my sins, I could never more love Thee. Since Thou givest me time to love Thee, I wish to love Thee ardently, and to love nothing but Thee. I love Thee, O my Sovereign Good, I love Thee with my whole heart, and because I love Thee, I give my entire will to Thee. Give me grace to love Thee always for the future, and then do with me, and dispose of me as Thou pleasest. 1 “Te ergo quæsumus, tuis famulis subveni, quos pretioso sanguine redemisti.” Scricples. SEC. IL] 545 I accept all Thy arrangements. Grant that in all temptations and in all dangers of sin I may never cease to recommend my­ self to Thee. O Mary, my Mother, obtain for me the grace that in my temptations, I may always have recourse to God and to thee, who art all-powerful with God. II. Scruples. i. What are Real Scruples, and how they are Hurtful. A scruple is nothing else than a vain fear of sinning, that arises from false and groundless apprehensions. These scruples are useful in the beginning of con­ version. For a soul that has but a short time renounced sin stands in need of repeated purgations. Scruples produce this effect; they cleanse the soul, and at the same time make it careful to avoid real sins, and they also render it humble; so that distrusting its own opin­ ion, it places itself in the hands of its spiritual Father to be directed as he pleases. St. Francis de Sales used to say, that “ the fear that begets scruples in those that have lately gone from the confines of sin, is a certain presage of future purity of conscience.1 But, on the other hand, scruples are hurtful to those that seek perfection, and have for a long time given themselves to God. In such persons, says St. Teresa, scruples produce extravagant impressions, which bring the soul to such a state that it will not advance a single step towards perfection. St. Francis de Sales has writ­ ten: “ Be diligent, but guard against inquietudes; for there is no greater obstacle to advancement in perfec.tion. · M2 It is, however, necessary to make a distinction between scrupulous consciences. Some nuns boast of being free, 1 Introd. ch. 2 2 Lettre 213. 546 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap, xviii. and are ashamed to be looked upon as scrupulous, and therefore they give themselves up to a tepid life. They give and receive presents as they please; they disregard the Rule, saying that it is not binding; they give liberty to the eyes, to the tongue, to the ears, to see, to speak, and to hear whatever they please. They blush to appear mortified, and censure those that practise mortification; they call it affectation and singularity to speak in a low tone, and to keep the eyes cast down. Hence, they are easily led by the imperfect to join in their vain amuse­ ments. Let such nuns cease to boast of their freedom of conscience; for they are at least tepid and imperfect religious. Would to God that they were scrupulous; that is, that they had, as they ought to have, a delicate conscience. But let such religious beware lest they should be of the number of those who, as David says, follow like sheep the bad example of others, and find themselves one day confined with them in hell. They are laid in hell like sheep} To refuse to lose time in the parlor, or on the terrace, to refuse to speak in the choir, or in the time of silence, or to avoid telling a lie, how­ ever small, are signs, not of a scrupulous, but of a deli­ cate conscience that every religious ought to have. The marks of a scrupulous conscience are the following: 1. To be always afraid of not having, at confession, true sorrow, or a sincere purpose of amendment. 2. To be afraid, on frivolous grounds, of sinning in every action; for example, of always consenting to rash judgments, or to every bad thought that presents itself to the mind. 3. To be inconstant, in doubts, considering an action at one time to be lawful and at another unlawful; and to be at the same time disturbed with great fears and perplexities. 1 “ Sicut oves in inferno positi sunt.”—Ps. xlviii. 15 sec. π.] Scruples. 547 4. Not to be calmed by the decision of a confessor, etc. To decide whether a penitent is scrupulous or not belongs not to the penitent but to the confessor; for all scrupulous persons say that their scruples are not scru­ ples, but real doubts and sins. If they knew them to be scruples, they would disregard them. They are in the dark, and therefore they do not see the state of their conscience. The confessor, who is free from the dark­ ness in which they are involved, understands it well. Hence, the penitent should obey his advice; if she wish to decide for herself, the more she labor to tranquillize her conscience by her own opinions, the greater will be her confusion and agitation of mind; and, as will be hereafter shown, she will perhaps expose herself to the danger of perdition. With regard to those who walk in the way of perfec­ tion, the devil ordinarily fills their mind with scruples and troubles, that, in order to get rid of them, they may give up the practice of virtue, or abandon themselves to despair, and voluntarily take away their own lives. And has not this happened to several? A modern but learned author, Father Scaramelli,1 relates that he him­ self had known two persons, one of whom was led by scruples to inflict on his breast several wounds with a knife, and the other shot himself and instantly fell dead. I know a person who, on account of similar anxieties of conscience, threw himself out of a window, but escaped death; and at another time intended to cast himself into a well, but was prevented by another person. We read of several cases of scrupulous persons that have taken away their own lives. The devil labors at least to disturb religious by scruples, in order to render them unable to go to Communion, to say the divine Office, 1 Dir. use. tr. 2, a. n, c. 2 548 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap. xvin. and if possible to make them lose their reason and be­ come foolish; or to render the way of perfection hateful, fhat thus they may give up mental prayer, the fréquenta­ tion of the sacraments, and that, by degrees, losing the aid and love of God, they may abandon themselves to a tepid life, and pass from scruples to real sins. Hence, many theologians say that when directed by her confessor to act with freedom and to conquer scruples, a scrupulous person not only can but ought to obey his directions; and should she act otherwise she is guilty of sin, because she does an injury to herself by making herself unable to advance in the way of God, and also because she exposes herself to the danger of losing her health, her reason, and her soul, by abandoning herself to vice. 2. Obedience to the Director is the Great Remedy Scruples. against The spiritual masters prescribe many remedies against scruples, but the generality of theologians, as well as the ascetics, say that the principal and only remedy for a penitent is to place herself in the hands of a spiritual Father, and to obey him blindly, distrusting entirely her own judgment. St. Philip Neri used to say that there is nothing more dangerous than to direct one’s own conscience. A scrupulous person that is not obe­ dient to her director is lost. St. John of the Cross says that not to submit to the judgment of a confessor is pride and a want of faith. And justly; for Jesus Christ has declared that they that obey his priests obey himself; and that they who despise them despise him: He that heareth you heareth me; and he that despiseth you despiseth met Hence the same St. John of the Cross, 1 “Qui vos audit, me audit; et qui vos spernit, me spernit.”—Luki> x. ιό. SEC. IL] Scruples. 549 speaking in the name of our Lord to a penitent who dis­ obeys her director, says: “ Being unfaithful to your con­ fessors you are also unfaithful to me, who have said he that despises you despises me. But, on the other hand, they who obey the spiritual Father cannot err.” St. Bernard teaches that “ whatever a man holding the place of God commands, when we are not certain that it is displeasing to God, ought to be received as if com­ manded by God himself.” 1 Hence Blessed Henry Suso used to say that God does not demand an account of what is done through obedi­ ence. St. Philip Neri taught the same to his penitents. Let them, he would say, who desire to advance in the way of God, place themselves under a learned confessor, and obey him as they would obey God. Whoever acts thus, is certain of not having to render to God an ac­ count of his actions. Hence the saint exhorts penitents to have confidence in thew confessor, because the Lord will not allow him to err. Should a person become blind, what other remedy, I ask, can he have than a faithful guide, who will conduct him in the way in which he has to walk? And in like manner, a soul that finds itself in a state of darkness and confusion, on ac­ count of its scruples, should allow itself to be conducted by the guide whom God has given it, and ought to obey him blindly. I say, by the guide wham God has given it; for ordinarily speaking, a penitent agitated by scruples, would do well to speak of her doubts to her confessor only; for others, though holy and learned, in conse­ quence of not understanding the state of her conscience, may ask a question or drop a word not in accordance with the sentiments of her own director. Behold, that word will again throw her conscience into a state of 1 “ Quidquid vice Dei præcipit homo, quod non sit tamen certum dis­ plicere Deo. haud secus omnino accipiendum est, quam si præcipiat Deus. ”—De Prae. et Disf». c. 9. 550 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap.xviii. confusion, and losing her former confidence in the con­ fessor, she will be forever, or at least for a long time, disturbed and agitated. Obey, then, your director, dear sister, and fear not that in obeying him you may be led astray. This was the practice of the saints who have been often troubled with perplexities and fears of conscience, and thus they obtained tranquillity of conscience. St. Catharine of Bologna was afflicted with scruples, but she followed in all things the advice of her director. She was some­ times afraid to approach holy Communion, but in spite of all her fears she obeyed her spiritual Father, and communicated. Jesus Christ appeared one day to her, and to animate her still more to obedience, told her to have courage; because by her obedience she gave him great pleasure. Our Saviour also appeared to Blessed Stephana de Soncino, of the Order of St. Dominic, and said to her: “ Since you have placed your will in the hands of your confessor, who represents my person, ask me for any grace and it shall be granted.” The same advice was given by St. Augustine to his friend St. Paulinus, by whom he was consulted about doubts of conscience: “State your doubts,” was the re­ ply of the holy Doctor, “ to a spiritual physician, and let me know what the Lord will say to you through him.” 1 Hence St. Augustine held as certain that should St. Paulinus consult a spiritual Father, God would cer­ tainly have spoken to him through his director, and would make known to him the divine will. St. Anto­ nine relates that to a religious of the Order of St. Domi­ nic, who was harassed by scruples, a deceased religious appeared and gave the following advice: “Consult with the wise and acquiesce in their advice.”2 The same 1 “ Confer ea cum aliquo mansueto cordis medico: et quod per ilium tibi loquentem Dominus aperuerit, scribe mihi.”—Ep. 95, E. B. 2 “Consule discretos, et acquiesce illis.”—P. 1, tit. 3, c. 10, § 10. SEC. Π.] Scruples, 551 holy archbishop relates that a disciple of St. Bernard was reduced to such a state by scruples, that he could no longer say Mass; but in this disturbed state he asked advice from his holy master, and St. Bernard said to him, without giving any reason for the counsel: “ Go and say Mass; I take it on my conscience.” The monk obeyed, and thenceforward was freed from all his troubles of conscience. It is useless to sa> had I St. Bernard for my confessor, I, too, would obey him blindly; but my confessor is not a St. Bernard. He is not a St. Bernard, but he is more than a St. Bernard, for he holds the place of God. Lis­ ten to the advice of Gerson: “ Whoever you are that speak in this manner, you err; for you have not in­ trusted your soul to the hands of a man because he is learned, but, because he is placed over you. Wherefore obey him, not as a man, but as God.”1 You who speak thus, says this learned author, err; for you have not placed yourself in the hands of a man because he is learned or holy, but because God has given him to you for a guide. Obey him, then, not as a man, but as God, and you will never err. In the beginning of his conver­ sion, St, Ignatius of Loyola was so violently assailed by scruples, and so encompassed with darkness, that he found no peace. But because he had true faith in the words of God, he that hcareth you hcareth me, he said with great confidence: Lord, show me the way in which I ought to walk, and though you should give me a dog for my guide, I will faithfully follow him. And because the saint was faithful in obeying his director, he was not only delivered from his scruples, but also became an excellent guide to others. Hence St. Teresa has well said: “ Let a soul choose a confessor, with a determina1 “Quisquis ita dicis, erras; non enim te commisisti in manus homi­ nis, quia literatus, etc., sed quia tibi est præpositus; quamobrem, obedias illi, non ut homini, sed ut Deo.”—D' Prap. ad M. cons. 3. 552 Fréquentation oj the Sacraments, [chap.xviii. tion not to seek any longer an excuse for self-will, but to trust in the words of the Lord, he that heareth you heareth me. Our Lord sets so great a value on this submis­ sion that though it may be after a thousand struggles, and with a persuasion of the imprudence of the confes­ sor's opinion, that though it may be with or without pain that we follow his advice, he will assist us so much that he will certainly make us conform to his divine will.” « If, dear sister, Jesus Christ at judgment should de­ mand an account of what you have done in obedience to your director, you can say in answer: Lord, I have done this to obey Thy minister, whom Thou hast com­ manded me to hear. Say this to him, and fear not that he will condemn you. Father James Alvarez has written, that though a confessor should by chance make a mistake, the penitent in obeying him is secure, and does not err. And are you, in order to be secure against error, obliged to examine whether the confessor has sufficient learning? When he has been lawfully ap proved by the bishop, as you are bound to suppose, he holds the place of God in your regard, and you cannot eri in following his advice. But, you will say, I am not scrupulous; my anxieties are not vain but well-founded fears. I answer: no fool esteems himself foolish, but his folly consists in being a fool without knowing it. And, in like manner, I say to you, that you are scrupulous, as your director considers you to be, because you do not see the groundlessness of your scruples. Did they appear to you to be vain ap­ prehensions you would disregard them, and would be no longer disturbed by them. Cast off your fears, then, and obey your confessor, who understands the state of your conscience. I hear you say in reply, the defect is not in the con’ Found. ch. 5. Scrupies. sec. 11.] 553 lessor but in me, who am not able to explain myself, and therefore he cannot understand the miserable state of my soul. But you yield to so many foolish scruples, and you scruple not to charge your spiritual Father either with ignorance or with sacrilege. When you confess doubts that, as you say, regard mortal sins, the confessor was obliged to make the interrogations neces­ sary, in order to form a correct judgment of your doubts. Hence, if without just reason, or without understanding you, as you imagine, he has commanded you to disre­ gard these doubts as vain scruples, he must have acted either through ignorance or through malice. Then by dis­ trusting his advice, through fear that he did not sufficient­ ly understand you, you, as I have said, charge him either with ignorance or with sacrilege: and for this very rash judgment do you feel no scruple? To nuns that begin to censure the decisions of their confessors, we ought to say what the learned Monsignor Sperelli wrote to a re­ ligious who had accused her confessor of heresy, because he had said that the sins that she confessed were not sins. “Tell me,” said the learned bishop to her, “ in what university have you studied theology, that you know better than your confessor how to decide on sins? Ah ! go and attend to your work of spinning and do not give ear to such follies.” I will not say the same to you, but I tell you to acquiesce in all the directions of your spiritual Father. When, after having once explained your doubts to him he says that you have confessed your sins sufficiently, that he will hear no more, or when he tells you to be obedient, or to go to Communion, etc., obey him with­ out hesitation, and be assured that he has understood you sufficiently. You should not entertain any doubt about the correctness of his advice, but should obey him blindly and without reply, not asking the grounds of his opinion, but submitting in all things to his direc­ 4 554 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap. xvin. tion. If you desire to understand the reason of his advice, you will be always more perplexed, and will re­ lapse into your troubles of conscience. Obey blindly; that is, without asking reasons. Be careful, then, never to examine the directions of your confessor. Scruples are, as it were, a species of pitch, which, the more it is handled the more it adheres; the more you reflect on them, the more you fill your mind with darkness. Keep before your eyes the following beautiful maxims of St. Francis de Sales: First, a soul should be satisfied when it is told by its spiritual Father that it is going on well, and should not seek any greater certainty. Secondly, it is better forus to walk blindly under divine Providence, amidst the darkness and perplexities of this life. Third­ ly, an obedient soul has never been lost. This last maxim should calm your mind on all occasions. In a word, keep always before your eyes this great rule, that in obeying your confessor, you obey God; force your­ self, then, to obey him in spite of all your fears. And be persuaded that if you are not obedient to him, it will be impossible for you to go on well; but if you obey, you are always secure. But, you say, if I am damned in consequence of obeying my confessor, who will rescue me from hell ? What you say is impossible; for, it is not possible that obedience, which is the secure way to heaven, should be for you the road to hell. Practical Application. Ordinarily speaking there are two sources of scruples, by which the scrupulous are generally tormented. The first regards the past; the second regards the future: some are afraid of not having confessed their sins as they ought; others are afraid that they commit sin in every action. With regard to the past, scrupulous nuns would wish to be continually employed in making general confes­ SEC. II.]] Scruples. 555 sions, with the hope of thus removing their fears and troubles. But what is the result? Their perplexities are always increased; because new apprehensions, and scruples of having omitted, or of not having sufficiently explained their sins, are continually excited. Hence, the more they multiply confessions, the more their in­ quietudes are redoubled. There is no doubt, that a general confession is most useful for those that have never made one. It contributes greatly to humble the soul by bringing before its view all the irregularities of the past life. It also contributes to increase its sorrow for its ingratitude towards God, and to make it adopt holy resolutions for the future. It also gives the con­ fessor a better knowledge of the state of the penitent’s conscience, of the virtues which she stands in need of, and of the passions and vices to which she is most in­ clined: thus, he will be better able to apply remedies, and to give advice. But, for those who have once made a general confession, it is not useful to repeat it. Should a doubt afterwards arise, a penitent who does not remem­ ber to have ever intentionally omitted any sin in con­ fession, is, ordinarily speaking, not obliged to confess any sin, unless she is certain that it is a grievous sin, and that she never mentioned it in confession. But, you may say, if the sin be really a mortal sin, and if I have not confessed it, shall I be saved ? Yes, you will be saved: for the divines, along with St. Thomas,1 teach, that if, after a diligent search, a mortal sin has been omitted through forgetfulness, it is indirectly remitted by the absolution. It is true, that when the penitent remembers it, or has just reason to doubt whether it was ever confessed, she is bound to mention it; but when, as has been stated in the preceding paragraph, she can prudently judge that it was told in some past confession, she is not bound to confess it. I have said, 1 Suppl q. IO, a. 5. 556 /rcqucntation oj the Sacraments. [chap. xvni. she is not obliged to confess it, and this holds for all: hut a soul tortured by scruples, is, according to the divines, not obliged to confess a past sin, unless she can swear that it was certainly a mortal sin, and that it was never told in any confession. For the repetition of past sins may be productive of grievous detriment to a scrupu­ lous soul, and may drive her to despair. And when a penitent finds herself greatly agitated and confused, in endeavoring to decide whether she can swear or not to the certainty of the sin, the confessor can, in such a case, exempt her from confessing sins of her past life; for, in a case of so much danger and evil to the peni­ tent, the obligation of providing for the integrity of the confession ceases: since the divines commonly teach, a less inconvenience excuses from the integrity of the confession. Hence, to conclude this point, scrupulous persons should understand that a general confession is useful for others, but very dangerous and injurious to them. Hood directors, therefore, do not permit scrupu­ lous persons to speak of past sins. The remedy for them is not to explain, but to be silent, and to obey; hence, when they wish to speak of past sins, the confes­ sor must not listen to them; for if he once pefmL them to speak, they will be always disturbed when they H not explain their doubts. I have said so much regarding general confessions; as to the ordinary confessions, it is not necessary for religious that seek perfection and communicate fre­ quently, to receive absolution before each Communion; it is enough for them to receive absolution once or twice a week, and when they fall into any deliberate venial sin. St. Francis de Sales, in one of his letters, says that even when persons who walk in the way of perfection, commit a deliberate venial fault, they ought not to omit Communion, because they have not the opportunity of going to confession. For, as the Council of Trent Scruples. SEC. il.] 557 leaches,1 there arc other means of obtaining the remis­ sion of venial sins, such as ads of contrition, and of love. I have read that St. Mcchtilde, not having an op­ portunity of confessing certain ads of negligent e, made an ad of contrition, and went to Communion. After Communion, Jesus Christ appeared to her and said that she had acted rightly. A certain learned priest used to say that it is sometimes more profitable to the soul to "■o lo Communion after a venial sin without confession, Ilian if she had gone to confession and received absolu­ tion before Communion. For the soul will then make so many acts of contrition for the fault it has commit­ ted that it will receive holy Communion with greater fervor and humility. With regard to those who are afraid of committing sin in all their actions, or of consenting to every bad thought that starts up in the mind, it is necessary to know two things: first, that feeling is one thing, and consent another. The motions of sense that naturally arise, arc never sins when the will resists them. Neither should a person scruple having given cause to them, when the cause has been placed for a good end, that is, for spiritual or temporal utility. The second is, that in order to commit mortal sin the full advertence of the understanding, as well as the full consent of the will, is necessary; if cither be wanting the sin is not grievous. And in cases of doubt, timorous, and particularly scru­ pulous, souls, as has been already said elsewhere,2 ought to feel certain that they have not sinned grievously, un less they can affirm with certainty that they have con seated to mortal sin. And here it may be useful to remark, that for certain very timid souls, that are always in doubt about having consented to bad thoughts, it is better sometimes not to accuse themselves of certain temptations; for example 1 Sets. 14, cap, 5· * Page 32. 558 Fréquentation of the Sacraments. [chap.xviil of temptations to hatred, against faith, or purity; be­ cause, as has been already explained,1 by examining whether they have or have not given a deliberate con­ sent, and how they may explain their temptations, the images of bad objects are excited still more vividly in the mind, and their agitation is increased by the fear of having given a new consent. Such souls should be told to accuse themselves of such thoughts only in a general way, saying: I accuse myself of all the negli­ gences of which I have been guilty in banishing bad thoughts. There are two privileges then, given to the scrupulous penitent by the generality of divines, such as St. Anto­ nine'', Navarre123, Suarez4, and many others. The first is, that by acting with a fear or scruple, she is not guilty of sin, as long as she acts through obedi­ ence. And it is not necessary for her to form expressly at each act, a practical judgment of the lawfulness of her actions, by reflecting that she is acting according to obedience. To exempt her from all fault, it is enough for her to make a virtual judgment; that is, it is enough for her to act by virtue of a judgment already formed, that such fears ought to be disregarded. Nor can it be said that the soul then acts with a practical doubt about the unlawfulness of an action; it is one thing to act with a practical doubt, and another to act with a fear of its sinfulness. Gerson justly teaches, that to act with a doubt that arises from a formed conscience, or after a person has examined the circumstances, and come to the conclusion that while the doubt remains, he cannot act without sin, would be to’act with a prac­ tical doubt, and would be sinful. But when the mind 1 Page 23. 2 P. I, tit. 3, c. 10, § 10. 8 De Pœnit. d. 7, c. 4, n. 65. * Be Bonit, et Mal. act. hum. d. 12, sect. *]· SEC. IL] Scruples. 559 is perplexed, vacillating amid doubts, and not knowing what opinion to adopt, but at the same time, resolved not to do anything displeasing to God, such a doubt is not according to Gerson, a practical doubt, but a vain fear and scruple that should be, as much as possible, rejected and despised. These are his words: “A con­ science is formed when, after inquiry and deliberation a person judges by a definitive sentence that an act is tu be performed or omitted. And to act against such a conscience is a sin. A fear or scruple of conscience consists in a vacillation of the mind between doubts; the soul knows not whether it is bound to do or to omit the act, but would not wish to omit what it knows to be pleasing to the divine will; and such fear should be, as much as possible rejected and extinguished.” 1—Hence, when a soul has a firm purpose not to offend God, and acts according to obedience in overcoming scruples, it is not guilty of sin, though it acts with fear, and though it does not actually advert to the command of its di­ rector. The second privilege of the scrupulous is that after having acted, they should believe that they have not given consent to any temptation, unless they are cer­ tain of having fully adverted and consented to the mal­ ice of the sin. Hence, when they are doubtful their very doubt is a certain sign that they either had not full advertence or that they did give a full consent. Hence, if the confessor tells them not to confess such doubts, they ought to obey; and should not think of 1 “ Conscientia formata est, quando, post discussionem et delibera­ tionem, ex definitiva sententia rationis judicatur aliquid faciendum aut vitandum; et contra eam agere est peccatum. Timor vero conscientiæ seu scrupulus est, quando mens inter dubia vacillat, nesciens ad quid potius teneatur; non tamen vellet omittere quidquid sciret esse placitum divinæ voluntati; et iste limor, quantum fieri potest, abjiciendus et exlingucndus.”—Comp. theol, tr. de nat. et qual. consc. 560 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap.xviii. leaving him if he persists in refusing to listen to the explanation of their doubts. I add, that the spiritual Father who is indulgent in hearing the doubts of scrupulous souls, falls into a great error: for by scrutinizing their consciences, they gene­ rally become disquieted, and are rendered more incapa­ ble of advancing in the way of God. What has been just said does not regard so much the direction of pen­ itents, as of confessors in the guidance of souls. Pen­ itents have only to submit their judgment to their spir­ itual Father, and to obey him in all things. However, it may be useful to certain penitents to know what has been just said for the direction of confessors, that, when their confessor tells them not to accuse themselves of certain sins, nor to speak of them unless they are cer­ tain of having committed a grievous fault; or when, after having heard them, he sends them to Communion without absolution, they may not begin to contend with him, but may obey blindly, without even asking a rea­ son for the command that he has imposed upon them. But some may say: I wish to act with a certainty of not giving displeasure to God. I answer, that the greatest security that you, who have a troubled con­ science, can have, is to obey your director, and to con­ quer scruples, in spite of the actual fear that molests you. And know that, though you were at the point of death, you would be obliged to act in this manner in order to avoid the delusions of the devil. And here I repeat what I have already said, that you ought to scruple not to have done violence to yourself in order to conquer scruples by acting against your fears in obedience to your spiritual Father, even though you may not be persuaded that your scruples are vain fears. For, if you omit an act on account of the scruple, you will not be able to make any further progress in the way of God, and as has been said you will expose yourself sec. ii.] Scruples. 561 to the danger of losing your soul or your reason; and to expose yourself to such danger is a certain sin. Hence, the devil excites so many fears in scrupulous persons, that they may either abandon themselves to a tepid life, or may lose their reason; or, at least, that they may not advance in perfection, and live always amid troubles and confusion, in which hell always gains something. St. Aloysius Gonzaga used to say, that in troubled water the devil always finds fish to catch. If, then, you wish to go on well and securely, obey punctually all the commands and directions of your confessor. And beg of him to prescribe, not only par­ ticular, but also general rules for your direction. I say general rules; for example, to overcome and disregard scruples as long as it is not evident that what you scruple is a grievous sin; or not to confess anything unless you can swear that it was certainly a mortal sin; and unless you can also swear that it was never told in confession; or to go to Communion always when you are not certain of having committed mortal sin; or never to repeat the divine Office, or any part of it, unless you are certain of having omitted it; and other similar rules that are usu­ ally given to the scrupulous. For particular rules, that is, rules given by the confessor in particular cases that have occurred, are of little or no use for the direction of a penitent tormented by scruples. She will always say that the second case is not like the first on which she had the advice of the confessor, and thus the mind will always be full of confusion and inquietude. I conclude by repeating always, obey, obey; and do not treat God as a tyrant. It is true that he hates sin; but he cannot hate a soul that detests its sin, is sorry for it, and ready to die a thousand times rather than re­ lapse into it. Tell me if you had the love and affection for a fellow-creature that you now have for God, would you ever believe that that creature did not entertain a 562 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap.xviil tender love for you ? Oh ! how good is God to a soul that has a good will ! How good, says the royal prophet, is God to Israel, to them that are of a right heart!' The Lord cannot but receive with tenderness the soul that seeks him. The Lord, says Jeremias, is good . . , to the soul that seeketh him I Our Lord said one day to St. Margaret of Cortona: Margaret you seek me; but I seek you with far greater ardor than you seek me. Imagine that God says the same to you, if you love him and seek him. Abandon yourself into his arms, as the Psalmist exhorts you to do, and cast upon him the care of your soul, and he will preserve you, and will deliver you from all troubles. Cast thy care upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee y he shall not suffer the fust to waver for­ ever? Be obedient, and cast away so many fears. Jesus said to the same St. Margaret that her fears impeded her advancement in divine love. Do not imagine that as long as you love him from the heart God is provoked to wrath by every little fault that you commit. St. Teresa used to say: “ My children, be assured that God does not, as you imagine, attend to so many trifles; do not suffer your heart to be narrowed; if you do you may lose many blessings. Let your intention be pure, and your will resolved never to offend him.”4 I repeat, then, and I say, obey in all things your spiritual Father, and have confidence in obedience: for by the practice of obedience you will always be secure; keep always before your eyes the great lesson that St. Philip Neri used to repeat to his penitents: “ Have con­ fidence in your confessor, for the Lord will not allow 1 “ Quam bonus Israel Deus his qui recto sunt corde!’’—Ps. Ixxii. I. s “ Bonus est Dominus sperantibus in eum, animæ quærcnti ilium.” —Lam. iii. 25. 3 “ Jacta super Dominum curam tuam, et ipse te enutriet; non dabit in ætemum fluctuationem justo.”—Ps. liv. 23. 4 Way of Perf. ch. 42. sec. in.] Holy Communion. 563 him to err; there is no surer way of cutting the snares of the devil than to do the will of another, and there is nothing more dangerous than to be directed by one’s own opinion.” In your meditations ask this grace of God that he may make you practise obedience to your director. And doubt not that if you practise it you will be saved, and will become a saint. ji Prayer. My Jesus, because I love Thee all the pain arising from the troubles of my conscience consists in the fear of displeasing and losing Thee, who art an infinite Good. There was a time (and oh! that it had never been) when I did not love Thee,and cared but little to be loved by Thee. But now I desire nothing but to love Thee, and to be loved by Thee, my dear Redeemer. I do not wish ever more to displease Thee. Thou knowest my wish to love Thee at any cost; do not abandon me. If I have hitherto offended, I now feel more pain at the offences I have offered to Thee than if I lost all things—property, relatives, and life. Thou hast died for me ; to Thee I consign my soul ; into Thy hands I recommend it.1 Thou lovest me, and therefore I abandon myself entirely into Thy hands, and hope never to see myself confounded, and in enmity with Thee. In thee, O Lord, have I hoped ; let me never be confounded? My Jesus, I wish always to love Thee. This I repeat, and hope to repeat during life, at death, and for all eternity. My Jesus, I love Thee, and wish always to love Thee. Mary, my hope, Mother of Mercy, assist me ; have pity on me. III. Communion, Spiritual Communion, and Visiting of the Blessed Sacrament.i. i. Excellence of the Holy Eucharist; Effects of Holy Communion. Of all the sacraments the adorable sacrament of the altar is the most excellent. The other sacraments con1 “ In manus tuas, Domine, commendo spiritum meum.”—Ps. xxx. 6. 1 “ In te Domine speravi; non confundar in æternum.”—Ibid. i. 564 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap. xvin. tain the gifts of God, but the Holy Eucharist contains God himself. Hence St. Thomas says’ that the other sacraments have been instituted by Jesus Christ to pre­ pare men either to receive or to administer the Blessed Eucharist, which, according to the holy Doctor, is the consummation of the spiritual life; because from this sacrament is derived all the perfection of the soul. For all perfection consists in a union with God: and of all the means of uniting the soul to him there is none better than holy Communion by which, as Jesus Christ himself has said, the soul becomes as it were one thing with him. Jle that cateth my flesh . . . a bideth in me and J in him? Hence St. John Chrysostom says that Jesus has given his body to us under the species of bread that we may become one thing with him.3 And St. Cyril of Alexander teaches that as two pieces of wax melted together become one, so we, by holy Communion, are similarly united with Jesus Christ.4 Our Saviour instituted this sacrament under the form of food to show that, as corporal food is changed into our flesh, so this heavenly bread becomes one thing with us; but with this difference that earthly food is converted into our substance, while this divine bread transforms those who eat into Jesus Christ. This is the reason why Rupert makes our Lord say: “ Eat and you shall be by grace what I am by nature.” 6 And this is what our Lord deigned to say one day to St. Augustine: “ I will not be changed into you, but you shall be changed into me.”* ’ P. 3, q. 65, a. 3; q. 73, a. 3. 2 “ Qui manducat meam carnem, ... in me manet, et ego in illo.” —John, vi. 57. 3 “ Corpus suum in nos contemperavit, ut unum quid simus.”—Ad fop. Ant. hom. 61. 4 “ Ut unum quid ex utrisque factum videatur.”—In Jo. 1. io, c. 13. 5 “ Comedite, et eritis vos gratia quod ego sum natura,”—In Exod. 1. 3» c· I2· 6 “ Nec tu me in te mutabis, sed tu mutaberis in me.”—ConJ. 1. 7, c. 10. sec. Holy Communion. mi 565 The principal effect of this sacrament is to preserve in the soul the life of grace. Hence, it is called bread; for as earthly bread supports corporal life, so this heavenly bread preserves the life of the soul which consists in the grace of God. The Eucharist is, according to the Council of Trent, the divine medicine that purifies the soul from venial, and preserves it from mortal sins.' Like a stream of water, this sacrament extinguishes the ardor of the passions by which we are consumed. Let him in whose soul the flame of some particular passion is kindled approach holy Communion, and he will find the passion altogether, or at least in a great measure, destroyed. “ If any of you," says St. Bernard, “ does not experience so frequent or so violent motions of anger, of envy, or of lust, let him give thanks to the body of the Lord that produces fruit in his soul.’” The angelic Doctor teaches that the Communion gives us strength to over­ come all the attacks of the devil. “ It repels every assault of the demons.’” St. John Chrysostom asserts4 that when we receive the holy Eucharist, the devils are put to flight, and the angels run to our assistance. Moreover, this sacrament infuses into the soul great interior peace, a strong inclination to virtue, and a great willingness to practise it, and thus renders it easy to walk in the path of perfection. Holy Communion, as St. Thomas teaches,6 infuses divine charity into the heart. Jesus Christ protested that he came into the world for no other purpose than ✓ 1 “ Antidotum quo liberemur a culpis quotidianis, et a peccatis mor­ talibus præservemur.”—ôVjj. 13, c. 2. • “ Si quis vestrum, non tam sæpc, non tam acerbos sentit iracundiæ motus, invidiæ, luxuriæ, gratias agat Corpori Domini; quoniam virtus Sacramenti operatur in eo.”—/;/ Cam. D. s. I. 1 “ Repellit omnem dæmonum impugnationem.”—P. 3, q. 79, a. 6. 4 Ad pop. Aut. hom. 61. 5 1’· 3. q· 79» a· Σ· ■ II II I II II II II II I 1 i I ' l!|| ■ 1 Ifflll I 566 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap. xvih. to kindle in our souls the holy fire of divine love. I came to cast fire on the earth, and what will I but that it be kindled?1 The Venerable Father Olimpio, of the Order of Theatines, used to say, that there is no mystery of redemption more apt to inflame us with the love of Jesus Christ than the sacrament of the altar in which he gives himself entirely to us, and pours forth all his love. Hence, speaking of the institution of this sacra­ ment, St. John says: Jesus knowing that Idis hour was come to pass from this world to His Father, when He had loved His friends who were in the world, Pie loved them even to the end} He loved them to the end, that is, according to the com­ mentators, he loved them to the utmost of his power. Hence the Council of Trent said that in this sacrament Jesus “ poured forth, as it were, all the riches of his divine love towards man.” 2 3 Holy Communion has been called by St. Thomas “the sacrament of love;” 4* and by St. Bernard “ the love of loves.”6 St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to call the day of Communion “ the day of love;” and would say that a soul after Communion might exclaim with Jesus dying on the cross, “it is consummated.” * For after having given himself to me, God has nothing more to give me; nor can I desire any­ thing else from him. 2. Teaching of the Church in regard to Frequent Communion. Should not all, then, ardently desire to receive Jesus as often as possible in holy Communion ? We know from the Acts of the Apostles that in the 1 “ Ignem veni mittere in terram; et quid volo, nisi ut accendatur?” —Luke, xii. 49. “Sciens Jesus quia venit hora ejus, ut transeat ex hoc mundo ad Patrem, cum dilexisset suos, ... in finem dilexit eos.”—John, xiii. 1. Divitias sui erga homines amoris velut effudit.”—Sess. 13, c. 2. “ Sacramentum charitatis.”—f)e Sacr an c 2g 5 “ Amor amorum.”—In Can. 2). s. 2 C “.Consummatum est.”—John, χίχ. ~0 sec. in.] Holy Communion. 