DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER BY FR. M. EUGENE BOYLAN Monk of the Cistercian Abbey of Mount St. Joseph, Roscrea. Ski EIGHTH IMPRESSION THIRTIETH THOUSAND THE NEWMAN PRESS WESTMINSTER, MD. 1948 First Published, July, 1943. Second Impression, November, 1943 Second Edition, March, 1944. Fourth Impression, August, 1944 Fifth Impressson, March. 1945. Sixth Impression, September, 1945. Seventh Impression, October, 1946 Fighlh Impression, October. 1948 Cum Permissu Superiorum Biljll »b»t«t; PATRICIUS DARGAN. Censor Thee!, Peput, Jmjnimt potest; * IOANNES CAROLUS, Arehiep, Duh!ire»., Hibernia Primos. Dublin!, die xy* Februarii, anno 1944. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. MADE IN IRELAND BY M. »1. GILL AND SON, LTD., DUBLIN. ®0 iHarij $bc /Hotljer of ©brist Wbo ®abe $er to Els for ©ar ©tun. CONTENTS PAGE π. Preface................................................................................. ix i. Introduction...................... The Powers of the Soul.......................................... 6 ni. Discursive Prayer iv. v. Modifying the Method............................................... 13 Sources of Difficulty in Prayer . . . . 18 vi. Towards Affective Prayer........................................ 24 vu. Affective Prayer............................................................ 30 Further Developments.............................................. 3j vin. ix. x. xi. xii. xiii. xiv. ....................................................... 9 Goodness of Life ..................................................... 40 Prayer and the Spiritual Life .... 46 The Path of Progress............................................ s2 The Difficulties of Not Praying .... 58 The Prayer of the Priest ...... The Indwelling Spirit of Adoption ... 63 7° xvi. Our Identification With Jesus .... The Growth of Jesus Within Us .... xvii. Emmanuel—“ God With Us ”.................................9° xviii. Assets and Liabilities.....................................................9S The Prayer of Faith................................................ 101 “Many are Called ...”....................................I09 Conclusion................................................................... 116 xv. xix. xx. xxi. 77 84 Appendices...................................................................... l25 PREFACE 1 here is a process used for printing pictures in colour which involves the making of separate blocks for each elementary component colour in the picture. The prints from each of these blocks are superimposed on each other, and if the relative strength of each colour is correct, the result is quite natural. If, however, any one shade is too weak, then there is a corresponding defect in final rendering of the true colour, which might perhaps be corrected by an extra printing of the weak component. Now, the purpose of these pages is something like that of the extra printing. It is not that the standard presentation of mental prayer is defective, but it would seem that the impres­ sion of mental prayer that many souls have received needs to be strengthened in certain “ colours.” That purpose explains the irregular extent of treatment wliich the reader will notice in these pages. The subject of methodical meditation is only outlined, as there are more than enough excellent books dealing with it in great detail. Besides, the souls for whom this book is primarily intended are those who cannot succeed with the usual methods of meditation, as well as those who once were able to meditate but now find that it has become an impossibility to do so. In order to fit this “ extra printing ” into the general picture of prayer, the whole subject is, at least, outlined; certain phases which seem to need more detailed treatment being dealt with more extensively. But there is another lx X PREFACE reason why we have insisted on including a discussion of such states of prayer as those which we have called the prayer of faith, and why we beg the reader, whatever may be his position on the ladder of prayer, to read the whole work. Whatever may be said about the general law of the develop­ ment of prayer when observed and averaged among a large number of different souls, most individuals find that their path of advance is extremely twisted and shows rapid and extensive variations. It would seem therefore that, except perhaps at the very beginning, an acquaintance with the nature and technique of all the different stages of prayer, is not only helpful at any stage, but even necessary at all of them. Despite the title of this work, it is not a scientific analysis or a classified catalogue of the various difficulties that may arise in prayer, with a complete practical solution of each one appended in its proper place. Its purpose is rather to discuss the nature and ways of prayer, not with scientific objectivity, but from the point of view of the individual, looking at it as it appears to him. In this way it is hoped to put the soul in position to deal with most of his own difficulties. Further, the primary purpose is not so much to instruct the reader as to encourage him to press on in prayer, and to induce him to seek further information from the works of more competent pens. That is why the treatment of the subject is so condensed ; so much so, that it will need a second reading to extract all we have tried to say. This re-reading is all the more advisable from the fact that the earlier chapters will be more easily understood in light of those which follow. As the point is so well treated in many other works, it is assumed that the reader is aware of the necessity of mental prayer. A Christian who does not pray is like a man who PREFACE xi neither thinks nor wills—a mere animal in the spiritual life. The pursuit of perfection is utterly impossible without mental prayer—which, of course, may be made quite unconsciously. In fact, it may be said that if a man does not pray he cannot save his soul. We must insist that we cannot regard the “ active ” life in the religious state or in the priesthood as one which precludes the soul from advancing—and advancing far—in the ways of prayer. On the contrary, the religious state, if it be truly such, should both lead a soul to progress in prayer, and be a continual help to him to do so. The essential and primary purpose of the religious life is the perfection of each individual religious; otherwise it has no right to the name. Now, the pursuit of perfection is exactly what is needed to make progress in prayer possible, while, in its turn, prayer is the very best means of seeking perfection, and all the more so when it is “ progressive.” The same reasoning is valid with regard to priests living in the world. Although their obligations in the matter of perfection are somewhat different, and despite the fact that the difficulties they have to face are quite considerable, nevertheless all that we say of prayer even in connection with religious, applies with no less force to their case. Even though we personally have less direct knowledge of their problems, a chapter on the prayer of priests has been inserted lest clerical readers should imagine that their hopes of progress in prayer were considered to be any less than those of religious. Nor do we think that even lay-people by their life arc debarred from hoping for such progress in prayer as we indicate in this book. Anyone who is prepared to serve God with good-will, and devote sufficient time daily to spiritual reading and to prayer, may reasonably expect to grow in xii PREFACE friendship with God, which is, to progress in prayer. The difficulties of the laity in the interior life need more detailed treatment than can be given in this book, but they are not insuperable, and need not prevent any lay person of goodwill from trying to lead an interior life of prayer even in the world. Further, we are quite definitely opposed to the theory that there is no state of prayer between ordinary methodical meditation and passive contemplation. As we hope will become evident from these pages, prayer seems to us to be the result of a progressive intimacy and friendship with God. If prayer cannot progress, then neither can friendship. This point is of great practical importance, for false notions in its regard may turn a soul away from all hope of achieving union with God. In course of what follows, we will try to show how this union can be sought for and found, by an ever-increasing intimacy with Jesus in prayer and in work. This leads to a view of each exercise of the religious life as a meeting-place where the religious is sure not only to find Jesus, but to be able to be united to Him. Now this view is the best remedy for what is perhaps the state of greatest misery on earth—the misery of half-hearted service in religion, for it puts the otherwise weary and monotonous routine of the religious life in an entirely new and captivating light, offering new strength and new purpose to many souls. It will be further found that the division of prayer into well-marked and clear-cut stages has been, to a considerable extent, avoided. Definitions, too, when given at all, are often loose and sometimes vague. This, however, is quite deliberate. There is no use in trying to be more definite or more clearly classified in our notions than is the reality of prayer itself. Now, prayer, especially from the individual’s PREFACE xiii point of view, can often be very indefinite and quite unclassifiable. Further, even if there does exist a well-marked ladder of prayer for each individual, it is by no means necessary, at least as a general rule, to know on which rung one is standing. The important thing is to avoid standing still, and to keep on climbing. The fact that the same difficulty often re-occurs at different stages in the progress of prayer, and that the same principle finds many applications in the course of the spiritual life, has led to a number of repetitions in the text. In a book written to meet the needs of individual souls, and which views its subject from different points of view and attempts to deal with the many misunderstandings and wrong notions that can be met with, such repetition seems justified and will, we trust, be pardoned. No apology is made for making what can only be an imperfect attempt at the difficult task of outlining the teaching of St. Paul on the indwelling of the Divine Persons in the baptised soul and the soul’s incorporation in Christ. This doctrine was the foundation of all the Apostle’s teaching. It still is an unrivalled foundation for a life of prayer, and would appear to be not only the best encouragement for it, but also the surest ground for hope of its achievement. In particular, St. Paul himself testifies that the Holy Ghost helps the infirmity of our prayer, and many theologians see a close connection between the operation of the gifts of the Holy Ghost and the development of prayer. That the pursuit of prayer involves the pursuit of holiness need cause no one any doubt as to the possibility of its achievement. When Our Saviour rose from the dead, He had taken on Himself, and triumphed over, every possible obstacle, in our past, in our future, in ourselves, or in our xiv PREFACE surroundings, which might interfere with our holiness. The agony that broke His Sacred Heart in the garden was the thought that, after He had done and suffered so much—far more than was ever necessary—for our holiness, we should render His Blood useless by our cowardice and by our failure to believe in Him and to trust in Him. The greatest value that we can set on Christ’s sufferings is to believe that they can make holy even such as we arc. We must, in fact, fill up the things that are wanting in the Resurrection of Christ in His Body—in ourselves—by letting Him rise in us through our holiness. If there be any grace, any good, any help in these pages, it is due to the intercession of Mary the Mother of Christ,— it is due to the grace of the Holy Spirit, who works in the most unworthy priest,—it is due to the sufferings of Jesus Christ, who merited all graces for men,—it is due to the mercy of the Father in heaven, who wills to restore all things in Christ, in whom, in the unity of the Holy Spirit is all His glory. To Their Name be all honour and glory for ever. September 8th, 1942. Feast of the Nativity of Our Lady, The Abbey of Mount St. Joseph, Roscrca • Chapter 1 INTRODUCTION ACED with the ever-increasing difficulty of leading a holy­ life in contact with a world ever growing more flagrantly pagan, often urged by the more or less conscious feeling of the needs of one of the most critical moments in the history of Christianity, many souls have commenced to examine the state of their spiritual health and to seek means of spiritual advancement. The need for greater spiritual energy has led them to consider especially their prayer, for they have come to realise that prayer is the source of their spiritual strength and the centre of their spiritual life. The result of this investigation is, in many cases, unsatisfactory and disheartening. Many find that there is something wrong with their prayer; they note a lack of progress, an ever-increasing difficulty, and even a growing distaste for that exercise. Some conclude that for them it is a mere waste of time to go on “ pray ing " as they have been doing; others find the time given to prayer a burden that is becoming well-nigh intolerable. It is with the hope of doing something to ease such difficulties that these pages have been written. While the needs of those in religion are their principal aim, there is no reason why lay people in thé world should not find help in the discussion. Even beginners may take courage if the possibilities of prayer are set before them, and once their misapprehensions of the true nature of prayer are corrected, they will attempt its regular practice with renewed determination. But it is only after some continuous attempt at regular prayer has been made that these lines fully find their intended application. I F i DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER An exact catalogue of difficulties in prayer with a definite remedy for each is not intended ; rather, it is hoped that by discussing the nature and practice of prayer, and pointing out the sources from which difficulties arise, the reader will be enabled, perhaps after some experimenting, to find a solution for his problems. Since many of the difficulties arise from mistaken notions of its nature, let us first survey briefly the development of prayer so as to fix our perspective and then return to a more detailed discussion of its various elements and stages. Ο φ Technically speaking, prayer is an elevation of the mind and heart to God, to adore Him, to praise Him, to thank Him for His benefits, and to beg His grace and mercy. In a more restricted sense, the word is confined to the prayer of petition, that is, to the asking of seemly things from God. Chief among its effects are to make us love God more and more, to conform our wills to His, to make us truly humble, and to lead us to become more intimately united to Him. It can rightly be described as a loving conversation with God, especially if it be remembered that conversation includes listening as well as talking, and that great friends can often converse without words. When we make use of a set formula with our lips and endeavour to conform our thoughts and desires in some way to our words, we have what is usually called vocal prayer. But, of course, if it is to be a prayer at all, the mind must play some part in it. In what is called mental prayer, we endeavour to originate these thoughts and desires in ourselves by some reflection, and then to give utterance to them by words—generally words of our own— or even by that eloquent silence where the heart speaks to God and gives Him fitting praise without the noise of words. But even if we do articulate words, or vocalise these acts and desires, our prayer does not therefore cease to be mental prayer. This is a mistake that some people make, thinking that they must repress all articulate utterance or speech in / INTRODUCTION 3 mental prayer. On the contrary, if, as often is the case, lip articulation helps to make our acts more fervent or more real, it can be used. But it is not essential. In this, as in all such matters, a holy liberty of spirit should prevail. The “ acts ” which we make in prayer are called affections. The ordinary meaning of this word in English is entirely different from its connotation here. Affections in prayer are essentially acts of the will, by which it moves towards God, and elicits other acts of the different virtues, such as faith, hope, love, sorrow, humility, gratitude, or praise. In the earlier stages of the spiritual life these affections usually cannot be produced without laborious consideration and tedious effort. The things of this life, the rush of human activity, the daily experience of the senses, so throng the imagination and excite the emotions that the more abstract truths of faith and the mysteries of the nineteen-centurydistant life of Our Lord have little hold on the mind. Some of the time of prayer must, therefore, be spent in reviewing these thoughts and stirring up the heart to act and to give expression to its desires. The word meditation, in its strict sense, denotes this preparatory work of reflection and consideration. This is not really prayer; it is merely a prelude to prayer. The affections and petitions form the real prayer. For this reason the custom which applies the name Meditation to the whole exercise of mental prayer is unfortunate. While reserving the point for a fuller discussion in a later chapter, let it be said here that the word Meditation in its wider sense, as applied to the whole exercise of prayer, covers far more than the strict meaning of the word. It must include some petitions or acts if it is to be prayer at all. As one advances in the spiritual life, convictions are developed which are easily re-animated at the time of prayer; reading and reflection—two essential foods of the spiritual life—deepen the knowledge of Our Lord and His teaching, and make us grow in His love; the reality of the thinas of 4 DIFFICULTIES IN ΜΕΝΤΛΙ PRAYER the spirit becomes intensified. The result is that the time necessary for preliminary consideration becomes less and less, and the affections come more easily, and gradually take up the major part of the time of prayer. Such prayer is called “ affective prayer.” Then, just as when friendship has developed between two men, mutual understanding and community of purpose ripen, and words begin to carry a whole wealth of meaning,—so, too, as intimacy with God increases and virtue advances accordingly, we may find that our affections—that is, our acts of the -will and of the other virtues—need fewer and fewer words for their expression, and it may sometimes happen that we are content to kneel in silent adoration, or in mute sorrow, or in some such “ affection ” without using words. Thus our prayer simplifies itself. This simplified prayer is often called the “ prayer of simplicity,” but even when authors agree as to the definition of the term, it would seem that they frequently apply it to quite different things, and so, to prevent misunderstanding, it seems preferable here to avoid the use of the expression. The prayer just referred to may be called the prayer of simplified affections. In all this, of course, God’s grace has been at work. Sometimes, however, in the case of a soul who is generous and humble, and who refuses to compromise and sign a treaty of peace with self-love—no matter what occasional victories that enemy may have won—, it happens that God begins to play a still greater part in the soul’s prayer. His action is of a new type which may at first escape notice. He works in the depths of the soul and makes little or no appeal to the imagination or to the emotions, or even to the ordinary working of the intellect. This state of prayer, which here will be called a prayer of faith,—without, however, insisting too much on the exactness of the term—is a prayer of great value and most effective in uniting the soul to God. It has its own difficulties and perplexities, and may demand I INTRODUCTION S the exercise of much patience and resolute effort. If, however, it is persevered in with generosity and confidence in God, it leads to great graces of prayer and holiness. It would be no exaggeration to call it a short cut to sanctity. Before leaving this chapter to consider in more detail the different phases of prayer just outlined, anticipating a future discfussion of the subject, it may be said that while writers divide the spiritual life into stages corresponding to the different degrees of prayer which are characteristically found in souls in each stage, yet there is no sharp border-line marking the divisions, nor indeed is there any strict uniformity of type within any one degree. Sometimes, for example, especially upon occasions of great joy or sorrow, even the beginner may find himself praying in a very simplified way; while, on the other hand, the advanced soul may often have to fall back on the technique of meditation to surmount some temporary disability. In all these matters there is much misunderstanding, and as many of the difficulties in mental prayer spring from these wrong notions, the next few chapters will, first of all, give a short account of the different faculties which the soul uses in its operations, and then discuss in more detail the various phases of prayer here outlined. Chapter II THE POWERS OF THE SOUL ECHNICALLY speaking, man is a rational animal. With the brute animals'he shares the power of sensation and sense appetite, while in common with the angels, he has an intellect and a will. In the state of grace, he is made a participator in the Divine nature and is enriched with the power to know and love God by faith, hope and charity. All his natural knowledge depends on the working of his five external senses. He has, however, internal senses, two of which, the imagination and the memory, concern us here. By means of thdSe powers he can recall and reproduce the images obtained from the outer senses, by a sort of a talking picture, as it were. He can even reconstruct new pictures— or phantasms, aS they are called,—out of the material supplied by former experience. In addition to these powers of sense­ knowledge, there is also the very important faculty of sense desire, called the sense appetite, which desires any good or attractive object which the senses set before the subject, cither in reality or in imagination. This faculty is automatic; that is, it acts immediately on the presentation of the object to it, and its action is often accompanied by what the philosophers call a passion, which produces some corporal effect. We can see this appetite—the word has a much wider application here than in ordinary speech, for it covers all movements towards the good of any sense—at work in our moments of anger, or, for example, in the desire for forbidden foods on days of abstinence. In passing, it may be noted, that since this desire is automatic and, therefore, outside the control of the will, it can never be a sin in itself. If this were clearly understood, much trouble about supposed consent to bad thoughts ami to anger, and the like, would be avoided. There is a desire there, but only in the sense 6 T THE POWERS OF THE SOUL 7 appetite; there can be no sin until the intellect recognises the sinful nature of the object, and the will desires it. Thus, on Friday morning, no matter how much such a man’s “ appetite ” desires meat, as long as his will refuses to yield, not only does he not sin, but he can even merit considerably. This digression, introduced because of its importance in another connection, brings to our notice the higher faculties of the intellect and the will. The intellect is the faculty by which man knows truth; its scope is indicated by its power of knowing abstract truths, relations, universal ideas, etc. In this life—in its natural mode of operation at any rate—it works by abstracting its knowledge from the concrete individual objects depicted in the imagination. But even after the intellect has obtained matter for thought, the imagination still keeps trying to form some image to represent the ideas with which the intellect is working. That is why abstract thought is so fatiguing, for the imagination can never fully achieve its purpose; it must often be content with picturing a word, or some vague image, to suit the idea. Its efforts can be illustrated by trying to sec what “ picture ’’ we form of God. Its limitations can be illustrated if we try to picture the notion of “ dependence ” or of “ causality ” or of “ honesty,” or of any such abstract idea. The will is the intellectual appetite ; that power by which we desire or “ love ” objects which the intellect pronounces good. Everything can.be regarded as good in some respect ; even sin is willed as good—a good of the senses, for example. Merit belongs ultimately only to acts of the will, and it is through the will alone that sin can be committed. On the working of the will the whole of the spiritual life depends. The will is a free faculty, whose action is subject to ourselves in such a way that no created object can force it to act. Because of this dual nature in man, there are a number of reactions to which he is subject, and which we shall loosely call emotions or passions. These are rooted in his sensitive, 8 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER or animal, nature. The joy, with its corporal expression, which a boy finds in getting first in an examination is probably more rational than sensitive in its origin; the eager­ ness with which the same boy retaliates when attacked comes more from his sensitive nature than from the action ol the intellect. To this latter type of reaction belong many of those “ feelings ” which are found at prayer: consolations, aridities, sorrow, joy, etc. That is why the subject has been introduced here, for it is obvious that, in so Jar as they come from the senses, such movements are in themselves not meritorious, nor are they even signs of true devotion, which consists in the readiness of the will to serve God. They are, however, of tremendous help in overcoming the resistance of the “ flesh ” to serving the spirit, and assist us to devote all our energies to the service of God. In practice, no human being could serve God with his whole heart, unless his sensitive nature found some delight to draw it to God; for we are men, not angels. But there is a tremendous difference between the “ feelings " that have their origin in the higher powers, and which overflow into the senses, as sometimes happens, especially in the higher Hights of the spiritual life, and the “ feelings ” that have their origin in the senses, and which tend for their own sake to draw the higher powers down after them. Much of the “ devotion ” experienced in the earlier part of the spiritual life has a good measure of this latter “ feeling " in it. God forbid, however, that we should despise it, for often such consolation may come from God. It is a great help to detach our hearts from the consolations of creatures, and to move the whole heart in its search for God. But to imagine that real devotion consists in such feelings is a fatal error. There are other points of importance in this connection, but since the above is sufficient for our immediate purpose, they can be left for later treatment, and we may go on to consider the first stages in prayer. Chapter III DISCURSIVE PRAYER Y discursive prayer is meant a prayer in which reflection or consideration of some mystery or of some truth of faith predominates. “ Discourse ” was the old word used for the process of reasoning by which one came to the truth gradually,—step by step, as in one of Euclid’s demonstrations. The opposite action of the intellect might be called “ intuition,” where the mind takes in a truth at a glance, either because it is self-evident—■“ the whole is greater than its part,” for example—,or, in a less strict sense, because long experience has made one so familiar with all the steps of the argument leading up to it. All, for example, see the axioms in Euclid by intuition, while many of the propositions are so familiar to the teacher that he may now be said to see them by intuition. The term “ discursive prayer ” is here introduced for a deliberate reason. In the strict meaning of the word, “ meditation ” applies to the discourse of the mind with the accompanying workings of the imagination and the memory, and to that alone. Since, however, in many religious houses, the name meditation is given to the exercise in which a stated time' of the day’s programme is set apart for mental prayer, the word is often applied to any form of mental prayer. Even if a religious is raised to the heights of contemplation, be is said to be “ at his meditation.” This usage has its disadvantages; it takes away a very useful word, which will here be replaced by “ reflection ” or “ considera­ tion,” and it leads those who take the name too strictly to 9 B IO DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER think that the èssence of this exercise of mental prayer lies in the considerations. Now in reality the fact is that there is no real prayer until the soul starts making “ acts,” or affections. This cannot be too often emphasized. The purpose of con­ sideration, reflection or “ meditation ’’ in its strict sense, is merely to lead the soul to produce acts. It has other effects to be considered later, but once the acts come, its work is