567 first ages of the church, as St. Luke tells us, all the faithful communicated everyday. Continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house) In the Syriac version, instead of “breaking bread,” we find the words, “ breaking blessed bread,”’ which express more clearly the blessed Eucharist. Be­ sides, the interpreters of the sacred Scripture, by the breaking of bread, understand holy Communion. Hence, according to St. Thomas,3 it is certain that in the early ages all that attended Mass received Communion. This fact is attested by St. Denis the Areopagite,4 a contemporary of the apostles, and by St. Jerome,5 who died 111420, in his letters to Lucina and Pammachius, in which he states that this pious practice was preserved in Rome and Spain, even in his own time. By degrees the piety of the faithful began to grow cold. Such was their lukewarmness in the time of Pope Fabian,® that he had to command all Christians to ap­ proach holy Communion at least three times in the year; that is, on the festivals of Easter, Pentecost, and Christmas. In after ages, the tepidity of Christmas be­ came so great, that Innocent III., in 1215/ obliged all the faithful, under very severe penalties, to communi­ cate at least at Easter. The decree of Innocent was af­ terwards confirmed by the Council of Trent." These enactments of Popes and Councils do not prove that the practice of frequent Communion is not very lauda­ ble; they only show the decay of the fervor that ani­ mated the first Christians. 1 “Quotidi· . . . frangentes circa domos Panem.”—Acts, ii. 46. 2 “ Munus benedictum.” 8 P. 3, q. So, a. 10. 4 De Hier. Reel. c. 3. * Ep. ad Lucin. 8 Cap. Etsi de Consecr. d. 2. 1 /n Cone. Later, c. 21. 80>jj. 13, c. 9. 568 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap.xviil Among the confessors of the present day, some are favor­ able and others opposed to frequent Communion. I agree with the former, because, as the learned Petavius has shown in his work against the rigid Arnauld, their opinion is that of the holy Fathers and of the Church. This controversy, so long and bitterly carried on by The­ ologians, was settled definitely and for all time by the. fol­ lowing Decree issued by the Venerable Vicar of Christ, Pius X. 3. Decree of the Sacred Congregation· of the Council on Receiving Daily the Most Holy Eucharist. The Council of Trent, having in view the unspeakable treasures of grace which are offered to the faithful who re­ ceive the Most Holy Eucharist, makes the following declara­ tion : “The holy Synod would desire that at every Mass the Faithful who are present should communicate, not only spiritually, by way of internal affection, but sacramentally, by the actual reception of the Eucharist.” (Sess. XXII, cap. 6) Which words declare plainly enough the wish of the Church that all Christians should be daily nourished by this heavenly banquet, and should derive therefrom abundant fruit for their sanctification. And this wish of the Council is in entire agreement with that desire wherewith Christ our Lord was inflamed when He instituted this Divine Sacrament. For He Himself more than once, in no ambiguous terms, pointed out the necessity of eating His Flesh and drinking His Blood fre­ quently, especially in these words: “This is the bread that cometh down from heaven; not as your fathers did eat manna, and are dead. He that eateth this bread, shall live forever.” (John VI. 59). Now, from this comparison of the food of the angels with bread and with manna, it was easily understood by His dis­ ciples that, as the body is daily nourished with bread, and as the Hebrews were daily nourished with manna in the desert, so the Christian soul might daily partake of this heavenly bread, and be refreshed thereby. Moreover, whereas in the SEC. III.] Holy Communion. 569 Lord’s Prayer we are bidden to ask for “our daily bread”, the holy Fathers of the Church all but unanimously teach that by these words must be understood, not so much that material bread which is the support of the body as the Eucharistic bread which ought to be our daily food. Moreover, the desire of Jesus Christ and of the Church that all the faithful should daily approach the sacred banquet is directed chiefly to this end, that the faithful being united to God by means of the Sacrament, may thence derive strength to resist their sensual passions, to cleanse themselves from the stains of daily faults, and to avoid those graver sins to which human frailty is liable ; so that its primary purpose is not that the honor and reverence due to our Lord may be safeguarded, or that the Sacrament may serve as a reward of virtue bestowed on the recipients (St. Aug. Serm. 57 in St. Matth., “De Orat. Dorn.” n. 7). Hence the holy Council of Trent calls the Eucharist “the antidote whereby we are delivered from daily faults and preserved from deadly sins.” (Sess. XIII., cap. 2). The desire on the part of God was so well understood by the first Christians that they daily flocked to the Holy Table as to a source of life and strength. “They were persevering in the doctrine of the Apostles, and in the communication of the breaking of bread.” (Acts. II. 42). And that this practice was continued into later ages, not without great fruit of holiness and perfection, the holy Fathers and ecclesi­ astical writers bear witness. But when in later times piety grew cold, and more especi­ ally under the plague of Jansenism, disputes began to arise concerning the dispositions with which it was proper to re­ ceive Communion frequently or daily; and writers vied with one another in imposing more and more stringent conditions as necessary to be fulfilled. 1 he result of such disputes was that very few were considered worthy to communicate daily, and to derive from this most healing Sacrament its most abundant fruits, the rest being content to partake of it once a year, or once a month, or at the utmost weekly. Nay, to such a pitch was rigorism carried that whole classes of per­ 570 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap.xvih. sons were excluded from a frequent approach to the Holy Table; for instance, those who were engaged in trade, or even those who were living in the state of matrimony. Others, however, went to the opposite extreme. Under the persuasion that daily Communion was a divine precept, and in order that no day might pass without the reception of the Sacrament, besides other practices contrary to the ap­ proved usage of the Church, they held that the Holy Eucharist ought to be received, and in fact administered it, even on Good Friday. Under these circumstances the Holy See did not fail in its duty of vigilance, for by a decree of this Sacred Congrega­ tion, which begins with the words “Cum ad aures’’, issued on February 12, A. D. 1679, with the approbation of Inno­ cent XI, it condemned these errors, and put a stop to such abuses, at the same time declaring that all the faithful of whatever class—merchants or tradesmen or married persons not excepted—might be admitted to frequent Communion according to the devotion of each one and the judgment of his confessor. And on December 7, 1690, by the decree of Pope Alexander VIII, “Sanctissimus Dominus’’, the propo­ sition of Baius postulating a perfectly pure love of God, without any admixture of defect, as requisite on the part of those who wished to approach the Holy Table, was con­ demned. Yet the poison of Jansenism, which, under the pretext of showing due honor and reverence to the Holy Eucharist, had infected the minds of even good men, did not entirely disappear. The controversy as to the dispositions requisite for the lawful and laudable fréquentation of the Sacrament sur­ vived the declarations of the Holy See; so much so, indeed that certain theologians of good repute judged that daily Communion should be allowed to the faithful only in rare cases, and under many conditions. On the other hand, there were not wanting men of learn­ ing and piety who more readily granted permission for this practice, so salutary and so pleasing to God. In accordance with the teaching of the Fathers, they maintained that there sec. in.] Holy Communion. 571 was no precept of the Church which prescribed more perfect dispositions in the case of daily than of weekly or monthly Communion ; while the good effects of daily Communion would, they alleged, be far more abundant than those of Communion received weekly or monthly. In our own day the controversy has been carried on with increased warmth, and not without bitterness, so that the minds of the confessors and the consciences of the faithful have been disturbed, to the no small detriment of Christian piety and devotion. Accordingly, certain distinguished men, themselves pastors of souls, have urgently besought His Holiness Pius X, to deign to settle, by his supreme authority, the question concerning the dispositions requisite for daily Communion ; so that this usage so salutary and so pleasing to God, might not only suffer no decrease among the faith­ ful, but might rather be promoted and everywhere prop 3' gated—a thing most desirable in these days, when religion and the Catholic faith are attacked on all sides, and the true love of God and genuine piety are so lacking in many quart­ ers. And His Holiness, being most earnestly desirous, out of his abundant solicitude and zeal, that the faithful should be invited to partake of the sacred banquet as often as pos­ sible, and even daily, and should profit to the utmost by its fruits, committed the aforesaid question to this Sacred Con­ gregation to be looked into and decided once for all (defini­ endum). Accordingly the Sacred Congregation of the Council, in a plenary Session, held on December 16, 1905, submitted the whole matter to a very careful scrutiny; and after sedul­ ously examining the reasons adduced on either side, de­ termined and declared as follows: 1. Frequent and daily Communion, as a thing most earn­ estly desired by Christ our Lord and by the Catholic Church, should be open to all the faithful of whatever rank and condition of life; so that no one who is in the state of grace, and who approaches the Holy Table with a right and de­ vout intention, can lawfully be hindered therefrom. 572 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap.xviil 2. A right intention consists in this: that he who ap­ proaches the Holy Table should do so, not out of routine, or vain glory, or human respect, but for the purpose of pleasing God, of being more closely united with Him by charity and of seeking this divine remedy for his weakness and defects. 3. Although it is most expedient that those who com­ municate frequently or daily should be free from venial sins, especially from such as are fully deliberate, and from any affection thereto, nevertheless, it is sufficient that they be free from mortal sin, with the purpose of never sinning in future; and, if they have this sincere purpose, it is impossible but that daily communicants should gradually emancipate themselves even from venial sins, and from all affection thereto. 4. But whereas the Sacraments of the New Law, though they take effect ex opere operato, nevertheless produce a greater effect in proportion as the dispositions of the recipient are better; therefore, care is to be taken that Holy Commun­ ion be preceded by serious preparation, and followed by a suitable thanksgiving, according to each one’s strength, cir­ cumstances and duties. 5. That the practice of frequent and daily Communion may be carried out with greater prudence and more abund­ ant merit, the confessor’s advice should be asked. Confes­ sors, however, are to be careful not to dissuade any one (ne quemquam avertant) from frequent and daily Communion, provided that he is in the state of grace and approaches with a right intention. 6. But since it is plain that by frequent or daily reception of the Holy Eucharist union with Christ is fostered, the spiritual life more abundantly sustained, the soul more richly endowed with virtues, and an even surer pledge of everlast­ ing happiness bestowed on the recipient, therefore parish priests, confessors, and preachers—in accordance with the approved teaching of the Roman Catechism (Part II. cap. 4.11.60)—are frequently and with great zeal to exhort the faithful to this devout and salutary practice. sec. in.] Holy Communion, 573 7. Frequent and daily Communion is to be promoted es­ pecially in religious Orders and Congregations of all kinds; with regard to which, however, the decree “Quemadmo­ dum”, issued on December 17, 1890, by the Sacred Congre­ gation of Bishops and Regulars, is to remain in force. It is also to be promoted especially in ecclesiastical seminaries, where students are preparing for the service of the altar; as also in all Christian establishments, of whatever kind, for the training of youth. ‘ 8. In the case of religious institutes, whether of solemn or simple vows, in whose rules, or constitutions, or calendars Communion is assigned to certain fixed days, such regula­ tions are to be regarded as directive and not perceptive. In such cases the appointed number of Communions should be regarded as a minimum, and not as setting a limit to the devotion of the religious. Therefore, freedom of access to the Eucharistic Table, whether more frequently or daily, must always be allowed them, according to the principles above laid down in this decree. And in order that all re­ ligious of both sexes may clearly understand the provisions of this decree, the Superior of each house is to see that it is read in community, in the vernacular, every year within the octave of the Feast of Corpus Christi. 9. Finally after the publication of this decree, all ecclesi­ astical writers are to cease from contentious controversies concerning the dispositions requisite for frequent and daily Communion. All this having been reported to His Holiness Pope Pius X, by the undersigned Secretary of the Sacred Congre­ gation in an audience held on December 17, 1905, His Holi­ ness ratified and confirmed the present decree and ordered it to be published, anything to the contrary notwithstanding. He further ordered that it should be sent to all local ordin­ aries and regular prelates, to be communicated by them to their respective seminaries, parishes, religious institutes, and priests; and that in their reports concerning the state of their respective dioceses or institutes they should inform the 574 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap.xviii. Holy See concerning the execution of the matters therein determined. Given at Rome, the 20th day of December, 1905. Vincent, Card. Bishop of Palestrina, Prefect. L.S. Cajetan De Lai, Secretary. 4. PREPARATION FOR COMMUNION. The preparation for frequent Communion is twofold: remote and proximate. I. The remote preparation consists in detachment from creatures. St. Augustine says that,1 if you expected a visit from a great personage, to whom certain objects in your house would be offensive, would you not remove them be­ fore his arrival? When, then, you wish to receive Jesus Christ you should remove from your heart all earthly af­ fections that you know to be displeasing to him. He that wishes to communicate often, should empty his heart of the things of the earth. This is precisely what our Lord once said to St. Gertrude: “I want nothing more from you, than that you come to receive me with a heart divested of all self-love.”2 II. As to the immediate preparation you should begin it the evening before Communion, by acts of love and of desire. As soon as you awake in the morning, con­ sider that you are to receive Jesus Christ, and with a 1 In Ps. cxxxi. s Insin. 1. 4, c. 26. SEC. HL] Holy Communion. 515 fervent aspiration, invite your Spouse to hasten into your soul. Immediately before Communion, you should, even though you had made mental prayer, excite in your soul lively sentiments of faith, of humility, and of desire. First, you ought to animate your faith by reflecting on the majesty of him whom you are to receive. If faith did not assure us of this who could ever imagine that a God wished to make himself the food of his own creat­ ures ? But the Church has declared, in several of her councils, and especially in the Council of Trent,’ that our Redeemer, Christ Jesus, is really and truly present in the consecrated Host. How beautiful was the answer of St. Louis, king of France, to a person inviting him to behold Jesus Christ, who appeared in the consecrated host, under the form of an infant! “ Let those,” said the holy king, “ that do not believe by faith, go and see; I believe more firmly than if I saw Jesus Christ with my eyes.” And he remained where he was. Secondly, you should excite sentiments of humility by considering that in spite of your misery you are to receive a God into your mouth and into your heart. The Venerable Paul Segneri used to say that, for a per­ son going to Communion the most appropriate senti­ ment is one of astonishment that would make her ex­ claim: What! a God to me! a God to me! What would be the sentiments of a shepherd, if he saw his sovereign coming to dwell with him in his tent? What are your sentiments when you behold the King of heaven coming into your heart in the holy Communion ? Will you not at least say to him with true humility: Lord, I a ni not worthy that Thon shouldst enter under my roof?3 To humility unite an act of contrition and of hope, 1 Sw. 13, can. 1. 2 “ Domine, non sum dignus ut intros sub tectum meum.”—Matt. viii. S. q| ' ^~I6 Fréquentation of (he Sacraments. [chap, xviii. confidently expecting that Jesus Christ, when he comes into your soul, will enrich you with his graces. Thirdly, you must excite an ardent desire of receiving Jesus Christ in the holy sacrament. To nourish the soul this celestial bread must be eaten with hunger. He that receives it with the strongest desire derives from it the greatest graces. St. Francis de Sales 1 used to say that he that gives himself to us only through love should be received only through love. Our Redeemer said once to St. Mechtilde: “When you communicate, desire to have the greatest love that the saints have had for me, and in return for this desire I will accept your love in proportion to the fervor with which you wished for it.”2 To remember these acts it will be sufficient to say to yourself before Communion: -Who comes? to whom does he come? why does he come? A God of infinite majesty comes: he comes to you, a miserable sinner: and he comes to be loved by you. 5. Thanksgiving after Communion. After Communion remain with Jesus Christ as long as you can. Father d’Avila said that we should set great value on the time after Communion, because it is a precious time for acquiring treasures of grace. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi was accustomed to say: “ The time after Communion is the· most precious time of our life; it is the fittest time for negotiating with God, and for inflaming our souls with his divine love. At that time we have no need of masters or of books, for Jesus Christ himself teaches us how we are to love him.”3 St. Teresa used to say: “After Communion let us not lose so good an opportunity of negotiation. God ’ Introd. ch. 21. 2 Bios. Con cl. an. fid. c. 6, n. 6. 3 Ccpari, ch. 4S. Boll. c. 14, n. 157. sec. in.] Holy Communion, y-jj does not repay with ingratitude the abode in which he is well received.” 1 In another place she says that after Communion Jesus Christ remains in the soul as on a throne of grace, and appears to say to it what he said when on earth to the man that was born blind: What wilt thou that I should do to thee I '1 Beloved soul, tell me what you want from me; I am come for the purpose of bestowing on you the graces you ask of me. It is the opinion of Cajetan, Suarez, Gonet, Valentia, Lugo, and others, that as long as the sacramental species remain the fruit of the sacrament and divine love are increased in proportion to the efforts of the soul to unite itself to Jesus Christ, and to the good acts that it per­ forms. For the operation of this celestial bread in the soul is similar to that of corporal food, which gives nourishment and strength in proportion to the time it remains in the body. Many religious communicate fre« quently, and draw but little fruit from their commu­ nions, because they remain but a short time with Jesus Christ. To St. Margaret of Cortona our Lord once said: “ I treat souls as they treat me.” If you are not prevented by some duty of obedience or of charity, be careful to remain with Jesus Christ at least for half an hour after Communion. I say, “ at least for half an hour,” for an hour is the proper time for thanksgiving. Endeavor to employ yourself after Com­ munion in acts of recollection, of thanksgiving, of love, of sorrow, of oblation of yourself, and of all that you possess; but, above all, in petitions to Jesus Christ for his graces, and particularly for the gift of final perseve­ rance and of his holy love. In these acts consists that “negotiation” of which St. Teresa speaks; and when you feel dryness and dissipation of mind, read a book that contains devout affections towards God. The entire 1 Way of Perf. ch. 35. 2 “ Quid tibi vis faciam?”—Mark. x. 51. 578 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap, χνιιχ day of Communion should be spent in more than usual recollection. St. Aloysius Gonzaga endeavored to en­ tertain himself for three days after Communion in thanking Jesus Christ. Nor should your recollection be diminished because you communicate more frequently; on the contrary, the oftener you receive the Lord the more closely should you keep yourself united to him. 6. Excuses brought Certain Religious for frequently. forward by Communicating not AVhat shall we say of the nun who, through careless­ ness, abstains from the holy Eucharist, though she has the opportunity of frequent Communion, and has before her eyes the example of the sisters who communicate often ? Let us see whether her excuses are reasonable: i. She will say: “ I do not communicate often, because I do not think myself worthy of frequent Communion.” My dear sister, if this excuse were satisfactory, you ought never to communicate. For St. Ambrose says: “ He that is not worthy to receive daily is not worthy to receive after a year.”1 But who can be ever worthy of the holy Communion? Jesus Christ alone, who was God and man, communicated worthily; for only God is worthy of receiving a God. You say you do not think yourself worthy of frequent Communion. But do you not know that the longer you defer Communion the more unworthy you become ? For the longer you abstain from the Blessed Eucharist, the more your de­ fects are multiplied, because you are bereft of the assist­ ance that you should receive from holy Communion. A holy Dominican nun used to say: “ For my part, because I am sensible of my unworthiness, I would wish to com­ municate three times a day; for by more frequent Com­ munion, I should hope to render myself less unworthy.” 1 “ Qui non meretur quotidie accipere, non meretur post annum acci­ pere.”—De Sacram. I. 5, c. 4. sec.ni] Holy Communion. 579 Which of the two, says Cassian,’ is the more humble, the man that communicates often or he that communi­ cates but seldom ? He answers that the person that frequently receives Jesus Christ is the more humble; because he knows his infirmities, and therefore seeks more frequently the remedy of his disease. The angelic Doctor says that though to abstain from Communion through humility and fear is pleasing to God, still the love and confidence that induce a soul to receive him are more acceptable in his sight. “ However, love and hope, to which the Scriptures constantly exhort us, are preferable to fear.” 14 2. She will add: I do not know whether I am in the state of grace. But I ask, do you expect that an angel will come from heaven to assure you that you are in the state of grace? Is it not enough for you to have the assurance of your confessor? \rou ought to place more confidence in the testimony of the minister of God than in the revelations of all the angels of paradise; for in receiving a communication from angels, there might be an illusion, but in listening to the confessor who, in your regard, holds the place of God, there is no danger of de­ ception. Whenever, then, your spiritual Father allows you to communicate take care not to obey the suggestionsof the devil by abstaining from Communion through fear and scruples. Be assured that there is no species of disobedience more pernicious to a person, than to omit a Communion prescribed by his confessor; for such disobedience proceeds from a want of humility, or from a belief that he is a better judge than his director. 3. I cannot, you will say, bring myself to communi­ cate often, because I constantly commit faults and never amend. To this excuse an answer has been given above.3 1 Collât. 23, c. 21. 2 “Amor tamen et spes, ad quæ semper Scriptura nos provocat, præferuntur timori.”—P. 3, q. 80, a. 10. 3 Page 66. —« 580 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap, xviii. If your faults are fully deliberate, and if you make no effort to correct them, neither I nor any other spiritual guide will advise you to communicate often. But if you have no affection for venial sins, and do not commit them with full deliberation—if, on the contrary, you love prayer and desire to advance in perfection, then, I say to you, obey your confessor and have no more un­ easiness abont your Communions. The greater you perceive your infirmities to be, the more frequently you ought to seek a remedy for them in holy Communion. “ Because,” says St. Ambrose, “ I always sin, I should al­ ways use a remedy.”1 We buttress walls that are in­ clined, not to make them erect but to prevent them from falling. You say that you perceive in yourself no amendment; will you improve without the aid of the holy Communion ? No, you will, on the contrary, grow worse everyday. In his treatise on Communion, Father Granada says that “ he that desires to be cured of his infirmities should not abstain from this great remedy.” The bare remembrance of having communicated in the morning, and the thought of having to communicate the next day, makes a person more watchful and more at­ tentive to the correction of his faults. Besides, the sac­ rament itself infuses an increase of light and strength into the soul. Theologians generally assert that the holy Eucharist produces more grace than all the other sacraments, because it contains Jesus Christ himself who is the author of grace. A present that a prince makes with his own hand is more valuable than the gifts that he dispenses through the hands of others. 4. You will say, I feel myself distracted, cold, and without devotion. What, I ask, do you understand by devotion ? If you mean sensible fervor, I say that is not necessary: it is enough to have fervor in the will, or a 1 “Qui semper pecco, semper debeo habere medicinam.”—De Sacrant. 1. 4, c. 6. SEC. III.] Holy Communion. 581 determination to do what you know to be pleasing to God. This is the true devotion and fervor that God demands of you; and though you do not feel this fervor of the will, you should, notwithstanding, communicate in order to obtain it by means of the holy sacrament. For if you abstain from Communion because you have not sensible fervor you will, as Gerson says,' imitate the folly of those who, when cold, refuse to approach the fire because they do not feel warm. According to St. Laurence Justinian,1*3 this sacrament sometimes pro­ duces its effect, though we do not perceive it. St. Bona­ venture says: “ Although you feel tepid, approach with confidence; for the greater your infirmity the more you stand in need of a physician.”3 Do not be deterred from frequent Communion, because you experience more devotion when you communicate seldom than when you communicate often. He that eats but seldom eats with greater eagerness but with less profit; and, if you com­ municate but seldom you may, perhaps, feel a little more of sensible fervor, but you will also receive less fruit; because your soul will want the food that gives strength to avoid sins and imperfections. Seek not, then, sen­ sible devotion in your Communions. Communicate only for the purpose of uniting your soul more closely to God, and be assured that, as often as you communicate with that view, your Communions will be productive of great fruit. 5. I abstain from Communion toescape the censure of others that see my imperfections and rebuke me for communicating so frequently. To this pretext I an­ swer: If you communicate with the advice of your di1 De Praf. ad M. cons. 4. 9 De Discipl. mon. c. ig. 3 “ Licet tepide, tamen fiducialiter accedat; quia tanto magis æger necesse habet requirere medicurn, quanto magis senserit se ægrotum,” —De Prof. rei. p. 2, c. 76. 582 /fréquentation of the Sacraments. (chap, xvm rector, and through a motive of advancing in divine love, or of correcting your defects, be not disturbed by the complaints or censure of others. I have already said,1 that, according to the Venerable John d’Avila, they who censure others for frequent Con">munion per­ form the office of the devil. Will you then pay atten tion to their complaints? Listen to the words of St. l· rancis de Sales: “ If,” he says, “ they ask you why you communicate so often tell them that two classes of per­ sons should communicate frequently, the perfect, to preserve perfection, and the imperfect, to attain perfec­ tion; the strong not to become weak, and the weak to grow strong; the sick to be cured, and the healthy to prevent sickness. And as to yourself, tell them that, because you are imperfect, weak, and infirm, you stand in need of frequent Communion. Tell them that all that are free from worldly occupations, because they have the opportunity, and all that are engaged in them, because they have need of Communion, should communicate frequently.” In conclusion, he says: “ Philothea communicate often, and as often as pos­ sible, with the advice of your spiritual Father; and be­ lieve me that, as the hares on our mountains become white, because they feed only on snow, so, by eating purity itself in this sacrament you will become all pure.”2 To St. Frances of Rome, as she was going to Communion, the devil said: “How can you, who are so full of venial sins, dare receive the Immaculate Lamb.” Perceiving that the enemy wished to deprive her of Communion, she banished him by spitting in his face. The Blessed Virgin immediately appeared to her, and, after having praised her conduct, said that our defects, instead of being an obstacle, should be an incentive to Communion; since, in Communion we find the remedy of all our miseries. The Roman catechism teaches/ 1 Page 66. 9 Introd. ch. 21. 3 P. 2, c. q. 40. sec. in.] Holy Communion. 583 that venial sins are remitted by holy Communion; and the generality of divines agree with St. Thomas, that the holy Eucharist excites in the soul acts of divine love, by which venial sins are pardoned.1 6. You will perhaps say, “ I have not time to prepare as I ought for holy Communion.” I answer: if your time is spent in useless occupations or in idle discourses, then your discourse is frivolous. But if it be employed in performing the duties of your office, or of obedience, then you may rest assured that the discharge of these duties, with a view to please God, will be an excellent preparation for Communion. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi was once engaged in making bread, when the bell rang for Communion; she instantly obeyed the call, and in an ecstacy received the holy sacrament. Hence, she was accustomed to say to her sisters: “ Offer to God all your actions as a preparation for Communion, perform them with the intention of pleasing him and communi­ cate.” Whenever the want of time arises from your be­ ing employed in the service of the Community, in the care of the sick, or in the performance of any work of charity that cannot be deferred, you should never ab­ stain from Communion in consequence of not having sufficient time for preparation. But be careful to avoid as much as possible all unnecessary conversations and amusements, and when you foresee that in the morning you will not have time to prepare for Communion, en­ deavor on the preceding evening to make some prepara­ tion, by reading a book of piety, and by making the acts that ought to be made in the morning; or rise a little before the usual hour and spend whatever time may be at your disposal in preparation for the holy sacrament. 7. My confessor, you will perhaps say, is not inclined to allow me frequent Communion. If the confessor does not permit you to communicate often you must 1 P· 3» q· 79. a. 4. 584 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap, xviii. obey. But supply the want of the holy sacrament by redoubling your spiritual Communions. Say to Jesus Christ: Lord, I would receive Thee more frequently were I not prevented by obedience. And he will be pleased with your desire of Communion, and with your obedi­ ence. But why do you not ask the permission of your confessor to communicate more frequently? To ask leave for more frequent Communion is useful, and is by no means opposed to the perfection of obedience. For, in allowing more or less frequent Communion, confes­ sors are regulated by the desire of Communion that they perceive in their penitents. To produce great fruit this divine food must be eaten with hunger; it fructifies but little in the souls that have not an appetite for it. You do not ask leave for Communion, and there­ fore you show but little eagerness for the holy sacra­ ment; hence, the confessor does not permit you to com­ municate often. Why do you not imitate St. Catharine of Sienna, who, when deprived of Communion by her confessor, exclaimed: “ Father give my soul its food; give my soul its food.” Had you, like her, manifested, with humility and resignation, this holy hunger, your confessor would have treated you in a different manner. But, because he sees you cold and not unwilling to be refused Communion, he prudently abstains from advis­ ing you to communicate more frequently. 7. Exhortation to receive Communion frequently. Oh ! what great and continual progress is made in divine love by those who, with a strong desire, and with the permission of their spiritual Father, frequent holy Communion! Oh ! how wonderfully does the Lord draw them to his love ! To keep them humble and resigned, he sometimes leaves them in darkness without any sense of their own advancement, and with­ out any of the comforts of sensible devotion. Accord- sec. in.) Holy Communion. 585 ing to St. Teresa, frequent Communion is the best sup­ port of these desolate souls. Let others say what they please, it is certain that in general the most regular convents are those in which holy Communion is most frequented, and that in all monasteries the religious that communicate most frequently are the most fervent and exemplary. O my God ! why are so many frivolous excuses put forward ? Let the religious that seldom communicates speak the truth, and she must acknowledge that her re­ pugnance to frequent Communion arises from an un­ willingness to bind herself to a life of greater retire­ ment, and of greater detachment from creatures, and from self-indulgence. She knows well, that conversa­ tions with seculars, friendships, vanity, self-esteem, and inordinate attachment to the indulgence of the appetite, and such imperfections, are not compatible with fre­ quent Communion, and therefore she abstains from it. She cannot bear to be rebuked at each Communion by Jesus Christ for her disorderly life. In a word, she re­ ceives him but seldom, because she wishes to live under less restraint. Are you, dear sister, animated with these sentiments ? If you are, I say that since you love Jesus Christ but little, and desire but little to love him, you should not receive him frequently. But beware: this obstinate tepidity that you can but will not correct may one day lead you into an abyss. Ah, arise from this miserable state; give yourself to God for the remainder of your life; you know not how long it will last; it may be very short. Reform your conduct according to the best of your ability, and endeavor to communicate more fre­ quently. When your confessor permits you, go to Communion without fear or hesitation; and leave others to say of you what they please. Fear not that you will have to account, at the hour of death, for Com- 586 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap, xviii. munions made with the advice of your confessor. I say, and I assure you, that at the hour of death you will repent not of the Communions that you made with his permission, but of those that you could have made, and that through negligence you omitted. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi once saw a soul suffering in pur­ gatory for having through carelessness omitted one Communion. And we read in her life that she several times burst into tears because a sister abstained from Communion through negligence. Be assured that of all your devotions there is none more dear to Jesus Christ than your Communions. For all perfection consists in a perfect union with God; and holy Com­ munion is the action that unites the soul most closely to him, and consequently the religious can do nothing more pleasing in his sight. Hence, the same St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say: “ I would rather die than omit a Communion permitted by obedience.” I shall now speak of spiritual Communion, which has been so much practised by the saints. 8. Spiritual Communion. Spiritual Communion, as St. Thomas says,1 consists in an ardent desire to receive Jesus Christ in the holy sacrament. The holy Council of Trent3 extols the ad­ vantages of spiritual Communion, and exhorts the faithful to practise it. And God himself has several times given devout souls to understand how pleasing it is to him that they receive him spiritually. Jesus Christ appeared one day to sister Paula Maresca, found­ ress of the convent of St. Catharine of Sienna, in Naples, as we read in her life, and showed her two precious ves­ sels, one of gold and another of silver, and said to her, that in the former he preserved her sacramental Com­ munions, and in the latter her spiritual Communions. 1 P. 3, q. So, a. I. » I3, cap, 8. SEC. III.] Spiritual Comm itnion. 587 On another occasion he said to the Venerable Jane of the Cross, that as often as she communicated spiritu­ ally, she received a grace similar to that which she de­ rived from her sacramental Communions. Father John Nider, of the Order of St. Dominic, relates, that in a certain city a poor man of great virtue desired to communicate often; but because the practice of frequent Communion did not exist in the place, he, in order to avoid singularity, contented him­ self with spiritual Communions. Hence, he would first go to confession, and make his meditation; he would then hear Mass, and prepare for Communion, and would open his mouth as if he were receiving Jesus Christ. The author relates, that in opening his mouth the poor man used to feel the particle laid on his tongue, and his soul filled with sweetness. One morn­ ing he put his finger into his mouth to find out whether the consecrated particle were really placed on his tongue; the sacred host adhered to his finger; he placed it again in his mouth, and received it. Thus the Lord rewarded the desire of this good servant. Father Peter Faber, of the Society of Jesus, used to say1 that spiritual Communions are a very powerful help to receive the holy Eucharist, with the proper disposi­ tions. Hence the saints have been in the habit of mak­ ing frequent spiritual Communions. Blessed Angela of the Cross, a Dominican nun, went so far as to say: “ If my confessor had not taught me this method of com­ municating, I could scarcely live.” Hence she used to make a hundred spiritual Communions every day, and a hundred more every night. But how, you will ask, could she make so many? St. Augustine answers: “Give me a lover, and he understands what I say.”2 Give me a soul that loves nothing but Jesus Christ, and 1 Formic. 1. I, c. I. ’ “ Da amantem, et sentit quod dico.”—In. Jo. tr. 26. 6 588 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap. χνιπ. it will not wonder at it. It is most easy to make sev­ eral spiritual Communions in the day; it is not neces­ sary to be fasting, to have a priest, or to spend, a long time. Hence we may make a spiritual Communion as often as we please in the day. The Venerable Jane of the Cross used therefore to say: “ O my Lord, how ex­ cellent a mode of communicating ! without being seen or remarked: without giving trouble to my spiritual Father, or depending on any one but Thee, who in soli­ tude dost nourish my soul, and speak to my heart.” Be careful, then, to make frequent spiritual Commun­ ions in your meditations, visits to the Blessed Sacra­ ment, and be particularly careful, as often as you hear Mass, to make a spiritual Communion, during the Com­ munion of the priest. Make an act of faith, believing firmly that Jesus Christ is present in the holy sacra­ ment; an act of love, uniting to it an act of sorrow for your sins; and then an act of desire, inviting Jesus Christ to come into your soul, in order to make it en­ tirely his own; and in the end thank him as if you had received him. You can make these acts in the following manner: My Jesus, I believe that Thou art truly ande really present in the holy sacrament. I love Thee with my whole heart, and because I love Thee, I am sorry for having offended Thee. I embrace Thee, O my love, and I give myself entirely to Thee; do not permit me to be ever separated from Thee. In this manner you can make as many spiritual Com­ munions as you please. 9. The Visits to the Most Holy S/VCrament. The frequent visits to Jesus Christ in the sacrament of the altar is a great help to the souls that love him. The holy Church has instituted and celebrates the festi­ val of the adorable sacrament with so many solemnities SEC. III.] l/zszls to the Blessed Sacrament. 589 in honor not only of holy Communion, but also of the loving dwelling of Jesus Christ night and day in our churches, in this sacrament of love. Our loving Lord, says Nieremberg, has left himself on earth under the species of bread, principally in order to be the food of our souls; but he has left himself also in order to remain with us shut up in our tabernacles, and thus remind us of the love which he bears us. “ No tongue,” says St. Peter of Alcantara, “can express the greatness of the love that Jesus bears to all that are in the state of grace.” 1 Hence, that his absence from them might not be an occasion of forgetting him, this most sweet Spouse, be­ fore his departure from this world, left, as a memorial of his love, this most holy sacrament, in which he him­ self remained. He did not wish that between him and his servants there should be any other pledge than him­ self to keep alive the remembrance of him. Hence, when our dear Saviour left this world, he did not wish to leave us alone, and therefore he devised a means of remaining with us in the holy Eucharist to the end of time, that even here below we may enjoy his sweet company. This he declared to his disciples, and through them to us all. Behold I am with you all days, even to the consummation of the world? St. Peter of Alcan­ tara therefore adds : “ The Saviour did not wish to leave his spouse alone at such a distance, and therefore he has left her this sacrament, in which he himself remains, as the best companion he could leave her.” St. Teresa says that all are not permitted to speak to the king; the most that a vassal can expect is, to speak to his sovereign through a third person. She then adds: But to speak to Thee, O King of Glory, the intervention 1 De I'Or. et de la Mid. p. I, ch. 4. 