done, and it should be put aside until the soul can no longer go on making acts—or, in other words, can no longer go on talking to God in some way or other, for that it is in which prayer really consists. If such conversation with God is found possible at the very beginning of the time of prayer, no attempt should be made at considerations as long as our conversation with God continues, even though this may mean leaving considerations out altogether. (Such, at least, is our opinion, but not all would exactly agree with it. On this point, and on the matter of this chapter and the next, see Appendix I.) Since however this is not usually the case, at least in the beginning, some method of reflection will be of tremendous help. The literature on this subject is enormous, and most people are acquainted with the common teaching to some extent at least. Numerous authors have drawn up and expounded and developed in more or less detail a “ method,” which in the main essentials is generally closely related to that used by St. Ignatius in his celebrated Spiritual Exercises. The subject of the meditation is prepared the evening before, divided into “ points,” and the main conclusions, acts, petitions and resolutions to be arrived at, are determined. When the time of prayer has come, the exercise is commenced by putting oneself in the presence of God; there are certain preludes to fix the faculties by a “ composition of place,” etc., certain preliminary petitions ; the first point is taken, and the imagination and intellect applied to it in methodical DISCURSIVE PRAYER 11 fashion; certain acts are elicited ; then the second point, and perhaps a third, are dealt with in similar fashion. The predetermined acts, petitions and resolutions, together with any others that suggest themselves during the exercise, having been made, the prayer concludes with a “ colloquy ” or conversation with God or with some of his saints, and a short thanksgiving, to which is added an examination of the manner in which the exercise has been performed. Some thought may be selected to be kept at hand during the day, to renew the effects of the meditation in the soul. The whole scheme is familiar to anyone who has used one of these Manuals of Prayer, which in some cases prescribe the programme in great detail, and there is no need here to treat of it at any greater length. When a method of this sort is followed, it certainly leads to success, and it forms a most useful way of helping the beginner in his first attempts at mental prayer. The many souls who can follow it are in no need of our remedies, but it is desirable to warn them to be ready to modify their method should it cease to be helpful, and to put them on their guard against the mistake that may be made through a wrong notion of the essential nature of prayer, of thinking that reflection is prayer, and of failing therefore to give enough time to the making of acts and talking to God. They may perhaps find new hope in the suggestion that there may be further possibilities open to them. There are many souls who have reached a-high degree of holiness, and who never seem to have used or needed any other way of praying. We say “seem,” because, as .will appear later on, it may be, that while “ meditating ” with the lower part of their mind, they arc, all unknown to themselves, con­ templating God in a special, way with its highest powers. The same thing may be true even of vocal prayer, especially of the choral recitation of the Divine Office. In any case, there are many paths to holiness, and while the graces of I2 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER advanced prayer are a powerful, if not the greatest, help to progress, they do not in themselves constitute holiness. If a man love God with his whole heart and with his whole soul, and with all his mind and with all his strength, he has fulfilled all the law, and he is perfect, no matter in what way he prays. There seems, however, to be a number of people who, despite continued efforts and undoubted goodwill, not only fail to find any help in the use of these methods of prayer, but are even hindered thereby, sometimes to such an extent that the whole business of prayer becomes an intolerable burden. As a result, that which should be the source of their spiritual life becomes dried up ; perseverance becomes difficult, and advance is only achieved by heroic efforts. The soul may even give up all attempt at prayer, and end in spiritual disaster. Then there are those who were once successful in prayer, but who found as time went on that they could no longer pray as they used to do, and were reduced to a state of complete powerlessness at meditation, not knowing any oilier way to pray. All such souls, it is hoped, may find the beginning of the solution of their problems in the following discussion of mental prayer. Lay folk need not be deterred by the fact that at times it is clearly the case of priests and religious that is being considered. Most of the points to be raised, and all the principles indicated, can apply to those in the world who want to lead a life of prayer and to sanctify their day’s work. Chapter IV MODIFYING THE METHOD HE detailed methods of discursive prayer, found in so many manuals, and which are a difficulty to the class of souls we are now considering, are of comparatively recent growth ; their spread dates from about the sixteenth century. In the old days, when the religious life was more monastic in form, and faith perhaps more lively, the need for such a detailed plan was not so generally felt. The notion also of mental prayer as something confined to a special short period was quite foreign to the minds of the time. To what extent private prayer was made in common by the old monks is not quite certain ; such an exercise would be rather a means of stirring up the fires of prayer, so that they might bum steadily for the rest of the day, for the whole day was looked on as a time of prayer. The work of meditation, in the sense of reflection and consideration, was supplied by spiritual reading—which was done slowly and thoughtfully—and was continued by actual reflection and by pondering over the truths of faith or the mysteries of Christ during the time of manual labour or the free periods of the day. Acts of ejaculatory prayer throughout the day helped to turn the heart continually to God, and the Divine Office gave utterance in a definite and inspired form to the feelings and the needs, not only of the individual soul, but also of the whole Church, the Body of Christ. Thus, when a religious betook himself to private prayer, the preparatory work was already done, and he went straight to the actual business of praying. In course of time, the development of the religious state T ’J i4 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER brought many distracting activities into the lives of its members, and in most cases made the public recitation of the Divine Office impracticable. It was then found desirable to make a regular practice of marking oil' a set time for mental prayer, and to make this one of the principal exercises of the day, not in order to limit its practice, but to ensure at least a minimum of attempt. This development was probably hastened by the results of the Renaissance, which saw the decline of the medieval spirit of faith that had permeated even the lives of the laity. Nowadays all religious houses, even those of the monastic orders, have a time set apart for mental prayer, while the Canon Law urges a similar practice for the secular clergy. To sum up the effect of this change, one might say that the whole of the monk’s day had been compressed into an hour or so, and fitted into the life of the modern priest or religious, in order to make sure that, for some part of the day at any rate, he should rise above his cares and pre-occupations, and talk with God. Since the object of this change is not to limit prayer but merely to insist on a minimum of it at least, it follows therefore that if, for a particular place, or for a particular person, this process of compression can be reversed and some of the old spirit partly restored so that one’s prayer overflows into the other hours of the day, it will be most desirable that one should do so. For this purpose, spiritual reading, which is of so much importance in the spiritual life, could become more or less of a meditation. Spiritual reading and mental prayer are as necessary for the life of the soul as the daily food is for that of the body. Without constant spiritual reading, not only can there be no progress in prayer, but there is not even any hope of perseverance in the spiritual life. To try to lay down a minimum time for this exercise would be too delicate a matter. The grace of God can always adapt itself to circumstances, and the circumstances of each religious bouse are a very special part of His plan. Where there is MODIFYING THE METHOD sufficient time at an individual’s disposal, it may, however, be said that, to reduce the time for spiritual reading, without due cause, to less than three hours in the week, is to starve the soul, and will bring about the consequences of such starvation. And it would seem that, for at least half of this time, the reading should be done personally. A total diet of public reading can hardly be sufficient to meet the needs of each individual. In some religious houses, owing to special circumstances, it may not always be possible to spend half an hour daily, even in broken periods, at this exercise. Where that is the case, one should be careful to seize such opportunities as may occur on Sundays or holidays, or during the vacation time, to nourish the soul by suitable reading. In those houses where books are read for the community, each individual should supplement the general fare by reading in private such matter as suits his own special needs. Everyone should keep himself familiar with both the deeds and the words of Our Saviour, for they are the revelation of the Word of God. The building up of a vivid living memory of Our Lord by frequent reading is of great importance. Further, one should make oneself acquainted with the general scheme of the spiritual life, and in particular with the doctrine of prayer , even in its higher stages. This equipment is necessary in order to co-operate with the changing phases of God’s action ; it will also help one to make the best use of any available direction. Once this spiritual knowledge has been acquired, further reading should be done without haste, digesting and savouring what has been read, and occasionally making such acts of prayer as suggest themselves. Reading, which should never be commenced without a short but fervent prayer for help, should always be regarded in a spirit of faith as containing a message from God Himself, somewhere in the lines read or between them, which prayer, faith and confidence will make per­ ceptible. This spiritual reading is the foundation—one might 16 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER say, the essential foundation—of a life of prayer, and it is the best preparation for that exercise. If it is carried out faithfully, the need for long and methodic consideration at the time of prayer will be rapidly reduced ; in fact, this may even become quite impossible. Consequently, the ordinary methods of mental prayer must then be mollified to suit the needs of such a soul. As further progress is made in the knowledge, and more especially in the practice of the spiritual life, not merely will the considerations be lessened, but the acts or affections will become much simpler. In fact, one particular act will gradually come to include many of the others usually prescribed in the method ; moreover, the nature of the acts may so change that it is difficult to observe them, for there are many movements of a loving heart that escape human observation. Who can count the “ acts ” of love that a mother makes beside her sleeping child? The method of prayer will thus need further modification, and indeed at this stage, methods may be put aside. Since the purpose of consideration prescribed in the methods of mental prayer is principally to lead to acts or affections, such consideration may and indeed should cease as soon as the acts come. When that stage is reached where one can “ pray ”—that is, make acts—from the very beginning of the prayer, these considerations, apart from a few moment’s recollection at the beginning to fix one’s attention, may be left out of the prayer altogether. Of course, if the facility to pray ceases, one may have to fall back on consideration to make a fresh start. But one must be on guard against the mistake of thinking that considerations are an essential part of mental prayer. There is, however, another valuable fruit that comes from considerations : those strong convictions about the principles of the spiritual life, the reality of the supernatural, etc., which are developed and deepened by frequent reflection. Care must be taken to sustain these convictions when reflection is no longer used at the time of MODIFYING THE METHOD >7 prayer. That can be done by spiritual reading, especially when made in a meditative way, or by frequent, almost unconscious, reflection during the various parts of the day. One can easily realise how a business man or a professional man is always thinking of his affairs, continually “ meditating ” on them, and seeking improvements, and devising new ways of advance. If a soul is taking its spiritual life seriously, it will be assiduous in its consideration of ways and means, in its search for truth, and in its endeavour to follow the truth when known. Thus, without deliberate determination, it will give quite a lot of thought to its spiritual life during odd moments of the day. Meditation in this sense should never be given up ; for if a man thinks not in his heart, his whole spiritual life may soon be laid desolate. The resolutions, too, which are generally indicated in the method, must not be overlooked. It may happen that they are not made during mental prayer. Then they should be made or renewed during the examination of conscience; they will probably become much simpler and more general as time goes on. But as long as there are particular failings to be overcome, especially if they are habitual, there is need of particular resolutions to combat them. Given, then, that the soul finds that it can pray without having to reflect at length on various points, and that it provides for reflection and for the renewing of its resolutions during some other part of the day, there is no reason why methodical meditation should not be omitted in favour of a freer and fuller talk with God, at least as long as such a state of affairs continues. For, when all is said and done, meditation is only “ thinking about God,” while prayer is “ talking to God,” a conversation which may develop into “ looking at God and loving Him.” Chapter V SOURCES OF DIFFICULTY IN PRAYER OT only is it unnecessary for a soul who has macle some progress in the spiritual life and who supplies the matter and the convictions that lead to mental prayer by reflective spiritual reading, to make a point-by-point meditation when he comes to the time of prayer, but it would also be beset with difficulties. This is especially true when one is ready for the next type of prayer, in which reflection is reduced to a minimum and acts or affections predominate, where the whole prayer, in fact, is a loving colloquy or conversation with God. To indict the use of a “ method ” on such a one is to try and force a sprinter to use crutches. No wonder a soul so circumstanced finds meditation an intolerable burden! But, before considering this next type of prayer, let us first see whether there may not be other reasons why the use of a prescribed method may be troublesome and may form an obstacle to success, even though the individual is not yet at the stage’ of proficiency in the spiritual life but is still quite a newcomer. It would seem that many authors, in considering the ascent of the ladder of the spiritual life, begin with the condition of an habitual sinner, in svhom the teachings of the faith have been more or less neglected, and a great measure of free rein given to self-love and to the desires of lower nature. The question may be asked whether such a scheme, with the consequent prescriptions of matter and method for prayer, may be applied to the type of soul that is met with, say, in Irish seminaries and novitiates. Most of the clerical students and of the young men and women who 18 N SOURCES OF DIFFICULTY IN PRAYER «9 enter religion here, or who start seriously to take up the practice of the spiritual life in the world, have already imbibed the convictions of the faith in their very infancy, one might say, and have lived, at least in their earlier days, in the atmosphere of the faith. It is true that they may have been thoughtless and never have considered the real meaning of their religion, but at least they have had sufficient conviction to lead them to enter the seminary or the religious state, and that frequently, just after their school-days. Generally, too, habitual sin of any serious type is rare among such subjects, and there are many who still preserve their baptismal innocence. Surely such a soul does not need, nor can it face, the long, tedious plodding' of a course of “ prelude and point ” meditation for many years. It is true that it will have to be educated in the spiritual life, and that the new knowledge will have to be digested by reflection. But this is often done quite spontaneously in spiritual reading, and hardly needs such a detailed plan of attack as is called for in the case of one who is trying to effect his conversion from a life of sin. To make such souls “ meditate ” without some modifications in the method is often to set them building a house already completed. Proper spiritual reading will produce the necessary con­ viction with regard to the new truths that they learn, if indeed the docility of their faith and the readiness of their fervour do not do so spontaneously. The earnest resolutions that are one of the fruits of meditation will generally arise spontaneously in affective prayer; if not, then the examina­ tion of conscience will supply them. Therefore, it would seem that such souls are often really ripe for some sort of affective prayer, even though afterwards it may be necessary for them to make use of meditation for some time. Their direction calls for prudence, but to insist that all should adopt methodical meditation seems a mistake. It would be far more profitable to put them in touch with the person of 2 îo DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER Our Lord, anti let them become intimate with Him in loving conversation. Such intercourse with Our Lord is an excellent corrective for their defective habits, and will quickly mould them according to His heart. There is another reason that makes this policy desirable. The demands made on the time of the modern priest and religious by his work and the preparation for it, leave a minimum for the more interior exercises of the spiritual life and for the development of a life of prayer. If such a one does not get into touch with Our Lord before the full burden of intense activity is laid upon him, it is not then so easy for him to develop a type of prayer than can easily be fitted into his day’s work ; whereas, if he has previously had some practice of affective prayer, he can soon acquire the habit of talking to Jesus during his work. Even if after some time it becomes necessary for him to return to meditative prayer during the time set apart for that exercise, so that he may complete his spiritual formation, nevertheless he has acquired a habit of ejaculatory prayer that is of inestimable value, and has made the first step on the way to the transformation of all his activities into true prayer. There is another type of temperament that finds great difficulty in discursive meditation. Some minds reach their •conclusions by a sort of intuition rather than by a long discourse of reasoning. When a subject is set before them, they quickly draw out of it all the fruit available at the moment, and the harvest will not be increased by prolonged consideration. It is not till later on, in the light of new knowledge and experience, that their convictions are deepened and extended. Such souls have little to gain by trying to keep the mind fixed for long on the points of a meditation. It is better for them to proceed to the acts, and try to talk to Our Lord, or, if that fails, to repeat phrases of some· favourite prayer, slowly and thoughtfully. This difficulty can easily arise when, as in some SOURCES OF DIFFICULTY IN PRAYER 21 religious communities, the subject and the points for meditation are read the evening before and again in the morning during the time of prayer. At the first hearing the mind may often there and then extract as much as it can from the subject-matter, and is ready to proceed to pray immediately. The repeated reading in the morning is then wearisome enough, without having to go through the matter point by point. In such cases one should try to speak to Our Lord, or else fall back upon a new subject. It is well always to have some pre-determined alternative. The fifteen mysteries of the Rosary form a programme of prayer for many souls. Others make a similar use of the Stations of the Cross. Another way is to remember that Mass :s beginning somewhere at every moment. If one follows that Mass in thought and imagination, it can provide suitable matter for prayer. Another source of difficulty in mental prayer lies in the choice of a subject. In this matter the needs and attractions of each individual must be considered. Where the choice is left to oneself, the ordinary rules of prudence—especially if advice is sought from some competent authority—will settle the matter. But what of the case where the subject is read for a community the evening before, and repeated point by point next morning?' This is a delicate question, and calls for some compromise. There are two extremes to be avoided. First of all, every religious, whatever be the needs of his soul or whatever be his progress in the ways of prayer, should ever be on his guard against despising or disdaining in any way any such spiritual food coming from authoritative sources. The provisions made by superiors are a very special part of God’s Providence, and are filled with grace. Anyone who listens to such reading in a spirit of faith, saying in his heart, “ Speak, Lord, for Thy servant heareth,” will find that God makes special use of it to illumine and strengthen his soul. It may be only one small point—a single word, perhaps, that He uses—but it will fit into another context, that of God’s 22 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER other dealings with that soul, and will be a source of grace. It will be done unto us as we have believed. It is a matter of great importance that souls, especially advanced souls, should be very careful of their attitude in such circumstances. On the other hand, it seems unreasonable to demand that every soul should make its prayer on the lines of the meditation read for the community, and to deny individuals the right to follow the attractions of grace. Avoiding these two extremes, every soul of goodwill, while preserving its liberty of spirit, should give preference in such a case to the matter so provided by those charged with its government. If this can be made use of for prayer, even if only as a startingpoint for a colloquy with Our Lord, that should be done. If, however, it does not fit in with the soul’s needs and with the workings of Divine grace, it may be quietly and respectfully laid aside. It often happens that among the points read out there is a Divine reminder for the soul of the need to renew its familiarity with some special truth or the like, by reflection or by reading at some other time, without its being necessary for the soul to abandon its own way of prayer at the moment. In all this matter there is clearly need for discrimination and prudence, and it would be well if those who find it necessary to develop their prayer along individual lines should occasionally take counsel with some competent adviser, be he superior, priest, or even a prudent colleague. Under present conditions it often happens that for many souls a suitable guide is not always at hand; but between annual retreats and the various journeys that holidays and ill-health demand, it will generally be possible to consult some “ specialist ” and establish relations with him. Once a competent guide has been found, to whom one can easily open one’s mind, and who has been made acquainted with one’s circumstances, an occasional letter will be enough to provide for all the normal uncertainties of the spiritual course. In this matter, too, God will always adapt Elis grace SOURCES OF DIFFICULTY IN PRAYER 23 to circumstances, so that where no such guidance can be found, He will make other arrangements. But where competent advice is easily obtainable, it would be folly to reject it. In the case under consideration, to charge with singularity or with pride everyone who does not follow the subject read out or who feels the need of a book to fix his thoughts, especially in a community which includes members of all ages and of various degrees of religious experience, seems rather arbitrary. It is impossible to expect that in such a com­ munity the same spiritual food should be suitable to each one’s needs. Of course, the caprices of every individual cannot and should not be humoured. But there is need for prudent discernment and a holy liberty of spirit. However, where custom has already established a canon in these matters, religious should be prepared to accept the limitations arising either out of circumstances—such as the lack of a light—or through the direct decree of superiors. The grace of God can always adapt itself to such providential circumstances, and confident resignation to God’s fatherly care will always ensure His special help. We may be quite certain that those who resign themselves in this and in other similar matters cheerfully and confidently, will progress far more quickly, and with greater solidity, than if they tried to insist on getting their own way. Be it noted that God often gives during the day, even in our most active moments, the graces that He withheld during the time of prayer. In fact, for a soul who takes care to accept and to adapt himself to all the workings of God’s providence, especially when He seems to set obstacles in its path, His ways, however unreasonable they may seem at first, are in fact full of a must wonderful tenderness and merciful bounty. CHAPTER VI TOWARDS AFFECTIVE PRAYER O far we have been considering difficulties that arise at prayer, through the use of a method which is unsuited to one’s state or temperament. The general test of suitability in this connection is twofold : facility in the exercise and soundness in the result. Of the two, tbe second is the more reliable, and is sometimes the only sign of a proper way of praying ; for if a soul is praying in the way best suited to his state, it will be manifested in the goodness and fervour of his life. One who tries to adopt a manner of praying beyond his spiritual strength or age will soon find himself involved in difficulties, and will begin to fail in regularity and to fall away from his former fervour. But if, for example, a soul finds that he can spend the time of prayer in loving intercourse with God, even though he uses few words, and if, at the same time, he does not begin to fall off in fervour in the other actions of his spiritual life, nor to develop that touchiness of pride that refuses to accept even the smallest humiliation or neglect, then he may and, indeed, should be -allowed to pray in this way. This is affective prayer, which will be treated in a later chapter. But what of the soul who is not yet ready for such prayer, and who, despite goodwill and earnest efforts, can find no help in the ordinary method of meditation ? Here, since individual needs differ, it must suffice to make suggestions which may indicate a line of approach that will lead to the solution of this sort of difficulty. Nowadays, thank God, daily Communion is a regular practice, not only in religious houses, but with many souls S U TOWARDS AFFECTIVE PRAYER 25 outside the religious state. While there are a number who use a book to make their thanksgiving, there are a great many souls who are able to persevere in prayer for the usual fifteen minutes without any such help. Indeed, many more would do so if they had not a wrong idea of the way in which Our Lord wishes to be entertained, for they think that we must use the formal terms of a prayer book instead of speaking to Him in our own incoherent words. This thanksgiving would seem to offer a way of approach to mental prayer, for, be it well understood, unless it consisted in the mere formal recitation of a long list of vocal prayers by heart, it must have been true mental prayer. Suppose, then, we begin our prayer with a spiritual communion—quite an informal one—not worrying much how we must word the invitation to Jesus to come into our hearts (for “ fine speeches ” should be avoided like a plague in private prayer), but paying a whole lot of attention to Him Whose presence is the cause of our prayer, for He is already in our souls from the time of our baptism as long as we are in the state of grace. Then we can proceed just as wc do after Sacramental Communion. Most souls have worked out some programme for this time to suit their own needs. The four ends for which Mass is offered, for example, might supply four he dings for prayer, which could be developed in familiar conversation with Our Lord. These are: to adore God, to praise Him and thank Him for all His gifts, to atone for our sins, and to beg His grace and mercy. This colloquy or conversation with Our Lord could be modified to bring in the point or points which are the subject of our prayer. Very often the points of a meditation just read for us can be so used. Thus, for example, if the hidden life of Our Lord be the subject, we can talk to Our Lord about His days in Nazareth, familiarly, intimately, as a man is wont to speak to his friend. We can ask Our Lord questions about those days ; we can listen to what He has to 26 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER say to us about them. We can tell Him about our own day’s work and compare notes with Him: “Did You find the work so tiring ? Were Your customers unreasonable and hard to please ? Did your back pain You after the continual bending over the carpenter’s bench? Didn’t You know much better than St. Joseph how to make things?— You Who made the whole world! How did You force Yourself to spend thirty years of Your short life in such a way, with the whole world waiting for Your teaching and Your deliverance ? ”, etc., etc. Then we should talk to Him of our own life, of our difficulties, of our failings, of our short­ comings, of our sins. Oh, yes! especially of our sins! . . . for this Man receiveth sinners and shall save His people from their sins. The sins for which we are truly sorry can bind us to Our Saviour, and the great secret of all intercourse and close partnership with Jesus is to give Him a chance to be to us a Saviour. If there is some particular difficulty in our life, if there is something unpleasant we have to face that very day, let us speak to Him about that. If there is something that keeps coming in as a distraction, let us turn that into a prayer by talking to Our Lord about it. Let us tell Him about the things that give us so much trouble in our daily work ; let us tell Him of some attachment that we cannot or even do not want to break. The great way to convert distractions into prayer, and to change a bad or an imperfect will into holy determination, is to talk to Our Lord about them, just as one speaks to a friend, remembering that He is appointed by God to save us from our sins and from all that leads to sin or negligence. We must never forget that since He is God, He is omnipotent, and therefore that there is absolutely no depth of sin or of weakness, of darkness or of despair, from which He cannot or will not deliver us. Nor may we forget the intense love that made Him deliver Himself up to the tortures of the Cross for us. Therefore, there is no one TOWARDS AFFECTIVE PRAYER 27 who need be afraid, no one who has not the right to draw near to Him, to talk to Him, to show Him his sins, to speak to Him of his spiritual life in any of its aspects, as one talks to a doctor about sickness, to a friend about one’s affairs, or to a lover about one’s life, with its sorrows and joys, its hopes and its fears. The underlying principle in this way of acting is one that must be emphasised as of capital importance in all phases of the spiritual life. It is this: the essential point is to get into touch with Jesus as early as possible in the spiritual life, in each of its exercises, especially that of prayer, and to keep in touch with Him by all possible means and at all costs. This way of acting will remove from meditation the elements that make it distasteful and difficult to certain types of souls. It is also a remedy for a very common misunderstanding of the true nature of mental prayer, for many people have the notion that this is purely a mental exercise, a work of the intellect and its attendant faculties, to discover truth, to understand it, to form convictions and to lead to resolutions— a work of the head but not at all of the heart. In reality, all this is merely the prelude to prayer; it is not prayer itself. There is another consideration to be urged in this con­ nection. For many souls, an abstract or impersonal view of virtue, of perfection, of the joy of heaven, or of any such consideration, will generally leave the heart untouched and excite no desires. It neither produces prayer nor presses one on to the practice of virtue. Personal contact with Our Lord puts the whole spiritual life in an entirely different light and, often without much explicit consideration or particular resolutions, leads the soul unconsciously on to the practice of many virtues and puts new energy into its spiritual course. An analogous effect is seen in human affairs, where one is led and encouraged by the example of one’s friends, while the capacity of a man in love to change his most characteristic ways and forget his selfishness is proverbial. This point 28 DIFFICULTIES IN MENI AL PRAYER could be developed at length—for the spiritual life is a love affair with Jesus—but space forbids. Let it suffice to say that this is a principle that will solve many, if not all, of the difficulties in the life of the soul, for Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. Even in the dry and arid stages of contemplative prayer, when the soul seems incapable of a good thought or affection, when God seems to be nothing more than a word of three letters—we can still keep in touch with Jesus. The real contact with Him is made by faith— faith in his love and mercy. We lay hold of Him by hope and we cling to Him by love, however dry our act of love may be, as long as it is an act of the will accepting the will of God. But further discussion of this point must wait for a later chapter. There is one abuse of mental prayer which it might be well to indicate here, one into which all those who teach or preach are liable to fall. It consists in making their mental prayer a preparation of the mind for work, rather than a stirring-up of the will to pray and to love. Some, too, spend the time of meditation “ preaching ” to themselves, being chiefly interested in finding fine thoughts and words to do so to their own satisfaction. Talking to Our Lord “ in one’s own words ” should be a remedy for tins disease. Sometimes the list of acts prescribed in the book we use is so long and so detailed that it crushes our efforts and makes the whole thing sheer drudgery. It can be taken as a guiding principle that no one should ever feel bound to exhaust all the acts on the list. If any one act is sufficient to keep us occupied, it should not be put aside on the plea of going on to the next one. As long as the heart is occupied with God, whether in speech or in silence, that is enough. Another way in which too much attention to a method can interfere with our success at prayer is that it may have the result that all our acts become “ reflex ” acts. Not merely do we make an act, say, of faith, but we watch TOWARDS AFFECTIVE PRAYER i9 ourselves doing so, and that rather critically, taking notes all the time of everything we do. Apart from being no small burden, this may lead to a harmful pre-occupation with one’s self instead of with God. This is the ruin of any prayer, for prayer is a pre-occupation with God, and the higher ways of prayer are absolutely impossible if a soul refuses to lose sight of itself and its own efforts. In somewhat the same way, continual contemplation of one’s own failings and fruitless endeavours can only lead to discouragement, unless at the same time we keep God and His loving mercy before our mind. The remedy for all such ills is familiar intercourse with Jesus. It might seem that in thus putting the soul in contact with Jesus, and setting it in conversation with Him on the subject of the meditation, we are merely returning to the “ composition of place ” and “ application of the senses ” prescribed in the method. Indeed, there is no reason why we should not do so, to some extent at least, for if we do not steady the sense faculties in some such way, they may upset the whole prayer by their wanderings. But there is a difference of perspective here which would seem to be of importance. Apart from the fact that this way of approach is more spontaneous, and automatically adapts itself to the degree of prayer which the individual soul has reached, it has this particular feature : it puts one in contact with Our Lord as a living Master, Model and Lover, here and now present to the soul. The importance of this point seems to be capital, and it should make a great difference to the prayer and fervour of many souls. CnXPTER Vil AFFECTIVE PRAYER REQUENT mention has already been made of “ affective ” prayer, and, indeed, its nature has already been indicated, if only in passing. The subject, however, needs some further treatment. Those familiar with the methodical plan for mental prayer will remember that the consideration of each point was to be followed by certain “ acts,” and the whole prayer was to terminate in a “ colloquy ” or conversation with God or with some of His saints. When these acts and the colloquy are extended to take up the greater part of the time of prayer, the prayer is called “ affective prayer.” it is, therefore, a natural development of meditation, and, in fact, if meditation does not include some affective prayer, it is not prayer at all. There is, therefore, in practice no hard and fast division between the two forms. In affective prayer the considerations, either on account of long familiarity with the subject or of proper spiritual reading done reflectively, take a small and very secondary place, if indeed they are made at all. A single glance, a moment’s reflection, is sufficient to recall and extract all that the subject of the prayer means for us, and the heart commences immediately to express itself in acts, petitions, praise, or any other movements of prayer. To all these actions the name “ affections ” is given. To under­ stand the term rightly, we must forget completely the association of the English word “ affectionate,” for, as we have already noticed, the name is here applied to all those movements of the will towards God which generally manifest themselves in acts of the various virtues. That is the reason F 3° AFFECTIVE PRAYER jι why the terin “ affective ” is given to a prayer in which these acts predominate. It docs not, however, indicate any intensity cj feeling or emotion. Since this type of prayer is a personal audience or a loving conversation with God, it is capable of as many variations as there are persons. Therefore, no hard and fast rules can be laid down for it. The great thing is to talk to Our Lord in one’s own words, quite simply, about any topic that is of mutual interest. There should be no attempt at fine words or fine phrases. Not only does Our Lord not look for fine speeches, but He does not even ask for good grammar. In fact, affective prayer is often quite incoherent, one word being used to express quite a multitude of sentiments. For some souls, whose minds are filled with the truths therein contained, the Holy Name of Jesus is sufficient prayer. That one wonderful word says far more than we can ever realise. Other souls cannot find any words to give expression to their desires. They pray somewhat in this manner: “ I want ... I don’t know what I want. ... I just want.” And Our Lord understands. He knows that it is Himself that they want, whether they realise it or not. With due allowance for the fact that different temperaments will pray in quite different ways, it may be said that for many affective prayer will consist in making love to Our Lord. The language of human 'love, shorn of its grossness, is the only mode of expression that will satisfy the need of utterance that some souls feel. Not every one will pray in this way, but for those to whom it is natural, the finer forms of expression of human love are excellent models for our conversation with Our Lord. He wants to possess our heart, and He wants to give us His Heart, and any words that can help to that end make a perfect prayer. In another way, also, this example of human love may help us to realise how far this prayer can extend. How often is the talk of lovers merely of commonplace things —the tiny little trifles of everyday life—and yet how wrapped 32 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER up in one another they can be! So, too, in prayer our words and even our subject may be quite commonplace, and yet the love we give and show to Our Lord may be very great. Other souls, of different temperament, will make use of phrases from familiar prayers, verses of the Psalms, petitions from the Missal, and so on. If the style of the Church’s public prayer comes naturally to one, well and good; if not, then no attempt should be made to cast one’s prayers in such a style. “ Vouchsafe,” and other words of that sort, are best left unused. Another way that may help the tongue-tied is that suggested by St. Ignatius, of slowly repeating some vocal prayer: the “ Our Father,” the “ Hail Mary,” “ Soul of Christ,” the Litany of the Blessed Virgin, etc. For those who use the Breviary, a single Psalm may be used in this way, with great fruit. One may improvise on it and develop some of the petitions, or may just “ free-wheel,” so to speak, between the phrases, and let the heart show itself to God without words. Other ways of getting into touch with Our Lord have been indicated in previous chapters, and one’s own devotion will find the best way for itself. There are some errors to be avoided. A common one is endeavouring to do all the talking oneself. The soul should stop now and then and listen to Our Lord. He replies to us, in our conscience, in our heart, often quite unmistakably. Of course, in this matter one should be on guard against self-deception by vain imaginings and “ wishful thinking,” as the modern phrase has it. A closely-related error is to think that one must keep up a continual flow of words when not listening to Our Lord. As has just been said, we should “ free-wheel ” in between the acts. The ability to do this is often a good test of our sincerity. Thus, when we have just told Jesus that we love Him with our whole heart, it is only if we are sincere that we can remain silently in that sentiment. Otherwise, we feel compelled to go on saying something, lest we should hear Him saying to us: “ If you AFFECTIVE FRAYE R 33 really loved Me you would not do so-and-so! ” That is one of the ways in which Our Lord moulds us to His Heart’s desire. A different type of error is that of trying to feel our acts. The essential act of love of God is made in the will and, therefore, unless it overflows into the emotions, it in itself cannot be felt. The well-known doctrine of true contrition should be kept in mind in this connection. True sorrow for sin is a turning away of the will from sin, and manifests itself in a determination of the will to avoid it in future. It is quite compatible with a strong animal liking for the sinful pleasure, felt in the lower appetite, and consequent pain in giving it up. So, too, in prayer, if our acts proceed from the will, it does not matter whether they affect our feeling or not. As long as we will to love God, by that very fact, with the help of grace, we do love Him. Apart from those times when the heart is dry and can produce neither a good thought nor a good word, the chief difficulties in prayer have their roots outside it. This con­ nection which exists between all prayer and the general state of the spiritual life has not yet been dealt with. One point may be mentioned here in connection with affective prayer, for this sort of prayer is especially sensitive to disorders in one’s spiritual life. Through a wrong notion of Our Lord and of the correct attitude before Him, some souls have great difficulty in “ letting themselves go,” and talking to Him quite naturally when at prayer. Now, it is true that reverence is essential to all prayer. But in private prayer we are in converse with a God Who is in love with us, and Who seeks so great an intimacy with us, and that with such ardour, that He gives us His own Body and Blood for our food, thus showing the intensity of His desire for our heart. He wants us to talk to Him quite freely, and He will make allowances for us if our attention to Him causes us to be unceremonious. Besides, He Himself is the cure for all our 34 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER ills, and if there is anything wrong with our prayer, such as lack of proper reverefice, l ie can soon put that right. It is better, even at the risk of being wanting in reverence or of being imperfectly disposed, to get into close touch with Him Who came to heal our ills than to keep away from Him through an excess of reverence. The last traces of Jansenism are far from extinguished in our notions of piel^ ! Chapter VIII FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS ROM this point in the ascent of the mountain of prayer there are two ways in which further progress can be made. One is by the simplification of the actual prayer itself at the time set for that exercise. The other is by extending the prayer, so as to weave it into the warp of the whole day’s work. These two ways are so closely related to one another that it is best to treat them together. Once prayer has become affective—that is, mainly composed of acts as distinct from reflections—it can and should be often renewed throughout the day by frequent aspirations, which should always be short, often original, and generally in our own words. They may even be qqite wordless; a smile, a look, a sigh, a movement of the heart that we ourselves do not even perceive, can speak volumes to such an intimate Friend as Jesus. If this habit be developed, prayer may be maintained, throughout our most absorbing occupations, especially if our prayer arises out of the work in hand, in a request for help, for patience in our difficulties, in a word of praise for some particular disposition of God’s providence, or if, like St. Philip Neri, one thanks God that things are not going “ my way ” ! The practice of greeting all manifesta­ tions of God’s will—especially when they are painful—with a smile, even thdtigh it be only an interior one, is a prayer of great value, and one that touches the Heart of God in a very special way. One need not be afraid to spend part of the time of prayer, especially of what may be called voluntary prayer as distinct from those times of prayer marked out for us, F 36 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER saying no word; provided, of course, that no prayer of obligation is thus neglected. For example, a visit to the Blessed Sacrament can be made with few or no words, and if we find a facility in doing so, no consideration of indulgences or other such profit should be allowed to interfere and to lead us to plunge into a long series of repeated vocal prayers, which will only weary the soul, give it a distaste for prayer, and keep it away from Our Lord. Many souls take after Martha, and are solicitous about much speaking and many indulgences when they come to kneel at Our Lord’s feet. Mary’s is the better part and no con­ sideration of this sort should be allowed to take it away from us. Indeed, if we recall the dispositions necessary to gain the full value of a plenary indulgence, we may realise that the person who spends most of his time quietly at Our Lord’s feet is far more likely to gain one at the first attempt than other more “ solicitous ” souls are to do so by many attempts. The soul, then, may find itself able to spend some time in a loving thought or regard of God. Prayer of which this is characteristic may be called “ simplified ” prayer. The term “ prayer of simplicity ” is often used for such prayer, but, as already mentioned, it is preferable here to avoid the use of this expression. This simplified prayer is a true prayer of very great value, and when fully developed should not be interfered with, either to reflect or to make distinct acts. In practice, while it is a safe rule not to neglect those acts for which one has a facility or an attraction, still, apart from the case of obvious sloth, one should not try to force acts for which there is no facility, but even, perhaps, much distaste, especially when such a disposition is habitual. This is even true of the more arid sort of prayer, where one is holding on to God, to all appearances, by the very finger-tips of the will alone. Acts—short acts—may be necessary from time to time to recover from distractions, but beyond that FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 37 they should not be forced. In the more consoling phases of this prayer the soul is enjoying God, and this is an exercise of the will very pleasing to Him and most profitable to the soul. If, however, the prayer becomes dry and distracted, and devout affections of any sort well-nigh impossible, then the soul is driven to praying with its will alone. This it does, as Fr. Piny, O.P., writes, “by willing to spend all the time of prayer in loving God, and in loving Him more than itself; in willing to pray to God for the grace of charity; in willing to remain abandoned to the Divine Will. One must clearly understand that if we will to love God (leaving aside for a moment the consideration of the part that grace plays in this action), by that very action we actually do love Him; if, by a real act of the will, we choose to unite ourselves in loving submission to the Will of Him Whom we love, or desire to love—by that very act of the will, we immediately effect this union. Love is in truth nothing else but an act of the will.” The idea that we can pray without a series of carefullyworded acts is so new to some people that it may be well to discuss it a little further. Authors have recourse to the example of a mother with her child to illustrate this truth. How many unspoken acts of love and admiration does she not make, often quite unknown to herself, as she sits beside the child’s cradle! How much does her silence say to the child as she presses it in her arms! Even in human friendship, and still more in human love, the eloquence of silence, the rich expressiveness of a look or of a smile, need no telling. So, too, in our relations with God we can sometimes say al) that He wants us to say in silence and repose. This, of course, is not a prayer for all souls, nor for all times. Yet, if we pause occasionally between our acts and just kneel before God in a state of sincere resignation to His will, it will often happen that we find it possible and profitable to remain in this disposition for a short while. If this be the case, let us 38 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER be assured that then we are really praying, for we are making acts of faith, of hope, and of charity, we are pleasing God, and silently begging His grace and mercy. Prayer made in this fashion may be often possible during visits to the Blessed Sacrament. Those who find a facility in it, and wish for further teaching on the subject, would do well to consult the second part of Fr. de Caussade’s work, On Prayer, or his smaller book, Progress in Prayer. One advantage of this simplification of prayer is that it becomes easier to extend it into one’s working hours. This is a tremendous advance towards the solution of perhaps the most important problem in our sanctification : the sanctification of our day’s work. If we sanctify our work we have sanctified ourselves. Of course, there are various degrees of this type of prayer. Sometimes there is no great difficulty in keeping all the faculties occupied with God; they even experience those sensible consolations that God sometimes sends, even to beginners. At other times the imagination is quite empty, and goes olf wandering on its own; even the intellect can find nothing on which to fasten. It is only through faith that the will holds on to God. Still, in all these cases it is possible to preserve the essential features of this prayer during one’s daily work. The will is turned to God, and the other faculties give expression to that union by doing one’s duty, which is, of course, doing the will of God. In this way our work becomes a real prayer. It is especially when there is question of mental work that the advantages of this form of prayer become most evident. It is quite possible that the real prayer of many souls who have led a long life of fervour and persevered courageously in their daily meditation is something of this sort. The will is lifted up to God by faith, and, uniting itself to Him by charity, prays to Him in this silent way; the other faculties arc carrying out the will of God, either by meditating, or by vocal prayer, or in any other exercise, teaching or manual FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 39 labour, that His will prescribes. In fact, it would seem that for certain souls, some such occupation for the lower faculties —the recitation of the Rosary or the use of ejaculations, for example,—is a necessary condition for the exercise of this prayer of faith. That is why it may often be true that a soul is raised to this degree of prayer, who seems still to be busy with vocal prayer and meditation. There is no need to lay further stress on the advantages of such a prayer of faith, especially for priests or for active religious; they have even more need of it than the members of contemplative orders. With it they can make their life one continual prayer, so that they can truly say: to work is to pray. Chapter IX GOODNESS OF LIFE N previous chapters we have been regarding prayer as the intercourse of a loving friendship with God, and have seen how it can develop and progress in the same way as does the intimacy between human friends. It is true, of course, that prayer is a supernatural act, and is, therefore, completely dependent on the grace of God. This is a part of our subject which we have not yet discussed. But, up to this stage at any rate, the workings of grace are so closely parallel to those of nature, that this view of a “ natural ” development in intimacy with God is quite justified. In passing we may take occasion of this parallel to notice an error, one more widespread than might be expected, which often stifles the growth of prayer. This is the belief that there is no simplified type of prayer after the discursive plodding of a prelude-and-point meditation except those extraordinary occurrences, such as visions and ecstasies, that sometimes accompany the higher stages of contemplation, but which, in fact, arc purely accidental and quite unnecessary for the full development of prayer. This is a capital error. Prayer develops just as human intimacy develops, and, like it, has its seasons and its variations. If, therefore, our way of praying is not adapted to the particular state of our intimacy with God, there is bound to be difficulty. If, for example, one is ready and fitted for affective prayer, meditation—that is, discursive prayer—becomes a profitless burden; if, perhaps, one act or one type of act is sufficient to keep the soul occupied at prayer, then any striving to multiply these acts I 4° GOODNESS OF LIFE 4' will be found most difficult and disturbing. If the heart wants to speak to God without words, any attempt to force it to make a series of distinct acts may destroy the prayer. Again, if God gives His grace to the will alone, and wishes us to unite ourselves to Him in naked faith, any effort to set the mind or the imagination to work will only be a distraction, and is really a resistance to grace. Then, too, souls who have once reached a high degree of prayer and then fallen into some serious infidelity, cannot resume their former manner of praying without repairing the fault; and though they will not have, to climb up the whole of the ladder again, yet their restoration has its own problems. Thus, each degree of intimacy with Our Lord has its proper manner of prayer, and difficulties can arise from failure to choose the right one. But the greatest difficulties in prayer, and the greatest obstacles to its progress, have their roots outside prayer in the general condition of our spiritual life. On the sincerity of our purpose, the truth of our loyalty, the genuineness of our love—on such things does our prayer greatly depend. Everything that can make or mar friendship and its intimacy will make or mar prayer. We have already noted how the familiarity with God and His teaching that comes from spiritual reading is essential to prayer, and can be a great help for its progress; this, however, is by no means sufficient. The fundamental dispositions from which prayer flows, and on which its progress depends, are humility, confidence, and a thirst and need for God which shows itself in seeking Elim in prayer and, in fact, at all times by doing His Divine will. Any defect in these dispositions will be reflected in a corresponding failure in prayer. Prayer will not develop unless the soul is advancing towards the fourfold purity of conscience, of heart, of mind, and of action. As to the first of these, prayer is a loving intimacy with God. Now, this is impossible if the conscience is stained with 42 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER a deliberate habit of sin, for that is a direct denial of love to God and a definite withdrawal of part of our heart and our life from Him. Even an habitual infringement of a rule, in which we deliberately persist after we have adverted to it, makes it impossible for us to try to look God in the face, so to speak, to go into His presence with that readiness of heart for His service, which is the secret of all