9 “ Ecce ego vobiscum sum omnibus diebus usque ad consummati­ onem sæculi.”—Matt, xxviii. 20. 590 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap, xviii. of a third person is not necessary; Thou art always ready to give audience to all in the sacrament of the altar. Every one that wishes may find Thee there always, and may speak to Thee with confidence. Oh, how difficult is it to obtain an audience from an earthly monarch ! Kings seldom give audience to their subjects. But Thou, O my Redeemer, in this sacrament, dost give audience to all, whenever they wish. Our divine king, says the same saint, in order to animate us to approach his feet with greater confidence, has clothed himself with the species of bread in this sacrament, and thus has veiled his majesty that we may not be terrified at the sight of it. But, O God, how many insults must Jesus Christ have suffered from infidels, from heretics, and from sin­ ners in this sacrament, in order to remain with us. Some have trampled on the sacred Host, others have thrown it into the mire. He foresaw all these injuries; but still he resolved to remain with us on the altar, that we might not be deprived of his amiable presence. Many pilgrims make long journeys to visit the holy house in Loretto, where Jesus Christ once dwelt, or to venerate the places in the holy land in which he was born, in which he suffered and died. But Father John d’Avila had just reason to say, that he knew no sanctu­ ary more amiable, or more apt to inspire devotion, than a church in which the holy sacrament is preserved, for there Jesus Christ has not only once dwelt and suffered, but truly lives and dwells. Hence, the saints have ex­ perienced no greater delight on earth than that which they enjoyed in the presence of the most holy sacra­ ment. St. Francis Xavier, as is related in his Life,1 af­ ter having labored all day for the sanctification of souls, spent the night at the foot of the tabernacle; when over­ come by sleep, he threw himself on the steps of the altar 1 Bon hours, Vie, 1. 6. sec. in.] Klstts to the Blessed Sacrament. 591 and, after a short repose, he began again to converse with his dear Lord. St. John Francis Regis ’ used to do the same; after having spent the entire day in preaching and hearing confessions, his repose consisted in remain­ ing during the night before Jesus in the holy sacrament, and when he found the church shut he remained outside the door to pay homage, at least at a distance, to his beloved Redeemer. The Venerable Father Balthasar Alvarez, a holy man, when unable to remain in the church, endeavored at least to keep his eyes turned to the tabernacle, in which he knew the holy sacrament was preserved.2 In a word, all the saints have found their paradise on earth in this sacrament. St. Teresa said one day from heaven to one of her religious: “We who rejoice in heaven, and you who suffer on earth, should be the same in purity and love. And what we do in heaven before the divine essence you should do on earth before the most holy sacrament.” 3 And what greater paradise can a religious that loves Jesus Christ find on this earth than to remain at his feet, to manifest the love that she bears him, to offer to him herself and all that belongs to her, to make known her desires, to see him face to face, in order to love him with greater ardor! But this paradise religious can enjoy in a special man­ ner. It is true that Jesus remains in the holy sacrament for all; but he remains particularly for nuns—his spouses who enjoy his society day and night within their own very house. When Jesus was born, the holy Magi left their country and their homes, and spent a long time travelling through Palestine, inquiring for the birth­ place of the Redeemer: Saying, where is he that is born King of the Jews'!'—To visit Jesus Christ, seculars must 1 D'Aubenton, Vie, I. 4. 9 Dupont. Vie, ch. 6. 3 Ribera, Vit. 1. 5, c. 4. Ubi est qui natus est Rex Judæorum ?”—Matt. ii. 2. 592 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap. xviii. leave their houses and go to the church, which is closed at night, and in many places is open only in the morning. But a nun need not leave her own dwelling in order to enjoy the society of Jesus Christ; he remains contin­ ually in the house in which she dwells. A nun, then, can visit him whenever she pleases, in the morning or evening, by day or by night. She, as a spouse, is per­ mitted to dwell in the palace. How highly honored does the vassal esteem himself to be, when he is invited to dwell in the palace of the king ! You then, O dear sis­ ter, are one of those happy Christians that have the hon­ or of dwelling on this earth with Jesus Christ, the king of heaven. You can visit him and remain with him day and night, whenever you please. The Venerable Moth­ er Mary of Jesus, the foundress of a monastery in Tou­ louse, used to say, that she thanked God in a special manner for two things: first, because by the vow of obedience, religious belong entirely to God; secondly, because they have the happiness of dwelling always along with Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament. In other churches Jesus Christ remains for all; but in your monastery he dwells only for you and your com­ panions. Be careful to profit by his presence. O God! in all monasteries the nuns should, like so many butter­ flies, hover night and day about their Spouse; their hearts should remain with him to burn continually, and with greater splendor than the lights and lamps that decorate the altar. But alas! of the ingratitude of men for his loving dwelling among them, our Lord com­ plained to his servant, Sister Margaret Alacoque, to whom he showed one day his divine heart burning with flames of love for men, and said to her: “ Behold the heart that has loved men so tenderly, has reserved noth­ ing, but has consumed itself in order to show its love for them. But in return I receive nothing but ingrati­ tude and contempt from the greater number of men in SEC. III.J Visits to the Blessed Sacrament. 593 this sacrament. But what displeases me most is, that some of these ungrateful hearts are hearts consecrated to me.” 1 In these last words he spoke of the religious that set but little value on their happy lot, of dwelling in the same house with Jesus Christ, and therefore draw but little profit from his society. If he were to come into your church once a year, and to remain only fora single day, surely all would contend with one another in pay­ ing homage to him, and in remaining in his loving com­ pany; and will you leave him alone, and visit him so seldom, because in order to see you more frequently in his presence, he, in his goodness, remains continually with you ? If you have hitherto been negligent in visiting Jesus in the tabernacle, I entreat you henceforth to avail yourself of the great treasure that you have in the most holy sacrament. Sister Anne of the cross, who had been Countess of Feria, and a Spanish lady of high rank, after being a widow for tw’enty-four years, became a nun of the Order of St. Clare, in Montilla; she procured a cell, from which she had a view of the altar of the Blessed Sacrament, and there she generally remained day and night. Being asked how she was employed during so many hours that she spent before the sacrament, she replied: “I would remain there for all eternity. How am I employed before Jesus in the Blessed Eucharist? I thank him, I love him, and I ask his graces.” Behold an excellent means of drawing great fruit from your visits to the Blessed Sacrament. First,r thank Jesus Christ. O / God, how thankful is ■/ a nun to a relative that comes from a distance to visit her! And will you not thank Jesus Christ, who descends from heaven, not only to visit you, but also to remain always with you? First of all in your visit, enliven your faith and adore your Spouse in the sacrament: 1 Her writings, p. i, § i. 594 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap. xvm. thank his great goodness in coming to remain on the altar for the love of you. Secondly, love him. St. Philip Neri, when he saw the most holy Viaticum brought into his room, was all on fire with holy love, and exclaimed, Behold my love ! behold my love! Do you say the same when you re> main before the holy tabernacle. Consider that your Spouse, shut up in that prison of love, is burning with love for you. To St. Catharine of Sienna he appeared one day in the sacrament in the form of a fiery furnace, and the saint was astonished that the flames that issued from it had not filled the hearts of all men with the fire of divine love. If, when you remain in his presence, you wish to please him, repeat acts of love, offering to him yourself in a special manner. Thirdly, ask his grace. Blessed Henry Suso used to say that it is in the holy sacrament that Jesus hears most readily the prayers of those that visit him, and dispenses his graces most abundantly. The Venerable Father Balthasar Alvarez once saw Jesus Christ in the sacrament with his hands full of graces; but found no one to whom he could impart them, because there was no one to ask them. You say that you cannot remain in the presence of Jesus Christ, because you know not what to do before him, nor what to say to him. O God! and why do you not employ yourself in asking the graces of which you stand in need ? Beg of him to give you strength to resist temptations, to correct the faults into which you always relapse, to rescue you from the passion that keeps you in chains, and hinders you from giving yourself entirely to God. Entreat him to give you aid to suffer all insults and contradictions in peace, to increase in your heart his divine love, and entreat him particularly to make you live always united with his holy will. When you feel disturbed on account of hav­ ing committed any fault, go instantly to the holy sacra- SEC. III.] Visits to the Blessed Sacrament. 595 inent to ask pardon, and then calm your mind. When you receive any offence or when you meet a heavy cross, go and offer it to Jesus Christ and ask his aid to em­ brace it with resignation. Oh! if all religious acted in this manner and knew how to avail themselves of the society of their Spouse, they would all become saints. Let it be your care to become a saint by adopting this practice. Prayer. I adore Thee, O my Jesus, in the Most Holy Sacrament of the altar. Thou didst once sacrifice Thy divine life on the cross for my sake ; and now, because Thou lovest me, Thou dost remain shut up in this tabernacle as a prison of love. From among so many young persons that have offended Thee less than I have, Thou hast, after I had committed so many sins, chosen me to live with Thee in Thy own house; taking me from the world and rescuing me from its dangers, Thou hast admitted me into this'eonvent that I might remain always in Thy company on this earth, that I might one day love and en­ joy Thee face to face in heaven, and become Thy eternal spouse and companion in the kingdom of Thy glory. Here Thou dost even invite me frequently to eat Thy sacred flesh in holy Com­ munion, that I mav be entirelv united with Thee, and that I may become all Thine. My dear Redeemer, what can I say ? I thank Thee for this great favor, and I hope one day to thank Thee for it in heaven for all eternity. I will say with St. Teresa: The mercies of the Lord I will sing forever. Yes, my Jesus, my love, and my Spouse, this I expect through Thy merits. I now declare that I feel more content at having left, for the love of Thee, the world and the little pleasures that I could there en­ joy, than if I were queen of all the earth. I am sorry for hav­ ing hitherto, even in Thy own house, given Thee so much dis­ pleasure, for which I would deserve to be banished from it. My Jesus, pardon me, and for Thy mercy’s sake grant that, among so many of my good sisters that have served Thee so well, I too. a poor sinner, may serve Thee. I do not wish ever more to depart from Thy feet, I wish to visit Thee frequently. Thy presence will give me strength to banish every affection * J 596 Fréquentation of the Sacraments, [chap, xviii. that is not for Thee: it will remind me of my obligation to love Thee, and to have recourse to Thee in all my necessities. I wish to remain alwavs near Thee ; and I wish to communicate often in order to love Thee more ardently, and to be united with Thee, my beloved Lord. I love Thee, O God, concealed in the most holy sacrament. For the love of me Thou dost re­ main continually on this altar, and for the love of Thee I wish as much as possible to remain in Thy society. Shut up in this tabernacle Thou dost always love me ; and, shut up in this con­ vent, I will always love Thee. Then, my Jesus and my all, we shall remain always together, as I hope, for time in this house, and for eternity in paradise. O Mary, my mother, pray to Jesus for me, and obtain for me a great love for the most holy sacrament. * CHAP. XIX.] Purity of Intention. 597 CHAPTER XIX. PURITY OF INTENTION. Purity of intention consists in performing all our actions through the sole motive of pleasing God. It is necessary to know that the good or bad intention with which an act is performed makes the act good or bad in the sight of God. 7/, said our Lord, thy eye be single, thy whole body shall be lightsome. But if thy eye be evil, thy whole body shall be darksome) By the^jz the holy Fathers understand the intention, and by the body they under­ stand the action. Hence Jesus Christ tells us that if our intention be simple, that is, if we have no other ob­ ject than to please him, our works are good, and resplen­ dent with the light of purity: but if our intention be twofold, that is, if any vicious end enters into our ac­ tions, they are sinful. Holy simplicity admits no other end than the pleasure of God. Hence a pure intention is the soul of our actions: it gives them life, and makes them pleasing in the eyes of God. In the estimation of men, the value of an act increases in proportion to the time spent in its performance; but before God the value of an act increases in proportion to the purity of intention with which it is performed. For, as the Scripture says, men look only to the exter­ nal acts, but God regards the heart; that is, the will with which they are performed. For man seeth those things that appear, but the Lord beholdeth the heart) Can ’“Sio culus tuus fuerit simplex, totum corpus tuum lucidum erit; si autem oculus tuus fuerit nequam, totum corpus tuum tenebrosum erit.” —Matt. vi. 22. 5 “ Homo enim videt ea quæ parent; Dominus autem intuetur cor. ” —i Kings, xvi. 7. 598 Purity of Intention, [CHAP. XIX. there be any action more excellent than to suffer martyr­ dom, and give one’s life for the faith ? But St. Paul says: If I should deliver my body lo be burned, and. have not charily, it profiteth me nothing.' Though I should give my body to the flames, unless I give it for God, it profits me nothing. No, for as St. Augustine says, it is neither torments nor death, but the cause and intention that make a martvr? Hence the royal prophet said: I will offer up to thee holocausts full of marrow? Some offer to God sacrifices without marrow, that is, without a pure intention of pleasing him; and such oblations God does not accept. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that God re­ wards our actions in proportion to the purity of our in­ tention of pleasing him. Hence St. Augustine has writ­ ten: “ Attend not to what aman does, but to the motive of his conduct:”4 for, adds St. Ambrose, the good that you will do shall be proportioned to the purity of in­ tention with which you do it for the divine glory.6 Who is she, says the Holy Ghost, that goeth up by the desert, as a pillar of smoke of aromatical spices, of myrrh, and frankincense, and of all the powders of the perfurn er ?6 Myrrh signifies mortification, frankincense prayer, and the powders of the perfumer represent all other virtues. But the spouse is praised for all; because all her virtues form a pillar of odoriferous smoke, which ascends to God; that is, all her actions have no other end than to please her divine Spouse. J 1 “ Et si tradidero corpus meum ita ut ardeam, charitatem autem non habuero, nihil mihi prodest.”—i Cor. xiii. 3. 2 “ Martyrem non facit poena, sed causa.”—Serin. 331, E. B. 3 “ Holocaüsta medullata offeram tibi.”—Ps. Ixv. 15. 4 “ Non valde attendas quid homo faciat, sed quid, cum facit, respiciat.”—In Ps. xxxi. en. 2. 6 “Tantum facis, quantum intendis.” 8 “ Quæ est ista, quæ ascendit per desertum, sicut virgula fumi ex aromatibus myrrhæ, et thuris, et universi pulveris pigmentarii ?”—Cant. iii. 6. CHAP. XIX·] Pu yity of In ten t ion. 599 We have in the Gospels two great proofs and exam­ ples of the great value of a good intention before God. The first example is related by St. Luke. Whilst our Redeemer travelled through the citiesand towns preach­ ing the kingdom of God, he was one day accompanied by a great crowd: a woman having an issue of blood made her way through the throng until she succeeded in touching the hem of his garment. He asked: Who is it that touched me I Surprised at the question, the disciples answered: Master, the multitude throng and press thee, and dost thou say, Who touched me? But our Lord meant not the material touch, but the faith and devotion with which the woman had touched his garment. Hence St. Augustine has written: ‘ Many press round Jesus Christ, but few touch him.”’ Many nuns submit to great labor through the monastery, in order to increase the rev­ enues of the convent, in order to celebrate their festivals with great pomp, and perform many actions that appear to be great; but because their intention is not pure, they press round Jesus Christ, but do not touch him; hence they annoy rather than please him. The other example is that of the poor widow that put her two mites into the treasury of the temple, into which others had cast large sums. But of her the Saviour said: Amen, / say to you, this poor widow hath cast in more than all they who havç east into the treasury! In his exposition of this passage, St. Cyprian says that by these words, our Lord meant that he regards not so much the action that is performed, as the affection and purity of intention with which it is performed.3 Tangit Christum fides paucorum; premit eum turba multorum.” 2 “ Arnen dico vobis, quoniam vidua hæc pauper plus omnibus misit.” —Mark, xii. 41. 3 ‘‘Considerans, non quantum, sed ex quanto dedisset.”—De Op. et Eleem. 600 Purity of Intention. [chap. xix. Let us come to what is practical. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say to her novices: “Never seek your­ selves in any of your exercises.” A religious that seeks herself in her actions, by performing them in order to be praised, or to please herself, imitates the man that puts the wages he receives for his labor into a bag with holes. 77?, says the Prophet Aggeus, that hath earned wages, put them into a bag with holes.' That is, she loses all her works. Hence, our Lord says to all: Take heed that you do not your justice before men, to be seen by the mb Be careful, he says, not to act through the sole motive of being seen and praised by men; if you do, when you ask a reward from me, I will answer: You have received your reward, you have obtained the praise that you sought, what can you now expect from me? In the Life of St. Pachomius, Surius relates that a certain monk made two mats, whilst his companions made but one; he showed the two mats to the saint in order to re­ ceive praise, but the saint said to the other monks: “Behold, this monk has worked till night, and has offered his work to the devil.” But let us examine the marks by which you may know whether your works have been truly done for God. The first mark is, if, w’hen your undertaking has not been successful, you are not disturbed, but remain as tranquil as if you had attained your object. This will certainly be the case when you have acted only for God; because when you see that he has not wished your efforts to be crowned with success, neither will you wish it; for you know that he demands an account, not of the success or failure of your undertaking, but of the purity of your intention. ’“Qui mercedes congregavit, misit eas in sacculum pertusum."— Agg. i. 6. • “ Attendite ne justitiam vestram faciatis coram hominibus, ut vide­ amini ab eis.”—Mctt. vi. i. chap, xix.] Purity of Intention. 601 The second mark is, to rejoice at the good done by others, as if it had been done by yourself. He that seeks nothing but the divine glory, cares not whether it is promoted by another or *by · · himself.· • __ The third mark is, not to desire one office more than another, one occupation more than another, but to be content with whatever is prescribed by obedience; be­ cause in everything you then seek nothing but the pleasure of God. The fourth sign is, in your good works not to desire approbation nor thanks, but to remain, even when cen­ sured and maltreated, in the same tranquillity of mind, satisfied at having succeeded in pleasing God, which was your sole object. And should it ever happen that any of your actions are greatly praised by others, and that you are tempted to vainglory, and to take complacency in the praises bestowed upon you, you need not annoy yourself by endeavoring to banish the temptation by contrary acts; it is better to pay no attention to the evil suggestion, and in conformity with the advice of Father John d’Avila, to say: “You have come too late, for I have already given my work to God.” When you perform any act of virtue, such as when you observe the Rule with exactness, when you remain in the choir to pray, or retire to your cell, or perform an act of mortification, or assist the lay-sisters in their work, or perform similar acts of edification in order to give good example to others, do not, through the fear of being seen and praised, abstain from such acts, as long as you do all for God. The Lord wishes that others should see our good works, that thus they may be induced to imitate them, and give glory to God. So let your light shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven' All consists in doing our actions with an up1 “ Sic luceat lux vestra coram hominibus, ut videant opera vestra bona, et glorificent Patrem vestrum, qui in cœlis est.”—Matt. v. 16. 602 Purity of Intention. [chap. xix. right intention. Should vainglory assail us, let us say with St. Bernard, who, when tempted to vanity in the act of preaching, said: “I have not commenced my sermon for you, neither shall I, through fear of you, abstain from finishing it:”' in preaching I have sought only to please God. St. Francis Xavier used to say, that a person that has deserved hell by his sins should regard the praises of men as insults and mockery. St. Teresa says: “ When we seek to please God only, the Lord will give us strength to conquer all vainglory.” 8 Our intention may be good in three ways: first, when we perform an act in order to obtain from God temporal goods; when, for example, a person gives alms, procures Masses to be offered, or fasts in order to be delivered from any infirmity, calumny, or other temporal affliction. This intention is good, provided it is accompanied with resignation to the divine will; but it is the least perfect, because the object is earthly. Secondly, when we do an act in order to make satisfaction to the divine justice for the pains due to our sins, or to obtain from God spiri­ tual goods, such as virtue, or an increase of merits and of glory in heaven; this intention is far more perfect than the former. But the most perfect of all is when, in our works, we seek only to please God and to do his holy will. This intention is also the most meritorious; for the more we forget ourselves in our good actions, the more God will remember us, and the more abundantly he will pour his graces upon us, as he himself once said to St. Cath­ arine of Sienna: “My daughter, think of me, and I will think of you.” He meant to say, think only of pleasing me, and I will take care of your progress in virtue, of your victories over your enemies, of your perfection, and of your glory in heaven. This was what the sacred spouse 1 “ Nec propter te ccepi, nec propter te desinam.” s Life, ch. io. CHAP. XIX.] Purity of Intention. 603 meant when she said: 1 to niy beloved, and his turning is towards me' Oh ! that you had the spirit of that holy woman, who was seen by a religious of the Order of St. Dominic when travelling to Palestine along with St. Louis, king of France. In one hand she carried a vessel of water, and in the other a lighted torch. Being asked by the religious why she carried them, she replied, With this water I would wish to extinguish hell, and with this torch I would wish to burn heaven, that all might serve God, not through fear of hell nor hope of heaven, but only through love, and in order to please him. To act from such a motive, is to imitate the love of the saints in bliss, who seek nothing but the pleasure of God; for, as St. Thomas says,2 they rejoice more in the felicity of God than in their own. It is to enter into the joy of the Lord, into which each of the blessed is invited when he enters heaven: Enter thou into the joy of thy Lord.3 Hence, says St. Bernard/ a person acts with a perfect motive when he acts not that he may be pleasing to God, but because the actions that he performs are pleasing to him; when he is so forgetful of himself that he acts not that God may be pleased with him, but only that his acts may be agreeable to him. Hence the saint used to say: “May I love Thee on account of Thyself.” Lord, grant that I may love Thee, not to please myself, but only to gratify Thee, and to do Thy will. St. Francis de Sales used to say: “The spouse that loves Jesus Christ does not purify herself in order to be pure; she does not adorn herself in order to be beauti­ ful, but only to please her Spouse.” Ί he confidence 1 “ Ego Dilecto meo, et ad me conversio ejus.”—Cant. vii. io. 2 De Beatit. c. 7. 3 *‘ Intra in gaudium Domini tui.”—Matt. xxv. 21. 4 “Quando operatur, non ut ipsa Deo placeat, sed . . . quia placeat Deo quod operatur.”—De Divers, s. 103. 604 Purity oj Intention. [CHAP. XIX, that she feels in the goodness of her lover frees her from all solicitude and fear of not being sufficiently beau­ tiful, and makes her satisfied with a calm and faithful preparation, proceeding from a good heart. Let us imi­ tate the divine Saviour, who said: Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit. When nothing remains but to die the death of love, living no longer to ourselves, but pro­ curing that Jesus Christ may live in us, by saying: Let this be done, O Lord, because it is pleasing to Thee. And here, let it be observed, that it is better and safer to act through a motive of doing the will of God, than with the intention of promoting his glory; because we shall thus escape all the delusions of self-love. Under the pretence of seeking the glory of God, we often do our own will; but on the other hand, when we endeavor to do the divine will, and what is most pleasing to God, we can never err. And let us be persuaded, that the greatest glory we can give to God consists in doing his will. It was thus our Saviour always acted, doing as he several times declared, all things in order to do the will of his eternal Father: I seek not my own ίοill, but the will of him that sent med In another place, he says: I do always the things that please himd Hence, of Jesus it was justly said, that he had done all things well.1*3 And, says St. John Chrysostom,4 if we imitate his example, and suc­ ceed in pleasing God, what else need we seek ? If you have been worthy of doing anything pleasing to God, what better reward do you require? Does it appear to you a small thing, that you, a miserable creature, should be able to give pleasure to God ? 1 “ Non quæro voluntatem meam, sed voluntatem ejus qui misit me.” —John, v. 30. 8 “ Ego, quæ placita sunt ei, facio semper.”—John, viii. 29. 3 “ Bene omnia fecit.”—Mark, vii. 37. 4 "Si dignus fueris agere aliquid quod Deo placet, aliam, praeter id, mercedem requiris?”—De Compunct. 1. 2. CHAP. XIX.] Purity of Intention. 605 Let us be persuaded, that the Lord does not demand of us great things, but only that we present to him the little we do, with a pure intention. St. Augustine’ says that if, because you are poor, you have nothing to give to God, your will affords much to give him, if you offer him what you do through the sole motive of pleas­ ing him. To every soul the Lord says: Put me as a seat upon thy heart, as a seal upon thy arm? If you wish to please me, put me as a seal upon your heart, and upon your arm; that is, make my pleasure the sole end of all your desires, and of all your actions. The Lord goes so far as to say, that a person that acts for the sole end of pleasing him, becomes his sister and his spouse, and wounds his heart with the wound of love, so that he can­ not but love her. Thou hast wounded my heart, my sister, my spouse: thou hast wounded my heart with one of thy eyes? By one of her eyes, is signified the sole object of the soul to do the divine will in all its exercis'es; in making· meditation only to please God, in going to Communion only to give pleasure to God, obeying Superiors only to obey God, recognizing God in them, as the Apostle says: Serving as to the Lord, and not to men? Thus the soul does all its actions in order to give glory to God, fulfilling the advice of the same Apostle: Therefore, whether you eat or drink, or whatsoever else you do, do all to the glory of God.6 The Venerable Beatrix of the Incarnation, once a spiritual child of St. Teresa, used to say: “No price can be an equivalent for the smallest action done for God.” 1 4 Si non habet arca quod donet, habet cor et voluntas.” 3 “ Pone me ut signaculum super cor tuum, ut signaculum super brachium tuum.”—Cant, viii, 6. 3 “ Vulnerasti cor meum, soror mea sponsa; vulnerasti cor meum in uno oculorum tuorum.”—Cant. iv. 9. 4 “Servientes sicut Domino, et non hominibus.”—Eph. vi. 7. 4 “ Sive ergo manducatis, sive bibitis, sive aliud quid facitis, omnia in gloriam Dei facite.”—1 Cor. x. 31. 606 Purity of Intention. [chap. xix. She had just reason to say so, for all actions performed to please God are acts of divine love that deserve an eternal reward. Hence, Father Rodriguez has written, that purity of intention is a celestial alchymy, that changes iron into gold; that is, it converts into the gold of holy charity the meanest works, such as eating, sleeping, working, or recreation. Hence, St. Mary Mag­ dalene de Pazzi was of opinion that the person that per­ formed all his actions with a pure intention would go straight to heaven, without passing through purgatory. Be careful, O blessed spouse of the Lord, from the moment you awake in the morning, to direct all the actions of the day to God, offering them in union with the actions that our Saviour performed during his mortal life; thus your works will be more acceptable to God. Endeavor to renew your intention at the beginning of every action at least at the beginning of the principal actions, such as your meditations, Communions, hearing Mass, work, meals, and recreation; saying always, at least mentally: “ Lord, in this action I intend not my own pleasure, but only the accomplishment of Thy will.” A holy hermit, as St. Jure relates,1 was accus­ tomed to raise his eyes to heaven, and to remain in that posture for a little time before he began any action. Being asked why he did so, he said: “I am endeavoring to direct my aim.” He meant to say, that as the archer looks towards the mark in order to direct the arrow, so it is necessary to raise our eyes to God, that all our actions may be holy. In the course of our employ­ ments, it is advisable to renew, from time to time, our intention of pleasing God. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, when she saw a novice employed at any work, would say to her: “ Sister, for what end do you perform that ac­ tion ?” And if the novice did not instantly answer that she did it for God, the saint would reprove her. Should 1 Knoivl. and Love. b. 3, ch. 15, s. 3. * 1< CHAP. XIX.] Purity of Intention. 607 you find yourself engaged in occupations prescribed by obedience, be not uneasy, because you cannot spend that time in prayer as you would wish. Father Bal­ thasar Alvarez, being one day very much occupied, ^nd desiring to finish his work, in order to go to prayer, heard our Lord say: “Although you are not with me, let it be sufficient for you to be employed for me.” 1 The days of those that do all their actions for God shall, as the Psalmist has said, be full days: And full days shall he found in them * By full days he meant days that are entirely employed in pleasing God On the other hand, days that are not spent for God are empty days. Hence the Psalmist says that the wicked do not live half their days: Bloody and deceitful men shall not live out half their days? A holy Franciscan, as we read in the Chronicles, being asked how long he was a religious, answered: “Ah! unhappy me, I have worn this holy habit for seventy-five years, but I know not how long I have been a religious, not in name but in truth: I can­ not say that I have been a true religious even for a single moment.” Would to God that what he said through humility might not be said with truth by some who have been more than thirty years in religion, and have not as yet begun to be religious. Hence, St. Eusebius said: “Consider that you have lived only for the days on which your actions have had the light of purity;”1 *34 that is, on which your actions have been performed through the sole motive of pleasing God. Examine your conduct, then, dear sister, and see how many of your actions are really pure, are done solely for God, and free from all self-love; and should 1 Life, ch. 2. ’ “ Explevit tempora multa.”—Wïsd. iv. 13. 3 “Viri sanguinum et dolosi non dimidiabunt dies suos.”—Ps. liv. 24· 4 “ Illum diem vixisse te computa, qui puritatis habuit lucem.”— Ad Monach. hom. 9. 608 Purity of Intention. [CHAP. XIX. you find that hitherto they have not been pure, endeavor henceforward to perform them through the sole motive of pleasing God, and thus you will have the happiness of hearing from the Lord on the day of your death: Well done, good and faithful servant, because thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will place thee over many things; enter thou into the joy of the Lord' Rejoice, my good servant, because you have been faithful in a few things, by performing your works through the sole motive of pleasing me, I will give you many and great rewards. Prayer. O my Jesus, when shall I cease to be ungrateful to Thee When shall I begin to love Thee with a true love? Oh! in­ finite Goodness, so unknown and despised in this world! I am sorry that I have miserably been among the number of so many ungrateful souls. But I do not wish to die among them. Lord, assist me; make me entirely Thine before I die. Give me Thy love—a fervent love, that will make me forget all creatures to remember Thee only : a strong love that will make me conquer all difficulties, when there is question of giving pleasure to Thee; a perpetual love that will never more be dissolved be­ tween me and Thee. I love Thee, my dear Redeemer, and I hope for every grace through the blood Thou hast shed for me. I hope for all things from thy intercession also, O Mary, my refuge, my mother, and my hope. 1 “ Euge, serve bone et fidelis; quia super pauca fuisti fidelis, super multa te constituam.”—Matt. xxv. 21. CHAP. XX.] Prayer, 609 CHAPTER XX. PRAYER. I have several times treated of prayer in my other spiritual works: in a little treatise at the end of the vol­ ume that contains the Visits to the Most Holy Sacrament, in the Preparation for Deaths and especially in a book that I have written on prayer, entitled the Great Means of Prayer, in which I have spoken of the necessity of prayer for all, in order to obtain salvation. In this place I will only collect the principal reflec­ tions on prayer. We shall see, in the first place, the necessity of prayer; in the second place, its efficacy before God to obtain every grace; and in the third place, we shall treat of the manner in which we must pray. I. With regard to the necessity of prayer: it is neces­ sary to be persuaded that we cannot perform any good action without the actual graces of God. But the Lord declares that these graces he gives only to those who ask them of him: Ask and it shall be given youd He, then, says St. Teresa, who does not ask, will not receive. For adults, prayer is necessary, as a matter of strict precept. We ought, says Jesus Christ, always to pray' Pray, lest ye enter into temptation' Ask, and you shall re­ ceived The words, we ought, pray, according to St. Thomas, and the generality of theologians, imply a strict precept that binds under pain of grievous sin. “ Every man,” says the angelic Doctor, “ is bound to pray, be­ cause he is bound to procure spiritual goods, which can1 3 8 4 “ Petite, et accipietis.”—John, xvi. 24. “ Oportet semper orare.”—Luke, xviii. 1. “ Orate ut non intretis in tentationem.”—Mark, xiv. 38. “ Petite, et dabitur vobis.”—Matt. vii. 7. 610 Prayer. [CHAP. xx. not be obtained unless they are asked.” 1 A person is obliged to pray, particularly in three cases: first, when he finds himself in the state of sin; secondly, when he is in danger of death; thirdly, when he is assailed by any violent temptation. Theologians teach, that ordinarily he who neglects prayer for a month, or at most for two months, is guilty of a mortal sin.2 Prayer is necessary, not only as a matter of strict pre­ cept, but, according to St. Basil, St. Augustine, St. John Chrysostom, Clement of Alexandria, and others, it is also necessary as a means of salvation, without which it is absolutely impossible for us to preserve ourselves in the grace of God, and to be saved. “ It is simply im­ possible,” says St. John Chrysostom, “ to lead, without the aid of prayer, a virtuous life.”3 Hence, Lessius con­ cludes that it must be held as of faith, that prayer is necessary for adults, as appears from the Scriptures? The angelic Doctor teaches the same: “After bap­ tism,” he says, “ continual prayer is necessary for a man, in order to enter heaven.” 5 Because, adds the saint, though sins are cancelled by baptism, we still have temptations to conquer, which we shall not have strength to overcome without prayer. Hence he says in another place: “After a person is justified by grace, he requires to ask of God the gift of perseverance, that he may be preserved from evil to the end of life.”6 1 “ Ad orationem quilibet tenetur, ex hoc ipso quod tenetur ad bona spiritualia sibi procuranda: quæ procurari non possunt, nisi a Deo petantur.”—In 4 Sent. d. 15, q. 4, a. I. 2 Lessius, De Inst. 1. 2, c. 37, d. 3. 3 “ Simpliciter impossibile est, absque precationis præsidio, cum virtute degere,”—De or. Deo, 1. 1. 4 * ‘ Fide tenendum est orationem adultis ad salutem esse necessariam.” —Loco cit. 6 “ Post Baptismum autem necessaria est homini jugis oratio, ad hoc quod coelum introeat.”—P. 3. q, 39, a. 5. 6 “ Postquam aliquis est justificatus per gratiam, necesse habet a Deo petere perseverantiæ donum, ut scilicet custodiatur a malo usque ad finem vitæ.”—1. 2, q. 109, a. 10. CHAP. XX.] Prayer. 611 To understand the reason of this doctrine, it is neces­ sary to know, first, that without a special aid from God we cannot continue for a long time in his grace without falling into mortal sin. For we have so many enemies that continually combat against us, and we are at the same time so weak, that if God does not assist us with special helps, or if he gives us only the common graces given to all, we shall not have strength to resist. This is even a dogma of faith defined by the Council of Trent in the following words: “ If any one shall say that a person who has been justified can, without special aid from God, persevere in the justice which he has re­ ceived, or cannot persevere with such aid, let him be anathema.”1 It is necessary to know, secondly, that this special aid to persevere in grace (at least, ordinarily speaking) is given only to those who ask it. “ It is evi­ dent,” says St. Augustine, “ that God gives, even to those that do not pray, some gifts, such as the beginning of faith; and that he prepares other graces, such as per­ severance to the end, only for those who ask them.”’ In a word, the holy Doctor says, that except the first graces, such as vocation to the faith or to repentance, all other graces, and particularly perseverancè, God gives only to him who prays for them. Let us, then, from all that has been said, infer the strict necessity of prayer for the attainment of salvation. All the reprobate have been damned in consequence of their neglect of prayer; had they prayed they should not be lost; and all the saints have become saints by prayer; had they neglected prayer, they would not have become12 1 “ Si quis dixerit justificatum, vel sine speciali auxilio Dei in accepta justitia perseverare posse, vel cum eo non posse, anathema sit.” —0λγ.γ. 6, can. 22. 2 “ΧΖοηΒΐηΙ alia Deum dare etiam non orantibus, sicut initium fidei; alia non nisi orantibus préparasse, sicut usque in finem perseverantiam.” De Dono pers. c. i6. 612 Prayer. [CHAP. xx. saints, and should not be saved. We must live in the persuasion, St. John Chrysostom says, that to neglect prayer, and to lose the life of the soul, or the grace of God, are one and the same thing.' The ancient Fathers held a conference in order to determine what exercise is most necessary for a Christian, in order to obtain sal­ vation, and they came to the conclusion that it consists in continually repeating the prayer of David: Incline unto my aid, O God ; O Lord, make haste to help med Lord assist me, and hasten to my aid, for if Thou delay Thy assistance, I shall fall, and lose Thy grace. If we do this, we shall be certainly saved; if we neglect to do it, we shall be certainly lost. II. In the second place, it is necessary to examine the efficacy of prayer. Theodoret says that prayer is one, but can obtain all blessings: “ Prayer, though one, can do all things.” He that prays, obtains whatsoever he wishes. And in this it appears to me that God displays the immense love that he bears us, and his ardent desire to promote our welfare. What greater love can a per­ son show to a friend than to say to him, Friend, ask what you wish from me, and I will grant your petition. This God says to each of us: Ask, and it shall be given you! He makes no exception: You shall ask whatever you will, and it shall be done unto you d He tells us to ask whatso­ ever we desire, and promises that our prayer shall be heard. St. John Climacus asserts that prayer is so powerful before God, that it, as it were, constrains him to give us all the graces we ask.5 Devout prayer does 1 “ Persuasum habeamus quod animæ mors sit, non provolvi ad Dei genua.”—De or. Deo, 1. I. ’ “ Deus, in adjutorium meum intende; Domine ad adjuvandum me festina.”—Ps. Ixix. i. 3 “ Petite, et dabitur vobis.”—Luke, xi. 9. 4 “ Quodcumque volueritis, petetis, et fiet vobis. John, xv. 7. 6 “ Oratio pie Deo vim infert.”—Seat. par. gr. 28. chap, xx.] Prayer, 613 violence to God. We are, as David says, poor mendi­ cants: But I am a beggar and poor' But to be rich de­ pends on ourselves: let us ask graces of God, and they shall be given us: let us ask them frequently, and they shall be poured upon us abundantly. David blessed the Lord in a special manner for his goodness in always uniting his mercy to our prayers. Blessed be God, who hath not turned away my prayer, nor his mercy from me? St. Augustine explains this passage in these words: “When you see that your prayer has not been turned away, be assured that the mercy of God is not turned away from you.” 3 XVhen you see that you pray, be cer­ tain that the divine mercy will not fail to assist you. And St. John Chrysostom says that when we pray, the Lord hears us before the conclusion of our prayers.4 For this, we have even God’s own promise: As they are yet speaking I will hear? III. Let us, in the third place, examine what is of the greatest importance, the conditions with which it is nec­ essary to pray. i. It is necessary, in the first place, to pray with humil­ ity. God, says St. James, resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble? God rejects the prayers of the proud, and does not listen to them; their pride is a wall that hinders the Lord to hear their petitions. But, on the other hand, Ecclesiasticus says that the prayer of him that humblcth himself shall pierce the clouds, . . . and he will 1 “ Ego autem mendicus sum et pauper.”—Ps. xxxix. iS. 2 “ Benedictus Deus, qui non amovit orationem meam et misericor­ diam suam a me.”—Ps. Ixv. 20. 3 “ Cum videris non a te amotam deprecationem tuam, securus esto, quia non est a te amota misericordia ejus.” 4 “ Semper obtinetur, etiam dum adhuc oramus.” * “ Adhuc illis loquentibus. ego audiam.”—Is. Ixv. 24. 6 “ Deus superbis resistit; humilibus autem dat gratiam.”—fames, iv. 6. 614 [chap. xx. Prayer. not depart till the Most High behold' The prayer of an humble soul that esteems itself unworthy of being heard penetrates the heavens, and is presented at the throne of God; and it departs not till God beholds and hears its petitions. When, therefore, we ask the divine graces, we must first cast a glance at our own unworthi­ ness, particularly at the frequent infidelities into which, because we trusted too much in our own strength, we have fallen, after so many resolutions and promises. /\nd, full of diffidence in ourselves, we should pray and implore of the divine mercy the aid of which we stand in need. 2. It is necessary to pray with confidence. Ecclesiasti­ cus says that no one has ever trusted in the Lord and has been confounded 01 not heard. No one hath hoped in the Lord, and hath been confounded} We should, as St. James says, pray without wavering, and with a secure confidence of being heard. Let him ask in faith, nothing wavering} The Apostle adds: For he that wavereth, is like a wave of the sea, which is moved and carried about by the wind. Therefore, let not that man think that he shall receive anything of the Lord} He says that the man that prays with a doubt of being heard, being tossed like a wave of the sea, encouraged by one thought and disheartened by another, shall receive nothing from the Lord. We must, then, trust in the divine mercy, and believe that if we pray we shall certainly receive the graces that we ask; our prayer will then be certainly heard, and, as our Saviour assures us, the objects of our petitions will I 1 “ Oratio humiliantis se nubes penetrabit, ... et non discedet, do­ nec Altissimus aspiciat.”—Ecdus. xxxv. 21. 2 “ Nullus speravit in Domino, et confusus est.”—Ecdus. ii. n. 3 “ Postulet autem in fide, nihil hæsitans.”—James, i. 6. 4 “ Qui enim hæsitat, similis est fluctui maris, qui a vento movetur et circumfertur: non ergo æstimet homo ille quod accipiat aliquid a Dom ino.”—Ibid. 6, J. Prayer. CHAP. XX.] 615 surely be granted. All things whatsoever you ask when ye pray, believe that you shall receive: and they shall come unto you) But, says St. Augustine, how can we fear that our prayers will not be heard when God (who is truth it­ self) has promised to hear all who pray to him?3 In another place the saint asks, how can that God, who so frequently exhorts us in the Scriptures to pray for his graces, refuse what we ask of him?3 No; this is im­ possible, adds the holy Doctor, for by his promises the Lord has obliged himself to grant us the graces that we ask of him. “ By his promises he made himself a debtor.” 4 But, you will say, I am a sinner, I deserve chastise­ ment and not favors; and therefore I am afraid, because I am not worthy to be heard. But St. Thomas answers that the efficacy of prayer to obtain the divine graces depends not on our merits, but on the mercy of God? Hence Jesus Christ has said: Ask and it shall be given you ; . . . for every one that asketh receivcthd u Every one,” says the author of the “ Imperfect Work,” “ whether he be a just man or a sinner.” 7 The Lord has promised to hear the prayers of all, not only of the just, but also of sin­ ners. But to remove every apprehension, our loving Redeemer has said in another place: Amen, amen, I say to you, if you ask the Father anything in my name, he will give it you ? As if he said, Sinners, you have no claim to ’“Omnia quæcumque orantes petitis, credite quia accipietis, et eve­ nient vobis.”—Mark, xi. 24. 8 “ Quis falli timeat, cum promittit Veritas?”—Conf. 1. 12, c. I. 3 “ Hortatur ut petas; negabit quod petis?’’—Serai. 61, E. B. 4 “ Promittendo, debitorem se Deus fecit.”—Serm. no, E. B. 5 “ Oratio, in impetrando, non innititur merito, sed divinæ misericor­ diae.”—2. 2, q. 178, a. 2. 6 “ Petite, et dabitur vobis; . . . omnis enim qui petit, accipit.”— Luke, xi. 9. 1 “ Omnis, sive justus, sive peccator sit.”—In Matt. horn. iS. b “ Amen, amen dico vobis: si quid petieritis Patrem in nomine meo, dabit vobis.”—John, xvj. 27 ______ _ 616 Prayer. [CHAP. XX· be heard by my Father; ask his graces, then, in my name; that is, through my merits, and I promise that he will give whatsoever you ask. How consoling the words of St. James: If any want wisdom, let him ask of God, who giveth to all men abundantly, and upbraideth not) If, says the Apostle, any of you want wisdom, that is, the divine love, what is he to do ? Let him ask it of God, who usually dispenses his graces with a liberal hand; that is, he bestows greater favors than are asked of him. He adds, and he upbraideth not f that is, when we ask of God his gifts he does not reject our petition, and upbraid us with the insults we have offered to him, but appears then to forget all our ingratitude; he ac­ cepts our homage and hears our prayer. 3. It is finally necessary to pray with perseverance. St. Hilary says that to obtain the divine graces depends on our continuance in prayer.3 The Lord wishes to hear some the first time, others the second, and others the third time. Hence, since we know· not how often we are to present our supplications in order to be heard, we must always continue to ask the graces of which we stand in need, and particularly the gift of final perse­ verance, which (as the Council of Trent teaches4) we cannot merit. But St. Augustine says that it may be merited in a certain manner by prayer; that is, by pray­ ing for it, it is infallibly obtained.5 But to obtain this gift and to be saved, it is, as St. Thomas observes, nec­ essary for every one to ask it continually of God. “ In order to enter heaven, continual prayer is necessary.”9 ’“Si quis autem vestrum indiget sapientia, pustulet a Deo, qui dat omnibus affluenter.”—-James, i. 5. 2 “ Non improperat.”—Ibid. 3 “ Obtinere, in sola precum mora est.”—In Matt. can. 6. 4 Sees. 6, cap. 12. 5 “ Hoc Dei donum suppliciter emereri potest.”—De Dono pers. c. 6. 6 “ Necessaria est homini jugis oratio, ad hoc quod coelum introeat.” —P. 3. 1 ·.·'.· Thirdly, I ask Thy holy love, which will detach me from all creatures, and particularly from myself, that I may love nothing but Thee, and Thy most holy will. Enkindle the fire of Thy lave in my hear1.1 Fourthly, give me confidence in the merits of Jesus Christ, and in the patronage of Mary. Fifthly, 1 ask holy perseverance in Thy grace. Lord, Thou knowest my weakness, and my frequent infidelities after so many promises; if Thou do not constantly assist me with Thy aid, I will again miserably lose Thy graces: my God, do not permit this : do not permit me to be separatedfrom Thee : do not permit me to be separated from Thee? I purpose, in all my temptations and necessities, to have recourse to Thee; and I am certain that as often as I recommend myself to Thee, I shall receive Thy aid ; but I fear that 1 shall neglect to have recourse to Thee, and that this neglect may be' the cause of my ruin. Ah ! eternal Father, through the love which Thou dost bear to Jesus Christ, grant me the grace of prayer, that is, the grace to pray to Thee always for Thy aid, always repeating, My Clod, as­ sist me: my Jesus, mercy: Mary, my mother, fray for me. To thee, in fine, I turn, O Mary, my advocate and hope ; thou dost obtain from God whatsoever thou askest. I entreat thee, through the love that thou bcarest to Jesus Christ, to obtain for me holy perseverance, and the grace to recommend myself always to thy Son, and to thee. 1 “ Tui amoris in corde meo ignem accende,” 2 “ Ne pvrmittas me separari a te.” 624 Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Alary, [ch. xxi. CHAPTER XXI. DEVOTION TO THE BLESSED VIRGIN MARY I. A true servant of Mary cannot be lost. Oh ! how great the grounds of hope of the soul that trusts in the intercession of this great Mother of God! Behold the words that the holy Church applies to Mary on her festivals: He that shall find me shall find life, and shall have salvation from the Lordi He that shall find me, says Mary, shall find the life of grace here, and eternal glory hereafter. Addressing the divine Mother, St. Anselm goes so far as to say that “as it is impossible for a person not devoted to Mary, and protected by her, to be saved, so, on the other hand, it is impossible for him to be lost who recommends himself to Mary, and is regarded by her with love.”3 St. Antonine says that all those that are defended by this great Queen are necessarily saved.3 St. Bonaventure writes that they that obtain the protection of Mary shall, even while they live on this earth, be acknowledged as companions by the saints in glory, and that they that carry the badge of servant of Mary shall be written in the book of life.4 Thus to be devoted to Mary is a mark of predestination. The angelic Doctor says that Mary is called the Star of the sea ; because as navigators are directed to the port 1 “ Qui me invenerit, inveniet vitam, et hauriet salutem a Domino.” —Prov. viii. 35. 2 “ Sicut, o Beatissima ! omnis a te aversus et a te despectus necesse est ut intereat, ita omnis ad te conversus et a te respectus impossibile est ut pereat.”—Orat. 51. 3 “ Necessarium est quod hi ad quos convertit oculos suos, pro eis advocans, justificentur et glorificentur.”—P. 4, tit. 15, c. 14, § 7. 4 “ Qui acquirit gratiam Mariæ, agnoscetur a civibus paradisi ; et qui habuerit characterem ejus, adnotabitur in Libro vitæ. ”—Ps. B. V. ps. 9'· ch. xxi.] Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. 625 * by means of the pole star, so Christians are guided to paradise by Mary? Should a person truly devoted to Mary be lost (I will hereafter explain what is meant by a true client of Mary), it would be because she is either unable or unwilling to assist him. “ But no,” says St. Bernard, “ she can neither want the power nor the will.”3 It is impossible for a true and persevering client of Mary to be lost; because she can neither want the power nor the will to assist him. I. Let us, then, see, in the first place, how great is Mary’s power before God in favor of her clients. To inspire us with confidence in this great advocate, the holy Church invokes her under the title of Powerful Virgin? Yes, that God who is omnipotent has, as she herself has said, given her great power. He that is mighty hath done great things to me? Hence St. Theophilus, Bishop of Alexandria, has written: “The Son is pleased that the Mother should pray to him because he wishes to grant her whatever she asks in order to repay her for the favor received from her in giving him flesh? St. Bridget heard Jesus say to Mary: Ask what you wish from me, for your petition cannot be fruitless.* My mother, ask of me what you wish; you know that I cannot re­ ject any of your petitions. He then added: “ Because you refused me nothing on earth, I will refuse nothing to you in heaven.”1 You refused me nothing while I 1 “Sicut per stellam maris navigantes diriguntur ad portum, ita Christiani diriguntur per Mariam ad gloriam.”—Exp. in Sal. Ang. 2 “ Nec facultas ei deesse poterit, nec voluntas.”—Zw Assumpt. s. i. 3 “Virgo potens, ora pro nobis.” 4 “ Fecit mihi magna, qui potens est.”—Luke, i. 49. 6 Salazar, In Prov. vi ii. 18. 6 “ Pete quod vis a me ; non enim inanis potest esse petitio tua.” 1 “ Quia tu mihi nihil negasti in terra, ego tibi nihil negabo in coelo.” —Lev. 1. 6, c. 23; 1. i, c. 24. i 626 Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. [ch. xxi lived on earth, it is right that I refuse you nothing now that you are with me in heaven. But what is the principal reason why the prayers of Mary are so powerful before God ? St. Antonine says: 11 The prayer of the Mother of God partakes of the nature of a command; hence it is impossible that she should not be heard.” 1 The prayers of Mary being the prayers of a mother partake, in a certain manner, of the nature of a command, and therefore they cannot be re * jected. Hence Blessed Albertus Magnus used to repeat the words of the Church, “Show thyself a mother,”2 in this sense: O Lady, show thyself a mother; ask thy Son, as his mother, to have mercy on us.3 Cosmas of Jerusalem asserts that the protection of Mary is omnipo­ tent.4 Yes, says Richard of St. Laurence, it is but just that the mother should share in the power of the Son? The Son is omnipotent by nature, the mother is omnipo­ tent by grace; that is, she obtains by her prayers what­ soever she wishes. Let a sinner be ever so abandoned, says St. Gregory of Nicomedia, if he has recourse to Mary she will save him by her intercession. “ You have insuperable strength lest the multitude of our sins should overcome your clemency. Nothing resists your power; for the Creator regards your glory as his own.”’ O mother of God, ’ “ Oratio Deiparæ habet rationem imperii ; unde impossibile est eam non exaudiri.”—P. 4, t. 15, c. 17, § 4. 2 “ Monstra te esse Matrem.” 3 De Laud. B. M. 1. 2, p. 1. 4 “ Omnipotens auxilium tuum, o Maria !”—-Hymn. 6. 5 “ Cum autem eadem sit potestas Matris et Filii, ab omnipotente Filio omnipotens Mater est effecta.”—De Laud. B. M. 1. 4. 6 “ Habes vires insuperabiles, ne clementiam tuam superet multitudo peccatorum ; nihil tuæ resistit potentiæ ; tuam enim gloriam Creator existimat esse propriam.”—Or. de Ingr. B. V. ch. xxi.] Devotion to the JHessed Virgin Mary. 627 thou hast invincible power, that thy clemency may not be conquered by the multitude of sins. Nothing can resist thy power, since the Creator regards, as his own, the glory of his mother. Thou, then, says St. Peter Damian, canst do all things, for thou canst inspire even those who are in despair with hopes of salvation.1 As often, then, as the devil tempts us to diffidence, let us turn to Mary, and say to her, with St. Germanus, “Thou, C) Mary, art omnipotent in saving sinners; thy prayers are all-powerful with God because thou art the * V mother of true life.” 12 II. Let us examine, in the second place, how great is Mary’s desire to assist her clients. Of what use, says St. Bonaventure, would Mary’s power be to us if she had no regard for us? But, adds the saint, let us hold for certain that as the Virgin is the most powerful of all the saints before God, so she is the most solicitous of all for our salvation.3 “ And who, O Lady,” says St. Germanus, “ after thy Son, feels greater solicitude for us than thou dost? Who defends us so powerfully in our afflictions? Who labors so hard for the conversion of sinners? O Mary, thy protection is so great that we cannot comprehend it.”4* St. Andrew Avellino used to call Mary “ the agent of paradise.” But what does she do in heaven ? She prays continually for us, and obtains for us all the graces that we ask. She said one day to St. Bridget: “I am called, an di really am, the Mother of Mercy; for such the mercy of God has made me.”° “And who but God in his mercy, because 1 “ Nihil tibi impossibile, cui possibile est desperatos in spem beatitudinis relevare.”—In Nat. B. V. s. i. 2 In Dorm. K M. s. 2. 3 Spec. B. I7. led. 6. 4 De Zona Deip. 6 “ Ego vocor ab omnibus Mater misericordiae; vere, misericordia Filii mei fecit me misericordem.” 628 Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. [ch. xxi. he wishes to save all, has given us this great protectress.”1 Miserable, and miserable for eternity shall be the man who is damned, because when it was in his power in this life to invoke my intercession, neglected to have re­ course to me who am so compassionate to all. Richard of St. Victor says that Mary is so full of mercy that when she sees our miseries she instantly assists us; she cannot behold a soul in want without coming to her relief.3 It was thus she acted when she lived on this earth, as we learn from what happened at the marriage of Cana in Galilee. When the wine failed she did not wait to be asked, but, taking pity on the affliction and shame of the spouses, she besought her Son to console them, saying, they have no wine ;3 and in­ duced him to change, by a miracle, water into wine. If, says St. Bonaventure, Mary’s compassion for the afflicted was so great while she lived in this world, her pity for us is certainly far greater now that she reigns in heaven, where she has a better knowledge of our miseries and greater compassion for our afflictions? Ah ! let us not neglect to have recourse, in all our ne­ cessities, to the divine mother, who is always prepared to assist all who invoke her intercession. “ You will find her,” says Richard of St. Laurence, “always ready to help us.”5 Bernardine da Bustis adds that whenever we have recourse to her, we shall find her hands full of mercies and graces.0 Richard of St. Victor says, that 1 “ Ideo miser erit, qui ad misericordiam, cum possit, non accedit.”— Bev. 1. 2, c. 23. 2 “ A Deo pietate replentur ubera, ut, alicujus miseriæ notitia tacta lac fundant misericordiæ, nec possis miserias scire, et non subvenire.” —Zw Cant. c. 23. 3 “ Vinum non habent.”—John, ii. 3. 4 “ Magna erga miseros fuit misericordia Mariæ adhuc exsulantis in mundo; sed multo major est regnantis in coelo.”—Spec. B. y, iect, 10. 5 “ Inveniet semper paratam auxiliari.”—De Laud. B. M. 1. 2, p. 1. 6 “ Invenies eam in manibus plenam misericordia et largitate.”_ Mar. p. 2, s. 5. ch. XXL] Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. 62P Mary’s heart is so full of compassion, that as soon as she perceives the wants of the miserable, she anticipates their supplications, and obtains relief for them before they ask it.1 Why, then, says St. Bernard, should we fear that when we have recourse to Mary she will not console us ? She is not austere, she does not inspire terror; she is all sweetness and benignity to those who recommend themselves to her? And can she be other­ wise than beneficent to those who ask her prayers, when she herself goes in search of the miserable to save them? Behold how she invites all, and encourages them to hope for all good if they have recourse to her: In me is all hope of life and of virtue : come over to me all! On this passage Pelbart says: “ She calls all, the just and sinners.” 4 The devil, according to St. Peter, goes about seeking whom he may devour,5 but this divine mother, says Bernardine da Bustis, goes about seeking whom she may save.6 To obtain salvation through her intercession, it is enough to ask the aid of her prayers. A holy soul used to say, that to receive the divine graces it is sufficient to ask Mary to obtain them for us. St. Bonaventure has written that Mary’s desire for our welfare and salvation is so great, that she is offended not only with those who do her a positive injury, but also with those who do not ask favors from her.1 Hence the saint used to say, that 1 ‘ ‘ Velocius occurrit ejus pietas, quam invocetur, et causas mise­ rorum anticipat.”—In Cant. s. 23. 2 “Quid ad Mariam recurrere trepidet humana fragilitas? nihil aus­ terum in ea, nihil terribile; tota suavis est.”—In Sign. magn. 3 “ In me omnis spes vitæ et virtutis; transite ad me omnes.”— Ecclus. xxiv. 25. 4 “ Omnes, justos et peccatores, invitat.”—Stell. B. Γ. 1. I, p. 4, a. i, c. 4. 5 “ Circuit quærens quem devoret.”—1 Pet. v. 8. e “ Ipsa semper circuit quærens quem salvet.”—Mar. p. 3, s. 1. t 1 “ In te. Domina, peccant, nom solum qui tibi injuriam irrogant, sed etiam qui te non rogant.” 630 Devotion to the Btesscd I irgin Alary. ICH. xxi. when he looked at Mary he beheld mercy itself stretch­ ing out its hands to raise him up from his miseries.1 For, he would add, this great Lady knows not, and has never known, how to behold without compassion, or to leave without succor, a person in misery who recom­ mends himself to her.2 Mary’s constant occupation in heaven consists in ask­ ing mercy for the miserable. St. Bridget once heard Jesus say to his holy mother: “ My mother, ask what you wish from me.” ‘ And what was Mary’s answer? “I ask mercy for the miserable.”4 As if she said: My Son, since thou hast made me Mother of Mercy, and ad­ vocate of the miserable, what else shall I ask from Thee than mercy for those who are in misery ? And because poor sinners are the most miserable of all, she has her eyes always turned to them in order to assist them. David says that the eyes of the Lord are upon the just,6 and according to Richard of St. Laurence, this Mother of mercy has her merciful eyes as well upon th e just as upon sinners. This author says that she treats us as a mother treats her child; a mother always keeps her eyes on her child to prevent him from falling, and to raise him up should he fall. * The Lord has constituted Mary the universal advo­ cate of all. “As,” says Idiota, “she is the queen of all, so she is the advocate of all.”7 Denis the Carthusian 1 “ Certe, Domina, cum te aspicio, nihil nisi misericordiam cerno.”— Stint. ani. p. 3. c. 19. * “Ipsa enim non misereri ignorat, et miseris non satisfacere nun­ quam scivit.”—Stim. ani. p. 3, c. 13. 3 “ Mater, pete quod vis.”—Rev. ]. 6, c. 23. 4 “Misericordiam peto miseris.”—Rev. 1. 1, c. 50. 5 “Oculi Domini super justos.”—Ps. xxxiii. 16. 6 “ Oculi Dominæ super justos et peccatores, sicut oculi matris super puerum, ne cadat, et. si cecederit, ut eum relevet.”—De Laud. B. RR J, 2, p. 2. 7 “ Sicut est omnium Regina, sic et omnium Advocata.”—Cont. de V. Af. in prol. * 9 ch. xxi.] Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. 631 says that she is, in a special manner, the advocate of sinners, because the guilty stand in greater need of succor than the innocent; hence he calls her the advo­ cate of all sinners who invoke her intercession.1 And before him, St. John Damascene called Mary “the city of refuge for all who fly to her.” * Hence St. Bonaven­ ture says: “ Poor abandoned sinners, do not despair, raise your eyes to Mary,”123 and be comforted, trusting in the clemency of this good mother, for she will rescue you from the shipwreck you have suffered and will con­ duct you to the haven of salvation. Let us then say with St. Thomas of Villanova: “ O holy Virgin, since thou art fhe advocate of the miserable, assist us who are the most miserable of all.” 4* “ Let us,” says St. Bernard, “ ask grace, and ask it through Mary.” 6 The grace that we have lost she has found, says Richard of St. Laurence; we, then, should go to her in order to recover it.6 When the Archangel Gabriel announced to Mary that God had chosen her to be the mother of the Word, he said to her: Fear not, Mary, for thou hast found grace with God.' But how can that be ? Mary was never deprived of grace; on the contrary, she was always full of grace; how, then, could the angel say that she had found grace ? Cardinal Hugo answers, that she did not find grace for herself,.because she al1 “ Advocata omnium iniquorum ad cam confugientium.”—De Laud. V. 1. 2, a. 23. 2 “ Ego Civitas refugii omnium ad me confugientium.”—De Dorm. B. V. or. 2. 3 “ Respirate ad illam, perditi peccatores, et perducet vos ad por­ tum.”—Psalt. B. V. f>s. xviii. 4 “ Eja ergo, Advocata nostra ! officium tuum imple.”—In Nat. B. V. cone. 3. e “ Quæramus gratiam, et per Mariam quæramus.”—De Aquied. 6 “Cupientes invenire gratiam, quæramus inventricem gratiæ.”—D<. Laud. B. M. 1. 2, p. 5. 1 “ Ne timeas, Maria; invenisti enim gratiam.”—Luke, i. 30. 632 Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. ich. xxi. ways possessed it, but she found it for us who had mis­ erably lost it. Hence he says that in order to recover it, we should go to Mary and say to her: O Lady, prop­ erty should be restored to him who has lost it; the grace which thou hast found is not thine, for thou hast always possessed it, it is ours, we have lost it; to us, then, thou shouldst restore it. Behold the Cardinal’s words: “Sinners, who by your sins have forfeited the divine grace, run, run to the Virgin, and say to her with confidence: Restore to us our property which you have found.”1 ' -.srfx Oh ! if all sinners had recourse to Mary, with a de­ termination to amend their lives, who should ever be lost? They that have not recourse to Mary are lost. St. Bridget heard our Saviour say to his mother: “ You would show mercy even to the devil were he to ask it with humility.”1 2 The proud Lucifer will never humble himself so far as to recommend himself to Mary; but were he to humble himself to this divine mother, and ask her aid, she would not cast him off, but would de­ liver him from hell by her intercession. By these words Jesus gives us to understand that Mary obtains salva­ tion for all that have recourse to her. Hence St. Basil calls her “ a public hospital.” 3 Public hospitals are es­ tablished for the poor that are afflicted with sickness, and the greater the poverty of the invalid, the stronger his claim to admission. Hence, according to St. Basil, Mary should receive with the greatest promptness the most abandoned sinners that have recourse to her. Ah ! says St. Bernard, this great queen feels no horror 1 “ Currant igitur, currant peccatores ad Virginem; qui gratiam amis­ erunt peccando, secure dicant: Redde nobis rem nostram, quam inve­ nisti.”—In Luc. i. 5 “ Etiam diabolo exhiberes misericordiam, si humiliter peteret.”— Rcv. extr. c. 50. 3 “ Publicum Valetudinarium " ch. xxi.] Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. 633 for any sinner, however great the stench of his sins; if the miserable man flies to her protection, she disdains not to stretch forth her hand and to rescue him from the state of perdition.1 Our Lord revealed to St. Catharine of Sienna, that he had chosen Mary to draw men, and particularly sinners, to his love? Mary her­ self said to St. Bridget, that there is no sinner, however abandoned by God, for whom, if he invoke her aid, she will not obtain the grace to return to God, and find mercy.3 She also said that as the magnet attracts iron, so she draws to herself and to God the hardest hearts? The holy Church wishes that we call this divine mother our hope.” The impious Luther said that he could not bear to hear the Church teaching us to call Mary our hope; God only, he said, is our hope; and God himself curses them who place their hopes in any creature. Yes, God curses those that trust in creatures independently of him, but we hope in Mary as a medi­ atress with God. For, says St. Bernard, God has placed in the hands of Mary all the treasures of the goods that he wishes to dispense to men.® Hence the Lord wishes us to acknowledge that all good comes from Mary; for he has ordained that all the graces that he will give us « should pass through the hands of Mary. Hence St. Bernard called her his greatest confidence, and the en’ “Tu peccatorem, quantumlibet foetidum, non horres; si ad te sus­ piraverit, tu illum a desperationis barathro pia manu retrahis.”—Depr. ad B. V. 2 “ Ipsa est a me velut esca dulcissima electa, in capiendis hominibus, et animabus præcipue peccatorum.”—Dial. c. 139. 3 “ Nullus ita alienatus est a Deo, qui, si me invocaverit, non rever­ tatur ad Deum et habiturus sit misericordiam.”—Rev. 1. 6, c. 10. 4 “ Sicut magnes attrahit ferrum, sic ego attraho Deo dura corda.”— Rev. 1. 3, c. 32. 6 “ Spes nostra ! salve.” 4 “ Totius boni plenitudinem posuit in Maria, ut proinde, si quid spei in nobis est, si quid gratiæ, si quid salutis, ab ea noverimus redundare.” —De A quad. 634 Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary, [ch.xxi. tire ground of his hope.’ St. Bonaventure called Mary the salvation of them who invoke her.3 Hence accord­ ing to St. Bonaventure, to be saved it is enough to in­ voke Mary. Whenever, then, the devil terrifies us with the fear of being lost, let us say to Mary with the same saint: “In thee, O Lady, have I hoped; may I not be confounded forever.”3 In thee, after Jesus, I have placed all my hopes ; thou hast to watch over my sal­ vation, and to deliver me from hell. But, says St. Anselm, hell is not the lot of any true client of Mary, for whom she prays even once, and says to her Son that she wishes him to be saved/ 2. What are the True Servants of Mary. I have said that no one truly devoted to Mary is lost. But in order to escape illusion, let us examine what is necessary in order to be a true client of Mary. I. In the first place, a good intention of changing one’s life, and a will to offend God no more, are neces­ sary. To the Princess Matilda, St. Gregory VII. wrote: “ Put an end to the will of sinning, and I promise you that you will find Mary more willing than any carnal mother to assist you.” 5 The Virgin herself said one day to St. Bridget these consoling and encouraging words to sinners: “ Let a sinner be ever so abandoned, if he come to me I am ready to receive him the mo­ ment he returns. Nor do I attend to the sins he has committed, but only to the intention with which he comes to me. If he come with a desire to change his life, I will not disdain to apply a remedy and heal his 1 “ Hæc mea maxima fiducia, hæc tola ratio spei meæ.”—De A quad. s “ O Salus te invocantium !”—Cant, post Psalt. 3 “ In te, Domina, speravi; non confundar in æternum.” 4 “ Æternum væ non sentiet ille, pro quo semel oraverit Maria.” 6 “ Pone finem involuntate peccandi, et invenies Mariam, indubitan­ ter promitto, promptiorem carnali matre in tui dilectione.”—Lib. I, ep. 47. ch.xxi.] Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. wounds; for I am called, and truly am, the Mother of Mercy.” 1 Mother of Mercy ! that is, her clemency and her compassion for our miseries incline her to love and assist us with more than maternal tenderness. But she herself declared to the same St. Bridget, that she is a mother only to those that wish to amend their lives? Hence Mary is not a mother to obstinate sinners. Should any one find himself bound by any passion, and not as yet resolved to renounce sin, but desirous of being delivered from it, let him pray to Mary to obtain aid for him to break the chain of hell, and let him at least endeavor to begin to resist the passion and to re­ move the occasion; and this good Lady will stretch out her hand and will comfort him. This St. Bridget heard from the mouth of Jesus Christ himself. Addressing Mary he said: “ To him that endeavors to emerge from sin in order to return to God, you, my mother, give aid; you do not allow any one to depart from you without consolation.” 3 II. In the second place, to be a true client of Mary, it is necessary to secure her protection by prayers and other acts of devotion. It is true that she prays for all; but she always prays most efficaciously for those among her servants that honor her most. And remember, says St. Andrew of Crete, that because she is most grateful and liberal, she repays with great graces every little act of devotion that we perform in her honor? Let us, 1 “ Quantamctimque homo peccet, si ex vera emendatione reversus fuerit statim parata sum recipere revertentem ; nec attendo quantum peccaverit, sed cum quali voluntate venit ; nam non dedignor ejus plagas ungere et sanare, quia vocor (et vere sum) Mater misericordiæ.”—Rev. 1. 2, c. 23: 1. 6, c. 17. 'J “ Ego sum quasi Mater se volentium emendare.”—Rev. 1. 4, c. 13S. 3 “ Conanti surgerc ad Deum tribuis auxilium, et neminem relinquis vacuum a consolatione.”—Rev. 1. 1, c. 19. 4 “ Cum sit magnificentissima, solet maxima pro minimis dare.”—In Dorm. B. V. s. 3. 9 1 636 Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. [ch. xxi. then, see the acts of devotion that we may perform in honor of this our most loving mother. i. Say every morning at rising, and every evening before going to bed, three “ Hail Marys” in honor of the purity of Mary, adding: O Mary, through thy pure and immaculate conception, obtain for me purity of body and sanctity of soul. And place yourself under her protection, that she may preserve you from sin during the day and during the night. Salute her also with a “ Hail Mary” as often as the clock strikes, and when­ ever you leave or return to the cell, or pass by any of her images; and endeavor at the beginning of every action (whether spiritual or temporal), to salute her with a “ Hail Mary.” Blessed will be the actions that are begun and terminated by a “ Hail Mary.” When we salute this great Queen, particularly with the An­ gelical Salutation, which is so pleasing to her, she al­ ways obtains for us in return some favor from heaven. 2. Do not omit to say the Rosary every day, or at least five decades of it. This is a devotion practised generally by all the faithful, even by seculars, and has been favored by the sovereign Pontiff with immense indulgences. But observe, that to gain the indulgences of the Rosary, it is necessary to accompany the recital of it with the consideration of the mysteries. Moreover, if your name is inscribed in the Confraternity of the Rosary, you may gain many more indulgences. Some religious also say the Little Office of the Blessed Virgin. You might at least say, along with the Rosary, the Office of the name of Mary, which consists of five psalms. Say also, every day, three “ Our Fathers” and “ Hail Marys” in honor of the Most Holy Trinity, for the graces bestowed on Mary. The Blessed Virgin once revealed that this devotion is very pleasing to her. 3. Fast every Saturday, and on the vigils of all the festivals of Mary ; and if you cannot fast on bread and ch. xxi.] Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary, 637 water, fast at least in the ordinary way, or eat only of one dish, or abstain from something that you feel a de­ sire to eat. Perform some mortification on Saturday, which is the day dedicated by the Church to the honor of the divine mother. 4. Make every day a visit to some image of your Queen ; and in your visit ask Mary to obtain for you holy perseverance, and the love of Jesus Christ. 5. Do not let a day pass without reading at least a small portion of a book that treats of Mary. There are many books of this kind—True Devotion towards the Blessed Virgin, by Father Crasset; Mutual Affections be­ tween Mary and her Clients, by Father Auriemma ; The Devout Servant of Mary, by Segneri ; Affections to Mary, by Nieremberg : there are many others that you can read. I, too, have written a work on the Virgin, en­ titled The Glories of Mary, of which several editions have been published. 6. Perform devoutly the Novenas of the festivals of the Virgin. You can practise the following devotions in these Novenas: first, an additional meditation of half an hour ; secondly, recite the “ Hail Mary” and “Glory be to the Father” nine times, in honor of the Virgin. I do not advise many vocal prayers, because I would rather see you make many acts of love, or many peti­ tions to Jesus and Mary. For example, I love Thee, O my Jesus; I love thee, O Mary, my Mother; or, Mary, mother of God. pray to Jesus for me. You can make a hundred, or at least fifty, of these acts or prayers in the day. Thirdly, visit each day the image of the Virgin three times, and at each visit repeat the preceding acts of love, or prayers, and at the end of the visit ask some particular grace for the benefit of your soul. Fourthly, endeavor, but with the advice of your confessor, to communicate more frequently during the Novenas. Fifthly, on these days perform some particular act of 638 Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. [ch. xxi. mortification, by the use of the discipline or little chains ; or by fasting, or at least by abstaining from fruit, or from something else ; and on the vigil, fast, if you can, on bread and water. I recommend to you the following excellent devotion. Among the festivals of Mary, select one to which you feel most devoted, such as the Immaculate Conception, the Annunciation, the Assumption, or the Feast of Sorrows (to which all should have a special devotion), and after Communion on the festival you select, offer yourself in a special manner to serve her, choosing her for your mistress and mother, asking pardon of your negligences in honor­ ing her during the past year, and promising to serve her better in the year to come. It would be well, with the permission of the Superior, to procure a public Novena along with the exposition of the Blessed Sacrament, but without music, or the usual accompaniments, even on the festival: otherwise all will end in vanity and dis­ turbance of mind, as sometimes happens in the festivals of nuns. Would to God that on such festivals more was not lost than gained! 7. Be careful to recommend yourself often in the day to the protection of Mary. Know that among all devo­ tions, that which is most pleasing to her consists in hav­ ing frequent recourse to her, and in frequently asking her to obtain for you the divine graces. Blessed is the man, says the Church in the name of Mary, that heareth me, and that watcheth daily at my gates.' Happy the man that watches at the gates of my merev. Mary is called the mother of mercy, on account of her ardent desire to promote our welfare; hence the greatest pleasure that we can give her is to recommend ourselves to her, and to ask her prayers. She desires to assist us, but sne wishes that we pray to her, says Blessed Albertus Mag1 “ Beatus homo qui audit me, et qui vigilat ad fores meas quotidie.” —Prov. viii. 34. · ch. xxi.] Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary, 639 nus,1 in the name of Mary. That I may wish to obtain grace you must pray to me; for if I wish to ask, what I ask of my Son is necessarily given. Hence, St. Bernard says: “ In the dangers of consenting to sin, in afflictions, in doubts, call on Mary for succor.”2 The saint adds, “Let her powerful name be always in your mouth, by the constant invocation of it, and in your heart by great confidence in her intercession.” 3 St. Bonaventure says that a person cannot mention the name of Mary without obtaining some grace.”4 And St. Germanus calls the name of Mary the respiration of the soul. “ As,” says the saint, “ respiration in the body is a sign of life, so the name of Mary in the mouth of her servants is a proof ot life, for this name at once procures and preserves the life of grace.” b All would do well to ask of God every day the gift of confidence, first, in the blood of Jesus Christ, and afterwards in the intercession of Mary. If you love Mary, endeavor to induce others to love her. Endeavor, as often as you can, to inspire all with devotion to the Virgin, by relating some devout exam­ ple, or by proposing some particular exercise to be per­ formed in her honor, or some favor to be asked of her. She promises paradise to all that love her, and seek to inspire others with her love. They that work by me shall not sin. They that explain me shall have life everlasting.9 How great the consolation that you will experience at death from all that you have done during life in honor 1 “ Roganda est ut velit; quia, si vult, necesse est fieri.”—De Laud. 3. M. 1. 2, c. i. 5 “ In periculis, in angustiis, in rebus dubiis, Mariani invoca.” 3“ Non recedat ab ore, non recedat a corde.”—De Laud. V. J/. hom. 2. 4 “ Nomen tuum devote nominari non potest, sine nominantis utili­ tate.”—Spec. B. V. led. 9. 5 De Zona Deip. “‘Qui operantur in me, non peccabunt; qui elucidant me, vitam aeternam habebunt.”—Ecclus. xxiv. 30. 640 Devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. [ch.xxi. of Mary. Father Binetti relates that he once assisted a dying servant of Mary, who, before death, said: “O my Father, if you knew the happiness I feel on account of having served the most holy mother of God ! I could not explain the joy that I experience at this moment.” Endeavor, then, to remain always at the feet of this ten­ der mother. And thank the Lord unceasingly; among the mercies he has shown you, the particular devotion that he has given you to his holy mother is a special grace; this devotion is a great proof that he wishes your salvation in a special manner. In recommending your salvation to her, say to Mary with St. John Damascene: “ O Mother of God, if I place my confidence in thee I shall be saved. If I am under thy protection I have nothing to fear; for to be devoted to thee is to have arms of sal­ vation, which God grants only to those whom he spe­ cially wishes to be saved.” Prayer. My Lady, if thou pray for me, I shall be saved ; for thou dost obtain by thy prayers whatsoever thou wishest. Pray then for me, O great Mother of God : for thy Son hears thee, and grants whatever thou askest. It is true that I am unworthy of thy protection, but thou hast never abandoned a soul that had re­ course to thee. O Mary, I consign my soul to thee ; thou hast to save it. Obtain for me perseverance in the divine grace, and the love of thy Son, and of thee. I love thee, O my Queen, and I hope always to love thee. Do thou also love me ; take me under thy protection, and have pity on me : grant me this favor through the love that thou bearest thy Son. Behold the confidence that I place in thy clemency, and do not cease to assist me in all my wants. I know that thou wilt not cease to help me as often as 1 recommend myself to thee ; but obtain for me also the grace to have recourse to thee in all my temp­ tations, and in all my dangers of losing God. Assist me, par­ ticularly at the hour of my death : obtain for me the grace that with my last breath I may pronounce thy name, and the name of thy Son, saying: Jesus and Mary, to you I recommend my soul. sec.i.] Obligation to Love Jesus Christ. 