true devotion and prayer. That is why it is so important that every priest or religious, and every soul who wishes to advance, should try to look God in the face, in all reverence, at least once every day, without rushing into some form of vocal prayer. In its perfection, purity of conscience consists in a firm disposition of the will never to consent deliberately to any offence against God or to any departure from His holy will, and is such that as soon as any act is seen to be opposed to the will of God, it is immediately retracted. Faults of frailty and thoughtlessness will always occur, but we must try more and more to prevent all deliberate faults; and as often as they occur,even be it seventy times seven times in the day, we must so often immediately renounce them and seek God’s pardon by a glance of contrition and confidence in Fl is mercy. In this way we shall gain more in humility than we have lost by our fault, and the confident return to God can give Him more honour than the offence has denied to Him. It is, therefore, an illusion to hope to become a man of prayer while one comes to terms with the enemy. Human weakness and bad habits will cause many a defeat, but the war must be kept up with unceasing courage, and with a grim determina­ tion to keep the conscience clean of all that can offend God. Purity of heart consists in keeping all the affections of the heart for God alone. It is not enough to rule out all sinful attachments, for if our heart is divided by any inordinate attachment, even to lawful recreations, to our work, to persons, or to anything else, w'e cannot say we love God with our whole heart. There always will be attachments in Goodness of life 4J the human heart, but they must be subordinate to God and to His will, so that they can never usurp His place as the mainspring of our actions. The spiritual life is a love affair with Jesus ; I le has given us His whole Heart, pouring out for us the last drop of His Blood in the agonising death of the Cross ; He demands the whole of our heart, and we cannot refuse to want, at least, to give it all to Him. Without this willingness it is impossible to remain in loving silence before' Our Lord. Nothing so darkens our gaze on God, nothing so weakens our desire for God, nothing so lessens our striving for God, nothing so deafens our hearing for God, as a single inordinate attachment. That is the great source of many difficulties in prayer. Nor are the baneful effects of such attachments confined to this simplified prayer of silence. The very first “ act ” we try to make at prayer rings hollow and false in our own ears, as soon as we are conscious that we are dividing our heart between God and His creatures. And we cannot be intimate with God for long before He points out to us some of those attachments that cause rapine in the holocaust; for God is a jealous God—He is a consuming fire. Under purity of mind we include the careful and constant control of our thoughts and memories, by prudently excluding all that is unnecessary, frivolous and vain, and by gradually building up a continual recollection of God and His works. This is also one of the most important of all mortifications for those who would progress in the spiritual life, and far more effective than the most penitential macerations of the flesh. In fact, without it, corporal penance is almost useless. This internal mortification should be extended to the control of our emotions, especially those of anger, fear, hope, sorrow and joy. The man whose hope, love and trust are fixed in God does not give way to anger when God sends him trials or when people try his patience to its limits, nor does he vainly fear God’s loving Providence, 4+ DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER which he knows covers every single detail of his life. Nor, again, docs sorrow at his material losses enter deeply into his heart when it is set on the riches of God; and the joys of this life seem trivial, aye, unworthy even, to one who knows the delight of God’s love. Purity of action, which is often called purity’ of intention, consists in a continual watch over the motives which animate our actions, and in a constant effort to act only for the love of God and according to Elis will. It demands a relentless war on that self-love that is always seeking to inspire all our deeds. When a religious has settled down in the religious life, and has become faithful in his observance of the rule, further progress is to be sought for, not in violent efforts to do extraordinary actions, but in an everincreasing purity of intention in the ordinary works of every­ day life. This is the surest way, in fact—apart from very special cases—it is the only way, to fulfil that law of Christian perfection, which St. John the Baptist so well laid down: “ He must increase—I must decrease.” All search for our own honour, for our own undue ease, all self-seeking, however much it be cloaked by the plea of altruistic motives, or the search of higher sanctity, is dii'fcctly opposed to that great rule given us by Christ of denying ourselves and following Him. This, perhaps, may seem too hard, and might lead only to discouragement. But perfection of this fourfold purity is not required for progress in prayer, for such perfection is synonymous with sanctity; we must, however, continually strive towards these dispositions of purity. We must desire this purity, we must pray for it, we must make earnest efforts to acquire it. But without a special help from God, it is unlikely that we should achieve a sufficient measure of it. There is, however, no limit to God’s goodness, and it is at this stage that He is accustomed to intervene, taking compas­ sion on our infirmities; after we have been toiling all night GOODNESS OF LIFE 4Î and caught little or nothing, He acts through His special Providence, and in a short time He has advanced us beyond all expectation. But He demands that we do our part, that we keep on putting out to sea, so to speak, and persevere in our attempts to make ourselves pleasing to Him, and to pray to Him, no matter how fruitless they appear. The perfect picture that St. Teresa of Lisieux has drawn of the spiritual life will help to give us courage. She sees it as a stairway to be climbed, at the top of which God is waiting, looking down in Fatherly love at His child’s efforts to surmount the first step. The child, who represents ourselves, fails to manage to climb even the first step; it can only keep on lifting up its tiny little foot. Sooner or later God takes pity on it, and comes down and sweeps the child right up to the top in His arms; but—and St. Teresa insists on this as much as she insists on God’s loving kindness—we must keep on lifting up our foot. The soul must never be discouraged by the fruitlessness of its repeated efforts. It seems to be a law of the spiritual life that, since all progress ultimately depends on God, He lets us first learn our complete helplessness by long and weary efforts that come to naught. But we have His word: “1 Myself will come and save you! ” Chapter X PRAYER AND THE SPIRITUAL LIFE HE discussion of prayer has already been carried far enough to let it be seen that the essential core of prayer is the act of the will, turning to God, seeking God, and uniting itself to God—to God, be it understood, as known by faith. It is evident, then, that there is a close connection between prayer and the rest of the spiritual life, and that, in fact, as progress is made, the distinction between them tends to disappear, and prayer overflows from the times set apart for it, and begins to penetrate the rest of the day, so that, whether in word or in work, the soul is always lifted up to God in a union of love. This close connection between the different parts of the spiritual life, as well as their mutual dependence, exists from the very beginning. Prayer and practice are really two branches of the same tree of charity. In every tree, the life of each branch depends upon the vital sap that flows into it from the trunk, while the branches in turn supply the whole tree, as well as each other, with food and strength drawn by the leaves from the air and from the sun. So too in this tree of charity, the branches of prayer and practice depend for their vigour upon the vital sap of grace that comes to them from the super­ natural life of the soul ; while that life in turn is itself nourished and strengthened by the activity of each branch, for the branches of prayer and practice draw into the whole spiritual organism the riches of the Divine atmosphere and the energy of the Divine sun towards which they stretch forth the leaves of deeds and desires. In fact, in this tree of charity there is 46 T PRAYER AND THE SPIRITUAL LIFE 47 no difference between the roots and the branches ; for love grows by loving, and loves by growing. The way, therefore, which leads to progress in prayer is exactly the same as that which leads to progress in virtue. That is why progress in prayer is here being put before priests and religious, especially before “ active ” religious, as an integral part of the essential programme of their state. The primary purpose of every religious congregation is not that particular work, such as preaching or teaching or nursing, which is peculiar to each. It is the sanctification of each individual member. There is, then, an obligation on each individual religious to tend to perfection, and this obligation is the primary duty of his state of life, one which comes before all others. Therefore, every religious who is really living up to his obligations, is doing all that is necessary to facilitate progress in prayer. More than that, since prayer is the most powerful means to advance in perfection, and since its power increases with its development, no religious can dare neglect to try to advance in prayer, nor say that such things are not for him. Progress in prayer is the result of progress in virtue, and progress in virtue inevitably follows from progress in prayer. The more we make our life conformable to the Will of God, the more facility we find in the practice of prayer. In fact, the great difficulty in prayer is that our wills—in other words, our hearts— are not wholly given to God. It follows, then, that there need be no hesitation in setting before priests and before the members of any religious congregation a programme of prayer that leads to, and includes, the higher states of prayer, even those states that some authors consider to be essentially different from “ ordinary ” prayer. As far as the effort outside the time of prayer is concerned, any priest who is living up to the demands of his office, or any religious who is doing all he is required to do by his state, is also doing all that is required 48 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER to make progress in prayer. If such progress be not noticeable where there is generous fidelity to all duties, it must be remembered that there are many holy and humble souls w’ho have great gifts of prayer quite unknown to themselves. Prayer, as we have seen, can become so “ simplified ” as to escape the grasp of one’s own conscious­ ness. Further, the ratio between progress and prayer is not the same for all. Some go far in perfection and, at least, seem to be still in the elementary stages of prayer; while, on the other hand, God may give some of His best graces to souls who are still far from perfection. Prayer is a means to perfection; it is not perfection jtself. One thing may be confidently stated: If more souls set themselves to pray, and to keep on trying to pray better, a far greater number of them would come to their due perfection, and that with less difficulty, than if they treated prayer as some mere incidental exercise of their spiritual life—one which, after all, could be done without. In this matter, members of the more active congregations have no right to consider that prayer such as we now are describing is not for them. It is true, perhaps, that in the contemplative orders it should be easier for souls to advance in prayer; it is true, also, regrettably true, that the day’s time-table of some religious is so crammed with work, and that the demands on their energies are so extensive, that little time or energy can be found to develop the interior Ijfe. Yet it is nevertheless true that the graces of prayer arc offered to active religious just as to everybody else, and that the co-operation needed on their part is nothing more than that to which they are already bound by the essential duty of their state. The legitimate “ activities ” of religious are no barrier to the work of God’s grace; in fact, they are an inst rument of that grace, and it may be said that if a religious, after many years in religion, has not reached his due state of perfection in prayer, it is, up to a point, not so much because he is a member of an active religious congregation, but rather prayer and the spiritual life 49 because his activities have not been as supernaturalized and as interior as is required by his chief duty as a religious. To facilitate prayer, therefore, and to advance in it, there must be great fidelity to God’s will. Rules and all other manifestations of God’s desires must be faithfully followed, and the details of the common life as well as one’s own daily duties have to be carried out with great exactness and watchful purity of intention. Then there is need of readiness in corresponding with grace, and of generosity in refusing God nothing for which He clearly is asking. The more one abandons oneself to God’s will by cheerfully accepting all its dispositions and lovingly trusting to all its plans, the quicker shall he advance, and the sooner shall the purgative operations of God’s action on the soul come to an end. The aim of the soul ought always to be to second God’s work for its sanctification. Above all, since humility is the foundation of the whole spiritual life, and since God wants the soul to be humble at all costs, it should cheerfully and generously accept all the humiliations that He sends to it. This will have another effect, for it removes what is a frequent source of distractions at prayer: the unconscious tendency to try to heal the wounds of our self-love by gratifying thoughts and imaginings, by those foolish dreams and reveries that interfere so much with prayer. The importance of interior mortification must never be forgotten. There can be no progress in prayer without a mortified life. Now, this docs not mean a life of great corporal penance. It is our self-love that we must mortify, and to attempt extraordinary or unusual corporal penances, without a clear call from God, and the approval of some proper authority, is usually only a subtle form of self-seeking. There should, of course, be sufficient corporal penance to keep the body in subjection. The rules and the customs of one’s order are the best guide in this matter. Owing to the prominence given by some writers to the extraordinary mortifications ço DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER practised by some of the saints, many people have got the notion that these things are essential to holiness. The life of St. Teresa or Lisieux is sufficient to correct this error. It must always be remembered that it is by interior mortification of the memory, of the imagination and of the emotions, and by the ready acceptance of hinni liât ions that the greatest and the quickest progress is made. To give free rein to one’s thoughts, to indulge in reveries, to build castles in the air, to dwell continually on old memories, to nurse one’s grievances, to allow wounded pride to dictate one’s thoughts or feelings—all such habits are fatal to a life of prayer. No matter what corporal penances be practised, the priest or religious who cannot refrain from airing his grievances and proclaiming his wrongs, looking for sympathy when slighted, and even seeking an opportunity of retaliation, is far from being truly mortified, and, unless he amends, cannot be an intimate friend of Our Lord. Of great importance is fidelity to the inspirations of grace— to those invitations of the Spirit of God asking for our co-operation in some particular work or sacrifice. It is by these motions of grace that God adapts His plan to, and makes provisions for, the individual needs and circumstances of each soul. They are of especial importance in the spiritual life of a priest in the world. To refuse these invitations, especially to do so habitually, is really to extinguish the Spirit. The whole spiritual life is a partnership with Christ and His Spirit; prayer is, as it were, the meeting or interview—one might well call it a lover’s tryst—where we assure God of our love and of our co-operation, where we manifest our union with Him and even find joy in that union. Now, if the rest of our day gives the lie to our protestations and contradicts our promises, we cannot meet God with sincere sentiments of love or co-operation; thus, prayer becomes “ difficult ” and even impossible. That, probably, is why so many souls fail to advance far in the way of prayer. PRAYER AND THE SPIRITUAL LIEE p It is not because God has refused them the graces of prayer, but because they have refused God that co-operation with what we might call the prayers of His grace—the invitations to work in union with Him,—because they have refused Him that co-operation which is the necessary fulfilment and foundation of the sincerity of affective prayer. When we speak to God, we must mean what we say; we must practice what we have promised; we must show forth in work what we say in word. Chapter XI THE PATH OF PROGRESS HERE is another consideration which makes it desirable, if indeed it is not also necessary, that the different ways of prayer should be put before every priest and every religious, and this, not merely as speculative knowledge having no relation to practice, but as practical methods of prayer that everyone may have occasion to employ. But it needs some introduction in the form of a discussion of the path by which we ascend to the heights of prayer. It is quite true that there is an age-old division of the spiritual life into three stages—those, namely, of beginners, proficients and the perfect—dating almost from apostolic times. It is true, also, that progress in prayer has been divided into three ways corresponding to each of these stages. It is further true that the rising path of prayer has been divided into various steps by such great authorities as St. Teresa, and by many theologians of experience and renown. To this tradition of treatment, to this weight of precedent and this example of practice, might be added the kind suggestions of those whose advice was sought in penning these lines, recommending definite division of the spiritual life into wellmarked steps, with detailed definitions of each type of prayer and classified treatment of the difficulties arising in each class. Yet we have deliberately refrained from too exact an attempt at definition, and also from any clean-cut classifica­ tion of the different stages in the growth of prayer, with well-marked divisions between each stage. In doing so, we do not question for a moment the truth of the principles latent in such a scientific procedure as that of tradition. T P THE PATH OF PROGRESS y3 But this is not a theoretical text-book discussing the difficulties of prayer in general or abstract terms; it is rather an attempt to help individual souls to deal with their own difficulties, and it looks at the spiritual life, not in a scientific, objective manner, but from the subjective point of view of the individual, treating it as it appears to the individual in practice. Now, if the experience of a large number of souls, of different age, experience, temperament and time, be taken and averaged out, it will be found that the classical divisions and conclusions are quite accurate and well justified. But if one were to measure a number of men, take the average of their different dimensions, and make a suit of clothes according to these average measurements, the probability is that there would hardly be any one man whom the suit would fit properly. So it is with prayer. The experiences of each individual, and the way in which it seems to him that his prayer develops, are not to be brought under the letter of a general law. In particular, wide variations will be found in the sequence in which the different degrees of prayer succeed one another. Even in those whose path most closely follows the classical signposts—meditation, affective prayer, simplified prayer, arid contemplation, prayer of union, etc.,—these divisions only represent an average over a period in which one particular type of prayer predominated. It is even not impossible that in the stage marked meditation, there were times when each of the other types of prayer were practised. It is unlikely, of course, that all were there. Quite conservatively-minded authors point out that a number of souls start with affective prayer. Many generous beginners have been given, for a short time at least, the graces of contemplation. The task of prescribing for each soul must thus be approached with an open mind,' and a full selection of prescriptions. In addition to this variety apparently inherent in the Î4 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER nature of the case, it would seem that in view of the necessities of these critical times and the fearful strength of the forces in active opposition to Christianity, God is even more ready than usual to pour out His generous graces of prayer on souls who are willing to make use of them. No matter what his state in life, there is hardly any soul who sets himself seriously to the pursuit of prayer and of holiness, of whom it could be said with any confidence that he will not be offered the highest graces of prayer. Therefore, it would seem desirable that every soul should have a practical knowledge of the different ways of praying, and should be prepared to use each according to the varying conditions of grace, of fervour, and of the general weather of his spiritual life. That means that he should be prepared to go up higher if God invites him, and should be ready, with equal cheerfulness and holy indifference to resume the tedious task of meditation, if, all else failing, this should become profitable. That is not to assert that there will be no general development of his prayer ; all that has been here written makes it clear that in a healthy spiritual life, some such growth is almost inevitable. But it is very probable that the course of prayer, looked at from day to day, will manifest all sorts of variations and call for a command of various methods. It is noteworthy that St. John of the Cross includes under the one term—that of medita­ tion—the different varieties of prayer that we have been discussing. That is why exact definitions or clear delineation have been avoided. One can define terms with accuracy; but clear definition of states presupposes the existence of quite distinct and definite divisions in the growth of prayer, which are not so easy to find in practice, especially when looked for in the case of an individual soul. It is even a task of great difficulty to mark but the border-line between the general stage of ordinary prayer and the beginning of what many call infused contemplation. If, therefore, a certain indefiniteness THE PATH OF PROGRESS 5S is apparent in the present treatment of the development of prayer, it is because this seems to be more in accordance with the facts of individual experience. That is also why one may feel justified in treating the difficulties of the different ways of praying in an unclassified way. There is one weapon—one way—that is essential for dealing with all difficulties and for making progress in prayer. That is, a firm resolution never to cease trying, never to give up praying, no matter what difficulties arise, no matter how small the measure of success, no matter what the cost is going to be. When we decide to become men of prayer, we make a declaration of war, not only on our lower selves, but on the devil himself. Nothing but resolute courage and firm unshakeable confidence in God can enable us to persist in that combat. But if we are generous and do our best, even if that be little more than to glory in our infirmities, then we can be sure of God’s assistance, for it is a theological principle that to those who use what little grace they may already possess, God will not refuse His further grace. There is one difficulty, a most common one, which will test the strength of this resolution; that is, the continual struggle against distractions. These troubles may, of course, have their origin outside prayer, in some attachment, some unmortified curiosity, some morbid brooding over humilia­ tions, for example; they may be due to a failure to recollect oneself generously and completely at the beginning of the prayer. In- these cases the remedy is obvious. They may, however, be due to fatigue; for if the powers of the mind are hard at work all day, it is not easy for them to make the effort necessary to remain attentive to what may be a very difficult task. In this case, when the distracting work is of God’s appointing and not due to our own self-seeking, we can only glory in our infirmities, and hope in God’s grace. Again, distractions may be due to the natural instability of the mind, especially of the imagination. It is a psychological DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER law that one idea tends to call up another, according to the well-known principles of association and contrast, so that the very effort to make one idea clear may be the means of starting a distraction. Distractions, again, may arise from the fact that the subject of our prayer, or the workings of God’s grace, make no appeal to the imagination, to our natural tastes, or even to the more familiar part of our intellectual powers. In this latter case especially, the imagination and its attendants seem to run riot, and any attempt to recall them will only draw away the attention from the real prayer, which is going on in the depths of the soul, in what one might call the “ invisible light ” of faith. In all these cases, all we can do is to renew our attention to God according to the way in which we are praying to Him. This should be done gently and quietly, without vexation, or even without surprise at our own folly. If we could only realise how much this continual turning back to God shows Him our real love for Him and pleases Him more than that rapt attention that has its roots in selflove, we should never be dissatisfied with our prayer on account of its numerous distractions. If prayer be a lifting up of the mind to God, then every time we turn away from distractions to renew our attention to God, we pray—and we pray in the teeth of difficulty and despite ourself. What can be more pleasing to God?