641 CHAPTER XXII. FOR JESUS. The Obligation of a Religious to Love Jesus Christ. The sole object of a religious in this life should be to love her most amiable Spouse, Jesus Christ. The first and principal command that the Lord imposes on us is to love him with our whole heart. Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with thy whole heart} Because he loves us intensely, he wishes to be loved ardently by us. Hence, he so pressingly demands our. love, and calls for our heart: My son, give Me thy heart} And what, says Moses, does the Lord demand of you, but that you love him with your whole heart. What doth the Lord thy God re­ quire of thee, but that . . . thou love Him, and serve the Lord thy God with all thy heart? * To our love he promises him­ self as a reward. L am thy reward exceeding great} To their faithful subjects the monarchs of the earth give riches and honors; but to those that love him our God gives nothing less than himself. But though our love should receive no other reward, for us it should be enough to know that God loves those that love him. He frequently declares in the Scriptures that he loveJ all who love him. L love them that love Me} In another 1 “ Diliges Dominum Deum tuum ex toto corde tuo.”—Deut, vi. 5. 5 “ Præbe, fili mi, cor tuum mihi.”—Prov. xxiii. 26. 8 “ Quid Dominus Deus tuus petit a te, nisi ut . . . diligas eum ac servias Domino Deo tuo ex toto corde tuo?”—Dcut. x. 12. 4 “ Ego protector tuus sum, et merces tua magna nimis.”—G en. xv. 5 “ Ego diligentes me diligo.”—Prov. viii. 17. I 642 P/ic Love for Jesus Christ, [chap. xxn. place he says: Ide that abideth in charity, abideth in God, and God in him} And Jesus Christ has said: Ide that loveth Me, shall be loved by My Father; and d will love him} All our perfection, then, consists in the love of God; for, as St. Augustine says, love is the only virtue that unites us to God. ' Ail other virtues, without charity profit us nothing; but charity brings with it all virtues; for, as the Apostle teaches/ it is patient, it is kind, it is not puffed up, it is not ambitious of honors, it seeks not its own interest, but suffers all tilings, believes all things, and hopes for all things. Love, says the same Apostle, is the fulfilment of the law.5 Hence, St. Augustine said, “ Love, and do what you wish.” 6 He that loves another is careful not to give him the least displeasure, and studies to do everything in his power to please him. Hence, also, the soul that loves God abhors as death the smallest offence against his divine majesty, and en­ deavors to the best of her ability to please him. Let it be remembered that perfect charity consists in loving God for himself. To love God as the author of our felicity is the love of concupiscence, which, strictly speaking, belongs not to charity, but to hope; to love God because he deserves to be loved, because he is infi­ nite goodness, is the love of friendship, or true charity. But it is necessary to observe that hope is in no way op­ posed, nor any obstacle to perfect charity. In admit­ ting a state of charity that excluded all hope the Bishop of Cambray fell into an error which was condemned. We love God, because on account of his perfections he 1 “ Qui manet in charitate, in Deo manet, et Deus in eo.”—i John, iv. 16. 2 “ Qui diligit me, diligetur a Patre meo, et ego diligam eum.”— John, xiv. 21. 3 “ Charitas est virtus conjungens nos Deo.” 4 i Cor. xiii. 4. 5 ‘ ‘ Plenitudo ergo legis est dilectio.”—Rom. xiii. 10. •“ Ama, et fac quod vis.” sec. i.] Obligation to Love Jesus Christ, 643 deserves to be loved, and we would love him though there were no reward for loving him; but since he wishes to give us a reward, and even commands us to hope for it, we are bound to hope for it and to desire it. Be­ sides, to desire paradise in order to possess God, and to love him better, is true and perfect charity; for eternal glory is the consummation of love. There the soul, en­ tirely forgetful of herself, and divested of all self-love, loves God with all her strength, and with a most pure love; it is thus that the saints in bliss happily lose themselves in God If we knew that in an earthly kingdom there was a prince, beautiful, holy, and learned, kind and merciful, surely he would win our affection, though he had con­ ferred no favor upon us. But what are the amiable qualities of such a prince compared with the perfections of God ? God possesses all perfections, and possesses them in an infinite degree. He has all the qualities that could render him amiable: he is infinite goodness, infi­ nite beauty, infinite wisdom, and infinite mercy. Hence his goodness of itself merits all our love. In the lives of the Fathers of the desert it is related that in the des­ ert there were two monks who were brothers; to one of them the devil said that the other was doomed to per­ dition: the simple monk believed the fiend, and was greatly afflicted. Being asked one day the cause of his affliction, he answered, that it was revealed to him that his brother was doomed to hell. The brother humbly answered: “If such be the will of the Lord, may it be forever blessed; but still I will love him to the utmost of my power in this life, for I love him neither through fear of hell, nor through the hope of heaven, but only because he deserves to be loved.” On the following night an angel appeared to the deluded monk and told him that his brother’s name was written among the number of the elect. 644 The Love for fesits Christ, [chap, xxil We should, therefore, love God because he deserves to be loved on account of his infinite perfections. We should love him, at least through gratitude for the love that he has borne us. If the affections of all men, of all the angels, and of all the saints, were united together, they would not equal the smallest part of the love that God bears to a single soul. St. John Chrysostom says that God loves us more than we love ourselves. I, says God himself to each of us, have loved you from eternity, and through pure love have drawn you out of nothing, and have placed you in this world. I have loved thee with an ever­ lasting love. 1 Our parents have been the first to love us in this world; but they have loved us only after they had known us; but God loved us before we had exist­ ence. Our fathers or mothers were not vet born,' and J God loved us; the world was not yet created, and God loved us ; and how long before the creation of the world did he love us? Perhaps a thousand years, or a thousand ages ? It is useless to multiply years and ages; for God loved us as long as he has been God; he has loved us as long as he has loved himself. Hence the holy virgin St. Agnes had reason to say, “ I am prevented by another lover.” * When the world and creatures sought her love, she answered: No, I cannot love you; since my God has been the first to love me, it is but just that I consecrate my whole heart to him only. Our God, then, has loved us as long as he has been God ; and through pure love has drawn us out of nothing; and among so many possible beings that he could but will never create, he has chosen us, and has placed us in this world. For the love of us, he has also created so many other beautiful creatures—the heavens, 1 “ In charitate perpetua dilexi te ; ideo attraxi te.”—Jer. xxxi. 3. 2 “ Ab alio amatore præventa sum.” sec. i.] Obligation to Love Jesus Christ. 645 the hills, the seas, the fountains, and all other creatures that are on this earth. But he was not content with giving us these creat­ ures: his love was not satisfied till he gave us himself. He hath loved us and delivered Himself for us.1 From the ruin caused by sin he took occasion to show his love; accursed sin had robbed us of the divine grace, had closed paradise against us, and made us the slaves of hell. The Lord could redeem us from these evils in many ways; but he chose to come in person on this earth, in order to become man, to redeem us from eter­ nal death, and to obtain for us the divine friendship and heaven, which we had lost, exciting by such a prodigy of love, the astonishment of heaven and creation. How great the wonder which an earthly monarch would ex­ cite were he, through love for a slave, to become a slave, or for the sake of a worm, to become a worm? But our wonder should be infinitely greater at the sight of the Son of God humbled so as to become man, for the love of man: He emptied Himself taking the form of a servant, . . . and in habit found as man :1 23 at the sight of a God clothed with flesh: And the word was made flesh} But the wonder increases when we see all that this Son of God has done and suffered for the love of us miserable worms. To save us it was enough for him to have given a single drop of his blood, to have shed a tear, or to have offered a prayer; for a tear or prayer offered to the eternal Father, by a Man-God, for our salvation, would have been of infinite value, and there­ fore sufficient to save the world, and an infinite number of worlds. But no; Jesus Christ wished not only to save us, but through the immense love that he bore us, 1 “ Dilexit nos, et tradidit semetipsum pro nobis.”—Eph. v. 2. 5 “ Exinanivit semetipsum, formam servi accipiens. . . et habitu in­ ventus ut homo.”—Phil. ii. 7. 3 “ Et Verbum caro factum est.”—John, i. 14. 646 The Love for Jesus Christ. [c h ap. xxii he wished to gain all our love. Hence, to make us un­ derstand the extent of his love, he chose a life of pain and ignominy, and a death the most cruel and shameful of all deaths. 7/? humbled .Himself becoming obedient unto death, even to the death of the cross.1 O God! had our Saviour not been God, but an equal and a friend, what more could he do than give his life for us ? Greater love than this no man hath, that a man lav down his life for his friends? What do you say? Do you believe it ? Can you then think of loving any other object than Jesus Christ? A certain author says that before the incarnation of the Word, man might be able to doubt whether God loved him with a tender love; but after the incarnation and death of Jesus Christ, how is it possible to doubt it ? How could he show us great­ er tenderness of affection than by suffering so many torments, so many insults, and by dying on a cross? Alas! we have heard of the incarnation of the Redeem­ er, of a God born in a stable, of a God scourged, of a God crowned with thorns, and dying on a cross. O holy faith, enlighten us, and make us understand the ex­ cess of love which made our God become man, and die for the love of us ! But the desire that Jesus Christ had to suffer and die for us should be a subject of still greater astonishment. During his life our Saviour used to say: I have a baptism wherewith I am to be baptized : and how am I straitened until it be accomplished I3 I am to be baptized with the bap­ tism of my own blood, not to wash myself, but to cleanse men from their sins; and how am I straitened until my 14 I 3 “ Humiliavit semetipsum, factus obediens usque ad mortem, mortern autem crucis.”—Phil. ii. 8. - “ Majorem hac dilectionem nemo habet, ut animam suam ponat quis pro amicis suis.”—John, xv. .13. 3 “Baptismo autem habeo baptizari; et quomodo coarctor, usquedum perficiatur?”—Luke, xii. 50. SEC. I.] Obligation to Love Jestts Christ. 647 desire be accomplished. O God! Jesus Christ is not loved by men, because they will not even think of the love that the amiable Redeemer has borne them. How is it possible for a soul that thinks on his love to live without loving him? The charity of Christ presseth us.x St. Paul says, that a soul that reflects on the love of Jesus Christ feels itself as it were constrained to love him. In meditating on the Passion of the Saviour, the saints were inflamed with fove, and sometimes broke out into exclamations of wonder and tenderness. “ We have seen,” exclaimed St. Laurence Justinian, “ the author of wisdom become foolish through excess of love.” 3 We have seen a God, as it were, foolish through love for us. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, being one day rapt in an ecstasy, took an image of Jesus crucified into her hands, and cried aloud that he was foolish through love. “ Yes, my Jesus,” she continued to exclaim, “thou art foolish through love. I say, and I will always say, O my Jesus, that Thou art foolish through love.” Had not faith assured us of this great mystery of re­ demption, who could ever believe that the Creator of the universe should voluntarily suffer and die for his own creatures. O God, if Jesus Christ had not died for us, who among men would dare to ask a God to become man, and save us by his death ? Would it not have ap­ peared folly even to think of it ? And in reality when the Gentiles heard the apostles preaching the death of Jesus Christ, they regarded it as a fable, and as St. Paul attests, called it incredible folly. We preach Christ cruci­ fied, unto the Jews indeed a stumbling block, and unto the Gen­ tiles foolishness. * Yes, says St. Gregory, it appeared to 9 1 “Charitas enim Christi urget nos.”—2 Cor. v. 14. 2 “ Vidimus Sapientiam amoris nimietate infatuatam.”—Serm.de Nat. D. 3 “ Nos autem prædicamus Christum crucifixum, Judæis quidem scandalum, Gentibus autem stultitiam,”—1 Cor. i. 23. 648 The Love for fcsus Christ, [chap. xxn. them folly that the author of life should die for man.1 How, said the Gentiles, can we believe that a God, who has need of no one, and is most happy in himself, should descend from heaven to earth, assume human flesh, and die for men, his miserable creatures ? This would be to believe that a God had become foolish for the love of men. But it is a truth of faith that Jesus, the true son of God, for the love of us, his miserable and ungrateful creatures, has abandoned himself to torments, to igno­ minies, and to death. He hath loved us, and hath delivered himself for us.2 And why has he done so ? He has done so, says St. Augustine, that man might understand the immense love that God bears him.’ And long before Jesus him­ self said: 1 am come to cast fire on the earth, and what will I but that it be kindled 14 I have, he says, come on earth to kindle the holy fire of divine loVe, and I only desire to see the hearts of men burning with its blessed flames. In contemplating Jesus in the garden, captured as a criminal by the soldiers, St. Bernard, turning to his Lord, exclaimed, “ My Jesus, what hast Thou to do with cords and chains ?” s These belong to us slaves and sin­ ners; but Thou art the King of heaven, Thou art holy. And what has reduced Thee to the condition of a male­ factor, the vilest and most wicked among men? “And what has effected all this? Love, which is regardless of dignity when there is question of gaining the affection of the beloved.”8 In a word, concludes the saint, God, 1 “Stultum visum est, ut pro hominibus Auctor vitæ moreretur.”— In Evang. horn. 6. 9 “ Dilexit nos et tradidit semetipsum pro nobis.”—Eph. v. 2. 3 ‘ ‘ Propterea Christus advenit, ut cognosceret homo quantum eum dili­ gat Deus.”—De catech. nid. c. 4. 4 “ Ignem veni mittere in terram; et quid volo nisi ut accendatur?”— Luke, xii. 49. 5 “Quid tibi et vinculis?”—De Pass. D. c. 4. 6 “ Quis hoc fecit ? Amor, dignitatis nescius.” SEC. I.] Obligation to Love Jesus Christ. 649 whom no one can conquer, has been conquered by love; his love for man has made him take human flesh, and consume his divine life in a sea of sorrows and re­ proaches. “ Love triumphs over God.” ’ In another place the same St. Bernard contemplates our Redeemer condemned to death by Pilate, and asks of Jesus Christ:’ “ Tell me, O my beloved Lord, who art innocence itself, what evil hast Thou done to merit the barbarous sentence of condemnation to the death of the cross?” But, adds the saint, I understand the cause of Thy death; the crime Thou hast committed is Thy love.1 *3 Thy offence is the love Thou hast borne to men; it is this, and not Pilate, that condemns Thee to death, and makes Thee die. But, O Lord, exclaimed holy Job, what is man, that Thou shouldst magnify him Ί or why dost Thou set Thy heart upon him ? 4 My God, what is man whom Thou hast so highly honored ? What benefit has he everconferred upon Thee that Thy whole heart should, as it were, be occupied in seeking his welfare, and in endeavoring to make known to him the affection Thou dost bear him ? St. Thomas says that God loved man “as if man were his God; as if without him he could not be happy;”5 as if God could not be happy unless man were also happy. And, dear sister, had you been the God of Jesus Christ, what more could he have done for you than spend so many years in pains and toils, and afterwards submit to a cruel death ? Had Jesus Christ to save the life of his own Father, what more could he have done than he has done 1 “ Triumphat de Deo amor.”—In Cant. s. 64. * “ Quid fecisti, innocentissime Salvator, quod sic condemnareris?” 3 “ Peccatum tuum, amor tuus.” 4 “ Quid est homo, quia magnificas eum, aut quid apponis erga eum cor tuum?”—Job, vii. 17. 5 " Quasi homo Dei Deus esset, et sine ipso beatus esse non posset.” —De Beatii. c. 7. 650 The Love for Jesus Christ, [chap. xxii. for you? But, O God, where is your gratitude ? Had one of your servants suffered what your Spouse has endured for your salvation, could you ever forget his sufferings, or live without loving him ? Ah ! at the thoughts of the death of Jesus Christ each of us should be, as it were, foolish through love for him, and should exclaim with St. Paschal: “ My love has been crucified for me: my love has died for me.” But what we have not as yet done we may now do. God gives us time to do it. Jesus has died for us, that by his love for us he might gain the entire dominion of our hearts. To this end, says St. Paul, Christ died . . . that He might be the Lord both of the dead and of the living.1 He has died that we might live no longer to ourselves, but only to that God who has given his life for us. Christ died for all, says the same Apostle, that they also who live may not now live to themselves, but unto Him ivho died for them? Contemplating the death of Jesus Christ, and the love with which he died for men, the saints esteemed it little to forfeit, for his sake, property, honors, and life. How many grandees, how many kings and queens and empresses, have renounced their kingdoms to shut themselves up in a cloister, and live only for the love of Jesus Christ ! How many millions of martyrs have esteemed themselves happy to be able to sacrifice their lives for him amid the most horrible torments ! How many young and noble virgins, renouncing the nuptials of the first monarchs of the earth, have gone with joy to death to make some return of love for the love of a God who had died for the love of them ! And do you, dear sister, think that you have as yet done anything for the love of Jesus Christ ? What proof 1 “ In hoc enim Christus mortuus est, ... ut et mortuorum et vivorum dominetur.”—jRom. xiv. 9. 5 '* * “ Pro omnibus mortuus est Christus, ut et qui vivunt, jam non sibi vivant, sed ei qui pro ipsis mortuus est.”—2 Cor. v. 15. SEC. I.] Obligation to Love Jesus Christ. 651 or token have you as yet given of the love that you bear him ? It is certain that as he has died for the saints, for St. Lucy, for St. Agatha, for St. Agnes, so he has also died for you. Consider also the special graces that he has bestowed on you, and that he has withheld from so many of your companions who had as good a claim to them as you had. How many noble ladies, how many princesses, have been born among infidels and heretics, and live miserably in the state of perdition, bereft of the sacraments, of sermons, and of the other helps necessary for salvation ? And to you he has given the grace to be born in the bosom of the true Church. He has also given wealth to your parents, that you might have more opportunities and means of acquiring eternal salvation. He has also chosen you for his spouse from among so many of your companions, whom he has left in the midst of the dangers of the world; from these dangers he has rescued you (and perhaps against your inclination), and has brought you into his own house, where he assists you continually by his lights and interior calls, by the sac­ raments, by sermons, by the example of your good sis­ ters, and by so many other helps to salvation. Consider also the many mercies he has shown you, in pardoning so many offences that you have committed in the world and in religion. It was enough for him that you re­ pented and asked forgiveness: he instantly pardoned you; you ungratefully offended him again, and he with the same love pardoned you, and instead of inflicting chastisements on your multiplied offences, he has mul­ tiplied graces, lights, calls, and consolations. And be­ hold, at this moment, while you read this book, he con­ tinues to call you to his love. What are your thoughts? what resolutions do you make? what do you wait for? perhaps you intend to wait till the Lord calls you no more, and abandons you. The Love for festes Christ, 652 [chap. xxii. Prayer. t My dear Redeemer, I see that Thou hast placed me under too many obligations to love Thee. My soul has cost Thee too high a price; I should be ungrateful if I loved anything but Thee; or if I loved but little a God who has given his blood and his life for me. If Thou, O my Jesus and my Spouse, hast died for me, Thy miserable servant, it is but just that I die for Thee, my Lord and my God. I renounce the love of all creat­ ures, and consecrate my heart only to the love of Thee. I choose Thee for my only Good, my only Love. I love Thee, O my love, I love Thee. I repeat, and wish always to repeat, I love Thee, O my love, I love Thee. Thou dost wish that I love Thee ardently, and that I love nothing but Thee. My Saviour, I wish to content Thee; I wish to love Thee ardently; I wish only for Thee : yes, to love Thee only, my God, my treasure, my all. Assist me for the sake of Thy mercy, and grant that I may fully satisfy Thee. O Mary, my mother, do thou, too, assist me; thou art the dispenser of all the gifts of God, and particularly of the great gift of divine love. This gift I ask thee to obtain for me; through thee I hope for it. *?!>· f H . i U ’ * r > 1Î ’I ’ ί i ** ’/(i i 1 »>. Γ! ' i I » 1 1 · II. u U The Means of Acquiring Divine Love, and the Acts of Love that a Religious should Practise towards Jesus Christ. % · t ' r J The Lord commands all men to love him, and to love him with their whole hearts.1 But he wishes in a special manner that religious, his chosen spouses, should love him with all their affections. Hence he has favored them with so many lights and spiritual graces, that they may seek to love nothing but this most loving Spouse. St. Teresa used to say that God bestows a great favor on the souls he calls to his love. You, dear sister, are one of these fortunate souls; but to consecrate yourself entirely to the love of your Spouse, as he desires, you must resolutely adopt the means. 1 “ Diliges Dominum Deum tuum ex toto corde tuo.”—Deut. vi. 5. sec. π.] Means to Acquire His Love. 653 I. The first means is, to desire ardently to attain that perfect love that will make your heart entirely belong to him. Ardent desires are the wings with which the saints flew to unite themselves with God by perfect love. If you have not this desire, at least ask it of God; for without it you will never be able to arrive at any de­ gree of holiness, but with the aid of such desires you will soon attain sanctity. St. Teresa has left her spirit­ ual children many excellent lessons on this subject. In one place she says: “ Let our thoughts be great: from great thoughts our good shall come.” In another place she writes: “We must not debase our desires, but must trust in God: for by continual efforts we shall, with the divine aid, gradually arrive at the perfection that the saints have attained.” 1 She attests that she had never seen a cowardly soul make as much progress in many years as generous souls make in a few days. Hence she said: “The Lord is as much pleased with our desires as if they were already executed.” St. Gregory says,3 that he who pants after God with his whole heart finds him; but to wish for God with the whole heart, the soul must be stripped and emptied of worldly affec­ tions. II. The second means necessary to love God with the whole heart is, detachment from all love that is not for God. He wishes to have the exclusive possession of our whole hearts; he will admit no companion. St. Augus­ tine relates3 that the Roman Senate, after adoring thirty thousand gods, refused to adore the God of the Chris­ tians, saying that he was a proud God, who wished to be worshipped alone, without companions. But this our Lord justly claims; for he is the only and the true God; and our only true lover, who, because he loves us tenderly, wishes that we should love him with our whole 1 Life, ch. 13. 2 In Evang. hom. 30. 3 De Cons. Εν. 1. I, c. iS. 654 The Love for fes its Christ. [chap, axil hearts. To love God with the whole heart implies two things: it implies, first, the expulsion from the heart of every affection that is not for God. The enamoured St. Francis de Sales said: “If I knew that there was a single fibre in my heart that was not for God, I would instantly pluck it out.”1 If the heart is not emptied of earthly affections, the love of God can­ not enter. But in a heart detached from creatures, the fire of divine love burns and always increases. St. Ter­ esa used to say: “Detach the heart from creatures; seek God, and you shall find him.”1 2 The Lord is good.. . to the soul that seeketh Him." 3 He gives himself entirely to those that leave all things for his sake, as he once said to St. Teresa: “Now that you are all mine, I am all yours.”4 He says the same to you, if you divest your­ self of all things in order to belong entirely to him. Father Segneri, the younger, wrote to a spiritual soul: “ Divine love is a thief that robs the soul of all her af­ fections, so that she can say: What else do I wish for than thee alone, O my Lord ?” And St. Francis de Sales has said: “The pure love of God consumes all that is not God, in order to convert everything into itself; for all that is done for the love of God is love.”5 In the life of the Venerable Joseph Caracciolo, of the Order of Theatines, we read, that after the death of a brother, being in company with his relatives, he said: “Ah! let us reserve our tears for a better occasion; to weep over the death of Jesus Christ, who has been to us a father, a brother, and a Spouse, and has died for the love of us.” Every religious should reserve all her tenderness and compassion for Jesus, her Spouse. 1 Spirit, ch. 9. 2 Admonitions, 36. 3 “ Bonus est Dominus 4 Life, ch. 39. 4 Lettres, 531, 203. animæ quærenti illum.”—Lam. iii. 25. sec. ii.] Means to Acqicire IIis Love. 655 St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say that she is a true religious who can say: “My God and my all ‘ my God, Thou art my all. Remember, dear sister, that when you were espoused to Jesus Christ, you said: “ The kingdom of the world and all ornaments of the earth I have despised for the love of Jesus Christ; whom I have seen, whom I have loved, in whom I have believed, towards whom my heart inclined.”1 23 I have renounced the world and all its pomp for the love of my Spouse, whom I know to be the most amiable of all spouses, and therefore in him I have placed all my affections and all my hopes. And when creatures seek to enter your heart, dismiss them, saying that you have given your heart to Jesus Christ, and that there is no room for them. It is divine love that makes a monastery the reverse of the world in which all despise what the world esteems, and love what the world hates. Above all, to love Jesus Christ with our whole heart it is necessary to deny ourselves by embracing what is painful to self-love, and by abstaining from what self-love seeks. St. Teresa once refused to taste a dish that was brought to her in sickness. The infirmarian entreated her to eat it, saying that it was well dressed. The saint replied: “It is because it is well dressed that I do not wish to taste it.” Hence we ought to abstain from things that are agreeable because they please us. We should, therefore, turn away the eyes, and not look at certain objects of curiosity because they gratify the sight. We should also abstain from such an amusement because we feel a predilection for it; we should serve an ungrateful sister because she is ungrateful; we should take such a medicine because it is bitter. Beware, says St. l· rancis 1 “ Deus meus, et omnia.” 2 “ Regnum mundi et omnem ornatum sæculi contempsi, propter amorem Jcsu Christi, quem vidi quem amavi, in quem credidi, quem dilexi.”—Offic. S. Martyr, tantinn, viii. 6% The Love for fesus Christ, [chap.xxii. de Sales, lest self-love should seek to have part in things the most holy, and should make it appear to us that nothing is good in which we do not feel satisfaction. Hence the saint used to say that even virtues should be loved with detachment.1 For example, we ought to love mental prayer and solitude; but when obedience or charity takes us away from meditation or solitude, we must not be disturbed, but must embrace with peace whatever happens by the will of God, however repugnant it may be to our own inclinations. The Venerable Father Balthasar Alvarez used to say that our Lord often commands creatures to turn their back upon us, and abandon us that we may run to him; but let us be careful to leave them and unite ourselves to God before they forsake us. The path of the just, as a shining light, goeth forwards, and increaseth even to perfect day? The Wise Man says that the life of the just always increases to perfect day. But who arrives at this perfect day? He that, without in­ clining to anything until he knows the divine will, wishes, or wishes not, what God wills or wills not. Hence we should pray in the words of the same Father Alvarez: “ Lord, grant me the grace to find peace in whatever thy divine will shall appoint for me; for my part, I ask neither more delights nor fewer afflictions.” Oh ! how happy the life of the nun that lives detached from all things ! Let us be persuaded that there is no one more content in this world than the man who de­ spises all its goods, and wishes only for God. Hence each of us should live on this earth as in a wilderness, saying: Here there is no one but myself and God. And with this spirit of detachment endeavor, dear sister in the Lord, to renew every day the religious vows of pov1 Lettre 738. 2 “ Justorum autem semita, quasi lux splendens, procedit et crescit usque ad perfectum diem.”—Prov. iv. jS. sec. π.] Means lo Acqziire His Love, 657 erty, chastity, and obedience; intending to divest your­ self of all attachment to property, to pleasure, and to self-will. Make this renewal of the vows in a few words, that you may make them more easily and more fre­ quently. It is enough for you to say, My Jesus, for the love of Thee I renew my vows, and purpose to observe them with exactness; I entreat Thee to grant me the grace to be faithful to Thee. III. The third means of obtaining the perfect love of Jesus Christ is to meditate frequently on his Passion. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say that after being made the spouse of a crucified God, a religious, during her whole life, and in all her actions, should have nothing before her view but Jesus on the cross; and should have no other occupation than the contem­ plation of the love that this divine Spouse has borne her. Were a person to suffer for a friend insults, stripes, and imprisonment, how great the pleasure he would de­ rive from hearing that his friend frequently remembered his sufferings ! But if, when his sufferings are men­ tioned, the friend should endeavor to change the sub­ ject of conversation, and should refuse even to think of them, how great the pain that he would feel at such in­ gratitude ! Such the pain given to the heart of Jesus by the souls that think but little on the sorrows and ignominies that he suffered for the love of them. But, on the other hand, he is greatly pleased with all those that continually remember and meditate on his Passion. I say that the only object of all the meditations of a religious ought to be the Passion of Jesus Christ; she should make at least one meditation on it every day. To me it appears, as I have observed in another place, that it was to supply different mysteries for the medita­ tions of his beloved spouses that our Redeemer wished to suffer different species of pains and reproaches, chains, buffets, scourges, thorns, spittle, and nails; it was for 658 The Love for fesits Christ, [chap. xxh. this end that he wished to represent himself to us suffer­ ing in so many different ways: at one time sweating blood in the garden, at another bound and captured by the soldiers, now clothed with a white garment, the badge of a fool; again, torn with scourges, now crowned with thorns as a king of sorrows and mockery, and again going to death with the cross on his shoulders; at one time suspended by three nails on a cross, and at another hanging dead on that bed of sorrow with his side opened. But remember that we should not medi­ tate on the Passion of Jesus Christ in order to enjoy spiritual consolations, but for the sole purpose of inflam­ ing our souls with the love of our Redeemer, and of learning from him what he wishes us to do; offering ourselves to suffer every pain for his sake, because he voluntarily suffered so much for the love of us. Our Lord once revealed to a holy solitary that there is no exercise more apt to kindle in us the divine love than the meditation on his Passion. IV. The fourth means to attain perfect love is to make frequent acts of love. As fire is kept alive by fuel, so love is nourished by acts. i. He that loves, in the first place, rejoices at the welfare and happiness of his beloved: this is called love of complacency. Rejoice, then, dear sister, in the infinite felicity of your God, and delight in it more than if it were your own; for you should love your Spouse more than yourself, and your greatest joy should consist in the thought that your beloved wants nothing, and will not for all eternity want anything necessary for infinite beatitude. Hence you ought to feel consolation in knowing that so many millions of angels and saints love him perfectly in heaven. You should also rejoice w'henever you hear that any soul on this earth loves Jesus Christ with a tender love. s He that loves desires to see his beloved loved by SEC. IL] Means to Acquire His Love. 659 all: such love is called the love of benevolence, which you should practise by desiring to see Jesus Christ ardently loved by all men. Hence you would do well to speak frequently to others of his love in order to kindle it in the hearts of all those with whom you converse. You should, moreover, desire to see your Spouse known and loved by all that neither know nor love him. And to you the contempt with which he is treated by so many Christians should be the only source of pain. Would she be considered an affectionate spouse who should behold with indifference an insult offered to her hus­ band, or a wound inflicted on him ? You should grieve still for the offences that you remember to have hitherto given your Spouse; for these you should constantly make acts of contrition—this is called sorrowful love. 3. He that loves prefers his beloved to all other objects, and this is the love of preference with which God principally wishes us to love him. The first de­ gree of this love consists in being prepared to lose all things rather than forfeit the grace of God. Does the Lord demand too much of us when he requires that we prefer him to everything in this world ? And what are creatures compared with God ? The Emperor Domitian tempted St. Clement to worship idols by presenting to him, as the reward of his impiety, gold, silver, and pre­ cious stones. The saint heaved a deep sigh, and began to weep when he saw his God compared with earthly goods. We should be ashamed to say to God, Lord, I love Thee above all things. For to speak in this manner to God would be the same as if we said to a king, My sovereign, I esteem you more than chaff and mire ! But our God is content with being loved above all crea­ tures, which, compared with his sovereign majesty, are infinitely less than chaff or mire is in comparison with the first monarch of the universe. Father Vincent Carafa, of the Society of Jesus, used to say that were 660 The Love for Jesus Christ, [chap. xxii. the whole world in his possession he would surrender it in an instant at the bare name of God. It is necessary, then, to live always in such a disposition of mind that we would forfeit property, character, life, and all things sooner than lose God. We must say with St. Paul: Neither death nor life, nor height, nor depth, shall be able to separate us from our God.' He that feels he cannot live without God possesses a great treasure; but he that aspires to his perfect love should not only be ready to die a thousand times rather than offend him by mortal sin, or even by a deliberate venial sin, but should also prefer the pleasure of God before all self-indulgence, and should be prepared to suffer every pain in order to please his Lord. Consider, O sister ! that Jesus Christ has preferred your salvation before his own life; in you, then, it is not much, nay, it is nothing, to prefer his pleas­ ure to every personal good. 4. They that love, refuse not, on the contrary, they rejoice, to suffer for their beloved, in order to give him proof of their love. It was thus that Jesus Christ has shown his love for us. He that desires to suffer for Je­ sus desires, or at least embraces in peace, the occasions of suffering. For loving souls, tribulations, as it were, are the way to union with God; for in sufferings they unite themselves with him by stronger love. Father Balthasar Alvarez used to say, “ that he who in afflic­ tions peacefully resigns himself to the divine will, runs to God.” In a word, every event, whether it causes joy or sorrow, tends to unite the soul that loves more closely to her God. To them that love God, all things work together unto good.3 It is certain that all his arrangements are intended for our good. Our Lord said one day to St. Gertrude: “ With the same love with which I created man, I ordain for his good all the prosperity or adver­ sity which I send him.” 1 Roni. viii. 38. 2 “ Diligentibus Deum omnia cooperantur in bonum.”—Rom. viii. 28. SEC. Π.] Means to Actptire His Love, 661 Be particularly careful, dear sister, to unite yourself to God in the time of sickness. Infirmities prove the true lover. In sickness you must be obedient to the physician and to the infirmarian. Ask for nothing, and take the remedies prescribed, however nauseous and painful. Do not complain of anything; be meek and thankful to all. Resign yourself entirely to the will of God, and offer yourself to suffer whatsoever he sends, uniting yourself to Jesus on the cross, desiring not to descend from it so long as it is not his will, content even to leave your life upon it, if such be his will. Fix your eyes on the crucifix, and when you see that your sufferings are far less than those that Jesus suffered for your sake, you will bear the pains of sickness with greater peace. “ Love your Spouse,” says St. Francis de Sales, “ in consolations and tribulations: he is as lovely when he consoles as when he afflicts you, because he does all for your welfare.” 1 If you love Jesus Christ, love contempt, love correction; and entreat the confes­ sor and Superior to correct and chastise you in the way that they deem most profitable to you. The same St. Francis de Sales used to say that the monastery is like a hospital, to which the sick come to be cured, and in which they cheerfully submit to the nauseous medicines and painful operations that may be prescribed.2 Hence you should ask your spiritual physician not to exempt you from any remedy necessary for your recovery. 5. He that loves, always remembers his beloved. Thus the soul that loves God always thinks of him, and al­ ways endeavors to show him its affection by ardent sighs and ejaculations of love. This is called the love of aspiration. Endeavor frequently, by day and night, in the cell and out of the cell, in solitude and in company, to say frequently to your crucified Spouse, My God, I wish for nothing but Thee. My God, I give myself entirely 1 Entret. 3. 1 Spirit, ch. 23. 662 '/'he Loi'e for festis Christ, [chap. xxn. to Thee. I wish whatsoever Thou wishest. Dispose of me as Thou pleasest. It will be enough to say to him, My God, I love Thee: or, my God, my all. A loving sigh, an elevation of the heart, a look towards heaven, an affec­ tionate glance at the crucifix, or at the most holy sacra­ ment, will be sufficient, even without words. Such acts are, perhaps, the most useful, because they can be made more easily and more frequently, and sometimes they are the most fervent. [See Aspirations of love, page 220.] In the Old Law, the Lord commanded that fire should burn unceasingly on his altar. And the fire on the altar shall always burn.' St. Gregory says’ that these altars are our hearts, on which God commands that the fire of his divine love should always burn. Thou shall lore the Lord thy God with thy whole heart. These words, which J com­ mand thee this day, shall be in thy heart, . . . and thou shall meditate upon them sitting in thy house, and walking on thy journey, sleeping and rising. And thou shalt bind them as a sign on thy hand, and they shall be, and shall move before thy eyes. A nd thou shalt write them in the entry, and on the doors of thy housed Mark the earnestness with which the Lord inculcates the precept of loving him. I wish, he says, that this command be always within your heart, that you meditate upon it continually, sitting in your house, walking on your journey, in bed and out of bed. I wish that you keep it printed on your hands, and present to your eyes: I wish that you write it on the entrance, and on all the doors of your house, in order to remember it always, and fulfil it by acts of love. Hence theologians justly teach, that though it is probable that we are not 1 “ Ignis autem in altari semper ardebit.”—Lev. vi. 12. 2 Mor. 1. 25, c. 7. 0 “ Diliges Dominam Deum tuum ex toto corde tuo Eruntque verba hæc . . . in corde tuo: ... et meditaberis in eis, sedens in domo tua, et ambulans in itinere, dormiens atque consurgens; et liga­ bis ea quasi signum in manu tua, eruntque et movebuntur inter oculos SEC. Π.] Means to Acqitirc His Love. 663 bound to make acts of faith and hope more than once a year, still we are obliged to make an act of charity at least once a month; some say that we ought to make it more frequently. Father Balthasar Alvarez used to call monasteries of religious hospitals of persons wounded with divine love; furnaces of love, in which the hardest rocks are reduced to ashes. Such they ought to be: all men should burn continually with the love of Jesus Christ. But alas ! few, very few, have this ardent love. I say, that if Je­ sus Christ could weep at present, and were capable of sadness, his greatest sorrow would arise from seeing himself so little loved by his spouses. Do you, then, dear sister, who have been made his spouse, love him; love him at least through compassion, at the sight of your God who is so little loved, and particularly by re­ ligious. Tell me, were a mighty prince of noble birth, of immense wealth, of extraordinary beauty and holi­ ness, to take for his spouse a poor, ignorant, deformed, ill-dressed peasant, and were he, by making her his spouse, to render her rich, noble, wise, and happy, what would she not do for such a spouse? How great the affection and respect that she would feel for him, at the thought of his greatness and her own vileness ! She would do nothing else than thank him continually for his goodness towards her. With what care would she labor to gratify his inclinations, and to please him in all things? How careful would she be to execute, without reply, all his wishes ? And should it be necessary to suffer any pain for his sake, with what promptness and joy would she submit to it; how happy would she esteem herself in giving him such a proof of her affection and gratitude ? And should she see him despised by his subjects, would she not weep continually ? Were she, even through her own negligence, to offend him, how great would be her sorrow, and with what humility 664 The Love for Jesus Christ, lchap.xxii. would she cast herself in tears at his feet, and ask par­ don ? Should she be at a distance from her spouse, oh! would she not count the hours and moments of her ab­ sence from him ? How great the happiness that she would feel in thinking of her former and present state. Apply what has been said to yourself, dear sister; Jesus Christ has made you, a miserable sinner, his own spouse. Love, then, your Spouse; but know that unless you love him with your whole heart, he will not be satisfied. Love him not only with affections of the heart, but love him also by works. Some that are friends only in name, say to their friends: Friend, you are master of all that I possess; but in effect they give him little or nothing. But others that are real friends, give to their friend the better part of their possessions, and offer him the rest. A religious soul that resolves to give herself to God without reserve, divests herself of all earthly things to which she sees her heart attached; she resolves to sub­ ject all her inclinations to holy obedience; she resolves to mortify herself in all that gratifies self-love, to disre­ gard self-esteem, and to embrace with joy derision and contempt. Oh ! with what security does such a resolu­ tion make her walk ! What confidence in God does it inspire ! how prompt does it render the soul to bear crosses and contradictions ! It makes her perform all her actions with a pure intention; it impels her to pray to Jesus and Mary for help to execute her purposes, and makes her firm and resolute in seeking, in all things, only what is pleasing to God. When difficulties occur, the same resolution animates her to say with courage, I have to please God; let pleasure be given to him, though death should be the consequence. Should she sometimes fall into a defect, the resolution she has made prevents dejection, inspires hope, and gives her courage to attend with greater care, for the future, to what she SEC. II.] Means to Acquire His Love. 665 had before neglected. But this resolution must be fre­ quently renewed in meditation, at Communion, in the visits to the Blessed Sacrament; and at rising in the morning it is particularly necessary to make the follow­ ing protestation: My Jesus, I again give myself to Thee, and I promise to endeavor to do always what I shall know to be most pleasing to Thee. I unite this oblation of mine to the perfect unreserved oblation of Thyself, which Thou hadst made to Thy Eternal Father. Give me strength to be faithful to Thee. Thy Passion is my hope; Thy merits, Thy promises, Thy love, are my hope. O Mary, my mother, pray to Jesus for me; ob­ tain for me holy perseverance, and the love of Thy Son. If, dear sister, you wish to acquire the great treasure of the love of God, I recommend you to ask it contin­ ually, saying: My Jesus, give me love; Mary, obtain for me the gift of divine love; my holy angel guardian, my holy advocates, obtain for me the gift of love. It will be sufficient to say, love: God will be always pleased with it, and will always infuse some new sentiment of devotion, will kindle some new’ flame, and will excite some holy desire in your heart. Our Lord is liberal in dispensing all his gifts, but particularly in granting the gift of love to those that ask it; for this love is w'hat he demands of us above all things. But let us ask not so much for a tender as for a strong love, that will make us conquer all human respect, and all the repugnances of self-love, and render us prompt in doing, without delay or reserve, the things that are pleasing to God; and let us therefore accustom ourselves to seek what is most pleasing to God in all, even in small things; for we shall thus be prepared to do great things. And when you are molested with the apprehension of not having strength to overcome yourself in some extraordinary difficulty, trust in God, and say, I can do all things in him who strengtheneth me.' Say, What I am of myself unable to ‘ Omnia possum in co qui me co —Phil. iv. 13. 666 The Love for Jesus Christ, [chap, xxil do, I shall be able to do with the aid that I expect from God. Read the summary of virtues [see page 213]. St. Augustine says that all the time that is not spent for God is lost time. At death, we shall receive conso­ lation only from having loved Jesus Christ. () God ! how great the consolation that they who have loved him shall enjoy in being able to say, with their eyes fixed on the crucifix: Jesus crucified has been my only love. Even in this life, what greater happiness can a soul enjoy than to say: I give pleasure to God: I am in the company of God. But we must give ourselves to God, not for our own gratification, but to please him, alto­ gether forgetful of ourselves, saying with the spouse in the Canticles: He brought me into the cellar of wine: He set in order charity in me : stay me up with flowers, compass me about with apples : because I languish with loueI By wine, is signified holy charity; for as wine deprives men of their senses, so that they no longer see or hear, but are, as it were, dead; so the soul inflamed with divine love lives as if it no longer had any sense of earthly things, and, for­ getful of created objects, wishes for nothing but God; and therefore it asks the flowers of holy desires, and the fruits of holy works, which support the spiritual life, that is, divine love, with which and for which it lives. But this can be said only by the soul that truly gives itself entirely and without reserve to Jesus Christ. What do you say, dear sister? Have you as yet given yourself to him, as he desires you to do? Do you still resist ? Has he not done enough to merit all your love? Jesus Christ gave himself to you without reserve once on the cross, and frequently in holy Communion; what more do you expect from him ? What more can he do in order to make you belong entirely to himself? Will you wait till he abandons you, and calls you no more, 1 “ Introduxit me in cellam vinariam, ordinavit in me charitatem; fulcite me floribus, stipate me malis, quia amore langueo.”—Cant. π. 4, 5. sec. ii.] Means to Acquire His Love. in punishment of your ingratitude ? stantly; resist no longer; say to him: 66~l Arise, then, in­ Prayer. Yes, my Jesus, my Spouse, behold me; I will no longer resist Thy love. My beloved to me, and I to Hint' Thou hast given Thyself entirely to me, I give myself entirely to Thee. I would deserve to be cast off in punishment of my ingratitude in resist­ ing so many calls, but the desire that Thou dost now inspire, of being Thine without reserve, makes me hope that Thou dost accept me. Accept me, O my Jesus! for the sake of the love with which Thou didst love me on the cross, when Thou didst die for me. My dear Lord, were I now in hell, which I have deserved, I could no longer love Thee. But since Thou givest me time to love Thee, I wish to love Thee, and I wish to love nothing but Thee. Ah! my beloved Saviour, how is it possible for him that thinks of Thee in the manger of Bethlehem, on the cross of Calvary, or in the sacrament of the altar, not to be enamoured of Thee. Whom will I love when I see that a God has died for me? I love Thee, O my Redeemer, my love, my all. Increase Thy holy love in my heart. Remind me always of what Thou hast done, and suffered for me, and do not permit me to be ever more ungrateful to Thee. O blessed flames of love that consumed the life of my Jesus on the altar of the cross, come and take possession of my whole heart, and destroy every affection to creatures. O my love, I give myself entirely to Thee, and if I know not how to give myself to Thee as I ought, take me and make me all Thine. Grant that I may speak of nothing but Thy love, sigh for nothing else than to love Thee and to give Thee pleasure. My Jesus, I hope for all things through Thy merits. I also trust in thee, O Mary, my hope, that thou wilt obtain for me the grace to love nothing henceforward but thy Son, my Spouse, and thee, my Mother. ’ “ Dilectus meus mihi, et ego illi.” ΣΙ 668 Particular Admonitions [chap, xxm. CHAPTER XXIII. Particular admonitions for the Superior, Vicar or Assistant, Mistress of Novices, Bursar, Sacristan, Attendant at the turn, Infirmarian, and Counsellors; with instructions to the Lay-sisters. I. For the Superior. I. I will suppose that you have been elected Superior, not through your own ambition and exertions, but by the will of God; otherwise you will scarcely succeed well in the government of the Community, because you will be bereft of the divine aid, which God withholds from those that are not called to such an office. Father Leonard of Port Maurice relates that the abbess of a certain convent, though she had accepted the office with reluctance, was greatly tormented at death by many scruples on account of the manner in which she gov­ erned the monastery. Now I ask, what will become of the one that has procured the office by her own exer­ tions ? If you have been promoted to the office without your own co-operation, be persuaded that the honor conferred has placed on your shoulders a heavy and a dangerous cross. To his sister after she had been made Superior of her convent Father Torres wrote: “ Beg of God to assist you, that you may not die under the torture of so many crosses—a martyr without merit and without a crown.” Consider that you must render to God a great account, if, through you, observance fails and abuses are introduced. That great religious, Father Doria, a Discalced Carmelite, used to say that religious Orders are SEC. I.] For the Superior. 669 relaxed more by headaches than by the gout; that is, by diseases of the head rather than of the feet. He meant that the relaxation does not proceed from the inferiors so much as from the Superiors, who shut their eyes to the neglect of the Rule and to abuses. Hence, before you enter on your office, thank your sisters in religion for the honor they have conferred upon you; but afterwards protest that if you accept the burden in order to serve them, you will not consent to lose your soul. Tell them that you will neither grant nor permit anything that your conscience condemns. This will serve to prevent the nuns from asking incon­ venient permissions; and should they ask for them, they will not feel much disappointed at your refusal. Thus you will be able to govern with less restraint. II. Watch over the observances of the Rule, and be careful to prevent abuses, the removal of which, if they be once introduced into the monastery, will be morally impossible. You must take care not to allow even small defects, because by degrees they grow into great irregu­ larities. How have abuses, particularly regarding pov­ erty, been introduced into religious houses? Father Francis of the Cross, a Discalced Carmelite, relates that a certain abbess appeared to a friend after death, and said that she suffered a great deal in purgatory for hav­ ing neglected to watch over the observance of the rules and of the orders of the Superior. She suffered in pur­ gatory; but, alas ! how many Superiors shall we see condemned to hell for the abuses introduced or permit­ ted during the time they were in office ? The Superior should also go through the monastery and see whether the orders that she has given have been executed. Of what use are orders unless they are fulfilled ? Hence it is better to give few directions that will be observed than many that will be afterwards neglected. When the religious see that the Superior cares but little J 670 Particular Admonilions [chap, xxiii. whether her commands are obeyed or not, they will soon begin to despise all her directions. Be careful to see that they that are in office fulfil their obligations, but abstain from interfering much in their duties. Abstain also from imposing new burdens or new laws, for this gives great dissatisfaction to the sis­ ters. What you should do is to enforce the observance of the existing rules. But if you find any rule neglected, such as the fréquentation of the sacraments, the attend­ ance of the companions in the parlor, the common mental prayer, mortifications that were before practised at table, and the like, it would not be a novelty to en­ deavor to restore the observance of the Rule; you are even obliged to do so according to the best of your abil­ ity. Be particularly careful not to permit any particular friendships, either among the sisters or with externs. And should you be unable to prevent them, you should have recourse to the higher Superior, who, in good faith, might have given to some one the permission to speak; but if you know that the friendship is improper and a cause of scandal to others, you ought to inform the higher Superior of it, so that he may revoke the permis­ sion. In endeavoring to prevent such abuses, you mai incur the displeasure of some, but there is no remedy. By the obligations of your office, which obliges you tc attend more to the spiritual than to the temporal good of your Community, you are bound to correct irregu­ larities. I also recommend to you, by the way, that you see that your subjects sleep each one in a separate bed. Be careful, likewise, not to allow persons employed iu the monastery to bring letters or unbecoming messages to the religious; and should you ever discover that this was done by any persons in the employment of the con­ vent, dismiss them immediately. Take care that no other men enter the convent than those that are needed SEC. I.] For the Superior. 671 to render service. Feather Bartholomew of St. Charles, in his “ School of Truth,” cites a decree of the Sacred Congregation in which it is forbidden to men to enter convents, except for the doing of work that is above the strength of the lay-sisters. He also cites another decree by virtue of which any one bringing into the convent children of whatever age would incur the censures in * flicted on those violating the enclosure. Be careful to hold chapters as often as * the Rule prescribes; and in chapter speak strongly against the more frequent de­ fects, and against any abuse that you may witness. It is not necessary to preach a sermon, but you must speak, and make yourself be heard. III. If you wish others to be observant, you must give them an example of exactness. St. Joseph Calasanctius used to say: “ Woe to the Superior who, by her exam­ ple, destroys the effect of her words!” The Superior is placed on a candlestick from which she is seen by all. How can she expect the sisters to be exact in going to meditation, to the divine office, and to other duties of the Community, if she be frequently absent ? She will not even have courage to complain of their negligence; and should she speak of it, her words will make but lit­ tle impression; for the sisters will attend more to her example than to her words. Be careful to be present at all the exercises of the Community, particularly at men­ tal prayer, of which the Superior has greater need than the sisters; for she requires a double portion of food, one for herself and the other for the religious. In med­ itation you ought to beg of the Lord, in a special man­ ner, to assist you by his light and aid, to bear the bur­ den that has been imposed upon you. Endeavor to be present at the divine office and at the common meals; should you be absent, many irregularities will probably occur. 672 Particular Admonitions [chap. χχπι. Abstain with great care from the use of particular food, dress, or furniture; and tell the religious in office not to pay more attention to you than to the lay-sisters. Be assured that if you avail yourself of the authority of your office to obtain special conveniences for yourself or your relatives, you will excite the criticism and dis­ satisfaction of the whole Community. IV. Endeavor to govern the Community by yourself and not by others. It is an occasion of great annoyance and disquietude to the nuns to be obliged to obey a person who is not Superior. Be careful, then, not to depend on the advice of a single sister; it would be still worse if she were a lay-sister. In matters of moment, first recommend yourself to God, then ask the opinion of more than one of the religious, and do what appears best to you; but in general you ought to follow the ma­ jority of the counsellors. Be careful to treat all with equal attention, and do not show partiality to any sister, unless sickness or some other just cause require it. In the distribution of offices take particular care not to be . carried away by passion or by human respect, but be guided by Christian prudence, otherwise you must ren­ der to God an account of the evils that follow. V. Be humble and affable to all. Imagine that be­ cause you are Superior you should be the servant of all the sisters. Beware of governing the monastery arro­ gantly. By humility and meekness, not by severity, you will gain the hearts of the sisters, and thus your admonitions and corrections shall be received without murmuring or discontent. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say: “ Love, esteem, and confidence are the chains that bind the hearts of subjects; but these bonds are dissolved by pride.” If you are not affable, the sisters will not feel confi­ dence in making known their wants and afflictions, in SEC. I.] For the Superior. 673 asking the necessary permissions, and informing you of the disorders of the monastery, and thus your govern­ ment will not be successful. It is not enough to have a good heart: if your manner is austere, all will avoid you. It is necessary to listen to all without distinction, when they come to you; otherwise you will know but little of the irregularities that take place, and much less will you be able to repair them. Should any sister appear to be reserved with you, endeavor to gain her confidence by treating her with greater affability. When you have to assign offices or to give employ­ ment to the sisters, or to prohibit anything, be careful to abstain from imposing precepts (unless in cases of absolute necessity), refrain as much as possible from all commanding words, and from speaking in a loud voice. Speak rather in the language of entreaty, saying: Sister, I beg of you to do such a thing; do an act of charity for me; will you do me a favor, etc. In a word, en­ deavor to be loved rather than feared; and do not im­ pose a burden of tw’enty pounds on a sister whom you see unable to bear more than ten. Be meek, particularly in correcting the sisters. St. Ambrose says: “ A friendly correction is more profitable than a turbulent accusation; the former excites shame, the latter provokes indignation. Let the person whom you correct believe you to be a friend rather than an enemy.” 1 A friendly admonition that points out the defect is more useful than a sharp rebuke that excites anger in the person corrected, who must regard you as an affectionate friend rather than as an adversary. St. * John Chrysostom says: “Do you wish to see a brother corrected ?—weep, exhort, embrace his feet, be not ashamed to kiss them (if necessary), if you wish to see 1 “ Plus proficit amica correptio, quam accusatio turbulenta; illa pu­ dorem incutit, hæc indignationem movet. Amicum magis te, qui cor­ ripitur, credat, quam inimicum.”—In Luc. 1. S, c. r~. 674 Particular Admonitions [chap. xxn> him soon cured.” 1 Endeavor with great sweetness and in private to correct the first fault that a sister com­ mits. Should public correction be necessary in conse­ quence of the fault being public, be careful first to cor­ rect the sister in private, praising her on the one hand for her good qualities, and on the other correcting her for the defect; then say to her, that since public correc­ tion is necessary for the good of the Community, she ought not to be displeased at your correcting her before the sisters. Oh ! how much more profitable are admo­ nitions made in this manner than corrections accom­ panied with sharpness and severity. When the Superior acts with meekness, she leads the sisters, as it is com­ monly said, with a thread of silk. The nuns call and regard you as a mother: you, then, should treat them as children, and with maternal affection. It is particularly necessary to treat the aged religious with charity and prudence. In general, says St. Gregory,123 it is useful, as shall be said hereafter, to treat the young with severity when necessary; but with the aged you must have re­ course to entreaties and to sweetness, saying: My sister, you know how much I esteem you; I entreat you not to violate such a rule: we are advanced in years; we must give good example to the young sisters. Sometimes it is necessary to defer correction for a week or a month, till a convenient opportunity occurs, that the admonition may be more fruitful. Medicine administered at the proper time cures an invalid; but if given at an unseasonable time it will kill him. Some­ times it is necessary to shut your eyes and overlook a fault, as if you had not seen it; that is, when the defect 1 “ Vis fratrem corrigere ? Lacryma, exhortare, comprehende pedes, osculari non erubescas, si modo vere mederi vis.”—Ad pop. Ant. hom. 3· 2 “ Juvenes plerumque severitas admonitionis ad profectum dirigit, senes vero deprecatio blanda.”—Past. p. 3, adm. 2. sec. i.] For the Superior. 675 is a light one, confined to the person that commits it, and not imitated by others. We must leave many things to God, and implore of him to apply a remedy. Speaking of the defects of nuns advanced in years, St. Francis de Sales has said, in one of his letters,1 “It is necessary to pay attention to the aged: they cannot be so easily managed; they are not so flexible; for the sinews of the soul, as well as of the body, have grown stiff. But when defects are serious, such as when they give scandal or annoyance to any of the nuns, or are opposed to the observance of any rule, then you must speak. If you remain silent, and dissemble through fear of losing the good-will of any of the sisters, you will lose the good-will of God. It is also necessary, in certain cases, such as when you perceive friendships or aversions, to apply an immediate remedy; for the longer such evils continue, the more difficult it is to repair them. In correcting the religious, it is necessary, as has been said, to use all possible sweetness; but when you see that meekness does not correct the evil, you must, as the Apostle advises, speak strongly: Reprove, entreat, re­ buke? In her intercourse with the sisters, the Superior should have a heart of honey; but in correcting abuses and relaxations of exact observance, she requires a soul of bronze. In the rules of St. Augustine it is said that the Superior should inspire subjects with fear and love, the humble and docile with love, and the proud and obstinate with fear. A certain author says that certain hearts are so obdurate, that they feel only when pierced with a lance; hence, if neither meekness nor severe words are effectual, you must have recourse to pen­ ances, and to severe penances, if the defect be grievous. St. Bonaventure3 used to say, that the difference be’ Lettre 788. 2 “ Argue, obsecra, increpa.”—2 Tim. iv. 2. 3 De Sex A lis, c. 3. 676 Particular Admonitions [chap.xxiii. tween relaxed and observant convents is, not that in exact monasteries there are no defects (for even there the religious are not angels, but men), but that in the former transgressions are not reproved, while in the latter they are corrected and punished. In correcting the religious, I entreat you to attend to two things, that you may be secure against error: the first is, not to have recourse to chastisement (I mean severe chastise­ ment), unless when it is absolutely necessary for the amendment of a sister, or for the example of others. Severe remedies are applied only in diseases that are otherwise incurable. The second is, that you do not show passion in correcting any of the sisters, but that before inflicting punishment you first recommend your­ self to God, then take the advice of others, and after­ wards act according to the best of your judgment. Be careful not to impose penances, nor to correct a sister with severity, as long as you feel disturbed. Some­ times you may think it a duty to repress without delay the insolence of a sister who treats you with disrespect before your face; but I entreat you to abstain for some time from correcting her: otherwise the correction will probably be accompanied with anger, and will be un­ profitable; for the sister will regard it as the fruit of passion, rather than the effect of charity. Besides, when a sister is disturbed by anger, and her mind obscured by passion, the admonition will be of little use. Wait, then, till your and her feelings of displeasure have ceased, and then correct her as you think proper. If the correction must be severe, endeavor always to ad­ minister wine and oil, that is, after the correction, say to the sister, that you love her, that you have done all for her good. When a sister is accused of a fault, do not correct or punish her immediately; but hear first the person ac­ cused, and then, after having examined the matter, act sec. i.] For the Superior. 677 according to your judgment. It sometimes happens that things are seen in a wrong light, and that acts are taken for grievous faults when, perhaps, they are not even trivial defects. Some Superiors believe what they hear without further inquiry, and instantly reprove and punish the accused; such conduct leads to a thou­ sand evils and disturbances, because the representation that has been made is without foundation. May God preserve you from ever seeking revenge against a sister that has opposed or contradicted you, or has spoken disrespectfully of you during the time you are in office: guard, I say, against giving her any pain or humiliation on that account; this would cause very great scandal. You should, whenever it can be done without scruple, rather endeavor to treat with par­ ticular respect and attention any sister that may have opposed you. Thus you will please God, and give great edification to the Community. VI. Be careful never to grant a permission that opens the door to any abuse that may afterwards become general, or give annoyance to the other religious. It is necessary to refuse such permission with firmness, with­ out any regard to friendship, gratitude, or any other human motive. To please others and injure your own soul, is not charity, but folly. But with regard to per­ mission or dispensations that are reasonable, and do no injury to the Community, it is necessary to grant them with facility, unless you wish to see many violations of Rule, which, when committed without leave, are real transgressions. It is on this account that Superiors have power to dispense with the rules in particular cases, for dispensations are frequently necessary, or at least useful. VII. Be careful to provide for all the wants of the sisters, particularly with regard to food and clothing. 678 Particîdar Admonitions [chap, xxiii. St. Antonine says,1 that a Superior that does not supply the religious with necessaries, when he can conveniently do so, and thus gives occasion to them to retain some­ thing for their particular use, cannot be excused from mortal sin. Some Superiors make the Community suffer, in order to erect new buildings, and to adorn the church with ornaments of marble and silver. Certain monasteries have superfluous revenues, and the religious suffer from want; but all have not sufficient fervor to bear the want of necessaries, and thus the monastery goes to ruin. I entreat you to be liberal rather than par­ simonious to the sisters, if you expect them to be exact in the observance of the Rule; and therefore abstain from new improvements that are not necessary, unless you wish to see the material house adorned, and the spiritual edifice brought to ruin. Be particularly careful to see the sick well treated, and supplied with medicine and food; endeavor to the best of your ability to procure for them every comfort of which they stand in need. The care of the sick ought to be one of the principal concerns of a Superior. Our Lord recommended the care of the sick, in a special manner, to St. Teresa. When you know that a sister is ill, go immediately to visit her, and if she stands in need of a physician, send for one, and charge the other sisters to be attentive to her wants. While her illness con­ tinues, take care to inquire whether she is well attended; and do not omit to visit her frequently. Father Leonard of Port Maurice remarks that the Superior should not be very condescending to those who, in every little ill­ ness, seek particular attention and exemption from the common exercises; for much condescension to them might cause scandal and abuses injurious to general observance. So much regarding the care of the temporalities; but ' P. 2, tit. 9, c. 5, § 3· SEC. I.] For the Superior. 679 you should pay far greater attention to the spiritual con­ cerns of the monastery. Be careful, then, to see that the spiritual exercises be made every year for eight or ten days, in solitude and with devotion ; do not spare trouble, or a little expense, in order to procure, according to the best of your ability, a person well qualified to give the meditations and in­ structions to the religious. Expenditure of this kind con­ tributes far more to the glory of God than the expense of music, of costly ornaments, and of repasts. Ask the eccles­ iastical Superior to procure a suitable person to give the spiritual exercises. Above all, be careful to provide the religious with an extraordinary confessor, at least four times a year, and to make the sisters present themselves to him, if not for confession, at least for his blessing according to Canons 521 and 566, n. 4. Do not imagine that the extraordinary confessor is useless, since no one asks for him ; for she that rarely asks for him may be most in need of him. Fearing that it may be suspected that her con­ science is disturbed, she will not ask for one; and in the mean time, by going to the ordinary confessor, she con­ tinues to make sacrilegious confessions and Communions. Oh! how great the account that certain Superiors will have to render to God for the neglect of this duty! I entreat you to attend to it. Be careful always to give the extra­ ordinary confessor, or the new ordinary confessor, the in­ formation necessary for the direction of the Community. I would, moreover, recommend to you to see to it that in your church the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass be cele­ brated with the respect and devotion due to Jesus Christ. I say, in a special little work that I have written on this subject, that those priests # that say Mass in a hurried manner (some of them finish Mass in less than a quarter of an hour) cannot be excused from mortal sin 680 Particular Admonitions [chap.xxiii. on account of the grave irreverence of which they are guilty towards the great sacrifice, as well as on account of the great scandal that they give to the people. How disgraceful, therefore, to see religious, who are anxious to hear several Masses, extolling such precipitate Masses, and those unworthy priests that deserve to be expelled from all the churches ! There is perhaps no church in which Masses are said so unbecomingly as in the churches of religious; and why?—because the religious wish to have short Masses. What a disorder ! and J repeat, what a shame ! You, therefore, who are the Superior, endeavor to keep from your church these undevout priests who say Mass hurriedly. Λ single Mass well celebrated inspires more devotion than a hundred Masses said hastily and disrespectfully. VIII. Let us now say a few words on the music and singing of nuns. In itself, singing in the church is good, because it is intended to praise God; but it sometimes happens that in the singing of nuns, vanity and the devil have a greater share than God. Some one may ask, What evil is there in singing? I answer, in the first place, that there is a loss of time, and a great loss of time; for music is an art which, if not perfectly learned, not only does not delight, but gives positive displeasure. In the second place, it is an occasion of a thousand distractions, and sometimes of irreverence. How unbecoming is the mariner in which in many convents the nuns sing the Lessons in Holy Week ! Young men go there not out of devotion, but for the purpose of hearing this or that nun sing, and at the end applaud her in a loud voice, just as is done in the theatre. The devils re-echo this applause, as may be seen in the following incident related by Father Leon­ ard of Port Maurice.' While a brother of a religious 1 Man. p. 2, § 18. sec. i.] For the Superior. 681 Community was singing with much vanity in the church of his convent, a voice was heard saying: Bravo, bravo ! Quite flattered by such applause, the singer became still more vain, and continued singing. He finally noticed that the church was filled with smoke and an insupport­ able stench, and at once understood who had been ap­ plauding him. Do you think that a religious that sings a solo inspires with devotion the men that are present? For myself I do not believe so;—temptation, indeed, but not devotion. Thirdly, it may sometimes be an occasion of losing God; for it may sometimes be necessary to take lessons from men, and perhaps from young men. In such lessons the devil may gain much. Do not imagine that I speak in this manner because 1 am an enemy to music: on the contrary, I am fond of music, and when a secular, I devoted a good deal of time to it (it were better that I had devoted it to the love of God). I do not disapprove of nuns singing the plain chant, nor even the figured chant in unison, in imitation of the plain chant. But I say that it is not at all becoming in a nun to sing alone the figured chant. If the figured chant has not been in­ troduced into your monastery, I entreat you to guard against its introduction. Should it be unfortunately introduced, I entreat you to do everything in your power to abolish it, or to prevent, at least, young men, teachers of music, from coming to the house. IX. Lastly, be careful to give to the lay-sisters suf­ ficient time for meditation, for Communion, and some other devotions: if you do not, you should not complain that they are disobedient, proud, and without devotion. If you do not give them the opportunity of adopting the means of acquiring devotion, how can you expect them to be devout? I entreat you to recommend to those who are in office to read the admonitions that I here subjoin, regarding fjfl 682 Particular Admonitions [chap, xxiii. their duties, that each may know her principal obliga­ tions, and the manner of performing them. II. For the Vicar or Assistant. I. If you have been elected assistant, know that your office obliges you to a general superintendence of the monastery, and particularly of the lay-sisters, and there­ fore you should frequently visit them, in order to see if they fulfil their duties. II. Be most affable to all the sisters, and listen to all that come to speak to you. Many nuns feel a reluctance to mention their troubles to the Superior, and will have recourse to you. Therefore, when they come, inspire them with confidence, that they may freely disclose their inquietudes, and endeavor to provide for their wants, according to the best of your ability; and when you cannot comfort them, apply to the Superior in their be­ half. But do not arrogate to yourself authority that you do not possess: you are the servant of the Superior, and should therefore depend on her in all matters of importance. III. For the Mistress of Novices. I. The mistress of novices should be a person of great fervor and prudence; for the good of the monastery depends entirely on the education of the novices, who have afterwards, in their turn, to govern the Community. Many of the admonitions given to the Superior are applicable to you: such as to give an example of all the virtues in which you instruct the novices; not to show partiality to any novice, by praising her, keeping her near you, or showing her attention that excites surprise sec. in.] For the Mistress of Novices 683 and discontent among her companions; to correct those that commit a fault, correcting with sweetness, and without anger. Hence you would do well to read the admonitions to the Superior. (See III., IV., V.) With regard to correction, the mistress of novices should be more rigid than the Superior; you should not overlook any fault without correcting it. II. Besides the instructions to which I have referred, there are others peculiar to your office. The first is, to be discreet, and not to require too much from young persons that are but little advanced in spiritual life. You must endeavor to lead them to perfection by degrees, according to the strength that you perceive in them. You should not show partiality, as has been said: but holy prudence requires that not all be treated in the same way. One is timid, and must be treated with greater kindness: another is haughty and obstinate; she must be treated with greater rigor. Another is very much under the influence of shame, and may be in danger of concealing a sin in confession; another is too affectionate, and is in danger of forming particular friendships. In these and similar occasions be careful to remove each of the novices from the danger to which she may be exposed. The second admonition is, not to permit the novices to be familiar with the religious, or with the postulants, much less with one another; be careful, then, not to al­ low them to wander about the monastery without a companion. Do not permit them to read profane books, to indulge in vanity of dress, or to write useless letters. Father Leonard of Port Maurice relates that in a certain monastery, a young person, by an epistolary corre­ spondence, contracted an intimacy with a young man, which led her into a mortal sin of thought. Through shame she concealed the sin in confession, and was guilty of many sacrileges. She was seized with a 12 684 Particular Admonitions [chap, xxiii. mortal disease, and died impenitent. After death she appeared to an uncle, and said to him: “Behold the niece whom you watched over with so much caution ! I am damned for a sin of thought, which I concealed from my confessor.” Be also careful frequently to re­ mind the novices of the eternal maxims, saying, for example: “Sooner or later, we must die. What shall become of us on the day of judgment? Everything in this world will have an end. Miserable the soul that is damned.” Recommend them frequently to practise de­ votion to the Passion of Jesus Christ, and to his divine Mother, if they wish to become saints. III. Above all, inculcate on the novices the observance of their rules, on which you are bound by your office to instruct them frequently; for, as has been already said, the observance of her rules is the only means by which a religious can become a saint. IV. For the Bursar, I. It is necessary for you to guard against two ex­ tremes—extravagance, and excessive parsimony. With regard to the former, be careful not to violate justice, nor to injure the convent by spending more than you ought, in order to gain the esteem of the religious. With regard to the second, do not violate charity to­ wards the nuns, by not attending sufficiently to their wants, in order to gain the name of a good economist, by saving a large sum of money during the time of your office. Be careful to provide for the nuns according to the best of your ability. II. Be careful also not to omit your devotions, nor to live like a secular, through an excessive solicitude to save for the monastery. It is true that your office obliges you to treat with externs, to keep the accounts, sec. v.] For the Sacristan. 