—what more meritorious? We should be very greatly surprised if we could get a glimpse at the account book that the recording angel keeps, and see the different values he sets on our various attempts at prayer. The prayer that pleased us, and with which we were wrell satisfied, would often be quite low in his estimate, while the prayer that disgusted us, which was apparently made up of nothing but distractions, might be found to have won a very high degree of his approval. Sometimes the mere return to God is sufficient to banish the distraction; but very often the same distracting thought THE PATH OF PROGRESS S7 keeps coming back, despite our attempts to get rid of it. One way of dealing with such obstinate intruders is to make them the subject of prayer. With a little ingenuity, some relation can be found between the distracting idea and God. It may, perhaps, give us something to pray for; it may serve as a motive to praise God; it could be used as an evidence of our need for His grace. Whatever it is, God made it, and allowed it to come into our minds, so that there is always some way that leads back from it to God. If all else fail, we can fall back upon the advice of the author of The Cloud for dealing with distractions, that we should endeavour to look over tbeir shoulders, as if we were looking at some object beyond them and above them,—which is God. There is an excellent chapter on distractions in Holy Wisdom (Sancta Sophia), by Fr. Baker, O.S.B., a work to which these pages owe much, and which is in the same tradition. The part of his book that deals with prayer will be found very helpful, and has been published separately by Dorn Weld-Blundcll, O.S.B., under the title Trayer and Holiness. Another way of looking at prayer may help us when we feel we cannot pray at all. Let us regard the time of prayer as an appointment with God. If for His own wise reasons He decides not to keep the appointment, that is His will and, therefore, to be praised. For our part, by kneeling there, helpless, and almost hopeless, we are doing what He wants us to do, and we can confidently leave the result to Him. These helpless half-hours spent fighting sleep and distraction, “ getting nowhere,” as the phrase has it, have a providential part to play in our sanctification. Distractions which are not deliberate are a trial, not a fault; let us accept them cheerfully and confidently. In His own good time God will come and save us. Chapter XII THE DIFFICULTIES OF NOT PRAYING O far we have been considering the difficulties of prayer; we have also seen that prayer is capable of development, and we have realised how closely connected it is with the spiritual life, so that no progress in one is possible without earnest efforts in the other. Forgetting, perhaps, that he is already bound to these efforts by the very habit he wears, a religious may allow their apparent difficulty to deter him from seeking proficiency in prayer. Before going on to treat of any further advance in prayer with its difficulties, it would be well to see what alternative lies before such a religious. Quite apart from the fact that the pain and effort involved in the attempt to advance in the spiritual life bring with them their own consolation and strength, in a more intimate and more conscious union with Jesus which can rob them of all their hardship, they are also counterbalanced by the removal of the greatest of all forms of unhappiness—half-hearted service in religion. To a religious whose heart is not in his search for union with God, life is a perpetual misery. The whole of the religious life is designed to lead us—to carry us, in fact—towards that goal of Divine union. Any other course, or any lagging behind, is continually causing us to rub against the grain of the whole life, and to pull against its steady stream. If a religious who thus turns away from the main purpose of his state seeks distraction by getting absorbed in his work, he is continually fretting against the innumerable obstacles and hindrances that the limitation of his rule of life puts in the way of complete success in that direction. If he try to find peace in the pursuit of some £8 S THE DIFFICULTIES OF NOT PRAYING 59 lower pleasure, he soon finds that he must go to extremes to try to drown the prickings of his conscience and the pangs of that deep-seated hunger of his higher self that can find no food in such folly, and so his days are full of ever-growing misery. Even if he avoids such disorders, the whole round of religious exercises becomes meaningless, senseless and wearisome in the extreme. He is like a boy at school who does not want to learn, a patient under treatment who does not want to get well, a soldier in arms who is determined not to fight. He is at continual war—if we may dignify his squabbles by that name—with his environment. The religious state is one in which a soul gives itself to God, and in which God gives Himself to the soul, after He has helped it to sacrifice itself and prepared it for this gift. Any personal plan opposed to this end is completely foreign to the life of that state, and sooner or later, either such a purpose must be given up completely, or else one’s failure as a religious has begun. But if one can make one’s own the true purpose of that life, and view everything in it as a divinely-planned means of uniting himself to God, then one has found a happiness beyond all telling, and with it the secret of cheerful patience. Many religious, for example, find community recreation a great trial—instead of recreating, it sometimes only irritates. Suppose, however, that one goes to it purely to seek Jesus and to find Him by doing His will, then one has also found a point of view that not only makes the exercise tolerable, but even something that can be accepted cheerfully. In a later chapter we shall see how true it is that by doing God’s will, we find God; that even in carrying out what appear to be the most unimportant provisions of the rule, we are doing something which is more pleasing to God and more efficacious for our own eternal happiness than anything else, no matter how great or how heroic, that we could do at that moment. Such an attitude is of very great help in the case of those prescriptions of rule 6o DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER that often seem tedious and unreasonable. Viewed in this way, their fulfilment becomes a constant prayer, a prolonged spiritual communion; not only does it beseech God most effectively to come into our hearts—it actually unites us to Flint. Further, it is a fact that by uniting oneself to Jesus in this fashion by cheerfully doing His will, one is also uniting oneself to all the works of all His servants throughout the whole universe; one is united to each priest saying Mass, to every missioner preaching the Gospel, to every soul praying or suffering for the sake of Christ; moreover, one partakes of the fruit of their work, and can even share in their reward, according to one’s loving acceptance of God’s will and readiness in carrying out the particular duty God has allotted to him. To seek God truly, to do His will cheerfully, to love Him whole-heartedly—that is the only way to true prayer and to true peace. Not only is this interior life the only hope of each individual in religion; it is also the only hope of the religious state, and in calling it “ the only hope ” these words are used in their full meaning. Our Lord Himself told His Apostles on the night He ordained them priests and founded the active life of the Church: “ Abide in Me, and I in you . . . I am the Vine, you arc the branches: he that abideth in Me, and I in him, the same beareth much fruit, for without Me you can do nothing.” The whole discourse which He made to them on the night before He suffered was an exhortation to the interior life, and a clear indication that it was the only source of their fruitfulness. In these critical times when the Church has such need of the full co-operation of every one of her religious, it is the interior life of prayer and penance that she needs most, and it sometimes seems as if that is the last help her members think of offering her. There is a danger that under the stress of necessity arid through the contagion from a materialistic world, our perspective may become distorted and our scale of values upset. The wonderful works THE DIFFICULTIES OF NOT PRAYING 61 that the religious state has done for the Church and for her members, in preaching, teaching, nursing, in all sorts of activity, are one of the glories of Christianity. But all that is but sounding brass and tinkling cymbals if it comes not from a life of prayer and union with God. The temptation to forget this is a strong one. When there is need of new school staffs, when the missions call loudly for help, when the sufferings of the poor tear at our hearts, it is very easy to forget the absolute necessity of a strong, sound, solid foundation in the interior life for every single priest and for every single religious; it is very easy to forget the absolute necessity of sufficient leisure for prayer and for spiritual reading and for the things of tire spiritual life. The needs of the moment may crowd these exercises into an ever-shrinking comer of the time-table, make ever-growing claims on the strength and energy of priests and religious, and eventually may come to fill the whole field of their interest. That would be fatal ; for then there can be no more fruit, there can be no more life, since Jesus has been crowded out of the religious life and out of the heart of each religious—He Who is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. To try to gain efficiency, either for the individual or for the institute, by reducing the time or the interest for prayer and spiritual exercises, is even more foolish than to try to get more manual work done by leaving out dinner. All the learning, all the eloquence, all the labour in the world, cannot convert a single soul, unless some one’s prayers and sufferings are drawing down the necessary grace. A man’s words have no unction unless he is living a life of friendship with Jesus. Boys, for example, will respect a man of high principle, they will learn from a fine teacher, they will even admire a man of penance; but unless he be a close companion of Jesus, no teacher will ever produce that influence on the heart and soul of the pupil that will make him too a friend and lover of Jesus ; one might even say that unless someone 62 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER else is at prayer on his behalf, he will not even make him a good Catholic. These are but examples of a truth of universal application. The exterior life is worthless unless it flows from an interior life, and no interior life can last long without constant and wholehearted prayer. Now, there is no exercise of the spiritual life that lends itself less to regimentation than prayer, nor is there any· which regimentation so quickly blights and withers. Prayer should be the most spontaneous practice of all. Its healthy development in a religious con­ gregation is best assured, not by over “ organisation ” with fixed methods and matter, but by first of all forming in each religious the spirit of the interior life with a strong conviction of its value and necessity, by leading him to intimate intercourse with Jesus, and by then giving him ample opportunity and every encouragement to develop it. Chapter ΧΠΙ THE PRAYER OF THE PRIEST O many references have been made in previous chapters to the religious life that some consideration must now be given to the case of the priest living in the world. It must not be thought that all that is said in this book about the possibility of progress in prayer is one whit less true for the priest than for the religious. The only reason why more detailed reference has here been made to the religious life is because this book is written by a religious, and it is only questions of which one has immediate experience that one can effectively treat in detail. It seemed better for a writer who can only have second-hand knowledge of the priest’s problems to avoid treating his difficulties in too much detail, lest they should not receive full appreciation and under­ standing. These difficulties are such that a cloistered contemplative who would try to deal with them too minutely, might easily betray himself as an armchair strategist. Yet, some reference must be made to these problems, otherwise it might seem that prayer and perfection were not considered feasible for priests in the world. Now, on the contrary, progress in prayer is not only possible for them—it is even of capital importance for them, precisely because, as priests, their functions call for perfection. Even though the last chapter drew its conclusions from the fact that the primary duty and purpose of the religious state is to tend to perfection, there is no need for us here to discuss the perfection of the priestly state precisely as a state. Whether the text of St. Thomas that has led to some difference of teaching in this matter applies to present-day S 63 6+ DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER conditions is a question that need not be settled here. (Those who wish to examine the point will find it discussed in The Secular Priesthood by Dr. E. J. Mahoney.) St. Thomas is quite definite in stating that the functions of the priest, whatever about his “ state,” require greater interior sanctity than even the religious state (cf. St. Thomas, Summa, II-II, 184, a. 8). The pronouncements of the recent Popes leave no room for doubt about the necessity of sanctity in the priest. It will suffice here to quote Pius X: “ There are some who think and teach that the whole value of a priest consists in the fact that he devotes himself to the needs of others. How false and disastrous is such a doctrine. Personal sanctity alone will make us the kind of men demanded by our Divine vocation: men crucified to the world, men to whom the things of the world are dead, men walking in the newness of life.” (Haerent Animo, August 4th, 1908.) Succeeding Pontiffs have only reaffirmed this principle. It is true that a priest is not bound to the use of exactly the same means of perfection as a religious, but that does not lessen his obligations, for the fact is, that while the religious state is a way to perfection and therefore open to those who are still far from holiness, the priesthood actually presupposes that one has already acquired holiness. (Cf. St. Thomas, Summa, Ι1-Π, 189, a. I, ad 3.) One might say, in fact, that whereas a religious is bound to tend to perfection by reason of his state, the priest is only bound to do so if he has not already attained the perfection required by his priesthood ; his primary obligation is to be perfect. Reference has already been made to the words used by Our Lord Himself in addressing the Apostles after He had ordained them priests. They are so full of light on the present subject that they may be quoted again in full; “ Abide in me, and 1 in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself unless it abide in the vine, so neither can you, unless you abide in me. 1 am the vine: you the branches: he TUE PRAYER OF THE PRIEST 6ς that abideth in me, and 1 in him, the same bearcth much fruit : for without me you can do nothing. If anyone abide not in me, he shall be cast forth as a branch, and shall wither, and they shall gather him up, and cast him into thefre, and he burneth. Ifyou abide in me, and my words abide in you, you shall ask whateveryou will, and it shall be done untoyou. In this is my Father glorified; that you bring forth very much fruit, and become my disciples.”—(St. John xv. 4-8.) And almost as if lie had looked down the long years and had heard us protesting: “ But, Lord, how shall these things be? Wc must live in the world, we must live with the world ; so that many arid immense are the difficulties that hold us back from such perfection! ”—He gives utterance to the whole truth of the power and success of His mission as our Saviour in a word that is a perfect answer to any difficulty that a priest may find in achieving holiness: “ In the world you shall have distress: BUT HAVE CONFIDENCE, I HAVE OVERCOME THE WORLD.” (ib. xvi. 33). That is why it can be confidently asserted that everything which has been written in these pages about the possibility and the need of progress in prayer and in perfection for religious applies a fortiori to those whom Our Lord has chosen as His friends rather than as servants, and has made the salt of the earth, namely, the priests of His Church. For, once it is clear that a priest is .bound to perfection, it follows that it must be possible for him to achieve it, no matter what difficulties may lie in the way or what special graces he may need to do so. In this connection the words which Our Lord used to sum up the spiritual life of His priests are full of significance; for how can one “abide” in Christ if not by a life of prayer? This point has been stressed at some length, because it gives a remedy for the first great difficulty that priests 66 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER experience in perseverance in prayer, namely, the persuasion that comes to them sooner or later, that progress in prayer is not possible for them—that the higher stages of prayer are only for chosen religious. The whole of this book can be taken as an answer to that objection. Priests, in fact, have so much in common with religious in this matter, that a summary of some of the difficulties that may occur in the prayer of clerical readers will find a general application. The first difficulty—due to the notion that success is not possible—has already been dealt with. A second difficulty is that due to the want of proper spiritual reading. Such reading is an essential food for a life of prayer. It must be suited to the needs of the individual, and not done merely for the sake of knowledge, for preaching, or for the purposes of direction. It is because of the lack of such reading that one often has to insist upon daily methodical meditation instead of encouraging souls to pray. Thirdly: many fail in mental prayer for want of a grim determination—it must be grim, especially in the case of a priest living in the world, if it is to prevail—never to give up the practice of spending, say, at least half an hour daily in an attempt to pray, no matter how unsuccessful that attempt may seem to be. Even if the result is nothing but distractions or drowsiness, the resolution to persevere must not be relinquished. There is always the danger that when a priest who has to plan his own day considers the numerous urgent calls upon his time and the many—and apparently more profitable—purposes to which he could devote the period seemingly wasted in a fruitless attempt at prayer, he may yield to the temptation to abandon such a practice. That would be fatal. Every priest should appoint some set time for daily prayer, preferably in the morning before Mass, but if necessary, in the evening, and make it a strict rule never to fail at least to try to pray then for, say, half an hour. If the evening is chosen as more suitable, it would be well THE PRAYER OF THE PRIEST 67 to give a short period to informal prayer in the morning, in order to enter into partnership with Our Lord for the work of the day. The mind of the Church about the priest’s mental prayer is reflected in Canon 125. One may say that the fruitfulness of the whole day’s work depends upon this attempt at prayer, so that it must never be permanently set aside on the plea of making a better use of the time given to it. There is no better use possible. Still another cause of failure is indicated by the fact that many give up mental prayer, or at least fail to advance in it, because of their belief that mental prayer means methodical meditation and nothing else. When such meditation becomes almost impossible, they either give up all attempt at mental prayer, or else persevere by heroic efforts in the use of the “ method,” when. they should proceed to pray without method. At most, a method is only one way of praying, but generally it is merely a means to prepare to pray; it is not always successful or even helpful, and in such a case it should be left aside. There is also the kindred error of believing that there is no form of prayer between such meditation and passive contemplation. A somewhat similar difficulty can arise from too rigid a notion of the division of progress in prayer into three or more very well-marked stages. One is afraid, say, to make use of simplified prayer because one’s virtues seem to be too imperfect. Or, perhaps, one is deterred from using a simplified form of prayer, by the impression received from some authors who speak of a mystic state of prayer which they call the prayer of simplicity, and which, in their opinion, presupposes that the soul has passed through certain classical stages of purification called “ dark nights.” At other times we meet the opposite error of refusing to return to a lower degree of prayer when that is necessary. These difficulties find their solution in what has been written in previous pages on progress in prayer. In particular, 5 68 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER stress must be laid on the fact that the individual’s path of progress is not bound to follow any general law. Prayer should be taken as it comes, without worrying too much about what “ degree ” it is, or at what “ stage ” one has arrived. In fact, for the individual at any particular moment, such “ locations ” are often quite misleading and can even be completely meaningless. No one can deny the fact that a priest has his own special difficulties, both in his spiritual life and in his mental prayer— difficulties that are generally much greater than those of religious. The religious life is sheltered ; it is designed to lead to perfection, and even its smallest details are directed by obedience. The religious knows at each moment what God’s will is for him, and the doing of that will is the mainstay of his spiritual life and the foundation of his prayer. The priest on the mission has not that detailed knowledge of God’s plan in his regard—but he has God’s Holy Spirit, and he must live by Him. Attention and fidelity to the inspirations of the Holy Ghost and to the obedience of charity may replace for him the obedience of the religious state. In fact, one might say that devotion to the Holy Ghost should be one of the main features of the priest’s spiritual life. The Holy Ghost was given to him in ordination for all the needs of his priesthood. Personal sanctity and prayer are among those needs. Our Lord has made all fruitfulness depend upon our “ abiding ” in Him ; the Holy Ghost is the principle of such a union. This partnership with Our Lord is also a feature which should characterize the life of a priest. The priest’s union with Our Lord is so close that he consecrates and absolves in the first person: “This is ny body; 1 absolve thee . . .” A true conviction of his own powerlessness and his constant need of help will soon lead him to a vivid sense of partnership with Jesus. This will be fostered by recollection and by frequent aspirations to his Divine Saviour Who is the THE PRAYER ΟΓ THE PRIEST 6g source of all his strength and confidence. One way of giving expression to this partnership in prayer is by frequent use of verses from the Psalms of the breviary as aspirations in private prayer. Such words are an inspired expression of prayer, and can be uttered in the name of Christ and of His Church. They will often be of help at mental prayer, for they can also express our own needs. The Psalms are full of petitions for mercy, cries of confidence in God, and praise for His goodness that should come so fittingly from our lips. Who is there for example, that cannot apply to himself the words of the De profundis? Much more could be written on the possibilities of building the spiritual life of the priest on a constant partnership with Jesus, but enough has been said to make it clear that there is no reason why clerical readers should not apply to themselves without reserve all that is here written of progress in prayer and in perfection. They have their own difficulties, but have not they a better right than anyone else to make their own the confident words of St. Paul: “ Gladly therefore will I glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may dwell in me”? (Il Cor. xii. 9.) Chapter XIV THE INDWELLING SPIRIT OF ADOPTION UR discussion of prayer has led us into a consideration of other parts of the spiritual life. This is not a vain digression, for prayer is the flower which grows on the tree of the whole of a man’s life ; to ensure its soundness we must look to the whole plant, and to every part of it. That is why we must now go on to consider the spiritual life in general, and to examine it from a point of view that may help us to pray. The end of all prayer is union with God. It might also be said that union with God is the beginning of all prayer, just as it is the beginning of the spiritual life. The wonderful effects of Baptism, which is the initiation into the life of the spirit, are too often unknown or forgotten. That is a tremendous loss, for it is by this Sacrament that we are made children of God in truth as well as in name. In Baptism it is not a mere extrinsic adoption which has no inner effect on us that takes place, but there is a real intrinsic change produced in our soul by which we are made partakers in the divine nature, especially in the divine sonship, so that we can truly call God Our Father. More than that: in Baptism God comes to dwell in our hearts really and truly, in a manner quite different from that in which He is present in the rest of creation. He takes up His abode in us in such a way that we can know Him and love Him in an entirely new and wonderful manner. In Our Lord’s own instructions on prayer He insisted on our addressing God as a Father ..." pray to your Father . . . the Father knoweth you have need of these things . . . thus O 7° THE INDWELLING SPIRIT OF ADOPTION 7* shall you pray—‘ Our Father If we but remember that as long as we are in the state of grace, there is that in us which makes us sons of God, sons in reality, not merely in name,—if we remember also that God is a Father to whose goodness, to whose “ Fatherliness ”, there is no limit, our confidence at prayer will have a sure and solid foundation. Our mere attitude on our knees or in any posture of prayer before God becomes a prayer in itself; our needs, our weakness, our failures, our infidelities, even our sins, become our most eloquent entreaty to His Fatherly compassion and can draw down on us His infinite mercy. God will not turn away from a contrite heart, and a troubled spirit is not merely a prayer—it is a sacrifice in His eyes. This reliance on our sonship finds fresh foundation when we realise that our needs cry out to God, not merely as our own, but as those of Christ; for, as we shall shortly see, such is the union of Christ with our soul, that in these things He forms, as it were, one person with us in the eyes of His Father. There is no need to recount all the texts of Sacred Scripture that support this confidence; Our Lord’s own parable of the Prodigal Son is more than sufficient, for it shows clearly how far one can press this claim of sonship. Even if we have wasted all our substance in riotous living, we can still arise and go to Our Father, admitting before Him that we have sinned; and if Our Lord’s parable means anything, it must mean that we can be absolutely certain that the Father will come to meet us, even when we are afar off—it must mean that our mere coming in and kneeling down before Our Father against Whom we have sinned, is a prayer that will move Him to the Heights of His infinite mercy and goodness. If a burning candle before a plaster statue can express the prayer of a trusting soul, how much more the presence of a contrite sinner at the feet of his heavenly l ather, especially if distraction and dryness rob him of all sight and feeling of that Father’s goodness, so that he can Ί* DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER find nothing to rely on except the unfelt hope of a grim act of faith! St. Paul throws more light on this wonderful gift of sonship, for he assures us that it is conjoined with the presence of the Holy Ghost Himself in our souls. Not only does the Holy Spirit give testimony that we are the sons of God, but since without Him we cannot as much as say even the name of Jesus meritoriously, Fie prays within us and for us with an ineffable prayer—the prayer of God Himself. This profound doctrine of the presence of the Holy Ghost in the souls of those who are in the state of grace, and of His co-operation with their actions, is far from being realised by even educated Catholics. But when we consider all His functions in our soul we are astounded, for it would seem that He is therç as our possession and for our use! Fruitful as further consideration of this wonder for our spiritual life would be, one cannot here do more than note its connection with prayer. About this, St. Paul is quite explicit. In the Epistle to the Romans he writes: “ Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmity. For we know not what we should pray for as we ought ; but the Spirit Himself asketh for us with unspeakable groanings. And He that searcheth the hearts, knoweth what the Spirit desireth; because he asketh for the saints according to God.” If, then, the Holy Ghost assists our infirmity, should we not glory in our infirmities so that the prayer of the Spirit may rise unimpeded from the hidden depths of our souls? Why should we despair at the coldness of our hearts and the failure of our words, when we have within us the very Person of God Who is Himself the love of the Father and the Son, by Whom we cry “ Abba—Father! ”? It is clear, then, that it is no mere empty figure of speech to say that our very presence before God—however helpless we feel, however speechless we are—can in itself be a prayer that touches the heart of God, just as a child can touch its parent’s heart by THE INDWELLING SPIRIT OF ADOPTION 73 its very helplessness and misery without needing to utter a single word. These considerations should give us confidence in prayer, no matter at what stage of the spiritual life we may be. In passing, it should be noticed that there is no need to look for God outside ourselves when we wish to pray. Every soul in the state of grace has God within him, seeking his friendship, his confidence, and his love. A mere act of attention puts us in touch with Him, a mere thought is sufficient to speak to Him, a mere movement of the heart gives Him our love. But God has not come into our souls merely to be inactive there. He comes to help our infirmity, and when sanctifying grace is poured into our soul by the Sacraments or in any other way, the Holy Ghost comes to us to abide with us, and not only gives us the infused virtues of faith, hope and charity, with the moral virtues as well, but also endows us with His seven Gifts: wisdom, under­ standing, counsel, fortitude, knowledge, piety, and the fear of the Lord. We may regard all these riches, which are beyond all valuation, as a new supernatural organism, as it were, by which we are enabled to live a new life in accordance with our new nature as sons of God. The whole of the spiritual life consists in the development and growth of this new life—the “ new man,” as St. Paul calls it—and the subjection of all our own nature, the “ old man,” to the life of the new. This explains the continual internal combat thatSt. Paul refers to so vividly. The difficulty of this new life is clear, when we remember that it is a life of faith, not one of feeling. But that should in no way cause us to hesitate, even for a moment, before devoting ourselves with our whole heart to its claims, for, as Our Lord Himself has promised, we are given another “ paraclete,” that is a “ comforter,” one who strengthens us, and it is God himself with His omnipotent power Who thus comes to be our permanent help, our aid, and our strength. Therefore, no difficulty, real or imaginary, 74 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER should ever make us hesitate to embrace a life of prayer. We are never conscious of all the strength