685 to be sometimes absent from choir and from the com­ mon exercises: but be careful to cut off useless dis­ courses; and when it can be done without inconven­ ience, put off till the next day the business that might interfere with meditation, Communion, examination of conscience, or spiritual reading. The monastery does not require that, in order to serve the Community, you should lead a life of dissipation. III. Take care, also, not to enter into disputes with seculars, about the price of their goods, nor with work­ men about the wages for their labor. You must do these things, not like a worldling, but like a religious. It would be still worse to appropriate to your own use anything that you save by excessive parsimony. Whatsoever you acquire is the property of the monas­ tery; and all that you save by a culpable or blameless thriftiness belongs not to you, but to the convent V. For the Sacristan. I. Entertain a great esteem for your office, all the duties of which remind you of your Spouse. The hosts, the vestments, the sacred vessels, corporals, purificators, candles, and flowers remind you of him. You should discharge all your duties with devotion and recollection, frequently renewing your intention of honoring the Most Holy Sacrament. And in passing before the Holy Eucharist, do not omit to bend the knee with reverence. II. Be reserved with the chaplains, and still more re­ served with persons that serve Mass; speak to them only when necessary. III. Treat your companion with great charity and respect. Be not disturbed when she does anything that you do not approve; and be still more careful not to yield to any word of anger or complaint. Do what is in 686 Particular Admonitions [cijap. xxi^ your power, and when there is anything to be done that you are unable to do, ask her to assist you, but always in the language of meekness, saying: I pray you to help me; do this act of charity for me; have patience with me; and the like. IV. Be careful, above all things, not to expend, through vanity, more than others have ordinarily expended. I say ordinarily, for you should not follow the example of a person that has been extravagant: for such vanity she will suffer many years in purgatory, if she escapes hell; and do you wish to be her companion in that place of suffering? I entreat you to read what has been said on this subject, in Chapter IX. § II.1 Be assured that you will have to give a great account to God, if you intro­ duce or continue an abuse that will be the cause of a thousand sins. Finally, I recommend to you, as I have recommended to the bursar, not to lead a life of dissipation in consequence of attending too much to your office. Do all for God, and not for vanity, and every­ thing will go on well. VI. For the Attendant at the Turn, and for the Portress. I. Be not idle at the turn, or at the door: employ the little moments of your time in working, or in reading; or at least in recollection with God, looking occasionally at some sacred image. When you open the door, cast down your eyes, if you wish not to ex­ pose yourself to a thousand faults and a thousand temptations. II. Do not, I say, remain idle; but do not neglect the duty of opening the door, and give without delay the messages to the nuns as often as it may be necessary. Offer the trouble and annoyance to God, and it will be 1 Vol. X. sec. vu.] For the Infirmarian. 687 more profitable to you than prayer. You must, how­ ever, observe that should a person having a bad inten­ tion present himself in order to speak with a nun, you cannot call this nun without danger of committing a grievous sin, since you would then co-operate with the evil. Under such circumstances answer firmly that the sister is engaged, and that she cannot come. You must act in the same way in regard to letters that are sent to suspected persons or are received from them. On this account you will perhaps hear complaints from different quarters; but it is better to hear these com­ plaints than those that God will make. If, however, you have not the courage to do this, give up your charge rather than expose yourself to the danger of being forever lost. III. Be careful to lock the inner as well as the outer doors at the hours prescribed. Be also on your guard lest anything should enter the convent that might in­ jure its inmates, such as children, dogs, immodest pict­ ures, and the like. And then, what a shame is it not to see the convent door wide open, and seculars, men and women, occupied in joking and laughing with the re­ ligious ! As soon as you notice this, take care to close the door; your office of portress imposes upon you not only the obligation to open and close the door, but also to prevent every disorder that may occur at the door. VII. For the Infirmarian. I. Your office is one of great importance and of great merit, if you fulfil it as you ought. In order to fulfil your office well, be careful to recognize in the sick the person of Jesus Christ, who says that he accepts the aid that we give the sick, as given to himself. I was sick and you visited Me) 1 “ Infirmus (eram) et visitastis me.”—Matt. xxv. 3G 688 Particular Admonitions [chap. xxm. Hence, you require, in the first place, great charity in assisting the sick, according to the utmost of your ability. Do not be uneasy if you sometimes lose the sermon, or if you are unable to hear the usual number of Masses, or to attend at your other devotions; you will gain far greater merit by assisting one of your sisters in religion. Sympathize with her in her pains, and give her as many bodily comforts as you can; if you are obliged to refuse something, because it would be injurious to her, at least console her by your words. Repeat from time to time some spiritual maxim, re­ mind her of the sorrows of Jesus Christ, and should it be agreeable to her, read some spiritual book for her. Be on your guard not to reproach her with being the cause of her illness by eating to excess, or by remaining too long in the garden or on the terrace. Do not show, by your manner or otherwise, that you feel weary of attending her; do not thus add to the pain of an afflicted sister. And when you see that she suffers from head­ ache, tell the nuns in the cell to retire, or at least not to raise their voice. Be careful to give her at the proper time the medicines prescribed Should she refuse them, remind her of her obligation to obey the physician; and should she still refuse, send for the Superior, or for some of the religious who will persuade her to obey. Secondly, be careful to practise humility in attending your sisters in sickness, though they should be the humblest lay-sisters in the convent; do not disdain to serve them in all their wants. These are the most noble acts of a religious, or of a Christian. Thirdly, you require great patience in attending the sick, during the whole time of their illness and Con­ valescence. Tedious maladies weary the tepid infirmarian, but not the religious that has an ardent love of Jesus Christ. Fourthly, you require great meekness in bearing with sec. vu.] For the Infir mar ian. 689 a sick sister, who, instead of thanking you, complains of you, and appears incapable of being satisfied with all the services that you render her; but you must bear with her, and pity her in her sufferings. There are certain infirmarians that cannot hear a word of com­ plaint from the sick without resenting it. If this be your character, endeavor to give up your office; other­ wise you will injure yourself and the sick. A brother of the Society of Jesus used to answer the complaints of the sick by saying: Pardon me, for I am stupid; and in spite of their complaints, he would continue to assist them with the same attention and cheerfulness. You should act in this manner. IL Be careful not to judge that any sick sister only pretends to be ill; and be still more careful not to say that her illness is only imaginary. On the other hand, when the malady is considered dangerous, do not de­ ceive the sister, but speak plainly to her, and say: “My sister, your recovery is not beyond hope, but your disease is mortal: it appears that God wishes to call you to paradise. I know that you are prepared, but if you have any scruple do not lose time. I will send for the confessor. The holy sacraments are conducive to the health of the soul and body. We all pray for the restoration of your health; but in the end we must all conform to the will of God.” Should your speaking in this manner disturb the sick sister, have patience with her. Shall religious be treated like seculars, who are not warned of their danger until their recovery is past hope? —a deplorable abuse that sends many souls to hell. As soon, then, as you hear from the physician that a sick sister is in danger, take care that she be fortified by the sacraments, particularly if you have any suspicion that her conscience is troubled. I say that an infirmarian that fulfils her office as she ought is a source of joy to the monastery, and renders herself the beloved of God 690 Particular Admonitions [chap.xxiii. VIII. For the Counsellors. I. When your advice is asked, be careful, before you give an answer, to understand well the question pro­ posed; and should you ever find that, because it was founded on error, the counsel that you gave was unjust, you are obliged to retract it. IL Tell freely what you think before God; and in giving your opinion, be not influenced by the considera­ tion that the Superior, or any other religious that is your friend, thinks the contrary. The Rule requires that consultations should be held on matters of im­ portance; that in these consultations each sister may speak her sentiments freely, and that thus the best counsel may be adopted. If you are influenced by human respect, disadvantageous contracts, useless ex­ penditure, unjust punishments, and other evils will be permitted. III. AVhen you see any serious irregularity in the con­ vent, you should inform the Superior of it, that she may apply a remedy. But in doing this attend to two things: First, after having done your duty, be not dis­ turbed if the Superior does not do what you think ought to be done; secondly, be not too importunate in speaking to the Superior on the affairs of the Community: you should speak to her only on matters of some importance. IX. For the Lay-sisters. What is said for the lay-sisters may be also useful to those that have the care of instructing and admonishing them. I wish, first, to say a word to the choir nuns on their conduct towards the lay-sisters. sec. lx.] For the Lay-sisters. 691 You, O choir sister, complain that some of the laysisters are arrogant, disobedient, indevout, that they in­ jure the property of the monastery, and sometimes give it away to externs. But who, I ask, is the cause of their misdeeds? You are the cause of this. You keep them at work the whole day; you do not give them sufficient time to make mental prayer, to frequent the sacraments, to visit Jesus Christ on the altar, to read or hear a spiri­ tual reading, or to hear Mass on week-days; and after­ wards you complain that they are imperfect and inde­ vout. How can you expect that they will be fervent in the exercises of piety if you deprive them of the means of acquiring devotion? Such is the manner in which lay-sisters are sometimes treated; for such treatment certain nuns will have to give a great account to God. I shall now address the lay-sisters. I. Dear sister, you should understand that your state is a state of humility, and that it is particularly by humility that you are to become a saint. You should be humble towards all, even your companions, but par­ ticularly towards the choir nuns, by endeavoring always to speak to them with great respect, and to serve them as much as you can without neglecting the duties you owe to the Community. And should they ever say a disagreeable word, bear it with patience, and be careful not to answer them as if you were their equal. Had you remained in the world, would you dare to answer your mistress as you now answer the nuns? You cer­ tainly would not; and why should you, now that you are a religious, forget what you are? You should not be puffed up with vanity because the nuns call you sister, or because you sit at the same table with them: you have come to be a servant, and as such you have been professed; you must then serve, and serve with humility; for to serve with pride is not to serve. Π. Be obedient in the office in which you are placed; 692 Particular Admonitions [chap.xxjh. and obey without reply and without delay. Do not go about examining whether your companions attend to their work, or spend their time in idleness; attend only to yourself: the more you labor, the more merit you will gain before God, if you work with the intention of pleas­ ing him. You will thus merit a greater reward than the nuns that hear many Masses, or are employed in spiritual reading; because in all your toils and labors you per­ fectly fulfil the divine will, and in this all sanctity con­ sists. Do not say, then, that you have come to the convent to serve God and not to be a drudge; for you are to serve God by laboring for the Community, and by serving the nuns. III. Be careful, if the Superior does not appoint it for you, to ask a little time for mental prayer, for Com­ munion, for hearing Mass, and visiting the Blessed Sac­ rament, etc. And when time is given you for these exer­ cises, be careful not to spend it in idle chat, or, as some do, in going about the monastery. You who are a laysister must be very avaricious of the time that is allowed to you; you must be careful not to lose a single moment of it; for you are obliged to attend to the service of the Community. If you do not serve the Community, who else is to serve it? But, during your work, who can hinder you from be­ ing recollected in God ? Make frequent acts of love, and fervent petitions, saying: My Jesus, mercy; my God, assist me; give me Thy love, etc. At least recite the “ Hail Mary,’’ or other vocal prayers. Do not say any more that you are abandoned. Seek God and you shall find him. But you must love silence; speak when your business requires you to speak, but avoid contention, and cut short all useless discourses. And for that pur­ pose keep at a distance from those that are prone to talk. Avoid particularly the discontented, who some­ times express their discontent in uncharitable language. SEC. IX.] J;or the Lay-sisters. IV. I recommend to you the practice of holy poverty. I fear that some lay-sisters go to hell on account of the violation of the vow of poverty; they are intrusted with the care of the goods of the monastery; if then they give them to externs, or neglect to preserve them, how can they expect salvation ? Be careful to preserve, with the greatest care, the things that are given to you in charge; and should others ask them of you, answer with firmness that they are not yours, and that you cannot damn yourself for their sake. If you wish to assist any one through charity, do it with the permission of the Superior. Do not make your entrance into religion the occasion of your own damnation. 694 Rule of Life, [CHAP. XXIV. CHAPTER XXIV. RULE OF LIFE FOR A RELIGIOUS THAT DESIRES TO BECOME A SAINT. I. Rising in the Morning. As soon as you hear the signal for rising, imitate the infant on awakening, that instantly looks for its mother’s milk: the moment you awake raise your heart to God by an act of love, offer him the actions of the day, and beg of him to assist you. You must, then, according to the advice of St. Teresa, not remain turning in bed, but rise immediately, as if the bed were on fire; other­ wise you will, as I have said in another place, lose the flower of merit. While you are dressing, do not lose your time, but employ it in repeating some ejaculation or prayer; for example: “My God, I wish only for Thee, and noth­ ing more. I offer Thee all that I shall do and suffer during this day. My Jesus, mercy. Lord, assist me al­ ways, and make me do Thy will,” etc. You will do well to use such ejaculations in the intervals between your actions, such as in going to choir, to the refectory, or in the occupations that do not require application of mind. These moments employed in this manner produce great fruit in the course of time. As soon as you are dressed, place yourself before the crucifix, and make the morning acts of thanksgiving, of love, of oblation of all your actions and prayers during the day. And, above all, ask with fervor help from Jesus and Mary, to serve God well during the day. SEC. IL] Mental Prayer. 695 Mental Prayer. With regard to mental prayer, I do not intend to re­ peat here what has been already said on this subject in Chapter XV. I will only say a few words on the manner of making it. After the three acts—of faith in the presence of God, of humility, and petition to God for light—always read the point, or listen to another reading it, and then stop to reflect on the sentiment that has made the greatest impression upon you. Afterwards make pious affections towards God, such as acts of thanksgiving, of humiliation, of confidence, and, above all, of contrition and of love, and petitions to God for light and help, for resignation to his will, and for the gift of his love. And when you feel aridity, em­ ploy yourself then particularly in praying for God’s graces. It will be enough to say and repeat: My Jesus, mercy. My God, assist me. Finally, cast a glance at your conscience, and see if there is anything in it displeasing to God; remove what­ ever you find to be offensive to him, and make a par­ ticular resolution to correct the fault. Be careful always to make meditation as well in the morning as in the evening. Should you on any day be unable to make your usual meditation, make at least a part of it. Be persuaded that you will never make progress in perfection unless you have a great love for mental prayer. III. The Divine Office. It is necessary to say something on the divine office, as it has not been treated in the body of the work. All men should be continually employed on this earth 696 Rule of Life. [chah. xxiv. in thanking the Lord for his benefits, and in asking the graces necessary for the attainment of salvation. But be­ cause seculars live in the midst of the distractions arising from worldly concerns, the holy Church wishes that in her name, and in the name of all Christians, ecclesiastics and religious should praise God, and pray for the whole world, by reciting the divine office, which is nothing more than a memorial or petition composed by God himself, that he may the more readily hear our prayers, and relieve our wants. Hence, a hundred private prayers have not as much efficacy as a single petition offered in the divine office. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi used to say, that, in comparison with the divine office, all other prayers are of little merit. Hence, when she heard the bell for the office, she exulted with joy, and giving up every occupation, she ran to the choir, thinking that she was going to perform the office of the angels in praising God, and imploring graces for poor sinners. St. Catha­ rine of Bologna felt such joy in reciting the office, that she desired to end her life in chanting the Psalms; and she would say that a nun that persevered till death in reciting the office in the choir, might be ranked among the saints. But it is not enough to say the office: it is necessary to say it as it ought to be said—with reverence and at tention. If you say it with distraction, rolling the eyes about on dissipating objects, or what is worse, occasion­ ally smiling, and speaking without necessity, know that a severe purgatory is prepared for you in the next life. It is related of two nuns, that for inattention of this kind they were condemned to severe torments. A Cis­ tercian nun called Gertrude appeared after death to a companion, and said that she was suffering in purgatory for not having observed silence in reciting the office. St. Antonine1 relates that a holy Father once saw a devil 1 Sumin. p. 2. tit. 9, c. 12, § 3. Divine Office. sec. in.] 697 in the choir putting several things into a bag. Being asked what he was doing, the evil spirit answered that he was laying up all the words and syllables omitted or badly pronounced by the religious, in order to charge them with their inattention at the judgment-seat of God. In the life of St. Lutgarde1 we read that God sent a plague into a convent of nuns, in punishment of the negligent manner in which they recited the office. Prayer made with attention is an odoriferous incense that is very pleasing to God, and obtains treasures of graces. But, on the other hand, prayer made without devotion and with distraction is a fetid smoke, that pro­ vokes the divine wrath; for God himself said to St. Bridget that they that recite the divine office negligent­ ly, dishonor him more than they glorify him. Hence, St. Thomas says 2 that he who prays with voluntary dis­ traction (though the prayer be not of obligation) is not exempt from sin, for he appears to treat God with con­ tempt—just as a person that speaks to others without at­ tending to what he says is guilty of disrespect towards them. In the Cistercian chronicles we find an account of the celebrated vision that St. Bernard had one night, while he chanted the Psalms in choir along with his monks. At the right hand of each monk he saw an angel writ­ ing: some of the angels wrote in letters of gold, others in letters of silver; some wrote with ink, others with water; others, in fine, held the pen in the hand without writing at all. Our Lord afterwards gave the saint to understand that the letters of gold signified the fervor with which some of the monks recited the office; the letters of silver represented prayers said with devotion, but with less fervor; the letters of ink denoted attention to the pronunciation of the words, without devotion; and the letters of water indicated the negligence of 1 16 Jun. s 2. 2, q. S3, a. 13. 698 Riile of Life. [CHAP. XXIV. those that were distracted, and paid but little attention to the words that they pronounced with the tongue. Finally, the angels that were not writing at all denoted the irreverence of those that were voluntarily dis­ tracted. I hope, dear sister, that you are not one of those who, in saying the office, are voluntarily distracted. A person is understood to be voluntarily distracted when, after adverting to the thought that distracts him, he attends to it, although he sees that it takes away his attention from the office. Be careful henceforth to recite the of­ fice with proper attention. You go through the labor of reciting the office, and will you, for the sake of avoid­ ing the little trouble or exertion necessary to say it with due attention, voluntarily lose the merit of it, and ren­ der yourself deserving of punishment ? Adopt, then, the following method: When you enter the choir, after blessing yourself with holy water, first adore the Most Holy Sacrament, offer to the honor of Jesus Christ the office you are going to recite, ask his assistance, and then go to your place, and imagine that the Lord is looking at you from heaven, that his ears are attentive to the prayers that you recite, and that the angels are present to offer your petitions to God. While the relig­ ious were one day reciting Matins, Blessed Herman saw a multitude of angels with golden censers in their hands, offering to God the prayers of the religious. Be not disturbed at the distractions you suffer in the office; as long as they are not voluntary they are not sinful. God compassionates the misery of our nature. Thoughts frequently enter the mind without being wil­ ful, and when not wilful, they are not displeasing to God. St. Thomas says * that even souls rapt in contem­ plation cannot remain long on high, but are drawn down by the weight of human misery to involuntary 1 2. 2, q. 83, a. 13 sec. nr.] Divine Office. 699 distractions. Endeavor, not only in the beginning but also during the course of the office, to renew your atten­ tion from time to time, such as at the beginning of each Psalm. You already know that, according to St. Thomas and the generality of divines, there are three kinds of atten­ tion to the office: to the words, to the sense, and to God. To the words, by endeavoring to pronounce them dis­ tinctly. To the sense, by attending to the signification of the words. To God, by adoring him, loving him, and asking his graces. Any of the three is sufficient for the fulfilment of the obligation of saying the office; but he that recites it merely with attention to the words, with­ out attention to the sense or to God, will never say it with devotion or fruit. Endeavor, then, to excite in your heart the sentiments you read. It is true that many passages of the Psalms are obscure, but many of them are also clear, and are full of petitions, of affec­ tions of love, of confidence, and of contrition. The most perfect kind of attention is attention to God; and in order to practise this kind of attention it will be particularly useful to meditate, during the differ­ ent parts of the office, on different circumstances of the Passion. For example, during the first Nocturn you can meditate on the washing of the feet; during the second, on the institution of the Most Holy Sacrament; and during the third, on the prayer of our Lord in the garden. During Lauds, on his capture, and on the maltreatment that he received in the house of Caiphas; during Prime, on his scourging; during Tierce, on the crowning with thorns; during Sext, on the journey to Calvary; at None, on the three hours that Jesus re­ mained hanging on the cross; at Vespers, on his death; and during Complin, on his burial. But the medita­ tions should not be so profound, nor be made with such application of the mind as to fatigue the head. They • 13 700 [CHAP. XXIV. should be made with sweetness, so that the mind may be assisted with holy thoughts, and may at the same time attend, in some manner, to the words recited by the other side of the choir. Every time you say the Pater noster, apply the heart in a special manner to the words, sanctificetur nomen tuum, by which you mean to say, Lord, make Thyself known and loved by all. Adveniat regnum tuum ; reign in our hearts by grace in this life, and by glory in the next. Fiat voluntas tua sicut in cœlo et in terra ; grant that Thy will may be done on earth as the saints do it in heaven. In saying the Gloria Patri, you can make different affec­ tions: of faith, of thanksgiving, of complacency in the felicity of God, and of desire to honor him and to suffer for his glory. St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi, in saying the Gloria Patri, always bowed down her head, intend­ ing to offer it to the executioner in honor of the faith; and she sometimes made this act with such fervor, that she became pale as if she felt that her head was about to be cut off. In repeating the Ave Maria so often in the office, you can obtain many graces through this di­ vine mother. Such is the manner of reciting the divine praises with devotion, and with great advantage to yourself. Some nuns esteem and call the divine office a great burden; and I say that they who say it without devotion, and with an anxious desire to finish it soon, have reason to call it so. For they have to toil for two hours, or at least for an hour and a half, in reciting it without relish, and with great pain. But to good religious who say the office with devotion, offering to God holy affections and petitions, it gives spiritual delight; and if it be called a burden, it is, as has been said in another place, the burden of the wings that raise the soul to God, and unite it more closely to him. J For the instruction of nuns, and to relieve them from SEC. III.] Divine Office, 701 uneasiness of conscience, I will here subjoin the privi­ leges that have been granted to them by the Sovereign Pontiffs. i. Clement VII. granted to all religious who are sick, and to the infirmarians, the privilege of being able to satisfy the obligation of the divine office by saying six or seven psalms assigned by the Superior, along with seven Paters and two Credos. Martin V. granted to re­ ligious that are in a state of convalescence the privilege of fulfilling the obligation of the office, by reciting the part of it that their confessor may assign. Observe, that by the sick I mean those that labor under an in­ firmity, which of itself would not excuse them from the office. Observe, also, that privileges granted to religious of the male sex are also granted to nuns; for what is granted to the former is understood to be granted to the latter, in all that is accommodated to them, and reciprocally. 2. Leo X. granted permission to religious to anticipate the long offices, and to reserve the short offices for days on which they are more busily employed. 3. Innocent IV. granted to the nuns of St. Clare (and through them to all nuns who have enclosure, for they all partake of one another’s privileges) permission to comply with the divine office, by reciting the office of laysisters when there is any reasonable cause, such as when they are tormented with scruples, or greatly fatigued, or when they were employed for the greater part of the day in useful occupations, or when, in the opinion of the Superior or confessor, they are not as yet well in­ structed in the office of the choir nuns; and nuns can avail themselves of this privilege without permission of the Superior, because it was granted absolutely and without any condition.’ 1 Sa Imantic. Theol. mor. tr. 16, c. 3, n. 55-62. 702 Rule of Life. [CHAP. XXIV, IV. The Hearing· of Mass. In order to hear Mass with devotion, it is necessary to know that the sacrifice of the altar is the same as that which was once offered on Calvary, with this difference, that on Calvary the blood of Jesus Christ was really shed, but on the altar it is shed only in a mystical manner. Had you been present on Calvary, with what devotion and tenderness would you have attended that great sacrifice! Enliven your faith, then, and consider that the same action is performed on the altar, and that the same sacrifice is offered not only by the priest, but also by all that attend Mass. Thus, all perform, in a certain manner, the office of priests during the celebration of the Mass, in which the merits of the Passion of our Saviour are applied to us in a particular manner. It is, moreover, necessary to know that the sacrifice of the Mass has been instituted for four ends: i. To honor God; 2. To satisfy for our sins; 3. To thank God for his benefits; 4. To obtain the divine graces. The following is a method that will enable us to hear Mass with great fruit: 1. By the oblation of the person of jesus Christ, Govt and man, to the Eternal Father, we give to God infinite honor—we give him greater honor than he would receive from the oblation of the lives of all men and all angels. 2. By the oblation of Jesus Christ in the Mass, we offer to God a complete satisfaction for all the sins of men, and especially for the sins of those that are present at Mass; to whom is applied the same divine blood by which the human race was redeemed on Calvary. Thus, by each Mass more satisfaction is made to God than by any other expiatory work. But although the Mass is of infinite value, God accepts it only in a finite manner, ac- sec. Holy Mass. iv.] 703 cording to the dispositions of those that are present at the holy sacrifice, and therefore it is useful to hear several Masses. 3. In the Mass we render to God an adequate thanks­ giving for all the benefits that he has bestowed upon us. 4. During the Mass we can obtain all the graces that we desire for ourselves and for others. We are un­ worthy of receiving any grace from God, but Jesus Christ has given us the means of obtaining all graces, if, while we offer him to God in the Mass, we ask them of the eternal Father in his name, for then Jesus himself unites with us in prayer. If you knew that while you pray to the Lord, the divine Mother, along with all paradise, united with you, with what confidence would you pray ’. Now when you ask of God any grace during the Mass, Jesus (whose prayers are more efficacious than the prayers of all heaven together) prays for you, and offers in your behalf the merits of his Passion. You will do well, then, to divide the Mass into four parts, in the following manner. i. From the Beginning till After the Gospel. Offer the sacrifice of the Mass to honor God, saying: My God, I adore Thy Majesty; I would wish to honor Thee as much as Thou deservest; but what honor can I, a miserable sinner, give Thee? I offer Thee the honor that Jesus renders to Thee on this altar. 2. After the Gospel till the Elevation. Offer the sacrifice in satisfaction for your sins, saying: Lord, I detest above every evil all the offences that I have given Thee: I am sorry for them above all things, and in satisfaction for them I offer Thy Son, who sacri­ fices himself again for us on this altar, and through his merits I pray Thee to pardon me and to give me holy perseverance. 704 [CHAP. XXIV. 3. After the Elevation till Communion. Offer Jesus to the Eternal Father in thanksgiving fot all the graces that he has bestowed upon you, saying: Lord, I am unable to thank Thee; I offer Thee the blood of Jesus Christ in this Mass, and in all the Masses that are at this moment celebrated throughout the world. 4. After Communion till the End. You will ask with confidence the graces of which you stand in need, and particularly sorrow for your sins, the gift of perseverance and of divine love; and you will recommend to God, in a special manner, your sisters in religion, poor sinners, and the souls in purgatory. I do not find it amiss if during Mass you recite vocal prayers; but I beg you not to neglect to discharge towards God the four obligations that I have indicated to you : namely, honor, expiation, thanksgiving, and prayer. I also ask you to hear as many Masses as possible in the manner in which I have taught you; for then every Mass will obtain for you a treasure of merits. Should you be permitted to lay out any money, procure Masses to be celebrated in your church, as well for your own benefit as to give the nuns an opportunity of hearing them. But I entreat you not to be of the number of those religious who, de­ sirous of hearing many Masses, extol those priests that say them hurriedly, in contempt of the ceremonies and to the great scandal of those persons that are present. Read what is said on this subject in the preceding chapter. With regard to confession and Communion, enough has been said in Chapter XVIII. SEC. V.] The Refectory. 705 v. The Refectory. Would to God that some nuns did not, by their in­ temperance and want of reserve in the refectory, lose all they had gained in their spiritual exercises. You can practise many virtues in the refectory. 1. Obedience, by going to meals the instant you hear the signal, in order to be present at the grace that is said. 2. Purity of intention, by intending to take your meals, not for your own satisfaction, but to do the will of God, who wishes you to support the body that it may help you to serve him on this earth. But before you begin to take food, beg of God the grace not to exceed the bounds of necessity. 3. Mortification, by abstaining from something, or leav­ ing a part of what pleases you most, or at least by con­ tenting yourself with what you receive from the Com­ munity, and not seeking for anything particular, nor complaining that what you receive is not well dressed, or not properly seasoned. Endeavor also to perform some mortification at table, particularly during novenas, and on Fridays and Saturdays, by eating on your knees, or sitting on the floor; be not disturbed if others laugh at you, for then your merit will be increased. 4. Modesty of the eyes, by keeping them cast down, not looking about to observe what your companions are doing or eating. 5. Silence, which is so necessary in the refectory. Be careful then to attend to what is read. It is a delightful thing to nourish the soul with the pious sentiments that are read, while the body is nourished with food. By attending to the reading you will also avoid the faults that are committed by the indulgence of the appetite. 706 Rzcle of Rife. [CHAP. XXIV. Read Chapter VIII., § III.,1 on the mortification of the taste. VI. * Recreation. It is the will of God that they that love him should take recreation from time to time, in order to unbend the bow. Be glad in the Lord, said David, and rejoice, ye just? But he says in the Lord; which implies that in rec­ reation there should be moderation and modesty. i. Moderation, because when too long, recreation will not be free from faults; hence, the moment the time fixed by rule is expired, you should be silent and retire. Do not imitate those that wish to finish the discourse that has been introduced, and thus spend time unprofitably. St. Jane Frances Chantal used to say: “ If I threw away a moment of time, I would consider myself a rob­ ber before God. Perhaps the time is mine, so that I can spend it as I please ? God has given it to me in measure, and will demand an account of every moment.” Recreation must also be modest; which implies, first, that you abstain from self-praise, from detraction, and from certain jests that are painful to your companions, and also from interrupting others when they speak. Secondly, modesty implies that you abstain from speaking in a very loud tone, and also from immoderate laughter. I say immoderate laughter; for, as St. Francis de Sales writes, as it is an irregularity to laugh during serious oc­ cupations, so it is very improper never to laugh at recrea­ tion. Hence his disciple St. Jane Frances Chantal used to say: “When I am among our young religious, I laugh in order to encourage them to enjoy the recreation, for this is necessary.” Thirdly, modesty implies that you ab­ stain from contending with any one, from speaking of . I 4j 1 Vol. X. p. 229. * “ Lætamini in Domino et exsultate, justi.”—Ps. xxxi. 11. sec. vi.] Recreation. 707 things of the world, such as marriages, festivities, splendid dresses, etc. St. John of the Cross used to say, that to speak of these worldly trifles cannot be free from all fault. I do not say that during recreation you should always speak on serious topics. Laugh, amuse yourself, speak even on entertaining subjects, but preserve recollection, by interiorly making occasional acts of the love of God, or petitions for his graces. Frequently introduce dis­ courses on God, endeavoring to draw spiritual good from conversations that are indifferent. Imitate St. Aloysius Gonzaga, who thus converted the recreation hall into a sanctuary; for the students sometimes went from recreation more fervent than from meditation. I pray you read on this subject what I have written in Chapter VIII. § II.,1 on modesty. Abstain also from all particular attention to those for whom you may feel a preference: if you do not, you will give displeasure to others, and disturb the whole recreation. Be equally free with all, even with those whose dispositions may be least pleasing to you, and imitate St. Teresa, by con­ versing more with them than with the others. But what shall we say of recreations that are practised in certain monasteries during the carnival, when some of the common exercises are allowed to be performed in private, the good order of the Community and the rule of silence are not observed, and the nuns spend a part of the day and night in dancing, singing profane songs, and even take part in acting comedies? There we see spouses of Jesus Christ disguised as worldly spouses, * and even what is worse, disguised as men with wig and sword, bold enough sometimes to show themselves in 1 True Spouse of Christ, Vol. I. page 226. * Every one sees that there is question here of very great abuses that existed in certain relaxed convents of Italy. — En. 708 [CHAP. XXIV. this condition at the grate and at the door, to the great scandal of seculars! What a disgrace for a nun to ex­ change her holy veil for the head-dress of a worldling! I know not how the Superior can permit such irregu­ larities without grievous scruples of conscience. It is related that St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi saw in an ecstasy many persons belonging to the religious state who were damned because they had worn secular clothes with an inordinate affection. O God! it is during the carnival that instead of thinking of worldly amusements re­ ligious should then more than ever remain before Jesus Christ in the Blessed Sacrament, or in their cell, at the foot of the crucifix, to bewail the many offences with which seculars insult him. Religious who seek such amusements do not love Jesus Christ. During the carnival, St. Mary Magdalene de Pazzi watched entire nights praying for sinners. How pleasing to Jesus Christ are the prayers of his spouses, who seek to console him at that time when he is most abandoned by the world! Our Lord gave St. Gertrude to under­ stand that he rewards with special graces the acts of virtue which are offered to him during the carnival. And while St. Catharine of Sienna was praying to him during the carnival, our Lord called her his spouse, in return for the homage that she offered to him at a time when so many insults were offered to him. But if, during that time, you wish to indulge in amusement, amuse yourself in a manner becoming a re­ ligious. If you wish to sing, sing spiritual songs; but take care never on any account to dance. The very fact of taking your companion by the hand may cause you many bad thoughts and temptations. If you are invited to take part in any little opera, avoid it as much as pos­ sible, for it will at least distract you for a month or two, hindering you from saying your prayers and from being recollected; and refuse absolutely unless the opera be sec. Examination of Conscience. vu.] 709 altogether sacred; or if it should be necessary to put on a secular dress, refuse, even though you should be up­ braided with incivility, with a want of education, or hypocrisy. Others may reproach you, but God will praise you.’ Never gaze at masquerades; else you will run the risk of seeing and hearing things contrary to modesty. Be careful not to omit your spiritual reading on any day. Enough has been said on this subject in Chapter XVII. Make your visit to the Most Holy Sacrament: read Chapter XVIII. § II.3 Attend also to your work: see Chapter XVI. § II.3 You should never omit to say at least five decades of the Rosary. Read Chapter XXL·4 VII. The Examination of Conscience, with other Instructions. A religious should make two examinations in the day: the general and particular examination. The general examination is made in the evening, the particular is made in the morning before dinner, on some particular defect into which a person falls more frequently. Worldly spouses remain for several hours before the glass; the spouse of Jesus Christ should, at least,twice in the day, place herself in the presence of God in order to cleanse the soul. With regard to the practice of these examinations, the particular is short, for in it a person gives only a glance at the predominant failing and makes a short act of sorrow. The general examination should be longer. In mak­ ing it, first ask light of God to enable you to discover 1 2 3 4 “ Maledicent illi, et tu benedices.”—Ps. cviii. 28. Page 82. Truc Spouse of Christ, Vol. I. page 490. Page 130. 710 Rule of Life. [CHAP. XXIV. the faults you have committed. Then call to mind the actions of the day, and examine whether you have fallen into any defect, such as sloth in rising in the morning, or in obeying any of the calls of the bell; impatience, vanity, in washing to be seen by others; words of dis­ respect to companions, idle or uncharitable words, lies of excuse, intemperance in eating, voluntary distractions at prayer or at the Office, looks of curiosity, loss of time, omission of good works, little detractions, want of respect to Superiors, defects against poverty, etc. But when you commit any fault do not wait till even­ ing to make an act of contrition: make it immediately, and then remain in peace. Be comforted when you feel remorse of conscience for your faults, for it is a good sign; it is a sign that you have a horror of your defects. Woe to the nun that is not afraid of light faults; she is in danger of falling into grievous transgressions. After the examination make acts of faith, hope, and charity, etc. I here subjoin short acts of these virtues for your convenience. My God, because Thou hast revealed them to the holy Church, I believe all the truths that she proposes to our belief. I believe that Thou art a just rewarder, that Thou dost reward the saints with heaven, and dost punish the wicked in hell. I believe the mystery of the Most Holy Trinity. I believe the incarnation and death of Jesus Christ, and all the other articles that the Church believes. Trusting in Thy promises, I hope, through the merits of Jesus Christ, to obtain from Thee, because Thou art powerful, faithful, and merciful, the pardon of my sins, holy perseverance, and the glory of paradise. And because Thou art infinite goodness, I love Thee above all things, and I repent of all the offences that I have offered to 1 hee. With the aid of Thy grace, which I ask for this moment and for my whole life, I purpose sec. vu.) Examination of Conscience. 