at our disposal, but as each occasion arises, God’s power becomes available for our use if we but act with faith, with confidence, and with humility. Above all, the absolute and essential necessity of humility for progress in prayer should be emphasized. God made the world for Elis own glory, and He will not give His glory to another. Now in this life He glorifies Himself by the works of His mercy, by taking compassion on our infirmity, by raising us up out of the dust to share in His own nature, in His own strength and in His own joy. All the works of our supernatural life come from Him. Even the fact that they belong to us in such a way that we can merit by them is due entirely to His gracious mercy. If, therefore, we glory in anything else but our infirmities, we take to ourselves something to which we have not the slightest claim, something which belongs entirely to God, for He it is Who worketh in us both to will and to accomplish. Our pride robs God of the credit for His work—work that in His goodness He performed in such a way as to be available for our merit—for we have nothing which we have not received, not even our merits. God is more interested in our salvation and our progress than we ourselves are. He is our Father and is always so, actively. That is to say that He will sanctify us and unite us to Himself, as long as we put no obstacle in His way. Now, the greatest of all obstacles is our pride, for by it we turn His saving action on us against His purpose in creating and ruling the world, which purpose is His own glory. Thus we make ourselves enemies of God, and therefore it is written: “God resisteth the proud and to the humble He giveth His grace.” St. Benedict’s rule is of great significance in this connection. Writing a rule for a contemplative order, in which men of prayer were to be formed, the holy Patriarch THE INDWELLING SPIRIT OF ADOPTION 75 has only a few short words to say of prayer, nor does he treat of the rest of the spiritual life at any greater length until he comes to write of humility. On that subject he is eloquent and insistent, ascribing to it the properties of a ladder by which one can reach the heights of the spiritual life ; and St. Thomas Aquinas follows his example, giving first place to humility in the removal of the obstacles to God’s action on the soul. ■ Here one can do little more than merely mention these tremendous truths of the inhabitation of God in our souls. To treat them adequately would need a whole book. To do less would be to run the risk not merely of misrepresentation, but of caricature. The reader himself must seek their development elsewhere. The Epistles of St. Paul are replete with this doctrine; it is fundamental in his teaching. A very fine and readable summary of this subject, and of the closelyrelated one which is the subject of the next chapter, will be found in the opening part of Tanqucrey’s The Spiritual Life. This work, which has been translated into English, is a mine of information on every part of the spiritual life, and should be in the library of every religious house, even of those who have not been trained in theology. It is the outstanding work of reference on the spiritual life. A smaller work by Fr. Plus, S.J., God Within Us, will be of great help. The next chapter will indicate other sources of information. The use of this doctrine of the presence of God within us as a basis of prayer finds support in the teaching of St. Teresa. In one place she tells us that the soul has no need to seek God outside itself to pray to Him. He is within, and may be addressed with all the simplicity of a child speaking to its father. We should tell Him our needs and our troubles and beg Him to remedy them all. The Saint appears to consider this to be one of the best ways of ensuring rapid progress in prayer. In another place she insists on the advantages of forming a 76 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER lively conviction of the close presence of God. She tells us that she herself did all she could to remember and realize continuously the presence of Our Lord within her. If she was meditating on a mystery, she represented it to herself within, and addressed all her “ affections ” or acts to her Divine Guest. This way of remembering God can be very profitably joined to the manner of praying known as the second method of St. Ignatius. This is done by reading or reciting some prayer very slowly, pausing after each word or phrase to grasp its meaning in our mind, to excite its reality in our heart, to develop it in variations or to insist on it in silent assent, according to our inclination, and to do all this addressing ourselves to Our Lord and our Master, our Guest and our Saviour, our Lover and our God, Who is within us. Such a way of praying to God in our hearts can be employed with great profit at the Rosary, or at the Divine Office. Nor are words necessary. We may be content with paying silent attention to our Guest, confident that Fie sees and accepts the love and worship that is in our heart. The two essential features to be attended to are the interior reference of our prayer and its unforced utterance; we should never forget St. Teresa’s statement that “ Mental prayer is nothing else but an intimate friendship, a frequent converse, heart to heart, with Him Whom we know to be our Lover.” Chapter XV OUR IDENTIFICATION WITH JESUS F a man commit a crime or do someone an injury, his friends can, of course, do a lot to help him. They can repair the injury he has done; they can appease the anger of the person injured; they can help the "man himself to do both of these things; they can encourage him and plead for mercy for him. But they cannot, in strict justice, relieve him of liability to punishment by undergoing the punishment themselves, nor can they wipe out the stain of his guilt. Guilt, punishment, and merit, are personal things ; they cannot be dealt with vicariously. In the strict sense, no man can take another’s guilt on himself; no man can merit or be justly punished for another. How then did Our Lord save us? How then did He avert the punishment that was due to us? How did He merit for us? How did He come to suffer for our sins? The most satisfactory' answer to these and many similar questions is found in the pages of St. John and St. Paul. St. John gives us Our Lord’s own words: “ I am the Vine, you are the branches.” St. Paul insists again and again: “ You are the Body of Christ.” To sum up and explain the doctrine so vividly expressed in these two phrases is no easy task. The truth on which it rests is so rich, so wonderful, so deep, so unparalleled, that it must be looked at from many different points of view, and a synthesis made of the various—almost contradictory__ ideas so obtained, before one comes to a reasonably complete grasp of its nature. Only a few partial presentations of the truth can be given here, but they will suffice for our purpose. In the Incarnation, God the Son, the Second Person of the 77 I 78 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER Blessed Trinity, united to Himself hypostatically a human nature, so that Jesus Christ, the Son of Mary, was truly God and truly Man, one person with two natures. That, however, was not the end of the process of union with the human race. The words of St. John’s Gospel and of St. Paul’s Epistles make it clear that Our Saviour wished to enter into a real but mysterious union with each member of the human race, and that Fie actually does unite each human being to Himself at Baptism so as to form with Him, one thing, one body, one man, one mystical Christ. From certain points of view we, could almost regard this union as forming one person, but it must be clearly understood that we do not lose our individuality in this union. Still, the union is so close that Christ can suffer in all justice for our sins, and we can in all justice use His merits as our own. The controversies with heresy which have taken up such a great part of the work of theologians in the last few centuries, have tended to draw attention away from this tremendous doctrine of our incorpor­ ation in Christ; so much so that, to some, this statement of it may seem too vigorous. The Fathers, however, especially St. Hilary, St. Cyril, St. John Chrysostom and St. Augustine, are far more vehement and vigorous in their utterances. St. Thomas Aquinas, whose words were measured with the precision that is the hall-mark of that prince of theologians, simply asserts that in Baptism the sufferings of Christ are communicated to the baptised person—who becomes a member of Christ—in such a way as if he himself had suffered all that pain. Arid he answers the questions which were put at the beginning of this chapter concerning the way in which Christ satisfies for our sins, by stating that lie does so through the fact that we are the members of Christ and form with Him one body and even, in this matter, one person; and that therefore the satisfaction offered by Christ applies to all the faithful since they are members of Flimself. Fie sums up the doctrine by saying that the actions of Christ belong not OUR IDENTIFICATION WITH JESUS 79 only to Himself, but also to all His members, with the very same relation which the actions of a just man have to the individual agent. (Cf. Sumina, 111; q. 48, art. 1 and 2.) Another way of stating the doctrine is to say that we are “in Christ.” St. Paul uses the phrase one hundred and sixtyfour times; and it must certainly be taken as more than a mere metaphor. The Fathers try to illustrate the relationship by comparing it to the union of a drop of water with the wine into which it has fallen. They say, too, that we are in Christ and filled with Him, just as a glowing iron or coal put into the fire, is in the fire and is part of it. Our Lord’s own example of the vine shows our position even more clearly, for just as the vital sap flows from the vine into its branches, so He sends His Spirit into our souls and we are vivified and divinised—the word is not too strong—by grace, which is a participation in His nature. There is still another way of regarding this wonderful work of divine love. We can truly say, as St. Paul does say, that Jesus Christ is in qs. He abides in our souls as long as we are in the state of grace, and, as far as we allow Him, shares our every action. This aspect of the doctrine has been very well treated in the little work by Fr. de Jaegher, S.J., to which reference has already been made, and which has appeared in English under the title One With Jesus. This little book, hardly more than a pamphlet, will open up for many readers a rich mine of undreamt-of possibilities. It should be familiar to every soul who takes the spiritual life at all seriously. In it we can see how Jesus lives in our hearts—how we can pray to Him there, and pray with Him there; in it we can read a glowing account of the burning desire in the Heart of Jesus to share our every thought and deed, to give each one of us a share of His own life and merits and love. The book itself must be. read, but the mere idea here given of it is sufficient indication of what possibilities it opens up for prayer. 8o DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER The results of this doctrine of our incorporation—ou> identification, if we may use the word—with Christ, which we have indicated in merest outline, are wide and farreaching. Our Lord’s injunction to pray in His name takes on a new significance. We can remind the Heavenly Father of His Son’s promise that whatsoever would be done to the least of His brethren would be done to Himself, and we cab put our own needs before the Father as those of Christ Himself, in all truth and all reality. We can ask for every necessary or helpful grace for ourselves as for Christ Himself, because it is for the purpose of developing His Life in us that we need it. More than that: we know that Jesus Himself asks for us and with us. That is why we can take Our Lord’s words quite literally when Fie says: “ Amen, amen, I say to you: if you ask the Father anything in My Name He will give it to you.” Behold, then, the ground of the absolute confidence with which we must go to the throne of grace. No sin, no shame, should ever make us hesitate to approach God in prayer. If Jesus thus takes our part in our prayers and works, we also take part in Flis. Here we have a principle that can be of great help when we are “ paralysed ” at prayer. Our union with Jesus is such that, as long as we do not break it by a deliberate sinful motion of our will, we may always lay claim to a share in His merits and in the good works that He is doing in all the other members of the Church, for we are all one Body in Christ. We can even share in His prayer to the Father in heaven. Obviously the extent of our participation depends on the closeness of our union with our Head. The most perfect union is that of the will, and when we are doing the will of God for the love of God, we are then most closely united to Him. No matter, therefore, how helpless or how hopeless seem our attempts at prayer, if we but do His will, if we put ourselves on our knees at His command, we can count on a great share in His prayer, for OUR IDENTIFICATION WITH JESUS 81 He is living at the right hand of God, always making intercession for us. Prayer is a work of partnership between Jesus and each one of us. Our part in the partnership lies in doing His will and conforming ourselves to it, and the limitations of our efforts are part of that will. If we carry out our part, we can claim the whole fruit of our joint efforts. If in particular we go to prayer, resigned to God’s will and to our own helplessness, we need not be discouraged at our apparent lack of success; Our Lord is our “ Supplement ” in all these things, and supplies for all that we are not able to do. Moreover, our powerlessness is part of His plan to make us rely on Him. It thus appears that, as regards prayer, our union with Christ is of more importance than our fluency or our feeling of fervour, and matters more than our freedom from distraction. If distractions, therefore, are involuntary, but are accepted as a trial permitted by God for His own wise ends, then, in so far as they unite us to Christ by suffering in accordance with the will of God, they are a help rather than otherwise to our prayer. Actually, if a soul goes to prayer in order to give itself to God, with its mind made up to attend to God and to nothing else as far as it can do so, and is resigned to whatever trials or aridity or distraction that Providence permits, its prayer, even though it seems to be a complete failure and almost waste of time, is nevertheless a most pleasing holocaust in God’s sight, which will bring down many graces upon the soul and advance it much towards union with God. It further follows that every action of the day, no matter how “active,” if done according to God’s will, is done in union with Christ, and is not only a prayer in itself, but is an excellent starting-point either for one of those wordless colloquies or for a more articulate conversation with Jesus which can make our whole day a time of prayer. It is impossible to work in such close companionship with Jesus and not 82 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER pray to Him. On the other hand, of course, if our actions are not in accordance with His will, His company is rather an embarrassment, and thus self-will kills a life of prayer. The continuous and intimate presence of Jesus in our hearts means that no place or occupation is an obstacle to prayer. We are not compelled to go outside ourself to find the God to Whom we wish to speak. We are not compelled to hide our working clothes, so to speak, nor to cease from our week-day labours, before we put ourselves in His presence. Not only is He already present wherever we may be, but He is actually sharing our work—so that our work is rather a means of prayer than an obstacle to it. This does not mean that there is no need for some period of the day when we can leave everything else aside to recollect all our powers and turn them to Him. It means rather that there is a prayer for all times—that the hearts seeking God can pray to Him now by words, now by works, now by silence, now by speech. Not only is Christ to be found in ourselves, He may also be found and served and prayed to in our neighbour. Everything we do for our neighbour is done to Jesus. Once we understand that prayer can be most informal, we can easily see how any contact with our fellow-men can be turned into prayer to Jesus. Further, it is significant that before Our Lord made such extraordinary promises about the efficacy of prayer, He laid down the new commandment of mutual charity, and illustrated it by washing the feet of His disciples. Therefore we may conclude that we cannot pray in union with Flim unless we are united to our fellow-men by charity. He even insisted that before offering sacrifice we should go and be reconciled to our brother whom we have offended. Thus, all that we do in word or in work can be a prayer. The very food we eat is given to Jesus, for what we do to ourselves we do to Him. Even our pleasures can be His delight. We cannot take a walk that He does not share and OUR IDENTIFICATION WITH JESUS S3 enjoy; there is no part of our life, whether it be work or play, in which Fie does not join, as long, of course, as it is according to the will of the Father. Thus, the soul in the state of grace can in a way imitate the priest at Mass, who at the end of the Canon holds up the Chalice and the Host, and prays to the Father through Christ, saying: “Through Him, and with Him, and in Him, is to Thee, God the Father Almighty, in the unity of the Holy Ghost, all honour and glory.” In this way, by showing forth Christ in our lives through doing the will of God, we sing the new canticle of honour and glory, which is Christ Himself. 6 Chapter XVI THE GROWTH OF JESUS WITHIN US N the last chapter were set forth some different aspects of the wonderful mystery of our incorporation in Christ. It is left to the reader to choose that which attracts him and to develop it by reading and reflection, by prayer and by practice. Some further consideration of the subject may be of help. We saw that Jesus comes into our souls at Baptism, there to dwell in a loving and living union with us. It is also true to say that He grows in our soul. The extent to which He participates in all our life depends greatly on our will. He does not take away our freedom; we can live our own life if we wish. If we do so to such an extent as to commit mortal sin, we banish Him from our soul. But even those actions which, without being seriously sinful, are yet not in full accord with His will, reject Him from as much of our life as they include. Therefore, we can speak of the growth and of the formation of Christ in us, according as more and more of ourself and of our activities are subjected and handed over to Him. Obviously, one single deliberate habit of infidelity spoils the sense of companionship with Jesus, and thus prevents prayer. We cannot take only a part of out­ lives and give it to Him, and, having forgotten Him, or even put Him aside, for the rest of the day, expect then to face Him without difficulty or embarrassment when we do decide to advert to His presence. Despite His clemency and His patient kindness there will be awkward pauses in the con­ versation; certain subjects must be avoided ; protestations of devotion which hardly harmonise with our neglect and I 84 THE GROWTH OF JESUS WITHIN US 8ç rejection, will sound hollow, and will even die away on our lips. At times we will talk wildly and hastily in order to rush over some unfortunate memory, and since we have made up our mind that on certain points we will not give Him what we know He wants, wc cannot catch His eye or look in His face with that quiet smile of complete surrender that comes from a heart ready to give Him all that He asks for, and which is perfect prayer. That is the great difficulty in prayer. We want to meet God on our own terms; wc want to make a compromise; we want to work with Him at certain times and in certain ways, but, to put it crudely, we want to be rid of Him in other circumstances. That is just the trouble. One cannot get rid of Our Lord for a time. He is there all the time, and one either treats Him as a permanent friend, or else one has a “ difficulty ” in prayer. Further, even though we do try’ to give Him a place in our company at all times, we may try to forget that He is a crucified God; that He never did His own will; that He always denied Himself; that He delivered Himself; that He emptied Himself, becoming obedient unto the death of the cross. We should like to have Him, but we do not want to share all His ideals, to follow all His ways, and thus again we find prayer “ difficult.” No wonderl For if prayer be essentially an awareness of God, all that makes us unwilling to be aware of Him is an obstacle to prayer. There lies one of the roots of the connection between mortification and prayer. Unless we are at least willing that He should teach us His ways, even the way of the cross, we cannot meet Him in prayer with that feeling of open, frank, and unreserved loyalty which is so essential to friendship. It must be clearly understood that it is the habitual and deliberate opposition to the desires of Jesus that is such a serious obstacle to prayer. No matter how often or how far we fall, Jesus is always ready to renew our union, as soon as we are again determined to give up our own way. In fact, 86 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER as we have seen, there is a type of love and understanding that is born of forgiven sin that has something unique and special in its flavour, and which Ins a special place in God’s plan. Past sins, past failures, need never come between us and Him; provided we are truly contrite, they only make a new bond. So also, fears for the future, and that lack of full goodwill that comes from human weakness and timidity, need never be anything but a new claim on the help of Him Who came to heal the sick and to save sinners. His official position in our soul is that of an omnipotent Saviour; all that needs saving is a claim on Him, and only those who have learned to glory in their infirmities know to the full how intimate a union of prayer and work with Jesus can be built on their own weakness, on their own failures, and even on their past sins. This is also true of our sharing in His cross. He knows well our horror of penance; He understands perfectly our dislike of suffering; nay, more, He sympathises with us in these difficulties. True, Fie wishes us to help Him to carry His cross, but He also wishes to help us to do so. So sweet is His aid, so enthralling His companionship, that St. Teresa found that it was only the first of her crosses that was really hard ; once she had embraced the nettle of her cross she found herself in close union with Jesus. There is no joy in this life to equal that of sharing the cross with Jesus. It needs courage, it needs grace, it needs perhaps a special call ; but the truth is that this path of suffering and of penance—penance, be it well understood, undertaken or accepted according to God’s will and not our own—is the road of highest joy, and the sure path to the heights of prayer. The importance of mortification is not so much that it hurts us, but that it gives Jesus a new life in us; we only put ourselves to death—that is what “ mortification ” means— in order to clear the way for Christ. That is at once the motive of mortification and its measure. If it only serves to THE GROWTH OF JESUS WITHIN US 87 make us more self-satisfied and proud, then it is no longer mortification of self; it is rather the mortification of Jesus. The true principle of mortification was laid down by St. John the Baptist when he said: “ He must increase, I must decrease.” Perhaps a somewhat far-fetched comparison may help to put this process in its true light. The bread and wine that are changed into the Body and Blood of Our Lord at Mass once graced the earth in a glory of purple and gold; they were cut down, beaten and bruised, ground and pressed out of all recognition. Not until many changes had been made in them could the priest say over them the words that would make them the Flesh and Blood of Christ. Now, in so far as the Mass is a changing of bread and wine into the Body and Blood of Jesus—it is, of course, much more than that—■ it might be said that Our Lord says Mass with us and our lives as the bread and wine, but it is a Mass in which the grinding of the wheat and the pressing of the grape, the baking of the bread and the maturing of the wine, the offering of the Host and the oblation of the Cljalice, the consecration of both and their conversion into the living Body and Blood of Christ, arc all going on at the same time. Every time that we deny ourselves in any way and to that extent offer ourselves to Jesus, He comes and takes possession of us to that same extent, and says: “This is My Body.” More than that: He takes compassion on our cowardice, and sends us trials and humiliations that grind us and press us and make us into suitable bread and Wine to become part of Himself. “ My meat,” He said, “ is to do the will of Him that sent Me.” So it is that everything done in accordance with the Divine will gives new life to Jesus in our souls, for He feeds on the doing of His Father’s will. Every action we do, every suffering we undergo, whatever it be, as long as it is according to the will of God, is an act of communion with Jesus, an act that is no mere desire, but a positive advance 88 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER in our union with Him; it gives Him new matter over which Lie can pronounce the saving words : “ This is My Body.” The significance of such a concept for a life of prayer is obvious. Prayer is no longer a matter of some few minutes spent on our knees, struggling to find something to say. It becomes a more or less continual awareness of Jesus living in us, of Jesus growing in us, of Jesus moulding us by His providence to His Heart’s desire; our co-operation, our companionship, our submission, our smile of surrender as we continually give up our own way in order to let Him have His way—all these are our prayer. Mortification, instead of meaning doing hurt to ourselves, comes to mean giving pleasure, giving even life, to Jesus. Every action of the day is intimately concerned with Him. The practice of Christian charity is thus put in a stronger light, for if Jesus lives in our neighbour, and is making our neighbour’s life His own, it becomes much easier to realise what He meant when He told us: “ As often as you did it to the least of these, My brethren, you did it to Me.” To turn our dealings with our fellow-men into prayer, we have no need of words. It is sufficient to remember that “ we are doing it to Him,” and our heart will pray by its secret movement of love. The practice of one of the greatest men of prayer and of action that the world has seen—one who comes very close to St. Paul—is full of meaning in this matter. St. Patrick’s mind is given to us in his famous “ Breastplate,” that wonderful prayer, full of the spirit of St. Paul, full of the spirit of Christ Himself. “ Christ before me,” he prays, “ Christ behind me, Christ about me, Christ be this day within and without me, Christ the lowly and meek, Christ the all-powerful be in the heart of each one to whom I speak—in the mouth of each who speaks to me, in all who draw near me, or see or hear me.” He tells us of how he heard tire words: “ He Who laid down His life for thee— He it is that prayeth in thee.” On another occasion he THE GROWTH OF JESUS WITHIN US 89 writes: “ I saw Him praying in me,” and on being told that it was the Spirit who prayeth within him, he recalls St. Paul’s promise that the Holy Ghost should help the infirmities of our prayer. We have here the secret of St. Patrick’s prayer, the secret of his interior life and, in fact, the secret of the monumental success of his active life—union with God in his own soul, and the service of God in the soul of his neighbour There is no Christian who cannot imitate that example. r Chapter XVII EMMANUEL—“ GOD WITH US” HE example of St. Patrick and the insight that the few words just quoted from his writings give us into his heart, show us the secret of the wonderful way in which many of the saints were able to unite a life of prayer with a life of almost continual action. All our activity can be reduced either to the service of Christ in our neighbour, or to the extending of His life in ourselves. It will have been noted that the border-line between prayer, in the usual association of the term, and the rest of one’s activities, is gradually being removed as we progress in the consideration of the spiritual life. And that is as it should be, for Our Lord Himself told us that we ought always to pray. But it must not be concluded from this that there is no need of some time during the day in which we are to devote our undivided attention to prayer. For, as we have seen, although all our acts can be prayer, they will not be so, unless there are some acts which are nothing else. That is to say: human nature is such, that if the interior life is not fed by reflection and by pure prayer, it will gradually succumb to the lure of natural activity that will soon take complete charge of our actions. In fact, even under the most favourable conditions, the habitual remembrance of Our Lord can only be developed after repeated failures. But once it has been achieved, even to a somewhat limited extent, the whole spiritual life undergoes a remarkable transformation. In many ways it becomes easier and more attractive. The thought of mortification and war on self fills many souls with fear, and causes them to turn back and give up 90 T EMMANUEL—" GOD W1TI1 US " 91 the hope of further progress. This is quite understandable, but it is also quite foolish, for Our Lord Himself has said that His yoke is easy and His burden light. Mortification is like some of those old houses on the Continent, which are grim and forbidding barrack-like structures from the outside, but contain inside a courtyard filled with all the glamour of a southern garden, echoing with the music of falling fountains, and fragrant with the rich odour of flowers. We have looked through those grim gates and have seen that what seems to be the living death of mortification is in reality the growth of Jesus in our soul, filling us with the warmth of His smile, the melody of His companionship, and the glow of His love. For by dying to ourselves we have given Him a new measure of life. In considering this mystery of the life and growth of Jesus in our souls and our incorporation in Him, we have looked at it from a number of different points of view. It can be regarded as the indwelling in our soul of the Holy Ghost, Who, somewhat after the fashion of the soul in the human body which makes one thing, one body, one person of many members, makes all of us into one thing, one Body, and even as we may say in a real but limited sense, one Person— one Christ. Or we can regard this mystery as our own incorporation into Christ after the manner of a grafting of a branch on to a new stem; we have Our Lord’s own authority for claiming that we ourselves are branches of the Vine that He identified with Himself. Then, too, we can look upon the mystery as the dwelling in our soul of Jesus Himself in a wonderful union of saving co-operation and living love; for this we have the authority of His own promises. At first sight we may think that we have thus involved ourselves in a contradiction through making use of all these different views; but that is only because the richness of this mystery, which involves a reality without any parallel in the whole of creation, is such as to demand 91 difficulties in mental prayer many different analogies for its expression. Despite this difficulty, and despite the frequent use of the word “ mystical ” to describe it, we must never doubt its reality. It is the greatest of all realities outside God: it is our only hope, it is the plan of God, Who wills to restore all things “ in Christ.” At the risk of adding to the confusion which this manifold exposition may seem to involve, it would be well to indicate another way of regarding the mystery, because it may be of help to some souls in their prayer. Our Lord, taking a human body in the womb of His Mother Mary, became man, lived His own human life for our salvation, and died and rose again for that same end. Not that that was His sole end, for the glory of the Father must have come before all else. But He wished to glorify His Father’s mercy by saving us. Now, this process did not end with the Resurrection. Risen from the dead, He continues His life in each one of us. We might look upon the whole stretch of our existence as if it were a body,—a body without animation, for without Christ it is supernaturally dead—a body into which Christ is gradually being born, according as through the operations of grace and the co-operation of our own will, we gradually submit more and more of our actions to Him. This concept has to some extent the authority of St. Paul, who tells the Galatians that He is “ in labour ” until Christ be formed in them. We, too, are “ in labour ” till Christ be formed in ourselves. This is a view that it is important not to overlook. But it is still more important to attend to the significance of Our Lord’s words to His Mother and to St. John as He poured out the last drops of His life-blood on the Cross at Calvary: “ Behold thy son—Behold thy Mother.” St. John there stood for the whole human race. Mary is thus shown to be the Mother of each of us, being given, as it were, the life of the dying Christ that She might transmit it to us. A certain measure of caution is here necessary to prevent EMMANUEL—“ GOD WITH US” 93 too close a degree of identification between the life of Jesus in His own Flesh and that which He lives in us. Still, the Encyclical Letter of Pope Pius X, Ad diem ilium, published on 2nd February, 1904, shows us that we can carry this notion of the maternity of Mary in reference to ourselves very far, without departing from his teaching or making any innovation, for the Holy Father quotes the very words of St. Augustine in support of this doctrine. The Pope asserts not only that it was in Mary that Christ took to Himself flesh, but also that in Mary He united to Himself the spiritual body formed by those who are to believe in Him. Here, then, is a view that may give Our Lady a new importance in our spiritual life and a new significance for our prayer. She is not only the Mother of Christ, but She is also really and actively mother to each of us who believe in Him. She was instrumental in uniting the human nature of Christ to the Word; She is also instrumental in uniting each of us to Christ—for we are His Body. Mary is continually co-operating in the formation of Christ in us, so much so that we could say that He is continually being born in us of Her. Every time we submit any part of our life to God by doing His will in the way in which He wills, She brings forth in our soul a new measure of the fullness of Christ, and we co-operate in Her maternity. Thus the spiritual life is not only lived in union with the Blessed Trinity, but it is also an active union with Mary. Here it may be noted that all that has been said in an earlier chapter on the value of the familiar friendship with Jesus as a way of developing a life of prayer, also applies, mutatis mutandis, to a filial familiarity with Mary. Nor need it be thought that to seek God by recourse to Mary is to lose time by following a roundabout path. Not only is there no time lost, but it would seem that to go to Him through Mary is not only the shorter but also the surer way. She is the way chosen by God to come to us ; by Her intercession She 94 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER can do all that God can do by His power; She is only too glad to use every opportunity of doing something more for Her Child Jesus, and She knows better than anyone else how true it is, that all that is done to the least of us is done to Him. These considerations may encourage those souls who find themselves more at their ease in talking to Mary than in any other way of praying. They may rest assured that She will leave nothing undone to unite them to Jesus, nor will the attention they pay to Her derogate in the slightest from that due to Fier Son. It is, of course, true that Mary is not present within us in the same way as is Her Son, but Iler function as Mother, both in our regard and in that of Christ, ensures that Her hand is always near and able to help us. Her ears are quick to hear us, and Her eyes never lose sight of us. Our prayers need no words to carry them to Fier ears; the mere smile of our heart, the sigh of our soul, are seen by Her immediately, and there need be no delay before She is come to our help. She is the Refuge of sinners, the Comforter of the afflicted ; She is the Mother of Perpetual Succour, the Mother of Divine Grace; She is the Mother of Christ and of us all. There is no one who need be afraid to speak to Her of his needs, there is n°3 and every effort to get rid of these distractions only serves to break our contact with God. This is a state, referred to by St. Teresa, in which no attempt should be made to banish the distractions. It is somewhat analogous to the case of a hostess entertaining a visitor on the ground floor while her children are making noise upstairs. If she goes up to keep them quiet, she has to leave her visitor. In this particular phase of prayer, God’s action is confined to the very depth of the soul, and makes no appeal to the senses or to the imagination, nor does He offer the intellect anything of which it can lay hold with case. These powers then start to work on their own, and any attempt to follow them will only take the soul away from God. This, however, is but a particular case. In all these cases where one is helpless, incurably distracted, paralysed by dryness, completely unable to get into touch with God, apparently quite indifferent to all the things of God, even at times filled with distaste for them, or beset with stupidity, vacancy of mind, and even temptations—in all such cases one has to fall back on a “ dry ” act of faith in God, in His presence, in His power, in His goodness, in His knowledge, in His infinite mercy, and in His Fatherly love. This state of prayer consists not so much in one long uninterrupted act as in an habitual permanent disposition to avoid whatever displeases God and to perform whatever pleases Him. Be it noted that this fundamental disposition is quite consistent with a general feeling of sinfulness and of apparent bad-will. It only ceases when we become aware of a particular deliberate determination to persevere in something contrary to the will of God. This, of course, is the end of our good-will. But, given this good-will, we can apply to our prayer the principle found in the prayer of the Church when she thus addresses God: “ O God, to Whom every hearj lies open and to Whom we speak with our wills.............. ” We must, therefore, pray with our wills. 104 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER We pray with our will whenever we go to prayer, in accordance with God’s will, and put ourselves in a suitable attitude of body, turning our mind, as far as we can, away from all else but God, and endeavouring to persevere in that attitude of mind and body. This is true, no matter how often we are distracted, no matter how little we say, no matter how remote from God we feel, no matter how much we seem to have failed; for, nevertheless, we have been praying with our will. And that is all that matters. We may have got absolutely no satisfaction out of such prayer, but God has been duly honoured, and be it noted, we ourselves, though we know it not, have been made more holy and more pleasing to God. If souls could only realise the value of this sort of prayer, what new courage they would feel! For it is the idea that al! our time is wasted in such an attempt that makes us give up prayer when it develops into the sort of state that we have been trying to describe. It is in order that they may have a true notion of what progress in prayer really means that this description is put be­ fore the eyes of all, even those beginning the spiritual life. The ordinary notion of progress is something quite opposed to developments of this sort. Yet the ordinary notion is wrong, for it judges prayer by the self-satisfaction that it affords. This is a false criterion, for prayer’s purpose is to give God His due, not to yield us that to which we have no right. If God is pleased that we should stand before Him like dumb animals or like a statue, is it not meet and just and right and fitting that we should do so? But then we shall have to learn to find our happiness in pleasing God, not in pleasing ourselves. In other words, we must make our life “ Christ-centred ” instead of self-centred. Then we shall be satisfied by the hope that the dreary minutes we spend in prayer will lighten llis cross. Very often, if we would but make up our mind to share His cross, we should re-discover Our Divine Lover, THE PRAYER OF FAITH io; Who seems to have abandoned us. However, that is not always the case. He may still remain far away, despite outgenerosity in sacrifice, and we shall have to be content to serve Him at our own expense until He sees fit to come again to set our heart on fire. That He will come again if we persevere in prayer is certain, for this arid stage is but the desert that guards the approach to the promised land of contemplation. There is indeed a very close parallel between the progress of the soul when this paralysis in prayer has become a permanent condition and the wanderings of the Israelites in the desert. Despite everything, there is, deep down in the soul, a vague habitual hunger for something that it may or may not recognise to be God. Nothing jn creation can give it solid satisfaction; and even though it may sigh for the joys it previously knew in the spiritual life, it knows in the depths of its heart that these can no longer satisfy its needs. It has left Egypt and its fleshpots; it has not yet reached the promised land; meanwhile it must learn to content itself with the daily manna God gives it. Nor will it receive more than a day’s supply, for God only gives the soul enough grace to meet the needs of the moment, so that it may learn that of itself it can do nothing, but that His grace is always sufficient for it. When a soul in this condition feels itself moved to kneel before God, doing nothing, except, in a general way, waiting for Him, there need be no doubt that it is really praying and, in fact, that God is preparing it for further graces of prayer. This state, which is called the dark night of the senses, is by no means so unusual as many suppose. The soul in this state is in need of more counsel than can be given here. There are two small books which treat of this condition in a very practical way, and which can be recommended to all souls who are trying to live a life of prayer. One is On Prayer, by Fr. de Caussadc, S.J. ; the other 106 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER is The Science of Prayer, by Father Ludovic de Bessc, O.S.F.Cap, (This latter at the moment is, unfortunately, out of print.) The matter treated in these two books should be familiar to every priest and religious of five or six years’ standing. Both books treat of the simplified types of prayer and of die difficulties and doubts that arise from them, and discuss many other aspects of the spiritual life connected with this stage of prayer. The reader will find great encouragement in their pages, and will get much help to persevere in prayer, despite its obscurities and aridities. Even the beginner will be encouraged to dispose himself for progress by generous efforts. The works of St. Teresa should be read, for she may be called an official teacher of prayer in light of the collect said in her Mass. Nor is she without sympathy for, or experience of, the weaknesses and repugnances of human nature. St. John of the Cross frightens many who do not know him, but two of his works, The Ascent of Mount Carmel and The Dark Night of the Soul, will be of great help to many who have false notions of prayer. He it was who gave the Little Flower such light and encouragement. The Spiritual Life, by Tanquerey, is, as already noted, an invaluable work of reference on this as on all questions of the spiritual life. There are two large works on prayer that can be read with profit: The Graces of Interior Prayer, by Fadier Poulain, S.J., and The Degrees of the Spiritual Life, by Canon Saudreau. These two writers represent different schools of thought, but both agree in putting the higher stages of prayer before us as something to be desired and prayed for, and something for which we should dispose ourselves. The part of Fr. Poulain’s work which treats of the prayer of simplicity has been reprinted in pamphlet form by the English C.T.S., but his treatment of what he terms the prayer of quiet should also be read. Reference has already been made to Holy Wisdom, by Fr. Augustine Baker, O.S.B. ; A Book of Spiritual THE PRAYER OF FAITH 107 Instruction, by Blosius, is a classic of the same school. The work of Dom Vital Lehodey, O.C.R., The IVays of Meatal Prayer, is admitted to be one of the best practical handbooks on the subject; while a little book by Dom Chautard, O.C.R., The Soul of the Apostolate, is a most readable and effective summing-up of the absolute need for an interior life in all forms of spiritual activity. But knowledge alone is not enough. The three infused theological virtues of faith, hope and charity are of everincreasing importance in the life of prayer. It is, however, the need of faith that demands to be stressed here—of faith, not merely during the act of praying, but also during the whole spiritual life, for, as we have seen, prayer becomes more and more closely connected with the rest of the spiritual life as it progresses. From one point of view, all progress and purification in this matter might be roughly summed up as a gradual replacement of seeing, feeling, and perceiving by believing. For the sensual man—whom we can here take to be the man who lives by feeling and the senses—perceiveth not the things of God. The just man, as St. Paul tells us, lives by faith. Sooner or later the soul who would come close to God must live by a naked faith, believing in the midst of darkness by a sheer effort of the grace-aided will. One might even say that the soul will have to “ believe ” in its own fervour ; it certainly will not be able to “ feel ” it. Without faith no one would think of entering religion; without faith, no one would value the Sacraments; without faith, no one would give supernatural obedience to a fallible human superior. The whole of religious obedience rests on faith, and this a faith that may have to be exercised in the teeth of the opposition caused by the spirit of human independence in the subject, or by apparent human weakness in the superior, for even if the superior is a saint in all his works, our own human eye will manage to find some failing in his words or reasons—something that arouses our io8 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER opposition and tempts us to cry out: “ I will not serve,”— something that can only be overcome by the faith that secs God’s hand and will in all the official works of His appointed representatives. St. Thomas Aquinas tells us that it is by the two channels of faith and of the Sacraments that the Passion of Christ is applied to our souls. Faith is demanded by the Church for Baptism. Faith is required from us by Our Lord when we pray. Faith is the breath of the spiritual life, the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things that appear not. The importance, then, of living by faith, even in the early stages of the spiritual life, is evident. “ Without faith it is impossible to please God.” And since progress will only lead us to a life of pure faith, the more we try to live by faith, the sooner and the more rapidly shall we advance. In one connection faith is of capital importance, that is, in the reception of the Sacraments, and, in particular, immediately before their reception. Although the Sacraments have their own power of action, yet the extent of the grace they produce in us depends very much on our dispositions, in particular on our faith, hope, and charity. By stirring up our faith, we lay the foundation for an increase of hope and charity, and thus promote our rapid growth in the spiritual life. But the chief importance of faith is that it is faith that unites us to God in this life. Neither our senses nor our reason can lay hold of God, but faith touches God and keeps us in a vital contact with Him that makes us one with Him. The use of our senses and reason can even become an obstacle to this union, and so St. John of the Cross insists that all these faculties must be completely mortified, and the soul must learn to live by faith alone, before it can be completely united to God. Since union with God is the essence of the whole spiritual life, the supreme importance of faith in every phase of that life is evident; above all, it is indispensable for prayer. Chapter XX “ MANY ARE CALLED . . HERE is a further reason which makes it advisable for the soul trying to live a life of prayer to consult the literature of the subject. We have been watching its progress after its departure from the fleshpots of Egypt, following it through the desert of dry and arid prayer, where it has to learn to live by the manna of faith. It is not to our purpose to discuss its further progress; but since we are on the borders of the Promised Land, one must beware lest one commit the original fault of leaving the soul under a wrong and gloomy impression about the great joys that await it in that land (lowing with milk and honey. Still, one cannot here attempt to describe the delights and consolations of the different sorts of contemplative prayer that may be granted to the soul who has been courageous enough to trust in God’s guidance and persevere in following Him through the desert of darkness. The literature already indicated, or such first-hand accounts as are found, say, in the life of St. Teresa, will help the soul to realise that a foretaste of heaven on this earth lies before it. It is true that, although the soul’s trials are by no means over when it nears the summit of the mountain of prayer, there are no joys in this life to equal those that the heights of prayer can bring. Whether all are called to this high state or not is a question that need not detain us. It is, however, quite safe to say that all may laudably pray and prepare themselves for the higher graces of prayer, provided that their motives are sound and that they base their hope on the mercy of God, on the merits of Our Saviour, and on their own poverty of spirit. In thus working 109 T I Io DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER towards the graces of prayer, nothing is lost, for, as we have pointed out, the work of preparation is nothing else but the generous accomplishment of all that is already required by the nature of the religious state or by the office of the priesthood. Of course, the condition of the soul for which God normally waits before He bestows His graces of con­ templative prayer in any high degçee, implies no small measure of self-abnegation and virtue. But God is no respecter of persons, and for His own wise ends He often bestows His grace—even His special grace—where there is little or no merit. Besides, even when He does wait for a stable state of generous service before calling the soul to a higher place at the banquet of Elis love, He Himself is the most earnest and the most energetic agent in the work of tire soul’s preparation. In any case, this level of fervour is no higher than that which can be, and which really should be, attained in the religious life. The tragedy is that so many souls go far on the way to attain this state and make nearly all the necessary sacrifices, but let themselves be prevented from finishing their course by an attachment to some tawdry trifle that they will not try to give up. If, in fact, a number of priests and of souls in religion do fail to reach contemplation, it is not so much that too high a degree of perfection is required for its attainment, but rather because of some obstinate refusal on their part to deny some small desire of self-love. “ The little more, and oh ! how much! ” From the moment that we deliberately decide to persist in a refusal of some request that we know God is making of us, that self-surrender which is the foundation of our union with God is destroyed, and contemplative prayer, which is the flower and fruit of that union, is quite out of the question. Sometimes it is the very gift of God that we refuse to give up, holding on to His consolations like a child that refuses to be weaned. We forget the exhortation of the Apostles to be zealous for better “MANY ARE CALLED ..." m gifts; we forget the great principle “Trade till 1 come,” for we must always use the gifts of God in trading with Him and on His mercy, until He gives us Himself in as close a union as possible. That is why generosity and a spirit of self-sacrifice arc so essential for advance in prayer. We must give God a blank cheque on ourselves and on all that we have, relying on His grace and mercy to give us all the means to meet each of His requests for payment in surrender and in sacrifice. In this connection, it may be said that if anyone try the experiment, if one may call it such, of refusing God nothing for a period, say, of six months, he will be amazed at the transformation in his spiritual life. If we only had the courage to abandon ourselves to Him Whom we know with such certainty to be so loving a Father! If we only could stir up our faith and realise that Our Lord meant what He said— that His yoke is easy and His burden light! Is it not extraordinary that we cannot take God at His word? To reach such heights of prayer is impossible without a resolute spirit of mortification. Deliberate habits of sin must be absolutely renounced and vigorously resisted. The deliberate and habitual breach of any rule, of any command of superiors, or a similar neglect of any duty, has to be eliminated also. Further, we must never allow a spirit of self-indulgence to take charge of our conduct; our guiding spirit should be one of self-sacrifice. At first sight this seems hard—too hard—but it becomes lighter and more “ reasonable ” when we realise that we are only asked to mortify ourselves in order that Jesus may live in us. Our death to ourselves by mortification is His resurrection in us, and so we must learn to try in all eventualities to act for the sake of Jesus rather than for love of our own ease. That means that we must declare war on our self-seeking, and make it our constant aim to seek Jesus. It further means that we must try to accept cheerfully all the trials that He sends us, I I2 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER of whatever sort they be,—trials of soul, trials of body, trials from within, trials from without, trials from men, trials from work,—and to sec in them a new chance of uniting ourselves to Jesus in suffering, of lightening His cross, and of filling up what is wanting for the Church in the sufferings of Christ. They will serve as another occasion of uniting ourselves in faith to our loving Father, Who rules all things sweetly and makes all work together for our good. They will also be an occasion of uniting ourselves to the Holy Spirit, Who dwells in us to give strength to our weakness and light to our blindness, so that we may meet the needs of every moment. But does a spirit of mortification mean any more than that? Does it mean, perhaps, that we must undertake a programme of penance—particularly of corporal penance ? This is a somewhat delicate question, because the answer depends considerably on particular circumstances. It is undoubtedly true that if men did more penance, there would be many more raised to the prayer of true contemplation. On the other hand, indiscreet and imprudent attempts at inflicting penance upon one’s self have more than once led to disaster. The motives and the effect must be healthy, and the matter is one in which the individual is not a competent judge of his own case. In the more penitential orders, the customary measure of mortification practised by fervent souls should never be exceeded without competent advice, and even then should be controlled by some prudent authority, even if that can only be done at long intervals. In those orders that do not provide for much penance in their regular life, and also in the life of the clergy, there is obviously more room, and even need, for personal initiative. Again, however, one cannot give a general dispensation from the time-proved need for advice and control, though one must admit the difficulty—which is in some cases almost an impossibility—of finding a prudent and competent “MANY ARE CALLED ..." 