711 to die rather than ever more offend Thee. I also pur­ pose to receive the holy sacraments during life and at ‘ my death. You should know that Benedict XIV. has granted an indulgence of seven years and seven times forty days to all the faithful as often as they say these acts, and a plenary indulgence to those who continue to say them every day for a month. After these acts, say your usual prayers to St. Joseph, to your angel guardian, to your holy advocates, along with the Litany of the Blessed Virgin, which you should never omit. Go then to take the necessary repose. The devil tempts some nuns to spend a part of the night in prayer, in order to deprive them of the entire of the following day. One day St. Francis could not sleep, but after making the sign of the cross on his pillow he saw the ^tempter g~““ ------- TT ’ *------------ : — “ Brother, ing, that Take, the taking off ful to pra< the bed 5 Into Thy i that ever) an act of < wish for r Be care such as t seven fesi the devoi confessor deavor t< 1 .< j 712 [CHAP. XXIV. to the Blessed Sacrament, and to an image of the Blessed Mother, more than in vocal prayers. Be careful also to make, every month, a day’s retreat, spending the entire day in mental prayer, thanksgiving after Communion, spiritual reading, etc., and rigorous silence. A day’s retreat contributes greatly to preserve and increase fervor. I also recommend you, in addition to the spiritual exercises that are made in common, to make the spiritual exercises for eight or ten days in private. For this purpose I shall briefly mention in this chapter the spiritual maxims on which you can medi­ tate. The virtues that you should be most careful to prac­ tise in the monastery are meekness and obedience. Meekness in bearing affronts: a person living in a Com­ munity who is unwilling to bear affronts can never ad­ vance in the way of God. Obedience in promptly exe­ cuting what the rules prescribe, and what the Superiors direct. Do not listen to any one that proposes a maxim that savors little of obedience. St. Teresa used to say: If principles opposed to obedience are to be instilled into religious, it would be better there were neither nuns nor convents. Do not begin to examine whether the Superior, in giving you any directions, was influenced by passion: it is the will of God that you obey; and if you are unwilling to obey, do not speak either of per­ fection, or of the love of God. You already know that all sanctity consists in submitting your own will to the will of your Superiors. VIII. The Necessity of Banishing· Melancholy, and what ought a Person to do who finds that she has become a Nun against her Inclination. I. It is necessary to avoid melancholy, which is the pest of devotion, and a source of a thousand faults. As sec. vin.j Necessity of Banishing Melancholy. 713 long as you are disturbed you will always fall into many defects; you will do no good, and almost all your pray­ ers, meditations, Communions, spiritual readings, and other exercises will be unprofitable; because they will be performed badly, and with a thousand distractions. Remember that all your inquietude and troubles arise from not accepting crosses with resignation from the hand of God. The will of God renders all tribulations sweet and amiable. Read what has been said in Chap­ ter XIV.1 You complain that you are infirm, despised, persecuted, and in aridity; unite yourself to the divine will, and these sufferings will be no longer painful to you. If you tell me that you are not so much tormented by these external crosses as by the interior scruples of con­ science, and by fears of being at enmity with God, I answer that your confessor has, as I suppose, already ordered you to speak no more of your past life. By the grace of God you abhor your past sins; you are resolved to die rather than commit even a deliberate venial sin: you frequent the sacraments, and seek to belong entirely to God. All these are signs that you enjoy his grace and friendship. Why, then, are you disturbed ? Why do you say: Who knows how I stand before God ? How shall 1 die ? Have I confessed all my sins ? Is my confessor deceived ? The devil tells me that I shall be damned. Behold the usual tales of scrupulous nuns ! Ah ! abandon yourself into the arms of divine mercy, and say in all tranquillity: Lord, I obey Thy minister, and thus I hope in Thy blood to be saved, and never to lose Thy grace. With regard to the present, I hope, if you are troubled in mind, that you have no attachment to the venial faults that you daily commit, and that they are not ’ True Spouse of Christ, Vol. I. page 421. 714 Rule of Life. [CHAP. XXIV. fully deliberate: detest them as soon as you perceive them, and then remain tranquil. But, Father, my greatest troubles arise from doubts of consenting to grievous sins when I am assailed by bad thoughts. I have already spoken on this subject in Chapter XVIII. § II.1 I here briefly repeat that a per­ son of a timorous conscience, when he is not certain of having fallen into mortal sin, should remain certain of being in the state of grace; because it is impossible for him whose will is confirmed in good purposes to revolt against God without having a clear knowledge of his consent. When your confessor tells you to disregard these fears, and to go to Communion without confession, obey him blindly, and do not listen to the devil, who seeks to disturb you with scruples in order to make you abandon the way of perfection. When you feel agitated, say to the Lord: My Father, I leave my soul in Thy hands: if it please Thee that this cross should continue till death, I am content; do not permit me to offend Thee, make me love Thee, and I do not refuse to suffer as much as Thou pleasest. St. Francis de Sales says that God loves with a tender love the souls that thus abandon themselves into his paternal bosom, leaving themselves to be governed by his divine Providence; for he will mak£ all things co-operate to their good, helping these chosen souls to follow him with the will without any other support than that of his divine pleasure.3 II. But perhaps you will tell me you can never have peace, because you find that you have entered religion to please your parents, and against your own will. I answer thus: If, at the time of your profession, you had not a vocation, I would not have advised you to make the vows of religious; but I would have entreated you ’ Page 55. " Entret. 2. sec. vin.] Necessity of Banishing Melancholy. 715 to suspend your resolution of going back to the world, and casting yourself into the many dangers of perdition that are found in the world. I now see you placed in the house of God, and made either voluntarily or unwill­ ingly the spouse of Jesus Christ. For my part I cannot pity you more than I could pity a person that had been transported, even against his will, from a place infected with pestilence and surrounded by enemies, to a health­ ful country, to be placed there for life, secure against every foe. I add: Grant that what you state is true; now that you are professed in a convent, and that it is impossible for you to leave it, tell me what do you wish to do ? If you have entered religion against your inclinations, you must now remain with cheerfulness. If you abandon yourself to melancholy you will lead a life of misery, and will expose yourself to great danger of suffering a hell here and another hereafter. You must then make a virtue of necessity. And if the devil has brought you into religion for your destruction, let it be your care to avail yourself of your holy state for your salvation, and to become a saint. Give yourself to God from the heart, and I assure you that by so doing you will become more content than all the princesses and queens of this world. Being asked his opinion regarding a person who had become a nun against her will, St. Francis de Sales answered: It is true that this child, if she had not been obliged by her parents, would not have left the world; but this is of little importance, provided she knows that the force employed by her parents is more useful to her than the permission to follow her own will. For now she can say: If I had not lost such liberty, I would have lost true liberty. The saint meant to say that had she not been compelled by her parents to become a nun, her liberty which would have induced her to remain in the world would have robbed her of the true liberty of the 14 716 Ride of Life. [CHAP. xxiv. children of God, which consists in freedom from the chains and dangers of the world. You may say in reply: But how can I be content if I have not been called to religion ? But what does it matter that you have not had a vocation from the be­ ginning? Although you have not become a nun in obedience to a divine call, it is certain that God has per­ mitted your profession for your welfare: and if he did not call you then, he certainly calls you now to be his without reserve. St. Paul, the first hermit, W’ent into the desert, not to remain in it, but to fly from the persecution that was then carried on against the Church; but he was after­ wards called by God to remain in the desert: he remained, and became a saint. When St. Teresa first entered a monastery she entered not without reluctance; she said that in leaving her father’s house the pain that she felt was so great that she thought it equal to the pain that she should suffer at death; and in her life it is related that she took the habit, as it were, by force. But after all she became a great saint, and the reformer of the Carmelite Order. Blessed Hyacintha Marescotti, a religious of the con­ vent of St. Clare, in Viterbo, was also induced to take the sacred veil against her inclination, and for ten years led a very imperfect life. But being one day illumined with a divine light, she gave herself entirely to God, and persevered till death, for the space of twentyfour years, in a life of holiness, so that she has deserved to be venerated on the altar. Likewise Sister Mary Bonaventure, a nun in the con­ vent of the Torre Dei Specchi, entered against her will; but after a life of tepidity and dissipation she went, during the first meditation of the spiritual exercises, and threw herself at the feet of Father Lancicio, of the Society of Jesus, and courageously said to him: “ Father, sec. vin.] Necessity of Banishing Melancholy. 717 I have learned what God wishes from me. I wish to be a saint, and a great saint, and I wish to be one imme­ diately.” And by the divine aid she executed her pur­ pose; so abundant were her tears that she could say no more; but she went to her cell, and at the foot of the crucifix wrote the following protestation: I, Mary Bo­ naventure, this day, in the beginning of the spiritual ex­ ercises, offer myself entirely to Thee, O my God. I promise to love nothing but Thee, O my Jesus ! Accept, O most loving Redeemer ! this paper, bathed in my tears, which I consecrate to Thee as the pledge of my love. I leave it in the wound of Thy side, that through the merits of Thy blood Thou mayest pardon my sins, and establish me in Thy love, so that I may be no longer mine, and may be all Thine. It is in this manner you must act: resolve this mo­ ment to belong entirely to God, and make the same protestation before the Blessed Sacrament, or at the foot of the crucifix, and doubt not that if you are reso­ lute in your determination the Lord will stretch forth his hand to raise you to a high degree of sanctity. Thus your misfortune, as you call it, will be a source of the greatest happiness, as it was to Sister Bonaventure, who in a short time became a saint. She survived her conversion only a year, but she died rich in merits; for during that year all her time was spent in meditations and works of penance; and she expired in celestial peace, and immediately after death there were manifest signs of her admission to glory. Have courage, then, and rejoice, now that God calls you to his perfect love, and say: I know, O Lord, that Thou dost wish me entirely for Thyself: love which is divided is not true love. But remember that to become a saint desires are not sufficient; it is necessary to put the hand to the work. Begin to make a little more mental prayer, make a 718 [CHAP. XXIV. spiritual reading every day, a visit to the Blessed Sacra­ ment, and to an image of Mary. When reproved, be humble; when despised, be silent; cut off all correspond­ ence; begin to mortify the appetite, curiosity, and self­ will. Be not diffident, but begin the work, and by de­ grees you will succeed. Self-love will live in us as long as we have life, and therefore we must constantly en­ deavor to cut down the noxious plants that spring up in our garden. To become a saint without trouble is impossible. 719 Γ Summary of the Dirtue^ WHICH THE RELIGIOUS THAT WISHES TO BECOME A SAINT SHOULD PRACTISE. * It would be useful for religious to read this abstract on the day of re­ treat, in order to see in what virtue they fail. 1. To desire always to advance in the love of Jesus Christ. Holy desires are the wings with which souls fly to God. Hence it is necessary to meditate frequently on the Passion of our Lord. To make frequent acts of the love of Jesus Christ during the day, beginning as soon as you awake in the morning, and endeavoring to fall asleep making an act of love. And always to ask of Jesus Christ his holy love. 2. To go to Communion as often as possible, with the permission of your director. And during the day to make several spiritual Communions, at least three. 3. To visit the Most Holy Sacrament at least once in the day; and in the visit to ask perseverance and holy love, after the acts of faith, thanksgiving, and love. And when you meet with troubles, losses, affronts, or any other cross, have recourse to the Blessed Sacrament, from the place in which you find yourself at the time. 4. Every morning, at rising, to offer yourself to suffer in peace all the crosses that will happen during the day, and when they happen always to say: Lord, Thy will be always done. 5. To rejoice in the infinite happiness of God. She that loves God more than herself ought to rejoice in his felicity more than in her own. * This summary is an appendix that belongs to the work, as may be seen, page 160. The author has made a similar one for the faithful in general, as we may see in Vol. III., page 360.—Ed. 720 Summary of Virtues. 6. To desire paradise, and therefore to desire death in order to be delivered from the danger of losing God. and to go to love him for eternity, and with all your strength. 7. To desire, and to labor that all may love Jesus Christ; and therefore to speak frequently to the sisters of the love of Jesus Christ. 8. To treat God without reserve, not refusing him anything that you know to be pleasing to him; and even to choose what is most pleasing to him. 9. To pray every day for the souls in purgatory, and for poor sinners. 10. To perform all your actions through the sole mo­ tive of giving pleasure to Jesus Christ, saying, at the beginning of each action: Lord, may this be entirely for Thee ! 11. To offer yourself several times in the day to suffer every pain for his sake, saying: My Jesus, I give myself entirely to Thee: here I am; do with me whatsoever Thou pleasest. 12. To resolve to die rather than commit a deliberate venial sin. 13. To abstain from even lawful gratifications, at least two or three times in the day. 14. To spend two hours, or at least an hour every day in mental prayer. 15. To love solitude and silence, in order to converse alone with God: hence it is necessary to love the choir and the cell, and to shun the grate, the door, and the terrace. 16. To perform all the exterior mortifications that you are allowed by obedience, but to attend particularly to interior mortifications; such as not to indulge curiosity, to be silent when you receive an affront, and never to do anything through self-satisfaction. 17. To perform every spiritual exercise as if it were the Summary of Virtues. 721 last time you are performing it; and on that account to think frequently on death in your meditations. And when you are in bed, consider that there you will one day breathe your last. 18. Not to abandon your usual devotions, or any other good work, through human respect, through aridity, or tediousness. 19. Not to complain, in sickness, of the inattention of the physicians or of the sisters; and to endeavor to con­ ceal your pains, except when it is necessary to mention them to the physician. 20. To banish melancholy, preserving tranquillity, and a uniform serenity of countenance in all crosses. He that wishes what God wishes should never be af­ flicted. 21. In temptations, to have recourse immediately and with confidence to Jesus and Mary, and to continue con­ stantly to repeat the names of Jesus and Mary as long as the temptation lasts. 22. To place all your confidence, first, in the Passion of Christ, and then in the intercession of Mary, and to ask every day this confidence from God. 23. After a fault, never to give way to disturbance of mind or to diffidence, even though you should relapse several times into the same fault; but instantly to re­ pent of it, and trusting in God, to renew your resolution to correct it. 24. To render good to all those that treat you badly, at least by praying to God for them. 25. To answer with meekness all those that offend you by acts or words, and thus to gain them to God. 26. When you are disturbed, you will do well to re­ main silent until the mind is composed; otherwise you will commit a thousand faults without perceiving them. 27. In correcting others, endeavor to select a time when neither you nor the person to be corrected are dis­ 722 Summary of tortues. turbed; otherwise the correction will do more harm than good. 28. Always to speak well of others, and to excuse the intention when you cannot excuse the action. 29. To assist others to the best of your ability, and particularly those that are opposed to you. 30. Neither to say nor to do anything disagreeable to others, unless when it is more pleasing to God that you should say or do it. And when you sometimes fail in charity to your neighbor, to ask pardon, or at least to speak to the person with kindness; and always to speak with meekness, and in a low tone. 31. To offer to God the affronts that you receive, and not to complain of them to others. 32. To observe punctually the rules of the monastery. St. Francis de Sales used to say that the most austere penance of a religious is to deny self-will, and to be content that the observance of the Rule be the priest that every moment offers such a sacrifice to God. He would frequently say that the predestination of religious is annexed to the love of their Rule. And to Superiors he used to say, that to fulfil their office they should do nothing else than observe the Rule, and see that it be observed by others. 33. To regard the Superiors as the person of Jesus Christ, and therefore to obey them punctually and with­ out reply. 34. To love the most lowly offices. To select the poorest things. To humble yourself even to inferior sisters. Not to speak of yourself either well or ill: for speaking ill of yourself sometimes foments pride. Not to excuse yourself when reproved, nor even when you are calumniated, unless it is absolutely necessary to ex­ cuse yourself in order to prevent scandal to others. 35. To visit, the sick, and to assist them according to Spiritual Maxims for a Religious. 723 the best of your ability, particularly those that are abandoned. 36. To say frequently to yourself, I have come to the convent, not to indulge in pleasure, but to suffer; not to lead a life of comfort, but of poverty; not to be honored, but to be despised; not to do my own will, but the will of others. 37. To renew always the purpose to become a saint, and not to lose courage in any state of tepidity in which you may find yourself. 38. To renew every day the vows of your profession. 39. To conform to the divine will in all things opposed to the senses, in sorrows, infirmities, affronts, contradic­ tions, losses of property, death of relatives or of other persons that are dear to you. And to direct all your actions, Communions, and other prayers to that end, always asking of God to make you love him, and fulfil his holy will in all things. 40. To recommend yourself to the prayers of other devout persons; but to recommend yourself more to the saints in heaven, and particularly to the Blessed Virgin, setting a great value on the devotion to this divine mother, and endeavoring to infuse it into others. Spiritual iHaxims for a Religions. * Of what use will it be to gain the whole world and to lose one’s soul ? Everything has an end; but eternity has no end. All may be lost, provided God be not lost. No sin, however small, is a light evil. * This is an appendix that, like the preceding, belongs to the work, as we may see, page 206. These maxims are also offered to all the faith­ ful in Vol. III., page 358.—Ed. 724 Spiritual Max inis for a Religious, If we desire to please God, we must deny ourselves. Thai which is done lot our own sal isfact ion is all loss. In order Io save ourselves we must be in constant fear of falling. Lei me die, so that I may please (rod. The only evil that we ought to (ear is sin. All that God wills is good, and therefore Io be desired. He who desires nothing but God is happy, and con­ tented with everything that happens. I ought Io imagine lo myself that there are no others in the world but God and myself. The whole world cannot satisfy our heart; God alone can satisfy it. All good consists in loving God. And loving God consists in doing his will. All our riches arc in prayer. He who prays obtains everything that he can desire. I.el us consider that day lost on which we omit our menial prayer. “ lie who leaves off praying,” says Si. Teresa, “casts himself into hell of his own accord.” Let us not pass a day without reading some spiritual book. Points of honorare the plague of spir ituality, To be humble of hear t, and not merely in word, it is not sufficient to say that we arc deserving of all con tempt, but we must also be glad when we are despised. And what ha,1, a Christian learnt lo do, if he cannot suf fer an affront for (rod’s sake? When you are insulted, take it all cheerfully. lie who thinks of hell, which he has deserved, finds every trouble easy to bear. He who loves poverty possesses all things. In the things of this world we must choose the worst; in the things of God we must choose the best. An obedient soul is the delight of God. Spiritual Maxims for a Religious. 725 True < harity consists in doing good to those who do iis evil, and in Ilins gaining them over. Of what use are the riches and honors of this world at the hour of death ? Il is a great grace of God to be called to his holy love. God docs not leave a single good desire unrewarded. All atla< htnent, even to good things (except lo God), is bad. Let us be grateful, and first of all to God. Let us theicfore icsolve to deny him not hi ng, making choice of those things which are most pleasing to him. I'he most beautiful prayci is when in sickness we unite ourselves to the will of God. Λ holy life and sensual pleasures cannot agree to­ gether. 1le who trusts in himself is lost; he who trusts in God can do all things. And what greater delight can a soul have than to know that it is pleasing God. God is ready to give himself to those who leave all for his love. 'I'he only way by which we can become saints is the way of suffering. It is by aridity and temptations that God tries those who love him. No one can be lost who loves God and trusts in him. Let us beg of God lo give- us a tender devotion to his divine Mother. lie who looks on Jesus crucified suffers everything in peace. He who loves (rod most in this world is the happiest. All that is not done for (rod, turns to pain. No kind of disquietude, although for a good end, a orties from God. It is enough that we do not stand still; we shall ar­ rive in the end. Aspirations of Love to festes Christ, He who desires only God is rich and happy: he is in want of nothing, and may laugh at the whole world. Nothing can satisfy one whom God does not satisfy. God, God, and nothing more. We must overcome all to gain all. Aspirations of Cooe to Irsns (florist. * My Jesus, Thou alone art sufficient for me. My Love, do not permit me to separate myself from Thee When shall I be able to say, “ My God, I cannot lose Thee any more ?” Lord, who am I, that Thou shouldst desire so much to be loved by me ? And whom shall I love if I love not Thee, my Jesus? Here I am, Lord; dispose of me as Thou pleasest. Give me Thy love; I ask nothing more. Make me all Thine before I die. Eternal Father, for the love of Jesus Christ have pity on me. My God, I wish for Thee alone, and nothing more. O my Jesus ! would that I could be entirely spent for Thee, as Thou didst spend Thyself entirely for me. If I had died while I was in sin, I could no more have loved Thee; now that I can love Thee, I will love Thee as much as I can. To Thee do I consecrate all the remainder of my life. I wish only, and I wTish in all things, that which Thou dost desire. When I see Thee for the first time, my Jesus, may it be with a look of mercy ! May I die rather than ever offend Thee again ! ----------------- — —■■■■» ■- ■■ ■ ■ - - -- - * These Aspirations are also referred to, page 156. - - — Aspirations of Love to Jésus Christ. 121 Thou wilt not leave me; I will not leave Thee: so shall our love endure in this world and in the next. I should be too ungrateful, O my Jesus ’ if I loved Thee but little, after so many graces. Thou didst give Thyself all to me; I give myself all to Thee. Thou lovest those that love Thee. I love Thee; do Thou also love me. If I love Thee but little, give Thou me the love Thou requirest of me. What hast Thou not done to oblige me to love Thee ? Make me conquer all things to please Thee. Accept the love of a soul that has offended Thee so deeply. Show me the immense good Thou art, that I may love Thee exceedingly. I desire to love Thee exceedingly in this life, that I may love Thee exceedingly in the next. I hope to love Thee for all eternity, O eternal God ! Oh, that I had always loved Thee ! Oh, that I had died rather than have offended Thee ! I give Thee my will, my liberty; dispose of me as Thou pleasest. May my only happiness be to please Thee, O Infinite Goodness ! O my God ! I rejoice in that Thou art infinitely happy. Thou art omnipotent ; make me a saint. Thou hast sought me while I was fleeing from Thee; Thou didst love me when I despised Thy love: abandon me not, now that I seek Thee and love Tb.ee. May I this day give myself wholly to Thee ! Send me any chastisement; but deprive me not of the power of loving Thee. I thank Thee that Thou givest me time to love Thee. I love Thee, my Jesus, I love Thee; and I hope to die repeating, “ I love Thee, I love Thee.” 728 Exhortation to a Religious. I desire to love Thee without reserve, and to do all that I know to be pleasing to Thee. I love Thy good pleasure more than all the pleasures of the world. I accept all the troubles that may happen to me, pro­ vided I love Thee, O my God. O my Jesus, that I could die for Thee, as Thou didst die for me ! Oh, that I could make all men love Thee as Thou deservest! O will of God ! thou art my love. O God of love ! give me love. O Mary ! draw me all to God. O my Mother J make me always have recourse to thee. It is for thee to make me a saint. This is my hope. INDEX. Actions: perfection consists in means,’ 187. Acts of faith, of hope, and of Ambition, evil that it produces Anger, we must try to restrain Appetite, mortification of, 229. Aridity, see Desolation. performing our actions well, 186J ♦ charity, 710. in convents, 325. it, 361. Bursar, particular admonitions, 684. C Carnival, how religious should employ this time; abuses to be avoided, 707. Chant figured, is not suitable for religious, 680. Charity towards our neighbor, its necessity and advantages, 346; practice of charity in our thoughts and sentiments, 351; in words, 355 ; in actions, 366, 677, 681. Chastity, means to preserve it, 28, 218, 232, 235, 413, 418; dangers to be avoided, 288. Comedies, a kind of recreation not suitable for convents, 707. Communion, its effects, 563 ; teaching of the Church in regard to Holy Communion, 566; Decree of Pius X on frequent Com­ munion, 568 ; dispositions required, 571, 572, 578 ; preparation for Communion, 574, 583 ; thanksgiving, 576; exhortation to receive Communion frequently, 584. 719; it is a means to preserve purity, 29. Spiritual Communion, 586, 719. Confession: utility of frequent confession, 525 ; examination of 730 Index. conscience, 527; contrition, 528; purpose of amendment, 530; false shame, 532; doubts, 536, 555; wise reserve, 540; utility of a general confession, 555. CONFESSOR: need and choice of a director, 541; obedience to the director, 550; wise reserve in regard to him, 292, 419, 540. Resignation and behavior when one loses him, 400. The con­ fessor should not receive presents, 272. An account to be given to God if he hinders the spiritual progress of a soul, 281. The extraordinary confessor, 173. Confidence in prayer, 614. Conformity to the will of God, see Death, Patience, Resignation. It is better and surer to act through a motive of doing the will of God than with the intention of promoting his glory, 604. Correction, how' to give it, 368, 673, and to take it, 166. Counsellors, particular admonitions, 184. Crosses, inevitable in this life, and are for our own good, 379, 437. See Patience, Resignation. D Death: one dies more confidently in religion, 54; one should ac­ cept death, should it come, and even desire it, 398, 720; an act of conformity to the will of God at the moment of death delivers from hell and from purgatory, 437; w'e should often think of death, 721. Desire of perfection or holy love, 80, 641, 644, 719; fruitless de­ sires, 89. Desire for death, 398, 719. Desolation, spiritual, how’ to behave w’hen afflicted therewith, 403, 433, 465. Detachment from creatures, 63, 72, 653; from relatives, 277; from other persons, 287; from animals, 297. See Mortification. Detraction, the harm that it does in the Community, 355. Director, spiritual, see Confessor. Disciplines or flagellations, their use, 245. Disputes should be avoided, 359. Dress, modesty and poverty in the manner in which we should clothe ourselves, 224, 265, 330. E Envy, should be banished, 354. Examination of conscience for confession, 527. conscience should be made every day, 203. Examination of Index. 731 Example: we should profit by the good example and give it to others, 96, 222, 370, 601. Examples cited: Divine love, Jesus Christ preferred to all spouses, 19. Charity towards our neigh­ bor, 351, 375. Chastity, virgins who deformed themselves to preserve their purity, 31. Confession, 526, 532, 550, 683. Con­ formity to the will of God, 436. Sacrilegious Communion, 533. Spiritual Communion, 586. Conversion, or return of fervor, 94, 519, 531, 716. Detachment from creatures, 64, 72, 76, 289; from relatives, 279, 281. Religious state, happiness that it procures, 51, 55, 58. Humility, 200, 300, 315, 330. Detraction, 357. Modesty of the eyes, 219, 223. Interior mortification, 134, 139; exterior, 206, 208, 230, 234; rigorous penances, 215. Obedience, 144, 147, 157, 162, 174, 183, 191, 193, 202. Pride, 299, 302, 306, 319, 332. Parlor, 281. One must never cease to combat passions, 130. Patience and resignation in sickness, 211, 326, 389, 397, 432; in our work, 214; in humiliations, 339, 362. Poverty, 267, 272; little faults against this virtue, 108, 175, 250, 264. Perfection, desire of reaching it, 86, 88, 91; a religious should serve God in a perfect manner, 108. Temp­ tations, 201, 314, 410. Visit to the Blessed Sacrament, 588. Exercises, spiritual, 679, 712, 719. Spiritual maxims for medita­ tion, 723. Expenses, excess to be avoided, 269, 686. Eyes, modesty and mortification of the eyes, 217, 330. F Fasting recommended, 237. Flesh-meat, hurtful to the soul, 235. Food that wTe should take: quality, 235 ; quantity, 236; manner, 240. To eat little, especially at supper, 232, 239. Friendships, dangerous, 288 ; marks by which we may ascertain whether an affection is not pure, 293, 242, 636. Furniture, poverty to be practised in regard to it, 267. G Grace: God withdraws graces in punishment of voluntary and habitual sins, 104. Grate, see Parlor. H Hair-cloth, various kinds, 244. 732 Index, Health, we should take a reasonable care of it, 169. Humiliations, we should suffer them patiently, 331, 395, and joy­ fully, 343. Humility*, advantages that it procures, 299; humility of the intel­ lect or the judgment, 308; humility of the heart or of the will, 318, 331. Humility in relation to faults that are committed, 122; when we have offended any one, 364; in temptations, 415; in prayer, 613. I •I Idleness, an evil that should be avoided, 490. Infirmarian, particular admonitions, 687. Intention: the good intention gives value to acts, 597, 604; marks of a good intention, 600 ; the intention may be good in three ways, 602 ; its practice, 606. . J : . ■ Jesus Christ, a Spouse preferable to all spouses, 18; his poor and humble life, 252, 300; his love for us, 644; he wishes to be loved, 662. The means to acquire divine love, 652. Aspira­ tions of love, 726, 652. Judgment: in obedience we should submit our judgment, 198; judgments contrary to charity, 351. L Lay-sisters, care that is to be taken of them, 681, 690; particular admonitions, 691. Letters, advice in regard to correspondence, 291. Life, Community; its advantages, 260; its obligation connected with the vow of poverty, 265. Lives of the saints, how useful it is to read them, 521. Love, divine. God loves us, 644; and wishes to be loved by us, 662; Ave should love him on account of his perfections, and through gratitude, 643. Means of acquiring the love of God, 63, 72, 652. Desire for holy love, 85, 641, 652, 719. It is the principal effect of Communion, 565. In obtaining divine love we obtain all graces, 462, 728. He that loves God suffers willingly for him, 214, 388. An act of perfect love suffices for the remission of all our sins, 460. Acts of love, 658, 665, 710. Index. M Mary, Mother of God, her power, 624; her desire to assist us, 627 ; she is the advocate of sinners, 630. A true servant of Mary cannot be lost, 624; what are the true servants of Mar}', 634. Practices, 636. Mass, the greatness of the sacrifice of the Altar, and how to be present at it, 702; the Mass hurriedly z~'n Meekness towards every one, 360; in givi Charity. Melancholy, an evil that should be avoide Mental Prayer, its moral necessity, 441 ; p 453, 695 ; mental prayer should be < means of preserving purity, 28; of ar 448. A religious who is very busy moment, so as to recollect herself i prayer that one should make in sickn Mistress of the pupils, how watchful she particular friendships, 295. Mistres: admonitions, 682. Modesty of the eves, 217; modestv in ou sitting, in eating, in speaking, 224, 31 Mortification, interior, 129; means to a mortification, its necessity and advantc the eyes, 217; of the appetite, 229; ol smell, 243 ; and of the touch, 244. M preserving purity, 29, Novenas that should be made, 711. Obedience, the good that it brings us, 154; four degrees of perfect obedier 200. Obedience due to the Superior to the confessor, 548, 558, 561. whether the thing commanded is bad forbid us to manifest unknown diffic Observance, zeal and firmness to sustain Occasions, dangerous, necessity of avoi 125, 222, 287, 417, 531. See Parlor. 734 Index. Office, divine, its importance, advice concerning its recitation, 695 ; privileges granted to religious, 701. P Parlor, behavior while in it, 283, 290, 354; dangers that should be avoided, 32, 287, 477. Party-spirit in convents, the evil that it creates, 349. Passions, how we should strive to combat them, 113, 131; we can­ not root them out entirely, 130. Patience in general, 379; humiliations and persecutions, 331, 361, 401; in sickness, 395 ; in poverty, 399; in the loss of dear friends, 399 ; in the loss of a director, 400; in interior trials, 403 ; in temptations, 408. Practical counsels in order to obtain and practise patience, 406. Peace, interior, fruit of obedience, 148 ; peace and union in the Communitv, the fruit of charitv, 348, 358. Perfection, every Christian must strive to attain it, 77, 83 ; and especially the religious, 107, 119; the religious must overcome himself and courageously strive to attain perfection, 71, 132, 381. Means of attaining perfection, 77, 80, 90, 185, 448. All perfection consists in divine love, 642. See Divine Love. Perseverance in prayer, and final perseverance, 616. Portress, particular admonitions, 686. Poverty, religious, its necessity, 249; the vow’, 250; the perfection of it, 251; reward, 254; in what consists poverty of spirit, 257; four degrees of perfect poverty, 263. Poverty in dress, 224, 265; in furniture, 267; in food, 234, 268; in money, 268; in expenses, 686. The obligation of poverty in view’ of Com­ munity life, 261. Prayer, its necessity, 446, 609; its efficacy, 612, 617; how’ wre should pray, 613, 697 ; the spirit of prayer, 617. We should pray during meditation, 461. Prayer is a great means of pre­ serving purity, 28, 416; to obtain patience and strength in trials, 406. We must pray for sinners, 370; for our perse­ cutors, 377; for priests, and for souls in purgatory, 372. Presence of God, effects produced by this holy exercise, 495, 505. Practice: as to the intellect, 500; as to the application of the will, 508. Pride: the proud man is a robber, is blind, is a liar, 301; God can­ not bear with him, 303 ; he never finds peace, 306. Purgatory, pains that must be endured there, 384; and as a re­ ligious one is cleansed in purgatory more quickly, 56; an act of conformity to the will of God at the moment of death may Index. We should oray for the souls in deliver us from it, 437. purgatory, 372, 463. Purity: see Chastity. • · ' r· ‘ t /I t -, / I ’ 735 . · * R Reading, spiritual, its utility, 513; manner of reading with fruit, 522; books the reading of which is hurtful to religious, 514; books useful for religious, 520. Recreation: modesty in conversation, 225; 706; charity, 359, when and how we should speak, 478. Refectory: virtues that one may practise therein, 705. See Food. Religion: see Religious State. Respect, human, 296. Retreat: see Spiritual Exercises or Solitude. Rising in the morning, advice regarding it, 694, 636. Rules: obedience to the Rule, 172; it is difficult to transgress it without sin, 84, 177. Special duty of Superiors, 669. A re­ ligious to sanctify herself will not confine herself to the mere discharge of the duties prescribed by the Rule, 78. S Sacrament of the altar: visiting it, 588, 719. Sacristan, particular admonitions, 685. Sadness, or melancholy, a fault that should be avoided, 227, 712. Sanctity: see Perfection. Scruples: What are real scruples and how they are hurtful, 545 ; obedience is the remedy, 548, 550, 713; two privileges of a scrupulous soul, 558. Sickness, patience and resignation, 273, 395, 430, 661. Charity towards the sick, 373, 678, 687. Silence, its advantages, 467. Sin: we can and should avoid all venial sins that are plainly vol­ untary, 99; danger to which venial sin exposes us, 101; above all as regards the religious, 107, 111, light faults in inferiors may be grave faults in Superiors, 108 ; gravity of mortal sin in a religious, 116. Means to be used against faults of frailty, 121 ; against deliberate though not habitual venial sins, 123 ; deliberate and habitual, 123. Two things are required that a sin be mortal, 557; practical doubt, 558. Singularity, to be avoided, 236. Sleep: mortification as to taking sleep, 246. We must take the 156 Index. necessary sleep, 246, 711. Smell, sense of, should be mortified, 244. Solitude: love of solitude, 480; solitude of the spirit, 486; solitude of the heart, 487. In solitude we must avoid idleness, 490. Solitude or retirement is a means of preserving purity, 30. Spouse of Jesus Christ: a virgin consecrated to God becomes the spouse of Jesus Christ, 19; his cherished and privileged spouse, 26, 644; she should be wholly his, 33, 61, 603, 641, 662; she should be zealous for his glory, 370; she is happier than people in the world, 21. She is the special object of attack of the devil, 409. Means of loving Jesus Christ with our whole heart, 652. State, religious, its excellence, 26, 39; advantages that it has ac­ cording to St. Bernard, 41. The one that is called to the religious state is called to save her soul by becoming a saint, 107. What should a religious do if she has entered the con­ vent against her will, 714. Superiors, obedience due to them, 160. Light faults in the in­ feriors may be grave faults in the Superiors, 108. They should suspect evil in order to prevent it, 295, 3 52. Particular account to be rendered by them to God if they impede the spiritual progress of a soul, 283. Particular admonitions, 668. Suspicions contrary to charity, 351. Temptations, how the devil tempts and leads away pious persons, 114, 293. Temptations of Eve, 201. God permits certain temp­ tations to keep us from pride, 302, 409; to make us practise virtue and acquire merit, 410. Patience in temptations, 408. Means to resist them, 412, 539. Tepidity, how dangerous it is especially in a religious, 102, 111; means to rid one’s self of it, 121. Tongue: evil caused by speaking too much, 468; when should the religious speak, 474; rules for speaking as we should, 477. Detraction, 355. Touch, mortification of the touch, 244. Turn, the attendant at the turn or portress, 685. Vicar, particular admonitions, 682. index. 737 Virgini1' . "Gigins consecrating their purity to God become like the angels, 17 , and become the spouses of Jesus Christ, 18; and his cherished and privileged spouses, 26; they are happier than married women, even in this life, 21; means of preserving virginal purity, 28. Vocation to the religious state, see Stale, religious. Vows, see Poverty, Chastity, and Obedience. Graces attached to the vows, 56. The renewal of the vows, 462, 657, 723. ' W Will, self-will, necessity of being detached from it, 142; merit of the sacrifice of one’s own will, 154, 421. Wine, hurtful to the soul, 235. Work, of the hands, its utility, 492; we must avoid excess, 493.