113 adviser who has the leisure and the inclination for the direction of souls. Yet God’s providence must have provided for these cases, and fervour added to prayer will always find the right person. In general, it may be said that those fasts in which our own will is found have excellent authority for their reprobation. Those penances that interfere with the proper performance of the duties of our state are by that very fact condemned. Those that we can do with a “ dry ” but genuine cheerfulness and that do not pre-occupy us too much nor pu IT us up and make us thank God that we are not like the rest of men—all such are salutary and sound. Penance should be done in a spirit of compunction, to atone for our sins, but, better still, it should also be done in union with Our Lord, to lighten the load of His cross and to fulfil the fellowship of His love and suffering. If one here tried to summarise the conditions that are required for contemplation, one would be compelled to write at great length, for it would mean making a complete summary of the perfection of the spiritual life. But it must be insisted, that if one did so, one would not have to mention a single disposition or achievement which every religious, active as well as contemplative, is not already bound to seek by the obligations of his state, or else expected to acquire for its perfection. And, as we have seen, the office of the priesthood makes similar demands on its holders. The tragedy is that there are so many priests and religious who have “ kept all these things from their youth,” and then, when Our Lord draws their attention to some attachment that He wants them to give up, who turn away sorrowful—for they think they have many possessions—many talents—many dreams—many hopes, too much to give up; and the thing that holds them is so tawdry and so trifling, is so tragically trash, that the angels must stare in amazement that men can be so mad. Whole-hearted fidelity to God’s will in the faithful 114 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER following of His commandments, in the exact observance of one’s rules, of one’s daily duties, of the exercise of the common life; generosity in corresponding with the inspir­ ations of grace, in determining to refuse God nothing that Fie clearly asks for, in abandoning one’s self to every detail of His providence; humility which distrusts its own strength, and puts all its confidence in God’s merciful help alone; a resolute desire of fulfilling every detail of God’s requirements, —these will lead a soul to advance quickly and beyond all expectations. A soul so minded will soon find that God will not be outdone in generosity, that He begins to give it special helps, that He begins to take over a greater part of the work of the soul’s advancement, and shares with it His own strength. Such a soul will find itself becoming more and more united to God in thought, in outlook and in action, and its prayer will develop accordingly. Now, there is one error which is a great obstacle to this development and must, therefore, be avoided, though it must be admitted that this erroneous view finds some support in the works of certain authors who reacted too strongly against the errors of their own time. As we saw some think that there is no different state of prayer after ordinary medita­ tion in its strict sense save the extraordinary phenomena that are associated in many minds with the heights of sanctity. This is a Serious error, and all that has been written here about the development of prayer along the lines of human friendship should help the reader to avoid it and to see that, on the contrary, prayer should be capable of infinite degrees of growth, and may reasonably be expected to lead to such a complete union of heart and soul with God that it should become contemplation. It must not be thought that the extraordinary ecstasies and visions that we read of in the lives of some saints are an essential part either of sanctity or of the higher states of contemplation. Far from it; not only are they no part of true prayer—for there are some who “ MANY ARE CALLED . . .» lls went to the top of the ladder of prayer without showing any of these effects—but they are even sometimes a manifestation of the lack of complete perfection in the state of prayer of that soul, and may be due to human weakness; though, of course, they may also be the direct work of God, designed to carry out His own special plans in regard to a particular soul. In practice, anyhow, they lie outside the essential path of prayer, which leads one deeper and deeper into the depths of one’s own soul, there to find one’s self completely united to God. However late it be when a soul secs the full possibilities of the spiritual life or finds the right way of prayer, it is of great importance that the resolve to advance to close union with God, be not overcome by the fear that now it is too late. Even though the past has been stained by sin, or time has been wasted through mistaken direction or an unsuitable way of praying, there can be nothing—absolutely nothing of any sort whatsoever—in the past that can be an insuperable obstacle to holiness, if we but turn our hearts to God. He is our Saviour, that is His Name. He became man to save us from our sins, and surely He will save us from our mistakes! “ To them that love God, all things work together unto good,” writes St. Paul, and that includes even our sins. God has infinite power and infinite mercy; He can utilise all our past and turn it to good account. No matter how late the hour, or how great the obstacles, we must turn to God with unlimited confidence. In fact, since all the glory is to be His, there will always be some apparently insuperable difficulty or weakness on our part. Nevertheless, “ all things are possible to him that believeth”; no matter what is lacking to us, be it time or merit, “ our sufficiency is from God.” 8 Chapter XXI CONCLUSION O many readers will probably feel that much of what has been written in the later chapters has no practical reference to themselves, that one cannot help quoting St. John of the Cross, who is the authority par excellence on this subject. In his book, The Living Flame of Love, when treating of the development of the prayer of meditation, he writes : “ The state of beginners ... is one of meditation and of acts of reflection. It is necessary to furnish the soul in this state with matter for meditation, that it may make reflections and interior acts, and avail itself of the sensible spiritual heat and fervour, for this is necessary in order to accustom the senses and desires to good things, that, being satisfied by the sweetness thereof, they may be detached from the world. When this is in some degree effected, God begins at once -to introduce the soul into the state of contemplation, and that very quickly, especially in the case of religious, (italics are ours) because these, having renounced the world, quickly fashion their senses and desires according to God; they have, therefore, to pass at once from meditation to contemplation. This passage, then, takes place when the discursive acts and meditation fail, when sensible sweetness and first fervours cease, when the soul cannot make reflections as before, nor find any sensible comfort, but is fallen into aridity, because the chief matter is changed into the spirit, and the spirit is not cognisable by sense. As all the natural operations of the soul, which are within its control, depend on the senses only, it follows that God is S 116 CONCLUSION >17 now working in a special manner in this state, that it is He that infuses and teaches, that the soul is the recipient on which He bestows spiritual blessings by contemplation, the knowledge and the love of Himself together; that is, He gives it loving knowledge without the instrumentality of its discursive acts, because it is no longer able to form them as before. “ At this time, then, the direction of the soul must be wholly different from what it was at first. If formerly it was supplied with matter for meditation and it did meditate, now that matter must be withheld and meditation must cease, because, as I have said, it cannot meditate, do what it will, and distractions are the result. If before it looked for fervour and sweetness and found them, let it look for them no more nor desire them; and if it attempt to seek them, not only will it not find them, but it will meet with aridity, because it turns away from the peaceful and tranquil good secretly bestowed upon it, when it attempts to fall back on the operations of sense. In this way it loses the latter without gaining the former, because the senses have ceased to be the channel of spiritual good.” The primary purpose in quoting this long passage is to draw attention to the words in which the Saint indicates for us the fundamental disposition for the passage to contempla­ tion, namely: that one has fashioned one’s senses and desires according to God, which disposition, with its result, he expects to find quickly reached in the case of religious. But the whole passage has been quoted because it sums up in pregnant language, weighted with all the authority of the Church’s Doctor of Prayer, all that these pages have been trying to say. The holy doctor’s opinion of the effect that may be naturally expected from life in the religious state, both as to formation in virtue and advance in prayer, will be found to be quite similar to the hopes held out by St. Teresa in her writings. The essence of the religious state has not 118 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER changed since their time; it is a state of tending to perfection. Now, it is impossible to tend properly and completely to perfection without leading an interior life. We may go further and say that without an interior life it is impossible for a priest or a religious to live an exterior life that is not ruined by sterility, supernatural uselessness and inefficacy. If there be anything wrong with our priests and religious of to-day—if there be any failure even on the part of the laity to live up to. the faith that they undoubtedly possess— if our resistance to the infiltration of a pagan civilisation, of pagan manners, and of pagan principles into our minds and hearts, into our public and our private life, is not as vigorous, as sturdy, as resourceful, as it should be,—the cause is surely to be found in the lack of an interior life, and, fundamentally, in the lack of such a life in its proper measure among priests and religious. With the best will in the world, it is not easy to be assured that all is as it should be. There are not wanting voices—competent voices—crying out in warning; there are not lacking signs—unmistakeable signs— giving them support; it is even said that supernatural admonitions are not unheard of, all deploring the lack of due fervour and interior life in religion. It is not for us to attempt to pass judgment upon the state of affairs. But it is for each of us to examine his own condition, and see whether it is in harmony with the wonderful spiritual equipment that God has given each one of us in Baptism. For God Himself has come to live in our souls, to be our Guide, our Strength, our Life and our Love. The real root of the trouble is that we do not realise, nor have we a lively practical faith in, the effects of Baptism and the possibilities of the Christian life. We do not realise that the Christian life is the life of Christ lived by Christ in us, not merely our own paltry existence, dragged out in lonely weakness. We do not estimate the interior life at its proper worth nor give it its due place in our scale of values. For CONCLUSION 11 ■> many of us the spiritual life, and especially the religious life, is a life of external practices and works, in which greatness and success is measured in much the same way as in any other walk of life. As a result, our spiritual programme is closely and narrowly limited—limited by a feeling that when all is said and done, our progress will depend upon our own selves, upon our own strength of character, our own will-power, our own resources ; and knowing these to be so poor, we cannot help feeling that such things as progress in holiness and advance in prayer are not for us. This, of course, is one of those half-4ruths that are the greatest of all errors. It is true that God has told us that without Him we can do nothing, but has His Holy Spirit not also written for our consolation that we can do all things in Him Who strengthens us? It is true that the world is in us and is dragging us down to its own level, but have we not heard Our Lord's assurance that He has overcome the world? Now, is there any closer union of strength than that of Baptism,—where the Spirit of God so unites Himself to the soul as to make it a living member of the Body of the Son of God,—where God divinises the soul in its strength and in its possibilities? If the Sacraments effect what they signify—and that is the official formula for their action,— what conclusion must be drawn from the fact that in the Sacrament of the Blessed Eucharist the Body and Blood of Christ is given to us for our food?—what limit may we set to the strength or to the possibilities of a soul which is nourished by the living Flesh of God Himself? The wonder is, not that a priest or a religious should be expected to aspire to high perfection and to the graces of prayer, but rather that any priest or religious, or even any Catholic, should fail not only to aim at them but even, as a general rule, to attain them! Perhaps this failure to realise the “ talents " that they are leaving buried in their souls is the reason why so many 120 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER religious take such a distorted view of their religious life. For many the day’s work consists of some special duty— teaching or preaching or nursing or study, for example—as its principal and essential part, with a number of devotional exercises inserted as a sort of accidental colouring, a necessary concession to one’s state of life, but for all that, something by no means of first-rate importance—something which is often a considerable handicap to the main task and at times rather a nuisance! As for the interior life—well, that is a matter, they say, of a special vocation, which has nothing to do with the ordinary religious. Here we have a complete reversal of the true scale of values coupled with a capital error as to the nature of the primary and essential purpose of the religious state, which—no matter what may be the nature or particular purpose of a particular congregation—is always the sanctification of the individual members, to which everything else must, in a general way, be subordinated. To these two errors one can trace most of the surprise that many readers will feel on seeing the above words of St. John of the Cross applied to modern religious; in fact, much of what has been written in this book will appear to many as far-fetched and unpractical—as a mistaken application to the religious life in general, of what, they say, is really peculiar to the contemplative life. This view is really a result of the erroneous opinions which have just been pointed out. The essential nature of the Christian life and of the religious state have not changed one whit; and all conclusions based on those natures are as valid now as they were in all ages of the Church. Holiness is still a primary duty, and a practical possibility. Our Lord’s exhortation to be perfect as the Father in Heaven is perfect is still just as insistent and just as feasible as it was the day He uttered it. Every single Christian soul can say: “ During every moment of His life Jesus thought of me, and loved me; in all His sufferings He had my needs in His mind, and in His view; CONCLUSION 1 1 1 in all His joys, His Heart was set on sharing these joys with me; in all His labours, in all His teaching, He never ceased to have my holiness in view; one of His greatest tortures was His longing for my happiness and my love; He knew that He had done and suffered more than a hundred times enough to make me holy, to make me a saint. He saw clearly that the only obstacle to the achievement of His cherished purpose for me was my own refusal to trust Him, to believe in Him, to. cast all my cares upon Him—to take Him at His word, and to submit to His easy yoke and to the light burden which He had specially planned for me; for He, seeing my poverty, had, as it were, lived my life for me with His own perfection, and was longing for the day when I would make my own the result of His labour and suffering, by doing what He asked me to do.” All this is no exaggeration: Jesus has merited everything for us, even the power to make His merits our own. He only needs our good-will and humility to make us enter into the fruits of His labours. Nor need we think that Jesus loses sight of each of us in the enormous number of the faithful: He is God, and has all God’s infinity. His intense love for each one is not a whit the less because of His glowing love for all men. In fact, we get a truer picture of the Heart of Jesus by remembering that He loved me, and delivered Himself for me, than by considering ourselves as one of the millions sharing His heart. Every act of Christ’s life was one of intense longing and passionate love for me. Nor has that love lessened in His life in the Sacrament of the Altar. Still more can I be sure that it is no less in His life in my sold. In that awful moment in the Garden, in the depths of what in anyone else would be called despair, when He uttered that cry of bitterest agony, of which the Psalmist speaks in the words: “ What is the use of My Blood?”—it was from my failure to correspond with His grace that He was suffering; it was my ni DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER sins, my refusal to trust Him, my rejection of His pleading, my disbelief of His love, my distrust of His power and of Flis plans, my hardheartedness and my selfishness, my selfsufficiency and my sloth, that were in His mind and that caused Him to pour out the sweat of Flis precious Blood. He still implores us to let His work bear fruit in our lives, to set some value on His Precious Blood, to have some trust, some faith in Flis power and in Flis love. Truly, only too truly, can He still say to us: “ Oh! ye of little faith: why do you doubt? ” The charity of Christ urgeth us; the love of Him Who first loved us cries out to us; let us stir up the grace, the faith, the hope, the love that is in us by the Sacraments of water, of oil, and of the Body and Blood of God. Let us think of what our daily Food is, and see what our strength and our life should be. Let us cease saying that these tilings are not for me, and remember that it is no longer I who live, but Christ Who liveth in me. Let us realise that our strength is Christ’s strength, that our hopes and our possibilities are Christ’s possibilities, that our needs are Christ’s needs, that our merits are Christ’s merits, that our spirit is Christ’s Spirit, the Paraclete, the “ Strengthencr,” the Spirit of God, and we shall renew our courage and our earnestness, and filled with fresh hope and complete confidence in the word of God, remembering that we are the Body of Christ, we shall launch out again into the deep, where we have long been labouring without success, now determined to seek with confidence for that perfection which the Heart of Jesus longs to find in us, to produce in us and with us. In particular, let each soul renew his hope and his intention of persevering in prayer. First, he must resolve with determination, never under any circumstances to give up his attempt to progress in prayer. Let him take up prayer as he should take up the whole of the spiritual life, as a quest for Jesus, a striving for close union with Jesus. Let CONCLUSION ι»3 him meditate as long as is necessary—during spiritual reading, if needs be—but let him proceed to pray to Our Lord in his own words as soon as he can and as often as he can. Let him not be afraid to talk to God without words whenever he can, and so all the time he is coming nearer to Jesus. Let him throughout the day make frequent aspirations to Jesus; they should not be long, they need not be verbal; a sigh or a smile of the heart is sufficient. Let him seek Jesus in all things; let him unite himself to Jesus by doing what pleases Him—by doing the will of God. That is the way to lay hold of Jesus. When the time comes, when he can feel Jesus near, let him make.full use of it; but he must not be so attached to this sensible presence of Jesus as to refuse to let Him go when the Master decides it is expedient for the soul that 1 le should deprive it of His sensible presence and send it another Comforter. If all power of prayer seems to be lost, if the time of prayer becomes a period of distraction and aridity, let him not lose courage, nor change his resolution. His prayer then is made by submitting to the will of God as completely and as generously as he can. He need not be afraid to make use of-any available expedient to help him to fight distractions. Many get great help by using a book, but this must not be done in such a way as to turn prayer into spiritual reading; one must stop frequently and turn one’s heart to God, and listen to see if He has not something to say to him. Perseverance under this heavy trial has a great reward, and touches the heart of God. The soul should try to be ready to accept any suffering that God sends him, for union with Jesus is sealed in the fellowship of His sufferings and by our patient endurance we are made partakers of the Passion of Christ. But our chief aim must be humility. The Kingdom of God is already within us, but we make it our own by our poverty of spirit. This is our title to union with God, and it is the first principle of the spiritual life that Our Lord 124 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER taught in public. The soul, then, must never, never trust in itself, and, above all, it must never, never, under any circumstances, cease to trust Jesus absolutely; God became man to save sinners, to give life to those who are dead in sin, to give strength to the weak and weary, to give Himself to the humble, to the poor in spirit. Let us take Him at His word, let us take Him at His Name, let us submit ourselves to Him in obedient humility and loving confidence, let us say to Him with Mary: “ Be it done by me, be it done to me, according to Thy word,” and then we shall be filled with Christ, through Whom and with Whom and in Whom, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, is all the glory of God. ΛΓΓ1 NDIX I There seem to be two different views of the purpose of the exercise known as meditation, running through the literature of the subject. Sometimes its reflective nature is stressed, and it is considered to be a means of building up an idea of God, of His Son’s human life, of supernatural truths and of forming convictions, which will be the main­ spring of our spiritual life. At other times, the function of reflections is subordinated to the production of affections, and stress is laid upon the acts which are to be made. One might say that one view sees it as a work of the head, while the other regards it as a work of the heart. That contrast, however, would be too sharp. Even though reflections, theoretically speaking, are quite distinct from the affections, yet, in practice, they are not so easily separated. In practice, one cannot think of such subjects without being moved towards the production of some sort of affection, even though this be quite unconscious; nor can one talk to Our Lord without in some way thinking about Him. Still there is, perhaps, a difference of stress between the two views, and this is why some wotdd prefer to be less definite about the setting aside of considerations when affections begin to come, than we have been in Chapters III and IV. No one can question the value of systematic reflection for the formation of the spiritual life, but there are many souls who find such difficulty in persevering in it, that they are in danger of giving up the exercise, without providing any substitute for it. To lessen that danger we have stressed the affective aspect of mental prayer, and at the same time, insisted on the importance of spiritual reading. These two recommendations must be taken together; they are both 125 16 1 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER indispensable parts of the one plan of reversing the tendency to compression, and of distributing over different parts cf the day the exercises that are sometimes grouped together under the name of meditation. It should also be noted that we have insisted, firstly, that meditation, in the sense of that informal and often spontaneous thinking about spiritual things, during the course of the day, should never be given up ; and secondly, that a soul must be ready to return to the use of formal considerations when that is possible at the time of prayer, if and whenever the facility for the formation of acts ceases. This latter point applies, not only to one particular hour of prayer, but also to a whole period of one’s spiritual life. It is only on such conditions that one can safely urge concentration upon the affective aspect of mental prayer. In our view, both mental prayer and spiritual reading (or their equivalents) are normally essential for a healthy spiritual life. We look to spiritual reading, and the con­ sequent informal reflection to which it leads, for the formation of those ideas and convictions that are sought by systematic meditation. A time may come when neither consideration or affections are possible at prayer, and aridity and distractions are such that one feels the need of some help. It is consoling to remember that St. Teresa, who had advanced fairly far in the ways of prayer during the first years of her religious life, afterwards found herself unable to pray without a book, for more than fourteen years. A suitable book, then, can be a great help to souls in such circumstances. They should, however, be careful not to pass the whole time of prayer in mere reading, but should frequently pause, either to make some attempt at affections of some sort, with or without words, or at least to permit the development of any affection, however imperceptible, that may have arisen from the reading. It sometimes happens that the only way to keep APPENDICES 117 distractions in check is to keep a book open and proceed in this fashion. The best type of book is one which contains sufficient acts, but their style and content must be in harmony with the soul’s outlook; whatever is not suitable should be passed over. Even if one pauses to murmur only the Name of Jesus or that of His Blessed Mother, one may be quite satisfied with such attempts at prayer. APPENDIX II Bibliographical Note The literature of the subject of prayer is so enormous that we content ourselves with indicating a few books which have proved helpful, and in which a more complete treatment of the points touched upon in this book will be found:— AUTHOR Fr. Alphonsus [Carm.] Baker, [O.S.B.] de Besse [O.S.F.] Blosius [O.S.B.] de Caussade [S.J.] Chautard [O.C.R.] Garrigou-Lagrange [O.P.] * ’ Lehodey [O.C.R.] Poulain [S.J.] Saudreau Tanquerey WORK Practice of Mental Prayer and of Perfection. [4 vols.] Holy Wisdom [Sancta Sophia} The Science of Prayer A Booh of Spiritual Instruction On Prayer The Soul of the Apostolats Christian Perfection and Con­ templation. The Ways of Mental Prayer The Graces of Interior Prayer Degrees of the Spiritual Life [2 vols.] The Spiritual Life PUBLISHER Dcsclce. Burns Oates. B. O. & W. B. O. & W. B. O. & W. Gill, B. O. & W. Herder. Gill. Kegan Paul. B. O. & W. Desclée. The works of St. John of the Cross have been published by Baker, and there is a new translation by Prof. Allison I eers, which is published by Burns, Oates & Washbourne. The Ascent of Mount Carmel and The Dark Night of the Soul are the two books in which St. John’s doctrine on prayer is to be found, but these two works must be taken together. They really represent two different aspects of the one process, in which the work of the soul is considered in The Ascent, while the action of God is explained in The Dark Night. They should not be regarded as quite distinct and successive stages, although there is a development as one goes from the former to the 12S APPENDICES 119 latter. These works are best approached through some form of introduction. A little book by Fr. Gabriel of St. Mary Magdalen (O.C.D.), published by Baker, under the title of St. John of the Cross, can hardly be surpassed for this purpose. It will be found to be of very great help in understanding and correlating the Saint’s teaching. St. Teresa’s teaching on prayer will be found in three of her works: her Life, The Interior Castle, and The Way oj Perfection. The work of Fr. Alphonsus at the head of our list above is based on the teaching of St. John of the Cross and of St. Teresa, and quotes from both at length. There are excellent summaries of the teaching of two Saints in the third volume of Christian Spirituality, by Pourrat, published by Burns, Oates & Washbourne. This volume gives a summary of the doctrine of every school of spirituality since the sixteenth century, but the whole work is well worth reading. The doctrine of St. Francis de Sales and that of St. Jane Frances de Chantal will be found there, but the original works of St. Francis must be read. They are the Introduction to the Devout Life and A Treatise on the Love of God. The latter has been published in an abridged form by Sands, who have also given us a very valuable volume under the title, The Spiritual Life, which is a summary of the instructions given by St. Jane Frances on the virtues and on prayer. Canon Saudreau has summarized the teaching of the two Saints in two tiny volumes, Mystical Prayer according to St. Francis de Sales and Mystical Prayer according to St. Jane de Chantal. (Sheed & Ward). This author has also given us a summary of the teachings of the different schools in The Life of Union with Cod ; and has summarized his own doctrine in an excellent little work, Towards Perfect Love and the Practice ofMental Prayer. (B.O. & W.) The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius has led to the growth of a school of spirituality, which has given us so many excellent books that it is impossible to choose any one for citation 130 DIFFICULTIES IN MENTAL PRAYER here. Tanqucrcy gives a good treatment of the Saint’s method of prayer in The Spiritual Life. Fr. Augustine Baker’s teaching on prayer has been published separately by Dom Weld-Blundell under the title, Prayer and Holiness (Magnani: London), a work which will be of much help to many readers. In Self-Discipline and Holiness (Methuen), the same author gives us another part of Fr. Baker’s teaching. In addition to the work mentioned above, Fr. Garrigou-Lagrange has written also a smaller work, The Three IKy'S of the Spiritual Life. There is a very complete bibliography at the beginning of Tanqucrcy’s The Spiritual Life. It must be remembered that one must always be careful to determine in what sense each author uses his terms. The meaning attached to the same words varies considerably. In particular, the two words “ mystical ” and “ contemplation ” are liable to be used differently by different authors. Whatever their meaning, their use, however, should not prevent the work in which they occur from being read by any soul who is willing to give his heart to God. Μ. H. GILL AND SON, LTD., PRINTERS, DUBLIN.